Am I gay?

Homoromantic, look it up half fag

>>8548514
Dont you mean heteroromantic since I'm a girl?

>>8548516
You didn't really state your gender did You? Most people here are dudes.

Anon, first of all eave your boyfriend, what are you doing?

>>8548523
Oops sorry, thought it was obvious because of the context..
>>8548530
Eh I would but I still deeply care for him as a person
He already sees the world in me so its difficult to just do what I want and leave him sad and lonely

>>8548534
Its was pretty obvious to me anyway

But yeah you seem gay as fuck. maybe youre into femboys too idk. would you be into one of those femboys on hormones?

>>8548534
I'm sorry actually. Drunk posting and didn't catch context.

>>8548550
I'm not sure, I don't harbor any real strong feelings towarda genitalia since they seem so meh of a thing to have a gripe with ya know?

I just always felt like I'd rather be with a cute girl and sometimes when I'm drunk I blurt out some kind of lesbian sex fantasy infront of him and there are times I tell him I wish he was a girl

>>8548556
Then why not just date women? Im not seeing the problem h ere

>>8548556
Yeah, you're very gay. Seems pretty obvious.

>>8548564
Because I obviously harbor some feelings for him and he doesn't deserve being treated like crap just because derp he's not a girl
>>8548599
Eh, I'll see what I'll do with time
Maybe my feelings will be more clear with some work into the relationship from my side

>>8548512
Repressed lesbian?

>>8548633
Just sneak mones into all of your boyfriend's meals. If you can't get a cute gf make one.

>>8548633
>he doesn't deserve being treated like crap just because derp he's not a girl

breaking up with someone isn't "treating them like crap"? Unless you mean you think you'd try it w/ a woman then come running back to him? (aka playing with his heart like a jerk)?

>>8548512
Lesbian who dated a hon because I cared for them here.
If you're not sexually attracted to him and the love you feel is maternal/platonic/deep friendship then seek another partner.
Fuck a girl. Post results.

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>>8548512
not op but this calls for yuri posting i guess

you're gay

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>>8551303
He actually told me he has no issue with that because its pretty obvious sort of that I'm gay

He has been feeling extremely insecure about it lately because he can tell from the way I act and talk

Whenever he makes those sad puppy eyes he is famous for I just melt and feel extreme guilt...ugh

Look I know what the chances are like for lesbians finding a qt gf, super low. In fact many I have spoken to wish they were just straight or men and I feel the exact same way

We had sex recently and he's making more of an effort to please me in that area. I still get a weird nagging feeling in my head though that I dont feel excited waking up to see him in the morning like he does with me

Its really fucking unfair that I cant just have my whole being excited for his presence like he is mine...

>>8552084
This may seek like a weird question but what are your sexual fantasies?

>>8548512
It's the anime.

>>8552153
I don't have much other than having someone really cute be completely under my spell and let me take them to ecstacy

Usually that someone really cute is female or a male that's pretty damn close to that because of the extreme pleasure and submissiveness found

I don't think much of my own pleasure since its extremely difficult to get me to orgasm. Usually because I'm too sensitive

I thought penetrative sex would be better but my vagina completely shuts down. Losing my virginity was easier than having sex now in terms of pain

>>8552243
Do you ever have submissive fantasies?

What do you mean you're too sensitive to orgasm?

>>8552251
Hmm not really, sometimes I enjoy being submissive in the moment of sexual tension but I don't actually fantasize about it outside of that

I do get extremely turned on though by very feminine and confident women who know they are seductive and hard to look away from

As for too sensitive I mean that often when being touched or touching myself it feels too good that I move around a lot and lose the rythm I was in

>>8552261
Experiment via threesome with boyfriend?

>>8550722
Hahahaha

>>8552261
>I do get extremely turned on though by very feminine and confident women who know they are seductive and hard to look away from
Elaborate on this.

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>>8552277
Eh I wouldnt like a threesome at all simply because I feel like I would get jealous easily of him being around another woman and that he would ruin the experience with the inclusion of penis and male hormones going wild
>>8552299
As in sort of dominant, motherly and extremely sexual with me. Just exuding confidence

>>8552361
Are there any situations involving guys or kinds of guys who turn you on?

What about mtfs?

>>8552366
mtfs are cute simply because they act really girly and feminine. Its fun to talk to them sometimes but once you see how they really are (depressive hons) it becomes a major turn off
I cant really think of times men turned me on unless they also had the quality of being confident. Its on a whole different level though compared to with women

Even just watching women kiss on tv or in softcore porn makes me wetter than the niagara falls

>>8552375
I'm interested in hearing more about your sexuality if you can think of other unusual or notable aspects.

>but once you see how they really are (depressive hons) it becomes a major turn off
It's sad.

>>8552375
>Its fun to talk to them sometimes but once you see how they really are (depressive hons) it becomes a major turn off

This is why I've given up on relationships until I get SRS/FFS. I want to be happy so that I can bring something positive to the relationship, instead of soaking up all their emotional labor.

>>8548512
could be compulsory heterosexuality, look it up, it's a thing.

>>8552398
Hmm other than that I could say I easily fall in love with anime girls; especially if they feminine, cute and bubbly

I used to have a giant crush on Haydon panettiere during puberty and if she asked me to marry her rn I still would in a heartbeat
>>8552434
I guess I do feel guilty for it but I still have feelings for him
I really do want to take care of him and have him be happy even if it's at my expense
I keep thinking in my head that even if there is no spark with the only man I've ever loved so much I would fly half-way across the globe for then that's OK because the spark was probably going to die eventually ya know?

