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another hon suicide thread 2017-06-21 06:13:04 Post No. 8474193
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so /tttt/ i need your help
>1year 3 months hrt
>still look like a man
>cant afford ffs
>will probably take a couple years before that happens
>I hate living as male and permaboymode is killing me inside
>repression or detrans is not an option for me either
I want an honest opinion not a reddit hugbox or anything like that I want the truth. If im not living the way I want to and times already being wasted should I continue?? I'm honestly starting to think suicide is a better option Im just being a shut in I haven't left my house in months and when I do all i feel is dysphoric and sad. Even my friends are starting to not want to hang around me. I tried going fulltime once and yea it wasn't the best thing in the world. I looked like a manlet in a dress and I still do. Is there really some sort of hope to hold on to or is it just something people tell to other people???
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post pics
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>>8474193
>>I hate living as male and permaboymode is killing me inside
Then stop living as male/peramboymode?
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>>8474193
Are you me?
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>>8474193
I feel like suicide is the better option, I'm just scared if I'm doing a mistake and in a couple a years things would have changed :/
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Identify what's wrong and try to fix it.
Strong jaw? Use tousled or wave hair to soften it. Elongated face? There's hairstyles for that too. See if you can get away with minimal changes then begin testing more 'pain in the ass' stuff like makeup to see if it's a complexion problem or mannerisms generally.
I sure hope you didn't just think transitioning was taking HRT and becoming a girl by month 8 as you keep up your daily routine. Your hair at the least may be subject to change to say nothing of your appearance generally.
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>>8474197
I would but i dont want to add insult to injury desu I dont want to be another hon /tttt/ memes up.
but in general
>masculine roman nose
>wide face
>very harsh masculine features on my face
>>8474211
But thats the problem I am to self aware there is threads up right now where hons are being made fun of and i know thats me. I am masculine I am dont look like a woman and probably never will without surgeries.
>>8474283
I hope not because that means you feel as shitty as I do anon and I hope your better off than I am right now honestly
>>8474299
yea thats how I feel
>>8474315
no like I said I have tried going full time I put in the effort.I've been wanting this or years so I practiced my voice I been playing with makeup for years even though I dont really like it as much as others do.My hair is a curly rats nest i condition I use oils I have done hair masks everything but its just unmanageable and I cant straighten it because it looks like a helmet or a wig on my head so it makes things worse for me. maybe I just got shit luck but I have tried I knew from the get go I probably wasn't one of those lucky transgirls that within 1 month of hrt they're already passing with no effort but putting in the effort makes me realize what a fucking mess I am.
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>>8474193
Off chance that you are still here I hope you don't kill yourself anon. Things can still get better you just have to stay strong. I'm not in too much of a better spot than you. I have a wide long face strong jaw and a neanderthal brow. I just stay boy mode and hope I can afford ffs someday.
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