/repgen/ - Repression General

first for transexual anime girls

>>8501396
Conway is a heroine who saved countless people from repression. You, on the other hand, are a fiend seeking to perpetuate life-destroying lies. Were there a hell you would be headed for it.

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>>8501369
>>8501371
I know im failing
But is it worth to order cypro only at first while i think about which estrogen i'll order? I'll have to take like two months of cypro without E and i don't want to end like spartan, confused and depressed because lack of sex hormone


>>8501392
>Tried sunlight got a sunburn and depression because now my beautiful pale skin is destroyed

Nah curefag that's not going to work.


I still think about my social life, like when i used to go out with friends, and sometimes it feels like this is what i should do instead of going on hrt and all, but i still feel bad deep inside and i don't really feel like i want to do anything else with my life. I don't see anything i'd like to do at college, nothing i'd like to work with, in the end i gave up my only hobby i liked and for the past 2 years i've been drinking in my room alone. Tried some drugs before settling down with alcohol.

>>8501446
Are you seeing a therapist? You shouldn't be drinking like this

>>8501446
Just randomly choose one for the first few months if you're that conflicted

>>8501446
order both, it's more efficient and cheaper too
check HRT gen for proper regime

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goon night, repressed girls

>>8501446
Anon just order cypro and estrogen try it for 2 months. If you feel better stick with it. If you don't feel better you can go back to repression but at least you tried.

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I wish I wasn't afraid of the void of repression.

I know I have to go back

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I'm confused and afraid that I'll fuck up if I ever get on HRT.
What if I'm just insane and I make a huge mistake, I'd probably just kill myself at that point.

>>8501602
But permanent tit buds...

>>8501625
Correction: CUTE permanent tit buds

Nah to be honest I doubt they will be permanent with just 2 months but I'm no expert

>>8501625
Try for a month or 2 if you feel better you know you aren't insane. If you don't feel better just stop and then you'll know you're insane not trans.

>>8501632
It wont be permanent after 2 months anon... You were talking about trying yesterday right? Why not at least try?

>>8501658
Fuck, it was meant for >>8501632

>>8501663
I guess so... I'll think about it then.

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>>8501453
I tried two therapists in the past and they put me on Lexapro. I don't take it anymore because of reasons.

>>8501461
>>8501465
>>8501602
I guess i'll take another day to find the Estrogen here and order both tomorrow, then

Also people already bully me bc of gyno >>8501632 permatiddies take some time to happen

>>8501625
I think (i want to believe) that some months into hrt and we'll see if it's what we want
If not, what anon >>8501602 says is true, we can go back before permanent changes


I change my mind everytime, fucking bipolarity disorder i guess

>>8501663
>implying repressors would be able to get off estrogen once they are on it

>>8501681
I thought you were going to try today. Why wait until tomorrow?

>>8501687
If they are worried they aren't really trans they will find out if they try.

whats whith older thread? got deleted?

>>8501719
yeah apparently
let's let the thread fall off the board before making a new one next time

>>8501719
There's a pro-Blanchard mod who sometimes deletes threads that trigger them. Not even kidding.

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>>8501724 >>8501727
right

funny I used to post that my desire to be a woman is a fetish-induced delusion (exact words) and Im not trans

>>8501696
how so? you dont have epiphany or magic insight into your psyche just from a month on fem mones

>>8501748
i did
or i mean not a huge revelation but after a month i already knew i didnt want to stop hormones ever

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>>8501687
The word that part of trying is that hrt makes me feel so wonderful and happy. But that happiness is dampened by my fear of the social implications and that I'm a masculine male monster

>>8501762
but did you have any serious doubts prior to starting?

>>8501412
>Were there a hell you would be headed for it.
Thank God there isn't, imagine what torture they would come up with if there were!

>>8501788
about what? i'm going to keep boymoding indefinitely but the reason i started was that male aging and dysphoria finally started making it hard to live normally at 24
so idk if i had any doubts

>>8501396
I think I'm going to just come out to my parents. I don't actually think there is another way to get on mones since I'm a NEET.

Spartan! Cureanon! I finally get it! The true power of the testosterone! I feel it surging through my body! I AM A MAN ONCE AGAIN. I HAVE AWAKEN AFTER YEARS OF SLUMBER.

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>>8502019
Give me a month and I'll be there

>>8502057
Hit the gym, work out at home, do something that makes you sweat a lot and you'll feel it too!

Smell your sweaty shirt after working out, it's your own scent, designed to lure in females in the wild.

Sniff your boxers, they have all your sex pheromones too. Feel it.

EMBRACE. THE. MANLINESS.

>>8502099
You know I think I could deal with looking like her I would just need a nose job and maybe a little more work but I could end up passable if I were her

>>8502099
She did her eyeliner really weird and she shouldn't have used red lipstick. Could pass if she tried harder it's not like shes hopeless.

>>8502107
Anon I don't know if you're trying to be sarcastic or not but I would be fine looking like either of them. Maybe I should just transition.

>>8502120
Nah, constructive criticism isn't hugboxing. Fuck off with your negative shit cunt. Or accept the fact your a tranny and get over it.

>>8502120
You just took pictures from the /passgen/ and posted them here. Not even the worst ones either. 0/10 troll. What a fucking loser you are.

>>8502154
Sure you are not. Wtf are you doing here then faggot? Got to make yourself feel like less of a cuck? Shitting on other people make you feel like the man you are not?

>>8502172
You are fucking disgusting.

>>8502172
Why the fuck are you here then you fat 300 pound /pol/tard?

>>8502186
Needs a mandible contouring and some chin work and she could probably pass. You don't even need to go overseas for shit like that. Are you even trying /pol/tard?

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Tfw on hrt and drunk and totally happy with being a guy

All I need is to ween back to t and I'm free!!

>>8502186
>>8502107
>>8502099
Yeah I'd gladly look like any of them rather than a grown adult man

>>8502304
Same tbqh

>>8502339
Why would you want to hang out here?

>>8502339
go lift something heavy and stop bothering us maki

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>>8501678
you should try real life effort before cucking yourself with pills.

cone tits don't go away and hrt is going to make you fat and mentally fuck you up even more

look at spartan for example

>>8502354
>implying Spartan wasn't a lot better when he was Amy

>>8502348
maki could help though,
he knows a lot about trannies and their bs

>>8502363
I need a tranny to come to this thread and convince me to transition not maki shitposting

>>8502363
All I have seen is that Maki is a closeted cuck.

>>8502385
Who is holding you back? The real way to being a man is being happy nd comfortable with yourself. And sometimes that means being a girl. Man up. Go talk to someone about your problems. Get on hrt if it's right for you. And don't stick around, there are too many negative brain dead cunts on this thread.

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Well 6 months at least won't hurt me. Better than spending the next 6 months drinking and dying

>>8501690
I need to find where to get E in my country, i was planning to get only cypro but i'll probably get both. I'm still in the train tho

>>8502292
You can settle down with HRT and identify as a boy.

What about this? Fuck spartan and fuck amy, live as a cute feminine and smoll femguy.

>>8502304
same

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>>8502385
go to mtfg and they'll hugbox you to a nice young hon

>>8502399
transitioning shouldn't be taken so lightly
you don't just swallow pills and think your life is going to get better
or hrt is going magically turn you into a girl

>>8502451
t. manly hon that failed to transition because he took the pills but didn't shave or learn to makeup

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Anons.
I'm doing fine with repression I will give you anons some tips to how I'm managing to cope with this stuff.

