/mtfg/ no bullying
In this edition, tell us 3 things u like about your body
• Makeup tutorials : http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
Previously on mtfg >>8464290
I hate my body!!
>>8466621
>transwomen, crossdressers, men on hormones
im all of these things
also the only thing i could come up with is my tummy
>>8466621
im smol 5'2"
uh i got nice thighs
nice butte
>>8466621
Hair, waist, tumtum
>>8466621
hips
eyes
biceps
>>8466629
>bad gyno
Have you not seen her tits?
>>8466630
>>8466619
cis tits confirmed she is a boy
but elanna is a boy too so your a gay couple?
at least your not transbians c:
>Senpai won't text me back
no one bully my little sister alright
>>8466621
>tell us 3 things u like about your body
Bobs butte height.
>>8466621
>tell us 3 things u like about your body
there's nothing
i'm not even playing up self-hate or whatever, there's just nothing desirable about me
i hate this
>>8466621
I like my hair, my butt, and my lips
>>8466639
babies arent supposed to have nice thighs and butte
>>8466650
We are two heterosexual bros that practice advanced level docking
>>8466659
i guess its just babyfat? uwu
ffs now i have to stay awake for the guy about my new sharehouse to call
what does hsts stand for?
>>8466660
im glad you finally have confidence in your identity and sexuality :)
>>8466667
Heterosexual transexual
>>8466660
>practice advanced level docking
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
>>8466667
homosexual transexual
It's a meme though
>>8466670
>heteroxexual transexual
lmao no
it literally means homosexual transexual
as in a gay man
>>8466673
oh yeah i forgot thats what you are
sowwy
how do i lost muscle on my biceps
when i press them against my side they stick out a little
i thought it would go away on hrt alone but it didn't ;-;
>>8466639
im 5'1 and crave death i just want be like 5'6 or normal plees i feel like a fetus
>>8466678
Blanchard is a meme
HSTS means we are gay men
AGP means we are fetishists
>>8466680
why wouldnt you want to be small?
its cute being small ;c;
i guess i feel like a kiddo and most people treat me like that but i dont mind..
>>8466678
HSTS = homosexual transsexual, literally google it
>>8466678
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Homosexual_transsexual
>>8466678
http://lgbt.wikia.com/wiki/Homosexual_transsexual
>>8466692
This is most informative, thank you!
>tfw you get addicted to watching disney songs
Help.
>>8466702
quit watchin' disney songs
>>8466702
best disney song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZSS5dEeMX64
my male testosterone dominated brain is attracted to female hormones and pheramones. boys on estrogen exude these. im also attracted to feminine features on myself (for confidence) and others for attraction.
is that gay or transbian?
when the estrogen activates shit in my head that makes me attracted to men, that is straight.
when the brains own sex reigons are attracted to the hormones/pheramones it itself exudes, that is homosexual.
>>8466705
who cares, if youre a girl (including trans girl) and you like girls youre gay and if you like boys it's straight. keep it simple
>>8466704
When I was in high school, I was in theater, and before the opening night of any given show, the boys would begin singing this in the changing room, and when the girls heard it they would join in, and before long the whole class would be singing mulan.
it was glorious.
>mention possibly trying to find a surgeon to give me a back alley orchiectomy to my gf
>all of a sudden she gets overly enthusiastic about the idea of doing it herself and starts acting like it's a done deal and gonna happen
What does this mean
>>8466704
Agreed.
>>8466705
idk what's goin on here but it sounds like a whole lotta male-gender blathering
>>8466713
>whole cast
>>8466701
hmmm?
something wrong about little ol me?
>>8466714
she gonncut of your testors
>>8466723
i don wanna be big anymore
>>8466726
:c
at least you dont get treated like a kid :<
im a giant, people oughta fear me
hey uglies, how's your day going?
>>8466731
i thought you like that though
rly i just want to be like 5'6
>>8466733
good cat, not great
>26 years old
>6 months on hormones
>Still looks like a man
>Will never even look close to cis.
Should I just kill myself now and be done with it? Pic related its me.
Also sorry OP but there is nothing about my body I like.
>>8466737
i do but sometimes its annoying especially with my parents
>tfw miss red
>never comes to /mtfg/
>changed or deleted her discord
would kms if my birthday wasn't next month
>>8466740
great
>oh let's watch new gods it looks neet
>Arab gay sex with a jinn
._.
cheekbones
eyes
thats it I'm ugly af still
>>8466736
no nightclubs because monday so I went to my city's main park and hung out, improvised a little dance party and got kissed by a cute guy who bought me ice cream
>>8466744
You're not that bad. Get a haircut that frames your face better. Pluck your eyebrows. You may get clocked under informed scrutiny, but you'll be fine going about your daily business.
>>8466744
6 months and u expect to change genders?
just be patient and hang in there
>>8466745
that makes sense i guess
you should get some tall boots like i was talking about before
>>8466744
Get your eyebrows thinned out and get some bangs.
>>8466744
keep at it, a lot of the prob here is just ur expression
so my grandmother is pretty much the loveliest person in the world but my grandfather is an abusive cunt and shatters any semblance of self-esteem in her.
He's showing really bad signs of dementia too(ie didn't recognize or acknowledge me at all the whole time we were at lunch) so it's not like anyone can call him out on it when he speaks down to her.
I'm going over to their place with my dad on thursday for dinner
I dunno
I wish she had divorced him earlier in their relationship, she told me she does too but doesn't feel like she can now because they're both so old and he'll probably die soon anyway.
It's awful but I kind of hope he dies soon too as well, he's honestly a disgusting person to be around.
>>8466621
loving ur thread titles t b q h w u
>>8466621
>tell us 3 things u like about your body
>balding
>manlet
>tiny penis
Apparently I get no boipussy and no cispussy because I am an undesirable genetic dead end.
xD xD xD
>>8466744
idk you dont look that bad desu
eyebrows need to be shaped
surgery especially with like your eyelid area would help alot if you got it lifted.
i mean your 26 so if ya got no savings but you gotta job maybe get a loan that you can pay off in like 5 years and get ffs if your unhappy/want to pass better
>>8466621
>In this edition, tell us 3 things u like about your body
oh
>my ass
>my face
>my height
also my lil bitty wrists
>>8466775
DElete, this
carth is cool(cool)!
>>8466744
what the fuck anon? you literally just need better hair and you'd look like a woman. I'm not even kidding, you're so close.
>>8466775
welp time for you to transition i guess
>>8466679
same. after 11 months hrt muscles are still there. i didn't even use them at all since like 2 years ffs.
>>8466780
Oh are you one of his stupid little Elf (whore) that he has to pay to be his friend !??!?!?1
FESS UP ANON !
>>8466785
it's been 6+ years for me and i transitioned at 17..the only solution is stop eating meat and cut calories majorly i guess
>>8466786
nah im diapfag
im going to bed but i will leave you with one last
dia p e r b r a a p uwu
https://clyp.it/nnykaoec?token=6f4214a5ab8367cd2ab9d5fa8adf3833
Please post your voices and make me feel bad.
>>8466797
yeah they're correct, i started on spiro and switched to cypro. i have tanner 5 breasts but i'm pretty sure i have a mesomorph body type.
