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Taking the leap x Procrastinating HRT 2017-07-26 03:33:15 Post No. 8633157
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I've been lurking this place for some months and just discovered many people in my situation: People with fear of starting hrt and regretting it later because:
1>AGP and they don't know if it's worth it
2>People scared of hrt effects (in social life) but don't want to age as a man
3>Femboys without much dysphoria
4>Some of them are gay people that want easier dicks
I fit in the second group, i love androgynous/female aesthetics and beauty and i want to pursue them to feel good with myself. i literally hate masculinity, i can't look at a manly man without feeling disgust, my dick is useless and i never touch it, i would trade it for a pair of skinny jeans. But at the same time i don't want to be treated as a girl, change my name, get srs etc. I want to be feminine but dress with androgynous clothes like hoodies and sneakers but NOT with dresses unless i'm cosplaying.
The thing is, i could have started hrt but i'm scared that's a bad decision in my situation. I don't know how i'll function and deal with life when T finish it's destruction (i'm 18) but i'm scared. I'm not exactly scared of being a weird mix or even passing, but i'm scared about how people will treat me.
I probably need to go to college or get a job soon, that makes it worse.
>Looking for advice or people that also feel like this and what's your plan
>>Pic related is the 10/10 body
>>>He's a cis male and identifies as one
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>>8633157
5>Scared of the medical implications (organ damage, loss of ability to naturally produce hormones and being stuck on HRT for life, fertility, penis function)
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>>8633179
Thanks, that's another group to consider too
I'm somewhat included in this, i don't care about fertility and penis function, i'm already on finasteride for life, but loss of ability to produce hormones scare me: What if i regret this and my body doesn't produce T anymore? I'll need to get on T for life (It makes no sense if i'm considering hrt for life but it won't be like now, where i'm "comfortable" i don't need to take T to avoid being an eunuch)
In my situation organ damage is overrated because considering being feminine is the only thing preventing me from doing alcohol and mdma again. But it's something to consider.
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>>8633157
Ive no idea how you look so you might fail boymode after 6~8 months or you might look like a youthful fem guy and no one would care.
Also Im from anti-lgbt country but I know some almost-passing trannies and femboys on HRT here working in IT companies and everyone is cool with them. If you are from a 'liberal' civilized city you'll be fine.
Your pic is a girl with 0 boobs, that is 100% female skele, short, wide pelvis and tiny upper body. You will never have that if you go thru normal male puberty
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>>8633157
you sound like a female leaning femboy desu
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>>8633414
that's just the pose lmao, dude could have been on antiandrogens relatively late into adolescence but is clearly xy
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