I'm tired of having sex

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For some reason lately I'm repulsed by men. I go on dating sites and hookup apps and the whole marketplace of ass dick and balls makes me completely disinterested. Each hookup feels emptier and less remarkable than the last to the point where I don't feel attracted to men at all or it would be more accurate to say I could take it or leave it. And it's not like I'm getting laid on the regular, there's just something about it where it feels increasingly pointless. Where as in the past at least some of these hookups would lead to lasting friendships. People message me and my first instinct is "wow leave me the fuck alone", like they're vampires trying to use my body. What does this mean? Is this a byproduct of sex as a cheap commodity thanks to hookup apps?

I can't even say "I want to settle down and have a real relationship now" or something goofy like that, this isn't a "why can't I be making love come true" type of situation, it's just a total indifference all together.

Then I look at porn and I'm similarly bored and also a bit repulsed (probably because porn is gross when you're not horny). Lately I fap to memories of distant fucks.

What the fuck is this?