>>8466800
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0H064NDPn4r
>>8466621
>liking your body
>>8466804
i h8 when you do this your voice is good
>>8466802
>i have tanner 5 breasts
[citation needed]
Bull fucking shit you do faM, you are delusional.
>>8466797
cypro. after a month i had close to 0 test so i halved my dose after 3 or 4 months. my doc didn't do another blood test since half a year now though.
>>8466792
i can't lose weight, i don't wanna hurt my boob growth. also while my tummy doesn't look like it i'm closer to underweight than overweight. good luck though, i'm sure you can do it!
>>8466812
lmao
t.jealous hon
I've been on hrt 6+ years and I started young, what do you expect?
>>8466809
dont hugbox me wtf.
>>8466817
>t.jealous hon
>t.experienced chaser
FTFY hon, and nah you cant even hit Tanner 5 as a tranny..... who you tryna fool nigga? Post pics of your fucking tits or G T F O and I aint even memeing you familia.
That feel when you will never date the faceapp male version of yourself
My male version looks really good
>>8466812
I mean mine look to be about tanner 5 as well, its not impossible.
>>8466804
your voice is so much heckin better than mine jeez
>>8466821
>and nah you cant even hit Tanner 5 as a trann
>t. newfag who never saw cis tits when she posted hers.
>>8466825
ur just fat tho, and I am assuming the delusional honanon is as well (:
being overweight and having moobs + HRT =/= Tanner 5
>>8466829
>calling me new instead of providing a [citation]
LUL xD
>>8466836
I'm not fat
>>8466836
>ur just fat tho
No?
>having moobs
Lol you never saw them did you.
>>8466841
u posted tits and ass 2 chaser threads ago right?
>>8466836
>>calling me new instead of providing a [citation]
She literally used to spam them on here, how new are you? Just go look through the archives for her old trip
>>8466744
fix your eyebrows. As a tranny you can't have so small gap between them. More facial hair removal. Mask your eyebags.
>>8466847
>how new are you?
This my first day faM :^)
>>8466846
>and ass
no
>tits
yuh thats why it was timestamped. Wasnt for chasers though, the /v/ one was to get XVkun to shut the fuck up and stop calling everyone who disagrees with him his arch nemesis matt or whoever the fuck. I made a bet with him that i could prove i wasnt him.
>>8466851
LURK
MORE
>>8466856
>lurk /mtfg/
LUL OK I will get right on that xD
>>8466856
our just prove your claims lol
>>8466861
Hi Chrib.
>>8466864
hi princess
>>8466862
Id rather ppl didnt post it again and just assume im lying desu.
>>8466866
>i'm telling the truth so w.e
Sure you are I never doubted you for a minute LEL
someone post hairy tits
>>8466874
WHAT THE FUCK DELETE THIS
I had a dream that I tried heroin...it felt so real
0.0
>>8466874
Aww I hyped myself up so much for so little
>>8466874
Nice
Too bad you live on the West Coast LUL xD
>>8466744
>>8466849
or you knwo, just get ffs.
>>8466874
https://m.imgur.com/sNZVXsB
Don't worry senpai, got you
>>8466883
>this pudgy manlet still tries hitting on trannies
>>8466885
STOP WTF
>>8466888
Sloot
>>8466885
that nipple is really underdeveloped
>>8466892
no im not like that anymore i dont post nudes im a good girl now. fucks sakes
What is the transgender agenda? I don't think I'm caught up to speed here, if we have an agenda I wanna know about it
>too old to be a rave girl
Why live.
>>8466895
to infect every straigth white male with the tranny virus by tricking them into sex. our jewish overlords told us so. but shh don't tell anyone.
Hair transplant are growing!
>>8466886
Dont forget to add that I am balding, unemployed, have a huge ego, autistic, broke, repressed, and middle aged as well.
Let 4Chin tell it.
xD xD xD
>>8466885
So thats why elanna likes her. Really makes me think.
>>8466767
That expression is just my face what my face looks like.
>>8466782
Don't want to have to style my hair. I just want to be able to wake up in the morning and pass.
>>8466849
Really like what you have done with my eyebrows.
Fixing my eyebrows and hair like you all suggested won't really change my ugly man face. I will still have a huge nose and chin and my lips will never be girly. Just feels like I'm getting hugboxed right now. Can't afford FFS and soon I'll be old and then there is no point in passing. I think its just time to do what I should have done a long time ago.
>>8466904
>xD
are you 12 too?
>>8466906
>Just feels like I'm getting hugboxed right now
Yeah you are, but FFS would help a lot.
>>8466905
>So thats why elanna likes her
They also live somewhat close to each other, and well all know how thirsty Elanna is + how slutty cis tits is.... its kinda a good match Tbh
>>8466909
>are you 12 too?
Almost LUL xDDDD
>>8466906
everyone can change what their face looks like by changing their expression do an acting course, or just get high and focus on relaxing all your face muscles, your lips, you'll be surprised the stuff you've needlessly tensened
>>8466899
how old is too old
>>8466912
what
confirmed HOUSE
got a room in a nice house in a nice area full time here we come
>>8466906
im really not hugboxing you, Im always very honest because I hate being hugboxed myself. Your haircut doesn't do you justice, but you really do look girly, you have a great jawline/chain for it, your nose is fine, it's really just your eyes and forehead that give you away. I mean it honestly, like if I saw that picture out of nowhere I'd think female and mayyyybe clock you as a tgirl, but definitely not if you had bangs.
>>8466919
owo
>>8466924
I actually feel the opposite, they have no bossing at all but their jaw is rather strong in comparison.
>>8466912
>daddy
To be a daddy you have to be able to get your dick wet. Birdy couldnt even get his dick wet if he was standing in a shower with cis tits holding the soap.
>>8466929
please stop being mean carth
>>8466929
omg lol
>>8466925
bitch what
>>8466929
Birdy and i are just friends tho chill out.
>>8466906
What? your nose is perfect short and round. Try to have long and sharp one.
Post a pic of cis tits' face.
>>8466940
epic meme nikky
>>8466940
>ffs girl still posting here
why
>>8466946
I'm on medical leave and I'm bored as fuck.
>>8466944
NO, WHAT IS IT
WHAT DO YOU WANT NOW
>>8466953
whya re you yelling at me
>>8466957
>>8466953
Grab her by the throat Birdy, grab her with your left hand she how she reacts.... look her right in the eyes bro, let her know you arent taking no for an answer. Make sure you leave your right hand free.
>>8466913
Still wont be able to afford FFS. I really want to get it but that isn't going to happened which is why I'm just going to kill myself.
>>8466962
>Daddy birdy will never do this to you
>>8466950
i think you're cool nikki and i like your pix
>>8466962
Typical cuck hoping to watch the superior man in action.
>>8466974
>superior man
Its OK Birdo, you lost your nerve, it happens. Maybe next time son?
throat stuff is my fetish do not exploit this, thanks
>>8466621
Doesn't the fact you guys hate bullying so much show you are incredibly weak people?
Is this not a factor in why you commit suicide so much?
>>8466986
Weak people don't deserve to lead happy lives?
>>8466984
please brutalize me daddy
Where Smiles at? I wanna take her to the mall to buy some cute clothes and ice cream xD
>>8466986
Why would someone like bullying, like that's not just a tranny exclusive thing.
