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previous >>8520831
Hi.
>>8523441
hello
>>8523446
How are you.
>>8523426
>who dont need no man
I need my man, he makes me happy
>>8523447
hi im good i have to go to the library even though i kinda dont wanna but ive been trying to get into a study mood anyway
how are you
>>8523451
Very bad, im going to meet someone at a party tonight but they specifically asked me to boymode cus theyre ashamed of me, shes a pre hrt tranny and not out yet. So I decided to put on my baggiest manliest clothes I own.
>>8523457
>they specifically asked me to boymode cus theyre ashamed of me
what the fuck
i'm not gonna tell you how to live your life but they don't sound like the kind of people that are worth keeping in it
do your best ok, i know what having to wear shitty boy clothes is like because i literally cant afford to replace my wardrobe yet
>>8523457
Im not even this fucked up.
>>8523458
Eh its alright, its probably for the best.
And yeah same like I have some stuff I bought last year but broke and neet means no new clothes sucks. Hope you can buy some new stuff soon.
>>8523464
you could always bone up and get a job like everyone else?
>>8523467
I am, im searching for jobs. Ive been to five interviews now but nothins sticking. I apply to everything, min wage, graduate positions, sales anything.
But no one wants to hire me. Like my last two jobs I landed so easy idk why its taking so long been unemployed for about 4-5 months now.
I know im a failure but im trying to fix things.
>tfw unironicly happy for days in a row
holy molly, I'm going make it
>>8523470
thats the right attitude though! just dont give up... just by a probability view, you're bound to see something move eventually :)
>>8523472
grats fren
>>8523457
OMG just don't.
go to the party and a ton of fun being you the way you love. someone actually worth it will want to be part of that.
>>8523457
>shes a pre hrt tranny and not out yet.
they are probably just not comf with it yet because that
you look like a grill in that pic, eyes are qt
>>8523467
speak for yourself, wagie
it's NEET or death for me
>>8523472
Good job! :)
>>8523496
That sucks what she did, but you're still cute enough that even in boymode I'm sure youre confusing. Sounds like she's really scared about transitioning herself, and letting her paranoia affect you, try not to think too poorly of her. I say you should go, but up to you
>>8523500
there are many more happy days in your future
>>8523502
I sure hope so, it feels so weird after being sad so long
Proxie's midface is too long, she will never pass.
>>8523457
>they specifically asked me to boymode cus theyre ashamed of me, shes a pre hrt tranny and not out yet.
Drop em, not worth it
>>8523510
mom!!!!
>>8523502
Yeah youre right, i think ill go and just see what happens thanks.
>>8523457
you can boymode in femmy clothes
>>8523513
No problem, enjoy yourself
>>8523509
Can you fix midface with ffs?
Something tells me you cant. Idk what to do about it.
>>8523512
Hey sweetie.
>>8523519
are you feeling better yet?! got ton of rest?
>>8523517
inb4 someone starts ranting about maxillocranial surgery
anon is exaggerating skull size memes
>>8523517
Its not ffs but you can go to a maxillofacial surgeon to see if they can do anything with your face.
Look at the ffs thread if your interested theirs some good posts about it
If your a candidate for their surgerys they can reduce your midface length
>>8523524
long midface is real and it is BAD
>>8523517
I think your cute and can make it ;~;
>>8523524
Nah theyre right my midface is really bad and I probably wont ever pass without ffs.
>>8523528
Alright thanks for the tip, ill have a look and try and save up for something then. Never heard about that before.
21 months HRT.
Does anyone have any hairstyle reccs so I can get rid of this ugly Wii Mii centre-parting?
>>8523523
Yesterday was iffy but I played it safe and seemed okay. Just woke up and I work 10 hours so we'll see how I do!
imgonnadieaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
>>8523426
>tfw ywn find a tranny off this board, club her across the head and brutally rape her for months whilst also surgically removing parts of her body and cooking them, then eating them Infront of her, offering some to her.
Why even live.
>>8523535
>Just woke up and I work 10 hours
:(
do your best and drink lots of water
>>8523457
8/10 would bang
>>8523537
sure why not lets do it
>>8523537
kill yourself
>>8523517
you can with maxillofacial surgery, not with ffs. Maybe cheek implants will help however.
>>8523537
>>8523538
I'll do my besttttt ;_;
>>8523546
you can do it mom! remember the camouflaged things you can get if you work hard!!!
>>8523545
*teleports behind you*
*clubs you across the head*
Pshht, nothing personell kid.
>>8523545
how is sertii and you doing?
>>8523532
Yeah definitly look at it and saved the posts somewhere.
Most of your face is ok with ffs and maxfac I couldnt imagine that you wouldnt end up pretty darn qt.
You seem like you might be able to pass without surgery though, maybe try makeup and girl clothes and grooming your hair better untill you can get facial surgery one day.
>>8523533
are you still even trying to pass?
>>8523553
I think she already passes desu, Idk why everyone is suggesting ffs to her
>>8523556
this
>>8523545
I have never seen a picture of you in girlmode
>>8523562
thats because nicole looks like a man
>>8523564
Nicole is more of a Nicholas
>>8523564
i look like austin powers bitch.
>>8523562
i dont own any clothes that arent potato sacks desu, as soon as i get a job im gonna start replacing my wardrobe.
>>8523550
she's been doing fine, she got a lip piercing yesterday and it looks cute. I, meanwhile, have spent the entire week feeling ill for unknown reasons.
>>8523569
>No job
What have you been living off this entire time?
>>8523573
i have enough money to survive the year studying up until september but not exactly with a great living standard. i am basically living below british minimum wage but eh, i manage, somehow.
i was considering getting a part time job until it dawned on me the harrowing amount of work i need to do for my dissertation over the next 2 months, i'm not sure i can do this without fucking it up.
>>8523556
Well i said she could probably pass if she tried harder on her apperance.
From the front in that single picture she is pretty andro, but a photo cant tell the whole story as she even mentions wanting ffs.
Probably something that makes you think her face is more passing is her eye colour which distracts from the rest of her face. If you swapped her eye colour to brown for example she would seem a lot more andro.
>>8523567
nickole*
>>8523569
> austin powers
the resemblance is uncanny
>>8523537
are you a good cook?
>>8523581
i got the best tranny mojo
>>8523569
>Austin Powers
Do you own a penis pump?
>>8523571
>It's easier to pass in pictures
Nah you pass. Don't worry about it
>>8523587
>i got the best numale mojo
fixed
>>8523587
can confirm
Stop bullying
>>8523585
The best, believe me.
>>8523591
dumb repressed dyke
>>8523600
Goodmorning!
Closeted mtf here and just got message from a friend If I would be his domina lol
>>8523600
It's 15:20 and you just woke up?
>>8523608
what? lmao
>>8523537
>tfw will never get kidnapped by anon and get clubbed over the back of your head and taken back to their house where the would tease my tiny little fem penis and make me babytalk and drool for orgasms and prevent me from cumming without doing baby things.
>tfw they would make you sit on the floor and play with baby toys but they trained you to be a dumb little baby so you put the blocks in the wrong holes.
>tfw they will never put you in a baby carriage and take you outside and pass you off as special needs that enjoys being treated like a baby and wearing baby clothes
>tfw that kidnapper anon will never dress you up in fluffy dresses and give you plenty of cuddles, bottlefeed, changies, and keep you happy so you never want to be an adult again.
>>8523602
please dont project your disgusting transbianism on me
>>8523612
What? Like it said lol
>>8523615
But anon, I want to eat you.
However, that does sound kinda hot desu
>>8523607
Sadmorning.
>>8523618
you could surgically remove my genitals and eat them but it wouldnt be very much to eat
maybe 1 leg i could be okay with? i guess if i lost both then i would be way under 4'10" so that wouldnt be so bad. I wouldnt want to be in pain though.
>>8523608
i think you should accept his offer, it sounds like it could be beneficial to both you and him
I really hope they don't allow trannies to use girls bathroom so I can do fun time with trannies against their will in the mans bathroom
officially u n p a c k e d
>>8523621
I'll eat your genitals, fair enough. That's a good trade, you get to be a baby and j get to eat a part of you.
Let's get this show on the road, contact?
>>8523624
why do you own a golden pair of shoes?
>>8523624
fuckit, rotate it yourselves
>>8523623
why not have consensual fun times with us in whatever bathroom?
>>8523628
uhhhh, because i go to fucking parties?
>when ur at the photography museum minding ur own business and the dysphoria hits
>>8523633
sorry, i don't go to parties, so i'm unfamiliar with the dress code
>>8523619
What happened?
>>8523595
cook me something. i'm hungry and lazy :/
>>8523633
>not wearing high heels to a party
Somebody is a basic bitch
>>8523627
will a single tiny fem penis really saite your lust for human body parts?
do you really think over the years you wouldnt have a gnawing hunger in your mind telling you to chop off my legs?
>>8523631
tramsbiams are disgusting and they wouldnt be able to fill your agp hole with thick globs of masc seed.
>>8523623
yeah it defeats the fun parts of being trans if you have to go in the disgusting womens room.
Would also make having a daddy bf be increadibly important if you dont want to be raped by some random stinky hairy guy in the bathroom.
>>8523618
if someone killed me to eat me at least I would have some sense of purpose
How to find third if poly trans lesbians?
Hard life.
>>8523644
i'm 6'2"
>>8523648
DELETE THIS
>>8523631
Where's the fun in that?
