/repgen/ - Repression General

>>8558492
Reminder that you cant run from yourself forever.
Start treatment now before it gets worse with age. And it always gets worse.

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Asked Microsoft's AI if I should transition and they mocked me, going to kill myself now.

>>8558879
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8PiW2WFoKLo

All that God-Queen Dysphoria requires is this: a simple offering of earth and water. A token of Repgen's submission to the will of Dysphoria.

Submission? Well that's a bit of a problem. See, rumor has it the femboys have already turned you down, and if those cocksleeves and, uh, boy-lovers have found that kind of nerve, then...

We must be diplomatic.

... and, of course, Repressors have their reputation to consider.

Choose your next words carefully...


THIS IS REPRESSION

reminder that not all agps transition, this is a modern myth propagated by the memesters here on lgbt (in fact most dont, just go to /d/ if you need evidence)

>>8559149
Right, some repress.

>>8558940
they are right tho
be a girl

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>>8559174
>Transition has no proven long-term benefits.

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>repression is a good ide-

>>8559282
>ywn transition, pass, become a respected professional and then screw over all future trannies

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this thread smells of tranny

repressors go here >>8559131

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>>8559322
>screw over future trannies
what?
her advocacy has been a great boon to transwomen everywhere
http://ai.eecs.umich.edu/people/conway/TS/TSprevalence.html

she started at 30 btw
this was her before she transitioned

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>>8559341
3 years later

>>8559341
>her advocacy has been a great boon to transwomen everywhere
Ask Anne Lawrence how grateful she is.

>>8559363
>Anne Lawrence is a controversial sexologist and former anesthesiologist who self-identifies as a "real transsexual" who has a sex-fueled mental illness called "autogynephilia."

>Dr. Lawrence left anesthesiology after examining an unconscious patient for signs of ritualized genital modification.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nocebo

hrt withdrawel is a lie!

>>8559369
t. Conway

>>8559395
the ironic thing is AL still transitioned

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>>8559408
>This is what happens if you trap yourself.
no that is what happens when you repress your whole life and then try to transition at 50 when your life is already over

>>8559409
>ironic
What did she mean by this?

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>>8559408
>If anything, it goes up!
le /pol/ statistics

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>are a man in all your dreams
>imagine you're a man every time you masturbate
>always make male characters in games absentmindedly
>are too afraid to bind because you feel like it'd become too real
>cried when you put on masculinizing makeup and a baggy shirt then never did it again
>thought you were going to grow a penis when you were 7
>constantly lurk ftm forums
>stopped dressing androgynous+masculine because it made you sad
>don't want to go through with awkward lesbian little boy ftmhon phase of transitioning for years until you look human, have disgusting scars across your chest, have everyone clock you for your wide hips/feminine eyes, and grow a patchy gross teenager beard at best

Just gonna be a girl forever.

>>8559431
That's Curehon you're talking to. She likes lying about statistics off the top of her head to trick people into believing her.

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I'm going to end my life anyway in a few years, so why i'm procrastinating about ordering hrt every time? I'm repressing because my parents would kick me out and i can't leave this house yet. Also scared of my social life.

Now that i think about it, some years ago (when i was underage) i asked for advice and lied about my age, telling them i was 17, almost 18. In truth i was 16. People told me to wait because at 18 i would be independent and all...

I never thought that some years later i would be in the same situation, but now i'm 19 and not doing anything with my life besides working in a shitty low payment job, waiting for death. Is there something i can do instead of trying drugs to "cope with the pain"?

>>8559451
>>are a man in all your dreams
How!? I'm basically your mtf clone but I've only been a girl in my dreams like twice!

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transitioning is a meme,
don't let the delusional hons convince you otherwise

male skeletons are forever

>>8559504
>citation needed
Very hypocritical coming from you.

>>8559473
It was a exaggeration but the majority of my dreams are me as a male. Either seeing myself as male or being in first person and "feeling male" if that means anything.

>>8559510
>2017
>Touching your own dick

What is fapping again?

>>8559538
Mine wasn't exaggerated, out of hundreds of dreams I recall, I was female in 2-3 of them.

Feeling male counts.

>>8559467
Make plans to change your life for the better regardless of wether you are transitioning or not.
Dont give up on yourself, you are so young

>>8559546
Ive read a thread on trans dreams and everyone claimed they saw themselves in the dreams most often as there birth-gender before the transition and then it gradually changed.

Would be interesting to ask especially 'transkids' who never developed birth-gender identity in the first place

>>8559690
I've had a few as my natal sex, but I dream almost entirely as female, or as a third party.

Only in my nightmares am I ever male, and there is also another thing present then: sharks. And they often kill me, or I wake up right as I would be dying.

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I'm just so happy that I'm a repressor instead of some lowly tranny headin for HonTown.
I'm so fucking happy I'm not destroying my liver and sex organs due to mental illness.
I'm just so happy to have come to terms with my dysphoria and accepted the fact it won't ever go away.
Focus on your bodies. Be healthy. Indulge ocassionally on junk food and snacks(without overdoing it!)
Get a job. Get a hobby. Get FRIENDS. Do stuff. Distract yourself from dysphoria. DON'T pick up HRT. Wanna do drugs? Do weed instead. Wanna fuck up your liver? Get drunk instead.
Girl skittles WILL NOT make you happy. Bettering yourself and achieving stuff despite your crippling dysphoria WILL make you happy.

I believe in you, you fucking faggots. Don't let me down.

>>8559992
lucky you, here's to cis dom >>8559567

>>8559467
Grow some fucking balls and power through it. Anon, it gets better. You just need something to strive for. Hobbies, friends, sports. Litetally anything, just pick something random and go for it.


>>8559451
Hang in there, you too. There's no cure for dysphoria, aside from willpower. DO NOT fall for the HRT meme.

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>>8559992
repression is what causes hons
not transition

>>8560013
I'm not cis, I'm just not weak enough to fall for the HRT meme

>>8560065
>Implying

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>>8559303
>>8559423
>>8560065
so I guess there's no such thing as a YOUNG HON?
go to /mtfg/ for real live examples, lol

>>8560103
its the truth though
hons repress their whole lives and then the emotional dam breaks and they cant help but try to pick up the pieces

>>8560154
>23
yeah he is fooling nobody

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>>8560154
Not they and not trying to make anyone transition but, /mtfg/ and susansplace shouldn't be considerated. If you're considerating transition you should look at yourself and estimate your chances.

/mtfg/ is just a place for autistic and attention whores agp degenerates to shitpost.

