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Am I gay. Be honest and descriptive or something please. 2017-07-28 01:12:05 Post No.
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Am I gay. Be honest and descriptive or something please.
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I'm 18 years old. I dont really know what I am. I have dildos and stuff. I feel submissive toward men, but dominant to women kinda? I dont know if im attracted to guys or not. I mean, I kinda like deep jaws, muscle, nice hair and dicks a bit. But I dont find a lot of guys irl I see around me attractive. Im a little into traps or whatever though i self insert a little.
Im not very manly, im a skinny hairless twink looking guy (though i shave off) so maybe it is a low test, low self esteem thing?
Idk if I like women, I feel more self conscious when im around girls over the guys I hang around. Idk. I kinda like women's butts a little, but I dont watch much straight porn. I tried looking at dominatrix porn but it was lame.
In general I just don't want to be gay. No one around me knows how I feel. I dont act like any fags with a lispy voice.
I know half my friends would think different of me if I was gay. My little brother woud make fun of me, my mom would hate me, my dad would be mildly disappointed.. I have no clue whats going on with myself.
Advice?
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probably bisexual, not much else to say.
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>>8643315
Do you like crossdressing or imagining you are a girl?
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Sounds like you're leaning gay at the least, maybe bisexual. A straight guy doesn't usually write, "I kinda like deep jaws, muscle, nice hair and dicks a bit."
It sounds to me also like you have two other things going on:
1) Low testosterone. I'm an FtM, and the way you describe your attraction sounds to me like how I felt before taking T, e.g. a female libido. I was also really confused about my sexual orientation for a long time too, in part because my feelings weren't strong, so they were hard to sort out. I would go to your doctor and say that you're concerned your T is low for your age and you'd like it tested. Google for the effects of low T, see if any of them sound familiar. The "normal" male range is 300-1000 ng/dL total testosterone, but at your age you should probably be around 600-700ish.
2) Maybe you also haven't found the sort of person you're into, regardless of gender, or discovered the things you really like. Is there anything you're turned on by that you've sort of dismissed as too "weird" or seemingly unrelated to sex? There might be a clue there. Although if you've already considered BDSM porn, you may have explored that avenue already. Then again, a lot of it sucks. (Dominatrix porn especially, imo.)
I'm afraid that if you like guys, you're going to just have to get over what other people will think. Maybe some people you know will come around because they see you're a "normal" person to them and it doesn't change you.
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>>8643366
Um crossdressed but not the girl thing.
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>>8643380
Kinda turned on by how a guy smells..
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