/mtfg/ Transgirl General

>>8433753
did my daddy get banned or something why deleted

I want to be friends with everyone c:

>>8433755
i don't know but lets behave so the moderators don't delete this thread

Why did the thread get deleted


Anon, if you want opinions on your looks, try raté threads on /soc/

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Hello world

What happened?

>anon op deletes thread
never trust anons

>>8433753
>Emma must be stopped

This isn't a joke by the way, please refrain from allowing Emma to harm any more transgirls

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readst in peace pookie ;____;

What kind of faggot mod deleted the thread

>>8433766
you can't delete thread over like a hour i think old so it wasnt op. also the anon who used to delete threads doesn't go to 4chan anymore lol

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>>8433769
sorry, i was trying to ban you again and accidentally deleted everything ._.

>>8433731
blaire literally makes this exact point in one of her videos. she says yes it may be defined as a mental disorder becaause you think its abnormal, but that doesnt mean you can takes rights away from us based on it. i think the point in saying it is to counter transphobes that want us out of womens spaces. no progress is made without compromise on both sides. YES we are biologically male (unfortunately) but NO you are not looking at the entire picture. its the reason transsexual is considered an outdated term now. its transgender now because its understood that sex and gender are not entirely the same thing.

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>the moderator, circa 5 minutes ago

>>8433775
don't bully the moderator

>>8433777
Trip on, mod-kun.

tfw you will never be a suporn graduate
WHY LIVE

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is there really a difference between pills and injectables? I know the meme is to take your pills and wait but I'll have the choice in 4 weeks to take either pills or injection... so which is better?

>>8433781
i'm not a moderator sorry you are wrong i just don't want this thread to get deleted too

a janny or two probably lurk this thread most of the time

>>8433783
Why do I keep being reminded of this...? :(

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>>8433787

>>8433783
>>8433792

>not wanting to be a dickgirl
what's even the point of you

>>8433798
To be a real girl :'(

>>8433798
good in theory but not so much in practice

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*deletes thread*

tfw don't know if I'm trans and it's too late to transition (early 20s)

tfw no replies

>>8433810
genes are much more of a factor than age

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>>8433798
>wanting to keep your dick

>>8433813
do you mean genetic looks or what?

>>8433810
what makes you think you might be?

>>8433806

Works fine for me, maybe you just need to masturbate more...and maybe don't microwave your balls so hard

>>8433810
tfw transitioned at 23 because of jealous hon gatekeepers keeping me waiting for so long.

>>8433810
-9 months is too old desu

>>8433810
if you want to transition just do it you dumbass

>trusting anon threads

>>8433819
i prefer being feminine and doing things feminine ways and the only reason i wouldn't want to be a girl is because of moodswings and because women are weaker than men

>>8433821
well at least it turned out okay in the end right ur a passer now

>>8433774
So if I keep calling you a mentally ill biological male transphobes will suddenly be okay with you? Because I think they won't, but okay, if you think it helps shout it from the rooftops.

>>8433828
well hrt will give you both of those things

>>8433826
but anon...we're in an anon thread right now

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>stop lying to myself and accept that I want to be a woman and that I need to transition
>mfw no idea how to even start transition

>>8433833
I only lucked out because my parents are first cousins and im developmentally delayed because incest baby

>>8433784
ok the thing is that estrogen works as an anti androgen as well, but the thing is it can only bloCk x quantity.

pills qre utilized like 80% anti abdrogens and rest rest goes for being a girl(boy)

injectibles overide and shock this so more estrogen is available aftzrwards

>>8433840
i want to be cared for too, i don't like fitting the male stereotype of having to be the breadwinner and the dominant person in the relationship

>>8433847
Get on HRT through some method, get girl clothes, work on makeup, voice train, et cetera.

should i be offended if people say i sound like a tranny instead of a girl

>>8433848
uhh.. must be a christian thing i guess idk but it worked out well for you so i guess its good

>>8433850
you and every transgirl
but it's hard
especially if you only like gorls

>>8433852
hey zna, are you going boymode or girlmode in your new job? sorry if dumb question, i can't remember if you said you're full-time or not

>>8433856
depends on the context i guess but i think yeah tranny is almost always an insult so probably

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>>8433847
Order HRT if there's no informed consent there. Start practicing voice, mannerisms, makeup etc.

And get some qt clothes.

>>8433856
Take it as a hint to work harder on your voice I guess.

>>8433861
Been fulltime for a while, so girlmode.

>>8433867
>practicing mannerisms
If you have to do this you aren't a girl

is buying a birthday present for your gf 4 months in advance weird
im scared the thing will be out of stock if i don't order soon

>>8433852
>Get on HRT through some method,
How though? Like I legit don't know how and everything I can find online is contradictory. And like I don't want to self med because because I have bad history with self medding on drugs

can i be a cute girl if i am over 6 feet tall and have the kind of skeletal structure that /fit/ people would want

>>8433872
Okay, either do informed consent or go through the gatekeeping process.

