How many of you were molested as children?

that wouldn't explain why im asexual

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>>8566159
Yeah I think so, well I think something bad happened anyway when I was like 4 or 5 and I remember flashes of bad stuff and things that dont make sense but maybe its all in my head idk senpai, bi mtf here

>>8566159
Just regular child abuse just like 90% of my cishet friends

>>8566201
>traumatic sexual experience
>doesn't want to fuck anything anymore
>"this doesn't explain why"
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>>8566159
gays recruit through rape,dont be the same as them and keep away from children and only sodomize each other

>>8566159
I'm bi, never molested.

I wish I was. My best fantasy is how I am molested by a hot Priest/teacher into fucking shit out of their muscle asses.

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>>8566159
Diddled by uncle when I was 4, Bi male. Its fucked me up more than I realize.

>>8566236
Same. I don't know the context, or whether it was a bad dream that stuck with me, but I fit most of the symptoms. Those memories have always been there too, so it's not like some hypnosis recovery. My mom asked about it when I came out, but she never brought it up after.

>>8566159
>Loving Christian family
>No abuse at all
>Great childhood
>Still suck cock

I appreciate my counterexample of a life.

>>8566159
>happy parents in a healthy relationship
>pampered and spoiled
>everything handed to me

am mtf

mmh....really makes you think

>>8566159
Depends on how you define being molested. I was with a guy who was 14 when I was 10, we kept at it for 4 years, but I enjoyed it. He never hurt me, and I consider it to have been thoroughly enjoyable.

The only thing remotely negative I have to say about it is that I looked up to him, I thought he was super cool, he showed me porn for the first time, told me what sex was, and asked if I wanted to try it, and I wanted to be cool like him and to make him like me, so I agreed. So basically I agreed to it for a bad immature reason, but I ended up enjoying it, right from the very first time, I didn't have to learn to enjoy it, I liked it from the first time.

If you consider that to be molestation, then I guess I was, but I don't see it that way.

>>8566159
not me

although i did go to catholic school so it was a close call

>>8566703
If the abuse is buried within your subconscious you wouldn't remember it faggot.How about helping the professionals help you?

>>8566714
>all boy environment

>>8566742
Fuck off idiot. The post is deleted. Did you even fucking read it?
Explain how the fuck something you can't remember would turn you into a nutcase as an adult?
They create fake memories. I bet 99% of the people they say were sexually abused weren't, and allowed these perverted doctors to convince them that they were.
To dismiss all of the things you have gone through that you tell them about as irrelevant, because they have a mistaken belief that you were fucked as a child is harmful, not helpful.
I am allowing them to help me, but to really help me. Not fuck me up worse by saying they believe I was ducked between the ages of 2 and 5 and then justify it by saying MAYBE YOU CAN'T REMEMBER.
They aren't even real doctors, psychology is obsessed with sex.

>>8566714
If only. I went to catholic school all the way until high school and never got a whiff of homolust there. But that might have been because I already had a crush on a guy that lived near me but went to regular school so I wasn't looking.

I was, but I had already clearly expressed to my parents that I thought of myself as the opposite sex for years before that. And I remember getting crushes on both sexes prior to that, too.

So...look, I'm a bisexual FtM who was molested, and there's STILL no connection! Wow.

>>8566778
How did you express it to your parents?

>>8566159
I personally haven't but almost every LGBT person I know has.

It's glaringly obvious with lesbians/f2ms.

>be regular girl
>get raped
>be overcome with depression and self hatred
>some try to accept the feeling of guilt and turn into massive sluts
>after having an interracial kid with the nearest abusive drug dealer, sink into feminism and special snowflake gay culture to make you feel better and start scapegoating men, society, and straightness for your own mental and emotional problems
>decide you're lesbian and end up with some desperate lonely woman in identical situation
>eventually physical discomfort and hatred of everything that defines who you are makes you decide to be a man despite hating men(hence "fuck gender roles")
>depersonalize from yourself by creating this artificial identity of yourself as the opposite gender that is free of all your problems
>in reality your life is a complete mess and you're nothing like that escapist identity with a body that hasn't been raped by your dad

Yeah it's obvious the influence it has on people. Boy gets molested, reflects on it that he actually liked it and becomes sub/m2f or alternatively becomes insecure Chad who totally isn't gay bro. Girl gets molested, reflects on it that they actually liked it and becomes a massive slut and/or gets overwhelmed with depression and wanting to be "strong" and "masculine" to get away from the female straight body and identity they blame for being raped.

It's sad really but you can't help them since they reject being called out on it and don't take it as honest introspective insight on why they're the way they are. I don't subscribe to the "le feagout is mental ill" meme but mental illness derived from sexual abuse is definitely fundamental to a majority of LGBT people's decisions to be queer.