>>8466986
>>Doesn't the fact you guys hate bullying so much
many here love being bullied
>>8466990
I hope you like your face, neck and chest covered in your own spit
>>8467002
d-daddy..
>>8467002
Do it Birdo, gag the fucc out dat bitch xD
>mtfg scares you into abstenence
advanced repression techniques. you gays should write a book
>>8467002
my girldick is hard now for some reason.
>>8467021
Having sex is what scared me into abstinence tbdesu senpai.
>>8467029
>girl
>dick
hey wait, what is a girl? I am confused.
>>8467041
>what is a girl?
Girls can have dicks too, fuck off its 2017 you transphobic shitlord (:
>>8467024
DADDY THE ONLY STUTTER YOU SHOULD CARE ABOUT IS MINE STOP TALKING TO OTHER GIRLS
>>8467050
Ay faM do yourself a favor and cut this one loose. Thank me later.
>>8467048
no no, I am merely clairifying : you say girls can have dicks and I respect that, but now I'm confused as what girls are, because I always thought men had dicks
Please explain, I am confused
>>8467007
>Guys who see mtf
>Normal
>>8467058
There is nothing to explain you are a transphobic shitlord, what part of transphobic does your shitlord brain not comprehend? Go back to 4Chan you fucking internet troll !
Also "clarify" is one of my trigger words, please dont use it around me. Thank you.
>>8467007
Normies make babies w cis girls
How many of you are legit autists?
>>8467074
my shrink said no when i asked him.
also kanna is so cute, i want a daughter one day :(
>>8467074
>>8467074
Not autistic, but I dont mind hanging out with autistic trannies as long as they like to take dick and can keep their sperg reasonably under control.
>>8467074
i think im just socially awkward not autistic
>>8467074
100%
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VJGZRoGvJPw
How to be normal?
i just want to fuck man ass with my massive girl cock
>>8467068
What?
In all seriousness, I need someone to explain what "girl" means to me : because apparently I've been wrong for 20 years.
>>8467098
Become pure tranny
>>8467107
Is this a good enough man for you?
Sorry, but I seriously need someone to explain what man and woman means, because I'm so lost =s
>>8467074
I have autism
I've been cocaine free for about a week and codeine free for about 3 months, I'm gonna make it!
>>8467108
Girl = Young Woman
>>8467118
But what is a woman?
Evidently its not someone with a vagina, because some girls (and women?) have dicks, so what exactly makes a woman then?
>>8467126
Woman = Older Girl
>>8467074
Aspie here.
>>8467126
girl/woman = anyone who looks like a female desu
>>8467126
there is female biology then there is female gender. usually people's biology matches with their gender but not always.
>>8467128
But neither a girl nor woman is defined though.
Is the person in this picture a girl / woman???
>>8467098
don't take peri as your role model
>>8467114
>I have autism
You look sad and angry in all of your pics, but you look to weak to do anything about it. How do your spergouts usually go? Im curious.
what should my new twitter handle be
>>8467152
Tranonymous
>>8467153
apparently already taken lmao
>>8467161
Aw shit :(
>>8466621
>change profile pic on facebook to completely en femme "for pride month"
>first comment: "if you were a girl would you still be jacked? xD"
>look down at arms/hands/abs
>DYSPHORIA
so to summarise, 3 things i like about my body
>ass
>face takes makeup really well
>long legs
>>8467138
But wait, why do people care more about gender than sex, if sex is static, but gender is not?
If the man pictured wears a dress, is he then less of a man, or a woman?
Why should we care about how you present?
If I wore a dress for a play once, am I also transgender?
>>8467170
both is static. gender is neurological. it determines what kind of body, male or female, you feel comfortable with and causes significant distress if brain and rest of body mismatches. clothes have nothing to do with it. now fuck off, we're not here to answer your dumb questions you could simply google.
>>8467170
I suppose because gender is easier to change.
no. gender and gender roles are not static. they are based around culture and time period.
no one should care about how anyone presents but in the world we live in right now people care quite a bit.
idk probably not.
>>8467144
I haven't really sperged out in a while, I guess I'd usually just cry and hit myself but I'm not allowed to hit myself anymore so I dunno what I'd do
>>8467170
>Why should we care about how you present?
Because that's actually what most people see, not by choice. If I'm a passable girl (voice, look), people will see me mentally as a girl (my gender in my mind, not my biological sex) and refer to me as such, which is my preference. So to those of us that are this, it is easier for everyone to say we are "girls". Most people are unwilling to label unpassable tgirls (i.e hons) as women.
Outward appearance reflects inner gender, and outward appearance is largely affected by biological sex, but can be changed.
>>8467185
>>I suppose because gender is easier to change.
sex is easier to change. why the hell do you think we go through all the bs that comes with transitioning if we could just be fine with our birth sex?
>>8467188
what is sperging out like
>>8467188
I knew a kid in high school who would hit himself constantly and throw chairs/desks, he was autistic af
>>8467191
to change gender you have to change stuff like presentation, mannerisms, and internal identity. to change sex you need to undergo medical treatments like hrt. idk gender and gender presentation seems easier to change.
>>8467203
gender =/= gender roles
Hello friends
I am drunk and straight and CIS
Ask me anything I'm drunk and have no censor
>>8467207
What is it like knowing that you have the possibility to bear children one day?
>>8467204
gender roles are the mannerisms reflected by biological sex societies heavily base themselves upon, thus changing genders outwardly means reflecting those roles
>>8467204
okay how would you define it then
>>8467207
can I suck your cock
>>8467194
I probably can't explain it well but it's a really overwhelming feeling
*yawn*
Goin to bed gnite y'all (:
>>8467212
>>8467213
see >>8467184
studies have shown that we have certain structures in our brain that are thought of to correlate with gender identity. that means what body we feel comfortable with and as what gender we want to be perceived at.
while gender roles have something to do with gender they aren't the same thing. many people of both genders, cis and trans, do not follow traditional gender roles and still want to be seen as their gender.
>>8467207
you have very good taste in television shows
I'm drunk too
where in australia are you from
I'm so jealous of all of you who transitioned before it was too late. You made it.
>>8467221
yeah
cute too
>>8467226
I transitioned after it was too late
>>8467227
Cute!
I hope you find someone nice
>>8467225
You look really sad and in need of a hug.
>>8467232
rude
>>8467225
That actually wasn't what I meant to post.
I live in Canada
>>8467237
I get hugs all the time
I'm sad because I'll never be a real girl lmao
>>8467240
australia is the canada of america
>>8467243
That's true, I really can't deny that. Australia is nice but it's too hot
>>8467224
I've heard this before and I think it also probably somewhat true but I also don't think that is like a known fact and scientists still barely understand how our brains work.
I don't think you're really arguing against gender roles and gender being different things. like you say many people don't follow gender roles but the thing is they are still expected to follow those roles. If you have a society where all men are expected to wear makeup and cook dinner then those things are part of the male gender for those people.
what you say about people not following roles and still wanting to be seen as their gender is correct though. really gender is a somewhat subjective and ever changing thing so arguing about it is difficult i feel.
Bf is taking me to see tool and primus and we got front row tickets. Iove him soo much
>>8467184
Whats to say neurological things do not change?
What about people who become more feminine, or more masculine over time?
