Pika edition
• Makeup tutorials : http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
• ピカチュウ: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ooNlLzm2wRA&
Chu: >>8584404
>>8585782
first for
>tfw ywn be an agp pokegirl
>you dumb, tulip-eating, klompen stomping, molen dwelling, gravity-defying kankerbeestje
It's: 2:43 AM, I'm doing normie stuff tomorrow and I should sleep but goddamnit bully anon that made me laugh hard.
>>8585792
Fair enough, I did kinda suspect you'd be back, but I thought you'd be gone until winter time or something.
It's weird and uncomfortable seeing you so depressed and lonely. It's like when you see your parents cry for the first time.
I like this artists work
Reminder that you're gonna make it
>tfw no eggman bf
>>8585828
coworker-chan, did you have a good day at work yesterday?! :3
>>8585828
prove it
>>8585813
yeah, you better run
>>8585801
>comparing Emma to hips
This is sickening and you should stop it.
>>8585842
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BJ0xBCwkg3E
>>8585839
Rather you prove me right tbqh
>>8585844
Dear lord I'd never wanna be compared to Hips.
There is a constant din of anxiety in my brain and I can't seem to ignore it.
>>8585829
>...
>>8585782
what does /mtfg/ think of my timeline?
It's been a minute since I've even dipped my toes in this gen. I have no idea what's going on but I can't look away.
>>8585828
>Reminder that you're gonna make it
>mfw
>>8585844
I wasn't the one who suggested it, I merely posted hips defending emma
>>8585859
Cute.
>>8585859
nice work, expect replies from jealous hons saying you are ugly and not passable
=^_^= *meow* >licks paws<
>>8585859
cuter than me.
>>8585870
calm down chelsea
>>8585874
you got that right you ugly twinkhon
>>8585878
Please keep talking like that to me, its been a while since someone's turned me on
verbally abuse me
degrade me
i want to cum
>>8585859
>smiling pic
I never thought I'd see the day.
Top timeline btw.
>>8585788
>probably just boymode for another year at least
but that's ages away, i hope you're not being sneaky and delaying girlmode with more and more excuses
what are you going to study in the college place type thingy?
>i want it to at least be autumn again, where i can just wear sweaters or hoodies during the day and sleep in an environment where i'm not constantly annoyed by heat
I want it to be winter so i can drink tea without sweating, and walk without sweating, and sleep without sweating
also, winter is the comfiest month and gives me warm tingly feelings inside
You are all nuts.
>>8585889
donuts maybe
>>8585889
can i be walnut
i like walnuts
im allergic to nuts
>>8585889
you're nuttier than a ballsack resting in a giant bowl of nuts
>>8585889
sorry abuse like that just....
>>8585901
That's sort of the gist of this thread desu.
>>8585820
Idk I'm sorry like I said I just need a few days
This place is a good crutch when you're feeling depressed
Plus idk I'm a bit lonely I've been seeing way fewer people since starting my new job
Overeating and then making yourself throw up is healthy right?
>>8585862
I really don't care what you think you know, nor do I care for your attempts to defer responsibility. I also don't care what hips posted, and neither do you; you're merely using it to continue your two-month campaign against someone you already ran off the board. The association is in any case unwarranted, badly misinformed and offensive.
>>8585918
>I TELL YOU
heh
the best thing is anyone who follows an exclamation with
>I TELL YOU
is probably nuts :P
>>8585920
yeah, it's less calories
and the act of vomiting probably burns a couple too
>>8585913
What's the job like anyway? Do you get to wear a white coat?
You're not getting bullied by your coworkers, are you?
>>8585918
abuse really turns me on...
>>8585925
>:P
Not with that additude young lady
>>8585934
Yeah okay I'm not a LESBIAN
>>8585934
*tickles you*
whore
>>8585934
*stabs a knife on u*
heh..
pathetic
/fit/ here
Just want to let you all know we like traps so if any of you are cute and want some strong autistic guys to throw you around and say sorry a lot just swing on by ;)
>>8585934
You and every other tranny on Earth. Including me! We're all fucking abuse sluts, you absolute abortion of a human being. Fucking slut! I bet you fantasize about someone like me tracking you down from this shitpost hive and violating you just for your sheer inanity, worthless fucking skank.
Passgen says I pass as a weird creepy girl. I am so happy that's exactly what I am. I write suicidal anarchy punk rap, hack computers, and play smash Bros melee and hang out in a historic rural cemetery. I am finally living the dream :D
Plus despite my chin face, my entire body is so hot. Already b cups only 1 year HRT I can't even cope with reality anymore because my voice is a man D;
Anyone else watching Evo? I'm watching melee
>>8585945
h-hot
>>8585801
what does this person look like?
>>8585960
>/mtfg/.jpg
>>8585933
I will get to wear a lab coat when I actually start running experiments but I'm mostly just sitting in my desk and doing reading until the lab is set up.
I'm the only grad student in the group right now so I don't see much of my group, I basically don't talk to anyone most days
>>8585860
But you didn't post your face!
>>8585836
It was long chaser-kun
lol!
>>8585972
hook up with Faye
Anchovy pizza I love u!
<3 <3 <3
>>8585972
O-oh, well at least you don't have to do hard manual labour, and there's less chance of you killing someone with a textbook than a forklift.
It'll probably be fun once you start doing practical stuff.
>>8585979
Why do you want to hurt me?
>>8585980
>3 slices and a beer
fatass
drink mommy milk for strong bones and plump breasts
>>8585966
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/search/filename/emma/
scroll down a bit
>>8585884
that's true
i mean i want to be hopeful and optimistic and stuff but i don't look any better than i did a few months ago. currently a faggy-looking (and acting) boy with poofy (albeit a teeny tiny bit longer) hair and smol developments in the chest area. so that's why i'm talking about such a long timeframe.
>what are you going to study in the college place type thingy?
i'm going to study something where i'll learn to help old people and my goal is to work in an old peoples home c:
>I want it to be winter
>also, winter is the comfiest month and gives me warm tingly feelings inside
winter is best season. not many people i know like winter as well.
>so i can drink tea without sweating, and walk without sweating, and sleep without sweating
this sums it up quite well lol
>>8585984
Yeah it's true, I'm sure it will get better
It's just a tad bit lonely right now sadly and I do feel a bit overwhelmed
my nephew just said
>you should cut your hair off
and my brother who hates me said
>good boy
to him
I am a joke, I should cut my head off
>>8585974
>It was long chaser-kun
what are your plans for the future in the long-term? do you have any particular career or path that you are planning on going down, aside from being a spesman in spes? :3
Hey y'all, I ordered delivery food and didn't realize the worker was trans/NB
It said Becca/Bryan on the name so when I called I referred to them as "you guys", since it seemed to be 2 people
Did I hurt their feelings?
>>8586005
Pomf isn't paying me my hotpockets for adminning so I've got to figure it out
>>8586010
eh i doubt it
I'm in a very roasty (lol) mood but don't take anything I say with a grain of salt when you think I'm going overboard.
But yeah you people are still fucking nuts.
>>8586010
lmao
>>8586016
but take anything*
>>8586014
K cool ty
>>8585889
they're crazy in the coconut
these boys need therapy
opinion on possums
>>8586001
Those sound like pretty normal emotions, especially when you start a new job that has responsibilities you feel you might not be able to meet.
I'm sure you'll blink and before you know it, you'll have authority over the next batch of underlings to put to work on own projects
>>8585889
i think i might be insane but my insanity is saying that im not insane.
