do you ever look at old pictures of yourself and cry because

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pic related me at 16

>>8597390
Yes as a matter of fact I do

>>8597390
I'm too detached from reality for pictures to make me feel that way.

>>8597390
I made a timeline of myself from 16-25 to remind myself how much of an idiot I was not to start transitioning earlier.

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>>8597472
it sucks even worse because I had told my parents I felt this way and looked to them for help, and they just didn't care. They wouldn't let me go on hrt, and when I ordered it they would find it and flush it in front of me.
sorry I'm just feeling sad tonight

>>8597490
Jesus christ that's evil, I hope you cut them off like they deserve
Why couldn't you get a PO box though?

>>8597529
They didn't let me get a license until I was 18. So I had no id to show or anything I needed

>>8597390
I look less far less masculine now than I did at 16 (except for the square jaw situation). Hang in there, senpai

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I look at pictures of myself now and cry because I still exist

>>8597541
You take pictures of yourself? I can't even bare to look at myself.

When I look at my old picture all I feel is Pride. I'm so proud how much I've changed.

>>8597390
I look at old pictures of myself in disgust of how gross I was then.
I feel shitty quite often, but looking back at myself a year or two ago...
No regrets.

I didn't change that much from 16 to 21 but the changes I did get were undoubtedly detrimental. That being said, four months HRT today and I've been told I look like I've been losing weight/my cheekbones are prominent which is odd because I thought HRT normally made cheeks phat.

>>8597397
Post recent so I can cry with you

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No pic related

>>8597545
Nayrt/ Imma masochist. I take pics and look at every detail and cry. It's a daily ritual at this point.

>>8597472
Post this please. I want to know how much people change

>>8597390
Last picture I have I was 11.
I haven't really taken any pictures of me ever since.
I don't go to family gatherings either. My mom stopped saying happy birthday to me a while ago too.

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>>8597397
>>8597815
Both look like adult men.

>>8597390
can losing weight cause this? I've been trying to find old pics desperately and it seems like between 19 and 20 I went from looking cute to awful. like my chin stands out now and face looks more angular. I was depressed and not eating much then.
considering starting HRT and trying to fatten up again..

Not really. Barely changed in 5 years. Looked like my 16 year old self in taller with 20 and pre hrt.
After 4 months now I look like a tall, younger, female 16 year old me with some masculine features.
Got the cute game going too so I'm not too mad about transitioning this late.

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>>8598678
this is a bad bait cara

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>>8597390
no, me at 14

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>>8601408
me at 18

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>>8599556
It's not really bait. You should have been effeminate enough that you would have been able to transition at any point in your 21 and under life.

>>8601423
>21 and under life
I find it cute that you use your age as the threshold for not being a hon.

I'm not baiting either, you're insane but cute in a fucked up way.

>>8601423
How did you pick 21 as the magic number Cara?

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>>8601447
18-21 are generally the ages when people who were blocked from transitioning are finally able to.

>>8601442
Pathological narcissism is never cute and neither is feeding narc supply.

>>8597390

Goddamn, yes, I do. I never liked seeing my own face, then I looked through my childhood photos for the first time in years and I find I didn't look that bad at all. To have had what I had then and not been aware of it, not appreciate it, it hurts. Maybe I could have had some idea of how I would have looked as a woman had I ever tried on girl clothes back then.

>>8601520
Nobody is "blocked from transitioning". If you are legitimately trans, you will have found a way. If you make it to adulthood, you aren't trans.

Isn't that what you said?

Every day I have to look at an old family photo of me just before puberty prominently displayed, it makes sure I can't go a day without remembering how shitty I feel

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>>8598678
I wonder what the pic related looks like then?

>>8601579
Jesus christ this dude has no hope.

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Oh quite often

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>>8601594
i mean
that picture was literally taken for the purpose of "intimidating" someone, obviously it looks creepy

this is more recent

https://unsee.
cc/dinepuba/

>>8601613
404, my man.

>>8601579
>>8601613
Even if you had a thousand surgeries on your face, your face will never pass because

- Long midface (cannot be fixed)
- Masculine jaw proportions
- Masculine chin
- Masculine head shape
- Masculine upper lip-to-nose ratio
- Small eyes
- Prominent brow ridge
- Enormous forehead

Sorry about your hondom, sir.

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>>8597806

>>8601625
https://unsee.
cc/podemuni/

>>8601638
Not that anon but...

I think you're cute but as in I want you to be my boyfriend way.
Sorry if this sounds mean I know it hurts to be called a boy when you aren't but I think you're very attractive.

>>8601642
Looking like an emo/80s new wave singer there tbqh.

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>>8601650
I get that a lot

>>8601642
You will need a lot of luck and FFS, cara.
Don't take this in the wrong way ok?

>>8601642
I genuinely feel sorry for that hairline, just go full Dyke and shave it under

>>8601642
>this is the person who argues about early transitioning and being superior

Holy fucking shit like are you I dunno legitimately insane you really don't think you need ffs girl please.

>>8601642
Holy shit STILL no hope lmao.

>>8601663
good

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>>8601642
Looking totes fem & fab, gurly. To me you look like a real woman so don't let these bitter 4chan meanies & bullies bring you down! Wanna cyber? my wife will never know <3 Tee-hee, jk. xoxo

Hugs and kisses,
AliceTS xoxo

>>8601642
You need FFS and you also need to gain weight, but honestly you don't look as bad as you could. I can see how you would look as a passing woman.

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>>8601768
I mean I already knew I need a chin shave and a tracheal shave. I've already had a thorough structural analysis done on me by others.

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>>8601642

>>8601805
I L L E G I T I M A T E

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>>8601805
Don't forget your brow bones.

>>8601638
Holy shit, I' sorry. You were very cute.

>>8601768
I can't believe you are actually hugboxing a creepy(faced) stalker who has zero potential to become passable

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>>8597397
>>8601638
#BanTestosterone

>>8601638
How old now?

>>8601861
Don't meme that anon I kinda fell in love with her external self.

>>8601638
I am 2 years into HRT and I literally look like you tbqh.

>>8601863
18

>>8601613

>attempting to intimidate someone with implied physical violence by showing an aggressive expression on your face

So typical of a fake-trans male.

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>>8597390
Yes. I regret never being able to transition. I'm on the left, my cousin Amanda is on the right.

Once my cousin died from an overdose I lost the only person who supported me being feminine. My mom was super against me being a faggot and sent me to therapists who treated my gender problems like you deal with alcoholism. "Now Anon, you know you have a problem and the problem's not gonna go away until you admit you have a problem."

I wish I knew about hormones back then. My mom hammered in that all I'd ever grow up to be was a disgusting hairy man in a dress and die of aids or be beaten to death. After losing my cousin and my voice turning DEEP I gave up and haven't been happy with how I look for years. I thought if I stopped acting girly maybe Mom would love me like she found out I was a fag when I was younger, but now I don't talk to my mom at all for the most part. If I ever got kicked out of my girl friend's house and couldn't live on my own, she wouldn't take me back. She literally said I better start sucking dicks like the hookers on Central if I ever get thrown out on the streets.

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>>8597397
>>8601638
I thought you looked familiar. Took a minute to find it on the archive though

>>8597390
>could've been cute

bitch, I AM cute

>>8601879
What the fuck? How can testosterone fuck you up that much in just 2 years?? I hadn't changed at all between 16 and 18. Did you have a late puberty?

>>8602612
As a teenager you can litterly be 1.50 one day and 1 year later have a beard and be 1.95. Not op just saying it really happens.

>>8602378
I don't think that's me

>>8601872
post pics