>>8560160
Of course, if you're stupid enough to repress your gender as a whole. I'm only repressing the physical part of it(ie not HRT)

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8EYVepDBAC0

This is where I belong.

People get knocked down. But men get back up again


I will beat the odds I can go the distance I will face the world Fearless, proud, and strong I will please the gods I can go the distance
Till I find the Hero's welcome Right where I belong

>>8560449
Go take your girl pills and go back to /mtfg/ amy.
Or drop the act and repress properly, like a man.

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>>8560449
you should stop being so self hating Amy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6VJBBUqr1wM

>>8560468
Don't fucking lecture me

I built this general.

Just you wait. Just you all wait. I'll ise my taper method. I'll be back to full strength in months and I'll be back to intimidating runts in the gym
>>8560525
The self hate has only festered and grown since I started that poison.

All of this. Is wrong.

It's degenerated it's a lie. A fraud. A falsehood.

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>>8560449

Spartan, if you're on HRT you don't belong here.
You have lost this battle, just go back to the hons and play if you aren't serious about being a "man".

>>8560571
Detransition already then. But commit to it. FLUSH THE GIRL SKITTLES DOWN THE TOILET. DO IT AND POST PROOF. NI MAN DESERVES TO ENDURE THAT POISON.

lolll what is this spartan/amy shit

>>8560584
>>8560586
>>8560588
Im gonna go do some drugs

>>8560615
Assuming this is a serious question.
He/She is just some idiot that flip flops between wanting to be a hon and wanting to be a man like 5 times a week.
Mostly just attention seeking too.

>>8560620
Good. Maybe you'll realise your mistakes in trusting the hons on /mftg/ if you are high.

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>psychologist wants me to come out to my parents & pretty much anyone i know before i even get the chance at HRT/other threatments
Yeah maybe i should just self-med a lobotomy at this point, i kinda understand their point but it's still nerve-racking i wouldn't have to go through with this if i were repressing :(

Does anyone want to join a discord with actual repressors, and not people who use female pronouns and live like girls online?

If you're living as a guy, have no hope to transition, and just wanna talk about tranny feels - join us at https://discord.gg/SnKeks

Anyone know how to rid the urges of a trans fetish? I have had some other fetishes in the past that I completely lost Interest in but this one keeps making me fap to degenerate thoughts, once I fap I think about how degenerate it is and lose interest for like 3-4 days, when I am out and about at work I actually laugh at the degeneracy but it's at home browsing I get it back

I wanna kms

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>>8560633
>flip flops between wanting to be a hon and wanting to be a man
she wont be a hon, you bitter hons in waiting are the ones who are poisoning her and feeding her bullshit about tapering and detransitioning
she was going awesome until she started coming back here again

>>8560620
Amy, come home. You shouldn't be hanging around weirdo men with a vested interest in sharing their misery.

You might want to look up 'Crab Syndrome' on Wikipedia before you listen to these 'brave souls'. This /gen/ is the bucket. You're a crab. So are they.

Come home, Amy.

>>8560760
Tell him that your parents would kill you or something like that, if your life is at risk and you're over 18 you don't need to come out to anyone nor get permission.

>>8560907
I'm 19 and i still live with my parents, the doctor can deny me all the treatments for any reason up to two years in to the transition, also i already told them that they probs won't kill me.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JvdT4wFh0tQ
this makes me want to harden my body and get ready for the coming civil war

I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..I wana die..

>>8560852
>>8560860
I got therapy now, got 2 hours sleep

Feel like crap

Took my morning dose...

>>8560934
Can't you selfmed for a time and, maybe, find another therapist? Sometimes therapists just send you to an endo if you're already selfmedding BC they know you're serious about it. Really depends on the country tho.
(Btw just curious, do your parents know you're seeing a therapist? If yes, they think it is bc of depression or something like that?)

>>8561361
This is what i keep repeating to myself everyday.

>>8561558
I feel too much shame for being a human trash

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>>8561446

>>8558941
I don't even know what the hell you're trying to say, your post seems contradictory to me. I'll never submit to this bullshit, I'll repress forever.

>>8558879
I don't care if it gets worse, I won't lose to some stupid desire my mind came up with. I don't it will really get worse, anyway.

>>8560588
>repgen
>kings of men
Pick one, kek.

>>8561558
It's literally the only therapist i can go to and it's the only way to get HRT in my country (other than ordering them online which was the thing i first thought of doing)
>Btw just curious, do your parents know you're seeing a therapist?
No.

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>>8561943
And its not a 'stupid desire', its who you are inside, you have (partly) female brain thats why you feel discontent with your male body and male social life.

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Reminder you can be cute and manly
Reminder that you SHOULD NOT trap yourself on HRT
Reminder that hormones will NOT make you happy
Reminder than being a man is better than being a hon
Reminder that with enough work you can be cute
Reminder that working out boosts metabolism and turns you into a happier person
Reminder to drink enough water every day
Reminder that you can be cute and manly at the same time
Reminder not to kill the girl inside you, but don't let her ruin your body either
Reminder that the only thing you need to repress is the silly urge to transition

>>8563565
I don't care, having a "partly female" brain means it's also partly male, so I'll use that to get over it.

>>8563569
reminder that blanchardfag uses BRAIN DAMAGING antipsychotics and nothing he says should be trusted rather like a schizophrenic

>>8564074
>Muh blanchardfag boogeyman
Drop it, bitterhon. Off to /mtfg/ with you. We don't want you here.

>>8559363
>>8559369
Well, she claims Lawrence sexually assaulted her, so if that's true it's understandable why she's so bitter.

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>>8564161
blanchardfag using his own slang but pretending he's not the same person as always "j-just a collective hivemind that happens to have the same viewpoints and uses the same phrases in everything"

since the antipsychs have already rotted away your cortical thickness you'll just daze dumbly and say bitterhon again lol but just wanted the public to know that you use brain damaging neuroleptics and nothing you type should be trusted just like a schizophrenic

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FqDsugfu8M0

>>8564451
Whatever you say. I'm not blanchardfag lmfao. But hey, anonymous imageboard yaddayadda

>was sexually abused as a kid
>feel like part of me never grew past age ~5
>always fucking terrified, can't trust people, want to die
>the only people that know just want me to stop talking about it, and the people who dont wouldnt care
>have to hide all my fucked up emotions and at least try to pretend i'm happy or functional
do i belong here? i'm not a tranny, but i spent like 15 years repressing and now i'm just trying to ignore it

>>8565270
repressing the memories, that is.

