>>8615719
scary.
>>8615719
Better question, whats stopping you from repressing and ACCEPTING your body?
>>8615747
What's stopping DYSPHORIC trannies from accepting their bodies?
Gee, who knows, it's a mystery.
>>8615719
The hope that I'll pass and find happiness someday. It's fading away quickly though. That optimism is giving way to despair. I'll probably kill myself soon, honestly.
>>8615813
Good question, maybe if they worked on being optimistic and learning to like themselves
For fucks sake, anti fat shame movement can make fat blobs accept their bodies, what is your excuse?
Cure your dysphoria by ACCEPTING yourself, and working on LIKING yourself,
>>8615826
If your going to KYS anyway, why not try honestly repressing before?
I mean not like you got anything else to lose, right?
My family
Even though I often feel like disowning my own mom, I can not pretend that my parents don't love me.
I'm pretty sure I would've done it by now if not for them, or maybe I wouldn't be in this shit position in the first place if not for them.
>>8615719
My mother attempted suicide, left her in a vegetative state. I know exactly what someone feels when they deal with suicide, my brother and sister love me dearly, even if I'm a tranny. I couldn't put them through another suicide.
>>8616916
Why did she do it?
Is it it as if she's dead?
>>8616925
She was maniac depressive. Also an addict.
I don't see her, she's bad for my health, honestly I think it would have been easier if she had died.
>>8616965
I'm sorry. I hope you and your brother and sister are close.
>>8615827
It doesn't work like that. You clearly don't understand how deeply ingrained gender dysphoria is. It isn't something that can be cured by changing how you think.
>>8615831
You have time to lose.
>>8617055
But I was. I had been hating being male since I was 4 and that stopped recently.
>>8617975
glad it worked out for you, but keep in mind it's not the same for everyone
>>8615719
drugs, although done in dangerous amounts, still failed to kill me and give me something to look forward to
>>8617996
Yeah, I know. I've been told it will come back, yadda yadda yadda. I don't know, I still keep coming back here. I'll try to stopm
>>8616965
Is she conscious or in a coma?
>>8617975
>recently
It's gonna come back.
Source: I tried really hard to embrace masculinity and enjoy being male and that shit was still always there under the surface, and then four years later it came back and hit me harder than ever, knew I'd eventually kill myself if I didn't transition then.