>>8585859
>Thinking erasing pics is possible.
http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/8585782/#q8585859
>>8586025
that's one big rat
>>8586025
ugly
is it normal to hallucinate and see dark figures in the corner of your eye or standing over your bed and to think everyone is dead around you and to have different personalities that take control at set times in the day and to think every one is out to ruin your life
j-just asking for a a friend
>>8586030
I certainly hope soo
Although I am really kind of excited to be teaching students in the fall even if it's mandatoryyy
If I don't get authority over people at least I can boss around the poor chem 101 students
>>8586024
it me
>>8586043
no it's not
>>8586044
I was in another world, a world of 20.000 girls
And milk! Rectangles, to an optometrist, the man with the golden eyeball
And tighten your buttocks,
>>8586013
underappreciated on 4chan as well as in life, what rotten luck :3
>>8586045
i dont know whats real anymore and i cant trust myself to know if theirs something wrong or if im tricking myself into thinking that
>>8585987
>Tfw sass is a fatass
https://unsee
.cc/tonemuga/
>Tfw sass has no ass
:(
>move into new place
>good location, good apartment management, good unit, good price, good semi-recent building, only 1 roommate who is actually a decent fucking person for once
>internet limited by building infrastructure to 15/1mbps
>>8586054
there is something wrong if you are feeling like that regardless of whether you believe it's real or not, I hope you are able to get help
>>8586044
>Ms. Elanna can you tell us about how these chemicals intera-
>"Shut up you little shit I'm trying to talk about my Steins;Gate self insert. She loves IPAs"
>>8586056
I'm just venting because I'm angry and I can't get rid of it, you are cute don't worry
>>8586044
>If I don't get authority over people at least I can boss around the poor chem 101 students
Take off all the labels on the chemistry flasks and make them touch the dangerous chemicals with their bare hands. They will learn to fear you.
>tfw wasn't born as the daughter my mum never had
>>8586050
You can have two Pomf coins and a get out of ban free card if you give me your ckey
>>8586036
what are you talking about? I didn't erase anything.
>>8586057
that is top tier internet in Australia
>>8586057
trolled by fate yet again, bexe
>>8586065
*Hugs you*
It's going to be ok anon :)
>>8586058
im afraid that if i try to get help they will turn on me and ruin my life or give me drugs that changes me for the worst my parents could think im crazy and try to stop me from living as a girl if they think i have mental problems
>>8586071
how about i give you FOUR pomf coins, two chance cards and a ckey if you tell me what any of that means and what the jenkins you're talking about :3
>>8586081
plus we're on the "14"th floor so i can't even let my cats roam around outside
cinnamon is going to be fucking clinically depressed by this time next week
>>8586079
maybe moving halfway across the world with tetra is unironically my only chance at having a decent life
>>8586044
>at least I can boss around the poor chem 101 students
Put nitrogen triiodide on their chairs
>>8586086
who is they in this situation
>>8586092
>letting your cats outside ever
stop this right now
>>8586097
How come I look skinny as a guy but fat as a girl?
Makes no fucking sense!
>>8586092
>maybe moving halfway across the world with tetra is unironically my only chance at having a decent life
my point was that 15/1 is decent here in Australia
you wouldn't like it
>>8586102
how did you know i was the one who said you were fat
i didn't really mean you were fat i'm just angry and i dont know why and i cant get rid of it
>>8586097
therapists
probably send me off to a pysch ward or something if i tell them about how im suicidal like 24/7
i pass im just still suicidal -.-
>>8586091
>Doesn't even play spess
>Doesn't shitpost in /gsg/
Our relationship is on the rocks Chaser-kun
>tfw you've autism
I like anon's idea to make them put their hands in unlabeled chemicals
Except one of them is hydrofluoric acid
>>8586111
tell them you think about suicide but would never act on it, that way they know how you feel
http://www.strawpoll.me/13445577
>>8586113
we have been over this before - i tried playing ss13 years ago, but it was difficult and i got lost in the dark, then someone played spooky scary skeletons and i died, so then i stopped playing
i don't shitpost in /gsg/ because i only play HoI4 and whenever i ask something there, people usually tell me to play a real game and/or go kill myself :3
>>8586100
i just did :^)
my cats are way happier having the freedom to explore the outdoors and sunbathe and catch sticks and mice and it's wonderful to see them like that
i understand the risks of injury and death and sickness but it's absolutely worth it to allow them the freedom to be as happy as they were the past couple months, the last thing i want is for them to live life in a pseudo cage no matter how cuddly and friendly that cage may be
>>8586104
yeah but if i don't even have the chance at better maybe it'll force me to be happy within the limitations
>>8586109
why don't you meet me at the flagpole after school
I'm getting serious dysphoria wave right now
what do
>>8586121
it's hard to tell whether i do or not
like i'm not very social with people
not sure if that's having ridiculous social anxiety or autims
>>8586122
>Goy IV
Kill yourself
>>8586126
how would you feel if they never came home or if you found their body mangled by some creepy kid that cut the cat open
i never let my cat outside
>>8586119
i dont think i can control myself perfectly and would probably slip up
>>8586115
It'd be a really fun game, all the senior academics could place bets on what the chemical is while the terrified undergraduates sit at a table and pass the rack back and forth between each other
It'd be like that scene from the deer hunter
aspergirls
>>8586121
I've been told I might by friends but I don't consider it likely
>>8586134
what state do you live in? there are different laws, me for example a doctor is legally required to tell someone if i told him i was suicidal
>>8586130
ach, you wound me with your hurtful words
i am more into old RPGs and point and click adventure games, i only have the brainpower for entry level GSGs (also, i tried to play EU IV, but i lost to grenada as castille and got conquered quite quickly)
>>8585960
is this how moping non-transitioners fantasise they'll order hrt for themselves? magical unpaid women who don't exist offering weird gunpoint sissification play?
>>8586132
>i never let my cat outside
That seems a little bit abusive, anon
>>8586143
Yeah, laws differ. In most states, you may tell anyone anything. Only suicide attempts count. If you try any - you'll get a trip to asylum.
>>8586108
Sass knows.
I love getting to hang with my bi friend, I just constantly tell her how how hot all the boys are.
But to everyone else I'm a raging "straight man"
>tfw no maoist bf
>>8586170
does coming here even help at all
>go out on date as straight man
>constantly refers to me third person as she
W...what n...no w...hy
Also pic related is the little guy I'm getting tatood across my left back for "jaye"
>>8586152
>Being shit at EU IV
I demand a new psuedo-chaser
>>8586186
It's better than sitting in the dark and/or getting high.
>>8586161
no, it isn't, shut the fuck up, the shelter didn't even want me to adopt her if i was gonna let her outside
I wish I just got to cuddle with other trans girls forever
>>8586152
>Tfw old RPGs
>tfw no gf who uses my boobs as a pillow and calls me mommy
>>8586199
>I wish I just got to cuddle with other trans girls forever
I wish I just got to cuddle with other not mentally ill trans girls forever
Fix'd
>>8586202
I know these
But too old for me
>>8586170
wow yo srsly tho?
idk whats up its really warm and im whiny. not a lot of thought content. wanna visit portland or somthing. how'r u anon?
>>8586214
that's kind of disgusting bigotry against mentally ill people but ok
>>8586145
what do you mean
i've gotten worse and worse but i dont have a plan anymore since my dad took away all the ammo for his gun or hid it like 2 weeks ago.
>>8586143
is their a website or name of what i should look up i dont want people to know where i live
i treid looking up my state and like therapist+suicidal thoughts laws couldnt find what i was looking for
>>8586226
Which state are you?
>>8586219
I need to get down to portland I've been living on the westie coasty for a year and haven't been to Portland yet
I used to trip as elanna idk if you remember me or not.
>>8586197
Sounds like you should have adopted a house plant instead, little miss angry
>>8586221
mentally ill people have a higher than average chance of being smelly though
>>8586215
Lol, you just called me old.
hugg elann
I like this guy too
My gay friend is convinced that there is nothing wrong with his behaviour of living a drug-fueled gay lifestyle of prostituting himself for money, even though he knows it would be against his parent's wishes.
How can I convince him that he should stop thinking about men and live a normal lifestyle and eventually start a family of his own?
>>8586267
wrong thread faggot
>>8586266
http://www.ncsl.org/research/health/mental-health-professionals-duty-to-warn.aspx
http://www.socialworker.com/feature-articles/ethics-articles/Duty_to_Warn%2C_Duty_to_Protect/
http://www.medscape.com/viewarticle/707580_2
3 more i found, hope you are okay
>>8586185
does anyone else know this feel
Hey people. Chaser sorta here, except I really just wanna date a transgirl and make her feel cute and delicate and all of that. But I'm a bit of a recluse IRL, I just work and thats it. How do I go about meeting transgirls? I've heard about Grindr or whatever but isnt that just tons of gay dudes?
Any tips would be appreciated.