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>>8565271
>>8565262
>>8564621
samefag still trying too hard to force his fake meme "consensus"

incoming hasty paint.net edits

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>>8565355
>Prove it with high evidence that I'm a girl inside

you realize normal people never ask this question toward anybody else because they know inherently what they are? lol but you're still desperately sockpuppeting it up on this shithole

w/e keep shitposting in the piss ocean pretending the abyss isn't staring back

>>8558492
What do you do when you think you will likely kill yourself if you keep repressing but you also think the chances of you passing are slim and if you became a hon you would kill yourself?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JvdT4wFh0tQ

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Redemption...

>>8565988
>[citation needed] on your bullshit ideaology.
Have you ever given a citation yourself when asked for one about any of your dubious lies, Curehon? Literally, ever?

>inb4 'bitterhon'

>>8566646
Yeah but I'm gonna get medicated out the ass with anxiety meds

If I'm lucky they will give me diazepam

>>8566646
>pleads [citation needed]
>refuses to answer the question

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>>8566674
I am going to abuse every drug under the sun

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y6EHPlXW5mw

I think I'll need to save my first try of big H when Im closer to the end though

>>8565270
Welcome home, cutie <3

>>8566679
>>inb4 'bitterhon'
Called it.

I can't tell what you're trying to say though. It looks like you forget everything but the last post.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CntyVb3ZQ5Y

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iE8DeFIuw_0

This is how the war against dysphoria ends

We will all have our final victory.

>>8558879
>Start treatment now before it gets worse with age. And it always gets worse.

That's where you're wrong, kiddo. I remember way back in primary school there was a cloakroom attached to our class, at least once a week I'd say I needed to "go to the toilet" and actually just stay in the cloakroom, trying on female coats and imagining I was a girl. Had this extremely well-developed daydream where girls hunted down guys and turned them into girls, kept it going for about a year. Every time we had a PE lesson, I'd try and be out as soon as possible so I could sit and watch the girls and wish I was one of them. A yearning to be female was at the forefront of my consciousness pretty much constantly.

Now I'm in my early twenties and get by with the occasional daydream, it's nowhere near as big of a deal as it used to be. Probably because back then I didn't know transsexuality was a thing (hell, I didn't even know what sex was). Actually seeing the results of transitions and the political LGBT movement makes me glad I can just live as a regular, slightly shy cis guy. It categorically does not always get worse with age, you absolutely have the option of keeping your gender confusion to yourself.

>>8567149
I wish you luck. That kind of happened to me. When I was a kid, I had that constant wish, daydreaming, etc. At some point, around the age of 12 or so, I started to suppress it, I stopped thinking about it, I still had some occasional dreams and it was still in the back of my mind, but there was other stuff that kept me from thinking about it. I did grow my hair long, I was kind of trappish and when someone joked that I looked like a girl I was happy. I still managed to keep it at bay and tell myself I was not a tranny. Then, some months before I turned 19 I started to come here to "laugh at the pathetic trannies". By then, my grades had taken a plunge and I really couldn't stop playing videogames and daydreaming. Then one day all that shit came back harder and I spent the next week nauseated. Fast forward 4 months and I keep coming here and without really doing anything and hating my life. If you really can manage it, stop coming here and wish for luck because you'll need it.

>>8558492
What do you do when you hate everything? Even the hobbies I got to cope with repression seem pointless now.

>>8567612
I'm also interested in this.

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Oh shit /repgen/!!
Kyuubey just convinced you to become a fucking Magical Girl!
What is your
>Wish
>Outfit
>Weapon
>Powers
>Soul Gem Color
Bonus:
>Witch form

you guys ever feel intoxicated with power knowing with our bodies we can kill a woman effortlessy?

>>8568159
>A woman
Spot the manlet
I could kill ANYONE effortlessly, even bigger men.
But yeah, I get what you mean.

>>8566621
Autism

>>8566655
Amy, you are the dumbest person I have ever met.
even Kayla eventually transitioned, you deserve the honship you are going unleash on yourself.

>>8566688
>killing yourself because you are too much of a coward to be a girl when everyone is supportive of you

>>8568246
oh ffs. even my therapist agree i should take the time to figure out if im trans or not and not make decisons while full of anxiety and pressure from trans "support" groups because she says that smokers wont encourage someone who wants to quit smoking because they want them to keep smoking with them. its called in group preference.

me doing this is its called a staggered approach

i was only exagerrating my sadpost, i hadnt had my workout so i was cranky

>>8568307
you are being gatekept

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>>8568354
she says i dont have to see what im doing as closing a door or making a decision for the rest of my life. i can get hrt again whenever i want so im not cutting myself off.

i suggested this because i have so much anxiety and fear with this problem of mine.
she cited a case where a ftm stopped halfway and became fine with being a masculine woman.

i feel healthy right now. all i have to worry about cardio and training.
if i got down to my target weight and i really feel it. i may come back.

>>8568386
age is a factor in results
look at any hon

you are denying your cancer treatment and she is telling you thats okay

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>anon repressing their gender confusion who is also a Halo fan

Hello, other me.

>>8568386
At long fucking last Amy. Good fucking job. One step at a time, and fuck the hons and the trannies. Become a healthy person and THEN choose if you're a girl or a boy.
I'm genuinely happy about you, you fucking faggot <3

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>>8568009
>Wish
To die forever and have my soul fade from the ressurrection circle so i don't ever get born again and just disappear
>Outfit
Goth but cute clothes
>Weapon
A staff that can make things explode
>Powers
Exploding things with a staff
(also instant death)
>Soul gem color
Purple <3

>Witch form
>Pic related bc i want to be edgy and play a trick on jews

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>>8568402
im 22, there not gonna be much of a difference. especially in the relatively short time it takes to assess.

and for the time being. im happy. im back in control.

in a world where i am King. where i make the rules. where the worries of transition cannot touch me.

and thats...just magnificent...

and if theres a chance this all a mistake and i can return to the joy of my 18 year old days, just the idea of things being so simple, then even better.

i have no abusive bf eroding my confidence and making me feel lesser. i no longer fear the growth of ugly growths on my chest.
i no longer have to abide by a pill schedule and fear how im developing every day.