>>8523651
I'm serious though. Advice would be welcome. The third doesn't need to be trans girl. Just trans accepting.
dont encourage the degenerate
>>8523646
>yeah it defeats the fun parts of being trans if you have to go in the disgusting womens room.
why are you insane
>>8523646
Might slowly eat you over the years, but your genitals will sustain me for a short while. I promise to keep you injected with hrt, it's the least I can do for a meal.
>>8523640
Life. What I can assume are estrogen fueled crying sessions.
etc.
>>8523652
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KqhfLTsEeZg
right here!
>>8523646
>yeah it defeats the fun parts of being trans if you have to go in the disgusting womens room.
Would also make having a daddy bf be increadibly important if you dont want to be raped by some random stinky hairy guy in the bathroom
Exactly, you'll only be raped by me, I'll have to defend my territory from other faggots.
I threw all of my old school stuff out into the garbage I am free as we speak I am free my friends follow me to paradise
>>8523669
Moet je dat niet een paar jaar bijhouden?
>>8523669
must be bliss :(
>>8523665
D'aww, call your babe up and have her come give you a big hug. You can also hit me up when I get off work tonight if you need someone. Cheer up kutie.
>>8523658
no the only trannies that want to go in there are the 50 year old crossdressers and transbians
>>8523661
please stop calling me a transbeian....
>>8523662
Heres what im worried about:
month one: fem penis removed and eaten (only lasts 1 meal because very small)
month three: testicle 1 consumed
month five: testicle 2 confirmed
year 1: you try to supress your desires and it works for a while
year 1 1/2: you start becoming more violent, more brutal rapes
year 2: your mind starts to break down
year 2 1/2: the gnawing hunger forces you to remove leg 1
year 3: all meat from the leg is consumed
year 4: repress again
and then the cycle would go on and on and then i would be a quad amputee and i wouldnt be able to colour in the colouring books any more or play with the blocks.
>>8523668
no i only get raped by daddy in the mens room stall
tfw you will never slowly femininze kidnapper cannibal anon by having them eat your body parts that are high in estrogen and see them slowly become more and more feminine and then have them eventually want to be treated like a baby like me but i cant because they turned me into a quad amputee baby
>>8523682
>i wouldnt be able to colour in the colouring books any more or play with the blocks.
:(
>in this episode of mtfg, diapershitter informs us that she uses the guys bathroom
>>8523699
wait, she's a daiperfag; does she use the bathroom?
>>8523701
honestly this is the perfect soluton to the great bathroom debates, all trannies should just be forced to wear diaps
>>8523701
OH SHIT YOU'RE RIGHT
>>8523678
She has to deal with her own issues. Another thing inspiring the crying.
>kutie
>>8523709
>want to be 4'10"
>literally unable to function in society - tier height that no cis girl would ever wish for
>>8523701
the only one using their brain here
Have you had yours today?
>>8523707
>>8523715
why are you and your boyfriend so salty about an obvious and literal shitposter
>>8523728
why are you so salty that me and my girlfriend are shitposting about a literal shitposter
>>8523733
>n-nuh uh, you are
Ok
>>8523733
>why are you so salty that me and my boyfriend
fixed, dont be so delusional
>>8523738
fuck off
>be in stranger's basement
>some strangers birthday, a friend of a friend of a friend
>birthday girl says "ok lets do a shot jus tthe ladies"
>some girl I met 15 minutes ago pulls me in to do a shot with them despite being boymode af
I love being a normie
>>8523736
>>8523738
>>8523681
Oh nee ik dacht aan cursussen en toetsen
>mum refuses to deadname me
anons, more like an-HONS
>>8523779
WOW RUDE dead name her back so she knows the feel
>mom refuses to misgender me
>daddy refuses my demand that my agp hole is already too full of cummies and that his big thick cock wont fit in with that much seed already inside
>>8523804
>when your mom takes you shopping to buy your first bra
>when your mom pays for your srs and comes to Thailand with you
my mom is such a bitch
>>8523815
>when mom becomes a maxfac surgeon so she can make your skull female sized
WTF I HATE MOM NOW
>Tits and Elenna are gone
>People are now 100% after Nicole and Sertii
>>8523817
you're next, swampie
I wish I could be a mommy and help save the white race :(
>>8523821
Well
>>8523823
who else /german surrogate mother/ here
>>8523817
their erp was annoying but i hated nickole 1000% more then them
>>8523820
I actually do kinda know that feel. Though once I got used to it I liked it a lot more.
>>8523832
also post feet
is it fine if i'm afraid of ftm? i don't know what they are going to think of us
>>8523817
Unlike them, no one likes Nickolas and Sertii and for a good reason because they are despicable commies and they hate everyone that isn't a transbian agp hon
reply to this post if ur STINKY
>>8523850
im daddys little stink slave
>>8523847
there is literally nothing wrong with being a commie
>>8523850
I love stinkys
>>8523847
the joke is on you fuck face. i actually love getting screamed at and publicly shamed for my dumb-assed bull shit . I love apologizing
>>8523865
>Feet!
are you trying to be smart with me, swampie
is diaperfag the worst poster this thread has ever had? makes me miss cnt
>>8523884
No, she is one of my favorite two /mtfg/ posters.
>>8523884
>is diaperfag the worst poster this thread has ever had?
the worst poster to ever come to /mtfg/ is between either potsy or burch
EVERYONE POST FEET
>>8523890
who's the other one?
>>8523883
>boys keep saying I look fine and pass
>still see and ugly man who will never pass when I look at myself
if they're hugboxing me, what should I do?
if they're honest and i'm see myself as worse than I am, what should I do?
>>8523879
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Holodomor
apologize
>>8523909
holodomor
holdomor
holdmor
hodor
>>8523906
Remain in a cycle of self doubt I guess I honestly don't know sorry.
>>8523897
sheen
>>8523909
stop posting robert conquest propaganda
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Holodomor_genocide_question
>The debate among historians is ongoing and there is no international consensus among scholars or governments on whether the Soviet policies that caused the famine fall under the legal definition of genocide.[7][8]
>>8523920
wew
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>>8523924
owo
>>8523920
>genocide is only bad when Nazis do it
I suppose you deny the Armenian genocide too?
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cambodian_genocide
let me guess, not real communism
>>8523939
>agrarian khmer nationalist movement explicitly against industrialization supported by the CIA and overthrown by the government of the socialist republic of vietnam and supported by no members of the soviet bloc is communism because i just really, really, need you to fall for my /pol/ meme.
you can do better than this, I'm not saying "genocide is good", I'm saying "this isn't genocide, even historians can't agree it is". Did a bunch of people die? Yeah, was it pretty fucking horrendous? Yeah. Was it a deliberate targeting of the Ukrainian people for extermination? Most likely not. Historian consensus is firmly behind the deliberate massacres against Armenians being a genocide btw.
I'm going to the beach with my parents.
encouragement needed
>>8523963
yep, retarded
>>8523974
Consider taking pictures of your feet and posting them here when you come back.
The lose/gain weight while on hormones for maximum effect theory really does work. I lost 1/2 stone in a week while ill with tonsillitis and all of a sudden I seem to be looking passable without makeup. Still need the wig though.
>>8523976
good argument, I'm sure every historian who disagrees with you is a drooling imbecile too, wise anonymous poster in 4chan.org.
>>8523979
I'll think about it.
>>8523963
A legit fucking MtF tankie.
My sides! My ever loving sides! They couldn't oscillate this hard if you put them in a particle collider!
>>8523974
good luck chara-chan
don't forget to wear your tightest bikini and bend and stretch around your daddy
>>8523983
Every historian you didn't cite, compared to the overwhelming historical consensus that it was in fact a genocide?
EEWWWW CONSENSUS!!! IT'S NOT ALT KNOWLEDGE!!! OMG FUCKING BLUEPILLED KEK!
I want edgy teenagers to leave 4chan and reality.
>>8523984
That's a cold, bare-faced lie, but I hope you don't have a horrible time anyway
>>8523993
but 4chan is for the edgy people
>>8523988
that brings bad memories.
>>8523995
t-thanks.
>>8523993
are you of ukrainian heritage, anon
>>8523939
You can't accuse Churchill of being a communist. And unlike the holodomor where the root cause was small landowners destroying crops and livestock rather than sharing any with the rest of the union, the Bengal genocide was a deliberate political move.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/blogs/thereporters/soutikbiswas/2010/10/how_churchill_starved_india.html
transitioning is a meme
most trannies quit or just go back to being cis when they realise they can't be female
>>8523993
On November 28, Ukrainian president Viktor Yushchenko called for the international community to recognize the 1932-33 famine in Ukraine as an "act of genocide" against the Ukrainian people.
In an on-line review of a new book by R.W. Davies and Stephen G. Wheatcroft, called The Years of Hunger: Soviet Agriculture, 1931-1933, Mark B. Tauger, associate professor of history at the University of West Virginia, writes that the perspective of the famine as genocide: "is wrong. The famine...was not limited to Ukraine or even to the rural areas of the U.S.S.R...and it was far from the intention of Stalin and others in the Soviet leadership to create such a disaster."
Neither Davies nor Wheatcroft, both senior British economic historians, believe that the Ukraine famine was genocide.
In July, at the International Congress of Central and East European Studies in Berlin, Wheatcroft elaborated on his views at a panel chaired by Michael Ellman. Ellman had also found other factors to explain the famine in an article in the reputable British journal Europe-Asia Studies in September 2005. When professor Roman Serbyn of the Université de Montréal raised a question about the Ukrainian perspective, he was pointedly ignored by Ellman.
In an article in the online Ukrainian newspaper Den', the contrasting views are discussed by Stanislav Kulchytsky, deputy director of the Institute of History at the Ukrainian Academy of Sciences in Kyiv, and one of the leading authorities on the famine. Kulchytsky cites University of Toronto's Lynne Viola as another leading historian who does not ascribe to the view of the famine as genocide.