1 - dedicate yourself to some hobby, even to an autistic level. I like hiking and photography so I'm going out a lot. Plus I don't interact with people so I don't feel like shit about my own body or jealous at normal people having happy lives aka females around me.

2 - Stop looking yourself in the mirror. Like ever.

3 - Stop visiting this board, or do it very seldom like I do (like right now I'm coming here then I will waste maybe 10 more mins and leave 4chan).

4 - What left you have of free time, go watch some movies, anime, play video games, anything that consumes time and attention while also not requiring you to do anything physical.

5 - If you still get bad feels, just do a mental scream, take a deep breath and move on. It's like how you stop smoking, it may be hard but if you soldier through the pain you will be fine.

6 - Also try to stay away from anything feminine or AGP, DO NOT look into any of that stuff, no matter what.

7 - Stop saying you wish you were a girl or you wish someone would force you to transition or wanting to buy pills.

8 - Stop falling for cureanon and other trannies bait, some of those anons just want you all to suffer and become hons so they can feel better about themselves, if you doubt lurk enough on mtfg so you can understand the average mentality of the kind of MtF on this board.

Good luck with repression I'm off again.

>>8502451
Did I say just take the pills or are you really just that retarded? Take hrt if it's right for you. Don't self med, go to a therapist and talk to them first about it. Consider your options. Maybe you will find it's not right for you, maybe you will.

>>8502451
I think I would pass better than that person to be honest. I don't have the nerve to try though.

>>8502498
I was with you until point 6.

>>8502512
But it works, stay away from anything feminine or girly, specially any kind of porn stories.
You may think it helps you cope with things but it doesn't.

I know personally one anon that used a cute manga as some sort of escapist mechanism and it only made said person more dysphorice because it had gender bender in the middle of it.

Also I'm not going to mention said person more because said person does come to this board which is why we even ended up meeting each other irl.

>>8502498
Wait if when i go out to walk at the park and forget about this, i'm repressing? This means i'm a tranny?

> if you doubt lurk enough on mtfg so you can understand the average mentality of the kind of MtF on this board.

That's why i don't advise anyone to start lurking /mtfg/ or anything related. This kind of board is for ill, attention seeking depressive people.

If any of you end up on hrt, don't fucking start to lurk shit like /mtfg/, /femgen/ or anything. They are the worse kind of people you'll ever meet. It doesn't matter wich choice you make: Get out of 4chan and go live your life.

>>8502532
I don't care, it's worth it and it's too hot not to. What am I supposed to jerk off to if I stay away from girly things?

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>>8502512
it's just another viewpoint and works for masc guys

i'm ok with guys being fem,
there's nothing wrong with non conforming feminine males

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>>8502358
HELLO

>>8502406
What about boobs

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I'm a girl. I'm not dumb enough to deny it. But I'm not transitioning. I'll endure this torment, and learn to love the intoxicating feel of testosterone. I'll beat dysphoria.
So what if I'm a girl inside? I'll live a fulfilling life as a male.

Accept the gift of testosterone, for it will bring you great pleasure. I'm not repressing anymore. Lina just went full boymode. We are one. We are men.

>>8502614
>fulfilling life
>endure this torment
Those don't work well together.

>>8502623
This is repress gen. Does it make sense to even be on a board for something you are trying to forget? Most of these people don't even understand the irony.

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>>8502614
be a feminine guy

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>>8502614
stop repressing and let the girl out of her prison

>>8502636
Those of us who have transitioned/are transitioning are often accused of being crazy, but repressors are way worse.

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>>8502646
I wish I was Amy. I wish I wasn't a boy

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Lots of folks here want you to cut your dick off without much consideration. Scary stuff.

>>8502672
You aren't a boy! You're a beautiful girl! A beautiful girl who happens to look like a manly man.

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>>8502646
implying most trannies look cis

>>8502674
shut up troll
transitioning doesn't always mean SRS

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>>8502674
I wish I had a vagina

>>8502679
>mfw

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>>8502685
Well it doesn't have to be literally removed, but surrendering yourself to mind altering drugs and surgery seems pretty extreme for a "just do it" attitude.

>>8502674
I don't see anyone saying you have to have SRS done. I did but I don't push it on anyone. You can take hormones and stay in boy mode, though, and only go girl mode later if you think it will work for you. Repressing and letting yourself get ravaged by testosterone is just going to make it worse when you finally break.

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>>8502696
>ravaged by testosterone
Won't your body do that anyway over time? Are there passable older transwomen?

>>8502663
Ain't it great.
>>8502674
The real answer is to get professional help and figure out where to go from there. Not self medding, axing your balls, or this repression bullshit. Fuck off troll.

>>8502672
I wish I wasn't a guy either, I don't want to be, I'm just gonna keep drinking and eventually kill myself, better than being a hon, either way I won't be accepted by anyone in this town...

>>8502640
I'm aiming for that actually. But on my own. I don't look that manly, I don't need hormones.
>>8502646
It's not a prison desu. I'm comfy here, the outside world is too harsh for a delicate girl like me. He is my armor, he is my knight. He looks after me. He lets me out when no one is around and I can't fet hurt.


There's no love for a tranny where I live. But a femenine boy will be accepted without any doubt here.

>>8502712
lol i knew it, you know barely anything about anything
no it won't, for example the woman in the op pic was 68 at the time

>>8502728
>the woman in the op pic
Lynn Conway

>>8502740
yes i know who she is

>>8502724
>He is my armor, he is my knight. He looks after me. He lets me out when no one is around and I can't fet hurt.
<3

>>8502723
Where ya from? I'm in the same situation and I'm starting. Hell let's drink together if close enough

>>8502712
Everybody gets old, but getting old on testosterone is different from getting old on estrogens. It's common knowledge that the longer you wait to start HRT the less likely you are to be passable.

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>>8502696
>fucks up your mind
>fucks up your dick
>turns you into a pudgy blob that can't pass for either sex
yeh, hrt is a good idea

>>8502712
>passing
>tranny
daily reminder that all trannies have a male skeleton

>>8502745
It's just that her name is easier/shorter to type than the awkward phrase "the woman in the op pic"
Withholding information, and especially information about the mother of all trans programmers, seems a dickish move.

>>8502750
eh I'm in Ireland, live in the countryside, it's very conservative here and everyone knows each other so it'd spread in a minute.
Even if you lived close I'm not sure I'm the kind of person anyone wants to be drunk with heh.

>>8502724
>I don't look that manly, I don't need hormones.
But without hormones you'll probably get more manly looking over time.

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>>8502738
stop this anon, don't remind me that even if I stop repressing I am technically always a man anatomically

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>>8502758
>>8502776
HRT is more likely to turn you into a crazy HON then a girl

>>8502694
You do have a vagina! It just hasn't been made yet and when it is, if you're hopeful enough to let it be, it will be a pale imitation of an actual vagina!

>>8502777
It makes so much sense to ruin yourself with alcohol instead of taking "dangerous" hormones.

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Bonjour mon ami how're we all doing?

>>8502794
Then stay in boymode

>>8502794
would rather be a hon than the guy on the right

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>>8502804
Sitting in my room feeling shit when I could have been at a party drinking and smoking and forgetting about my problems because I'm afraid I'd get drunk and breakdown in the person's house.

>>8502794
crazed "save britney" dude turned out hot af, lol

>>8502768
Us, sorry anon no drinking buddie for you

>>8502818
Too late! SRS already! I was just commenting on the craziness of repressors.

