Im kinda scared of working out and losing my boyish looks I think.. I really get off to feeling and being treated like a girl, though not after sex, jist during sex.
Im just really confused. Maybe because i'm 18 being young and all?
I also think I hate myself a bit for being gay, disappointing everyone i know. No one supporting me at all.
I feel aimless and dont want to be someones fucktoy
Idk if im gay eve. I cant get hard for women but I kinda like the idea of a girl encouraging sucking dick.
Any advice?
>>8564955
>Any advice?
You're cute. Take the skittles to stay cute and continue posting pics.
>>8564982
I dont want to go sterile or have boobs
>>8564984
>I dont want to go sterile or have boobs
Take bica with serms then.
>>8564990
I read those still ruin your testicles. Idk if im cute i think im just a normal boy or something.
>>8565041
>i think im just a normal boy or something.
You're on /tttt/ asking about fem hormones. You're a paragon of normality. I'm not going to tell you what to do anon but I am going to leave this list of drugs and doses here for no particular reason:
Estradiol (Progynova) - 2mg/day
Bicalutamide (Calutide) - 25mg/day
Ormeloxifene (Saheli) - 60mg/week
ok..
i think everyone hates me, because im gay. i just feel really alone.
is it normal to feel like not wanting to be gay?
>>8565065
I've never heard of ormeloxifene. What are its advantages/disadvantages in comparison to raloxifene? I see it has a significantly longer half-life. Anything else?
>>8565119
Well a lot of people don't want to be gay, you just get over it eventually. It's really not that big of a deal.
It's certainly easier than being a tranny lol
>>8565150
Ormeloxifene is routinely prescribed as a contraceptive in women. Therefore it is safe to use in the long term whereas most other SERMS are designed to treat cancer and are potentially harmful in the long term.
>>8564955
>Looks at pic
>IsThatMe.jpeg
>Confusion
>Realises that you look exactly like me
>Instant boner
>Forgets what the problem was
Sorry OP, gonna need to rethink my life for a min
>>8566389
Over time you'll still go sterile though. It just might not happen for several years.
Cause men with high estrogen go sterile after like 3 or 4 years of it if they leave it untreated. It also wrecks your sperm motility and that sometimes takes a couple years to recover, although as long as you have sperm you can do IVF.
>>8567843
post pic so i can compare
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