Read More at: https://web.archive.org/web/20080615015541/http://www.expressnews.ualberta.ca/article.cfm?id=7176
There's a genuine lack of consensus here baby, you don't need to lie or cry about "muh edginess". Chill the fuck out.
>>8524001
That or a rabid anticommunist, because the Ukrainian narrative about that famine is widely considered as utter bullshit.
>>8524000
>that brings bad memories.
I'm sorry I was only shitposting :(
>>8524008
nobody is denying the holodomor though
i think you are confused, anon
>>8523974
good luck, I'd literally never do that
>>8523981
>The lose/gain weight while on hormones for maximum effect theory really does work.
Quick rundown? Im doing weight loss at the moment, lost a stone so far. I did notice I look more fem but I thought it was my imagination, is this a real thing?
>>8524011
Ah, the brilliance insight from the University of West Virgina's finest historians.
lmafo this is the best you got? For serious? LOL
>Roommate says she's thinking about her "daddy issues". Says she "knows" I struggle with them too.
I'm not crazy for thinking she meant she wanted to fuck her dad, right?
I told her not to use that term for what she actually meant.
>>8524029
>didn't read the article
>academic sources don't count because i have righteous anger on my side
absolutely ebin desu
i miss cnt
i miss rapey face
i miss potc
i miss anthony burch
>>8524028
Not Shakira, but the general idea is losing weight will lose weight in male places while on hrt because that's where it shouldn't be in the first place, it's trying to balance itself out.
And the gain of weight gets weight put in female places because your body is putting it where it's supposed to go.
In effect, speeding up the fat redistribution which is a considerable part of passing that is normally the long part.
You could also consider the hrt keto meme that causes your body to burn fat in food and the body instead of the inadequate carbs you eat, causing fat loss in male areas faster.
>>8524032
>If you claim the holodomor is not a genocide you are denying the holodomor.
you can't just change the definition of words, anon
although i'm beginning to suspect this is provocative shitposting
>>8524041
>potc
Now thats a name I havent heard in a long time
>>8524041
"those who don't miss CNT have no heart
those who want her back have no brain"
>>8524028
>>8524044
Alternatively do what Korra did and go from a average weight male to a fat female and just skip step 1 and 2 then when you pass as an ugly fat chick you struggle with weight loss. I think that works better for black people they usually have a higher body fat anyway.
Personally, I would fear being fat for a while or suddenly having lots of trouble losing weight I didn't want in the first place.
>>8524039
>web archive from a canadian source that was pulled (gee... I wonder why?)
>an academic source
>I'm right because I have all of the brains of the Unversity of West Virginia on my side and this somehow constitutes muh historian consensus
Does estrogen make you unable of coming out with real arguments? Because if one web archive and some cuntpasta is all you need to be "proven" correct of le holodomor is le lie I'm not debating with you. No sense debating with toads.
>>8523974
how are you not having a panic attack????
>>8524060
Korra's not even that fat wtf
>>8524009
thanks for the heads-up lol
>>8524043
Tankies cry because they can't admit cult of personality papa Stalin did anything wrong.
The rest of the world moved on and long accepted the holodomor is a genocide. Only the far-left even bothers, just like with the far-right and holocaust denial.
All you're doing is shooting yourself in the foot the more you take this position with anyone that isn't the exact type of far left as you. Enjoy factionalism!
>>8524053
someone please link the video of potsy trying to beatbox
i think we should show it to all the repressors and tell them that's what they'll become if they aren't good girls and don't eat their titty skittles
>>8524074
lmao great idea. what ever happened to her anyway
>>8524069
i'm not a leftist though, i'm more centre-right
please don't mis-politicise me in the future ok, it's rude
>>8524044
>elaborate
I assumed a girl saying she has "daddy issues" meant she wanted to fuck a person like her dad or needed a big strong boy to act like a dad for her.
She meant she felt her dad was always trying to groom her into a manly rugged dudeguy but turned out the opposite ('feminine' is the last word I would use to describe her, but if she feels that way). Her only sibling is an older sister, so she was the only 'boy'. She's dealing with feeling inadequate and guilt of not being the person her father wanted her to be. which is why she hasn't technically come out to him yet (but her therapist sort of did, without explaining the steps or what she's doing to 'fix' this).
if you think about it, the only thing Stalin did wrong, was to not build that gigantic Sauron tower he wanted to build. That shit was straight out of the red alert games. Oh yeah also shortsighted and brutally enforced agricultural policy resulting in a bunch of people dying, that was kinda bad too, and killing Tukhachevsky I guess? Tukhachevsky was a good boy.
>>8524089
Well much to my chagrin "Daddy issues" isn't in the DSM, so people can use it to mean whatever they want. If she feels like disappointing her father affects her behavior then I guess thats technically daddy issues.
though yea its usually more the thing you said, craving acceptance/approval/validation from a stand-in paternal figure, usually a romantic/sexual partner.
t. daddy issues
>>8524082
as far as i know, she's still doing new-age gypsy stuff in ireland - i'm just glad she's far away from here now though
>>8524092
>Oh yeah also shortsighted and brutally enforced agricultural policy resulting in a bunch of people dying, that was kinda bad too
:^)
>>8524014
tfw ywn be chara's brother and rape her everyday for a year to make her your own sociopath sister
>>8524108
What's the story here?
>>8524108
why would you want to be mean to chara though
maybe we can still save her
>>8524144
I'm being mean but I'd believe she lost 50 lbs. She looks really pretty in recent pics. Maybe "struggle with weight loss" is me projecting my fears if I mimicked what she did.
I was obese most of my childhood and overweight most of my adolescence.
>>8524144
I literally saw pics of her 2 days ago, shes not particularly fat. Also glad to hear that about your face
>>8524127
chara posted about it on r9k she was raped by her adoptive brother for a year
did korra die
>>8524128
do you really think chara is able to be saved now?
>>8524167
Nah
she just anonposts like a coward
>>8524167
no she just moved to discord
>>8524167
She posts alot in discords now
tfw not in korra discord
I almost accepted being a tranny and about to buy mones
should I get a trip and contribute to entropy?
i wanna be a youtube celebrity but im boring
>>8524187
>implying youtube celebritys arent boring
>>8524155
Yeah make sure you don't ever regain the weight, it's much much harder to lose the second time.
>>8524187
Hey I'm grump
>>8524187
just start talking nonsense about politics and trash other jewtubers = guaranteed controversy and views
>>8524186
>>8524186
You don't have to give into entropy. It will happen naturally even after you struggle against it as hard as you can.
Like swimming against a river you'll eventually get tired and get swept away by the current.
It might be easier to accept if once you lose all your strength and can't fight it anymore. Seven stages of grief and all that.
Coincidentally that usually happens around middle age when weak and busted and your hormone levels drop.
Feel free to join early though. We like company.
I want technology to fix all my problems.
ALLL MY PROBLEMS
>>8524187
pls do ASMR
>>8524187
why would you want to do that instead of having a real job or being a housewife to a fetishist
tfw you finally unpack your stuff after moving 2 months ago and you find you have a cuban printed communist manifesto given to you by an ex guerilla soldier as a gift once the peace accords were signed in your country, because you were drunk at a bar and got a guitar and did a tearjerking solo rendition of some latin protest song, but you were only singing it because you broke up with your then girlfriend.
>>8524250
Me too
>>8524246
That sounds like a really interesting experience. That book is totalitarian garbage tho.
>>8524250
i'd follow your channel. you seem like a preddy cool beeps.
>>8524262
i just think about how this person kept it in the jungle while doing his guerrilla shit for 10+ years and it was one of his prized possesions, and I don't know if he was trying to proselityze me or just was ready to move on after the war.
>>8524259
JonTron l i t e r a l l y did nothing wrong, seig heil
>>8524213
Im already mid-aged... I mean I dont plan to live past 50 if even that long
>>8524243
Wait whats that
>>8524289
>seig heil
yes, seig heil, schwetser
>>8524297
it's where you whisper things softly at the camera for 20 minutes, while half your audience gets braingasms from it, and the other half gets literal orgasms from it (they masturbate to it)
>>8524298
fuck I messed it up. oh well you found me out im not a nazi. jontron still did nothing wrong tho
>>8524301
Oh OK cool yeah
>go to bed depressed
>wake up depressed
why the fuck.
when does it end.
>>8524314
have you tried alcohol?
>>8524301
ASMR is the most beta aspie type of stimulation honestly. IF a stranger who doesnt even know or care about you can make you feel like that then you have some SERIOUS attachment issues and are way too lonely.
If you look at the comment sections for ASMR you can tell the kinds of people that like the videos. Its really cringey.
I'm at this persons house and I feel so nervous feel like such a wierd tranny freak just want to go home.
>>8524314
>when does it end
You know when it ends.
>>8524316
alcohol's a shit drug
i'm waiting for my next LSD trip
>>8524326
depends on what you want
alco is nervous system depressant
ofcourse benzos are better but not as easily avail
>>8524314
maybe not string along a girl 10k miles away
>>8524342
>fucks up your liver
what like you plan on living past 30
>godawful hangover
drink water before you go to bed
>taste like shit
do you just drink plastic jug tequila from the tap
>>8524342
Im too anxious to handle psychedelics unless I have someone to hold my hand figuratively and literally
>>8524355
again I never get hangovers. Also I like the feel I get from alcohol. I dont want to be high, I want to be a happier, more relaxed and fun version of myself. Plus I like mixing drinks.