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>>8502800
O-ok

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>>8502827
Awh, damn. Was it your friends? I generally find it's best to jump on those opportunities when you can. You might feel tired when asked but you can always just get home and feel tired later, and you'll generally appreciate the quiet moments all the more for it. Hope tonight's not too bad anon.

>>8502833
That's a shame, I am only out of bed when someone or my illness forces me though so I wouldn't be any fun.
Thanks for thinking about me, it's weird to say that on 4chan but I feel fairly excluded here, my mates basically force me to walk around outdoors.

>>8502776
I'm 26, men in my family have soft features, nobody goes bald and nobody can't grow any bodyhair at all. Got lucky, I guess.

>>8502842
Her panties must be pretty low-rise.

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I'm new to /lgbt/. Is it always so pushy with HRT here?

>>8502856
I used to be there too, so I understand. I'm gonna get wasted for my 21st next week, then %100 focusing on transitioning, school, and work. If you feel like it, drop a burner email if you want to talk. Or just call out help anon on here or something. I check in almost daily, just never post unless bored.

>>8502899
(You)

>>8502884
No, it's just a bunch of evil trannies trying to troll repression gen because it must be super fun abusing suffering people who are at a higher risk of suicide than they could ever be.

My advice is to stop replying to them when they start "but ur a beautiful girl! take dem titty skittles you will love it!"

The more hons or people suffering the better for them because they enjoy others being in a worse situation than they are right now.

>>8502804
Another day I spent 12 hours on 4chan contemplating if I should just say fuck it and transition. Typical shit day how about you?

>>8502842
There is no meaning in my life, I'll never be who I want to be so what's the point.
>>8502853
They were some friends I know yeah, I usually jump on it for the chance to get drunk but I wasn't feeling up for anything and most of the people I don't know and I don't work well in crowds. Tonight is awful but I'm gonna go walk 10km tomorrow to a friends, such is country life heh.
>>8502893
I'll ask for you here if I need help I guess, thanks anon...

>>8502921
It's not a problem. I hope you are able to find a path that puts happiness in your foreseeable future.

>>8502893
Not the same person you're talking to but mind if i ask if you were a poster in the past threads that's now transitioning? If yes, what made you go for it?

>>8502777
Literally none of the "described alcoholic trannies" are trying to brainwash anyone. Go spread your copypasta in another thread.

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>>8502919
Well, should you? I don't know you, so I don't wanna' say yes or no, but I think the actual answer is often obvious to the person debating it. We try and cover it up with a lot of extra details and baggage because we're scared of what the answer is, but when you break it down to it's very core it'll hopefully be clear, one way or the other. That making sense or am I getting all preachy?

>>8502921
Sounds good. It's okay to say no to something for a night if you need some recovery time, but you gotta' keep that balance up. A long walk sounds like the perfect cure really, gets your brain and body feeling in a better place.

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>>8502921
No shit you can't be someone else. The idea is to make what you have work for you. 5 foot nothing uggmo sewer mutants punch way above their weight due to hard work. Wishing your life away kids stuff.

>>8502884
>>8502912
this is a wasteland for T
and they trying to get people into their cult

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>>8502919
>>8502958
Also, my day was really quite good, thanks anon. Bit of a cold but work went well and I felt like I'd achieved something. Self esteem was also nice and intact, which is good thing to take a moment and appreciate.

>>8502953
I have posted a few times, but I mostly just hang around because I need to be reminded why repression won't work for me. I almost shot myself last month while black out drunk. Had the bullet in the wrong cylinder then passed out. I have since stopped drinking and smoking. Just working towards being happy.

>>8502958
Mhm I love walks, my mind goes a bit mad when I'm alone though so I'm trying to get people with me, I guess I have a lot of hate in me.
>>8502960
Thanks for the tough love anon, I know I can't change who I am, I'm going to work harder in uni, I want to at least try do what I can in life with the hand I've been dealt.

>>8502958
>>8502982
I would like to more often than not, but I'm not in the best of situations to try even if I was sure. On top of being afraid of passing or not if I did decide I want to transition I'm kinda a NEET that lives with my parents so figuring out where to start from there is pretty shitty. Glad you had a good day though.

>>8502912
>evil trannies trying to troll repression gen
Repressors have been trolling other threads pretty hard lately.

>message therapist for consultation
>she gets back to me within minutes
>keep sending back and forth the issues that are bothering me and would like to discuss
>she asks what my work schedule is so we can plan on a good day to meet
>tell her Im currently unemployed and lost my job two weeks ago
>stopped responding
>tfw that was 24hrs ago


Should i message a different therapist.

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>>8503006
We've been dealt pretty righteous hands anon. It's right there for the taking. Dreams can be achieved but fantasies will only delude.

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>>8503006
Don't feel guilty about having hate. We're complex creatures and you can't avoid negavive feelings. Just try and process it in a sound way and you should be fine.
>>8503007
Once again, superfluous details over the core of an issue. I don't like the idea of you suffering for twelve hours, it's not healthy. Do you at least have somebody to talk about it with? That usually helps, since this place can get a little bit intensive sometimes. Just getting things in the open and trading thoughts back and forth with somebody can do wonders.

>>8503022
>righteous

-gags-

>>8503017
If you mean cureanon she's an actual tranny trolling everyone.
And the weirdo that posts that drag queen nun is a cis male from /pol/.

Stop trying to shit out repgen thread because some retards that aren't even from our thread shit yours.

>>8503029
Nope not a soul I can really talk about my trans issues with unless I wanted everyone to know. That's why I'm on 4chan so much honestly.

>>8503022
eh wouldn't call it righteous, my head is pretty fucked.
But I will achieve my dreams, I'm ready for what the future brings, transition is just a last resort.
>>8503029
I know, I just can't really process my emotions very well, Ireland as a country really isn't a nation where mental health is a topic you can talk about, it's still fairly taboo.

>>8503017
why would we want to be in your delusional tranny threads?

>>8503019
Get a way to pay first. They have to eat too

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>>8503047
Would a doctor or therapist be avaliable? Any infrastructure like that? I understand that the cat can't be let out of the bag, so any confidential place would lighten the weight and open new perspectives, I think.
>>8503053
What about those friends of yours? Would they help? When you get real, decent people who care, you can find that ideaology and antagonism melt away and they're just happy to lend a hand.

Right, I gotta' run and get my beauty sleep for a day of work tomorrow. Hope you anons have a decent evening, hold on in there and thanks for the company.

>>8503063
I have disposable income. But she said the consultation is free :/

>>8503100
Maybe they are busy atm then. Message them again or something, but you might be better off finding someone else.

>>8503077
Eh idk, they're nice and all but they wouldn't relate at all and would probably think I'm delusional.

Have a good night, anon.

>>8503100
Find someone else.
She probably thought you were too much trouble or whatever. There's shitty professionals everywhere and they just want easy jobs.

I don't think going to a gender therapist helps with repression but if you think transitioning will help you, go for it.

In the end, it's all about your choices and you have to do what you believe is right anon.

>>8503100
Yes and you revealed to her that it will never go beyond consultation. Try other therapists and go back to this one after a month or so and next time never admit that it won't go beyond consultation.

>>8503112
They get paid to be able to relate. If they don't know how or can't help you they will let you know.

>>8503056
Because you're jealous of us!

>>8503153
I am but that doesn't mean I try to shit up your threads.

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HRT terrifies me. Transitioning, even socially, terrifies me. Being a girl but wearing full plate boy-armor is easier.

I get to be Lina. Online, at least. Sure, friends and family think it's funny that I always play female characters, but they think I'm just a horny dude, nothing else.

