That moment when I sometimes forget about being a tranny and only realize it when undressing before shower and seeing that sad noodle between my legs.
Could I play with your sad, wet noodle and make your precum fly everywhere?
>>8530785
Better than others who are constantly living as a tranny. Do you pass, anon?
I've come to accept mine. It doesn't upset me anymore, although sometimes I wish I had a vagina so I wouldn't have to tuck and so I could have sex like a normal woman. My penis doesn't bother me though.
>>8530798
W-whew
>>8530785
that moment when you always know you're a tranny since you don't pass
>>8530785
How can you forget you aren't cis?!
>>8530909
if you're not AGP, it's not important to everyday life once you're late in transition.
>>8530917
>implying anybody on this board isn't AGP
Why is it that passers think they deserve even an ounce of sympathy?
>>8530785
this has only happened to me once
>>8531408
Because we're better representation of the trans community than non-passers. Without us, you'll never get any rights.
>>8530785
tfw you remember 'oh yeah I'm a freak'
it's getting less painful over time
>>8531408
Because cornflakes is pretty
>>8530785
I feel you hardcore anon. Life is otherwise normal and I can more or less forget about it or at least not worry about it overmuch until it's time to shower and I have to look at this mostly-female-but-glaringly-male-in-some-places body. Then I take my shower, come out, and look at myself with my hair all the way back from washing it and while it drips all I can think of is how I look like a freakish drowned cat.
It hurts less these days but it never goes away. I'd love the SRS pipedream but I know deep down it would still haunt me somehow.
>>8531729
When? What was it like?
>>8530808
I feel that way, too.
I was very dysphoric about it when I first came out to myself, but with time, it got a bit easier. I still don't know how I'd feel about using it in an actual sexual activity, but it's nice to at least be able to look at myself without feeling a drop in my stomach.
>>8531787
I was thinking about a guy I've been seeing and my mind drifted to what our baby would look like...and then I was like "Wtf am I thinking? I can't have kids."
>>8531869
Wow. Have you had SRS? I wonder if we can feel and think exactly like cis girls after all.
>>8531898
What you mean you don't already and aren't constantly horrified by the body you live in with such feelings?
>>8531869
iktf
I started imagining the day I had a baby in my arms holding my mans hand looking at him lovingly looking at the baby and me, feeling safe and secure and happy about my future. Then I shifted in my chair and felt my genitalia whilst shifting. It reminded me that I was AMAB and I ended up crying in the shower for half an hour, feeling like scum.
>>8531733
i hesitate to agree with this out of principle but it's pretty truthful
>>8532031
Dysphoria is different to thinking like a cis girl.
>>8532101
remember boys and girls, all your value as a person is based on how good you look
>>8532251
That hon started it.
>>8532255
I am just reaffirming what that idiot said.
>>8530785
Oh i know that feel ;_;
sorry anon...
I hate that thing but SRS is currently 50/50 for me. I will most likely need it.
Do you have any plans for SRS? Orchi helped me tremendously, maybe it's something for you