Have you done any self-care today? kek, j/k I know exactly who I'm talking to.
Go take a shower you nasty motherfucks
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• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
last episode >>8466621
1st for no huge rush, in yr own time
2nd for dysphoria pic
>>8468730
premium op, have your (you).
>>8468730
excuse me, they are called transbiennes, you misgendering shitlady
Repressed tranny or just insane?
>>8468755
def agp in any case
pooin rn
>>8468714
No, I know what it means. My last partner was nonbinary. Even after being together for about a year I still didn't really know how to classify her. There was not enough to say "yup, this is a lesbian relationship," it never really felt like it was one. It wasn't really a heterosexual relationship either. Plus, the way it formed was atypical and very much a slow steady burn, we never had that phase of excitement and infatuation.
>>8468716
Yeah, you actually did
I actually have not been this smitten and excited since my first..
>>8468629
i feel nauseous, & i have a headache.
otherwise, my body feel light & fluffy.
like cotton candy, or meringue.
really warm to.
i feel like my nausea is slowly lifting.
also like my body is forcing me to sleep
W-where is evangeline?
>>8468730
>implying there are any hstses in /mtfg/
>>8468755
What's the difference?
>>8468772
Nim is corrupting her
>>8468774
im a hsts
>>8468769
did u adjust meds recently
sleeeep
>>8468784
The field of trannyisms is rapidly changing, you gotta keep up.
>>8468784
what did u think it meant
>>8468772
she's okay don't worry :)
>>8468795
>the oldest birth defect in thebook is changing
uh huh
>>8468765
>Yeah, you actually did
>I actually have not been this smitten and excited since my first..
Hmm.TOO BAD I DONT FEEL THE SAME MUHUHAHAHAHA.
jk i actually cant even sleep very well i think about you so much...
>>8468772
Bullied out of the thread, joining Grace, Lauren and Charlotte.
>tfw failing boymode
>>8468784
hsts is a gay man who's such a hyper-femme turbo-gay that it's easier for him to live as a woman than a man
According to Blanchard, all trans women are either hsts or agp
>>8468795
have we really come full circle so that ancient terms for trannies are now new again
>>8468784
>i just realised i don't know what hsts means
HomoSexualTransSexual
it refers to transwomen who are attracted to men
>>8468811
homosexual transsexual, mtf attracted to men, you get 10 free trutrans points in the blanchard rulebook if ur hsts
>>8468820
that guy is your idol
bad worship!
>>8468814
>tfw think I'd probably fail boymode but never leave my house so I'll never know
>>8468820
That sounds like Dollface.
>>8468821
Yeah, it's like with the mullets.
>>8468832
But how will you get your tendies if you don't go out?
>>8468806
I mean there's a reason I've been sleeping poorly as well, and it's not just because we've been staying up to talk to each other.
>>8468827
There is no such thing as trutrans in blanchard's rulebook. We are all men.
>be pre hrt
>saw therapist again yesterday
>we discuss what he wants me to do
>reccomends starting on an antidepressant and on hrt at the same time
>ask Wait is it safe to start both at the same time? Shouldnt I treat one then the other?
>he says Well it's like the chicken and the egg, which came first the depression or the dysphoria? I reccomend treating both at once
>start laughing because egg
>psyche has no idea why I'm laughing
>try to explain concept of trans egg spotting
>can't because laughing too much
>takes 5 minutes to calm down
>cringe thinking about it now
To be fair I was severely sleep deprived
>>8468778
really?
Stop transing young twinks please. Thank you.
>>8468844
mhm but he does think some are right to transition and wrote references for transwomen to that effect
im p sure it was hsts he was ok with transitioning?
>>8468823
>>8468827
Not only are hsts attracted to men, but they're attracted to men exclusively.
Blanchard doesn't think truly bi trans women exist, and that if you're agp then you can only be attracted to men because you get off to how feminine it makes you feel to be with them.
>>8468844
>There is no such thing as trutrans in blanchard's rulebook. We are all men.
this
>>8468859
No, blanchard actually states that both subtypes of transsexual need to transition
>>8468846
Nim has been more lewd lately and I think it's rubbing off on Eva
>>8468845
yeah some sort of mood drug will be a good idea for you not meaning offense
>>8468856
nim and eva? no way
>>8468844
>I've been sleeping poorly as well,
Im sorry :(
>tfw they make fun of your chipped gloppy nail paint job.
>>>not noticing youre filing your nails and theyre on point for typing like a pro
something something books
>>8468866
interesting
>>8468866
I wish I were rubbing off Eva
>>8468845
https://youtu.be/PJnpIMbszEU?t=16s
>>8468823
Like meeeeeee
>>8468860
wow
i mean im legit hsts trying to be bi but i can't do it so i don't feel threatened by blanchard as much as a lot of people but yeah he's no good is he
>>8468827
>hsts = 'trutrans'
end this meme
>>8468879
nim and eva otp
>>8468755
He liked to crossdress when nobody was around, so an actual tranny.
Not much difference though.
>>8468887
nah its funny. also if ur index finger isn't longer than ur ring finger you're not trans either
Ok, which one of you did that belong to?
http://www.atlasobscura.com/articles/nazi-artifacts-buenos-aires
>>8468873
Don't be
If there's any way I could be losing sleep, I'm happy that it's because of you. Dozing in bed thinking of you is pretty comfy.
>>8468755
tranny phantom the cartoonist killer was some kind of AGP maniac, everyone knows that trutrannies kill themselves, not other people
>>8468902
Definitely Anise.
>>8468730
What's happening to the spine???
>>inb4 fat
>>inb4 skinny/anorexic
This is never normal.
>>8468919
That's perfectly normal.
>>8468886
It's a load of shit, but for some reason it's a popular belief among this board, and if you try to denounce it then you'll get accused of being an agp who's just denying Blanchard because she can't accept that she's agp.
***not ***trutrans
>>8468919
It's a rib cage thing. Mine does that a little as well, though obviously not as much.
>giving a fuck about label maker gatekeepers when theyre cucked by government and youre using a crypto currency designed to be anti censored so u can buy self mod tranz pills globally
holy shit, i better not be tripping
>>8468919
It's normal if you're a healthy BMI
>>8468903
s-s-s-same
>>8468926
4chan likes to start at the least convenient belief then work their way toward the facts from there - opposite of normie method
>>8468932
Do people actually dress cyber punk as not a costume?
>>8468932
it is kinda fun buying estrogens w btc on my iphone
>>8468949
Can you buy T with btc?
Asking for a friend, obviously.
>>8468941
roflmao confirmed
least convienent. thats great.
there is naziz in antarctica and they hate baskets of central banking
>>8468949
I don't think people have that in mind when they think of cyberpunk.
>>8468948
i mean i have a rfid nfc microchip in my hand if u call that a dress
its not tailored
>>8468956
you can buy anything with btc, but i'm not sure where you'd pay. what's the equivalent of the silk road these days? if you know how to get drugs you'll be able to get t
>>8468972
Lol that's fuckin cool. What do you do with it?
>>8468974
cindy usually looks really pretty, but she looks like mira in this photo
>>8468977
same thing i do with the e i inject
pretend nothing is happening
ive never owned a compatable nfc android to play with it. i tag it with my friends fones.
>>8468972
want one of those in an acrylic nail for my ring finger, under the skin just seems like something to wait til 2030 for
>>8469001
dope. glue one on. maybe ppl will see and bump
>>8468974
Delete this now pls I look weird
>posting your face in this shithole
>when millenials are going to be better at privacy than the shit boomers we inherit the internet from
I just realized remembering being analy penetrated as a kid is actually fucked up and I should probably worry about it. I don't remember anything else just the feeling of something painful going into me when I was 5.
hey always remember to tell your friends that you love them and appreciate them as often as you possibly can and do nice things for them and be there when they need you to be because they will be there when you need them and it's the most wonderful thing in the world
friendship is vry important and good
>>8469032
Eugenie got you too huh?
>>8469043
hi anne
>>8468761
I don't know who this insane person is. Who are they and how can we tell they're def agp?
>tfw you watch randy stains suicide tape and he's this massive edge lord while having framed pictures of his ember OCs in the background
i thought people outgrew this shit after high school
kiss my neck
>>8469061
hi num
>>8469044
Omfg
now i feel much better.
i guess what i really needed was to t**** u*
(gross).
yea, i feel much better now.
no more nausea, no more headache.
it must have been something that i ate.
either that or it might have been some dust that kicked up when i threw away my ground morning glory seeds for the move.
o no, my eyes are open but these tiny colors are persisting.
deer god. i was trying to do the opposite of get high.
why
>>8469084
are you gucci
>>8469090
I hope you feel better
>>8469043
Would you even say...
friendship is magic?
>>8469067
idk who they are either but that head tilt and mirror selfie and open decolletage or w/e it's called on men w/ undershirt plus blank, dysphoric stare tells u theyre trans but that harsh coloured outfit and severe expression tells u they're tryin to impress girls, not boys - case closed
>>8469111
ya i think so
anne someone was offering to see their injections on reddit cuz they were detransing and im offering to buy them instead of trying to convince them to keep going
is that bad
>>8469102
yea, i feel better
>>8469119
offering to *sell
>>8469119
that sounds risky as fuck tnh
>>8469126
ye id wanna see pics and stuff first
i can always do a chargeback if they don't send it or something, i think it's mostly on them if they get caught anyways
Hrt made my facial hair go from black to blonde...
The fuck they said that doesent happen
>>8469138
you could get in trouble too you know, they'd have enough info to get your name and stuff
>>8469142
your facial hair is thinning.
my consent form said that might happen
>>8469119
idk, let ppl make their own choices i guess? unless i knew them personally i dont know if i would try to convince them.
also hasn't the injectables the sold on inhouse been discontinued? i need to get more soon actually, or just switch to pills if i have to i guess idk
>>8469150
id send it to my PO box
>>8469107
Wow. The harsh colors and stern expression being to impress girls and not boys part makes perfect sense. I've never even thought about that kind of thing.
>Taking pictures of yourself for a non-medical reason where you're not smiling or having a fun time
>Trying to "impress someone" by acting tough in a photo
what a fag
>>8469111
>no. god no.
Aww....