>>8586132
i would be devastated, but i'll be devastated regardless when one or both of them inevitably dies as they're my proxy babies and i love them with all my heart
i'm just letting them live one day as a lion rather than a lifetime as a lamb
OR I WOULD BE IF I HAD FOUND A GROUND LEVEL PLACE THAT WOULDN'T ILLEGALLY DENY TENANCY BECAUSE WE'RE ON WELFARE REEEEEEEE
>>8586284
you're gonna get flamed and yelled at
go make a thread instead this isn't the place to ask that
>>8586284
Are you into GSGs and other such autism games? Because there's a single girl here from Canada who I think would be your sorta girl, anon.
>>8586275
thanks ill look at them okay
maybe i should do it anyway even if the throw me in one idk i jsut dont want to mess everything up and then my parents will try to control my life again
>>8586284
Seriously, if you want someone with a dick, go chase drag queens. Even transgirls with little genital dysphoria rarely like using it and HRT makes it mostly non-functional.
>>8586243
oh wow hey! ya i do! wow hi! glad u'r still around
i'm on discord a lot/too much
incidentally there are neat portland people on one that i wanna meet
will prob b good for my head in general. wanna do mushrooms or somthing beforehand tho
>>8586202
I have some of those here. Probably will throw a lot of that away when I sell the house. I hate throwing away stuff, but I'm afraid I'll have to.
>>8586159
Join my band
>>8586306
Actually I'd prefer to do not do anything with their dick and just pretend its not there. I'm not into dick, I'm into transgirls because I have sorta a thing for feminization and degradation. Part of being a girl is being vulnerable so I like the idea of making them feel like that.
Of course its not all sexual though, I think theyre fascinating and cute.
>>8586293
Tabernak
>>8586230
Is that hardcore enough for you. One of my favorite computer games when I was a kid.
anyone else here love girls
>>8586308
I mean I'm not really around much anymore I've basically left so that I can focus on grad school I'm just back today because I'm sad over a breakup.
Portland seems like tranny mecca desu I wanna go there but you'd be amazed how difficult it is to get to portland from victoria
>>8586221
>sass is a sweetheart
>sass is a hon
>sass is mexican
>sass has an 80p iq
>sass is a beta
>sass is fat
>sass cares
Where do all these memes come from?
>>8586230
lol,I found this in my old room at my parent's house probaby from 1991. The first RPG I played was Bard's Tale III and then played the series backwards, after that I played the gold box AD&D games and probably the king' quest games and I guess I was all played out by 1992 and never played a game again.
>>8586323
Last thing transgirls need is degradation. I don't think you realize the mental pressure transitioning already is. You're bound to cause permanent trauma with crap like that. And if that's what you seek, you seriously should be rotting in jail.
>>8586340
So you're completely vanilla in bed? No kinks at all? Interesting.
>>8586332
I love loving girls :3
>>8586346
I'm vanilla in bed. it's p fun.
>>8586346
A lot of the TERFy ones are. No fun allowed! You'll hurt yourself! Don't explore your own sexual preferences, just bury them!
Reminds me of my fucking mother, seriously. Can y'all go back to the Church social already? I'm not going to stop being degenerate for you.
>>8586326
Hehe
>>8586337
One thing I liked about the 80s is that video games weren't a gendered thing. We spent many afternoons with my friends playing Arkanoid. I doubt little girls these days would do that. Actually, it's not the only way gender segregation has gotten worse since the 80s. I feel kids were less pressured into stupid gender roles back then. Didn't last.
>>8586351
Sounds boring to me.
>>8586349
girls are best kissers
>>8586346
No sex at all if I can avoid it. I'm anhedonic so it's only pain and body fluids to me.
>>8586349
me2
>>8586337
I'm just calling you out on your ableism , none of that has anything to do with what I said
if im ugly as a guy will i be ugly as a girl?? asking for a friend
>>8586221
>EXTREME ACCUSATION
>but ok
tumblr
>>8586377
yes
>>8586368
Well that sounds complicated. Sorry to hear that. But anyway I think you misunderstood me. I dont want to drag them around on a leash. I was speaking purely in regards to bedroom situations.
>>8586381
fuck I've been owned
>>8586373
I'm just an asshole and bitch, desu
>>8586336
wow im sorry. ya i guess u need like a ferry or somthin? a bus that takes a ferry?
i actually dk how im getting there either lol. i kindof hate the idea of planes, but it would be the longest bus ride ive ever attempted. idk
i feel like i should tho. i cant force myself to demope & its p bad. refreshing enviro always used to help at least
>>8586356
delet
>>8586384
My parents probably still have that tape somewhere.
>>8586323
God I wish you lived near me. I'd love for you to kidnap and force-fem my slender twink body degrading me whilst at the same time conditioning how good of a woman I'm going to make.
>>8586397
I'm helping you though.
Sometimes all you need is a little push. :3
>>8586413
That sounds nice but also unrealistic.
>>8586396
You'd think it would just be a ferry or a one hop plane ride but nopeee, I need to go to make a multi leg trip and it would basically take all day to get there
If you can, fly (you're in Ontario I think?), I've ridden on a bus to Vancouver from Edmonton and it was fucking awfulll
i want to hurt myself what do i do because i know i should but still want to
>>8586436
i know i shouldnt*
>>8586294
you're welcome
>>8586425
Not that unrealistic if you plan it out first and use safe words, but most people just ain't that kinky.
Shrug.
>>8586346
the worst kind of chasers are the ones that are oblivious to how fucking weird they are, jeez
they talk about someone being traumatized and you reply with "XD NO KINKS?"
kill yourself
>>8586436
Don't do it, but you're going to do whatever you want. If you want to talk about something open your mouth. don't drama the fuck out by hurting yourself and thinking someone's going to care.
They'll be concerned for a while but eventually they'll jut label you as a weirdo or a nut. find another way to express your hurt/anger/rage
>>8586456
This is very true.
I cut myself a lot recently and I only told like 3 people but yeah. No one really cares.
>>8586456
i just want to feel it, and i do feel guilty when i do, but now i feel more guilty knowing if people find out they probably think im gross and bad and deserve it anyway
>>8586436
why don't you try hurting yourself but in a way that doesn't really damage your body, like flicking elastic bands on your skin?
>>8586467
>they probably think im gross and bad and deserve it anyway
Most people don't think like that, mostly only people with grudges and vitriol. And even if they did think something negative it would be more like "that person might be not well in the head I might want to distance myself from them" not specifically thinking you are bad or anything.
>>8586471
not them but that's not helpful at all for me personally, i like seeing the blood and the damage
>>8586467
people won't care. they'll just distance themselves from you eventually.
I wish I didn't feel so fucking guilty for being attracted to girls I get warm and fuzzy feelings from them and it's almost always immediately followed by intense disgust at myself
Kuu-Chan#2441
add me on discord
im bored
i wish i had someone that i wanted to dress in a maid outfit for
still don't have that feeling
>>8586481
same actually
this is exactly how i feel
>>8586481
because it's supposed to be wrong if you're trans?
you gotta realize that gender and sexuality manage to separate themselves pretty easily
it's not like cis gay people are somehow any less the gender that they are
this is coming from a straight tranny btw
>>8586481
more importantly this is your life and you have to live it how you want, don't keep yourself from love because of shit like this
Worst part about being trans is I still don't know my sexuality all I know is I think being really overweight is disgusting, facial and body hair is kinda gross, and a deep voice is almost always a no because it makes me anxious
but then sometimes thinking about vaginas are just kinda weird
>>8586474
Isn't there anything else that gives you those same feelings but without having to cut your body open?
>>8586498
you're pretty sane, fantasizing vaginas are magical cure is preddy much insane
>>8586496
I know I've been with two girls and it's so easy to just not care when I'm with them but now it's like if I'm single all these old insecurities bubble up
>show irl girlfriend(platonic) my boobs
>those are nice! It's a shame you don't want them anymore
>sorry to be insensitive about it, it must trigger you
>u...hm I'm not ftm
>ohhhhhhhh..... well congrats
._.
>>8586499
I don't want to really penetrate anything like, I can't get into it :(
Then again I don't want to be fucked either thats whats so confusing.
I want sexual interaction but I don't want either of those things.
I hate being alive tbqh
>>8586503
im so confused
fantasizing vaginas are magical cure is preddy much insane?
You mean SRS?
