perpetual state of sexuality confusion

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perpetual state of sexuality confusion 2017-06-28 02:56:43 Post No. 8509014
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perpetual state of sexuality confusion Anonymous 2017-06-28 02:56:43 Post No. 8509014 [Report]

So I'm a 18 year old american male who has been "attracted" to women forever, but Im a kissless virgin whos never had a girlfriend or been really friends with any girl my age, But I've never really gone after them. As i got older and started to form my own views and tastes that weren't influenced by my parents or peers (my parents hated gays) I stared to feel like i wanted to be gay. I know its weird but i always found it easier to connect with men then women. Then as I became more connected with my guy friends i started to feel sexually attracted to them. As I started to investigate my "gayish" side I became more in tune with it. Long story short lately I've been looking at a gay porn usually when ever i masturbate and have felt sexually attracted to just regular men I interact with in the world. I also could never really see myself seriously dating a women but i can see myself in a serious long term relationship with another man

The other day I saw a man at my work who i felt extremely attracted to (more then any women I've seen recently) and also got pretty strong "half chub" or what ever which is surprising since I've been on a medication lately thats killed my ability to really get strong erections.

So am I a repressed gay thats starting to see the light? bisexual? or just retarded?

Anonymous 2017-06-28 02:57:35 Post No.8509020
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Anonymous 2017-06-28 02:57:35 Post No.8509020 [Report]

Not a pixel.

Anonymous 2017-06-28 03:05:44 Post No.8509056
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Anonymous 2017-06-28 03:05:44 Post No.8509056 [Report]

>>8509020
what

Anonymous 2017-06-28 06:05:57 Post No.8509852
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Anonymous 2017-06-28 06:05:57 Post No.8509852 [Report]

Well if you're still able to be aroused by girls and still find girls attractive then you're probably bi, otherwise it's hard to tell for now, wait and see how things pan out. I went through a thing like this where I finally thought I was bi, but realized once I was accepting of the fact that I like guys that I became only attracted to guys and couldn't become aroused by girls. I realized that I suppressed my emotions for so long growing up in a christian household, and told myself that I was straight for so long that I kinda made myself like girls even though I'm really just gay. For context my first real crush on a boy and I hated myself because I thought I was sinning, and it wasn't natural, etc, people made fun of me calling me gay and I obviously denied it, there's a lot I could go on about. Not that I'm implying you're gay, just saying what happened to me.

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