If you transitioned/tried transitioning and failed

>>8519179
Only losers fail, I would kill myself if I was a loser.

If I was that way inclined, I would not stray from a path I've set upon

>>8519179
I would and that's honestly why I'm afraid of trying to transition. Sure I'm depressed and hate myself but I would actually kill myself If I tried to transition and my transition failed.

Definitely

I'd i turn out a hon I'm 100% killing myself, I can't stand looking in the mirror or at my body, and I won't e able to handle being sired or people looking at my weird. Also if I look like a hon I don't want to make people think that all trans people are hons.

What if you passed but turned out ugly?

>>8521212
I'd be happy to pass.

>>8519179
>>8519179
Yup. Shotgun to the face that way Nobody can see how much of a hon I was.

>>8519179
I want to say no, and I can say to myself right now 'no', but you never truly know until it happens or doesn't.

But I don't plan to. I'm not transitioning for anyone else; in the entirety of my life, I can count the good things 'other people' have done to me on one hand. I have more mental defects from the actions of other people than I do good memories of them. I'll be damned if I'll let them kill me too.

Yes.

>>8519179
I'll let you know after I get my FFS.