Like idk I'm lost and confused with myself
Time to listen to Ska and cry LMAO
>>8586346
>being an abusive piece of shit is my kink, don't kinkshame!
You're being awfully "that guy."
>>8586516
You sterilized yourself but your brain still wants to do that stuff
You'll be okay Witt someone but you won't have the drive to just persue someone
>>8586537
No I really do not want penetrative sex, like thats not my jam.
I just want to stop feeling empty and alone, but every time I find someone emotionally compatible, sexual compatibility is impossible.
bunn
>>8586516
Lol here's the only song I've ever written that made it as recording, it's about a love triangle lol.
>>8586573
cute bunn Anon
you must have a big rabbit folder
tfw you forgot how to do a female voice for a day and somehow your lower pitch lesbian voice gets clocked less in video games than your shitty attempt at a high pitched voice you've been doing the whole year.
>>8586577
Oops link:
https://youtu.be/B9AC4zr1j_0
>>8586577
im really tired and confused because hormones are fucked what
>>8586582
i do
>>8586586
I hope you only wrote the lyrics and not the music.
>>8586596
that's nice
do you have a bunny?
>>8586600
Can't stand it. Just gives me a headache. Like reggae.
>>8586597
Lol i wrote both lyrics and music and I was 17 so make of that what you will.
>>8586596
Stop posting food, it makes me hungry.
>>8586607
no but I wish I did
>>8586608
its like reggae and rock kinda
i prefer the american version of it though
>>8586573
Hugg bunn
>>8586613
I hope you get a bunny rabbit one day
jamaican ska > british ska >>>>>> american ska
desu
>>8586613
you should get a bunn
i had a dwarf bunny a while ago and he would sit on my shoulder like a parrot
>>8586346
>act like a weird fucking creep
>wonder why response is negative
spend more time interacting with other humans in person and maybe you'll realise how much of a weirdo you are
>>8586629
hugg
>>8586610
I recorded a few things I wrote but never both original music and lyrics. I'd have to record them again someday. My favorites were a melody I wrote to sing Tennyson's Mariana, and a song of love lost backed by a guitar arrangement I wrote from a Couperin harpsichord piece. Not sure if I still have the scores, though.
>>8586583
>daily incremental progress makes you associate everything with your old boy voice because the day to day difference is never big enough to sound like a change
>what you think is your boy voice, is actually a girl voice now
>what you think is your attempted girl voice, is actually a cartoon voice now
>>8586629
go to bed and stop yelling at chasers on the internet, it's 5am
it is honestly pathetic that I am where I am in my transition four years in
>>8586641
My male voice was completely fabricated and still got gendered female on the phone. I've forgotten how to do it.
Hey, can you guys please stop shitting up /repgen/? We've had enough of your shitposting and trying to trap people.
Thanks.
>>8586641
that's actually quite appropriate, because i think of you as a cartoon character
specifically the cartoon character misaka mikoto
>>8585248
Didn't get to respond to this last thread, if you're still here.
Yeah, I'm really unhappy with my orchiectomy. Major depression coming in from a lot of fronts and the feeling that I made a mistake is weighing heavy on me. I feel a lot like I got pressured into it... but I'm not really sure by whom. I miss my balls, being a femboy was easier.
When I'm stressed or depressed (most of the time) it tends to ache down there pretty fiercely.
I wish I could detransition but I need to take testosterone shots for health reasons and honestly don't really care enough about my hormone levels either direction anymore to bother. So I still keep taking the estrogen, at least, just because it's a habit. I might not get it refilled, I might, I don't even know, and don't even care.
My hair's gotten quite a bit longer and when I look in the mirror I see a girl most of the time pretty consistently now but it doesn't make me happy in the slightest. I don't even recognize the person I see in the mirror. I just feel empty inside when I think about my transition.
If I did this 10, even 5 years ago I'd be thrilled, but at this point, after so much trauma and repression and sadness, transitioning just feels like I'm sucking on an empty straw, and the orchiectomy is like choking on a cube of ice.
Wish I could just be dead inside and numb again but all I feel now is pain.
>>8586667
>work at a summer camp
>13 year old mtf there last week
>got bullied by the boys in his cabin but kept a strong face through it all and made friends with a bunch of the girls
Felt sad for them but couldn't do much other than be nice to them reeeee
>>8586667
being a cute girl is nice you should try it
remember you only get on chance at life, don't you want to enjoy it and feel cute
ive never regretted transitioning for a second
>>8586667
I've never been, what is it?
>>8586675
You're the one shitting up /repgen/ right now.
Please stay in this cancer general and don't come back to ours. Thanks!
Nobody wants your shitposting.
But while I'm here, if anyone wants to discuss the truth about AGP/Trans/Dysphoria, I'm here.
>>8586629
if a man wants to degrade a transwomen everyone yells at him
but if a transwomen did it to someone else then everyone would be YAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSS QUEEN
>>8586651
surely you have reached the limits of your productivity at this hour
i bet you've just been watching youtube videos for three hours by this point
kill all cis men desu
>>8586686
Transition has no proven long-term benefits.
It simply doesn't work to make someone happier, even if they think it does because of their mental illness.
It might work for the 1% that don't end up a bitterhon, have light dysphoria, are AGP and don't care and become a fetish object, or something.
But overall, it has no proven benefits.
No thanks, I'm not a cute girl, and never will be even if I did trap myself. I'd be a mentally ill man.
>>8586687
/repgen/ is a general for repressing, and alternate viewpoints towards AGP/Trans/Dysphoria. Specifically, that we are searching for a cure for AGP/Trans/Dypshoria, and don't trap ourselves because it's feeding a mental illness, and the evidence of the traditional narrative is heavily, heavily lacking.
>>8586688
You can't shit up a pit of manure like /repgen/, it's already 100% fecal.
>>8586688
>But while I'm here, if anyone wants to discuss the truth about AGP/Trans/Dysphoria, I'm here.
explain
>>8586705
1. AGP is not real
2. GID is a mental disorder, and the only way to deal with it is Transition.
Believe me I repressed for fucking years, nothing but regret about doing that.
=^_^=
tfw female with penis
>>8586672
I was pretty worried about you the other day. I legit thought you went off to kill yourself.
>>8586729
Trip on Chelsea
>>8586600
Quick translation. The name of the song is
"This night"
La dee la dee dah (chorus)
When we're together I can feel that everything is going well
But something in your lost gaze is saying
your love is not just me,
it´s not just me
But even if you were with him you could never forget us
But tonight when with you
I want to dance with you
I want to dance with you all night
Chorus
I can pretend to be happy
but truth be told that a couple of tears have never hurt anyone
I think that talking is beyond the point
so let's have another drink,
And cry if we must
I want to dance with you
I want to dance with you all night
Chorus
Seeing you again with him
He doesn't deserve your lips
That will always remember mine
But those eyes that made me fall in love
Will one day wake up
And they'll return
I think that talking is beyond the point
so let's have another drink
And cry if we must
I want to dance with you
I want to dance with you all night.
Chorus
>>8586608
I bet you like Blondie's reggae song
>>8586455
>Stop having fun or you'll be hurt!
Stop policing my bedroom habits, mother. Seriously, it's creepy how there's this expectation you should be a vanilla princess as a transgirl. I'm a transgirl, I will piss on your throat if you ever try to force me to be a vanilla princess. I like degradation. I like pain. It helps me get off. Sorry being myself makes you mad.
>>8586535
Safe, sane, and consensual. Not everyone is you.
>>8586629
Internet communists who lurk tranny generals on 4chan should not be lecturing other people on weirdness.
>>8586689
The TERFs here tell me I shouldn't get off to degradation or anything else, but they're fools like always. I will continue having a sex life and they can continue being crusty online.
>>8586709
Fair enough, bitterhon. That's your viewpoint, but shitting up other people's generals even if you already think they're shit is not on.
>>8586714
I know you do what you want, I'm just stating my case, nothing more. You're bitter and you shitpost in other people's generals to try and make them like yourself, depressed and bitter, and most of all a hon.
>>8586717
The truth about AGP/Trans/Dysphoria is the traditional narrative is completely wrong and lacks conclusive evidence to prove that Dysphoria is caused by an intersex condition. There is absolutely zero *VALID* evidence towards this. Correlation=causation brain studies (that do not objectively prove the cause of AGP/Trans/Dysphoria, just link to the condition somewhat), and low evidence studies "proving" transition has benefits (it doesn't) don't count.