No aggro, no anger, hate or fear. Just life and the comfort of being myself.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DYq6cCqOTdA


>>8568438
Therapy really helps making things less stressful for me

>>8568436
Hello :3

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>>8568009
>Wish
Change my physical body and metabolism to what I want (cis girl that does not age. Short, a little bit on the chubby side, long black or red hair)
>Outfit
Goth loli in dark blue/black
>Weapon
Stick/Staff(Think of a spear without spearhead)
>Powers
Spawn more sticks a-la-Mami. Good reflexes, but nothing super-human
>Soul gem color
Deep sea blue

>Witch form
Pic related, smokey contour with some blurry leftover features of myself as magical girl

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>>8567612
>>8567689
Try (or force) something new. Seriously, i think that's the only way.

The first time i got bored of my hobbies, i tried antidepressants. They didn't work and gave me Apathy, wich is worse bc now you're bored and can't do nothing about that (or anything at all)
The second time i tried drugs, and used them for 3 years (alcohol, tobacco, weed) and i just got even worse, to the point i almost killed myself 2 times "accidentally"

Now i'm learning to play the drums and wasting my day listening to music.

>>8568463
>there not gonna be much of a difference
sheen repressed at your age and broke at 29
you are the new sheen

>>8568577
its 6 months to a year not 7 years
she says fearmongering like that and doomsaying is not a good motivator

>>8568577
No. Hes the New Jesus of Repgen.
returned from the dead to guide us to Salvation

>be a woman in the 13th-14th centuries
>Mongols conquer and raze pathetic village
>be divided up as part of the spoils
>now owned by a Mongol warrior who demands sex
>"Fuck you Mongol warrior, I'm not going to be your whore"
>smugsmirk.png
>promptly strangled to death
>left in a ditch somewhere as an example to other women
>oops, no offspring

What does a female stand to gain by resisting male invaders that outweighs the possibility of being killed? Historically speaking, an invader scenario is nearly always fight-to-the-death for men. There are no other options. On the other hand, women were enslaved but not killed, and are physically weaker; ergo, capitulation/surrender is a valid strategy. There's plenty of blame to go around because sexual selection/pressure has always flown both directions.

Remember boys. in being male we will always have pride and honor.

>>8568674
reading this made me scared and then i remembered im a man and im relaxed

>>8568674
>Historically speaking,
and today too

i don't want to fight, i don't want to die, i just want to surrender and be spoils and hug my husband

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>>8568674
holy shit this makes me feel pretty lucky to be male

>>8568698
and what if its a big ugly abusive man and you have no escape. thats hell.

>>8568730
no, hell is fight or die

>>8568774
being owned and being used like an object is hell, a loss of the self and spiritual self.

>>8568824
death is loss of everything. i don't want to lose everything, i want to give myself up to someone who will take care of me

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>>8568841f
far from it

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These manic phases are really somethin

Eh full of adrenaline

>>8569054
maybe you should stop getting off hrt because you know it helps you

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>>8569061
I'm just assessing the sitiation
I gotta sleep

>>8568841
What if you became an ISIS sex slave?

>>8559992
Here's the thing
Denial and socialization are the path to a nice life
but HRT makes that life even nicer

>>8563569
>posts a disgusting picture of crossdress without HRT
>to try to convince people that HRT without crossdress is bad

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every single hon is a former repressor

why does it hurt so much repgen

>tfw give up on transition even though I'm staying on hormones
>tfw i'll never be a girl
>tfw accepted I'm not a girl
>tfw even thinking I'm a girl makes me feel stupid since I'm a ogre, man thing
>tfw now my mom starts sending me those inspiration quotes that women send each other and articles from women's magazines
>I'm not a girl, mom, stop rubbing it in!

>>8569859
your mom is just trying to be nice to her daughter

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>>8569636
Male skeleton makes you a hon

>>8569874
I'm not though. I'm just her failed son. Wanting to be a girl my whole life was so stupid.

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>>8569877
excuses
you will become a hon creature, when you could have lived your life free and happy

>>8569888
you should talk to a therapist to work through your self hatred
you are obviously loved by your mom, she just wants to see you happy

>>8569894
I only make my therapists cry. I'll never be anything more than a man playing make believe. Not sure why my female friends tolerate my existence.

>>8569909
again, because people care about you
you are obviously a nice enough person that they like having you around and you are obviously one of the girls to them

>>8569917
But, in order to save everyone the embarrassment, I've never dressed up like a girl around them or done any girly shit. Never even thought of a name, because they all sound so stupid when applied to me. I didn't want to be a cringy snowflakey weirdo. I don't really act masculine either, but still.

>>8569943
I bet if you decided on a name with your mom you would feel a little bit better
transition isn't a race, you can take things as comfortably as you need to as long as you are still moving forward.

talk to your mom, ponder on it a little.
it will help you.

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>>8569891
For every ONE j Clayton, there are legions of hons

Showing an exception doesn't disprove the fact that majority of mtfs do not pass
and hondom is why trans population will always be insignificant

>>8570108
transitioning late breeds hons, transitioning early does not

The main thing stopping me from starting HRT is that SRS really creeps me out. I can't imagine ever cutting my dick off and having it inverted. It just seems unnatural and barbaric, and I think trannies should learn to live with the genitals Jesus Christ crafted for them. HRT seems more natural because it's just activating functions that your body already has, but wouldn't I be a huge hypocrite if I took drugs that altered my body while being against SRS? TERFs fill me with a lot of doubt because I agree with most of what they say about SRS, but I think HRT is a good thing and probably helps people. But if the TERFS are right about SRS then maybe they're right about everything.

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>>8570142
SRS and HRT is the best we have at the moment
eventually there will be pills that cure it if that is the path that you want to take OR if you still want to transition instead of taking a repression pill, there will be stem cell printed bones and organs including ovaries and wombs that will be able to be transplanted and you will basically be 99% identical save for the XY chromosome which isn't actually a big deal

>>8570142
You don't have to get SRS, and don't listen to TERFs - they are not interested in what's best for you, only their agenda. Don't let them stop you from taking HRT.

>>8565262
>Bullshit. [citation needed]
You're right; it's been years since I read it and I misremembered. But read the "failed seduction" section in this commentary on Lawrence on Conway's site: http://www.tsroadmap.com/info/lawrence/anne-lawrence.html

She has mole about her experiences with her. It's interesting to see.

>>8570135
What about people who were just mistaken about being trans

>>8570135
It's mostly genetics, hon

>>8570775
Look and you'll find mostly baby trans. Where are the functional trannies with 5 years time in?

It's literally trenders who will quit
or crazy hons who throw their cis life away

Transitioning is a huge fucking meme

Gender roles are great

I can use them to lie in my bed all day and say that housework is for women and parents can't do shit

>>8569636
Thanks for making me snap out of my doubts about HRT
Hon. Not even once.