They don't know the sweet release I get whenever an NPC or some other player adress me as a girl...

But I'm a delicate flower, too. I'll let him be my 'face' to the outside world. I'm happy like this. I may even get used to this whole "man" thing. I feel this pic would represent me perfectly, if the outside was a man, that is.

>>8503186
>HRT terrifies me. Transitioning, even socially, terrifies me. Being a girl but wearing full plate boy-armor is easier.
Iktf but eventually you start to feel trapped in your armor and you want to take it off. Unfortunately for some people they wear their armor long enough that it becomes a part of them and they can never take it off.

>>8503186
I am the same desu, my friends would judge me for playing as girls in video games when we were kids but I'd just play as a girl whenever it was a game they'd never see me play, it's so nice when someone refers to you as a girl...

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>>8503206
I've been feeling like this since I was 8. Now it's even easier, as I have people that know how I feel, both online and offline. It helps when the armor gets too heavy. I'm like a commoner who got some armor and now thinks she can join in the meele.

I even learned to enjoy sex as a man, the same way you learn to enjoy alcohol kr bitter foods.

Sure, people don't know I'm Lina, and that hurts a bit, feels like I'm a liar. But at least I can be true to myself.


>>8503234
We can play together if you still play games. I'll treat you as a girl even if your voice suggests otherwise, anon.

>>8503109
>>8503113
>>8503123
Thanks. But I did mention to her that I was open to more sessions beyond consultation, and have the means to do so, especially considering she has a fairly reasonable price for the sessions

ive been repressing for a long time because im really lazy. cis girls have almost everything sorted out, without makeup they can look good and all. but as i was born male, if i tried to transition, i would have to at least put some effort and thats the problem for me. im lazy as fuck. i dont even wash my hair sometimes, let alone i would find motivation for makeup

this is why im repressing. i would not pass being a lazy cunt. i'd even accept staying in boymode but hrt don't make you beautiful magically. i dont know what to do with my life anymore

>>8503264
I don't really play games as much and I'm very insecure, I'm not really the kind of person you'd want to talk to heh, sorry Lina...

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>>8503292
I should be the one deciding that, don't you think, anon?
Anyway, ganes were some sort of ice breaker. We can play them or not. We cab talk or not. Up to you, I'm not pushing it.

But I'd really like to. If you're up for it, mail me: [email protected]

>>8502683
Why do they look so old? I'm 28 and that person looks more like they're in their late 30's to me, not 23. I'd say early 30's at the youngest if they aged badly I guess.

>>8503312
>chasing repressed "girls"

Pretty pathetic ngl tbqh

>>8503312
I'll try build the courage to send you an email soon, thanks for giving me a chance, I just smiled for the first time in a while hah.
I will mail you soon, I don't want to feel like I'm pushing myself on you hah, what timezone are you in actually? just so I don't mail you in the middle of the night like a weirdo haha.

>>8503290
Maybe repressing is what's causing you to be lazy?

If im on hrt but live and dress as a boy and probably will for the rest of my life can i stay here.

Has anyone here went out and bought underwear and dresses IRL? Any weird experiences/tips?

>>8503358
This is repression gen.
We don't wear dresses or take hormones.
Sorry.

>>8503186
I feel bad for you, i'm used to be on the same situation. I would always choose female supporting roles in games. My friends used to make fun of me "lol want to be the magical girl again?". And it hurt. There was even a time i tried to "repress" and play as manly characters. I couldn't do it for more than a week.

When i've discovered a mmorpg called TERA i would play it during all my day. I've made many friends and was "happy". One day, i simply threw it all away, never played anything again and started to drink and do drugs. One of the worst decisions i ever made.

>>8503324
Mail me whenever, anon. I barely sleep anyway. I'm at GMT-3. I'll be off for at least 4 or 5 hours now, as it's DnD night. Telling you in advance so you don't freak when I don't reply fast. I hope to see an e-mail soon <3

>>8503398
Oh okay, have fun, I'll do my best to send an email. I'm in GMT, I'll probably sleep in an hour or two so I'll email you in the morning probably if that is fine.

>>8503381
I'm sorry for you anon. I can't force you into games again, but I can offer to play with you if you decide to come back.

>>8503330
I've considered that. But i don't think so, and i can't risk it, what if i'm still lazy after hrt? (some say you're more calm on estrogen. I would die of procrastinating)

Looking as a man is easier. I can let my hair grow without caring with it, and i can stay here at this couch and don't care with anything else than drinking water and eating so i don't die (and i skip meals everytime)

>>8503398
>GMT-3
Argentina?

>>8503417
Yes, I am <3 hahaha totally spotted

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>>8502498
it kida works if you have little dysphoria
and then you have to go thru all these hoops to avoid anything that triggers you and pretty much forgo relationship and sex too, unless you are totally gay and can be a man gay couple

and then you get fucking depressed and terminally lonely and none of the hobbies matter and here I am

>>8503539
>implying I'm not a repressor myself
>implying what I say isn't the same as I think to myself

>>8503358
cd'ing is thrilling if you can pull it off
reddit has a huge cd community

>>8503570
Indulging your AGP/Trans/Dysphoria makes it worse, anon. STOP FAPPING.

>>8503588
I fapped three times today thinking about your feminine penis forcing my anatom AGP vag open over and over again Blanchardfag <3

>>8503539
Bitterhons want to zee people die, they also discredit my views on a cure constatnly. Ignore them.

>>8503501
In cases of low dypshoria, repression isn't too bad. But embracing your masculinity is the best.

>>8503381
>Want to be a magical girl
My dypshoria used to be like that, but only sometimes. Don't trap yourself, as hormones aren't magic.

>>8502842
This anon gets it.

>>8502884
Bitterhons need to push the tradnarrative.

There are many alternate viewpoints, including the chance of a cure.

>>8503588
i think you're right, but some of us agp are too far gone to turn back

i'm just glad i didn't fall for tranny meme, and this gen has helped me that feel that i'm not alone

>>8503604
Baitposter as usual. Not even going to bother.

>>8503033
I'm not a tranny, or trans. I'm AGP (as a label to describe how I feel about dysphoria, I'm not to contrary belief a "blanchardfag"

>>8503624
>not even going to bother
>still replies anyway

loooooooooool blanchardfag always self defeating till the end

i'll think about you the next time i fap today sweetheart <3

>>8503611
I also agree there, anon.

This is why I'm advicating for a cure, and for alternate viewpoints.

The traditional narrative hons want you to trap yourself, anf end up miserable like them.

Transition doesn't work, and they're the perfect example. This includes HRT in all it's forms.

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I think ive found a cure

>>8503635
Encouraging suicide again, bitterhon?

No.

>>8503624
hey curefag, you're actually a decent person, you're one of the only people here that is actually not crazy like the hons or depressed like some of us, at least no presentably, thanks for being there.

>>8503630
gustave le bon told you to create us vs. them narratives because it's easier to seduce the crowd with false ideals of battlelines being drawn for your immortal soul. Christian preachers loved using such tactics when they converted the pagan tribes of Germania and beyond.

Personally however, the fact that you're using such tactics in the first place makes me realize you have far more of an agenda with dedication than you will ever admit on this website.

>>8503640
Thanks, anon. I do my best, but bitterhons are nonstop fighting me at this point.

That's how it goes, after all.

First they laugh at you, then they fight you, then you win. Don't let them get to you. Anything they say reflects their eternal suffering of trapping themselves. You're welcome.