>>8566159
>chill life
>no abuse
>good parents

>mtf

hmmmmmh

>>8566159

Does it count if he was 15 and I was 13 and I liked it. I let him do stuff whenever he wanted. I kinda saw him as a BF.

>>8566781
I said, "I should have been born a boy," and was generally very disgusted with anything girly. I probably would have said, "I AM a boy," if I was LESS of a verbal child, but I was highly verbal and was trying to say that I knew I was physically female and that felt wrong. Insisted on a boy's haircut, refused to wear anything pink/with lace/with bows, etc. My mother basically learned to buy all my clothes in the boy's department or I wouldn't wear it. A thousand other things like that. Tried to get my parents to call me "Dennis" (a name I picked out - not the one I ultimately went with), but they refused.

None of us knew what an FtM was at the time. They thought I was going to be a lesbian.

>>8566889
>They thought I was going to be a lesbian.
Yet you turned out bisexual, not straight.

Why didn't they call you your male name?

How boyish were you, besides the pink/lace/bows and the boys clothes?

Bi, was molested at the ages or 5-7 by step brother

>>8566760
Between ages 2-5 human memory works differently than late stages of development.At that early age our brain gathers stimuli,not exactly vivid images.Now,these stimuli are stored as unconscious forms on wich your personality will continually build upon as the years go by.
It's interesting because if you were sexually abused at that age you would in fact not remember it.Instead you would show subconscious patterns in your behaviour that corresponded to that of a victim.A therapist could identify that specific body language and try to make sense of what happened through your primitive memories...
Before I sound any more like an asshole,I concede that there are some shameful professionals out there.But please do not dismiss all assessments as BS.Do NOT into "muh conspiracies'.And most important only seek help from professionals after you bond with them.Trust above all else

>>8566905
>Yet you turned out bisexual, not straight.
Yeah, gender =/= sexual orientation, anon.

>Why didn't they call you your male name?
They took it for a childish whim.

>How boyish were you, besides the pink/lace/bows and the boys clothes?
Very. Constantly "mistaken" for a boy even when I grew my hair out.

Why?

I was molested by a family member once they caught me dressing like a girl. Being trans is what led to me being molested, not the other way around

>>8566951
>Why?
I'm an mtf but I wasn't very feminine as a kid, so I like to compare and contrast with other trans people.

>Very. Constantly "mistaken" for a boy even when I grew my hair out.
Mistaken because of your boy clothes? How would you act?

>>8566159
Milo yinnapolus is a good example of this.
Bi. I just got into hentai at the ago of 9

>>8566159
>Is it even possible to be gay without having been molested or abused as a child?
I'm the only one not molested.
I'm the only gay one.

>>8566236
exactly same desu except im straight mtf (into men)

i was like 4-5 and i have all these dreamlike memories of the place where i got raped more than once and the place is actually a daycare on the next street and the place looks like i remembered it. even the fucking car is parked in the EXACT same manner in the driveway

its just so. fucked. up.

like what the fuck happened its scary. like being stripped in front of everyone etc like what.

>>8566159
i was abused
not sexually

>>8566942
Why would you assume someone has been sexually abused after seeing them for an hour?
When I asked him why he said it, his only response was I've seen thousands of patients and you show the clear signs and that was that. I spoke to him for an hour and it went well and he seemed to respect me. And then at the end of the hour he drops that shit and says he needs to know to Taylor therapies.
And then when I asked my regular psychiatrist what fucking signs I show he couldn't fucking answer, he just asked me what I thought. And then when I said I don't know and I was never abused he said it's possible that I can't remember.
Like wtf? Why not tell people why you think what you think about them?
I've been going through like a two month assessment with a forensic psychology team and they kept saying they need to see me again because I'm a complicated case. Then I finally spoke to my counsellor and she said they feel like you're not being 100% honest about your childhood with them and you're hiding something.
Then i read their assessment report and it all seemed fine apart from the little part "if someone hurt you as a child".
And then he tells me I have disassociative episodes and suffer from disassociation. I look that shit up and it's saying 90% of the people were sexually abused.
They constantly tell me that I've been through trauma.
It is brainwashing. They try and put fake memories into your head, so their theories come true.

I was never abused, I'm just a nutbag. I know they all think that because of the things I've been diagnosed with and not because they're actually listening to me.

To tell me that what I've told them isn't bad enough to justify my fucked up head is not good enough.

Not every fucked up person was sexually abused or beaten as a child.

I'm actually getting angry as fuck about it because I know if I was straight it wouldn't even be an issue.

the fact no one can tell me what clear signs I show proves that it's bullshit.

>>8566159
after I knew I was trans, before I had quite figured out I was gay, maybe would be bi otherwise?