>>8467185
this makes more sense...and not caring is also making sense : its just a thought, after all
>>8467189
I see., but isn't this kind of lying to people?
I still don't understand what the guy earlier was talking about by men and women if not people with penises, and people with vaginas.
>>8467239
Pls how is that rude
>>8467270
what do you mean here by not caring? do you mean we shouldn't care or society as a whole should not care
>>8467277
Yeah, it was just the thought that if you wanted to, you could, and I never can.
>>8467270
>>Whats to say neurological things do not change?
i'm getting bored of this, the reason why i didn't respond to the other post already. mtfg is not your google. go somewhere else.
>>8467282
That's sad, I'm sorry Anon. Now I feel like I'm squandering it
>>8467256
enjoy your agp life and your chaser boyfriend hon
I wonder if she's especially stinky today...
>>8467314
Smell my rape finger
>>8467316
Eugiénie pls
Okay I might FL asleep so just incase:
You're all too hard on yourselves. A lot of you post about how you don't look like you want to keep you think you don't pass but you do. You look in the mirror and think "what's wrong with me" and that's sad. When Da Vinci painted the Mina Lisa I guarantee you till the day he died he criticised different aspects of it. Please have faith in yourselves. I genuinely hope you all find someone you can be happy with, and I'm sure you all will
>>8467323
I won't :/ Probably going to kms one sweet day
>>8467328
You're still young
Please keep trying! You live in a nice country - I presume - and there must be a nice big (or girl) out there for you!
>>8467323
you are a nice person Anon. are you the cis girl from earlier?
>>8467333
No I'm the drunk sadboi
>>8467323
But why? That's not the sort of thing you can guarantee.
The only girlfriend I ever had cheated on me for a whole year.
Relationships are shit and people are shit.
>>8466680
>tfw you're 6' 1"
>tfw you've never been shorter than any BF or crush you've ever had
i have daddy issues
who else has daddy issues
I want a daddy
>>8467050
r-right sorry babe
i want to kms i need to wait 6 months in order to get on hrt legally
>>8467336
I can't lie and tell you I don't feel the same way. All I can do is hope you find someone. I'm sorry that happened to you, you deserve better
if i show this to my girl friends will it help them relax around me?
>>8467334
okay sorry. you just seem really nice and not jaded like most people here.
>>8467346
okay sorry. i think we agree there.
>>8467348
Why is everyone submissive? It's so annoying. It's like 80% subs and 20% (true) doms. And people who are trying to be dom or switch to please their partner but are still naturally submissive.
>>8467344
I mean I don't think I will, but thank you for the positivity.
>>8467350
I don't like seeing other people sad. I've had my jaded experience (and I'm still very much depressed) and know what it feels like. I don't want anyone to feel like this. I want them to be happy. Maybe I can't be happy myself but atleast I can try and help someone else he glad. Does that make sense?
I hate you all yadayadayada etc etc, just wanted to point this out before I leave to meet up with my sister
>>8467328
You're not going to and allow me to explain why
See, even if you think low of yourself, you still have some satisfactory in your life that keeps preventing you from killing yourself. Whether its vidya or being at home or something else you enjoy, if these things didn't exist in your life, you would've done it a long time ago but since your brain keeps getting spoiled with the things you consider enjoyable, there is no need for it.
Also, you may or may not have /something/ that makes you think that killing yourself is a scary idea because you can't imagine the idea of pain or death. I've read your posts carefully and I kind of know what you want but really, you should find out for yourself that it isn't neccesary at all. Just try to love yourself, there is someone out there that will appreciate you for who you are, you don't need anyone you consider beautiful to tell you what they think of you and to boost your confidence because there are a billion people in the world with diffrent tastes and diffrent views on people.
And also, if you're truly not happy with the way you look, you can always try to make yourself happy by make up or try a beautysalon etc.
Am I a fucking scumbag for pointing this out? Perhaps, but I like to give people some insight on who they are and I'm not trying to shame anyone.
I'm sorry if I somehow let you down or anything but I don't want people to say they're going to kill themselves when they will walk around the earth for a 100 years with that thought.
>>8467336
>tfw everyone you've ever been with fucked you over in one way or another and now you're emotionally dead save for having very strong feelings for a woman you will probably never be able to hold and cherish as your partner
hahahahhhahhahabhkaskhlfbaslkhgvbaghkl
>>8467354
>>8467359
yeah I understand that. I hope you can find happiness too Anon.
tfw extremely lonely
>>8467361
>tfw I've been in love with my oldest friend since forever but she is a fucking manipulative cunt, but I can't help it, she just has this hold on me and I can't let go.
>>8467363
Maybe one day
I don't feel like a real person, I'm just kind of there
>>8467354
Each dom should have 4 subs serving them. Problem solved.
>>8467369
same
>>8466621
I don't even know why I'm on this thread but.
>My face (I've got a cool shirt beard)
>My height (I'm 6'2, so I could always reach far away things as a kid)
>My chest (I work out a fair bit, and I'm proud of my progress)
>>8467370
I want to serve and obey my mistress
>>8467354
Where the fuck are the subs, I can never find any, they all say "vers" or "vers top"
I only top
>>8467346
>>So any time you try and debate your point you get bored?
>one time getting bored in a place that made only for some people to hang out means i always get bored
and this is not a debate. you clearly don't know shit about the topic, you haven't informed yourself at all. yet, instead of going on google you come here and think that your shitty uneducated opinion is worth to be put up for debate. it's not, it's just annoying. and arrogant.
>>8467373
Short*
>>8467375
hi hi hi hi
>>8467375
Sub but I don't like anal what do?
>>8467381
make me your obedient slut
>>8467383
Get a vagina..
Also a reminder that beauty and just a taste in things is extremely subjective. Perhaps you don't like spiders, the color red, sweets, etc. Maybe you don't like beards or maybe you do, who knows.
Somebody in this world will see you in their eyes as their beauty. You can't expect one human being to have the same taste as everyone else, there are like a billion on this earth, one puzzle piece will always fit the other in some shape or form. Perhaps some people don't like the way you look but some people might. As long you're happy with it, I don't see how you can't show the world the charm you're glowing off. Always try to love yourself and if you're not happy with it, try to experiment with make up or something you might think that could """fix"""" you.
But don't expect someone to appreciate you when you walk around in a potato sack unless that country has potato sacks as a fashion standard.
That's my wisdom for now, goodbye forever. My sister is going to fucking kill me.
>>8466621
height, hips, ribcage
>>8467361
>those results
Welp. Horny again because of Birdy.
>>8467376
So how do I not understand the topic?
What am I not informed about?
Where do you think I am wrong, and what proof do you have?
Also how can you know I'm wrong UNLESS you debate it?
Okay now I'm going to bed.
Goodnight, /mtfg/
Please be kinder on yourselves
>>8467388
Got 30k for me?
>>8467389
I like you Coffee, you're sweet :)
(Don't die)
>>8467390
Well one, haven't had a relationship since my first disaster.
And idk, it just seems scary and i get this fear i'll bleed out and die, I know it's ridiculous, but I can't help thinking it.
I hope i get over it one day though.