There is hope, there always will be.
Find meaning in your life, and you can be happy.

Never thought repression gen would actually be fun lmao

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>>8503661
>>8503640
>>8503624
wow, even altering up your grammar when you samefag and using Ghandi quotes you're like an e-warrior

i care little about trannies but you my friend are the biggest lolcow on this site currently and tracking your progress as you continue to tell yourself you're SAVING LEEE WOORRRLLLDDDD thru 4chan is the funnest shit I've had to do all year

>>8503650
I'm not trying to convert anyone. Utter drivel.
I'm simply explaining my viewpoints in a rational way people can understand, bitterhon, and explaining the only way you get things done is by fighting for it.

If you sit and do nothing, you're essentially trapping yourself by default.

I dom't have an "agenda", beyond fighting for a cure for AGP/Trans/Dysphroia. If you want to get technical, everyone has an agenda and things they want.

>>8503678
>Haha, everyone has an agenda right? Everyone's le hypocrite hahahaha that's why you have no standards

sad

>4chan is fighting

LOL

>>8503672
Posted within a minute of each other.

That was not me "samefagging"
Fuck off bitterhons, there's many who agree with me.
>>8503639
>>8503640

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>>8503687
>look at my other sockpuppets that'll convince ye! N-nobody pretends to be another person on the internet, that would be just silly!

LOOOOOOOOL

>>8503687
I can confirm that he is not samefagging but the hons wouldn't believe that, would they, curefag?

>>8503683
If the garbage trash board of /pol/ can meme a president, cureanon can cure agp.

>>8503695
posted after a minute of each other >>8503687

you're not fooling anybody with your yet another dissociative spell

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>>8503630
the cure is in acceptance

accepting that you like femininity
or
accepting that you like to feel pretty

you can be a non conforming, feminine male and be happy

>>8503698
nah I'm actually just really active because I have no life... but think what you want mate, you are only tricking yourself and a few hons.

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>>8503696
>/pol/ did Trump

And now we've rooted back to the crux of the lolcow: phoneposters from 2016+ who think 4chan seriously seriously seriously convinced all those voters in Michigan angry about their fucking jobs being shipped to China en masse to vote in el Trumpo

A classic! Continue demonstrating how much this is your first election cycle millenial scum. Figures you adopted a meme cause you'll abandon in like five months after it gets boring!

>>8503635
https://youtu.be/UaKQ6ZMvi40

>>8503703
There's nothing wrong with acceptance. But it's not a "cure". It's a very strong coping mechanism.

There's nothing wrong with being a feminine guy if this makes you happier.

However, if this involves trapping yourself by taking HRT, and so on, then it's a bad idea.

>>8503709
As opposed to tricking the one person dumb enough to take 4chan's never cited advice seriously? Hormones are a personal choice, monkey - you're the one with the game.

>>8503715
That wasn't even me, bitterhon.
/pol/ didn't do shit.
Nice try, baitposter. Samefagging yourself maybe?

>>8503725
I agree somewhat, but all other methods should be tried first. Accepting your feelings is not wrong, however they should be integrated into a male persona at the bare minimum.

>>8503709
There's many of us!

>>8503739
>>8503725
>>8503709
all posted minutes after each other

he's not even trying to hide the sockpuppetry by this point, he is literally starting to circlejerk with himself

>inb4 hasty paint.net edits

>>8503725
i don't advocate hrt for guys either, but who are we to say would others should do?

say, if someone wants to be drug addict, then that's their body to destroy

>>8503743
You're fucking delusional man, I'm just agreeing with someone but you're so caught up in hating on curefag because you will never be a cis girl that you look for any excuse to make him look crazier than you.

>>8503725
HRT is ridiculously easy to reverse though. It's hardly a big deal doing hrt and staying boy-mode

>>8503754
>n-nobody ever sockpuppets on 4chan!!

i'm reporting all of your posts btw. enjoy getting banned again pedospammer!

>>8503635
I wish I had access to a gun I would definitely cure myself

>>8503762
>banned again
>tfw never banned before and I am not curefag

okay mate, have fun.

>>8503761
It is known to have many health downsides
>is ridiculously easy to reverse though.
[citation needed]

Also indulging your AGP/Trans/Dypshoria like that is a one way ticket to hontown.

Transition has no proven long-term health benefits.

>>8503762
>pedospammer
So because someone agrees with me. They're a pedospammer. [citation needed]

>>8503404
That's fine <3 I'll look forward to it!

>>8503764
Don't KYS. Transition is palliative care. But in cases of transition or suicide, anything is worth considering, even trapping yourself.

>>8503774
Never been banned myself, either. I'm not doing anything against the rules.

>>8503774
>I need the last word so hard I can't even let a shitpost go

all you're doing is reinforcing my assertions sperglord - you're so obsessive you'll reply to this chain to the end of time! and still attempt the cheek to claim you're a different person

shitposters never admit defeat lel so it's p. obvious you'll feed any shitty weak bait attempt flung your way due to the need to reinforce narcissistic supply

>>8503776
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Philosophical_burden_of_proof

provide cited evidence for claims

>It is known to have many health downsides

and

>Transition has no proven long-term health benefits.

or withdraw them

Friendly reminder to take your gril pills today young ladies!!

>>8503803
Don't trap yourself.

>>8503794
Tradnarrative hons made the claim first, bitterhon. I don't need to cite shit when there's zero evidence of your own bs claims.

I'm not your fucking shrink. Google it.

>>8503776
There are also health downsides to living your entire life as a stressed out depressed loner as well.
HRT can be mostly reversed other than maybe sterility. Boobs can be removed with ultrasonic breast reduction, it's a pretty minor procedure. Other than that there's really nothing else that needs to be done because testosterone takes care of the rest. Depends on how long you've been on HRT I guess but going on testosterone replacement isn't a huge deal if needed.

>>8503803
rather continue repress, just like this thread is for.
Who cares what I feel like internally.

What compels people to get to their early or late 30s, get married, father one or more children, and then decide that that's the perfect moment to come out as trans?

I feel so sorry the wife and kids

>>8503822
I'm not a "stressed out repressed loner".

While I may be a loner, this is by choice. I'm aromantic and asexual, and don't really give two fucks about relationships. I have many friends, just fyi. About to get off this board and play games with them actually, as I have better things to do than read about bitterhons.

I'm not stressed. I'm just passionate about a cure for AGP/Trans/Dysphoria.

Might let all the bitterhon shitposting die down for a bit before I return. And no, bitterhons I'm not "giving up". I just enjoy life more than you do.
I'm not a repressor. I'm a self-aware AGP, usinf that as a label to describe Trans/AGP/Dysphoria.

>>8503834
a true repressor is dead before 30.
Joking of course, I don't understand either desu, if it took them 40 years to realise they weren't living the right life, they're probably just insane and not trans is my guess

>>8503822
very true, add reckless dug/alco usage, shitty eating habits and self neglect
I never to to a doc even when I have pretty bad inflammation

>>8503853
In cases of reckless drug/drink usage, exc HRT is a valid self-delusion measure to dodge more harmful substances.

But it's still just medicating yourself, and not fixing the problem.

>>8503822
and turning yourself into some hon male/female thing w little or no sex is going to be good for you?

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>>8503501
Hiking anon here.
I just came back from a long walk with my doggo my feet are killing me.

>it kida works if you have little dysphoria
Mine used to be quite strong, I used to cry a lot about some of these things, my life is still pretty bad but I recon it could be worse.