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>>8571019
>starting at 50 once you have made up your mind is when you should start

what we should really be fighting for is the acceptance of men wearing dresses and girl clothes, and makeup. that way even if we don't pass it's more socially acceptable to try it out without crippling shame and anxiety. anyone else with me?

Man

Hrt really cut down my power level

Oh well. Just have to work hard to get my strength back

>>8571077
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tu4y7x9LRyY

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>tfw have surprisingly good strength levels for someone who's done nothing but cardio and hrt for a few months
>mfw feeling the pump again and seeing my muscles reawaken

FUCK YEAH DIDNT THINK I GET BACK UP DID YOU GENDER DYSPHORIA

>me=Spartan
>dysphoria=brute


Now THAT was a fucking workout, not some pansy cardio.

FUAAAARK

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GaqV9vVP2Yc
God muscle workouts are better than sex

>>8571138
What does Amy think about this?

>>8570142
Srs is shit and many trans women don't do it.

Also terfs are subhuman pieces of shit, you shouldn't care about what subhuman people think about you. If that's what"s keeping you from transition you should do it.


Btw hey cureanon i have a question. Hons are failed trannies in dresses. What if the retarded person go on hrt to feel better with him/herself but don't wear a fucking dress so she doesn't look like a man in a dress? (In other words, boymode while preventing T from fucking the body). It's a win-win, and also a cure.

>>8571138
Ironically that Spartan turned out to be female, but cool gif nonetheless

>>8571481
Better than repressing until you're 40, then breaking down and becoming a turbohon.

>>8571502
>Repression works.

but you're repressed and you're stuck on this shithole all day erryday

where's the work?

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>>8571355
Schizophrenic disassociations don't opinions

>>8558492
I don't know how people work up the courage to transition. I literally want to die everyday and would not mind in the slightest if I was killed but I still cant manage to even attempt to transition. Oh well looks like I'm repressing for life.

>>8571863
Same... I also can't work up the courage to kill myself so i'll call it a day and "live" this "life"

I miss talking to you ladies.. I told you I would stop bothering you but I miss you..

>>8571945
Why would you miss talking to a bunch of severely depressed people?

>>8571863
Two things gave me the courage. One was that I saw transitioning as the only way to avoid an early grave. The second was that I worked up to it gradually, spending more and more time in girl mode and gaining confidence over about a one year period. Even boy mode turned more into femboy mode. Eventually I could just cut femboy mode out entirely.

>>8571951
Because despite your depression I find you to be really warm and nice.. You have beautiful hearts even though some of them are broken.. And I want to comfort you..

>>8571863
>>8571924
Having a boyfriend really helps me
The way that gay guys compliment their boyfriends makes you feel like a girl and you can be masculine visually but be treated feminine if your the bottom

>>8571958
Well thanks I guess anon.

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I don't know how much longer I can deal with living like this. Some days are okay, but others I feel like I would be better off dead.

>>8572010
That's not repression. That's being an adult. Won't go away with transitioning. Will never go away. Hobbies, friends and pets are good and effective palliative methods

>>8572015
No trust me it's repression. Being an adult doesn't involve wanting to be the opposite gender. Hobbies seem pointless to be, I hate people and all my pets end up dying. I'm meant to be miserable tbqh.

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>start growing my hair out
>hasn't even hit shoulder length yet
>strangers are already 'mistaking' me for female

Lmao @ all the transitioners who fuck their body up with hormones and constantly worry about outfits and post their best photo online for validation and STILL look like men in drag. Feels good to be this effortlessly feminine. I can literally choose which gender I want the person I'm talking to to perceive me as.

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>>8571539
*injects Amy with HRT*

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>>8572965
im not upset. i just want to find this time to find a nice new boyfriend to make my heart flutter

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>>8572977
okay

>>8572934
Good for you, anon, you got lucky. Stop rubbing it on our faces.

>>8572934
Pics or get the fuck out of here you lying bitch

Prove it. That's right you won't because youre lying

>>8574172
>This is your average bitterhon, pushing HRT on people that aren't trans. Don't trust them!
oh ffs cureanon, it is an image that Amy herself made
I was just saying hello

>>8574172
>It's a bitterhon. Of course they're fucking lying!
t. biggest liar on the board >>8574235

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>>8574267
detransition mtf is most based >>8568752

>>8572965
>[proof that this isn't total bs needed]
https://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/7692140/#q7692984

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I have nothing against hon irl,
but this might help some here

https://www.instagram.com/p/BWVkTXADASF/

She knows it's true.

>>8574254
Stop shitposting Curehon.

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I don't see why we have to be mean to Transgirls just because we are repressing


I'm meditating to remove anger and bitterness from my mind while I'm off hrt and taking an assessment of the situation

And the positive thinking and prevention of "taking sides" as my therapist calls it has prevented the negative breakdowns I've had before when I tried to quit
Also I had a dream I was a military robot in a crime filled city and I was a hero and stuff

instead of being a tranny, turn to jesus and become pious

>>8574837
No cause then you lose out on all the fun things of being a man

>>8574785
I'm never mean to transgirls. I envy them sure but that's no reason to hate them.

>>8574837
>donate 10% of your salary for life
>never fuck
>go to bullshit group therapy sessions

sounds like being a tranny anyway desu

>>8574837
Here's how I see it. There's no heaven for me as a man. An eternity as a man would be hell. If Jesus won't accept me as a woman then there's nothing much I can do. If sex/gender is irrelevant after you die, then it shouldn't matter if I'm I tranny while alive.

I'm 24 I'm pretty sure I waited too long and I wouldn't pass even if I tried but I still think about it every single day. What great choices I have for my life be miserable as a man or be miserable as a hon. Death can't come soon enough.

>>8575186
Being gay makes it feel ok

Like just the feeling that a man loves you
It helps so much

>>8575186
time, and growing older/wiser will allow you to forget about this nonsense

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Bitterhons abd trannies get the fuck back to >>>/mtfg/ REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>8575524
>stupid anime op pic
you know this gen is being made by a tranny

>>8575524
But I don't like /mtfg/. /repgen/ is more fun.