>>8467395
>>8467354
>why aren't there more MEN in this mtf group
FUCKING PRAY FOR ME MY SISTER DOESN'T FUCKING KNOW ABOUT "ME" OR WHY MY MOM KICKED ME OUT FUCK
>>8467399
Thank you you're sweet too
>>8467405
women can be doms
>>8467408
i know i know but it's like why be surprised at that distribution
>>8467309
Sure will. Enjoy festering alone in your moms basement hon.
>>8467407
tell her
>>8467402
>>8467408
Aye, true as fuck. I Recently got wasted at a friend's house. That chick was %100 down to hold me down and choke me.
>>8467405
I'm a man. Don't ask why I'm here though, because not even I know that
>>8467426
I need this
>>8467408
>tfw your gf bullies you with her feet and makes you suck her toes and lick her feet
was pretty hot honestly
>>8467431
Either u wanna fuk us or be us
>>8467434
need this too
>>8467361
>brat tamer
never knew I needed this
>>8467438
it was hot because she usually isn't dommy and i gave her a foot rub in bed and she just randomly got horny as fuck and started pressing her feet against my face
>>8467434
I jerked my bf off with my feet
>>8467462
So someone told me that Sailor Moon is my Danny Phantom.
Why did that fucking degenerate have to do that?
>>8467462
she stepped all over my dick, it felt so good
>>8467465
what does that even mean
>>8467467
Did that too, slowly turning him into a footfag
>>8467465
wtfs a danny phantom
>spent the past 2 days crying or abusing drugs
>run out of drugs
>cry even harder
>>8467471
that's what she did to me too, i didn't even really like feet before her
>>8467479
do you want to obey and be told you're a good girl and get spanked
just clocked an ftm on tinder shd i swipe right
>>8467484
Im okay with those things but kind of ambivalent
>>8467471
Dont you have giant ass motherfuckin feet? That's probably super easy for you
https://clyp.it/xni5jdi1
i know my voice is shit and doesn't pass but can any one give me constructive criticism here
>>8467439
did I say you could (you) me?
>>8467436
What if the reason is neither and I'm just bored?
>>8467502
tfw no gf with huge feet that makes me lick them tbqh
I'm sorry birdy.
But will Eugénie ever get a gf?
>>8467511
gonna put my chips onnnn wants to be us
>>8467526
please birdo im trying to not sound like a man
>>8467526
Im going to masturbate to your voice ok?
>>8467360
Thanks coffee :O Have a nice meet with your sister
I thought no one here kinda read my posts :/
You are probably right though :/ Don't know if I should be happy or sad about that, sorry I replied so late you probably wont read this :/
>>8467330
I don't know if the country is nice, or yea compared to a lot of other places it could be worse :/ and I'm not young, I'm 23 for christ sake! but thanks anyway :>
>>8467543
I'm going to put a buttplug with vibrator up my bum, and whenever you talk I will turn it on, and when you have pauses I will turn it off so as to condition myself to feel plasure everytime I hear your voice, is that ok?
>>8467551
I'll become mute
>>8467555
;_;
Why?
tfw all the other girls are cooler and better at erping than me so birdo pays more attention to them
>>8467566
I'm sorry for being weird, but I can't help but be who I am ;_;
>>8467571
it's like you want me to say impure things to you til you get off or somethin' you fuckin' weirdo
>>8467577
I don't want you to say weird and impure things to me, I'm the purest of girls ever to have been, when I was born the angels sang and cried tears of joy, that is how pure I am...........
But I'm also weird and I would like you to say maybe a little lewd stuff to me .////.
>>8467502
Any girl that is > 7 in women's has man feet tbqh
>>8467585
hmmmmmmmmmmm something's fishy about this
>>8467591
Oh!...... :/
I can't see anything fishy about this desu, maybe you should just relax and please post more voice ^^
>>8467596
>these emojis
reveal yourself
>>8467598
You don't know me, if that's what you think xD
......And I'm sure I would not be comfortable tripping something that might make me seem weird :/
>>8467607
CHRIS!!!#0509
PROVE IT, also I'm going to bed soon
chris..............
>>8467620
WHAT
*moaning*
chris.........................
>>8467628
sis..............................................
>>8467632
big bro..........................
>>8467563
they do have cute feet
>>8467640
nothing sorry. also goodnight im going to sleep right away too
Beat your meat to a sweet feet treat
>>8467640
ugh- Boss!!!~
https://clyp.it/owdg4lu3
Hello.
>>8467658
Hello, will you be saying things that have absolutely nothing to do with feet?
Cause this shit is getting out of hand.
tfw no gf who hits you when you disobey
>>8467661
Show me ur sexy hands you slut
Yay
>>8467661
Yes.
yo what do i do when there's people i want to talk to but i don't have anything to talk about and can't carry a conversation
>>8467693
>Hi Anon! How was your day today?
>>8467693
Iktf, i cant hold a convo for more that a minute or so.
I am really uncomfortable being trans.
Boys with mesomorph frames are not supposed to grow boobs
i feel worthless
everyone else has a way worse life than me in general and i'm a fucking loser for whining about being a tranny or whining in general
i can't even help my girlfriend feel better when she's sad because i'm too dumb to give helpful advice or comfort her well
>>8467707
Huggg amy
but it's not better for boys with endomorph frame :<<<
I hate my body so god damn much >.<
When does HRT remove muscle....
>>8467684
did u order diaps?
>>8467744
not yet :3
sooon
>>8467733
Gf is easy, you don't fix her you hug her or give her space but be nice
>>8467771
My cat is sad, can I roll it up?
enbuddy
>>8467777
Try giving it sushi
>>8467783
Hmmmm
Where to buy sushi at 1:30AM?
>>8467738
Hugg :(
My problem is I feel so dysphoric off hrt and then on hrt I'm completely cynical and negative and dismissive of my female identity and feel ugly and male and urge to quit
Then the cycle repeats
>>8467779
hugg
>>8467787
Don't let the Dysphoria beat you Spartan. You can live a healthy repressed life.
>>8467787
Oh, that seems like a really shitty situation, maybe you should just try really hard, to stay on :/
I feel really bad and dismissive of myself as well, but, god I would never go off HRT >.< I had it so much worse before ;_;
>>8467802
It's weird having a boy face and boy clothes, and then lifting up your shirt and having boobies and hips pop out
There's no getting away from dysphoria either way
>tfw u can't stop thinking about someone
Well, there's a good chance I won't see my sister in a long time. Goddamn she was mad.
>>8467838
HMMMMMMM I wonder who it could be.
>>8467845
Idk but they make my kokoro go doki doki
>>8467853
O-oh hi
Sleep well?
>>8467870
>Plus this place is barren and boring these days without it.
if this place needs more garbage spam i can increase diaperposting
>>8467874
Please cease at once.
>>8467865
We flirt everywhere basically nonstop and that just includes here.
Generally we keep most of it off board
>>8467870
Awe, idk I got to sleep just fine but then woke up and couldn't get back to sleep around 2 for that same reason.