>>8586722
>AGP is not real
[citation needed]
>GID is a mental disorder
True
>the only way to deal with it is transition
[citation needed]
I've "repressed" for over 10 years and don't have a single regret, and never will. I'm not a bitterhon like you, sorry!
https://youtu.be/byCqOvRMOvo
>>8586748
Nah actually the reason I shitpost in your general is because I don't see why an explicitly anti-LGBT thread gets to be a running general in this board.
That and riling you people up is kind of amusing? You're kinda like cartoon characters.
>>8586671
delete this
>>8586650
nice, i'm getting close to that
>>8586705
>le mental illness tautology
>while coming here every day and projecting learned self-hate
repressing makes you happier so i guess we'll see you tomorrow too
>>8586748
>but shitting up other people's generals even if you already think they're shit is not on.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA holy shit, like does your brain even function properly?
>>8586756
Why not go shitpost on /ace/ or something?
We still fall under the "transgender" umbrella of discussion, even though we are proud repressors.
We discuss issues in the ideologies of transgender people, we discuss alternatives to a treatment for AGP/Trans/Dysphoria, and much more.
If anything, we're more "on topic" than /mtfg/ which is just a bunch of trips talking about their lives rather than LGBT topics.
>>8586740
I like Blondie. A whole lot too much. But not everything...
>>8586741
dont get kink shamed by this thing (nicole)
>>8586761
>le mental illness tautology
[citation needed that isn't correlation=causation bullshit or low-quality-evidence that AGP/Trans/Dysphoria is caused by anything other than a mental illness]
>projecting learned self-hate
I don't hate myself. I love being a cis male. I just have an illness that makes me feel differently at times. I also don't "project" anything.
>>8586767
>does your brain even function properly
No, but neither does yours, objectively we both have a mental illness. That's fact, you can't argue with that. However, in regards to this argument, ad hominem attacks mean you lose by default. Nice try, bitterhon.
>>8586779
>I love being a cis male. I just have an illness that makes me feel differently at times.
ok pretty lady
>>8586734
When I do kill myself I don't think I'll make a big deal out of it. These days my "reasons to live" list gets shorter and talking with Kara scratched off about 90% of it last night and tonight. I'll go quietly and just move on from this sad, tortured life. Maybe next time I'll get to transition early or I'll be cis. Or maybe I'll be a girl in Saudi Arabia and get raped and stoned at 7 or a sweatshop slave laborer in China. Who knows.
>>8586779
Well congrats on the win.
I wasn't trying to argue, I just thought what you said was funny as shit.
>>8586788
>Believing in reincarnation.
Lol
mtfg i'm so bored
sup sluts
>diaperposter is actually chasing me all over /lgbt/ to scream at me
>comes back to /mtfg/ despite "leaving forever" just out of how mad i make her
hey did I accidentally like burn this person's house down while drunk as shit or something im not sure what i did to incite such extreme yet petty hatred
>>8586786
>pretty lady
I'm not pretty, nor am I a lady.
I don't know why bitterhons love trying to force people to become who they're not based on their mental illnesses.
>>8586799
Fair enough. Humor, like many things is subjective. I'm glad you found it funny, better than being bitter like you usually are.
>think about transitioning
>take a look at r/transpassing
>a life of being a hon awaits me
Haha time for repression
>>8586812
Don't trap yourself.
Transition has no proven long-term benefits.
Let's head over to /repgen/ if we want to talk about this, as we don't want to shit up other generals unlike bitterhons.
mtfg i am very sick
i passed out on my bathroom floor very briefly, woke up, puked, drank water, puked again and now im back here
its this because im suddenly off estrogen?
>>8586803
hi edie
>>8586814
no fuck off
>>8586788
>When I do kill myself I don't think I'll make a big deal out of it. These days my "reasons to live" list gets shorter and talking with Kara scratched off about 90% of it last night and tonight.
I feel as if those conversations with Kara should have maybe done the opposite of that.
Let's maybe keep this whole transition thing going for a little while longer though, maybe your mood just hasn't had a chance to stabilise properly after the orchi yet.
if shane dawson judges you should you be concerned https://youtu.be/5HJmRATUzE8
>>8586788
Or (more likely) you'll be unconscious for eternity or like an owl or something
You were given life, as a human nonetheless. You will die eventually anyways, before you do you owe it to yourself to do everything you've wanted to. There are no real consequences other than death, and you are willing to die anyway. Or, at the very least, make it so someone else doesn't have to suffer as much.
>>8586817
henlo isla!
and no it's prob not estrogen. i was just sick for like 3ish days? just coming out of it. might just be a cold/flu going around.
>>8586800
the only thing that makes sense is that all matter/energy is fundamentally conscious and the fulcrum of experience is the prime mover resolving different paths through all possible configurations of the multiverse in an infinite loop
which is precisely why suicide isn't the answer
>>8586811
>I'm not pretty, nor am I a lady.
we both know why you're here, you just don't want to admit it to yourself
>>8586779
>There's not enough statistically significant studies indicating that transition is helpful or harmful
>Most trans people who try HRT report positive results
>Somehow trying it would be "giving in to mental illness"
The way I see it it's just like taking an antidepressant for depression. Hell, we're still trying to work out the kinks in those (see: each SSRI working differently for everyone and there being very little in the way of diagnostic criteria indicating one is worth trying over another leading to lots of trial and error) but they work best of what we know of so we use 'em.
It'd be better to have official studies done to see what the real numbers turn out to be, but I don't see why you're so willing to disagree with the consensus layperson opinion for lack of meaningful data from an official source
>>8586827
a cold / flu has never been this violent
ive been shaking all day as well, like
it has to be something extremely bad at least more than that
and hi
how are you other than bored
>>8586814
>don't like to shit up other generals
Do you know where you are
>>8586828
I'm actually here to discuss alternate viewpoints on the mental illness known as "Gender Dysphoria" under the DSM-V, and overall ways to help treat, cure, and beat AGP/Trans/Dysphoria in all it's forms.
I'm not here to "become a girl", letalone a "pretty lady", letalone it even being possible to become a "pretty lady" if you're a bitterhon.
See: >>8586775
>>8586829
>Transition makes people happier, right?
Most of the time, yeah
>>8586844
What you're doing is not helping. We should be working towards acceptance towards transitioning so that younger people will be more inclined to try, and better diagnosis so that we aren't creating future detransitioners.
That's how you get rid of bitterhons, dipshit
i don't think the discords I'm in have ever been this dead
well im going to take a few sleeping pills and hope i pass out so this horrid day comes to an end and a new one starts.
hopefully i won't be bored enough to come here again
lates
>>8586862
Remember to post feet
>>8586803
I'm disturbingly muscular and it's starting to fuck with my head
>>8586866
bed now.
>>8586834
It's giving into the mental illness, because it's like treating something like Anorexia by making oneself thinner. It's a bad idea, it's unhealthy, and has no proven benefits on one's mental health, physical health, or any other health.
In the short term, it can provide some benefits as the mental illness is "fed" for a short time, but this is personal opinion nothing more.
I completely agree that there needs to be many more official studies, and especially on alternate narratives, viewpoints, and finding a true cause for AGP/Trans/Dypshoria that cannot be debated, and then working on a cure for such for those that wish to cure themselves. For those that don't, trapping themselves would always be an option for the bitter ones.
I disagree simply because the consensus is objectively wrong, it's really that simple.
I do agree, with the viewpoint on antidepressants however. They're equally debatable, in my opinion. However that one is not my fight.
>>8586837
I'm only here to discuss this because my general was shitposted to all fuck.
>>8586846
[citation needed that isn't low evidence]
>>8586860
Acceptance of trapping yourself doesn't work.
Long-term, transition is not proven to increase happiness or mental health, suicide rates remain high and social acceptance does nothing to change this beyond make people who trap themselves lives easier, while people that seek a cure's lives harder.
>dipshit
Not an argument.
I think I found the perfect pose for my tat
>>8586867
I think I got too skinny and it's not nice anymore. :(
>>8586803
hey bish
>>8586862
isla I genuinely enjoy your posting and hope you come here again even though you are a super degenerate
Have a great day tomorrow
>>8586823
I got a really shitty reality check I didn't want. I don't want to talk about it here though.