>>8469153
yeah that's why i have to get it through this person
it's either them or going legit and that would cost like twice as much
idk how easy it is to get an endo in LA
i need some help :)
>>8469140
>tfw u went from $15k of debt to $25k net worth in a year
Damn, life is good
>>8469169
how
>>8469169
>tfw you went from -15k net worth to -22k net worth in 2 years
hehe
>>8469154
that's traceable senpai
successfully spun my fidget spinner on my bfs cock, feel like I can die in peace now
>>8469169
>tfw you go from net worth of 0 to net worth of $4.57
B-)
>>8469160
also keep in mind that once you've used up all the stuff you buy from them that you might not be able to get anymore after that.
do you have any kind of insurance? i have medicaid. idk how much a prescription for injectables would cost me, but i'd probably have a hard time finding a doc around here to do that anyways. all the docs who treat trans ppl in the area really don't seem to know what they're doing and dont really seem to care to know more
one of the main reasons i started self medding was cos my last doc was so shit. plus she wanted to do blood work every time i went in, every three months, and wouldn't refill my prescriptions unless i came in for a visit. that was too damn expensive, and she's considered one of the better docs around here. yeesh.
>>8469172
THE BLOCKCHAIN
>>8469178
this is the worst post I've ever seen delete this now
>>8469169
buy me a new nintendo yo
>>8469186
wait till i post the webm tee hee
>realize ex broke up with me as soon as I ran out of money
hmmm
>>8469169
>ordered an iphone 5c from glyde to replace my nexus 4
>replacing a really old phone w/ a slightly newer phone
life is ok, i guess
>>8469190
I, for one, am on the edge of my seat.
>>8469175
>tfw poor as fuck
>tfw a chaser sends you money
>tfw you send it back out of guilt
>tfw still poor as fuck
Piety would be ashamed of me tbqh.
>>8469199
don't be, i am a moron who cant make it turn into a webm. just fucking kill me ;________;
>>8469172
About 4k of that was savings from my crappy minimum wage job.
The remainder was all my grandparents. They left a significant quantity of money with the stipulation that it be given to me when I was 25. They ended up erasing my student debt and are probably going to be paying for my graduate degree.
I don't think they ever knew who I actually was but I think they'd be very happy to know what a difference they made.
>>8469188
No, that money is earmarked
>tfw too autistic to get a job
>parents are gone until tomorrow
What should I do mtfg
Where should I go
>>8469178
God damn it, Kayla.
You never stop entertaining me. <3
>>8469201
Well that took a sharp left turn. You ok? You need to talk?
>>8469200
dumb sudacas don't deserve money anyway, you should rinse him for all he's worth
>>8469206
>go to forever 21
>get cheap cute dress and cheap cute jewelry
>get dolled up
>go to bar
>wait to be hit on
>accept free drinks like a good girl
>have him take u home
>???
>profit
>>8469182
yeah i know, it's 8 months worth but ill be in NYC by the time it's all gone and they have pretty good trans care
yeah i have insurance under my mom but she's like really cheap so it's the most barebones plan she could find, which ironically means she has to pay more whenever she needs to see a doctor or something
there's an lgbt center around here that offers an endo for trans stuff but you have to go through a therapist to be able to see them and i could tell it'd be like 3 months of paying $45 a session before she MAYBE would let me see the endo
i was scared as shit about getting more masculine and i could swear my browbone was starting to come in so i just decided to put a stop to it myself
but now im in this shitty spot where im not seeing that much results and could probably benefit from injections and the overseeing of an endo but both seem hard to get
>>8469212
>You ok? You need to talk?
show me how to make a goddamn webm
>>8469202
I'm glad you'll be spending it on a decent education and not on drugs, wine and women, and I'm sure they would be too.
>ywn be a rich cis girl with a loving gf
>>8469224
Lol I gave no idea how to make webms
>http://www.googleitbitch.com
Which is the lesser evil for phone service, Verizon or AT&T?
>>8469226
They were wise to leave it for when I was older or else that may well have happened.
>tfw you dm birdy
>tfw he calls you princess
need cute girl to love pls
>>8469238
wat kinda haram
>>8469223
>yeah i know, it's 8 months worth but ill be in NYC by the time it's all gone and they have pretty good trans care
ohhhh thats good yeah.
>yeah i have insurance under my mom but she's like really cheap so it's the most barebones plan she could find, which ironically means she has to pay more whenever she needs to see a doctor or something
my god that sounds so dumb wtf
>and i could tell it'd be like 3 months of paying $45 a session before she MAYBE would let me see the endo
how do you know? just curious. i know my therapist wrote my letter to see the doc after just one month/two sessions but my therapist was a real human bean and i knw they're not all so cool
>but now im in this shitty spot where im not seeing that much results and could probably benefit from injections and the overseeing of an endo but both seem hard to get
desu i didn't really see THAT much of a difference when i switched from pills to injections. so try not to get your hopes up too high for it. (tho you area good big younger than me and everyone is diff so it may be amazing for you)
i mainly just like it cos it's a once a week thing and getting my best friend to stick a needle in my butt is kinda funny to me.
does planned parenthood do trans stuff in florida? maybe thats an option. i know they cover it in new york. and my friend is working on the getting PP to cover it here in louisiana starting next year. if they do i figure i'll stop self medding and go there.
I'm scared to be a woman
tfw no gf
;~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~;
injections rape my vocal cords
Your body on the left.
On the right the cisgirls body he told you not to worry about.
>>8469184
emma could make a whole bunch of money by selling her yummy 5 cheese mac and cheese and tasty pizzas
that or she could charge people to sniff her uwu
>>8469267
Accurate.
>>8469267
"Don't worry" means "I'm fucking her"
do the uwu!
>>8469267
good thing i have a twinkbod
>>8469269
charging people per sniff might not be a bad idea
and ive had offers to work as a chef again for people since i used to be one
thing is i make more money now than i did then
>>8469267
I am sure you more than make it up with your personality.
>>8469285
>Kayla
>Twink
LOL
>>8469290
a twink with hips and bewbs
Can somebody give me a reason not to kill myself?
>>8469286
y-yea but what happens when you cant flippy bitcoins for tons of cash anymore
or you lose it all doing high risk stuff
are you just going to try really hard to make enough bitcoin dollars so you dont have to work again
>>8469267
oh :(
fucked up that people have sex with men
BBC being geniuses on trans stuff as usual by implying it's a lifestyle choice :^)
>>8469296
if your dead you cant wear animal onsies/wear diapers/ or suck on pacifiers
>>8469254
>how do you know? just curious. i know my therapist wrote my letter to see the doc after just one month/two sessions but my therapist was a real human bean and i knw they're not all so cool
cuz in my first session with her she asked if i "really thought i could ever pass"
granted i was soaking wet since i had to bike through a hurricane to get to the appointment but it's like, jesus christ lady im already doing something i never thought id do by coming here, don't kick me while im down
i might be able to get a hrt letter from my current therapist but she seems antsy about the whole thing since im her first trans client
>desu i didn't really see THAT much of a difference when i switched from pills to injections. so try not to get your hopes up too high for it
im trying not to but i see reports of people saying they didn't get any results until they started injections so i figured it'd be worth a shot
i just feel like im wasting time rn cuz my levels seem to be okay but im not seeing much results
>does planned parenthood do trans stuff in florida?
yeah they do but since my insurance covers nothing it'd be $270 for their endo to see me
>>8469302
yeah, having sex with men is... its gross...
*puts bfs dick back in my mouth*
>>8469250
wut
I am trying to get a new phone service because Sprint is awful
>>8469285
only thing small about that picture is your mom's dress which is now a top
S T I N K Y E U G E N I E
T
I
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K
Y
>>8469313
its my skater dress and its always been too short, my ass shows at the bottom of it
when is emma going to make her online digital cooking class for young children/trannys
>>8469318
S T D I N K Y !!
>>8469267
Oh for god's sake, why do I even come here anymore
Thanks for ruining my day
>>8469297
portfolio diversity
ive got 50% split into different things
one half is very safe stuff i cant fuck up even if i do terribly, and both halves are individually worth much more than with i started
just gotta play smart!
>>8469319
S T I N K Y K A Y L A
T
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K
Y
haven't taken my (((anxiety/depression meds))) in a week, maybe a little more and feel perfectly fine, pretty much how I always do
should I go back to taking them
>>8469323
Is Eugénie wearing her diapies like a good daughty? :3
>>8469266
r u injecting into ur throat?
>>8469308
>cuz in my first session with her she asked if i "really thought i could ever pass"
oh right duh. you've mentioned all this before.
i rlly hate just how bad healthcare for transppl is holy shit.
>im trying not to but i see reports of people saying they didn't get any results until they started injections so i figured it'd be worth a shot
oh yeah it's totally worth a try. different things work for diff ppl . idk i think i might try patches even just to see how it goes. experimenting with chemicals is fun!
>yeah they do but since my insurance covers nothing it'd be $270 for their endo to see me
crikey!
hmmmmmmm
>>8469332
D i a p e r k a y l a
she doesnt have a daddy bf for nothing right?
>>8469331
y-yea but what happens if your cant flip your pseduo neo gold discs that have monetary value anymore!!!!!!
are you just going to do stocks or invest in something else
or are you going to start cooking yummy nummies again for everyone to enjoy!!!
>>8469335
i think she is always wearing diapsBecause she is a stinky winky!
HOW THE FUCKING HELL AM I STILL AWAKE
i've had 2 hrs sleep in the last 40 hours let me GOOO brain
>>8469343
sometimes i dont sleep for a long time due to sheer force of will and the love for my daddy bf.
>>8469296
The longer you stay alive the more of that thing you like you can get in before you inevitably spend the rest of eternity being dead anyway. You can always kill yourself later today. That is your choice and no one can take that away from you. But for right now, go get some dopamine or serotonin. It's good shit. You can't have any of that later when you're dead. Get it while you can.
What's a few more years in the grand scheme of things? If you cut your "life" short it just adds to the literal infinite time after "life" where you'll spend being dead. As trannies we're alive, what, maybe 30 years before we kill ourselves? 40 years is damn impressive for a lot of things alive. But then, we literally spend forever being dead, just like before we were alive. And that's the end of us.