>and then you have to go thru all these hoops to avoid anything that triggers you and pretty much forgo relationship and sex too, unless you are totally gay and can be a man gay couple

I haven't had much human contact for years, I stopped caring I think I'm asexual.

In the past few years the only contact I had with other people were either buying things at the store or talking to someone on 4chan / video games though I kinda tend to ghost people a lot on mmos because sometimes things don't go so well for me.

Like once when a friend kept joking saying I would be a great wife because I was so diligent in crafting some items, I'm sure he didn't meant anything other than just a joke but that kinda hit me hard.

>and then you get fucking depressed and terminally lonely and none of the hobbies matter and here I am

Try to find something that keeps you alive, for me it's my dog and the fact my mom would be sad if I died, after that I just try to move on and try to find something good in life.

Anyways I'm just sharing my experiences repressing, the longer you do the more comfortable you are with it, just try to put life on cruise control and don't think too much about it and move on day by day.

I'm off from 4chan again see you all tomorrow maybe.

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>>8503841
>>8503834
you should asktransgender
https://imgur.com/a/UsRWJ

The idealism this board makes me think about is probably not good, sometimes I think I could actually be a woman and pass and I feel great for a second and then remember I will never be a woman and I'd just ruin my life if I got on HRT and transitioned.

>>8503834
Get the contact emails of the people in this thread and check back in ten years

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I'm kinda worried. I figured out I preferred homosex almost 5 years ago and I just now came out. I am "coming out" so fast that I'm literally forgetting how to think??? Does anyone know this feel?? It's kind of scary.. I mean yes it's incredibly fun but it turns out there was a very, very feminine person inside of me and it's like I can't get enough..

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>>8503903
>I haven't had much human contact for years
>only contact I had with other people were either buying things at the store or talking to someone on 4chan / video games
same but I cant bear it anymore and the longer it goes the older you get the worse it becomes, this is not a life at all, maybe joining the army to die for some global kikes profit wouldve been better than this
I know I should get a job going, do something interesting but I have no motivation at all - everyhting seems meaningless

having a dog to care about and feel less lonly must be good I guess

>>8503874
I just tell people I have a thyroid issue. Better than being a bald wrinkly old man

>>8503928
HRT doesn't ruin anything and doens't change much for months, there is no risk to try it

>>8503987
Jokes on you I'm a NEET with no income in order to just "try" it I would have to come out to my parents

>>8504108
it's not that expensive, lots of neet/young trannies are selfmedding, bonus point is that you have no social life to ruin either - nothing to lose or hide from work colleagues

coming out to parent is pretty hard, I know - I just cant do it, but you dont have to

>>8504134
Yeah I literally have no money though like I don't even own many things to sell for it because I went through a phase of selling all my stuff for alcohol. Yeah I have no social life either so my relationship with my parents is the only thing I could possibly ruin.

wait, is it true that someone here stopped repressing and is on hrt?

is spartan dead?

>>8503834
>What compels people to get to their early or late 30s, get married, father one or more children, and then decide that that's the perfect moment to come out as trans?

shitposting in /repgen/ and listening to cure trolls then regreting it later

>>8504358
>wait, is it true that someone here stopped repressing and is on hrt?
I hope so. Repression is insanity. Just read the crazy stuff you guys are posting.

>>8504376
There are a few shit posters here but most of us are just depressed people that are in bad situations for transitioning and just drink our problems away

>>8504380
Depression is no fun, I know, but drinking isn't the answer. Maybe all your options are bad but turning to the bottle is just giving up on yourself.

>>8504389
Yup pretty much

>>8504358
Several people have. I am one of them.

>>8504376
>Just read the crazy stuff you guys are posting.
i just lurk this sometimes cause i'm in a similar situation but i do agree about the alcoholic repressing people. That won't work and they're going to hurt themselves even deeper.

>>8504413
anon nothing is going to work for me but at least drinking is like a fast forward button on my shitty life

>>8504407
what made you go for it?

it's nice to see more people trying to live. the more people happy, the less people in this insane thread

just like "suicide general" in r9k some months ago. but here people are not trying to kill themselves (mostly) and are actually trying to be happy and coming in terms with their problems.

>>8504432
I was going to kill myself. See>>8503003
I hope more people choose this path. It's better then being miserable.

>>8504426
well not trying to be rude here but youre not fast fowarding shit. you're just heading to a painful lonely (and slow) death.

if you're considering killing yourself, remember it's way harder to do it than try to be happy. sorry if i actually sound like an asshole but i can't deal with people that want to end their lifes without trying. i lost a friend to this shit and still cant accept people doing it. i was in the last thread and wrote about that: we only have one life. try to live it before you think about ending it. and im not even talking about transitioning, repressing or discovering youre just a cis person, im talking about fixing your fucking social life and professional life. but if you tell me "i dont really want to live" and the reason is related to your gender, then you should do something about it.

>>8504439
i hope you don't end up falling for the suicide meme again, it's not worth it. good luck and have a nice life. and remember things wont be easier, but now you can find motivation to fight. after all its life, and its made of tragedy, but we shouldn't give up

also if you dont mind, bring light to those who are lost in this place sometimes.

>>8504473
Suicide isn't that difficult. The exit bag technique with nitrogen is pretty painless and feels like normal anesthetic if done right.

>>8504473
Aye. I have been trying to. I'm the anon that's been suggesting professional help and shit slinging at trolls earlier in the thread.

>>8504473
I mean gender plays a role in why I want to die. I'm not sure how big of a role though to be honest with you. My life isn't going anywhere I have no future no career barely any friends. I really let my life fall apart unfortunately and I have no idea how to salvage it or even where to start. As for suicide I know I wouldn't be able to do it unless I had a gun so it's not gonna happen for better or worse. Sorry for being pessimistic.

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>>8504358
Highly doubt anyone here is getting married. Years ago I had a gf that wanted serious relationship, moving together and all and I just couldn't see myself in it I couldn't live this lie just to be normal. And trust me I want to be normal - just like all my all friends who are getting married.

>>8504376
it is fucking crazy, I thought I was going insane and I had what some call 'trans dissociation', I dont know myself anymore, I couldn't understand whats going on with me and why I felt like if I had lost a loved one in a fatal accident

>>8504510
there was a take on it in another thread

>Essentially you have become disguested with a major part of yourself and you feel like there is a second part of yourself which needs to get out of the water and start breathing again.
>Anything that doesn't directly lead to that makes you feel nihilistic. Since you actually hate a part of yourself you arn't fufilled when that part receives anything at all.

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It feels good to take my boy-armor off from time to time. Even if I'm not Lina, the girl I can be Laisha, the halfling girl. And since I RP a female, I get referred to as "she" during game sessions. Even if it's because they talk about my character.


It's the little things that count and let me keep repressing.

>>8504492
depending on where you live im pretty sure you cant buy a nitrogen/helium tank. but in the case you can, shit still can happen. in this case you can even fuck up and end with a brain problem.

>>8504501
i actually like to read and help when i can, its difficulty when 70% of the posts here are trolls

>>8504510
don't worry about being pessimistic, we're on repgen.

You live in a rural place, right? You can't move to somewhere else to work or do college if you want to? maybe both if youre interested? dont think if youre interested in doing it, just tell me if thats a possibility.

>>8504519
I'm going fucking nuts over repressing, I'll be honest. I'm going to end up like fucking cureanon if I don't trap myself soon.

>>8504567
That's interesting
Even when I'm out in girlmode, I've never felt like I was female.