>>8552541
Ask him if he wants to be a girl.

>>8552541
What do you imagine when you get off? For example, yourself having sex with a girl, a girl in the abstract, two girls having sex, etc.

>>8552242
Why are you on /lgbt/ even? Did the nazi mods ban you for the Christian threads? We haven't had one in ages.

>>8548512

No, you are porn addict.
Stop watching porn and make more preliminary before having sex.

>>8552556
Usually two girls having sex and being in the body of one of them (usually the qt sub)
This was when I was single though. With my bf I hardly think about sex at all. In the beginning stages I would get turned on by some stuff he would say and when he acted cute
Now that we are together irl I don't get turned on by him but he is still adorable in his own way and fun to be around

>>8552084
Start slipping hormones into his food and turn him into your gf

You are being cruel to your boyfriend. He deserves to be with someone who loves him exactly the way he is, someone who can feel sexual with him.

You need to find a girlfriend.

>>8553445
You dont understand anon, he loves me more than anything. He frequently tells me how I've saved him from himself and without me he would have been dead by now
How the fuck am I supposed to react to such a romantic gesture from him? Knowing him its true too since we both suffered shit lives before meeting each other
Although I'm still a bit unhappy with the circumstances, I never thought things could be this comfy ever

Thoughts on gay male sex?

>>8553529
Tell him that both of you deserve to be with someone that makes them happy, and feeding this delusion is only hurting both of you in the long run.

Like, this dude sounds like he is basically your best friend, and yeah breaking up with someone like that is always rough because there's a good chance things won't be the same. But it's gotta be done, and remember the longer you put off a break up the harder it's gonna be for the both of you to move on.

This relationship is damned, and if it goes on too long it's just gonna fall apart and you will definitely never be friends with him after that.

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>>8553994
I see no way out honestly, even if we did break up I will end up sad and lonely and he will most likely either move on and do great or be a complete empty husk too

I just fear the regret of what if I'm making the wrong decision and just didnt try hard enough. Maybe all these problems are in my head somehow and I'm making them up because I'm scared of being happy?

If we break up I cant take it back, I cant simply tell him that I made a mistake and erase memories of the drama I created

The way I justify it is that so many lesbian women dont have a choice and just marry their best friend and what is so bad about that? I mean I love him and enjoy spending time with him

The only thing that is off about all this is that I get this nagging feeling in my head like there is something essential missing. I want it to so badly be something I'm making up so I can get over it

>>8554053
I mean, you've literally admitted to not enjoying sex with men. And I doubt it's a problem related to him (ask yourself, how many other guys besides him would you be willing to sleep with?). Like honestly there's a 99% chance you are as queer as a three dollar bill here, it's really not in your head or anything.

Going on from that point, ask yourself is him being happy more important then your own happiness? Because even if you say yes, you are still hurting him by acting like everything is all cool here.

Anime is turning you gay.
Just delete it all before you turn full blown lesbo my man.

t. armchair psychologist

>>8554303
I don't know, I see it more as it's better to have some semblance of happiness than to have none at all

Deciding to act out on my gay tendencies will only lead to me being completely alone with the 1% chance that I somehow get a gf and live happily ever after with her

Atleast like this I am not completely miserable, I'll just constantly live with the feeling of 'what if' like most people do about their lives

Still though I'll think about it some more and see what I'll do. I feel like breaking it off has more cons than pros imo for both him and I so we will see

>>8554460
> I don't know, I see it more as it's better to have some semblance of happiness than to have none at all
That sounds like depression. The lack of sexual fantasies while dating him supports that.
The only way to get out of it is to make a change, even if that change looks absolutely terrifying.

Your relationship with him is hurting you and you NEED to break up with him. Hopefully he's strong enough to take it.

>>8548523
Except it was pretty obvious in context. You are stupid if you couldn't figure that out

>>8548633
Are you like 18?

>>8552541
>I keep thinking in my head that even if there is no spark with the only man I've ever loved so much I would fly half-way across the globe for then that's OK because the spark was probably going to die eventually ya know?

Jesus, Lady, you are breaking my heart.
Ive been pining for love for 15+ years and hearing your story tears up what little hope I have of finding a happy relationship.

>>8551515
is this from something?

>>8554878
He also suffers from depression though. If my problem is only the lack of desire for sex rather than just being gay then that's OK

Breaking up won't solve depression since its something ill most likely always live with

People take medicine to alleviate depression and still have happy relationships
>>8554968
Nope I'm 24 but hardly have experience in relationships to know what to expect and know what I really want out of one
>>8555212
Nah you can still find love anon, my story is just weird because throughout this whole time I've been with him I would get doubts about whether I am gay or not

He blamed me reading yuri, playing yuri hentai games and browsing lgbt for a few days every 2-3 months

Don't get me wrong, I love him and we are very compatible. He understands my homosexuality and it's a running joke between us, it's just never a serious topic

The only problem I have with him is that I feel almost nothing for him sexually. I still get wet and stuff like that but the real lust isn't there.

My body automatically just cringes at the idea of him being inside me and I try to avoid it as much as possible through bjs and such

Anyway I already got the answer to my question which is that I'm gay and I expected that