It's been 5 weeks. I don't feel any different. Just slipping further and further into a sea of hopelessness and depression. And only a little of it is transition related.
My view of women, especially cis women is incredibly bleak and negative. It's completely repulsive and skin-crawling to think of being a cis woman to me most of the time. The idea of becoming one and finding happiness out of it is alien to me.
I don't know why everyone is so gung ho on pushing me to continue my transition. I already know it won't make me any less unhappy.
>>8586825
I suppose unconsciousness forever isn't too bad. I was dead once before for like a minute. It was a rather pleasant experience.
As far as my life goes, one of the only things I have left to bother living for is to slave away to give away free shit to people I care about so their lives can be better.
>>8586879
I thought you'd get like a fairy tat, cause ya know, fae.
>>8586880
Chicken wings
>>8586835
idk then honestly :c i've heard of that happening with the stomach flu but idk. i hope it's not bad!
and otherwise idk i guess i'm good! really just bored lol
>>8586867
stop liftin so much den
>>8586881
hey bish wyd
>>8586879
look at this FRICKIN GIRL
WOW
>>8586895
It's my fuckn job tho.
My boobs shrank b/c I've been sweating too much and eating less in the heat
>>8586892
I'll send you a pic.
>>8586900
Don't mock me or I post your stuffies
>>8586887
Cis women are clueless vapid goblins.
You're not and will never be Cis
Own up to it
>>8586876
That depends on the person. I'll acknowledge that BDD appears to run rampant in the trans community and it needs addressing.
But not all transitioning is anorexia-tier
Let's take for example someone who's obese, they agonize and obsess over it, it makes them miserable on a daily basis. If they take steps to lose that weight, and feel better about themselves once they reach a healthy weight, that's not described as anorexia.
That seems like a fair analogy for healthy transitioners - they set a goal that isn't harmful (generally passing and being full time), work towards it, and feel better about that issue once they get there.
Is that all of us? Certainly not, and that is a problem. But for those trannies who do that, transition and go on to live relatively normal lives, having rid themselves of that obsession by reaching their goals, I see no issue
>>8586887
I still think you need to see a good trauma therapist.
How was your day today, /mtfg/?
>>8586887
>I got a really shitty reality check I didn't want. I don't want to talk about it here though.
That's fair enough, it's your private business.
>I don't know why everyone is so gung ho on pushing me to continue my transition. I already know it won't make me any less unhappy.
I guess part of the reason is your extreme reaction. It's not "this isn't working, I think I'm gonna detrans", it's "this isn't working, I'm just going to kill myself". I mean, people would obviously still shit on you a little bit for detransing, but it's like you decided transitioning didn't work, so you're just gonna punch your ticket early, and no one really wants that.
>>8586923
Pic related
>>8586923
Every day alive is misery
>>8586923
poopoo peepee
>>8586928
>city bitches
>>8586923
I ate pizza and exercised, and then vidya, that's about it.
>>8586919
I wouldn't get anything out of it, Syndie. My game is over. The countdown is ticking and I don't have any more quarters.
>>8586926
I was suicidal before I was transitioning and I still am during transition. It's pretty safe to say that it's not my trannyness making me suicidal. Detransitioning is just a pragmatic, educated choice, one I kind of shot in the head with my orchi. I wanted to die before I had strong feelings of wanting to be a girl, and it won't be any different later. Quite literally the only one thing I have left to live for at all is the vague hope I can raise enough money by working hard to make a
good difference in peoples' lives that I care for before I do depart. I don't want to be a girl anymore. I just want the sadness to go away.
why do i only want to transition when im drunk
>>8586775
>Stop having fun or you're a hon!
It's pretty pathetic.
>>8586955
>>8586955
You killed your upper registry leaving only the girl in your subconscious in control
>>8586964
that is a very cute cat but it doesnt help my dilemma
>>8586923
Rough. Working on a costume for months from now while trying to catch up months worth of TV shows and fighting the urge to slam your head onto the blades of the scissors you're working with is pretty rough.
>>8586918
It's not described as anorexia because losing weight and being obese are extremely highly studied, well known topics, and the health benefits for losing weight when obese are literally everywhere, with what is essentially trillions of papers proving such. The illness is obesity, the physical illness, and it is cured by losing weight and treating the underlying mental illnesses (if there are any), or dealing with the reasons behind being obese if not.
Unlike transitioning, which is taking a healthy physical state (A male body, ignoring all other factors here obviously), and using experimental treatments to "trap yourself" and become a "woman".
There's a huge difference.
And passing and being full time are not harmful, they are simply societal goals.
If someone wants to be seen as, live as a woman in common culture, and be around people who socially agree to do that, that's perfectly fine. You can do that as a male, without trapping yourself.
However, what is harmful is taking HRT, getting surgeries, and so on, steps to physically change oneself to treat a mental problem.
This is mental illness being fed, and is not healthy.
>>8586968
Srry
>>8586969
What kind of costume are you making?
>>8586955
in vino, veritas
>>8586973
what about natally feminised brains in male bodies
>>8586978
nice cat
>>8586980
>>8586923
I felt bad, got misgendered by my mom which didn't help
decent day at work nonetheless
now I'm drinking and watching EVO which is pretty comfy
>>8586982
at night/drunk i think about how feminine i was when i was younger and how i wanted to be a girl and how i want thin skin and long hair and to be cute but in the day none of that feeling is still there
>>8586948
Have you even lost all desire to build a life with Kara? Could be your ticket to happiness.
>>8586991
>>8586980
I'm trying to make a (orginal) Scarlet Spider costume.
I really wish I were making out with a cute girl right now...
>>8586982
If natally feminized brains in male bodies were actually proven, then in that case, it would be quite logical to trap yourself as from what we know we "are" our brains, not our bodies.
In this case, if proof of this came out and wasn't correlation=causation bullshit, I'd move towards wanting better and better methods to "trap yourself". However, a cure would still be useful, even if that cure was simply changing one's "feminized brain" to be male, for people that desired it. I would be one of them, if the traditional narrative was proven right.
However, there is absolutely no evidence of this that is valid in any way shape or form. And no, correlation=causation bullshit, and low evidence studies do not count. That isn't evidence.
>>8587006
That's really cool
Do you have any photos?
Today one of my coworkers told me that his first word was "Shrek."
I couldn't stop laughing.
>>8587015
>>8586998
>at night/drunk i think about how feminine i was when i was younger and how i wanted to be a girl and how i want thin skin and long hair and to be cute
good news, this was me before finally deciding to transition
>>8587012
don't deny my lived experience
why do you have to be 21 to buy alcohol in the us even though im sad and need it at 18
>>8587015
Nah, it's still early enough in the process I haven't bothered photographing anything. Right now its just a torn up sweater with red fabric stitched in.
>>8587028
>>8587024
I'm not denying your lived experience.
You're free to experience life the way you experience it, just as I am free to have my experience of life.
If you wish to think you are a girl, and trap yourself, that's perfectly fine. But don't go and push this agenda on others claiming it's "science", nor suggest others to trap themselves.
I'd have zero problems with you girls if you didn't do that.
>>8587032
Well I bet it's gonna turn out great in the end!
>>8587034
Take a walk on the wild side, missy.
>>8587049
boop the noodle
>>8586973
The analogy is imperfect, yes.
>experimental treatments
SRS is the closest thing to experimental I can think of. HRT consists of very well documented medications, FFS is literally just a fancy name for plastic surgeries people were already getting, breast augmentations happen all the time. SRS, while certainly less well documented than the above, has been performed for years and has a relatively low serious complication rate.
>Passing and being full time are societal goals
Agreed
>If someone wants to be seen as, live as a woman in common culture, and be around people who socially agree to do that, that's perfectly fine. You can do that as a male, without trapping yourself.
I'd argue that you can't. Being full time is, I suppose, achievable in the way you describe in the sense that it's a matter of how you present yourself.
But passing is in how others perceive you, so if someone who's AMAB doesn't do anything to appear female, shockingly enough people will generally consider them to be male.
Such a person could attempt to find people who are willing to treat them as female and interact exclusively with them, but I'd argue that's a very unhealthy outcome
>What is harmful is [physically transitioning], steps to physically change oneself to treat a mental problem.