>>8467853
>Sister rang my appartment bell
>I let her in
>Open the door and tell her from my bathroom to sit in the living room because I was preparing myself and didn't expect her to come this early
>She sat in the living room
>Show her myself and said I told her in a rather optimistic way "supriiiisee" and smiled
>Her face was like "o_o"
>I sat on the couch and she crawled back
>I explained everything that everything I told her when I was 16 was never going to change
>Still baffled, she asked me if mom and dad know about it and I said yes then she asked me if that's the reason why mom kicked me out and i also said yes
>she was still thinking and wondered why no one ever told her and i told her in all honesty that after she moved out, i didn't want to be associated with her at all and I told everyone to keep their mounths shut
>she stood up and hit me and she told me that she knew i was a freak but not literally
>I told her calmly if she's going to be abusive as always she might as well leave
>Then she went on a rant about how being transgender is a mental illness and that people look like monsters and will be unaccepted in society yadayada that good stuff and I told her that I knew all the risks that would come with it and i showed her my bruises and scars
>then she hit me again and told me to stop and she pulled my hair
>i told her i'll call the police and then she let go of me and she left not saying a word
>I've been sort of sitting on the couch since then, calming down
And that's how it went, it's a good thing I anticipated this sort of thing anyway so i'm not incredibly upset
>>8467881
Flirting on the Internet is really autistic
Good morning trannies
>>8467886
Pic of you?
>>8467886
jesus fucking christ dude
>>8467886
Sorry your family sucks :(
>>8467890
If flirting with her is autistic then I really don't want to be neurotypical
>>8467886
Your sister did good
>>8467481
Upsetting.
im smol someone pet me
>>8467891
Morning fellow tranny, how are you ? :)
>>8467886
Hugg ;_;
I'm sorry,
sometimes I think why isen't it enough that strangers hate you for what you are, why do family have to do so too, it's not like you are actually harming anyone, it's a completley personal thing to be..... I don't get it... :/
>>8467886
Your life seems like a meme and if i didnt actually know you i would think this was fake and gay.
Im really sorry that happened :(
>>8467881
>for that same reason.
what did she mean by this
>>8467890
Pretending you can repress and trying to get every unstable tranny to join in on your self loathing escapades is really autistic but you dont see me complaining until now.
>>8467894
>, that's really cute though ^
no just her
>>8467910
*pets*
remember toob
>>8467917
>pretending
>>8467896
No
>>8467897
It's all good
>>8467901
My dad and grandma are pretty cool tho. It's just my mom and sister.
>>8467903
If that's what you think.
>>8467903
Well I've come around that most families and especially in Europe are more accepting of their transgendered children later in life once they think a little bit more about it. Maybe maybe not who knows.
I think my sister is a horrific beast anyway so it's not like I lost something valueble in life.
>>8467917
You know, even if my life /seems/ like one big miserable shit, atleast there's some sort of excitement going on. Imagine a life where nothing goes wrong or where nothing goes right, that sounds really boring to me.
Don't worry I'm not upset about it at all...sort of, it's still heartbreaking I guess? idk, i still feel the same as usual though.
>>8467911
I'm cool
Slept poorly cuz my back hurts so I'm tired but looking forward to another day of working in the recording studio. The owner doesn't have any obligations today so we're gonna be working on his personal projects. I was helping him out last night and he's so enthusiastic and into it that I couldn't help but feel really happy helping him out. :]
How are you doing?
I applied for a carpentry apprenticeship on craigslist, they said they were equal opportunity. Hopefully they consider me even though I have no work history.
>>8467932
Do you know how many people think they can repress and just end up killing themselves or transitioning at a later date when they cant handle it anymore? The number of people who sucessfully repressed their whole life and werent suicidal as fuck is INSANELY low compared to those who could not handle it.
And if you could repress successfully it means your gender dysphoria was never that bad in the first place.
>>8467917
>pretending
>giving into mental illness
>>8467936
Can I hack your arm off and injure your spine to give you more "excitement" in your life?
>>8467940
You were in school most of that time right?
>>8467941
My GD was really bad but was part of the 95% of trans women that don't pass
>>8467946
what no
>>8467940
Wishing u luck anon
>>8467954
then why do you think bad things make your life not dull.
u dumb, im gona cut it off anyway.
>>8467952
>My GD was really bad
I mean either it still is really bad or you are just lying. Gender dysphoria doesnt just go away by itself when its that bad.
Ignoring it will only make it hurt more in the long run. Trust me when i tell you this.
Why would you even be here posting on mtfg if you could successfully repress? You would be off living a normie life and forget about all this shit. But you dont, because you can't forget, because its eating away at you.
>>8467958
I didn't mean it like that, guhhhhh
It's all good though
>>8467959
I want to save others (like Spartan) from making a huge mistake.
I accepted that I will never be a girl
I should go again though, I'm going to catch up with my friend and talk about this while we have pizza.
Goodbye forever see you in a few hours
I successfully repressed being a boy tbqh
>>8467970
>I want to save others
I'm not sure if even you believe this desu. At best you want to justify your behavior by finding someone else who will buy into it.
estrogen makes me happi
>>8467977
I have saved others
>>8467984
I want those feels.
We've come a long way since that day
>>8467996
what if we kissed to share the estradiol
>>8467994
The only people to "save" would be people on hormones who weren't actually trans. Getting people with genuine gender dysphoria to stop taking their hormones to make yourself feel like what you did was the right thing, is just.... selfish.
>>8467994
seek mental assistance
you're a girl and there's nothing you can do about it
>>8467951
Yeah Ill def bring that up, I dunno, I have the woodworking experience just no actual shift work experience.
>>8467955
Ty hopefully I get it, It'd be pretty awesome if I became a real carpenter.
>>8467970
Is this Faye? For fucks sake how selfish can you be if you're so bitter about your failure of a transition that you start picking on early transitioners out of jealousy?
>>8468000
That's lewd
>>8468009
lewd is fun
>>8468008
Yeah you're probably ok then, if you're at least doing something, most employers are somewhat understanding.
If you really want to wow them and have the woodworking experience consider a portfolio if you have any projects worth showing off.
What the fuck.
I'm in the break room and this girl is talking about how her friend is a tranny chaser and has bad taste.
This shit is making me paranoid as fuck
>tfw still disappointed zinnia jones loves drone strikes
>>8468014
N-no it isn't anon, why are you talking like this???
>>8468025
want to watch sailor moon together and cuddle?
>>8468000
Is it agp to do this? Asking for a friend
Im going to read a book.
Non ironically.
>>8468029
>Asking for a friend
Same
>>8468033
Trans people who don't pass are often miserable
>>8468035
trans people who repress are often even more miserable
>>8468026
NO, I've already finished it, and I don't rewatch things sorry.
>>8468036
Not true
>>8468034
H-hey wanna share hormones sometime?
>mfw i just woke up
>after sleeping for 17 hours
wyd
elanna is a lesbian banana
>>8468041
I'm fine thanks, I am currently on a sabbatical from engaging in lewd acts.
>>8468046
Staying awake on caffeine.
How can I show her I care a lot about her?
>>8468050
I'm not lesbian tho
>>8468069
kiss her lots
>>8468068
>900b
>10x10
>>8467925
hugg
>>8468076
xugg
>>8468045
Yeah actually. We might have to keep our tongues togeher for a while in order to both get the effects of it though. Are you ok with that?
>>8468071
The author of that article looks like a cute dyke.
>>8468055
Sorry anon, my lewding capabilities will be reactivated within 1-3 years, but i am not currently able to read the exact time and date when this will occur.