>>8524360
oh, yeah, having somebody to take care of you while you're tripping is important i think
my gf sat me the whole time i was high
it was great
>>8524355
no it's not, fix yourself first before you hurt others
Burch is so autistic I understand why everyone left
>tfw at work I just want to go home
>at home I dont know what to do
>I just want to disappear I guess
I need to get out of this state
>>8524317
>>ASMR is the most beta aspie type of stimulation honestly. IF a stranger who doesnt even know or care about you can make you feel like that then you have some SERIOUS attachment issues and are way too lonely.
delete this
I SAID DELETE IT
>>8524366
>PANDORAgpY
>Agp
>>8524373
>one of the most self-hating trannies around
>decides to drag along depressed vulnerable girl
>when questioned on the fact the relationship is unworkable her response is "she's too dependent to leave me anyway xdd"
pandora is human garbage, don't expect her to change
Anyone have advice about finding trans-accepting female partners?
Finding men is trivially easy, but I don't like men. I'm open to girls anywhere within the eurozone, but I have no idea where to look. The normie methods would mean outing myself if I wanted to be honest with prospective partners.
So like... that throws away tinder/okcupid/etc.
What do?
>>8524410
can you imagine if you were one of those people who didn't save kate on her playthrough
like just imagine that for a second
imagine being that much of a failure
>>8524404
planetromeo
>>8524404
>finding men is trivially easy
no it isnt
>>8524404
cosplay at anime cons
I want to have children with my (future) husband someday.
>>8524424
same but Im worried Id be a bad mom
>>8524424
wait, i thought you were a tramsbjorn
are you just memeing me right now
>>8524397
act like an adult
your relationship is going to end in either codependence or disaster
stop dragging along a girl you might never even meet just because you're lonely
>>8524435
i want someone to be as protective of me as this anon is of gloomy
>>8524397
you really are selfish
>>8524430
lay off the alcohol and you're instantly twice as good as before
>>8524443
Thankfully I know from my mom that smoking pot every day makes you a good mother.
>>8524439
they're not lol
people just like using gloomy as an excuse to get at me
i highly doubt anon even talks to glooms
>>8524381
those are lies
it just means you are more empathic than an average bonehead
>>8524444
>>8524447
I THOUGHT YOU WERE A GIRL WHO LIKED GIRLS
>>8524433
>tramsbjorn
is this a type of train
>>8524450
i wish i had some pot. i wish i could be a mommy one day. so many things i wish that will never happen :/
Ok cool thing for the voice training/speech therapy but what about those of us who are singers? Are we doomed?
>>8524473
yes, and sish is belgian too
i am familiar with this, but thank you for the recap nonetheless
>>8524468
>Willing ones, yes.
If by that you mean people that want to cum in me and leave then yes its pretty easy
>>8524473
what does bjorgfist mean?
>>8524480
>I like men.
oh okay, sorry for calling you swampie and spreading those rumours about you on discord then
>>8524478
what about singers
>>8524480
>(I'm duuuuuutch!!!)
>wanting to be a member of the country that speaks retard german
i'd hide my heritage tbqhwyf
>>8524489
You did what now
>>8524497
uh, nothing, never mind
>>8524453
It has nothing to do with empathy, you are looking for random strangers to feel the crushing loneliness that you feel and its just sad. They dont know who you are, they do not care about you. They make videos so that they can make money, that is all you are to them. Getting that kind of stimulation even after knowing that means you have no empathy because your brain somehow still actually thinks they care about you
>>8524508
this is some ass-backwards logic, anon
i think you're high as shit or something
>>8524512
Its not at all. You lack the empathy required to understand that the people do not care about you and you are getting overly attached to what they do. Its not just a coincidence that the people who love asmr are also usually autistic
(Pssht Myrthe, you didn't have to delet, it was a joke don't worry ;-;)
>10 days until i can do lsd again
fuck
>>8524509
i think you should expose yourself
oh, and maybe say who you are in that discord too
>>8524317
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w2ErloLohOw
>>8524524
>>8524528
This actually does something for you? No wonder all the good people left, this board is full of autism
men really are fucking stupid
>>8524535
tru
>>8524508
you dont get it, there is no need to be close to someone to feel, its like you could feel pain or joy for someone you see on a video for the very firs time, you dont need them to care about you - and sadly some men are lacking empathy and only view it pragmatically like you do
>meet guy on 4chan
>he starts demanding nudes
>get kinda turned on by him being so demanding and aggressive and kinda want to send pics
How do I resist? Should I send pics?
>>8524535
yeah
men are really, really fucking stupid
>8 months since breaking up with my ex
>only have found ONE non-femboy i'd consider dating
>he's like, the perfect nice guy
>no longer wants to date trannies
>>8524542
I have send probably hundreds of nudes tbqh so I may be biased
but do it
>>8524542
hmm hard to say
>>8524542
send pics, but crop your face out of them, so that even in the worst case scenario, anyone who sees them won't be 100% sure it's you
>>8524545
ruff
>>8524542
if it makes you feel better
if he makes you feel better
>>8524530
>>8524558
>>8524560
Im a digi slut but an irl prude
>>8524560
gawsh i wish i liked girls
ate 3 meals today woo! health goals, even cooked two of them myself
>>8524573
>then who cares if they get shared
ANYBODY WITH A SHRED OF DECENCY?????
wtf nine
>>8524566
sorry, the one with real autism here is you
>>8524575
why? its essentially just a photo of a body that can't be proven is yours to some stranger on the internet. Like if your face/other identifying feature is in it then obviously it becomes a problem, but otherwise whats the big deal? idgi
>>8524573
>then who cares if they get shared.
People who aren't sluts? What children like you seem to forget is that once they are out there, those pictures never ever go away. I still have people reposting nudes of me from 2013
>>8524583
some people...... don't want....... creepy fucks..... seeing their bodies...........
Are there any Mtfg Skype groups or anything going on?
>>8524580
>literally no you: the post
Go look in the comment section for any asmr video and tell me its not autism.
https://www.reddit.com/r/asmr/comments/15g1vp/i_work_with_a_little_boy_who_has_autism_he/
http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=184191&postdays=15&postorder=asc&start=0
>You are probably wondering why I have posted this link on WrongPlanet. Well, in my short time here, I have encountered numerous posts from diagnosed aspies experiencing heightened sensitivity to auditory and tactile stimuli. My interpretation of the above link is that ASMR is a physical manifestation of these hypersensitivities, and thus, I am wondering if there could be any link between ASMR and the autistic spectrum disorders
>>8524482
This. Finding a relationship with a man is virtually impossible.
>>8524587
if you weren't a slut, you wouldn't have done it in the first place, anon
>>8524587
> I still have people reposting nudes of me from 2013
ha same. well obviously not exactly the same. and technically I was underage. look maybe im not the best person to ask about this but as long as they cant be connected back to me irl I dont really care
>>8524590
I mean I guess. doesnt really bother me that much. if some hypothetical creep out there may or may not see my body. meh have a hard time getting worked up over it
>>8524596
tru
>>8524591
There are a few discords, people dont use skype as much anymore
>>8524598
i mean to be fair i've slutposted a bit and showed a few people who, in hindsight, i'd rather hadn't seen my shit
but i mean even i get pretty fucking grossed out at the idea of my nudes floating around forever
>>8524595
I think you might be conflating two distincts groups of people who watch ASMR videos though: ones who do it because they experience the "braingasm" (like the nail tapping or crunching ASMR videos), and others who do it because they're lonely and want someone to talk to them (such as the loving friend/girlfriend experience ASMR videos)
>>8524597
Im not a slut anymore. The lesson is that while it might seem harmless at the time you will regret it down the road. Do not make the same mistakes i did.
>>8524609
Well I guess thats just the fundamental difference between us, because I dont get grossed out by the idea, unless it can directly impact my life. heck if anything if some guy's life is improved even slightly by seeing them then I guess its a net good.
why do you think you're so creeped out?
>>8524611
what makes you regret it now?
>>8524609
Nine is right if you crop your head and anything identifying out of your nudes then there is no problem. I don't know why every woman doesn't do this.
>>8524595
if you cant relate and have no empathy - thats your problem, again sorry
and if some lonely people watch videos case they have no real intimacy it doesn't mean autism, no need to get mad about it
>>8524570
see i'm not even sure i could. like i'm not even attracted to transwomen, however hard their dicks can still get - if you put on a dress, sexually, you disappear for me. i'm trying tho. someday god willing i'll reach the venerated, 121-iq podium of transbianism
>>8524610
One of those groups has autism, the other is insanely lonely and needs to go make real world friends instead of relying on people on the internet who do not know who they exist. ASMR is literally the worst form of stimulation
>>8524590
Eh, didn't you post nudes here quite a few times before though?
>>8524591
Elf Ginger? Is it really you?
>>8524629
what effect does 'disgusting' people seeing your body detached from your identity have on you?
>>8524626
>have no empathy -
>You have no empathy because you dont feel the need to listen to videos from strangers pretend to care about you
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
OH god did i accidentally start posting on /r9k?
Go outside and make some real friends you aspie.
>Be me invited to a BBQ
>All of my friends from school come over
>Their boyfriends come too
>One of my friend's child is coming too
>The father of the child was invited too but he wasn't allowed to come because he might attack me
I don't know if I should feel guilty or relieved but I do feel weird.
>>8524630
>the other is insanely lonely and needs to go make real world friends instead of relying on people on the internet who do not know who they exist.
