Did anti-depressants make me gayer?

I'm a bi guy and I've also been getting gayer over time. I'm not on any medication though. I think it's something in the water and/or the Jews.

people dont understand their thoughts and feelings as much as they think.

I was gay but couldnt realize it. i watched gay porn every night for a year and had somehow rationalized that i was straight and that it was just something men looked at 'once in a while'.

then suddenly i was just 'bisexual'. it made sense cuz i was told my whole life i was straight and i managed to date and bang women so that must mean im bisexual if i like men.

then women just stopped doing anythign for me, and I began to realize that I was never bisexual at all. i was young and inexperienced so legit anything would have turned me on, having any sexual experience at all, even with a woman, was exciting. couple that with a heteronormative society and it makes sense that we think were straight, then bi, then realize were just gay.

>>8545640
can get behind this

>>8545659
So if a woman propositioned you for sex now, would you say yes or no? Would sex with a woman just be boring, or actually gross?

>>8545703

depends really. if im drunk and she wanted me to eat her out, probably would go for it.

>>8545659
>then women just stopped doing anything for me
I'm so afraid of this happening to me, since I've heard this kind of story from other guys before, once they accept that they're attracted to men it's like a switch gets flipped and women do nothing for them anymore... I have so many happy memories of chasing after women, having sex with them, I've always thought about having a wife since I was little... I'd hate to think that that was all a lie.

>>8545710

it wasn't a lie, it was just a part of your exploration. its all one big story.

it doesn't mean you suddenly hated everything before. i still remember having a threesome with two girls and enjoyed it. its a fond memory.

im just gay now.

>>8545710
>>8545716

Men are sexier than women because testosterone.
It isn't rocket science.

>>8545762

i do agree.

>>8545659
Dude wtf this is actually me

>>8545552
I was on similar meds when I was 12, and soon after I became bisexual, I don't know if this is due to puberty or meds but I wouldn't rule out the medicine.

>>8545659
>>8545707
You really are bisexual then, not quite 100% gay, even if you do lean a lot more towards men...

>>8547405
It's amazing how many people don't understand that the kinsey scale is a thing.

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>>8545552
>>8545640
>>8545659
>>8547353
>tfw been attracted to both men and women, I generally find women more appealing to look at including vaginas, but gay shit gets me harder faster and makes me cum faster, but always makes me feel depressed and disgusted afterwards
>occasionally fapped to gay porn, felt ashamed so didn't do it often
>recently accepted I was bi
>have been fapping to nothing but gay porn for like 6 months in hopes that I'll get bored of it
>I did a little, but my interest in straight porn has waned much more
HELP I DON'T WANT TO GO DOWN THIS ROUTE, I WANT A WIFE AND KIDS AND A LEGACY

>>8547480
What do you want from your legacy, just people with your blood or a child you raised who represents something you contributed to.

>>8547677
Both nigga. I'm pretty and have a high IQ, I'm not letting my genes go to waste.
I'm only into guys because I'm really young and andro looking and I have a nice ass. I get off to being desired by alpha males. Partially because it feels like I'm cucking the female dating pool as a whole if that makes any sense, because I can be a piece of ass but also someone fun to chill with because I'm not retarded and emotionally unstable like most women are. I find homosexuality between two masculine males to be disgusting. I'm not going to be a prettyboy forever so I do not see myself settling down with a man. I feel like I'm more aroused by sex in the context of of traditional gender roles, with a masculine person dominating a feminine person.
When I start aging and getting more masculine I'm going to let my body hair grow out and get big. I find dominating and inseminating women to be arousing too. I want to wake up next to something pretty that I can put my seed into to make more of me, not some gross old man.
I might just be overreacting. I guess I'm just alarmed by the frequency of people with similar a experience.

>>8547892
I mean, yeah it is a situation where you just have to pick one, or it might be chosen for you. Either way you shouldn't hate what happens, neither option is bad really.

>>8547480
>Needing to have a child to have a legacy
Small time, you'll be forgotten in 3 generations

>>8547480
A few things:

1) It sounds like we're pretty much the same when it comes to porn. Ever since the first time I masturbated, I've always gotten off faster to gay porn/fantasies. But my thoughts and behavior in every other way points exclusively towards women. I would recommend masturbating only once a week at most, and only look at straight/lesbian porn when you do it. At once a week, your dick should be sensitive enough that anything will get you off fast.

2)
>HELP I DON'T WANT TO GO DOWN THIS ROUTE, I WANT A WIFE AND KIDS AND A LEGACY
You don't have to do anything you don't want to. It's your life, you can choose to marry a woman or a man or whatever, the choice is always completely yours. A lot of people in the LGBT community act like anyone who's not completely straight is a ticking time bomb, where if they don't completely act on all of their desires they'll invariably become depressed and suicidal. Trans people are the worst when it comes to this. Undoubtedly, some of this rhetoric is born out of the personal experience of the dangers of repression. But you're a unique individual, someone else's story doesn't have to be your story. You can always choose to do whatever you want.

3) While I appreciate the desire to have kids -- I want to have kids too -- having kids isn't a legacy. If your kids are the only thing you leave behind, you'll be completely forgotten by everyone in three generations tops. Being a mathematician is the most promising way of leaving a legacy behind. Being a philosopher or an artist could work in a pinch. Read this:

https://www.math.ualberta.ca/mss/misc/A%20Mathematician%27s%20Apology.pdf

>>8545552
>Did anti-depressants make me gayer?

Of course not.
It's that cock in your ass that is making you gayer.

>>8545552
I thought they were making me trans, if that helps