How do I let my partner touch my body without freaking out and crying?
>>8645665
You don't.
Destined to be alone forever, you are.
>>8645665
If you hate your body that much then you probably shouldn't have a partner
Or, if it's that you're uncomfortable with sex, then date someone who's asexual
>>8645665
what's the exact problem?
How do I interact with other human beings without freaking out and crying?
transcend the flesh
be one with the blood
be undone by the blood
fear the blood
live through Oedon
>>8645665
Fucking this.
>get aroused, enjoyable feeling
>masturbate, want to die
Can't even imagine how bad it would be with a partner.
>>8645665
Ketamine.
>>8650845
Horse tranquilizer?
Is this some obscure way of telling them to an hero?
>>8650898
if you can't afford ketamine, take dxm
>>8650898
It's like psychedelic ecstasy, if that doesn't sound like your thing just take mdma
>>8645665
Assuming this is a trauma thing, you gotta heal. It's different for everybody, but a good place to start would be consulting a professional. Maybe search therapists in your area? If you have a friend who has been through something similar it might be helpful to talk to them about it too.
>>8645665
get a psychologist
>>8648734
>>8651027
It's probably not a trauma thing, but a dysphoria thing