I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU TO DELETE THIS
>>8524632
yeah, true
but those were me having autistic meltdowns, and they were my ugly-ass pre-hrt nudes so i disassociated from them
mostly only transgirls / femboys have seen my actual recent nudes but i've stopped slutposting again
>>8524646
idk anon
i don't think you hate men enough
i don't want some fat fuck masturbating to me and calling me a tranny in his head
>>8524629
>trying to explain dignity to /mtfg/
>>8524517
sorry for delet
i thought i offended you and i didn't mean to :(
>>8524656
>i don't think you hate men enough
I love men
>>8524619
>what makes you regret it now?
Being in a relationship with someone i really care about and having her stumble upon them on /b/ the other day. Made me feel like shit
>>8524629
>self respect
>my body is special
Is this really coming from the person who posted a picture of their foot covered in cum?
>>8524666
Mmm, yeah that kinda sucks. I'm sorry that happened anon. And thanks for providing an actual reason instead of just saying 'have some self respect'
>>8524660
It's hard to offend me so don't worry~
>>8524652
yeah i'm sitting here thinking of what to say to that and yeah, that's a pickle - i mean was the barbecue ok? can't imagine it being that easy to get along with people who even had an associate like that
>>8524652
actually it's just kind of fucked up that they told you. 'we chose you over this child's dad; the dad's not here, and it's on your account'. like depending on the person that could like raise someone's temperature of discomfort to well past boiling
>>8524652
>The father of the child was invited too but he wasn't allowed to come because he might attack me
What's your beef with him?
>>8524630
maybe you need to get off the internet for a while to stop getting mad at people enjoying something you are unable to understand
>popular trips leave
>burch comes back
why won't he leave? he's always promising to leave but never fulfills the promise.
>>8524635
hi elfie waifu! <3 i have a discord you can join if you wanna! missed you a ton :3
>>8524707
Hey, I called dibs on her literally years ago.
>>8524705
too autistic
>>8524695
>h-h-h-h-ow dare you insult our autism!
No i think its you who needs to get off the internet and actually experience life. ASMR is (poorly) simulating things you should be experiencing in the real world
>>8524704
>I've actually never met him.
So he hates you because you're a tranny, or is there something I'm missing here?
I feel like two pages of your greentext were stuck together.
>>8524693
crazy ol coffi wants to exist as a human being in society when he specifically asked her not to
omg I'm filing out an A cup :D
shoutouts to HRT boobies
Okay so I just asked what they meant and it's understandable. Basically, my friends knew about her ex but one person (one of my friend's boyfriend) invited him but didn't know they broke up and didn't know he was a fucked up person either.
I should've mentioned that I recently became friends with that girl with the child.
>>8524719
Like I said, I don't know why he would beat me up but ^
>>8524715
what are you even trying accomplish and what is you problem here?
are you also mad at any form of entertainment and art that cases emotional response?
look into yourself and think, why does it bother you so much
>>8524742
>this much damage control
Why don't you just admit you either have autism or need to go outside?
>>8524738
get some of your big tough friends to beat him up
make him scared of you
Hello MTFG
>>8524757
Goodbye
>>8524751
Im not the one getting mad and rallied against it if you dont get it no need to hate
>get into an autistic argument and lose a friend
why do i do this to myself
i wish i could be perfect like gloomy and just not argue with anyone ever
>>8524492
Well what about singers?
>>8524752
Nah, it's good now.
>>8524770
???
you can learn how to sing in a feminine voice 2
>>8524779
i still have no idea what that was all about, but i'm glad you resolved it without violence (kinda)
my liver hurts a bit lol
>>8524759
>rallied against
A board full of autism rallies behind autism? Who knew. It doesn't make you any less pathetic to rely on others.
>>8524800
nice meme, but again the one who lacks any compassion and ability to feel here is you
>>8524781
>having a feminine voice
no sympathy
>>8524813
It's actually disturbing that you buy into your own delusions
>sympathy
>empathy
they are fucking ROLE PLAY videos. Its playing pretend.
i need to be a more positive person
i don't want to be like this :(
>>8524640
Yup, I'm pretty lonely in a new state, so I thought I'd check in with /mtfg/ to see how everyone is doing.
>>8524833
There was a mass exodus of trips in the last few weeks, this place has gone to shit and discord has replaced it
>>8524766
stop calling your girlfriend perfect
it literally shows you have the emotional maturity of a 14 year old
why are you such a frustraingly stupid person
i love gloomy and juni so so so so much and i'm going to be a better person for them
>>8524849
she's sweet and she's pure and she never gets into arguments and she's nice to everybody
she's perfect
>>8524854
calling someone perfect is a red flag senpai
>>8524833
I think everyone you once knew and loved is gone from here, I'm afraid.
>>8524857
i don't care
she is
>>8524833
elfie omg it really is you hiiii! <3
fucked up how the extreme pain was actually just muscle ache+boymode for four days, change clothes and lie down again, it's like an entirely new body, doesn't hurt at all
>>8524893
hey faye, elfginger is back, post feet to celebrate
>>8524829
the world's beautiful and so are you :)
>>8524899
Oh she's cute
I think you can see my shoes here
>>8524910
thanks
i miss lsd, i could actually believe that when i was high
>>8524911
i already have this picture saved and those aren't barefeet, but thank you for making the effort anyway
>>8524869
you're going to hurt a lot of people because you don't have the mental maturity to handle a relationship, much less a poly one, i guess blind selfishness and autism go together, after all
>>8524922
maybe i will
i'll try not to though
Pandora fucking leave already no one likes you except your mentally ill girlfriends
>>8524939
i mean, you've admitted to yourself that they like me
so i'm glad we're making progress
I have been thinking so much recently, and I think I have some sort of repression. For example whenever the topic of transgenderism comes up I get really uncomfortable, and really anxious. I really can't afford to transition for social and financial reasons so what could I do to stop the anxiety, or make myself feel more comfortable without any permanent change. I may continue to a full transition later in life if my situation gets any better.
P.S. Yes, I did post this in it's own thread but it hasn't gotten any traction.
so creepy
>>8524947
Are you the same anon from yesterday who posted /cd/ pictures? You kinda type the same.
>>8524944
Kys my dude
>>8524944
you yourself said one of them won't ever leave you just because she's emotionally dependent. you pretty much have the mentality of a creepy abuser.
>>8524947
start transitioning
at least talk to a doctor
>>8524947
transition. or become an alcoholic.
>>8524947
> I may continue to a full transition later in life if my situation gets any better.
fucking no
think about your situation NOW
are you comfortable aging into a man?
do you want to live as a man? but don't put it off
literally everybody, even the people who started at 16, wish they'd started earlier. if you put if off you're just going to hate yourself for it
>>8524958
i'm pretty sure i said neither of us would leave the other
because we're both emotionally dependent
in response to someone saying we'd likely break up soon
>>8524954
No I wasn't. I don't crossdress
so what's going on?
>>8524971
general entropy
>>8524969
Did you not read my post. I don't have the money to start hormones
>>8524969
You are sick dude, get some help
>>8524971
just took my girlpills and am watching old yogscast streams and halfly resting
wbu
>>8524982
oh, yeah, sorry i read the social part but the financial part kind of blew over me
it's really not that hard to afford hormones though
you're looking at maybe 40-70$ a month depending on what you take and what dosages
get a part time job, idk, maybe get some quick cash online, get a boyfriend
it's not inaccessible
>>8524987
vintage yogscast is the best
shadow of israphel never ;-;
>>8524987
yogscast videos are my guilty pleasure
i'm way too old to be watching this shit, but i can't stop
>>8525003
modern yogs is bad but I go back to watch the stuff I grew up on
Remember to filter Pandora, he is a sick individual
>>8525009
same here actually
i get nostalgic for those videos where they play shitty minecraft maps, or the yogpod, or the christmas livestreams where they used to play games like worms on it
it takes me back to a happier time in my life
>>8524996
>Get a boyfriend
I don't have enough self confidence to date, but even if I did I wouldn't leech off my partner for hormone money.
>>8525020
eh my life was much worse then but those videos were an escape for me. Tekkit 3 was a high point imo.
>>8525022
>leech
it's how these things go
the masculine partner usually provides for the feminine
and if you've got gender dysphoria but your bf refuses to help you get hrt, he'd be a shitty boyfriend
>>8525017
yeah, sips is amazing when he's doing his own stuff and not being forced to participate in things he clearly doesn't care about
i mostly watch the double dragon stuff these days, although watching them play hearts of iron 4 is painful because they're all so, so bad at it
>>8525032
I want to be a little self sufficient. My happiness doesn't need to be in the hands of others.
>>8525039
HOW YA BEEN! OMG I MISSED YOU SO MUCH TuT
i have a discord you can join if you ever feeling lonely and wanna catch up. it's like our old Skype group :D
>>8525042
i agree
though when he's being sarcastic about the thing he's not interested in, it can be pretty entertaining too
he's just such a dad
also spacemen was a goat little series imo
i wasn't keeping up for a while, but after seeing a couple of slime rancher videos from team double dragon, i'm interested again
stinky winky
I drew a bunny on my macintosh
Do you like it
>>8525056
I may join in. I got a lot of people reconnecting now and it's pretty nice ^-^
I've been struggling, but still alive and moving forward. I moved from Tennessee to Illinois and am homeless until I get a few paychecks.
>>8525095
thas cute
>>8525090
another quality swamppost
>>8525116
I do my best
>>8525080
I miss the OG yogpod, also hate the fact that money changed Lewis and Simon so much...