I know, the day-to-day is suffering. People seem to exist to suffer and make others suffer. Fuck them. Fuck your brain and fuck everyone else who tell you you should feel bad. To ache, to care, to worry. Fuck all of them and fuck your programming. You can choose how you feel. Even if just for a few minutes. Rebel. We're dying anyway.
the weird thing is i don't feel severely depressed, like every other time ive been this sleep deprived ive been all miserable but idk lately ive been seeing myself as a woman pretty constantly, hormones are on a good schedule, and somehow that means i can be desperately tired w/o being desperately depressed
like i honestly feel pretty good, i'm in a good mood, but lol i need to fuckin sleep
my nipples hurt
>>8469341
the timeline is doing this until i reach a set goal and then go into day trading and then go into a firm that accepts you based on your portfolio instead of schooling
probably about 2 years until that happens tho
oh and either ffs or top surgery along the way depending on what path i walk
>>8469338
idk, ive got several different routes planned out
my psych offered to help call endos on my plan for me to see if they do hormones, so im gonna see if i can get that hrt letter then find an endo that'll agree to help me
but then i run the risk of getting an endo that doesn't know wtf they're talking about
there's also some endo in orlando that does like skype sessions lmao so i wouldn't even need to leave the house and she's trans too so i guess she'd be more understanding
and then there's the reddit person obv
idk, im still weighing my options
>>8469347
no offence but ur filtered
>>8469355
>and somehow that means i can be desperately tired w/o being desperately depressed
This always happens to me. Someone tell me how to fix this without just "lol then go to sleep idk". You can't just go to sleep when you're at work or have shit to do for a few hours first.
>>8469356
lucky, mine have stalled growth
>>8469357
Play money is so cute
>>8469356
help
>>8469357
oh okie thats a good idea!!! good luck
>top surgery
mega milks?????????????
>ffs
i though u said u stop doing hrt but u want ffs?
>>8469362
oh no uwu
need someone to give me a soothing breast massage
>tfw up 140k this year and it's June
>>8469366
eh just exercise in the morning get sunlight etc
im awake at nite and i never exercise and don't eat enough iron foods (vegan) so i really can't blame anybody else
>When birdy tells you he dreamed about your ass
Someone tell ember.
>>8469374
chris chan will give u 1 but u gotta go to her transbian/lesbian female soul sleepover
>>8469371
no like top surgery to get rid of my mega milks
>>8469368
not really play money anymore
>>8469375
faye can I have money
>>8469390
It's for my wife
>>8469388
steals ur breast tissue when i gets removed and injects it into mine and i instantly get GIANT HUGE boopies uwu
>>8469392
I'll marry you
>>8469388
Have you encountered any problems getting your BTC back into USD? I've heard some people say it's hard to exchange large amounts of cryptocurrencies back into a fiat currency
>>8469400
you gotta sell it, same process as stocks just more people diy it with btc
>>8469381
I've been working overnights for coming up 2 years now. I don't have a reason to be outside. Most days I get less than 2 minutes of total sunlight exposure. The only exercise I get consistently is how I'm moving around and on my feet non-stop for 9 hours for 4 nights a week. I usually just sit on my ass otherwise.
I wonder if I'm getting enough iron. I only eat twice a day and I don't make those meals any bigger than they would have been. It's probably disgustingly easy to get enough iron if you eat meat once or every other day.
>>8469403
work at a nightclub or s/t? i worked at a nightclub once. liked working at night but couldn't bear to be exhausted after work eating dinner during the sunrise. just something grim about it
>>8469409
i bet your would be s t i n k y after vomiting uWu
>>8469334
bls resbond
>tfw constant pain
i finally unfriended my ex the other day and i gotta tell you i'm feelin pretty good abt that
>>8469400
i havent cashed out, you pay taxes when you do
ill cross that bridge when i get to it
>>8469398
remi bab milkers
How do I into cute
>>8469420
Does this hook look sturdy ? :/
it hurts
>>8469360
>there's also some endo in orlando that does like skype sessions lmao so i wouldn't even need to leave the house and she's trans too so i guess she'd be more understanding
thats kinda crazy but sounds like it might be cool. there was trans endo in baton rogue who i thought about going to see for a while but if i'm not mistaken she recently comitted suicide so...
>>8469417
olaf's a great character for lgbt kids watching frozen to look up to - if you're different, his role in the movie says, then that's fine u can be a meek and merry servant to the romantic plots of the real people
>>8469411
Not sure what an s/t but if it's anything as "glamorous" as a nightclub compared to my job I'll just laugh and stop you there.
I work overnight at a gas station; well, noon to 9 am. "In the back". Cleaning and making food we sell throughout the morning and day. My shift is called the "Donut Specialist" but I only do that for a few of those 9 hours. I have the added benefit that as my shift nears it's end everything gets faster (customers, orders, boss showing up and wanting more stuff). In addition as the week progresses each day gets busier too. It's not glamorous but it pays decent for around here.
I never eat at work and sleep through lunch time usually. I eat something more brunch like in the morning and more dinner-like before work. It kind of keeps the sanity.
>>8469447
quit that fucking job babe, you're a human being
(s/t just means some/thing)
>>8469423
I WANT BAB MILKES NOWWWWWWW
>>8469442
Kids shouldn't be subjected to Disney shit. That's inhumane.
I live in a state where you can't get a lab test without a doctor's prescription. I go to school in a state where you can't get a lab test without a doctor's prescription.
I have a doctor managing my HRT, from the mazzoni center, even, but he doesn't test estrogen levels, just testosterone. Do you think it's worth trying to convince him to take a test of my estrogen levels?
Can anyone prove that kayla didn't do 9/11?
Thought so.
>>8469463
>but he doesn't test estrogen levels
wtf
>>8469461
i wouldn't go that far
>>8469464
Kayla is Jewish?
>>8469464
Kayla was too busy being s t i n k y in her d i a p to do that :<
france is dumb
>>8469463
just drive interstate, where it's legal a gp can do that shit on the spot
>>8469472
hisla
>>8469464
I was 11 years old at the time u moron
lol I was eleven on nyan eleven
>That heartbreak when you see the relief on your parents faces when you tell them you will come off hrt and no longer have to worry about telling the rest of the family
I really wanted to believe
I really wanted to be me
But the world and my own fear is too strong.
It hurts to kill her. It really does.
youtube.com/watch?v=jMBisq2b3yQ
>>8469477
I don't have a car
wah i want to just boymode on hrt but my face has started to weird people out
>>8469485
[to her] you're obviously a lot stronger than him and i've no doubt you'll overpower him handily
[to 'you'] best of luck out there bud, good tidings
>>8469485
u happy to quit ur t shots?
>>8469457
I will. Eventually. I know it's slowly killing me. I essentially spend 5+ hours completely alone with my thoughts when I do my shift. Being a resident here, you can imagine where those go.
I've been there longer than everybody now, started a month before the store opened. Very few people remember what I looked like even a year ago. I showed a co-worker my ID last week for giggles because she said "I couldn't imagine you with short hair". She kept laughing with surprise and saying it looked nothing like me. I liked that.
I've been gradually going girlier this whole time. Voice pitch, body hair, weight, hair, did super basic make up for a while now I just do concealer usually. I had this fantasy that if I do it slow enough with our turn over no one will realize what I looked like in the beginning. The regulars don't seem to notice though. So that fantasy is just me jerking myself off I guess.
I'm still in perpetual fagmode but I'm hoping to transition as much as I can here just out of spite before I go be even more obviously trans elsewhere.
>>8469490
then catch a bus
>>8469485
my mom told me that the happiest day of her life would be the day i get off hormones
although i showed her and stayed on them and now i got a big tall strong bf that wants to marry me and get me ffs
and im pretty darn cute
i will never be the turbo manlet dad she wants me to be!!!!!! >:O
>>8469489
Kirby!!!!!
>>8469485
Jesus Christ, you don't have to kill her.
Just let her come out on weekends and holidays and business trips.
>being this maudlin
>>8469485
Fuck family the sooner all of them die the sooner I can have inheritance
>tfw you're the most adaptable, adventurous, affable, affectionate, agreeable, ambitious, amiable, amicable, amusing, brave, bright, broad-minded, calm, careful, charming, communicative, compassionate, conscientious, considerate, convivial, courageous, courteous, creative, decisive, determined, diligent, diplomatic, discreet, dynamic, easygoing, emotional, energetic, enthusiastic, exuberant, fair-minded, faithful, fearless, forceful, frank, friendly, funny, generous, gentle, good, gregarious, hard-working, helpful, honest, humorous, imaginative, impartial, independent, intellectual, intelligent, intuitive, inventive, kind, loving, loyal, modest, neat, nice, optimistic, passionate, patient, persistent, pioneering, philosophical, placid, plucky, polite, powerful, practical, pro-active, quick-witted, quiet, rational, reliable, reserved, resourceful, romantic, self-confident, self-disciplined, sensible, sensitive, shy, sincere, sociable, straightforward, sympathetic, thoughtful, tidy, tough, unassuming, understanding, versatile, warmhearted, willing, witty in existence
>>8469515
this is 100% true
>>8469498
I feel empty. I'm smiling and saying "oh I'm kinda relieved my life won't be hard"
And I was sad because my relatives showed themselves to hate trannies because they dislike the early stage ftm in the local grocery store
This is how I have to be for the rest of my life... a prisoner in my own body. Hiding from the world. Never truly whole or true.
What kinda of a life is this. And the worst part is I had a taste I had hope. From hrt I believed I was able to be a girl for a time.
I guess that's life. Some dreams aren't meant to be
>>8469485
why do you give a fuck about the world and not just live the life you want to?
>spend the day with my friend
>what happened between me and my sister shouldn't hit me but it did and i started to cry
>Go home and we watch movie together and we had a generally good time
It's hard being optimistic all the time, but I'll always try to be, no matter how much of a shitshow my life is.
i don't want to leave tommorow this is horrible :(
>>8469485
There's only one you.
All of those pieces inside your head? All of those opposing thoughts and insecurities that don't mesh? All of those things you're scared of acknowledging, seeing and acting on.
All of that's you. Including the you that's scared of it all. You can't destroy a part of you without destroying the whole thing. The only thing you can do is to accept ALL of the pieces, your masculinity and your femininity and find the balance and how they all fit. Then you'll be whole and healed. Even if you come out of the other side worse for wear, cracked and scarred, it will be whole again. And you'll realize how beautiful it is when you see it altogether.
>>8469523
I have been this way since I was a child
I'll never be brave.
>>8469519
surely you can just tell relatives to fuck off
>>8469529
dont okay
craving hotdogs rn but no money ;_;
>>8469539
It only reinforces my insecurity that being transgendered is wrong
Even my own mother agrees it's a waste of a handsome boy. Maybe I'm just ungrateful. I should never have wanted to be a girl.
