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What's the opposite of AGP? 2017-06-18 08:46:06 Post No. 8456342
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I have been open with my transness but went through periods of going on the closet and detransitioning for security reasons off and on for 10 years.
One of the things I did to cope with that mental stress was have sex with bears and topping them in some weird fucking the shit out of masculinity stupidity.
Like I'm back as myself and it's safe to be now, I don't want to go back into this falseness but I still get aroused by fucking bears until I cum and it goes away.
Strangely any relationship or desire I have with men emotionally involves no desire to use my penis and the thought disgusts me. Anything with real men irl as I am now it's a revolting thought.
So what the fuck is this?
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>>8456342
But do you want to bottom and not use your penis? You can still get with guys and just ignore your dick
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>>8456350
Well of course but my question is what does it mean to still watch porn and insert myself as a male top when in real life I have no desire for that and the idea of a man even touching my dick makes me want to barf?
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>>8456372
Do you want to be a girl? I'm assuming you've browsed around a bit and at least read what other agp people are doing and shit?
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>>8456383
Well that's why I'm asking because like I'm not "trying" to be a girl I'm already trans. I don't get aroused by wearing frilly things, I'm not into arousing men by being cute, I'm not turned on by something I already am and I'm not into other women.
But my question is like is my coping mechanism to deal with detransitioning in and of itself a symptom of something more?
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>>8456423
Being trans has nothing to do with clothing if that's your issue. What about your body?
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>>8456468
I was diagnosed with GID like a decade ago and experience gender dysphoria.
But if someone with AGP has GID and is someone with that aroused by themselves being female and having sex with women then what am I?
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>>8456476
You're a transbian
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>>8456480
I'm not attracted to women
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>>8456492
Okay well you could top dudes, even if you lost dick function there's strapons. It's not completely unheard of among cis females.
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>>8456499
No but outside of actual arousal out of sheer boredom I don't have a desire to do it with a real man.
Like when I think about men I have interest with I don't imagine or fantasize about topping them.
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>>8456542
So who the fuck do you want to have sex with. I'm getting confused here, do you want to fuck guys or girls and who do you fantasize as your role?
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>>8456560
You aren't getting it. It's okay Anon, thanks anyways
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>>8456590
Well now I'm super confused about what you're trying to talk about though and really curious lol
Just explain this in simplified versions of your fantasies and it would make sense.
>also slightly drunk
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