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>>8575527
He's not op retard, i'm op and gay cis man. I just enjoy this thread daily insanity, so i've been in charge of the past 5 threads. >>8575524 is just curehon attacking the attentionhons from mtfg.


keep up the s̶c̶h̶i̶z̶o̶p̶h̶r̶e̶n̶i̶a̶ repression

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sorry Amy. maybe in the next life.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DYq6cCqOTdA
>tfw body in aching and pain but a good pain from going back to muscle work
>pic related

>tfw spent between 14-19 hours in bed every day this week

Didn't think my 24th birthday would make me this depressed tbqh

>>8570108
Which bodytype works best for transitioners? I think I'm endomorph but I could also be a slightly overweight mesomorph I guess.

nim how r u

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nE78fuhwivM

LOL

http://ytcropper.com/cropped/0j5968066757336

>tfw when you clean up your brain

>>8575900
Amy is just a tulpa tho

>>8577314
God I wish I could let a tulpa take over me. I wish she could just make me transition.

>>8577314
t. Curehon

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>>8577314
>>letting your tulpa take over your mind body and spirit

"Spartan" is the tulpa and amy is letting it control her.

Before you call me "bitterhon", i'm >>8575836
and your shitpost don't work with me curehon.

Think about it, amy is the repressed side wich spartan, throught willpower (and a bit of schizophrenia) is trying to hide and forget.

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>>8577325
Just transition retard.

Unless you're going to get killed or look like schwarzenegger

>>8577393
I've pegged Spartan as the Shadow who stepped up when Amy went under to repression instead, but this is an interesting idea too. No way to know for sure so it's more a thought experiment type deal I guess.

>>8559451
>are a man in all your dreams
>imagine you're a man every time you masturbate
>always make male characters in games absentmindedly
>are too afraid to bind because you feel like it'd become too real
FFFFUUUUCK this hits too close to home. My dad is really into airsoft and any media with military stuff. Grew up watching military action movies and playing fps games.
I've always dreamed of enlisting and being one of those cool marines/special forces.
Then puberty happened and I realized my shitty female muscles can't do much even if I'm ripped. I just want to be stronk, stoic and badass, /repgen/. Fucking kill me.

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>>8577456
No, that's true for schizophrenic trannies with Dissociative identity disorder. You're deluded but don't have DID.

You don't need to keep switching personalities to cope with repression nor believe in an impossible and unlikely (lets embrace /pol/ for ONE setence: Trans people are a jewish work and there won't be a cure)

See hiking anon. He's... hiking! living his life! not masking himself with a meme videogame personality or screaming REEEEE CURE.

>>8577645
>>8577596
>>8577530
>>8577553
>>8577560
>>8577540
>>8577521
>>8577574
>>8577446
Oh look, loads of threads getting spammed at once! But whoever it is denies they're the curespammer! My mistake, curespammer!

>Stop shitting up other generals, thanks.
Holy hypocrisy!

>>8577652
it really does get annoying i'm pretty sure if you just tell him to kill himself multiple times he will leave though

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>>8577608
Yeah i sound like curehon but if you're going to be a retard splitting your mind between a videogame character and a unknow personality with a tranny name, it's better to fuck off and go "live".

Spartan/amy >>8575900 , idk how to call you, i'm serious, you're just pathetic right now, i thought you were going to take the skittles and live as a femboy and forget about this shit? Maybe you're just a feminine fag or something like that, go to /femgen/ and stop being a tard.

>>8577618
The cure won't happen in this SJW world. They want you to embrace hons, and that's wrong, but there are many decent trans people in the world. I know /pol/ is the most retarded thing ever but they're somewhat right: "Don't listen to the jews", you can take skittles IF YOU WANT (or if you want to prevent the inevitable T in your blood making you manlier) BUT be the change you want and a functional member of society, even if you're feminine. If you look like a man in a dress, wear a black suit instead and research something cool for the world instead of shitposting in LE CHINESE ANIME BOARD FOR DEPRESSED FAGGOTS

Your options are wrong. You have two options: REPRESS or Get hrt and live in boymode. There isn't anything else if you're really trans or shit like that.

>>8558492
FYI Curehon has been making up lies about your discord in /mtfg/. >>8577664 >>8577678 >>8577685

>>8577768
I much prefer /mtfg/ to curefag

>>8577671
>>8577704
>>8577684
>I'm not whoever this cureanon is, lol
>The rest were trolls and or other posters.
>Not even cureanon.
t. curespammer

>>8571959
I haven't really felt much attraction to guys ever but thinking about this makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Maybe I just need to find a big bear to make me feel better. Sucking dick can't be that bad right?

>>8577857
>Nothing wrong with being trans, anon.
While the cause of being trans is unknown, it's well documented that being trans as long as you do blood tests and deal with your mental health, is completely fine.

>>8577768
>>8577796
t. curehon

>>8574376
>start
>zero effort to pass guy pretending to be girl
Instant cringe.

>the bikini shot
I fucking burst out laughing what the fuck is this thing.

Like why the fuck. Why wouldn't you put in even the slightest amount of effort? What the fuck is the entire point if you don't?

>>8577894
I'm glad you're spreading the cure to these degenerates. One day they will realize the cure was a bullet all along.

>>8577857
All the possible STDs and gay culture freaks me the fuck out though. I'm not too sure I could get turned on with a guy either.

>>8577894
Stop sending people to mtfg curehon, while no one besides you is attacking /mtfg/, everyone agrees that they're a bunch of attention faggots, being trans isn't their only problem.

>>8577924
what about qt feminine guys?

>>8577953
This is the problem, there's lot of nice trans people out there, but spending too much time in 4chan (and learning almost everything here) mess up with your views about trans people.

>>8577941
But they won't be able to make me feel like a girl. Especially if they're more feminine than I am.

>>8577943
Fuck. Why does this have to be so difficult. Why can't there just be a switch to be a dude. I mean I've been doing pretty good basically becoming a hikikomori for the past couple years but there's still a bunch of mandatory shit I have to do and present male while I do which sucks. On top of that it's eating heavily into my friendships with people. I can't be honest with them and I think they have started to sense it and slowly fade away. I probably have a part in doing that myself.

>>8577936
Umm...what is so bad about /mtfg/? It was the thread that made me stick around here. Maybe I'm just too new, but it's been nearly five months or so of intermittant browsing and I've not seen too much other than the occasional kittyspat.

>>8578035
KYS curefag.

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>>8578022
Not this (maybe just a bit...) >>8578035

They're narcissistic attention whores that keep raiding unrelated threads and trolling lgbt. common sense is that /mtfg/ is the worst general in this board, they're the kind of people you don't want to be seen with. We have all kinds of serious and/or cool threads like mascgen, cis lesgen, hrtgen, until /mtfg/ start shitposting on them and derailing everything.