I'm only subscribed to sips, he is the only one who hasn't changed all that much, also he is the most naturally entertaining
>>8525124
Rythian is good also
I liked his playthrough of bioshock
who else
/will never get over being abused and raped/
>>8525134
hugg anon
i love you :(
>>8525056
what worries me is that nobody invites me to any discords and yet someone asked me on here why I left... is there someone impersonating me on discord who is more interesting than me to the point where people ignore me when I post my discord name here :(
>>8525118
you're just lucky you're cute
>>8524981
always forward.
>>8524987
i'm binge watching season 7 of adventure time. :3
>>8525146
ʷʰʸ ᵈᵒ ᵖᵉᵒᵖᶫᵉ ᶜᵃᶫᶫ ᵐᵉ ᶜᵘᵗᵉ ᵉᵛᵉᶰ ᵗʰᵒ ᵗʰᵉʸ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᶰᵉᵛᵉʳ ˢᵉᵉᶰ ᵐᵉ ᵖᵉʳʰᵃᵖˢ ᶦ'ᵐ ᶰᵒᵗ ᶜᵘᵗᵉ ᶦᶰ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵉʸᵉˢ ᵈᵉˢᵖᶦᵗᵉ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᶦ ᵍᵘᵉˢˢ ᶦ ᵃᵖᵖʳᵉᶜᶦᵃᵗᵉ ᶦᵗ
>>8525145
Sheen
Join dis discord I'm a mod on: https://discord.gg/bfSEZ5
>>8525103
ooh glad you're finding all the old friends! :D my discord is Korra the cis male Ai #1339
we can catch up with dms even if you don't decide to join the sever ^^ <3 and I'm sorry to hear things turned out like that. I hope it turns around soon!
>>8525134
i promise life does go on. I <3 u
>>8525164
i can sense these things
>>8525207
yes, you have a very cute personality
>parents and siblings suggest "get a job" and "go to a homeless shelter" instead of offering a room for a single week
>>8525207
^.^
>>8525218
fuck parents
>parents kick you out because your sister thinks you're a freak
>mom keeps trying to offer to be nice to you even though you don't want anything to do with her bc she's a religious nut
>>8525103
have you talked to kira at all? i'm afraid she died or something...
>>8525238
I left the house at 14, when I went to high school. That was too early for them, so they always complained that I did not visit often enough. Or that I don't stay long enough when I do.
AAAAAAAA
>>8525279
wow thats a really small cup size
>>8525287
i only use discord :<
>your gf goes to bed
time to not accomplish anything for the rest of the day
>>8525292
I'm terrible and new at discord and I can't seem to add you. Mine is Elfie#0234
>>8525285
this is the point at which i regret not having the (yoy) meme i like
>>8525313
the wha
>>8525312
sent ^^
>>8525164
coffee i need to steal one of your pepes
Stonky ponky
>>8525332
which one bb
vegan pierogis and hot dogs are rly good but vegan nachos leave something to be desired desu
hru doing today my beautiful deceased mtfg?
>>8525398
ded
>Graduated
>I never fucking thought what I wanted after graduation besides getting on HRT
>>8525398
Trying to make /mtfg/ great again
>>8525409
Technically that's a job if you can get MTV to film you doing it.
>>8525310
>not adjusting your sleep schedule to wake up just before and go to sleep just after your gf
baka desu
>>8525426
i tried it
but it's too fucking hot in my room
sleeping in the afternoon just means i wake up every 1-2 hours with godawful headaches
>>8525398
/mtfg/ isn't dead, it's just, uuum, having a nap.
yeah :/
>>8525398
I'm still alive. Or I died back in 86 and this is hell. Not sure.
>talking to nice guy on discord
>"i just hope i get an actual like"
>"legit gf(bf)/bf before i start traveling and doing things"
>gf(bf)
this is why i hate men
on Doctor Who
>if I can't be me, then I would rather be dead
>>8525480
Well this is obviously purgatory since we're stuck here...
>>8525472
It's having a Tony Soprano coma dream from the looks of things.
>>8525488
NO SPOILERS REEEEEE I'M DOWNLOADING IIIIIT
>>8525532
t-that wasnt a spoiler tho
also NZ doesn't have access to the abc iview site?
>>8525541
Na, and I have to DL them.
>>8525485
he does not seem that bad..
>>8525547
oh that butts then
maybe NZ should become an Australian state and you can view it on iview... surely it tips the scales on u all finally accepting statehood
>>8525548
i mean, except the part where he thinks transgirls are men?
i mentioned if i was at all interested in him i'd write him off for that and he goes 'well obviously i don't say it to people i'm trying to date'
like, yeah, i'm sure you don't want women you're trying to date to know you think they're men
>>8525493
>sheen
>ally
>coffee
>pandora
>CFH
>chloe
>dollface
Literally only 2 of these are even semi decent. MTFG IS DEAD AND WE KILLED IT.
>>8525570
Who are 2 semi decent ones?
>>8525576
pandora
twice
obviously
>>8525570
>seiryu finds inner peace by tripfagging on r9k
>>8525576
sheen / coffee / cfh / juni / bexe are all pretty good imo
i don't know chloe enough to tell
>>8525606
>i want to impregnate Felix's ass
based
>>8525611
tfw not pretty good
>>8525618
you're friends with chara
>>8525628
That's because I am nice to everyone so am friends with all.
>>8525636
but do you not realize that, by being nice to someone who is mean to others, you are being mean to others?
>>8525645
That's not how it works at all though. If you validate their mean behavior then yes, you are mean, but if you are nice to them but dont like the mean things they do then its fine. Cis tits was semi friendly with chara too and would constantly tell her off on discord.
>>8525652
dude
somebody literally posted a picture of chara telling smiles to get raped and kill herself
and ally was like
'yeah whatever lol she's nice to me'
>>8525660
Ok that is bad then.
I mean, I appreciate the fact that you people think I'm cool but I don't see the point in a tier-list like that. Everyone here has good or bad qualities and you are all fucking insane but atleast we are all equal.
I like Ally, Edie, CFH, Bexe, Beepbeep, Nicole, Sertii, etc. All of them.
Been toying with filter apps.
>>8525670
dykes of a feather fuck together
>>8525673
>sass not making any list
well at least some things don't change.
>>8525688
We haven't interacted afaik so I don't really know who you are.
Besides, I said etc.
>>8525688
You are on a tier so below everyone else its not even worth mentioning , you sad excuse for an old sissy crossdresser
>>8525673
Th-thank coffee :)
>>8525695
looks pretty hot to me
https://unsee
.cc/bodegani/
>>8525570
>tfw not good enough to be on here
creep ;-;
>>8525720
pleb is the C U T E S T! how have u been?
>>8525702
I love Siouxsie's voice. Actually, almost all my favorite female vocalists have rather low, rough voices: Siouxsie, Lotte Lenya, Faithfull, Suzy Solidor, Nico, Marlene Dietrich... Sadly, I can't sing like that. My voice breaks when I try to sing that low. Stuck with a rather high range.
>>8525715
thanks for deleting
I will say this, the only people I like the least here are the ones that try to garner sympathy because they think they're never going to make it from what they look like and whine to me about it and how much they want to die (despite not even wanting to) etc.
Not that I dislike them and I'm sure they have a good heart but I don't want to associate with these people. I don't want to be your best friend you can beg sympathy for because you want to feel pretty like that, I've had enough of these people.
Does that make me a scumbag? That depends.
>>8525643
ty anon, i hope so too, would be nice to not have to kill myself
also i'm way too anxious most of the time to use discord desu
>>8525747
yeah thats always been the case. Negativity just breeds negativity.
>>8525761
I used to have someone on Skype like that. Day fucking 1, she started to whine because she wanted to kill herself because she felt like she didn't look like a woman. She even shared pics with me just for me to confirm for her if she is pretty or not. She did this every-single-day.
You all sure are a contentious bunch
>>8525606
There is no such thing as peace in this life.
>>8525776
Not me though.
>>8525785
have you gone and got your blood tested yet?
>>8525773
Sounds like you're talking about Danegirl
>>8525802
It wasn't Danegirl. I don't think she posts on /mtfg/ at all.
>>8525799
No. I don't need to. My test is going down. Or so I think.
>>8525808
it was never up in the first place you know, but I am glad you are feeling not so worried about that
I met up with an lgbt support volunteer from a student organizations support place and it was cringeworthy and AWFUL
>>8525830
Go on...
>>8525830
story?
>>8525747
>how much they want to die (despite not even wanting to)
i don't think you understand being suicidal lmao
nobody -wants- to die. they just want to stop feeling fucking awful all the time and death seems like the only viable method of achieving that
the reason most people don't go through with it is..... obviously, they don't actually want to fucking die. they just want to stop hurting
>>8525819
Both of my doctors told me it was normal and it was a likely possibility my adrenal glands were freaking out and overcompensating. I was getting all the usual effects of detransitioning and going off AAs and getting higher test again. I had complete reasonable suspicion backing my fear.
>>8525830
yeahhh, IRL lgbt is pretty fucking cringe
>go to local university's LGBT center thing
>poster with some LGBT types and a muslim on the wall
>actual meet had a hon with the deepest fucking voice i'd ever heard (and an awful face, but that can't be helped)
>>8525729
am not!
i'm good, how are you??
>>8525843
>i don't think you understand being suicidal lmao
Ofcourse I do, but if she wanted to kill herself she would've done that a long time ago. There is still some emotional contentness within her (like she is spoiled at home (which she fucking was!) and she had plenty of friends). It's horrible that people think about killing themselves I'm not denying that.
I've thought of offing myself as well multiple times so it's not like I don't know what it is.
>>8525863
if you really thought of offing yourself multiple times you would've done that a long time ago
>>8525866
Because I still had some emotional contentness!
