/pol/ here, have never been to this board before. Unfortunately

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/pol/ here, have never been to this board before.

Unfortunately I'm becoming increasingly convinced that I'm one of you degenerates.

I'm 23 and have been with both sexes, but have never actually been brought to orgasm from any sexual encounter. Although it certainly seems like I came closer with a guy than I did with a girl.

If I'm a fag, then I'm a self-hating fag and in denial about the whole thing. I want to have a traditional family with a loving wife and plenty of white children, but that seems nearly unachievable in modern society at this point.

Does anyone have any advice on how to convince yourself that you're attracted to women/not gay/etc?

Anyone live a straight life even though they suspect they may be a faggot?

I've been abstinent for over 2 1/2 years, partly because I'm a shut-in autist whose only social life consists of work, but partly because I'm not sure which gender I'm actually interested in.

I really hope it's not men. I don't think I could live with myself honestly.

t. drunk /pol/ack