As noted most components of transition are no more physically harmful than things plenty of cis people do
Now that I think about it, how do you feel about cosmetic surgeries? They do have a complication rate, which means someone is marginally risking their health to physically alter themselves to conform to their mental desires. Is willingness to do that also indicative of mental illness? And if so, at what point is the physical risk so great that the physical option shouldn't be pursued? Any non-zero? Even zero, on principle? What if someone suffered from a crippling degree of anxiety whenever their hair was under a foot long? Should they be obligated to keep it shorter?
>>8587049
cuteboye
>>8587049
>
>>8587051
He was a she
>>8587051
*bassline*
this song always stood out to me during car rides with my parents as a kid
>>8587058
*is boop*
>>8587061
fuuzzy boy
dude looks like a lady
>>8587079
No
ive been up for 4 hours and want to sleep again because at least dreams are ncie, there's always places and people ive never seen before but feel intimately acquainted with, i can finally be close to people even if they arent real
>>8587040
Nah I don't think so based off what I've done in the past, but hey the actually work itself is the fun part.
>>8586876
Giving into anorexia and becomming skinnier makes you sick and you die. Giving into GD and becomming a girl (socially, whatever you think of biology/gender) makes you become a girl socially. That is why they're treated differently. There's nothing inherently wrong with being a girl, there's something wrong with being so skinny you actually curl over and die.
>>8587083
that is fucking disgusting
consider sudoku
>>8587075
My parents never listened to anything else than French songs. Only foreign records my father had were Bob Dylan, Leonard Cohen, Pink Floyd and Spanish classical guitarists. My exposure to foreign songs was only through the radio and tapes from friends.
>>8587079
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0trh9Y598fM
>>8587073
I need cat today Valq.
>>8587095
It was a customer car.
Actually just cut & waxed my blue turd today.
I keep my shit spotless, yo
>>8587112
Maybe you should adopt a cat
>>8587098
i like cohen a lot. i found him when i was in high school. death of a ladies man is a great cd.
>>8587051
I'd rather not feed my mental illness, bitterhon.
>>8587059
>HRT consists of very well documented medications
With very well documented side effects. However, these medications are not documented in that great a deal for AGP/Trans/Dysphoria, and have no proven long-term benefits for treating this mental illness that are not low evidence studies.
>Such a person could attempt to find people who are willing to treat them as female and interact exclusively with them, but I'd argue that's a very unhealthy outcome
It is the only outcome that's truly correct for someone having a purely societal problem. You cannot expect society to confirm to your views, I can assure you they'll never conform to mine. The mental illness portion is unproven, so right now it's a purely societal/personal problem.
>As noted most components of transition are no more physically harmful than things plenty of cis people do
Very true. A lot of people do stupid things, it doesn't make them not stupid. However, in this case we're dealing with feeding mental illnesses through physically trapping yourself.
When it comes to cosmetic surgeries, I don't have the biggest approval, but that's my opinion and not fact or science. There's not much evidence to support them making you happier, but they're elective surgeries that don't require a narrative around them.
In regards to people getting surgeries for societal rather than personal reasons, which unfortunately is all too common, I'm personally against that, as there is no scientific benefits of such, however if someone wants it, go on ahead as long as you don't shove the narrative down other's throats.
>>continued in next post will be my last
>>8587073
so majestic
>>8587120
Can't stand his religious obsessions. Those I got hooked on quite early on from the radio were Bowie and Blondie. When I was 8 or so. Didn't really have music tastes of my own before that. Or maybe I just don't remember. I remember things that happened before 86 but little of who I was. Probably a side-effect of my close call with death.
>>8587131
Whatever you say, missy. You're seriously deluded. I mean, scientologists sound grounded compared to you.
perhaps the real space jams were the friends we made along the way
>>8587059
I don't see all too many people with a 40% suicide attempt rate that have societal/physical problems, unless they're BDD, which IS a mental disorder, and is treated NOT by altering the body.
Crippling anxiety would be a mental illness, while they wouldn't be obligated, it'd be much more effective to attempt to treat the anxiety, however your hair is something that's purely cosmetic with no serious health concerns in regards to "fixing" it, so there's no problem there.
In regards to experimental treatments, it's anything not problem. Anti-depressants would be an experimental treatment, in all honesty.
This will be my last post here as I don't want to shit up your general any further. Thanks for the discussion! Most of you are surprisingly reasonable compared to the shitposters that give me cancer when they come over to /repgen/.
>>8587092
The suicide rates are still sky high, especially post-SRS. Becoming a girl socially is simply duping society, in all honesty. There is something wrong with high suicide rates, don't you think?
This is my last post, by the way. Back to /repgen/.
>>8587142
You're in that 40% just by posting here, m8.
Higher with recognized repression
>>8587142
>post SRS
sure, Ill give you that, SRS is a scam for various reasons. But suicide rates are extrodinarily high for transitioners and non trans people, which will surely include repressers. We have no hard evidence to say the suicide rate increases nor decreases.
I'm suicidal everyday
Transition never helped
>>8587134
oh yeah that does annoy me a little too. i dont think i know much blondie. i like scary monsters though. bowies hit or miss for me.
>>8587131
jumping in on the cosmetic surgery thing. i knew a girl in high school that had absolutely no chin at all and her personality was that of a total recluse. never heard her speak even. she disappeared for a few weeks mysteriously and when she came back she had had surgery and became a MEGA QT. now shes super outgoing, fun, popular.
>>8587142
see you tomorrow anon
>>8587168
what's wrong pal
>>8587168
you ok there
>>8587178
She's depressed like most of us.
>>8585782
Nice thread.
>tfw reading the thread after being away for a few hours
I know times aren't great for a lot of you but I hope things turn around. Most of you are nice people and I think you deserve to be happy
>>8587113
thats begging for some new wheels
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CKGdw5DJTXg
>>8587150
Even after they get a knock-off Thailand vagina?
>>8587173
>>8587178
i really regret some of the things ive said, i was really mean to someone and ive been talking with them all night and came to learn some things that put it all in a way different perspective
i shouldnt be so judgemental sometimes, i can justify it however i want but i really should be more forgiving and not jump to conclusions
>>8587201
It's already a 2" lift.
I bought the tires before the lift.
So
Gonna do black steelies and maybe something wider / taller (obv) once these wear out
>>8587131
I know you're not around now, but I'm replying for posterity. I guess that makes this my last post on the subject as well
>With very well documented side effects.
Minor ones, far as I remember. Though you appear to have not answered my question about where to draw the line in terms of putting oneself at risk for personal preference being considered mental illness. Hard line to draw, though, so if you don't have a precise answer in mind I can't rightly blame you.
>It is the only outcome that's truly correct for someone having a purely societal problem.
There is a certain poetry to treating societal ills through societal means, but more practically speaking I'd argue the side effects of HRT/risks of assorted surgeries are far milder than borderline-isolation.
>Very true. A lot of people do stupid things, it doesn't make them not stupid.
My point was that cis people are doing the exact same things, but I phrased it poorly and regardless, your statement is correct.
>There's not much evidence to support them making you happier, but they're elective surgeries that don't require a narrative around them.
If I could drag you back in here to respond to any one thing this chunk would be it. You're okay with (in terms of indicating your distaste for them is a matter of personal opinion rather than correctness) elective cosmetic surgeries. You're okay with a narrative on its own (Someone who doesn't physically transition but is 'full time' and seeks out people willing to treat them as such to the exclusion of others is certainly 'requiring a narrative')
But put the two things together and it's no good? How does that work?
>I don't see all too many people with a 40% suicide attempt rate that have societal/physical problems
I agree that it's a mental disorder, but the pragmatic solution in this case is altering the body.
I'm also gonna need a second post
>>8587209
go 17"s and 35s
>>8587219
I'd need step rails...
>>8587221
yeah but it'd be worth it
also start wearing short skirts and dresses
As anyone tried Russian roulette suicide?
>>8587205
Why were you mean to the gracie?
>when you work nights so on your nights off everyone goes to sleep at what feels like noon to you
im so lonely
>>8587240
to them*
>>8587229
But boys would look up my skirt and get angry at me
>>8587244
Iktf except I have no justifiable reason for waking up at 10 pm
>>8587240
I shouldn't talk about it much. He and I are okay now though, we've been talking all night.