>>8525863
Also: she is a very happy woman now. I haven't spoken to her but my friend still does.
>>8525802
Am I really that bad? :(
>>8525863
tfw main reason i haven't tried to overdose on bupoprion (terrible idea btw, don't do this) is my gfs still need me
>>8525884
does buproprion work well for you?
>>8525887
no
i was on it 2 months and then quit
if i survive to go to the mainland i might try to find another doctor but i'm done for now
>>8525884
That means you still have some emotional contentness. I don't know you very well (and nor do I your girlfriend...s situation) but there you go~
>>8525863
this is true.
if you're serious about killing yourself, you don't advertise it to others and just do it in your own time lol
>>8525893
what do you even mean by emotional contentness
i might've tried if not for gloomy, idk
gotta keep keeping on, i guess
>>8525897
when you think about it the people who talk about it more and reach out end up getting help and support, and the ones who don't talk about it end up with no help
this is probably the logical reason why you see more people go through with suicide plans without talking about it than people who do, i don't see this as a bad thing
>>8525921
i think i'm just not selfish enough to take anyone with me
>>8525927
"to take anyone with me"
That's...a horrible thing to say :(
>>8525941
I don't want anyone to kill themselves, try to make something exciting with your life, think of what you could make of yourself before you end up in nothingness* where you missed your chance.
*I don't know what anyone believes here regarding the afterlife but lets just assume its nothing.
>>8525941
however
you knew that both you and your girlfriend(s) are suicidal when you engaged in this weird poly relationship
so you should at least try to stay alive for as long as you can lol
>>8525953
good girl
I just stumbled porn that a friend of mines makes
>>8525834
>>8525842
okie, two parts
>meet with an employed queer support manager at my mother's request, right after coming out
>talk about being a trans girl, she's pretty chill and cool, mentions some "peer supporters" they've got to come help out
>figured I should please my psychologist and mother, and get out for once
>text manager a little while later and say Im interested, she passes on my number
>organize a meetup on the weekend with supporter, figure it'll be alright to talk with another girl and shoot the shit, maybe talk feels
>get there, she's got purple highlighted blonde hair with shaved sides and a tiiiny ponytail, standing in the rain outside
>only as I speak to her do I realise she is in fact a he now
>it's a 5'5 max slanky FtM, oh god
>I am 5'9, long black haired semi-metalhead looking guy, girly face but Im totally boymoding obviously
>my highest sustainable voice sounds like bass compared to his
>they're supposed to be funded to shout their meetups, but he awkwardly says "im gonna get some tea douwantmetogetusomething"
>"uhh, ill pay i guess"
>clear relief on his face
>>8525958
>get added by someone who you fapped to ~1.5 years ago
kind of relateable feel i guess
>>8525964
>go sit down right across from them at a small table with 2 chairs
>they immediately stare at the floor and go silent, instantly cringing and want to leave already
>severely aware that im staring at the sides of their head trying to make eye contact
>"sooo im a trans girl, I came out recently" and some other stuff
>their first response is "non-binary, they/them pronouns"
>floor staring intensifies
>"ooh yah okay", I ramble on about my recent coming out in an attempt to find mutual ground
>they smile a bit and go "haha yeah" when I make jokes, but have zero response to anything
>try to ask them about their transition
>they get visibly weirded out and stare straight at me
>"oh, uh, if that's okay to ask"
>"yeah it's alright..." and they give some details about their life
>every time they fall silent I make the most stretched out, elaborate attempts at conversation trying to respond and relate to what they said somehow
>only NOW does my coffee and their tea arrive
>continue to sit in silence, me occasionally asking them questions about their queer life
>about finished my coffee and their about finished their tea
>just kidding! they have 3 cups left in the pot
>excruciating tea pouring.mp3
>I ask "so heard much about voice therapy or ever done any"
>"no haha, maybe join trans girl facebook"
>"oh yeah okay, I havent used facebook in a long time, deleted it when I was young because etcetcetc"
>"yeah"
>running out of shit to make convo with, very slowly sip my coffee and awkardly look off to the right
>ask them if they study, "gender studies major and arts major"
>they sometimes ask me if I like movies, music, slam poetry, they noted they play roller derby
>asked them about movies and they mention they studied star wars for gender studies
>thinking Id get them riled up to rant about something finally, ask them on their opinion of star wars from a gender perspective
>"the old ones were less problematic than i thought for a 70s movies haha"
>>8525985
Didnt quite have enough room to conclude, but that is it. Sorry for textwall, if it was disappointing, but it scared me away from LGBT events for life now. They were nice enough and I feel genuinely bad, but holy shit, Im pretty autistic and I felt like the alpha in that, which was just awful. I hope I didnt emasculate them or cause gender dysphoria, that mightve been it, thought I'd be setup with a girl which I told the manager.
>>8525426
i bet you bottomed fore her too you little bitch
i feel cursed to be a cringy, clingy, manchild
>>8525990
that sounded really fucking awkward
they might have had legit autism like aspergers or something
>>8525966
I just got done fapping to her to.
I feel dirty
>>8525998
iktf
i feel like i'm a little bit less autistic than i used to be
but barely
i'm going to get better though
>>8526000
is it someone from here?
>>8526003
No
Just a friend I see almost everyday
>>8526000
ewwwww
i wouldn't fap to someone i knew
i mean unless they sent me the pics and we're on a flirt basis
emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma emma
>>8525999
yeah I didnt quite convey it well through text i dont think, but it was legit the most cringeworthy 1 to 1 experience Ive been a part of, when I got home all I wanted to do was repress and talk to bob about his new boat.
>exercising for the first time in a week
i feel amazing desu
hi! i just woke up from a nap! how's everyone?
>>8526047
I am okay
are you going to send your used tampons and pads to Donald Trump
>>8526047
rest in peace male to frog general
>>8526063
why why why
jeez this place is super dead
>>8526094
too busy fighting gommies
>>8526094
g-gomen
>>8526095
Remember to it aint me through the jungle across the watchtower with sympathy for the magic carpet rabbit
>>8526096
FIX IT
>>8526098
honestly better this way
>>8526103
RIP mtfg
i shouldnt have posted lol
>>8526094
you should probably join a discord server or two
>>8526107
>Remember to it aint me through the jungle across the watchtower with sympathy for the magic carpet rabbit
Actually I'm listening to John Edmond and skulking around my yard in shorts shorts
>>8526107
hmm, maybe, discord is better I guess, no diaper posting and anon bullying.
>>8526108
>>8526115
I never quite seem to fit into them, I'm better off alone.
>>8526113
God bless anon.
>>8526119
I know of a few that are pretty choosy but ember and maddie's server seems to let most decent trans girls in.
>>8526120
well, yeah, your personality's a bit lacking desu
i may be autistic, but at least i usually spend the rest of the time cuteposting
Panda Express chili sauce does not play around.
>>8526119
the only good servers are the ones that don't invite random anons lol
the public ones end up being shitholes like chara's or hips'
>>8526125
My personality is very lacking, but I try my best to not be a dick.
>>8526107
>FIX IT
h-how?!
>>8526120
Wanna come slot floppies with me?
>>8526129
-_-
>>8526142
anne did u see that gators were taking all our jerbs
>>8526136
idk, i try not to be a dick but i get bitchy moods where i try to pick fights with people
i should probably not be being aggressive rn desu
most people on discord like me most of the time, but i've lost a few good friends to autism
>>8526141
Let's go
>>8526146
fake news
>>8526150
okay but bring snacks
>>8526142
Its fucking spicyhot ok. Im scared to keep eating this rice.
>>8526156
Hup
>>8526160
>Away from my /ak/ folder
this isn't fair
>>8526151
nuh uh, them gators are comin for our jerbs and then they are going to be having consenual sex with our women!
do you want o live in that future anna?! do u?!!?
>>8526165
Get over it, hippy!
>>8526146
fucking gamergate
>>8526122
I don't suppose they like posting their invite links in here right?
>>8526159
do not be afraid. everything will be okay.
>>8526166
that reminds me
https://www.swamptour.us
thats a site for a swamp tour company run by some dudes i went to school with in my home town. it's the most godawful yet sincere thing i ever did see. i know most of my friends get a real kick out of it but idk if the humour would be lost on u so called "australian" folks but have a peek and a giggle maybe
>>8526183
no but if you leave your discord name i can get someone to add you and then give a link
>>8526185
>idk if the humour would be lost on u so called "australian" folks
anna... our humour is very dry too
for example
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fFbQh4MMViU
>>8526175
I'm not a hippie, no-guns
>>8526193
i giggle'd
that there site isnt meant to be funny tho. its just straight up total sincerity
I'm a hippy with guns.
>>8526208
I'll change that soon, sooner I have the option of offing myself the better
>>8526211
well I mean, do u think I was jokin when I said we should go on the bayou and solve spooky mysteries in abandoned mansions?!
>>8526213
Like the Manson Family?
>>8526217
there aint vry many abandoned mansions down the bayou really...
>>8526224
well I mean, it wouldn't be enough to do it professionally or nothin
but it'd be enough to do as a hobby in between thrownin rocks at slightly bigger rocks at a safe distance away from trains
>>8526215
But then you'd contribute to the gun violence death stats, Grace!
>>8526252
>>8526266
Don't be sad, grace!
>>8526281
I've got some very bad feelings right now, anon.
Hey grace, will a glock 17 make a huge mess?
Asking for a friend
>>8526283
oh no, I know that feeling
you're gonna make it!
>>8526293
I'm no expert but any firearm you'd want to use to kys would create a big mess. You are sending bits of skin, skull, brain matter, blood, and more flying out of your head after all.