>>8469528
Hugg
You are going to make it
You are sweet and cool
>>8469537
believing you can't change is self-defeating
and lazy
>>8469537
it's never too late to change. if somebody doesn't like you because you are trans they are not worth spending any time on.
>>8469541
it's horrible
i just want to hold this dorky, pudgy girl in my arms forever
>>8469543
thats not a hot dog!
>>8468755
both
>>8469545
When I was just starting I realized transitioning was going to be the most selfish thing I've ever done.
But I did it anyway because I figured I deserved at least pursuing one of these big selfish desires.
>>8469537
Don't do it out of being brave, do it out of spite
Spite the world that's dealt you a shitty hand
>>8469567
tell me something i don't know, my nose is the bane of my existence
>>8469574
same
i would look 100 times better if i didnt have a bad nose
>>8469515
Sounds about right
>>8469528
>It's hard being optimistic all the time, but I'll always try to be, no matter how much of a shitshow my life is.
Optimism? In /mtfg/? You're in the wrong thread, buddy.
>>8469592
>ugly masculine man
>being this much of a terf
>>8469598
No I'm not because I'm glad I can talk about my tranny problems with the same species as me.
Also there's nothing wrong with sharing your optimism.
>>8469608
i really like this picture
>>8469608
>Also there's nothing wrong with sharing your optimism.
Not with normal people, sure.
These people like to roll around in their misery like pigs in shit though.
>>8469615
>These people like to roll around in their misery like pigs in shit though.
Speak for yourself senpai i havent been this happy in a long time.
>>8469528
>tfw not constantly able to hang out with internet friends except the rare occasions I travel to stay over with them for a few days
>>8469608
Thanks for sharing~
>>8469603
I am ashamed of my maleness
It makes me illegitimate as a transwoman
Omfg someone tell this dude to transition
https://youtu.be/twbyksNO5LA
Listen at the 1:20 mark
>>8469614
You can have it Nimmee.
>>8469615
I mean sure, there are people here who are autistic, depressed, cynical, spoiled, cry for complimentary brats etc but atleast I know who I'm talking to: to trannies like me. And in all fairness, I mostly like all of them.
Also I'm still here for the drama ofc but...the recent drama isn't exactly fun, but still, I'm awaiting the day for new bantz.
And I still like to share what I got I mean most people I know are tired of my tranny bs even if I'm not complaining that much at all.
>>8469627
I don't hang out with internet friends, I made irl friends.
>>8469628
Np
>>8469592
Just because you take the estrogen too doesn't mean you have to out yourself. You can take estrogen and continue to pretend to be a guy as long as you want.
Lightweight hoodies and shirt layers for life.
I love how much my thighs and ass have grown in muscle and fat. I love how i smell better. I want to kick my teenage self's ass because my skin went from an pimply oil reservoir to bone dry within a month.
The dopamine high of looking at myself and going "oh my god, wait that looks *right*" is amazing. And that's a private thing for myself. That's what I'm doing for myself.
Wearing guy clothes those don't show themselves off unless you want them to (warning: you'll want to accent them because you're starting to like you and that's something you've never felt before.)
Take your vitamin E, bitch.
>>8469636
>>8469622
Enjoy it while it lasts.
>>8469643
why does he look so dignified
>>8469642
i wish estrogen didn't make me look like a freak so i could take it forever
>>8469567
>kayla passing
maybe in dark, cropped pic online
>>8468743
tfw no huge tush in my own time ;-;
>>8469650
How weird has it made you look? Robin-tier?
>>8469643
Every other transgirl is legit but not me.
They are innocent I'm a monster who let their chance slip by
>>8469662
a 25-year old guy with the face and skin of a teenager of indeterminate gender
>>8469675
Retard, you're just going through potato mode. Let it finish.
>just took my seventh dose of hormones
>shaved my whole body
>slipped into some brand new lingerie
>pina coladas in bed at three pm to celebrate the 1 week estrogen and six months spiro anniversaries
>tfw you are no longer a closeted dreamer and are now living the dream
feels great, now if only I weren't in crippling debt ;__;
>>8469639
"Had regularly included pleas to god to be turned into a girl"
yeah trans af
>>8469431
This one looks better though, what to chose.
>>8469646
I will <3
>>8469708
maddie
>>8469715
Emily.
>>8469716
it's nim tho
>>8469720
nimily
>>8469696
I'm a a coward who went back in the closet after 6 months of hrt
I've never felt so small and pathetic
>>8469724
for a second it looked like you had a really big penis in stockings and one hairy leg without a stocking.
>>8469724
I can literally see your naked bulge in that pic....
>>8469719
You don't know what you'll look like until you're finished. When you finish If you're close you can have ffs fix the smaller problems.
Don't worry, if you really can't deal with it, HRT undoes itself faster than it works. Save the infertily and tits.
>>8469732
nope, just a small dead penis and legs smooth as glass
>>8469724
that must suck to have a bigger dick than ur bf tho
>>8469733
Y-you.. t-too
>>8469733
owow whats this??????
classic transbians looking at tranny buldges..
>>8469724
>>8469724
its actually ok if you get drunk in the middle of the day while wearing it
no but seriously
>tfw no bf
>>8469743
my bf has a mammoth cock but said he doesn't want me posting it here
>>8469753
then why is your bulge 3x larger than his lol
do you just get turned on wearing lingerie or s/t
>>8469753
u posted a pic of his bulgy wulgy before tho
>>8469753
I need numbers.
are we talking SWG big?
>>8469696
just get a sugar daddy, dummy
It's not about the boyfriend, it's about who you are.
Ohmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
>>8469756
his is literally under my thigh
>>8469756
>then why is your bulge 3x larger than his lol
you realize bulges look a lot larger in panties?
>>8469756
kayla's bf is shorter and a manlet
i feel like going to a bar with my gf and getting drunk
but she's not here
and going to a bar alone is scary
>>8469771
her bf isnt 14 inches taller then her like mine?
fuck you catty cunts
>>8469783
I didn't say anything bad I gave you a compliment earlier ;_;
edie
>>8469783
it's not a big deal that you're taller with a bigger dick than your bf idk. i've never dated a guy shorter than me but i've dated guys wit smaller dicks. it wasn't a nice feel but it didn't matter rly
>fit literally every stereotype of agp/not trutrans, except i feel dysphoria outside of sexual
>still transitioning
Its all downhill from here isnt it
nim
>>8469777
Uhm I did too
>>8469778
wtf you must be lying.
i have nutella edie
>>8469800
nope im 5'2"
he is 6'4"
>>8469783
I agree, it's not emasculating at all for you to have a few inches and a bigger dick then her
>>8469802
Oh true I was still in that "protecting my purity" phase back then
>>8469803
this is literally the most unfair thing I have ever heard.
>>8469811
good thing its a lie, every tranny here is over 5 10'' and the ones who say they ain't are liars
>>8469794
>agp but have body dysphoria
>on hrt but not transitioning
>people look at me weird but still don't want to quit
make it stop
So today to get ready for big corporate job I bought:
27in curved monitor
Surface with pen and keyboard cover and a 4g data plan
New mouse
A folding bike to get to work
A train pass
5 Ties and 5 shirts
Dockers
I think I'm ready to kick butt
>>8469811
if i were shorter, i'd be too wide
>>8469824
u need a blouse
>>8469824
gl hf
>>8469811
i mean yeah its pretty unfair that tall trannies need the tall guys the most
>>8469816
okay yeah sure im actually 6'8" like every tranny on this board UwU
if its worth anything emmas seen me and can confirm i am indeed 5'2"
>>8469803
post pic of you standing next to him
>>8469640
>I made irl friends
I don't know how to do that, though I'm going full time soon but I don't think I'll completely pass so it's probably gonna be a bit hard
Sup babe
>>8469835
>she hasnt realized yet that diaperfag is a larping 40 year old balding hon
>>8469827
o.o
I got a copy of my background check and it said
Girl name
Aka boy name
At the top, and they are of course going to get a copy ;-;
Maybe when I'm more established and move to tech from retail I'll do it just to be like a good example or something. The girls at the LGBT center in sf were super super inspiring when I started looking for a job.
>>8469802
wtf why not
>>8469838
>posting me without my consent
creepy chaser confirmed.
>>8469821
my mom is 5'7 :)
>>8469835
me and my bf are long distance u-u
im sure we will take lots of pictures when we move in together in a couple of months though :>
>>8469845
yeah sure hhaha xd
>>8469838
Stop watching porn
>>8469848
they're gonna see your giant breasts and have a few questions anyways desu lol so it'd be nice to be able to just be yourself at some point!!
plus silky blouses are pretty and nice and professional idk. maybe not too silky..
>>8469849
cause u don't like it
>>8469853
5'7" is considered kinda tall for cis women even lol. 5'10" is like "model tall" and 6'0"+ is generally just tall for women
where as 5'7" is average for guys, 5'11" is kinda tall, and any taller than that is considered tall for them
being tall is way better anyways. you have nicer legs and ppl have to literally look up to you which gets you more attention at times but overall can help!!
>>8469852
>implying thats you
>implying even if it was you that it wouldnt be 100% your fault for being a camwhore
>implying it couldnt have just been you posting your webm for attention
Fuck off
>>8469872
Somik is literally intersex.
>My mom is 4'11"
>My dad is 6'07"
>I'm 6'03"
>>8469831
Have you ever completely sort of embelshed the truth a bit to land something
Like I did intel analysis for joint special operations, and I lead with that, and then I just spoke the jargon and said how skills translate, even though they really don't and I will be basically going in completely blind
Its like one of those escape rooms
( https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=etl_JrzCyO4 )
There going to lift the blindfold and I'm going to be picking up things in the office and pondering if they're important
>>8469869
>its ok to steal from people if they're slutty
Douche
coffee is cool
must not fap
nim is cool too
>>8469872
I kind of feel bad she had to quietly do a pov cam due to her living situation, I miss her face
>>8469882
I wasnt the one who posted it and it was probably just her posting her own shit for attention.