My apologies.
how do you meet other trans girls irl?
whenever I go to a trans group or social thing everyones ftm
>>8468080
god that is fucking weird maddie
>>8468071
Hm so that means we dont have to be gay?
>4 hours of sleep
>more awake than I am even i get 8 hours of sleep
Explain
>>8468068
:p
>>8468086
it's cute imo
>>8468080
I am totally ok with that you wouldn't want to waste any.
>>8468081
She's a boy
>>8468089
We are just two heterosexual males pranking each other (not gay)
what are you listening to mtfg?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tqi7oYofX0E
>>8468019
Oh, I did, I sent them pictures of both the pieces of furniture in my front room that I made. Well see if thats enough to peak their interesting, I sent it in at like 7am so I hope that speaks highly too. Hopefully makes them think I have a good sleep schedule :P
>>8468027
Go away Faye, all your misery is self inflicted and no one likes you.
>>8468061
Are you an imposter?
That trip looks wrong.
Why dont you just go back to Chara, Chara?
im tangsnerder
>>8468096
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XR8LFNUr3vw
hey have i told you i'm atrans woman?
>>8468092
I didn't ask for your opinion.
>>8468096
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tdblqSBWyCc
>>8468098
what
>>8468101
aniled it
uwu
>>8468101
>tfw you're transitioning from deeply depressed nerd(male) to somewhat content nerd(female)
>>8468096
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2r1b0z0BjqU
laurens are cute
>>8468129
same
>>8468129
That's all we can hope for, anon
maeves are cute
>>8468096
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HPdCBHM7JUE
>>8468117
w-when are we going to v-voice chat again?
>>8468098
It's probably enough to at least have a fighting chance. Literally like half of applicants just send a bare resume lol
Im sistittlekits inshallah
>>8468158
i really like the word inshallah aesthetically for some reason
I have converted to Islam. I will punish the infidels that misgender me with my surgery penis. Mashallah
>>8468184
>not in arabic
disappointed in you
I am not sure corn bread and jerky is a balanced breakfast
tfw literally can not stop thinking about cute girls
>>8468184
Have you brought a truck of peace yet?
>>8468145
When you give me back mod :0 naw idk we can vc sometime i guess
>>8468193
an unbalanced breakfast for an unbalanced person
it's appropriate
>>8468202
do not bully elann
>>8468193
Sorry to be balanced by Canadian standards you'd need to dip it in maple syrup and finish it with some Tim hortons coffee
Being gaye for Faye is part and parcel of posting in /mtfg/
>>8468207
This is 100% accurate.
>>8468206
i will bully whomstever i want, howmst ever i want, wheremstever i want
and you can't stop me
>>8468202
I'm a balanced person :)
>>8468214
pls don't she's nice
>>8468209
Faye is one of those crazy girls you want to hook up with at least once just to see how freaky she is in bed.
>>8468214
If you bully my gf il tell my dad he works at nintendo
>>8468218
if you were a balanced person, you wouldn't keep having accidents with forklifts
>>8468217
Me. The other one are Nicolas and Bob shitposting.
>>8468235
I have never once had an accident with that big beefy forklift
>>8468229
Implying that a relationship with me would last more then one go is like implying the first green lantern was going to get a sequel
>>8468232
okay i'll stop, please don't tell him to take my SNES away
elann is for hugg not bully
>>8468232
But
I like when they bully meee
>>8468251
Slut. jk you're cute
Reminder that im 42 and still look like a boy
>>8468240
I get a clingy vibe from you. I think you'd be all over me after being treated properly for a night.
Give into the repression
You know you don't want to be a hon
>put on 5 pounds stress eating
>everything fits the same
>bra is starting to overflow
>went up half a cup
What the fuck
>>8468245
you could just replicate the sensation of hugging elanna by buying an exceptionally dumb, clumsy pillow though
at least the pillow wouldn't cook you disgusting oymyakon pizzas, or whatever that weebshit is called
>>8468253
>Slut.
C-could you call me that again, but meaner?
>>8468269
Bottom.
>>8468269
You're my slut now ok?
Is there a secret to opening pill bottles
I've been at this for like 20 minutes and I can't do it
>>8468268
Or just get a stuffed horse
>>8468277
Theyre childproof
>>8468291
I'm a young man
I'll protect you.
Without being biased, who are some cool people here?
>>8468306
maeve
>>8468306
This girl called Ally, she is the nicest person here.
>>8468287
A stuffed horse, you say?
I love girls
>>8468275
O-oh geez that makes me really happy
>>8468274
That's not an insult that was literally my life for a good 5 years
Bottoming is bae
>>8468323
>Bottoming is bae
Its a good thing you like it because something tells me you might be doing it in the future ;)
>>8468319
don't we all?
>>8468334
yeah but i love girls the most
>>8468339
oh i don't think so. i love girls more than you anon.
>>8468332
Yes, please!
>>8468323
What show is this from?
>>8468353
we're both girls so what if we find out by loving each other as much as we can
>>8468340
>She has the features of a horse
In the sense that she's usually on all fours and likes to be ridden?
>>8468358
i-idk, that sounds a bit gay don't you think.
>>8468365
im willing to risk it
EMMMMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
How are your bitcoins today
emmmaaaa
how do i make the 5 cheese mac and cheese
>>8467481
what kinds of drugs?
>>8468385
im lactose intolerant :/
>>8468319
i love daddys
also diapersUwU
>>8468392
me too
but i wear a diapso its oki
how do I become gayer
>>8468385
>>8468393
>>8468374
I wonder if eugiénie is extra stinky today
>>8468398
erp with your transbian partner
>>8468400
hiya fwiend
>>8468401
she always s t i n k s !
>>8468405
But how S T I N K Y are eugiénie's feetsies right now omg????
>>8468354
hmmm. But is that what you actually want?
>>8468411
about as smelly as elannas diaper desu
https://www.gaystarnews.com/article/trans-woman-police-pinned-pulled-off-bra/
im really scared of this happening to me
>>8468295
So am I!
>>8468401
>>8468405
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>>8468418
it's not nice to talk to yourself
>>8466621
*eyes
*...
*...
the rest of my body can go die in a hole
pedophiles need to be shot
>>8468426
:^)
>>8468419
>get groped and fondled by beefy policemen
>awarded "an historic payout" afterwards
i dunno, i can think of worse things
>>8468425
NO YOU'RE A GIRL
why do people erp in public?
>>8468450
Cause it's cute and they want others to see cute things i guess,
>>8468450
transibans have no morals
>>8468460
who needs morals when you have cute girls desu
>>8468413
I'm pretty open to anything as long as it's with you
had a really good day today but then i accidentally stepped on a slug - the same slug i saved the other day bc i helped it into a potplant by getting it to climb on a dried-up starfish, now climbing out of the plotplant again - and i wasn't looking and i just stepped on it i dont understand what this means
i sent a drawing of a slug w/ a story abt the slug to my friend like two weeks ago (it was v relevant trust me) and that was an important symbol in us mending a fight we had and now i've accidentally crushed a slug i was trying to save
i was having a really good day
i'm worried abt what my unconscious is gonna do w the symbol of it, like is it going to make me ruin my relationship w my friend somehow?