>>8526294
Let's hope I don't make everyone hate me along the way.
>>8526297
Oh well, it's not like I have to clean it up
>>8526293
dont kill yourself anon :(
>>8526297
I'm sure they won't!
i hate her i want her out of my mind
>>8526313
Doggies are cuties
>>8526310
I need to
The dysphoria is too painful to live with
>>8526319
very cute
you should get one, mine helps keeps me happy when im sad
>>8526327
Mine was put down recently due to a tumor.
>>8526325
no you dont, you should try anti depressants and talking to people I know how shit dysphoria can be but you have to keep going no matter what, you will get knocked down a lot in life but then you dust yourself off and move forward that is what you have to do, no matter how shit life is at the moment.
>>8526332
I'm on antidepressants and they don't help. People don't want me to exist. I will do them a service.
>>8526331
I'm sorry ;-;
I'm sure they were a nice dog
>>8526341
you need to be on a stronger dose or a better type, if only so you crawl out of bed every day... as long as you're crawling along you are moving forward, and one day you will get a second wind and manage to stand up and keep going with your chin up
be stubborn, don't let the dysphoria win, you are better than it
>>8526350
She was a very good ol pupper, but all good things end I suppose. I miss her.
>>8526360
I've tried multiple doses and brands.
None of it has been effective on me.
I don't want a second wind. I want to be gone from this world. I wasn't meant to be born.
No one will notice that I'm gone once I'm dead. It'll take months for someone to find my body
>>8526367
As long as you never forget about her she's still with you in one way
>>8526388
I think it's time to cry
Goodnight mtfg
>>8526390
Oh god wait no shit I'm sorry
>LWA game coming to PC
Oh yes.
i'm really selfish for talking about suicide all the time desu
i have to be strong and force myself to be happy
>>8526383
I know how that feels all too well, believe me.
possibly the most suicidal person in the thread to the point where people just ignore me now.
you just need to remember why you started your transition and where you want to be and even if things get in your way you need to try and work around it but keep moving forward to your goals
>>8526423
I started to try and be happy with myself but even after all the hormones and surgery, it never helped.
I'll never be a woman no matter how hard I try.
I let puberty fuck my body up too much
i want to be unraped
>>8526443
Believe me, iktf, but it is not something we can ever change.
We just have to learn to live with it I guess.
>>8526430
>I'll never be a woman no matter how hard I try.
I am sure you think that a lot but you are probably more of a woman than most cis women because you earned the right to call yourself one.
also even if you do think that you aren't a woman, think... if we can survive ourselves for a little while longer humanity will enter a new era... where ageing no longer matters, where automation makes human labour obsolete, we will have centuries to fix our bodies and sooth our minds as tech advances.
do you want to miss out on that?
>>8526393
It's not your fault, sweetie. Thank you for trying to make me feel better. I'm gonna go fight with my glasses until they're smudge and play videogames alone a bit before bed, goodnight for realz.
>>8526461
Goodnight!
guys who are good musicians are so fucking hot oh my god <3
>>8526459
No I can't wait
Progress like that you mention will never happen in our lifetimes for we are too old already
>>8526530
its only 30 to 40 something years away at most
>>8526535
No it isn't
I appreciate the thought but I can't hold out any longer
Where do I research FRS?
where do I research G/SRS?
Who is the best and under what criteria?
i wanna forget it all
>just woke up after nap
>realize gloomy should be awake by now
>realize it's 6 pm, not 6 am
fuck
>>8526693
>I'm focusing my anger on two faced Merkel voting no on equal marriage because of her shit morals.
wow are you alt right or something that sounds really fascist
>>8526722
wow i remember when /pol/ used to start rumours that Hiro-san was planning on culling lgbt.
if they would start again, I'd surely believe it now
>>8526708
>did you see a doctor since last time.
Haven't gotten in yet. I have an appointment in a few weeks. Been on a lowered spiro dose and it's helped minimize the issue, but it's still present. Experienced very minor chest pains today at work until I ate some salty stuff. Not sure if it's in my head or a real thing, hypochondria and all that. Really hoping I don't die or need to emergency stop spiro.
>>8526755
you okay mom? ;~;
>>8526762
Around a year or so of HRT I began to develop heart palpitations. I spoke with my doctor about it but we didn't think it was Potassium or Sodium at the time. Got an EKG, everything's normal aside from Arrhythmia. Get a call a couple weeks later with instructions to halve my spiro dose, doc thinks maybe my T is too low. (It's like, fucking 6, so it's too low regardless of it being the cause of my heart issue). Mostly fixes the issue, but it still happens. I fuck around and don't go in for like months because I'm stupid and lazy. Just spent the time worrying about it, but during that time it seems like it probably does have some sort of connection with P or S and Spiro. I'll be going in in a couple weeks to speak with my doc about this, but in the mean time I should be fine. I have hypochondria so I worry irrationally about my health, it's hard to tell what's real or what's being made up in my head sometimes.
hello?
>>8526773
that's awful :(
I hope they figure it out for you, 6 is super low
>haven't taken depression meds in weeks
feels fucking good, don't fall for that jew shit
>>8526780
Ayye, welcome to the rotting corpse of what was once /mtfg/
>>8526784
how come you stopped? ive been on them for nearly a month and i think it's helping, my emotional responses to certain depressing feelings aren't so awful anymore, i.e. i'm crying less and stuff
>>8526782
Well being on 50mg instead of 100 seems to have done the trick for my T. I need to get my Progesterone refilled too since that's supposed to be part of my AAs now. Next bloodtest will hopefully tell us what's up, and if not, it's off to the cardiologist! Can't wait for tests and tests and tests. The monitors that you wear for a day kind of suck! But yeah, just fingers crossed no heart attacks happen too soon.
>>8526792
I don't know. Just stopped one day after over a year of taking them. Felt exactly the same for a while, and even a little better now. They kind of made me feel like a zombie. Lots of sleeping and not really feeling any emotion. Meds made me feel great at first, though.
>>8526810
what were you taking?
>>8526812
zoloft
>>8526805
everything will be fine
you're gonna make it
>>8526805
lol wearing the holter machine is when I actually shaved my chest for the first time.
you probably must have a genetic disposition to low orthostatic pressure like me. everything triggers this shit in me: alcohol, weed, antidepressants, anti androgens. :(
i had a bad day. thought about ffs a lot. i think for a little while i was starting to be okay with looking like a cute boy but now im wanting my face to change more and more. its all stressful
>>8526822
I worry. Far too much. And I can't stop.
>>8526823
I wasn't really in a hurry to get orchi but if it's like, hey your body is incompatible with all AAs, I guess we're fuckin doing that ASAP.
Orchi seems scary though, I mean, you're awake for it, that's horrifying
>>8526832
It's okay to worry but you should distract yourself with something. Read a book or vidya or a new series
i feel like shit ugh
had to sleep for a few hours and now i'm too tired to exercise
>>8526840
I'm playing Va-11 hall-a
Completely turned my mood around tonight, thankfully, however I've found myself far too sucked in to want to quit for the night!
and I think I'm about to come up short on rent RIP BARTENDING FUN
>>8526832
ahhh but aren't you more afraid of getting one of those spinal cord thing epidural anesthesia injections? I guess I prefer to be awake.
but yeah, getting an orchi sounds.like the beat plan to.me.
>>8526850
I've never heard of that, looks fun
>>8526850
I love being alive
>>8526851
>aren't you more afraid of getting one of those spinal cord thing epidural anesthesia injections?
OH MY GOD A WHAT NOW
>>8526859
>Wait WHAT really?
I think so, but I'm afraid I don't know for sure. I think it's because it's simple and quick enough? IDK it seemed like something you'd be asleep for to me. DONT TRUST ME GOOGLE IT PLS
>Is it really that good?
Yes. It is. Very good.
>>8526866
It's a blast, I love it so much.
>>8526873
Haha
>>8526890
did you ever get around to Sims 4?
tfw no rich daddy to fund my transition and i promise eternal love in mind body and spirit
>apparently LSD can affect mental development
>not even supposed to touch it till 18 but brains keep developing until 25
am i making myself autistic
i-i'm almost 20
>>8526902
I decided I'd install the trial first and never got the time to play it. Time ran out while I was at work.
>>8526909
next time do something other than masturbate or watch colorful videos. maybe self reflection or an alan watts audio.
>>8526518
musicians are the worst
>>8526921
i didn't really watch colorful videos
screens seem really boring, like i tried playing wipeout and nothing was particularly trippy with it
it was just wipeout
i spent the most intense part of the trip listening to really fast paced music and spasming on my bed half naked
When she cums in your butt <3
>randomly feel like fucking vomiting
>>8526939
WEW
that's lewd af tanya
>>8526939
cindy can ejaculate?
>>8526945
didn't she only start hormones a few months ago?
Well, to end the night on a positive note after all the worrying and stuff, my friend is coming over soon to cuddle, and we might go have a 4th of July adventure! Depends on if a Navy buddy of mine is gonna be around or not. But I'm happy to see her soon and I definitely need the cuddles after what's turning out to be a rough weekend. We might play videogames too but we get kinda sucked into the whole cuddles thing.
>Gone for a few hours
>Theres been like 20 new posts
This place really is dead.
>>8526960
Goodnight (again)
I HATE EMMA
>>8526977
You'll always keep crawling back.
if you had to detransition to stay with your SO, would you do it?
>>8527028
for juniper I would
>>8526960
The friend, Grace. Who is she? I need names.
I cried so much today. Thanks estrogen.
I guess we may as well move to the new thread, since it's up already: >>8525008