>>8504581
Roleplaying a female feels more secure, rather than being one

>>8504576
Find an outlet to express yourself

>>8504574
>depending on where you live im pretty sure you cant buy a nitrogen/helium tank. but in the case you can, shit still can happen. in this case you can even fuck up and end with a brain problem.
lolwat anyone can buy a tank of whatever gas they want. Inert gasses are all over the place. Stores that sell welding supplies, diving stores, paintball stores, neon sign stores, etc.
I believe it's quite rare for it to fail as long as you use a proper inert gas.

Free donald trump fucks his mom hillary clinton shemale tranny hetai porn videos

>>8504576
>I'm going to end up like fucking cureanon if I don't trap myself soon.
Do it. You can already see that repression is just making you crazy.

The AGP general just got deleted...

>>8504584
I always liked pretty tangible things.
That's cool that you can create it online

>>8504550
Possibly.

>>8504574
I don't live in a completely rural area but I don't live in a city either. Don't have the money to move or do college honestly not that I would want to anyways.

>>8504576
Iktf.

>>8504592
why? I still have it open if you need

>>8502829
he did porn btw

>>8503588
Go away Curehon.

>>8504599
Not only online! For instance, today we played DnD, and it was face to face, with some friends

>>8504586
anon some countries have control over this kind of shit, and y'know there's people from everywhere here. Also it is indeed quite rare to fail if you do it right, but many people don't pay attention to simple things and fuck up everytime (like people shotting themselves in the wrong place and wondering why they're now quadraplegic)

Obvious, working (but not painless) ways of suicide are for the REALLY desperate ones. If they don't simply put a knife through their necks, they still have hope for a better life.

Even some curefags agreed: suicide is not an option unless you REALLY HAVE NOTHING ELSE.

And to have nothing else means you must be really fucked up. If you're on your room, with parents or relatives still keeping you alive,you have something, and you have a chance.

>>8504605
What would be your plans for the future/ your parents plans for you? (Don't need to answer me this if you don't want, but think about it and about the options you have)

>>8504432
>suicide general" in r9k
anything good came out of those?

>>8504608
>why?
Because it seems like >>8501727 was wrong.

>>8504660
To be honest with you I have no plans for the future and I never have. I'm more depressed than usual right now so I feel like most of my responses are overly pessimistic, but I really have never had plans for the future. I kind of just exist. Anyways I'm going to bed sorry for being this way.

>>8504660
I'd still take suicide over living a dissociated life even if I'm not entirely unhappy. If you have to spend your entire living as an identity that you don't want it's not really worth it.

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>AGP
>Feeling horny
>start fantasizing about lesbian sex
>starts wishing he were a girl so she could have the sexual confidence to go out and fuck cute ladies
>Tries desperately to satisfy those urges by watching porn or reading lewd yuri
>For obvious reasons 90% of the porn is shit and has to resort to watching the small handful of good, genuine feeling ones.

Every. Fucking. Time

>>8504751
>watching porn

>>8504661
I don't think anyone suicided but it was really depressing.

>>8504716
Actually, go sleep and try to forget this for a bit. Tomorrow you can think about this all. But don't give up yet, i was in a terrible situation too before but i managed to "improve my life" a bit.
Btw i live in ukraine so you get an idea of how shitty is this place.

>>8504733
As ive said (not trying to make anyone do it, just to make them think) if the person is like this and can't function because theyre trans/non-conforming, why dont they at least try to take hrt? you can learn to accept yourself in the way. also taking hrt is not necessarily transition and go fulltime as a girl, only if the person wants and pass (and if the person don't pass, at least she tried. It's better to be on hrt than stay with testosterone if the person is so scared of being more masculine. see spartan)

>>8504784
ukrainian trannies are cute but I guess you'd have to move if you want a decent and SAFE life
ex USSR is shit for lgbt

>>8504751
That's why you use yuri doujins, not shitty 3D porn

>>8504810
I agree. I have a really low life expectancy here and can get killed anytime desu. I'm just a femboy tho but being a "weak man" in this place is almost as bad as being a tranny. I'm thinking about what to do.

>>8504784
>As ive said (not trying to make anyone do it, just to make them think) if the person is like this and can't function because theyre trans/non-conforming, why dont they at least try to take hrt? you can learn to accept yourself in the way. also taking hrt is not necessarily transition and go fulltime as a girl, only if the person wants and pass (and if the person don't pass, at least she tried. It's better to be on hrt than stay with testosterone if the person is so scared of being more masculine. see spartan
I've been taking HRT but I still feel the same kind of dissociation from myself as before. Just kind of like I'm coasting through life, have no motivation for anything cause I just don't care what happens.

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>>8504765
>>8504833
I know. Everytime I think I've learned my lesson something keeps pulling me back until I rediscover that most 3D porn is trash and I should just stick to the exceptions or stop watching entirely. I guess I only keep watching because I have a thing for disrobing and foreplay, but most actresses dress to slutty for me to feel anything (not sure why, but something about seeing clothes getting disrobed during a makeout session just gets me appeals to me)

Yuri doujins are usually better yeah, not 100% perfect, but a lot sweeter and more sensual. I usually feel a lot better after reading them too.

When will science develop the technology needed to transfer our consciousness to the bodies of our desired sex?

>>8504939
Not during our lifetime anon, I'm sorry :(
Luckily, we could get uploaded to some VR when we die, a la mirror black.

>>8504939
>transfer our consciousness to the bodies of our desired sex
Won't work. It would only be a copy of you, not actually you.

>>8504957
Please not this argument...

Just say it transplants your brain? And magically makes a male brain fit in a female skull, before any skull sizers attack me.

>>8504957
Not if we get to the point of singularity. At our current technological pace Ray Kurzweil predicts singularity by 2045

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Couddn't really finish my booze yesterday so i'm doing it today and hopefully never again. I've found where to get E pills so i hope tomorrow will be the day i finally order dem mones. But can someone relate or hlp me please/

Sometimes i think it won't be "worth" to go on hrt even if i'm doing it for like 6 months to see how i feel. Like, sometimes i feel like if i don't need it because i feel "okay" looking like a man. I mean, sometimes i look at myself in the mirror and think "what a handsome metalhead guy". For 3 seconds at max, of course. If i keep looking i start to judge and hate my facial features, facial hair etc. If i get too distracted i may end up hating myself for hours at the mirror. Judging by my posts of course i'm not okay but idk, my mind is really a mess. Anyone can relate or give advice?

Actually i'm doing kind of a crossplay the next year in my local con. when i think about it i feel like i could be happy having that as a hobby and feeling cute, even if i have a shitty job and live in a terrible place. And ofc i would need HRT to keep looking cute until my 30s. But then i think about mental side effects of hrt, i dont want to "lose myself" or to lose control and end up being someone else. Kind of funny when i've considered suicide as an alternative to this but idk, i want to think like i do now, without the depression etc

And i've made the decision. Even if i don't pass i'll be okay with settling down as a femboy. I just want to look cute desu so i can move with life and start thinking about what can i do with life. I'm even considering drinking just a little bit tomorrow so i have the courage to order them.

I want to read the posts here but i can't concentrate, something interesting happened? Is everyone alright?
Drunk anons, spartan, the anons that decided to take hrt today. Hope you all find hapiness. I like to post drunk because i can overcome fears and say what i really think and want. Someday i'll be like this even when sober

>>8501396
explain op?

>>8505012
Take the mones if you want, but anon, everything that bugs you can be solved without mones.
You can get ffs without mones. And hair removal too. Not saying that you shouldn't get on mones but if you're not sure, well...you don't HAVE to get them.