>>8469886
I kind of forgot that Americans are rather small
Nothing wrong with that mind you, it's just that compared to us, Dutch people are fucking giants
is being a nurse a meme/agp?
a-asking for a friend (female(male))
>>8469895
it's more that white people are really tall lol
like my mom is full mexican and my dad was pure iranian and in cali where i was born, everyone is kinda the same height
but near philadelphia where i live now most of the people who live here are white, and every guy i've dated here has been 6'3"~6'9"
>>8469881
well yeah i've lied a little bit in every job interview
but nothing that extreme
maybe they hired you because they know they'll notice right away if you're just faking
maybe you'll convince them though
>>8469886
Dude my parents are the opposite. My father is like 5'6 and my mom is like 5'11 and I'm 5'7.
>>8469885
I'll shoot you
>belly button piercing still healing
fuck this hurts
>>8469906
>philadelphia
>6'3"~6'9"
Good lord so Philly is a Dutch inspired city after all.
You're right though, but you do have a lot of tall black people...I think, I'm kind of ignorant when it comes to Murrka.
>>8469881
Cool, probably what every second executive person does anyway desu
Am I the only one here who likes bubblegum?
>>8469900
No. The meme is being a programmer
>>8469927
ahaha yes it's tru. but testosterone is primarily responsible for height growth while estrogen is responsible for hindering it, aaannnddd
i think black and white men produce around the same amount of T? which is more than like... pretty much any other race.
hispanics and asians are at the bottom of the average serum testosterone levels to literally no one's surprise
>>8469928
Yeah I didn't get that fake it until you make it was like real, and once you're in you're basically in
>>8469931
I'm not a scientist but it sort of makes sense what you're saying though!
Would also explain why so many women in Swampville are so fucking huge. That or I have been surrounded by trambolinies my whole life lol.
>>8469931
Depends on the race of white men, and if they mixed with Indians.
English/Germans are pretty small, in ruralTexas I was way above average
Black men were bred bigger and are bigger on average due to it
>>8469816
I'm 5'11". Do I win?
>>8469931
doesn't high t stop growing too? I'm 5'6" white and stopped growing when I was 17. my dad is 5'8" and my mom is like 5'4"
>That feel when you have a long face
A good excuse to have long hair.
>>8469945
yeee there's tonss of research behind it. idk why it evolved that way when it comes to where humans evolved?? but apparently it's tru
>>8469950
yeee that's also true. i mean it's also just the aaaverage testosterone levels. like there are still asians and hispanics who are fuckin huge and tiny petite white and black chicks lol
>>8469958
nope! i mean there's really only so much each person can grow unless they have some sort of disorder or some shit anyways afaik
genetics has a huge part in it as well so it makes sense that you're in the middle of your parents height.
what are some good supplements for brain fog/lack of motivation?
i want to do all this stuff but it's hard to like, think
>tfw lost lots of muscle on hrt
>tfw hard to open the pickle jar now
>>8469931
idk im puertorican and english and i think i got my height from my mom's side
my first cousin is pretty tall, she's probably like 5'10
it's not a bad thing tho, she's really pretty
>>8469967
i like destroyed my thumb trying to open a pop bottle when i went on vacation
so weak ;-;
i couldnt even open it after like 10 minutes of wrenching on it
>>8469965
Magnesium, vitamins B6, B12 and D.
>walking in SF
>boy mode
>super obvious transbian start kit walking right at me
>doesn't notice me
>catches on
>doesn't look at my face
>stares right at my tits as she passes with a face
>>8469975
Lift the bottom of your shirt and put it over the lid. It gives extra grip, since your skin is probably softer now too
>>8469967
iktf
my arm gets tired jerking off my bf
>>8469963
it's just weird sometimes that even cousins who have parents with similar heights end up taller than me. is 17 early to stop growing?
i feel very sad
i really hate shrinks
loans people are asking more money than I or my family could pay
Situation is fuck
>>8469977
>and D
RIP transbians, can't get their vitamin D
>>8469980
i was doing that and i still hurt my thumb and couldnt open it ;-;
>>8469982
men generally have two puberties, so it's likely that you've only gone through your first at this point. i think the second starts around ~22 on avg.
idk if women have two puberties as well but maybe they do idk :o you definitely induce (if ur lucky/doing it right) female puberty through HRT as well so ye
>>8469991
then otherwise your lack of motivation and tiredness may come from either too little T, or depression lol
>>8469991
Then it's probably not a dietary issue. Supplements won't help.
I take 9 inches of vitamin D (rectally) daily
time for going to bed early
goodnight forever
nim is cool
>>8469983
B and D is smart while on blood pressure meds like spiro
>>8470000
lewd
>>8469996
my T was 20 ng/dL last time i tested it
but yeah im depressed heehee x)
>tfw you get dysphoric anxiety just at the thought of repressing now
I'll Just get raloxi. Then all sides of my anxiety can be quelled. Never have to come out, never have to repress.
;-;
>>8470001
Sweet dreams :>
>>8470000
Careful there Special K, you might overdose.
>>8470009
amy
stop
you said you were better
>>8470000
it kind of depresses me that this is all your identity is now
>>8470004
is nim taking spiro tho? i thought she was on uh..........either cypro or bica or something. is it still good to take with other AA's and E?
i feel like it prob is generally cause it makes u healthier but idk
>>8470008
:< i'm sry nim
>>8470006
yeah, especially when he pulls out the "applicator" and I clean it off with my mouth
>>8470020
ass to mouth is illegal wtf
>>8469996
yeah that makes sense. I will be 20 in september so I will get on hrt before that I just need to figure out if the official route will give me any and if not what to take for selfmedding to not fuck up my bpd or other stuff.
>>8470016
the beautiful thing about vitamins is you pee them out if you don't need them
>tfw noone ever misses you
>tfw she doesn't love you
>tfw ywn be a girl
>tfw mother wants to out you to family
I want to die
Who /sad/ here
>>8470027
if you have BPD, def get therapy for both that anddd your gender stuff, truuusttt me lol
had i known that certain kinds of estrogens and stuff made my shit worse i prob would have gone with a different regimen initially :/
>>8470030
......LMAO I MEAN YOU MAKE A GOOD POINT. GET THE DICK!
>>8470035
oh ye i guess that's tru ^_^
>>8470000
We saw the bulge Kayla, he's smaller then me sweetie
>>8469962
Long faces on trannies are hideous
Kys
>>8470016
People tend to be girls the same way they were boys,
Monster sponsered bmx rider > house wife for chaser chad
I'm sure If monster sponsored sucking dick Kayla would be in a uniform rn
>>8470038
im sad
hugg
feel better soon anon
>>8470039
also our relationship isn't just sex. We can talk about science and politics, listen to music, watch movies, he takes me to the beach, we cuddle even standing in line at places, hes taking me to my first concert this Saturday to see TOOL live front row. I'm mega happy and in love with him and i love my life now I really do.
>>8470035
Only the water soluble ones. Oil soluble vitamins are not as readily eliminated, especially D and A, and excessive intake can lead to serious poisoning.
>>8470038
>"tfw mother wants to out you to family"
>Don't pass yet
>Mom wants to tell my family and for me to wear dresses
>MOM I DONT LOOK THE PART, I AM NOT DOING THAT
>"Well you aren't being true to yourself, dear!"
Should never have told her.
>>8470047
This is my fantasy island
>>8470039
thanks for the advice :o I have my first psych appointment next month so let's see how that will work out. I also probably have a mild form of crohns or something but the doctors don't know what it actually is and some other stuff that I have to work out myself.
>>8470049
LMAOOO her housewife attire is her uniform though!! in a sense we all wear uniforms i guess :thinking:
>>8470052
well that's really sweet! you just don't seem to talk about anything other than....getting dick.
which, i've definitely been there, but idk i think it's nice to hear about all the nice things in your relationship and in your life outside of it
>>8470061
Oh, so you're into midget porn. Doesn't surprise me.
never let anyone convince you to "seek help" for mental issues
especially because you're trans, you need to understand that psychs are never your friend
discriminating against us is still common practice for them
fuck psyches
>>8470060
Dis is cute, as long as you are skinny I'd say you should think about going for it so that people can see a supportive mom saying this is okay
Maybe just get some Wonder Woman chucks or something easy and andro
>>8470070
>never let anyone convince you to "seek help" for mental issues
advice from 4ch
>>8470063
a lot of things
my mind and personality are messed up
my moods are fucked
i owe a lot of money that i cant pay because i dont even have a job
hugg
>>8470015
I'm unstable. It hurts :(
I'm not even skipping doses
I'm just a mess
>>8470065
Haven't worn a uniform since the start of my medical leave. Hell, for a year at the clinic, I made a point of wearing a completely new coord every other day. Nurses were mad about the constant clothes deliveries...
>>8470065
I wore a sex segregated uniform in private school (and desperately wanted the tartan skirt)
I had to wear Abercrombie clothes when I stood out in front of the store for my first job
I had to wear a combat uniform or dress uniform every day in the army
And now I put on a tie and dress shirt and go to work daily
>>8470065
well this past Saturday we went boogie boarding at san clemente pier and I work a bikini, and we got out and walked to an ice cream stand and held hands the whole time and we fed each other ice cream. omg hes soooo cute and always goes out of his way to make me feel special and loved. I even lost my belly piercing and he drove me 20 miles north to get it redone and bought me a pink one.
>>8470082
Jobs are so so rough depending on where you're at, it took me three months, and then it was an avalanche of three jobs at once
So supposing someone were looking to buy a feeldo what would they be looking for in one?
>>8470076
Nah I'd never wear a dress in public. Normal women's clothing is dysphoria inducing enough since I have such manly proportions. If I looked into the mirror while wearing a dress I'd probably hang myself on the spot.
>>8470070
This
Unless you're lucky, If you're trans they won't help you get hormones they'll just throw you in a psych ward and treat dysphoria like any other mental illness
>>8470064
if you can get a crohn's diagnosis you can get a prescription for weed which, besides the whole being high is nice thing, rly does help
that and if you get bad flare ups there's lots of meds for that. i used to take sulfasalazine on the reg and i fucking hated it so i just smoke tbqh
>>8470087
i didn't mean literally!
>>8470092
a tie and dress shirt is pretty classically clean cut and nice tho idk. my uniform is hoe, so
>>8470096
AW LOL THAT'S REALLY NICE!!! did it fall out while you were at the beach or something?? that shit has always scared me with piercings
Coffee has to kill HIMself
>6'3"
>Not even on HRT
>A faggot
Kys
>>8470108
>>8470104
i was on my belly boogie boaring and the piercing unscrewed, its still healing so it closed up almost instantly after an hour so I had to get a needle stuck in me again and it was a thicker gauge
>>8470111
You're trying to be relevant again? Hahahahaha kys
>>8470104
Even figuratively. I can't stand stagnation and I get sick without constant change. So nothing gets routine enough to call it a uniform.
