i was going to go outside alone for the first time in like a year but then i looked in the mirror and now im in a corner crying i think i cant be alive im not really a person anymore dont know what to do
>>8627430
Just relax and watch YouTube videos of cute baby animals or something.
>>8627430
why go outside when you can talk to multiple trannies on here
>>8627473
that doesnt change this situation i cant be alive like this
>>8627491
There are people that are disfigured beyond belief that chose to live out their lives rather than letting themselves die. Certainly whatever paleness/ weight gain you have acrued during that time is helluva lot easier to fix logically with tanning/exercise/ and social events rather than offing yourself.
>>8627523
its gender dysphoria i cant change my male body to ever be normal its essentially disfigured by sexual dimorphism
>>8627533
Whatever you do, you better tell a medical professional or someone you know how you feel first.
>>8627533
imma love you till you don't hurt no more
>>8627561
i have a therapist its not like she can do anything and i hate the feeling of false support from them
i dont know the purpose of making this thread i think i wanted someone to say its gonna be okay as if i wasnt alone with my thoughts but i realized the reason im still alive but keep ending up back in a corner crying is because of false hope and support that crumbles whenever i try to moce forward so im stuck like this and the only solution is to kill myself to stop the crying and finally go away
>>8627638
Well that's a piss poor solution... what are you sad about?
ttyn
>>8627638
do you not have a friend you can vent to
>>8628122
im alone
>>8627662
im useless hopeless worthless and will never be normal, im not a person, because i hate my sense of self and the discomfort never stops, i cant leave the house im stuck, i will always end up back in a corner crying no matter what
>>8628144
no internet friends? nothing?
when u wake up and all the feels come back
>>8627638
I get it. Your brain is inconsolable, as is mine. Nothing I do is good enough. I'm constantly hungry. I'm bored most of the time. I don't sleep very well. I fidget all day. I'm neet but have such anxiety that I can hardly breathe. Sounds and voices can freak me out. Therapy is shit too I went for a while hoping to get referred to a psych but bitch never even gave me any coping mechanisms. I just complained uselessly every hour. I hope I can calm down. This depressed anxiety makes me dizzy and gives me stomachaches after I wake up.
Get better soon.