>tfw afraid of coming out to my father because I know he'll be even more disappointed in me than he already is
God fucking dammit. I lie to myself by saying that "oh, I'm not coming out, if straight people don't have to then why do I?" I try to give him cues that I'm not into fems, even my mom has dropped a hint now and again. But he still asks me stuff like "anon, do you see those cute girls over there?" and "are there any girls you like in your class?"
What do I gonna do?
I'm so scared.
Sorry OP, that sucks.
I wish I could help you but I never wanted to fuck my parents so I never had this problem.
>>8492853
Don't trap yourself.
You don't have to come out.
Just STOP FAPPING, and man up!
In a similar situation, both parents are religious and are grossed out by any implication of same sex relations on TV or whatever. My relationship with my parents is good right now and I don't wanna ruin it, but at the same time I feel like I should at least tell them before I move out out of respect. I think I'll tell them so though, just thinking about it, anyways good luck OP.