Hitting the gym is boosting my T levels which in turn makes me feel good about being a man(or is it just being fit?). Perhaps this is what knights of old felt when they polished their armors.

I have to make my boy-armor look as cute and as fit as I can!

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>>8505049
Thank you for the answer

I will never really have money for ffs because i live in a place where it is extremely expensive and the minimum wage isn't enough even to pay for food. But i'm planning on hair removal, it's one of the first things i'll go after.

If it makes you happy keep at it anon, i hope you're happy. Being fit in general improves your life (anything is better than staying home), so it's a win-win. And if you're ok with being masculine i think you'll notice you don't really need to be fem to be happy while on the gym, improving your body. I tried it before but it didn't help in my case.

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>>8505012
You are anxious and it's ok, its an important step but it's only a small step on your journey, you are not diving into transition, you are moving at a snail' pace, remember that. You are not rushing and could always take a turn if you don't like where it leads you.

Is it scary or dangerous to make a small step on a long road that leads to your dreams and desires? absolutely not! Turn this anxiety into an excitement - you are buying a present for yourself that would make you a happier person - and that's why you are so exited, because it means so much to you and you wanted it for so long.
Now go and make this step, it's only a first of many (what, did you think you would gulp a pill and wake up a girl a on the next day? yeah, you wish)
And don't forget the vitamins too, you want to be a healthy and happy girl.

I'd hold your hand to you give you move courage if I wasn't thousands miles away...

>>8505090
are you doctor who is qualified to check his bloodwork to make sure his levels are ok?

are you going to send him money if he has any medical issues related to self medding?

>>8505118
This is how to spot the Susan's Place hon. No you fucking retard we cant send money over 4chan but with private blood tests most of that shit doesn't even matter. Self medding is a great start because it shows doctors you arent fucking around and puts them at the end of an ethical gun barrel that forces them to fucking help you with transitioning.

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>>8505118
I cant quote our endo and a tranny doctor:
>cypro (Cyproterone acetate) is safe for anyone besides people with dead liver (ie hepatitis)
tonn of people are slefmedding and doing fine, IF you don't feel fine you can always stop and do the bloodwork

doing test for hormones after few months is a good idea yeah, and it's not a problem in any first- or even second- world country

again, see HRTgen for more detailed info and advice please

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>>8505090
I guess you're right, when i'm sober i can't overcome my anxiety (i have extreme anxiety since i quit lexapro) so it kinds of hold me back at everything. It may be the reason i'm so miserable idk

Thank you thank you thank you. If i do it i'll take small steps and accept small changes as they happen.

>>8505118
Well...

1- I've been researching about this for years so i doubt i'll fuck up the dosage. i'm always at HRT gen and been reading some material from people in my country
2- If i have a genetic problem (like liver problems with AA/E etc) i don't really care, at least i tried. In this situation i would actually end my life but it's very unlikely. If i don't do nothing i'm surely going to end it anyway. I forgot to add:

I know i can solve many problems with surgeries and minor procedures (being more feminine). But i'm scared of aging with T in my blood. It already done lots of damage and i'm only 18. This is why i consider HRT so seriously, even if i live as a femguy in the end. I can't cope with aging as a man. Maybe i'll look for a psychiatrist later, it's because my corrupt country National health service is extremely slow and i don't think i can get help from them in less than 2 years of therapy and waiting

Even if i look myself in the mirror sometimes and feel "okay" or forget about this all while working. Even if i feel like i'm not doing the right decision or feel like my life would be fucked. I know one thing for sure, and i take my decision based on it: I don't want to get any more masculine than i'm right now. I feel disgusted with myself. When i look at the bathroom mirror and see my skinny body, with some potential, i feel really nice and in peace. But i know it will get worse everyday as T molds my body into a square.

My only fear is losing my mind but that's a meme, right? i'll still enjoy what i do (maybe discover new things). But i've done heavy drugs and been through depression and meds, i'll not lose my mind now.

>>8505012
When ever you start to feel a bit better about yourself, it always crashes down even harder. I have done that shit for 7 years now. My advice is to avoid mirrors. Get on hrt if you feel like it's what you need. Lord knows its what i need.

>>8505204
Depending on where you live usually blood tests are free if you just go to your GP.

>>8505204
>i have extreme anxiety
Ive always had extreme anxiety too, I guess its common for feminized brains like we have
we are more emotional and neurotic than boys

>>8504663
Wrong? That's primarily what the mod does. Every time an AGP thread gets too "btw Blanchard was a shitter" it gets deleted.

>>8505312
or maybe the've had enough of sperging and pointless fighting about Blanchy from all sides, its been like cancer lately

so how much would 2 months of estrogen even cost?

t. poorfag too lazy/tired to look it up

>>8505468
It's around like $40-$50 probably. Depends what you order and from where.

>>8505475
thx bb

t. repressed sitting in my room crossdressing

>>8505487
fact: hrt going to ruin your agp

Trannies are fucking disgusting

Luckily they will all die at 40

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Stop it

Stupid female feelings
STOP FEELING SO FRAGILE :(

>>8505492
You're just an attention whore tbqh
I doubt you even have dysphoria

>>8505490
No it doesn't. Am on hrt, have no jizz, orgasms more difficult, I still masturbate though. If anything it's even more arousing.

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>>8505495
I am very crazy

I just feel so scared and want to escape being trans

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are people migrating from AGPgen to repressgen ... to mtfg? is this our faith?

>>8505513
I started coming in here because seeing people convince each other to repress is just sad. At least have half a brain and discuss ways out of whatever shithole you're in so you don't have to repress.
People in here shouldn't be encouraging others to stay in whatever rut in their life that they're in.

>>8505508
You're just a kid tbqh
>>8505513
All trannies are agp and failed males

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>>8505520
Im 22

Im man enough by passing standards

>>8505525
You're still a kid in the head.

>>8505525
you act like an attention starved 6 yr old

>>8505528
Eh I'll accept that

>>8505532
Well I was attention starved for most of my life
I felt like a nothing person

Don't worry degenerates, your pain and suffering will end by Allah's will,
for your faggotry and degeneracy is only protected by countries with negative birth rates who are going to die out soon.

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>>8505528
trannies never mature, just look at tripfag gen

>>8505541
>estrogen is everywhere
>but just low enough amounts to ensure you'll still be a hon :^)

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>>8505540
You know there's a Muslim tranny in mtfg right?

>>8505553

New thread


>>8505552
Who

>>8505513
Yes, this is the Holy Path. What they don't tell you is that you eventually migrate from /mtfg/ to normie girl sites

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>>8505552
Not anymore.

>>8505555
one can dream
I cant relate to 'normie' girls tho and girls tend to be insufferable online, even those who were my friends irl

>>8505552
>You know there's a Muslim tranny in mtfg right?
>>8505556
>Not anymore.

Did she get stoned or just thrown out of a building by her parents?

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Reminder that your body not only needs Estrogen/Testosterone but other hormones as well.
Get out of your room! Go work out! Yiu'll feel better, I promise!!
Nobody wants a fat blob anyway, tranny or not. And being skinnyfat is just as bad.
Go for a wall, or do some HIIT at home. Don't be like Patchouli-sama!

>>8505519
It's not as easy as that, anon. Some of us have given it enough though to know that transitioning is either a gamble or a plain loss, given our current lives.
Or that it is too daunting and we'd rather wear our boy-armors.
Or that we know that being hons is more miserable than repressing.
It's never black and white.