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Bad sexual dysphoria (long post) 2017-07-01 08:12:52 Post No. 8524993
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First I should say I have never been sexually assaulted or abused, but the way I think makes it seem like I have. One of my now ex best friends said some horrible graphic sexual things he wanted to do to me, and since probably the first time he did that, I've had horrible horrible mental dysphoria... I can't stop thinking about my genitals and looking down at them, and knowing that when people see me they instantly think "she has a vagina". I don't really know if normal people have graphic imagination about what's in other people's pants, but I can't stop being scared they do. It's getting too much for me. I also have a masochism thing, so this is so painful but a small part of me must like it or something... I jerk off at least twice a day and I HATE it, I feel so disgusting before because I'm horny all the time, and after I fap... I hurt myself by penetrating my front hole (which I NEVER did before this friend's comments) and self-insert myself as the girl in degrading porn. I don't know what to do. It's unhealthy and grosses me out, and I didn't have almost any problem with it until this past year
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>>8524993
>and self-insert myself as the girl in degrading porn.
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>>8525015
Oh I forgot to mention I'm ftm. And this new self inserting thing I'm doing REEEally makes me want to die.
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>>8525030
>Oh I forgot to mention I'm ftm.
Yeah I figured from front hole and dysphoria.
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>>8525015
AGP isn't a thing, Blanchard is full off shit.
>>8524993
I'm sorry i have nothing to tell you OP, I'm coping badly myself, just wanted to let you know your not alone in these feelings. Figured i might as well let you know that I'm feeling shit to as the shitposts has started coming in. You just gotta do the best you can to become the man you're meant to be, and get the relief you deserve when you can see yourself as a guy.
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>>8525043
Thanks. I haven't heard much people talk about this, but it's affecting me a ton because it'll just pop into my mind and I feel like I'm in hell.
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>>8524993
I'm really sorry to hear that it's been hard for you OP, I remember reading your other thread about it. It's really difficult for me to completely understand because I'm mtf, but I have similar dysphoria about my own genitals, I hope things get better and that your dysphoria lessens.
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>>8525069
I'm just sorry there isn't more i can say, try to get in touch with trans support groups around you, or talk with a gender therapist.
We can get through to the other side though, so many people have already, we just need to keep moving forward.
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>>8525043
>Agp isn't a thing
>and self-insert myself as the girl
???
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>>8524993
do you pass?
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>>8524993
Are you trans? It sounds like you're female. For many women who get sucked into transitioning, trauma is a motivating factor. Don't let society's contempt for femininity lead you to reject reality. Better to get a good therapist and come to terms with it than to poison your body.
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>>8525127
No, not on t yet but I don't think it matters because I'll still feel fucking awful having my genitals.
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>>8525152
Sounds like this mental trauma is the result of extreme dysphoria and complete disgust towards having female parts, so your advice is bullshit.
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>>8525172
Yeah you're right, it was brought on by dysphoria. The first thing I stated was that I'd never been abused/assaulted.
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>>8525172
Trans is a delusion.
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>>8525186
Can't deny that, still doesn't help my problem though.
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>>8525251
Stop being delusional. Have you tried that?
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>>8525291
do you try that on the homeless schizophrenics outside your gated suburb too?
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>>8524993
Explain the self-insertion thing?
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intrusive_thought
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