>>8587216
>>8587142
The reason BDD can't be treated that way is because if someone could reach a point where they were satisfied with the alterations then what they have definitionally isn't BDD
>it'd be much more effective to attempt to treat the anxiety
You can't seriously believe that, can you? Perhaps you misphrased it? I'd agree that treating the anxiety is a more complete solution, but removing neurosis is a hell of a lot harder than maintaining a specific taste in hairstyles
>In regards to experimental treatments, it's anything not problem.
Uh, typo? skipping because I don't know what you mean
>Anti-depressants would be an experimental treatment, in all honesty.
That's a very broad definition, though there's nothing wrong with that. Though with such a broad definition you also can't realistically argue against experimental treatments. Perhaps you weren't trying to.
> However, these medications are not documented in that great a deal for AGP/Trans/Dysphoria
Forgot to mention in last post, but that's not likely to cause further side effects, though I acknowledge that studies on its efficacy are scattered at best.
>Thanks for the discussion! Most of you are surprisingly reasonable
And you as well, on both counts.
>>8587256
I hate having functional online friends that go to sleep at reasonable times and work in the morning
>>8587253
why would they get angry at seeing your butt and vagina?
>>8587257
whoa a boy???
>>8587258
Bdd is a meme for trans people.
>>8587259
I hate being dysfunctional and not sleeping at night
Going to a therapist soon, hopefully I can get something to help my insomnia
I love /mtfg/, I just want you to know you're all very special to me and I appreciate the time you spend with me here. I get so sad whenever one of you leaves.
>>8587263
My hymen is missing from riding horses
>strong, sweaty, black horses
>>8587282
oh, you should have riden side sadle
>>8587267
yeah, a boy! dont get too excited!!!
>>8587205
did birdy admit to wanting to be a girl?
i just want someone who i can call daddy that holds me tight but also hits me
is that too much to ask
>>8587291
No, but I'm more sympathetic and understanding of him now.
>>8587293
ask diaper-chan if she'll share she has one
i love you
>>8587303
<3 u 2 anon
>>8587303
dont say that
>>8587279
Even me?
>>8587295
I mean theres only so much sympathy I can garner for repressors
>>8587311
i love you unconditionally
>>8587295
You should trust your instincts, Grace. If you overthink it, you can convince yourself of anything.
>>8587317
dont lie about things like this for your own entertainment
>>8587313
If he did turn out to be repressed, I'd support him.
>>8587319
I overthink everything, Moap. If I followed my instincts golly I'd be pretty fucked and make a lot of bad decisions.
>>8587303
>>8587317
I love you so much you dont even know.
>>8587320
I love you too anon :)
There truly are good people out there that actually care about you, never forget that!
>>8587320
im not
i bet you're a nice person. Please don't forget that
>>8587303
Ily anon, whoever you may be.
>>8587333
:3
you just started transition didn't you?
When will Hips take me back ;_;
anyone here want to be me and my daddys personal basement tranny (in a cage)
he will torture you and hurt you
ill probably just do stupid stuff to you like pee on you and call you a degenerate etc
will buy you animefigures and toys, hormones too.
>>8587339
Yep, about 10 days now. :)
i hate injections so much. im like having a panic attack here just worried i'm going to die. this happens every time. im being so dramatic rn but i wish i could get used to this
>>8587323
Overthinking things just gets you into trouble, Grace.
>>8587340
>>8587342
intrigued
>>8587351
Well, I don't think I'm overthinking anything right now, but thank you for the advice.
>>8587353
its an offer for the future, we dont have a basement to put the trannies in yet.
alterantive if u want to be basement tranny
but not be hurt is the baby tranny in a crib that ill pretend is our infantile mentally handicapped adult child that likes to be treated 24/7 as a baby
>>8587357
Anytime, I hope you're doing well.
>>8587352
can I be a baby
>>8587361
You too sweetie, you seem in a lovely mood tonight.
Watch your back with that one. They might break it.
>>8587364
yes and im actually being serious this is a real offer to anyone if their willing to wait till me and my bf move in together
>>8587368
I am but it isn't getting me any yous. Ill have to come down and be smug Moap tomorrow.
whenever i stop overthinking things i just act like an impulsive imbecile and it fucks me over so id say overthinking things is, in fact, good
>>8587374
While I find smug bitch princess Moap kinda hot, I do encourage everyone be their kindest self if they can help it.
>>8587376
perhaps youre thinking just the right amount about things
it's all relative aint it
>>8587344
im really happy for you
there's nothing wrong with being a sadist to masochists
there's nothing wrong with making girls cut if they like it
but it's wrong to manipulate them into doing so
<3
>>8587372
this is a serious acceptance to ur offer desu
>>8587377
Everyone does haha~
And I do love being the princess.
Im not really a kind person anyway I just have been having an awesome day and want you all to know that deep down I really do care about you.
>>8587391
Tsunderes a cute.
>>8587386
okie dokie!!!
their will be a crib and baby toys and anime figures in the future, diaps too. c:
>>8587379
Thank you, that makes me very happy :P
>>8587395
NOT SO FAST, DIAPERFAG
>>8587397
This made me laugh
>>8587397
fruh-crud >o<
>>8587398
yeah its great!!!
>>8585782
Good evening, gals!
>>8587401
hi arrison
you're cool
goodnight
>>8587394
>>8587399
Your days of tyranny are over!
>>8587402
I'm sure *something*. Thanks though, and a good night to you as well. <3
>>8587404
my days of tyranny have just begun again.
i already have one whole diaper baby. how many do you have?
>>8587406
None
I'm a stronk man who dont need to sick fetish
>>8587407
i wouldnt treat a diaper baby as a fetish, i just am so depressed over not being able to have kids that i am willing to take care of a diaper baby transgirl that me and my daddy will infantalize and make live as our 24/7 diaper baby child.
>>8587406
Please go away, you're icky and I don't want you in my domain.
I can handle /mtfg/ being boring, but not unclean.
>>8587408
>i just am so depressed over not being able to have kids that i am willing to take care of a diaper baby transgirl
I don't know if I should switch to sadposting here or what but im not even trans diaperfag. I just hope you're happy
>>8587408
tfw diaper baby child
Anyone doing anything interesting tonight?
>>8587410
papa nurgle showed me i am his avatar by giving me the pent 7's you even witnesed them. I carry my stink and spread it all over mtfg.
>>8587411
i would be very happy if i got to be a mommy to a diap baby.
>>8587413
thats the plan if you really feel up to it
>>8587415
Why do you have to ruin everything?
Why can't you just let me have my fun?
>>8587414
Sleeping, vidya and taking my tit-tacs, wbu?
its all so tiresome
i think ive decided to repress
>>8587416
papa nurgle doesnt ruin things he spreads his stinky gift to everything and you just got stinkyfied.
>>8587423
I'll rid this thread of you one day, diaperfag
mommy introduce me to my new daddy ;w;
thnx
Hi
>>8587417
Well I *was* playing CVX til I saw your trip. Now I'm just distracted. I'm legit curious now if I was the first Allison on this board. I showed up around Jan. 2014. Any Allison got me beat?
>>8587426
he is asleep right now little bean
>>8587425
i'd like to see you try :)
>>8587429
Idk, I'm pretty new, like just over 2 months I think. So you've definitely got me beat.
>>8587430
You'll see me try and succeed.
The Emprah protects
>>8587425
Given aids by a nasty nigger in a chicago subway and literally sits in a pile of her own shit. Nurgle is truly with her - I'd have to do so many hard drugs to that level of favor and I'm not willing to ruin my life to get rid of her.
Its up to you, anon. You're my only hope. She's a tumor on this thread, in more ways than one.
I'm sorry for yesterday
._.
>>8587436
I wasn't even here yesterday, but you're forgiven or whatever.
>>8587430
o-oh okay ;w;
>>8587436
predictable
>>8587436
Stop changing your trip and I'll forgive you
>>8587435
I'll avenge you
I'll rid us of the diaper menace
>>8587448
I like diaperanon when they're not posting diaper-related shit. I'm convinced she has an evil monster suckign on her brain and I need to free her from its grips
>>8587449
diapers are okay
and kinda cute
>>8587450
Oh no it's got you too
>>8587452
W-wha