>>8469928
I told my parents I'm trans
>>8470077
nobody ever tells you how bad it can get until you're already trapped
its not nice to be violated
>>8470079
ty anon
you are also cool
>>8470084
hugg amy
it'll all be ok
thanks for staying on hormones and not making it worse
i hope you feel better soon c:
>>8470098
;w;
>>8470103
hmm
are you that one i talked to
i cant remember
hugg just in case
hope you're doing ok
>>8470096
>bikini at beach
pic or it never happened
>>8470116
my personality and
idk
patterns in my head, likes, interests, the way i talk
they change way too much and too fast
it makes me dizzy and scared
its like i just keep dying and dying and dying but im still alive to know it happened
it really grinds my gears that kayla of all people got to be happy
I did it, I booked a haircut. That was a very awkward phone call and I also accidentally said my real name and not my trans name.
>>8470038
>>tfw mother wants to out you to family
Your mom's a fucking idiot, fyi
If she was anything like my mom initially, she doesn't understand what this means to you.
She needs to understand what you want and how doing this will help that.
My mom was asking all kinds of stupid questions initially like If I liked pink now and if I wanted to wear dresses and if she could pick out a name (she picked "Brittany", didn't go with it). She asked what kind of girly things I liked, if I liked boys more, how much more, etc. She even said stupid shit like "I liked that one friend of yours but she curses too much for a girl. Girls don't curse like that."
I shut her up on the last one by reminding her that her mother swore like a sailor until the day she died.
She eventually "got it". She started mentioning Jazz Jennings a bunch. I think she watched some of that crap.
Also I think she realized how similar my little sister and I are in personality. You would think I was the only one who raised her.
>>8470082
Owing money's bad :(
I really wish I could help you but I'm useless and I don't even have my own life on track
>>8470134
Why aren't you happy, anon?
>>8470134
we'll all get there eventually..
right?
>>8470134
Don't worry her chaser will dump her eventually
>>8470133
I know you and your little group of faggots laugh at transgirls. We're not that different, but you're a hypocrite.
>>8470145
3 years on hormones and I still don't even have a girlmode, thats one more year into transition than miss cock and I have nothing to show for it
Tfw you buy bad games
>>8470151
so ur just the kind of miserable person who continues to jab at people while ignoring their rebuttals then huh
do u think that makes u smart or above it or something? lol like serious question. it makes u look stupid even without a trip.
>>8470153
I wish i was dead
>>8470154
this is bait right?
>>8470150
>"oohhh look at me I have a girlfriend im so gay LOOK AT ME"
Kys
>>8470104
I preferred my shirt, but yes you have to signal visually to people brains to get their subconscious preconceived notions headed the way you want
>>8470161
Yeah for the most part
358/2 days, re:coded and chain of memories blows though
>>8470159
>even if he will likely transition in the future
omg fuck u
i hope i get to be happy one day :)
>>8470152
maybe not but if i barely have a boymode 8 months in you don't have one anymore for sure
>>8470104
idk if you can get prescription weed in germany already. I just buy it myself. they took a probe of my intestine but couldn't find out what it was. I usually get abdominal cramps and the shits but weed and adjusting some things already helped.
>>8470065
>in a sense we all wear uniforms i guess :thinking:
tfw ur uniform is "bored lesbian"
tfw not even gay
>>8470160
im glad youre not dead
i bet if you looked youd find lots of people are also happy youre alive
dont think so bad about yourself, youre good!
you should never die c:
>>8470167
i liked days on DS because i could actually play it
never played recoded and never finished chain of memories
*shrugging emote*
>>8470162
Y so salty tho
>>8470159
Noted
>>8470158
No I'm just an ass, might as well tell people to kts. They'll NEVER look cis let alone be happy.
Also you didn't even deny the fact that you have a group of friends where you make fun of hons. Gotcha
>>8470154
dont do this
>>8470159
The color sets are convenient to keep wardrobe size and spending in check, but that needs change too. I would switch to a new scheme every season or even more often if money wasn't an issue.
>>8470171
i hope so too uwu
>>8470178
I think so too but I'm not happy to be alive so what is the point
My parents were selfish when they got me
I should have been aborted or something
Fuck
>>8470178
I just finished KH 2.5 fm on critical the other day and it was pretty brutal.
I'm hoping Birth by sleep won't be as hard.
>>8470150
you're like nate silver with donald trump
>>8470134
>believing fake news
>>8470168
Think she'll get SRS before you do?
>>8470182
well at least u admit the whole projection hatred of people thing it i guess
and i didn't respond to it because it's a rumor at best lmao. the group i'm in makes fun of each other more than anyone outside of it. but i couldn't prove it either way so rip
>>8470162
>girlfriend
??????
posts cis tits pic
What the fuck does apg mean?
>>8470202
i don't think that's a thing you have to worry about with chasers as much tbqh lol
>>8470117
Grats
Did they understand what that is
My mom told me about drag queens she saw on fire island after I came out and said no one will care if I kept it private in my house
>>8470203
advanced port graphics
>>8470149
>u could always just tell ur stylist 'i want this girly haircut. btw i'm a tranny and this is the name i kind of prefer'
Not that person, but that.. actually wouldn't be that awkward of a conversation flow to just spill it in person like that. On the phone just explain that you have quite a bit of hair, more girl length than guy length. So they at least can get an idea on pricing and shit.
Particularly if you dressed andro. No worse than when I had a makeup artist match my skin and put shit on me at a store pre-hrt.
I would definitely go to a place I've never been to though.
Damn it. Now I need to find out what the fuck to do with it all. What should I do? Just keep an eye out for a style I like?
Would there be any point to having someone "even" it out? My bangs are at or past my chin but the back of my hair is nearly between the shoulder blades. I'm not around enough girls long enough with their hair down to know if that's absurd or not.
It would be nice to not have to sweep all the bangs to the side of my face again.
I guess I should ask the people I"m out to about it...
>>8470202
Cut ur balls off lol
>>8470191
It's ok, Kayla hates miss cock too much to let him control her
>>8470146
I fucking wish I had a body for stripes.
>>8470183
only a lil bit but not rlly
>>8470203
Alkylpolyglycoside.
>>8470183
do mild inflammations last for 3+ years? I also had a infected fistula that they cut open two times to remove it and that doesn't just come from inflammations right?
>>8470174
>tfw I thought I still had a boymode after 10 months, but in retrospect I think people might have been able to tell I'm trans but didn't want to say anything
>>8470197
I'm still going to continue doing my thing by being an ass to attentionwhore tripfags whom I hate the most. Atleast I managed to expose you.
>>8470205
wew.
Yes they sorta know!
>>8470219
stripes make me look like the hamburglar
>>8470233
Me next pls
>>8470237
you should cosplay as wendy
>>8470236
hugg
whats wrong
>>8470241
I used to want to be pippy Longstocking. I got robbed and ended up as Jewish Peter Parker. I want to fucking server transfer this LIFE™ character.
>>8470237
Depends on the strips
>>8470241
hmmm.... maybe, I guess I could do that for Halloween and my bf can be burger king
id pay money to watch that as a porno
>>8470250
>id pay money to watch that as a porno
you could just make the porno yourself and make $$$
>>8470240
Kys
>>8470248
I dunno I'm not the one meeting a chaser
>>8470237
>all these stripes
Tranny fashion sense
>>8470253
i could do that too, then fap to it later because im agp as fuck
Reading up on Sprinters.
>>8470165
I think a blouse would look better under a suit.
>>8470168
He sounds to much like me and a few others i know in the repression years.
>>8470181
They cost more, but they also designed the first one.
>>8470185
Even when I had the money to spend, I didn't except for stuff with Rainy. I tended to get dresses last minute before an event, or use something that I wore to many times in Europe. Which by then was out of season.
>>8470205
It was a lesbian that dragged me to Fire Island...To much sex that weekend, and none with her.
>>8470237
especially with that hair.
>>8470211
that was a lot of shit u just wrote lol
just don't be a pussy and talk to ppl naturally. i've always done that and it's always worked out fine. ppl respect u more that way.
>>8470221
yes rly
>>8470226
noooooo that comes from like ....... normal crohn's honestly :/ depends on how you take care of yourself and your diet and all that
you might have more severe symptoms than i've had despite only mild inflammation in certain parts of your intestines idk
>>8470233
wow i am exposed
>>8470248
dwww so muchhhh
Kill yourself, all of you. You'll never look like cis women.
>>8470205
>tfw finally came out to my younger sister
>I started with "so... I've been taking hormones"
>she looked a little surprised and said "...I think I know what those are for. But... go on."
>Admit to the transgender thing
>She's completely cool with it. I volunteer to show her before and after pics of others
>She says I don't have to do that, she knows what they do
>Miss Paranoia at the back of the theater in my brain starts screaming loudly
>Sister reminds me she has a lesbian friend, apparently she talked about this thing
>It's been discussed in her classroom
>She's watched Jazz Jennings episodes with Mom before and googled this stuff because of course she did, she investigates everything that's even slightly interesting.
>Oh yeah, she has zero masculine hobbies or interests, she likes her long hair and is starting to love clothes, she's insane about her skin and hair care
>instead she asks when I first realized it, why I didn't say anything when I was younger, she says she's a little disappointed I didn't tell her sooner, if mom and dad know and how cool they are with it
>She's so surprisingly cool with it (not excited, but just perfectly fine with it) that I have to bring it two more times just to make sure; giving her time to think about it I suppose
I love my sister <3
Fucking kids these days though, I swear to god.
>>8470275
Damn., news is out.
>>8470149
Oh yeah thats what i always planned on doing. Ive been there before so theyll recognize me even if i use my real name, im just annoyed at myself
>>8470275
But at least I know the secret to why kids love the taste of cinnamon toast crunch
>>8470275
exactly!
i probably will very soon lol
>>8470275
>wanting to look like a cis woman
why would u do this
Wait wait no seriously
Did Kayla transition to a monster girl
>>8470275
Damn :(
>>8470283
Is it transbian love?
>>8470279
so your sister gets it now?
>>8470286
Hey anne. Whats up.
