Please rethink your transition

First, you have to drop all the ideas you internalized that being a girly guy is inherently bad and wrong, the problem is with all the morons I described above, I know what you think and you are correct, as long as you are an unmasculine guy you will never fit in mainstream society, you are forever doomed to dwell on half-assed subcultures, but think on how that makes you a better person that everybody around you.
Today I don't try to be neither a brutish ape nor a woman, I can be myself despite knowing everybody is out to get me, I finally got a boyfriend that is not a dick-brained dolt, there is nothing wrong with you, the problem is with society and it is up to it change itself to make room for you. I know this is going to take forever because all the dominant political ideologies (including those on the left) are openly against you.
Don't change yourself to fit in the mainstream, be yourself. I know the future will be rough, but maybe we'll get there in the next century.

>get there in the next century
nigga we'll be dead

>>8584046
> being a girly guy is inherently bad and wrong
I agree and don't believe it is, but I don't want to be an effeminate man, I'm not right now pre-transition. I wan't to be a fairly pretty girl.

Just another proof of HSTS 'legitimacy'.

>>8584079
Please keep in mind I said feminine man, not effeminate man, there is whole world of difference between feminine and effeminate.

>>8584046
suck my cock

>>8584053
sorry op, don't know where you live - but my experiences couldn't be more different. I live in a very conservative area, work for a very conservative company, and have been jokingly called gay, female, been told i remind people of caitlyn jenner, ect. Despite me talking like a faggot, wearing nail polish and stuff to work, ect., im still invited to poker games with the beer drinking manly men. Im still flirted with by girls despite having longer dyed blond hair and being weak and effeminate (though all of the girls that flirt with me are black, or a fat white girl).

Being a faggy closeted tranny who actually likes being called bitch and woman, i've never been more accepted in life.

And i don't want to be a woman because its easier than being a fem male. I just don't like looking like a male, i don't like sounding like a male, and i don't like having sex as a male. I even fantasize about being a mother from time to time. Nothing makes me feel worse than being called "gentlemen",or "you look handsome with short hair, just like your father when he was young".

Nobody cares about your generic #392390203 plan to ROW ROW FIGHT DA POWAH sperg

>>>/pol/

>completly ignoring gender dysphoria

OP i hated every primary and secondary sexual characteristics from very begining. It was never about being feminine.

>>8584046
looks like someone transitioned and are now just realizing they are actually cis lol... it's kinda sad really.

>>8584046
I definitely feel like a failed male but that's because I tried so hard to be a manly man. I grew a beard (it's the one thing I got a lot of compliments for), I acted all around like a man, I dressed like one. Like for years I did my best to be as manly as I could. And I still wasn't accepted.

What the fuck am I supposed to do when after over 10 years of pretending I'm still a failure of a man?

>Not right for me, not right for anybody

Why are detransitioners' stories always so unrelatable?

>>8584155
this
im transitioning from a very functionaly average person in terms of going to work and living outside, to a very functionaly average person in terms of going to work and living outside, except a girl. I was effeminite and nobody hated me. Now Im becomming trans and still nobody hates me. If they do, they're too pussy to approach me about it IRL, so whatever

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>>8584046
>I know, everybody hates unmasculine guys, that only proves you are morally superior to all of them.

you lost me

>>8585669
because they gave up

Literally, not even enough balls to become a woman. How can you get more pathetic then that? Failed as a male and failed as a woman. Detrans are in a limbo of their own device, a hell delved only by their own choices. Clearly not cis and clearly not a tranny, stuck with one oversized foot in one door and one perfectly sized foot in the other.

>>8586139
>because they gave up
It's not just that, even their transitions sound foreign.

>>8586165
It is not.

Fampai I'm masc as fuck, to the point where it makes me sad. I just want a body I don't hate.

>>8586165
This.