Dear diary
Today I was still in boymode. I didn't do anything to help me work towards passing except take hormones. I wish I was dead.
I hope tomorrow is better.
>>8475223
I was in increasingly feminine boymode for a good 2 years of HRT and honestly don't regret it given my situation. There are sometimes advantages to going slow, as long as you're not going backwards.
Have you tried natural looking makeup? See if you can wear foundation and a tiny bit of unnoticable eyeliner in boymode. It should help your confidence.
>>8475223
kys OP, this board already has too many tranny threads
Don't die OP there are so many tranny threads on this board because there are just so many trannies :^)
>>8475223
iktf
My parents won't accept it, for the time being I live in a small conservative town that I wouldn't dare try to girlmode in, and I'm still waiting for my hair to grow out, which is crucial for me to pass. So much waiting.
But hey, at least hormones are making us at least a bit more feminine each day...
>>8475223
>tfw been on hrt for a year but still only present in boymode
kill me