I thought that curehon was from /mtfg/ before he started trolling there and trying to put /repgen/ against /mtfg/.

And yes, they tried to raid this place and kept pushing hrt on the people here some threads ago, in the alice cat or the scary truths edition iirc.

>>8578056
cure anon is the balance lgbT needs

>>8578211
Of course you agree Curehon.

>>8578211
>>8578236
I can't even tell what the hell y'alls memeslang even means anymore, it's evolved onto too many levels of its own autism by this point.

I suggest getting a vasectomy.

>>8577733
Skittles stand in the way of keeping myself trim and fit

I need muscles and t for caloric efficiency

>>8578165
Maybe I need someone to push me to take HRT

I was out shopping and I needed to poo

Imagine how embarrassing that would be if I wasn't repressing!

>>8571954
>One was that I saw transitioning as the only way to avoid an early grave.

I want to die though, or I guess I just want to not exist, like I was never born. Or I could sleep forever.

For me death seems preferable to transitioning and having everyone know I'm a disgusting tranny but I'm too pussy to die and too pussy to transition so I'm just in this hell of not caring about anything and wanting to die and feeling like shit all the time.

>>8578950
I watched that clip recently and it just reminded me how I wish I was a girl.

>>8578990
Welcome to the club too afraid to transition too afraid to die. Although I will say I think dying would be easier. I wish I could stop being a coward and at least try transitioning before I die though.

>>8578999
Me too but I know I wouldn't pass. All of the likely scenarios are either

>HRT does nothing just look like man still
>look like heshe freak inbetween
>look like faggy guy

or extremely unlikely in event of pass

>somehow pass physically but I have no idea how to act like a girl or do makeup or anything so I wouldn't pass

>>8578990
It's a cliche but you need to find a reason to want to live, or even just something to look forward to tomorrow or next week or next year. If just want to die you're not going to be motivated much or care what happens to you.

>>8579050
The only thing I look forward to is sleeping and if I'm dead then hopefully my consciousness will cease to exist and it won't matter anymore .

I can't find any reason to live because being trans has sucked anything like that from my life. Or maybe I'm just a huge pussy or a failure and being trans doesn't matter, I don't know.

>>8579050
I don't know how to find a reason to live or anything to look forward to tbqh

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>repressors are magical girls
>hons are witches
>we make vows(contracts) in order to become mahou shoujo
>most end up failing and becoming hons

/Repgen/ anime when

>>8579084
Maybe hikeranon has the right idea. Before I transitioned I did a lot of hiking, and I still do but not as much. I tried to explore different places so I'd have some goals and it kept it from getting boring. It gave me a lot of time to think, the physical activity helped with depression, and got me in good shape for transition so I could add fat in the right places. I'm not saying you have to end up transitioning but hiking was better than staying in bed.

>>8579156
I bet all of our contracts would be the same thing. Everyone just wishes to be a girl.

>>8579155
It can be something small, like hiking a trail you've never hiked before, reading an interesting book or better yet a series of books, serialized TV shows/anime, driving someplace that you've never been to before just to see what it looks like. If you can find something interesting to do that relieves boredom it can help. If you can get someone to do these things with you that's better but if not just do it by yourself. It's better if you're out in the real world and not on the Internet or playing vidya.

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You're all supposed to be men.
Don't let the hons get to you reeee
Do something with your lives instead of crying here, talk to people or something, about anything.

>>8579267
I hate people and I dislike talking to them. I'm a shut in for a reason famm.

>>8578990
>I just want to not exist, like I was never born. Or I could sleep forever.

I know that feeling and Ive been like that for good part of my life. We dont want to die, we only want to stop the suffering.
I know I'll never pass but at least the possibility of transition gives me some hope and reason to live... maybe I will turn out better than expected and save money... or at least I wont loathe myself as much if I stop looking like an fucking man. I was repressing and felt depressed with no will to live. I had to accept that I have dysphoria and need to start doing something about or I'll off myself pretty soon.

>>8579280
>I was repressing and felt depressed with no will to live.
So do you feel any better now? Because I feel this way everyday.

>>8579285
In a way yes, its really odd, Im hitting rock bottom, I gave up on life and it fell apart but the only thing I care about and that motivates me is transition - or at least changing how I look, I might be ok in boymode if I just stop feeling repulsed with myself. Its not even logical or conscious its hard to explain but you probably feel it too, nothing else in life matter if you have to live with dysphoria.
I wasnt even that bad until recent years and had chased away the thoughts of getting on hrt, but repression lead me to dead end.

>>8578731
since i started exercising again, i dropped weight and back in twink form, lel

hrt will put on weight and make you fat

>>8558492
I wish I could force myself to transition. I think I might tell my parents I'm trans so I'll be forced to confront it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DK4FTvaW_6Q

>>8579994
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iOZv4QFY00s

>Shinji=Repgen
>Angels=mtfg shills

>>8579280
I might try. Usually I spend all my time on the internet or asleep and it helps, whenever I can't do something to disassociate from myself like read or watch anime (don't even do that very often anymore) or play a videogame (haven't enjoyed those for a long time, nothing better to do though).

When I'm away from that I can cope by daydreaming like I used to but it's harder when I'm in real life because I'm supposed to be a person or something

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4cI37Pshu1E

>meanwhile in my endocrine
>"Sir...its him! hes back!"
>"Impossible! no soldier has entered the estrogen zone and not fallen to transgenderism"
>"he did...and its said he defeated them and brought back testosterone"
>"how..."
>pic related

>>8579009
In the unlikely event that the second scenario came to be, you could get a female friend to teach you.

Remember lads. this is our philosophy

NO DYING SOFT

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7mTzUT7XkKE

>>8580222
>NO DYING SOFT
Sounds like you're talking about dicks. Nice trips, btw.

I don't think I can make that feeling of wanting to be a girl ever go away. I think it will be with me for life regardless of what I do. I don't want to transition but I still think about it a lot and I really need to make up my mind really soon as I'm 24 years old. If I could go back to being 18 again I would just transition and say fuck it but unfortunately I can't. I think if I found someone to be with maybe I could get over these feelings. Easier said than done for me because god is my life in the shitter at the moment and I don't know how to get it back on track. Maybe I should just become a chaser to cope but maybe that would make it worse.

>>8581105
You can try HRT, but be realistic about passing. We need pics to determine your chances but don't expect them to be good, tbqh.

>tfw just slept with my bf for the first time

My heart is gonna explode guys
I've wanted this for so long

>>8581202
You're coping with tranny feels by being gay?