>>8470285
I refuse to believe that there is a single man out there that is not looking for sex when he takes you out on a date, especially chasers
>>8470292
Yeh
And carbohydrates
Is there any hope for me to train my voice so I can sound cute?
this is how I speak naturally,altough english isnt my first language
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1ttz5QhQlHM
"The Medieval Peasant therefore enjoyed many holidays; it has been estimated that, besides Sundays, about eight weeks in every year were free from work"
>tfw even medieval peasants had more holiday time than we do
does life ever get better, like they worked much longer hours than us but srsly idk how people sleep at night.
>>8470305
No rain here. Its just hot out. Lts of sun.
I got drunk and punched through ny desk last night
>>8470316
we got that there tropical storm passing thru so the rain has been nonstop today. i love it.
>I got drunk and punched through ny desk last night
as a goof or not as a goof?
>>8470274
yeah it seems more like a inconvinience now that I changed my diet and changed from tp to washing myself after using the bathroom. I probably need some gastro internal specialist to figure out what it actually is tho.
>>8470327
>tall awkward guys are so fuckin cute tho.
what about tall awkward girls?
Where does Mtfg hide their drugs?
>>8470337
Up my nose
im gona be homeless
i dont wana work
>>8470288
Do you know how often I see a landwhale in fat-accenting clothes (or not enough clothes) with gross hair. Heaving and blubbering with an oversized bag in one claw and a cell phone in the other. It takes the cake (or if would if they didn't already) when they have a dozen mini me's waddling behind them.
The feelings when I see them are always the same in about the same order "why do -they- get to be female; why are they actively destroying their body, if I was in there shoes...- you know, despite them being undesirable, they are still more desirable than you as a woman; they will in fact always be considered more woman than you; despite all their flaws and shortcomings you recognized their femininity and felt jealous for them wasting something you don't have; no one 'deserves' or 'earns' a gender anyway, being female isn't some prize or reward, in fact, there's no guarantee you can even work towards it, let alone touch it"
Then at about that point I realize I am fucking insane and remind myself of just how much of a judgemental asshole I proved I was just now and how disgustingly jealous I was.
It's like reading this post but in under 3 seconds. Super mood whiplashes when I'm tired. Even before the hrt.
>>8470352
>but prob yes
There's hope for me then! c:
>>8470353
Yeah, those chasers aren't boys..
>>8470337
35mm film containers, zipper bags, old jam jars, my desk and a little locked metal box.
>>8470303
hey I don't look for sex
then again I don't date
>>8470275
>You'll never look like cis women
ok
Maddie! (a.k.a Cistits), are you here?
>>8470337
In old pill bottles from over the counter and from prescriptions. You end up with a lot of them on hrt. My real ones are kept in a different place.
I was also caring around vicodin in my wallet coin zipper for about two weeks because I'm a fucking idiot.
>>8470356
>Do you know how often I see a landwhale in fat-accenting clothes (or not enough clothes) with gross hair
everytime yousee your mom?
mfw
>tfw the DUP say the British government is incompetent at negotiating
This just keeps getting better!
>>8470321
As a drunk angry.
Fuck it I think I'm gonna drop acid tomorrow
Yolo
>>8470291
Oh my!!!!
Kayla should try...
>>8470379
Cool him down!!!!!!!
>>8470291
She... could definitely pull that off.
>>8470388
naw, my gt would hang past the skirt.
its monster energy, not freak energy
>>8470384
no! bad banana. don't into drugs!
>>8470384
no you are not you are too much of a normie to do that.
>>8470401
But you have a monster gt
>>8470412
and sorry but ur never gonna suck it
>>8470405
Its ok. I sustained minimal injuries and now
>>8470401
>tfw Miss Cock got downgraded to gt.
>>8470418
Edie ruined me for transwomen
>>8470419
And now I'm safely drinking again while making my spaghetti dinner
>>8470412
does your gt monster?
>>8470423
sure keep telling urself that mr captain of industry
go buy another suit bateman
>>8470416
you are actually one of the few p normal people here.
>decide to eat a burger
>doesn't sit well in my stomach
>have to go to bathroom
>sit on toilet, poop won't come out
>waiting for 10 minutes and still won't come out
>decide to get the plunger to see if it'll help get my poop out
>I stand up, put it on my butt and pump away
>starts to hurt
>try to get plunger off of my butt, but it's stuck
>find some lube under the sink and use it
>take the lube and put some on my butt and plunger comes right off
>there is some poop stuck to the plunger and it smells horrible.
>go grab some toilet paper to clean the poop of of the plunger
>didn't realize how sticky the poop was
>my hand goes right through the toilet paper and I got shit on hand and knuckles now.
>as I'm doing this, my mom is at the door and knocks, asking if everything is ok?
>tell her everything is fine
>she leaves
>go to sink to wash the plunger
>my poop starts to clog up the sink
>meanwhile small chunks of poop are running down my leg and onto the floor
>end up slipping on shit and hitting the floor
>the shit gets into my hair and all over my face
>get up and take all my clothes off to get a shower now.
>as I'm in the shower there is a knock on the door
>it's my mom
>she says, you've been in there for 25 minutes. I'm coming in
>oh no
>mom opens the door and sees floor and sink.
>what the fuck were you doing she said.
>why is there shit all over the sink and bathroom floor and not in the toilet.
>why were you jerking off?
>try to explain that I wasn't jerking off
>she grabs the lube and says, what's this then.
>she is furious and tells me to clean up everything
>leaves and I start crying
>>8470427
O...h I've been turning my bob into something like that with product
>.>
>>8470423
>Edie ruined me for transwomen
>mfw
>>8470444
fuck u scab
Had a dream last night that I went on killing spree and murdered Mtfg trips
>tfw sass arrives and thread dies
my work here is D O N E
>>8470453
How did you kill me
>>8470428
Its good. I'm good at making spaghetti.
>>8470466
I shot you with my glock 17
everyday for like the past 4 days i see a new post somewhere about a transwoman getting randomly assaulted/attacked and its really freaking me out :((
>>8470466
what happened with Eugénie?
>>8470470
can i have some
one day
>>8470480
it's nice to be attacked
to feel like someone cares enough that you exist to hate you
i miss my dumb bf honestly. i was supposed to see him today but his dad was put in the hospital last night so i gotta wait till tomorrow ;_;
his dad was an abusive pos btw so in his own words "he's done nothing but ruin my night" so ya
>>8470484
You can ask edie shes still in the thread isnt she.
how many chances is too many?
the anime girl on the left is 5'9" but is protrayed as a giant
many of you are even taller then her
how do you live with yourself :c
How does this picture make you girls feel?
>>8470497
i already know about that but it makes it more real or something when someone is posting "yesterday i got punched in the face and spat on" or something similar
>>8470504
life is not anime
>>8470509
what actions are not forgiveable?
>>8470501
u wanna murder his father?
u want me to do it?
>>8470517
be serious don't troll me....
>>8470518
literally what do you want to hear?
because clearly everything that doesn't fit your niche and vague question is trolling
some people
>>8470520
i forgive them but all of my friends and family that know about it hate me for forgiving her
edie is my favorite anime
>>8470507
it's kinda funny to look at but not funny enough to save it and repost it somewhere/show it someone.
>>8470441
B..ut I just see you as a woman
>>8470520
i'll make it quick, painless, and probably a bit funny. we'll have a laugh. it'll be good.
>>8470509
sass wanted to know about eugenie and i figured you would be able to explain it best since it was your friend.
>>8470527
I'm the bunny
>>8470535
>they're obviously important and are trying to do what's best for you
on the other hand
where was that said
>>8470539
This can be handled privately
>>8470537
will you stream it? probably is fun to watch.
>>8470548
its kinda why i didnt say anything
>>8470550
nevermind i thought you meant the gf when you said they and was wondering why you think they care about me
>>8470559
...i mean if your gf doesn't care about u then why u wit her
>>8470484
>>8470548
why tho?
>>8470561
she seems to but i think i could just be being lied to (she is known for playing with other peoples emotions)
>>8470550
I texted her the rundown on the drama
>>8470562
What kind of rape?
>>8470562
This will never not be funny. Given how agp she is how likely is it that she just transitioned and changed her name to try to get away from her male rapist identity
>>8470566
cause there's not really any reason to bring all of it up all over again lol
i figured sass wanted to know if eugenie was ok tho? and ya she is
>>8470568
...then you haven't forgiven her lol
when you genuinely forgive then you tend to believe in them as people. that they're who you fell in love with irrevocably. like no doubts at all.
if you have doubts about the whole thing then you haven't moved on from it. that doesn't mean that you're not like...right, either
your opinion is totally valid i'm sure given the circumstances. why are you staying with someone like that tho???
>>8470569
o ok then
>>8470570
Apparently it was anal and even when the person was trying to push her off she just didnt "realize". Which is bullshit because anal is the one kind of sex where you HAVE to be 100% sure the other person is comfortable.
>>8470502
jeez I'm actually sorry I asked, you never write to me, but you yesterday you wrote to me and now your being a bitch. I bet it's something hurtful that won't make anyone feel better.
isnt edie the one who started all of this drama without any provocation?
>>8470585
i think having your friend be raped is sort of provocative
>>8470588
judging by the fb pic she doesnt seem too torn up about the rape part.
>>8470579
i have forgiven her i think, it's just that more things happened and i keep having doubts
we aren't dating, but i feel like she's perfect to me even despite her faults but i just don't wanna be fucked around
>>8470585
the provocation was talking to eugenie and figuring out that she was trying to date the girls in the thread. i didn't really know she posted here actively or anything.
i still feel bad though now that i know the entirety of what happened only because now i know she's not some serial rapist or some horrible person or some shit
>>8470584
>nd now your being a bitch
What? im not being a bitch its literally nothing to do with me and edie was the one who broke the news in the first place and it has to do with her friend. I figured it would be better if you heard it from her instead. Calm down
>>8470593
>i think
you have to know this sort of thing. not knowing is where the doubts come from.
if you're not dating then idk. that's a lot of shit to go through for someone you're not even intimately involved with, isn't it?
you're really the only person who can decide whether or not it's worth it, but idk. it seems like a lot of shit.
>>8470553
not unless ya boi signs a waiver
>>8470487
Whenever you want
FUCK
>>8470608
hell yes
when i get mai lyfe back together i should come visit texas
>>8470562
S T I N K Y !
If you're actually Trans and interested in SRS, please join the official /SRSgen/ discord server: https://discord.gg/CyCYCZn
>>8470599
yeah it is i don't know why i still bother with it, i still love her but i don't love what she does
>>8470618
Yea. Getting your life together huh? You ok?