>>8468467
what if it turns out she's into scat, anal vore and mexican sugar dancing
well folks, i got me some therapy today. bet allyall like "finally that fucking muzzie omfg!"
>>8468470
hugg
>>8468456
Woops this actually is Ally
>>8468465
my posts are shitposts
they are the real degenerates
>>8468466
yeah who needs any morals at all im just going to walk around in nothing but a diaperUwU
>>8468467
So even... elbow touching?
>>8468419
Just make sure you pass.
>>8468484
I want to do that, while I hold your hand.
I want to thank you all for keeping me grounded and sane when I couldn't do it myself. I just handle it anymore and here isn't helping. I have zero support irl and its borderline impossible to do anything without at least a little bit.
So thank you from the bottom of my heart. If there's an afterlife, I'll see you all in hell. <3
>tfw get super lonely when they are not around
>>8468487
how would passing stop that
>>8468495
<3
you should definitely stay alive tho
>>8468501
Society is cruel to hons.
please help.
i feel really sick, & i'm in a lot of pain
( >Д<;)
>>8468511
helps u
>>8468514
i made some noodles b/c i'm hungry & in need of actual food
>>8468504
I know it's like super corny but
I actually can't wait to hold your hand
I think the girl who likes me is prison gay, shes cis has dated a bunch of girls but has never had sex with them and is ace and now is poly and has a boyfriend.
Proof I am not only hon but still look like a man if shes into me xd.
>>8468501
Passing is the difference between being seen as a woman with a dick and a man in drag.
If people can't tell you're trans they're not going to target you like a trans person.
Yeah it's shitty, but people are shitty.
>>8468521
what happened with your roommate?
My chest and upper back are killing me think im having a heart attack feel ill.
>>8468511
Stay in bed and get your bf to look after you, and maybe make you some chicken soup
please help.
it really hurts.
i already made soup.
it's really hard to lie down
>>8468519
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=46_yYR6tGOI
>>8468531
F
what u need?
>>8468537
idk.
god, it's really hard to eat
please god, make it stop
>>8468519
ok but what if you held hands together in your diaper?
if you dont tape it down too tight you can easily do it
Can I ask a honest opinion?
How fucked is my boy mode because of hrt
>>8468525
Blog update:
I just talked to my roommate again about us parting ways. I ruined the otherwise good mood.
She agreed while it would be good for the both of us financially, she said it would ruin all her "progress".
Her progress being a few local friends know about it (2), coming up on month 4 of HRT, and her parents knowing that she's had these thoughts for a long time because her therapist sat her parents down with her. They don't know her chosen name or the fact that she's on HRT or the fact she's gotten one LHR session. She painted her nails two weeks ago. When she was doing things to try and prove to me she could progress. Bright pink. The nail polish is *still* on the coffee table. I wanted to see how long she'd leave it out. It doesn't really look like she's touched up in that time either.
I feel like I had a lot more progress than her at month 4 (not physical progress, transitional progress) yet I feel like I was dragging my feet.
I seriously doubt she could find a roommate nearby. And if she has to move back in with her parents it's fucking over for her.
I brought it up because I wanted to be moved back in with my parents before school started again (end of August) and wanted to see if she felt that was realistic. I definitely wanted to part ways before winter. I was hoping if she had any "yeah, maybe that's for the best" like she did the last time we talked about it (with both ofu s in abad mood).
I acknowledged that if her moving back with her parents meant a loss of progress she couldn't do that. On that 'cheery' note she went to go do vidya since it's her day off work.
sooooo update on the slug situation
the slug is alive
it's moved from where it was lying but i don't know where it is. i wanna put it back in the plotpant but i dont wanna....
ok update 2
the slug has gone back to the plotplant by itself and is eating a leaf
wait update 3
that was a different slug (prob the one i saved the first time) but i found the other slug still alive but not well and i put the dried-up starfish under it again and put it on the potplant and it grabbed onto a leaf and was like heaps alive again so everything's ooooooooook
>>8468550
yeah hrt changed your thinking patterns
your shirt choice is like hot topic 13 year old gamer girl style
would give you a no pass
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>>8468545
You need to stop repressing your raging transbianism
>>8468550
>tfw just look like a man with gyno.
>>8468564
>You need to stop repressing your raging transbianism
Funny i think i said the same thing to you about a month ago
>>8468550
i think your boymode is pretty fucked.
>>8468550
how long u been on hrt?
>>8468541
hugg
i hope you'll be ok
>>8468577
>It still happens even with minimal facial hair and guy clothes,
"it" being people still call you m'am?
That's because guy clothes aren't going to make you look like a guy when you have boobs. You need a way to tie those girls down. Preferably without damaging them.
>>8468578
>tfw long-haired, skinny guy with gyno
>tfw you're so caught off guard by a waitress calling you m'am you just stare at her like lobsters were crawling out of her ears.
ok, the pain is going away, maybe b/c of the ibuprofen.
i feel really different now.
just sick.
also, bobs feel .... radioactive? idk how to describe this feeling
>>8468550
highly...
>>8468592
>tfw short-haired fat guy with gyno
>tfw never ever been ma'med, just get called "brother" all day every day.
Can you believe I have no sympathy for you?
>>8468580
You broke me
And I'm so glad that you did, it's been a long time since I've felt this excited
>>8468602
what happened
hugg
>>8468602
wat made u sick? r u like tummy cramps or joint pain, or from meds, or medical condition?
https://youtu.be/Ml9-fd2GWAc
>>8468609
don't be a party pooper kira
>>8468596
Just tell her youll be a cute man duh.
>>8468621
>You broke me
How did she break you from your lesbian shame
>>8468634
I showed her my boobs
>>8468602
idk go through your triggers? have you shaved? are you wearing male clothes? is there like a male smell for any reason
i mean it sounds like yr def physically sick but u sure it's not bein exacerbated by somethin psychological? the radioactive thing sounds like that
>>8468577
sowwy faye
>>8468564
girls are grossey gross
>>8468553
you ever get them to stop being gross?
>>8468634
She made me fall for her so hard that it slapped some sense into me. There's so many girls that I've had feelings for that have been fleeting crushes, in the depths of some pretty bad loneliness, or that have been not strictly binary female. There was always a way for me to write it off as being straight and/or confused.
She's the first person who is completely and unambiguously girl whom I've developed such strong feelings for. I can't deny it to myself anymore, there's attraction on multiple levels. I don't know if I'm lesbian, but I'm sure as fuck not straight with the way she makes me feel.
>>8468553
Sounds like me until 9 months in when my voice, clothing, hair, etc started to fall like dominos. Now I'm 12 months tomorrow and look pretty much like every fucking 25 year old hon after 12 months. Like "wtf is this retarded transwoman trying to do". But at least it isn't "that guy looks insane" anymore.
For fuck damn certain I'm feet dragging.
>>8468683
No. I'm not sure how to approach that. I can tell them "I don't like it when you X". Or "you know, when you Y that's kind of gross" but then it would just be me complaining all the time.
>>8468685
>unambiguous
I don't think that word means what you think it means
>>8468685
I-i-i-i-i-i did that?
wew wsj
https://www.wsj.com/amp/articles/europes-elites-seem-determined-to-commit-suicide-by-diversity-1497821665
>>8468739
thank uu uwu
tfw sad
>>8469370
Why? Don't be sad.