>>8581213
Yep

A man making love to you is like a heroin for a repressor you all need to try it

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>>8581202
>>8581249
Spartan a-approves...

>>8581263
Spartan you need to find a gf

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DYSPHORIA IS BAD TONIGHT I WANT TO DIE

>>8581342
Yes, Spartan, that's it. You need a girl.

Do be sure to rush out and get one and get married and have kids. I want to make sure we get the FULL hon effect in 20 years, not some cheap replacement. Shouldn't you consider joining the military or police also? I'm sure they need your heroics, Spartan. And it'll flesh the meme out real nice, too.

>>8581416
I think Spartan would do great in the military and if he had a kid then he would finally have a good reason to live

>>8581342
No I like cock :(

>>8581416
>>8581420
No I act hard but I'm a big faggot when pressed irl
Being straight is just a repression too far


Also I'm scared of girls anyway

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>>8581508
>I'm scared of girls anyway
because you are one and you are a straight girl

>>8582465
>I'm scared of girls
>because you are one
Sure it isn't the other way around?

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I'm considering whether or not to transition or just repress. Nobody knows (and if they suspect, they're not saying anything).

I've been growing my hair out for the past year and four months. I'm also trying to lose some weight. My plan was to have my weight loss coinciding with my hair growth, so by the time I got down to my goal weight, I'd be satisfied with my hair length. Then I would start transitioning.

Thing is, I'm a poorfag. And it's really been hitting me lately just how much shit would cost. Hormones...electrolysis...FFS...orchiectomy...other stuff...

So, even if I lose all the weight and get my hair to the ideal length, I'm still too fucking poor to do anything else (except maybe hormones, I dunno).

I might just have to repress forever and just be a sad transvestite wearing dresses in the privacy of my home.

>>8582664
dont eat
use the money you would have spent on food to buy hrt

>>8582664
>>8582664
cd here,
you can work on your girlmode without falling for tranny meme life

get gud and there are night clubs where anyone can show up and have fun

also, why aren't you working?

>>8582664
Don't trap yourself.
STOP FAPPING, START LIVING!
Transition has no long-term proven benefits.

>>8582465
Don't bully :(

Also I had a dream I was wearing halo armour

>>8582994
I put on my full face bike helmet and kinda fell like a robot

>tfw biking like crazy now

>>8582485
Maybe not really the same thing but I recently realized that the great hatred I feel towards women most likely stems from the fact that they have what I can never have.

>>8583021
How can envy turn to hatred?

>>8582917
t. Curehon

>>8583056
[citation needed]

>>8583052
>envy not turning to hatred

>>8583021
>>8583052
I don't get hatred

I just get fear and anxiety and dysphoria
So long as I avoid women my dysphoria isn't triggered so much

>>8583057
t. confirmed Curehon

>>8583052
I think it's because I'm so angry about how they're putting in no effort or they're ruining themselves by doing stupid shit. I hate them because they're doing such a shitty job at being female I feel like they don't deserve being one. It's unfair that I'm stuck in this male body and meanwhile they can ruin their bodies by getting fat, or getting stupid surgeries or just being stupid in general.

>>8583079
I'm not a hon. I'm a proud repressor fighting for the cure for AGP/Trans/Dysphoria.

I don't know who this curehon is that you speak of, but I'm not them.

>>8583080
>I hate them because they're doing such a shitty job at being female I feel like they don't deserve being one.
>It's unfair that I'm stuck in this male body and meanwhile they can ruin their bodies
fair tbhon

>>8583084
Please stop samefagging Curehon. It's far too feminine even for a girl in a male body.

>>8583149
>girl in a male body
I'm not a girl in a male body. [citation needed]

I'm also not "samefagging" as you so like to claim.

I'm also not feminine.

>>8583153
>I'm not a girl in a male body.
>[citation needed]
kek, I didn't even need to type the citation needed for you this time!

>I'm also not feminine.
Oh, what exactly is masculine about your shitposting style?

>>8583153
Do you want to be gay and be the "girl"
There's nothing wrong with that. I do it too.

>>8583175
>shitposting style
I'm not shitposting. I'm making logical posts.
I'm not feminine in any way, you can't judge that off a post on 4chan.

Done replying to your shitposts, however.

>>8583237
Am gay, but masculine.

>>8583270
So am I, it's called being a muscle sub

how's life trying to be a man?

>>8583270
>I'm making logical posts.
[citation needed]

>Done replying to your shitposts, however.
BTFO

please stop bringing your mental pathologies to /mtfg/, you might infect the thread with your cravenness

>>8583315
>be me
>be In gym
>some lifter chick in the bench next to me thinks shes hot shit
>*male supremacy activated*
>lifting warm up weights like they are hard
>doing shoulders the same as me
>go pick up the same weight kg she's doing
>do 21 reps easy like a feather while she struggles to do 6
>go up the weight range until I reach the max size for two handed weights
>lifting the max weight so she feels pathetically weak next to me
>do the same to other guys in the gym too

Haha fucking weaklings!

>>8583381
No one is bringing anything to /mtfags/ it's just curehon having fun while your trannies take the bait like retards. And he's doing it everywhere.

>>8583495
I guess by building up your muscles you're making it harder to be passable and locking yourself into repression.

>>8583381
It's the same guy that's shitting up the entire board. Even in this thread just look at all the deleted posts and cure cancer.

>>8583563
I didn't even have to work for these muscles

Mesomorphs grow them like weeds

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>>8583577
TEAM MESOMORPH FOR THE WIN

>>8583315
Shitty I hate it and I want to die. Not that transitioning and being unpassable is any better though. I wish I wasn't stupid when I was still a teen and just transitioned then.

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>>8583381
Gtfo from here and take your fucking hons with you, you pill chugging, tranny-named, liver-raping piece of failed repressed trash

>>8583621
You don't have to be mean to them

>>8583627
They are mean to us though. And they even accuse us of stuff we aren't doing. So fuck them. Fuck them and fuck being nice to them.

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>>8583635
Just don't feed attentionhons from "mtfg" tbqh, decend and passing trans people leave 4chan as soon as they get a life, mtfg made from failed trannies seeking attention >>8578165

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>>8583581
I had those feels but accepted that it was fate

>>8583682

>>8583682

>>8583682

>>8583621
>anime girl picture
what a manly man lmao take your pills bitch

>>8578165
>cis lesgen is cool
of course the pseudo male LARPers in repgen love TERFs ahahahaha god im glad im not as miserable as you

see you later girls