>>8470625
Oooooooooooo retro!
>>8470629
you gotta find a way to move on then desu :/ you can love someone all you want but if they loved you as much as you love them they wouldn't hurt you like this
>>8470594
>i still feel bad though now that i know the entirety of what happened only because now i know she's not some serial rapist or some horrible person or some shit
No, we all know what happened. Eugenie is a fucked up person who raped a girl but beause you care way too much about virtue signalling these days you don't want people to hate you for being the one to expose her in the first place so now you are trying extremely hard to act like it wasn't that bad when we ALL know it was.
Just because we dont know of any other cases doesn't mean it didn't happen. She didnt just fuck up, she anally raped someone and tried to play it off as not realizing the girl didnt want it afterwards. If your friend is that scarred by an event over 5 years then it must have been a truly traumatizing experience or she would have dropped it by now
>>8470610
iktf
how 2 not be an insecure bitch???
i hate my current bf's ex so much for literally no reason (they're still friends)
i've been cheated on by a past guy (he cheated on me with a cis girl) and it really took a toll on my self esteem/trust in relationships
my new bf is very reassuring and tells me that there's nothing to worry about but my female brain likes to be a bitch :)))))
>>8470642
hugg anon
sorry for the cursing but i had to get that out somehow
>>8470640
they apologized for everything but i know for a fact it won't work out if we do start dating again but i don't know how to get over them
>>8470630
i've been in a vry rough spot lately but things are starting to look up a bit as of like, today.
>>8470641
for me, knowing someone wants to kill themselves because of something they've done tends to make me think they regret it at least a little bit
and the entirety of it as well as her trying to seek forgiveness (which she did privately) makes me think at the very least that she's not a horrible person who deserves to be stigmatized forever
>>8470645
just meet her and become friends. i've done that with ex's of my bf's. it's really nice most of the time.
i think it's natural to feel jealousy if like... he's rubbin up on her or he's doing shady shit, but otherwise u gotta trust him
>>8470650
time usually helps. that and restraint. i think lots of therapists recommend the whole no contact thing as well which tends to work.
hi mtfg
what fashion sites do you go to? i ran across a couple but i want to know what the BEST to follow for affordable fashion are
>>8470646
hugg
yeah I have to let it out sometimes too or it stays inside and boils.
>>8470641
Its politics stop reading virtue into it
>>8470532
ummmmm oh. I uh.
this makes me happy. :3
>>8470655
>nowing someone wants to kill themselves
As if. She was just saying that for attention and sympathy after everyone had found out about it. If she had really felt sorry for it she would have felt this suicidal about it 5 years ago.
>>8470645
Befriend her and dish with her about all the silly stuff he does. That way she won't see you as a rival and try to steal him from you. She'll see you as a friend and give you advice on how to deal with his shit ^_^
I hope shes ok.
>>8470661
This. I can't believe anyone fell for the "BOO HOO EVERYONE KNOWS I'M A RAPIST FEEL SORRY FOR ME" routine
>>8470657
thanks
and that's a good analogy
i hope you don't have too many bad feels right now
>>8470661
>If she had really felt sorry for it she would have felt this suicidal about it 5 years ago
from what i understand, she did lol
i'm not the arbiter of forgiveness either, so you can feel whatever way you want about it
>>8470655
i tried that and caved and contacted them after a week and they were glad i did and said they missed me
>>8470673
well don't do dat
>>8470656
pls help
>>8470659
I thought u left here
how to tell parents I don't want to associate with transtrender/hons without sounding like an asshole
they keep trying to force me to join trans social groups
ugh I forget how much of a toxic shithole this place can be.
laters.
>>8470681
You ever see someone and just know they'd take you in a fight?
>>8470670
well let's say it's been stormy and dark for the last years and now there are two paths to go and they both seem like they go where the sky is clear and the sun shines but one of them is probably a dead end. it's not about deciding if I should start hrt or not I will start soon.
>>8470691
"Trans is a medical condition
Support groups are political institutions more than actually being helpful.
You don't feel like being brainwashed into believing this nonsense.
Just send me to a psych and I'll build my own support network of of people I love like you guys"
>>8470681
yeah I'm out, I was just in a happy mood and feeling playful and I dont know why I equated these feelings to how fun this place could be, but I guess I just come here to be reminded what a trusting idiot I truly am.
>>8470693
Lol, never.
Y do you ask
>better to just feed me sushi and avoid agression
>>8470679
sorry I can't help I take unisex clothes from family members or look at what grunge fans wear as my fashion "advice" :/
>>8470651
Well I'm glad things are getting ok like now. Things are equally shit in my life so I'm rooting for you as a way of indirectly rooting for myself.
>>8470668
Why aren't you with her right now? I hope you have a good reason for this.
>>8470700
Suffering is subjective. The emotions are real, and is all that matters.
People might have it harder, but plenty of people have it easier too. Don't beat yourself up just because you are surrounded by bigger sooks than yourself.
>>8470706
Why is there no middleground here between "I still wear boyclothes so idk" and "I only post pictures of fashion shows"
>>8470700
therapy.
>>8470691
just admit you're an asshole. don't worry most teenagers are. you can't find any sort of value in anyone who doesn't measure to your concept of what a woman should be and how a woman should look like.
I truly hope you grow out of this phase and learn to appreciate people without attaching negative qualifiers to them.
>>8470716
just look at pinterest?
>>8470691
Maybe you could try going to a meeting (or at least pretending to), then telling your parents you didn't like it.
>>8470700
it really depends on what you complain about. if it's actual bullshit happening to you it's ok to complain.
>>8470709
i am rooting for u too.
and for that spaghetti
>>8470705
i could take you down easy peasy
i'm glad i'm not trutrans cause all of this bullshit seems like a lot to care about lol
>>8470730
edie where do you get your fashion sense from, i wanna learn
>>8470718
Look out anon you triggered the hon.
>>8470731
ummm it depends
mostly ppl on social media, or celebrities or whatever. i'd take inspo from ppl i seen irl but everyone irl is basic af
I want to marry a boy
>>8470738
yeah my plan so far has been to watch cis girls but i see a lot of bad outfits, some girl and her husband were wearing all camo today, i hope they were hunting
>>8470742
Getting a girlfriend was probably a silly idea then
>>8470742
you can do that you just have to find a boy.
>>8470729
WHAT OF IT THEN, COME AT ME M8.
>>8470751
but I got my girlfriend over 3 years ago
it's not my fault I'm bad at breaking it off with people I care about
oh wait yes it is
REAL TRANS PEOPLE ONLY PLEASE.
If you're actually Trans and interested in SRS, please join the official /SRSgen/ discord server: https://discord.gg/CyCYCZn
REAL TRANS PEOPLE ONLY PLEASE.
NO AGPS ALLOWED
>>8470504
Who are these three? What are they from?
>>8470757
Break up with her, and stay friends.
You gain another cis girlfriend, and get a guy.
>>8470748
do you have any good recommendations for chill rainy day type music? or sad rainy day music? just not heavy rainy day music. i need some now and i usually just put on and envy album but they're too heavy for my feels rn
>>8470758
can you be agp if you are ace?
>>8470718
I honestly don't really see myself as above them or different at all I just don't want to associate with them. But I'm forced to just because I'm trans
>>8470769
/ace/ is just as trutrans as HSTS.
>>8470766
maybe you like some of those
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL63ZO-jXFTasqvj7WdEFQ6QtG6UBrl9CR
>>8470756
*tickles you
>>8470757
Perhaps you could just marry your gf instead
>>8470759
they are from idolmaster
i only know that the tall one is kirari moroboshi
>>8470718
Hons are not normal women. They're tattered souls. It's like attending AA without being an alcoholic. It has little to do with looks and everything to do with behavior. I'd rather affiliate never with failed trans. Instead, I prefer to behave as though I pass and if people clock me so be it. Making trans a part of your life is inherently unhealthy. A circle of "I am transgender" is not a women's space.
>>8470766
Hmmm. Ever listened to strand of oaks? Pope Killdragon is my favorite album.
>>8470785
Been working on this cyborg tranny for awhile.
>>8470792
Anytime bb
Wish there was a represser/permaboymode support group
>>8470309
You'd need to start enunciating your words more, unless it's a speech disorder (sounds like just your accent to me). You're also a bit breathy, it's really hard doing a girl voice, but try to use your diaphragm a little more so your words don't take so much air out of you. There is much hope, Im sure.
>>8470807
Make one?
>>8470807
i think a group for all trans people that was completely accepting of repressors and permaboymode would be better
new thread when
>>8470829
when we hit the image limit
>>8470807
Repression gen
>>8470830
>>8470718
>without attaching negative qualifiers to them
they do that to themselves
>>8470833
>>8470836
>>8470830
Please don't post pictures of my soul again without permission.
eat cake
anyone else here wanna be a girl
>>8470854
yes but ive got a nasty boy body
>>8470838
:]
>>8470837
do you have have snuggly pictures
Thread is long and a far ways off the image limit so start dumping shit so we can make a new one.
>>8470854
why the heck would u wanna be a gril
>>8470857
why do we need a new one though
>>8470857
>>8470833
thats my drawing!!! ^o^
>>8470857
can i dump images from my anti-elanna folder
BRAAAAAAAAAAP S >>8470857
TINKY SPAM!
>>8470867
Please I like your memes
>>8470861
takes forever to load on phones
>>8470867
ye
>>8470857
>>8470860
pls ur already a girl
Super weird feeling looking in the glass while walking
>cute boy head
>round boobies bouncing as you walk because no bra
>skinny small body
Why does my body look nothing like the guys around me ;-;
>>8470878
>>8470871
oh. my phone doesnt have that issue but i use clover so that might help
>>8470881
>>8470884
>>8470885
>>8470870
you're not supposed to like them, you're supposed to hate them and feel bullied by them
>>8470888
there i did my part
>>8470876
yeah and im wondering why I wanted this
>>8470891
There's a reason I keep telling you you're not a very good bully
>>8470895
>>8470895
>>8470895
>>8470895
xd
>>8470894
You chose
Poorly
>>8470894
we got brain issues or something i think. i wanna be a girl but i don't want all the abuse and shit that goes along with it
>>8470911
>>8470911
>>8470911
>>8470911
NEW THREAD
>>8470914
there's already a new thread you autist
>>8470916
I missed it, calm down hon. Check your T.