>>8433874
if your face is nice i guess

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http://www.hackerfactor.com/GenderGuesser.php
cislesgen be like
Genre: Informal
Female = 384
Male = 517
Difference = 133; 57.38%
Verdict: Weak MALE

meanwhile mtfg
Genre: Informal
Female = 1116
Male = 649
Difference = -467; 36.77%
Verdict: FEMALE

>>8433870

Faye you know that's not true

btw when are we finally going to have our skype date?

>>8433877
nice how

>>8433874
my gf is over 6 feet tall and people here seem to, occasionally, be jealous of her, in this thread

idk about skeletons though

>>8433878
wew

>>8433881
pretty, not ugly or handsome

>>8433870
Oh shut up not everyone got to grow up as a girl. Some of us were bullied and forced to learn male mannerisms in school.

>>8433874
Post a pic.

>>8433878
ayy

>>8433875
Gatekeeping process?

>>8433882
i'm not a skeleton i think you misunderstood me i meant i have a good body if i was gonna be a /fit/ type person, i have wide and strong looking shoulders

>>8433887
Going to a psychologist for gender dysphoria, getting referred to en endocrinologist by them, and doing it that way.

>>8433886
faye isn't even fulltime at 35

just ignore her, she's been going progressively more crazy since edie dumped her

I am going to quit cocaine, my left nostril has been running uncontrollably for the past 2 days, I'm worried I damaged it. CFH says I have a nice nose and I don't want to ruin it. Also I've been getting heart palpitations and fast heartbeat.

I've been doing it twice a week for the past month or so, is it worth me going to rehab?

>>8433896
Just stop taking it. Also how the fug can you afford coke?

Wish me luck I guess.

>>8433896
>is it worth me going to rehab?
if you're struggling to kick the habit, yes

>>8433892
Wew that sounds like a lot and informed consent is just signing papers that say I understand the risks and what not right?

>>8433896
>I am going to quit cocaine
please do so

both me and sertii are kind of fond of you and frankly don't want you to destroy yourself

if you've been doing it that often maybe rehab is good

you're probably going to experience witbhdrawal and that is 100% going to be fucking horrible

>>8433903
Correct.

>>8433900
Chasers buy it for me.

>>8433896

You should only do organic gluten free all natural grassfed chemical and toxin free cocaine

>>8433896
the fuck do you even do on coke
do you work or study?

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Just a fetishist

>>8433909
jesus christ dude

>>8433909
I need to find these chasers

>>8433914

Kayla stop being a meme

>>8433903
I really wish we had this where I live..

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>>8433878
is this good or bad

>>8433914
boo old pic

>>8433848
Wtf!?
Lmao

>>8433906
>you're probably going to experience witbhdrawal and that is 100% going to be fucking horrible
I'm scared
>>8433913
Sex

>>8433848
you know somehow this doesn't surprise me

>>8433920
Well it says female, so I guess so?

>>8433916
no, don't do it, puru

they will want to touch your dick and maybe put it in their mouths too

>>8433926
Im not actually meming for once. 1st cousin marriage is legal in canada aparantly, its caused me more than a few problems in my life but the one benfit is that my puberty and growth was pretty stunted it seems.

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>>8433935
I don't mind as long as I get paid and comfy les cuddles at home.

>>8433928
I understand that nicotine is up there with cocaine in terms of addictiveness but I'm pretty sure cocaine withdrawal is worse. I'm sorry Shakira, if it gets too bad you might want to consider even calling a doctor.

>>8433937
First cousin marriage is legal almost everywhere, it's not even considered incest in like half the world

>>8433867
what are feminine mannerisms? like crossing my legs when I sit?

>>8433896
>>8433928

You fuck chasers for coke? That's the most foul, pathetic, degenerate thing I've read in this place in a long time and that's saying something

>>8433947
Yeah that's one thing that's considered feminine I suppose but there's a lot to it that's hard to really explain.

I forgot I was wearing pink panties under my suit

>>8433940
BAD PURU

>>8433947

and walking a certain way, and what you do with your arms and hands, and rolling your eyes at people when you don't like what they say and vocally going "ugh" and moaning sexually when you're turned on and when you're getting fucked

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>>8433958
I'm just desperate for money ok?

>>8433948
>bullying recovering addicts

>>8433959
what if I dont like getting fucked :c

>>8433964
i think its pretty degenerate too, just as bad as Emma getting money from chasers

>>8433886
Yeah I know that feel ._.

>>8433963
if you get a job, you won't have to have sexy with chasers

i mean, i'm sure you haven't had to resort to doing lewd things to survive so far in australia

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>>8433914
same
at least I pass though

>>8433878
L O L
O L O
L O L

>>8433953
>tfw i've found this
also cute spider

>>8433952
You femininity won't stay under wraps.

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>>8433972
Thanks~.

Female = 208
Male = 152
Difference = -56; 42.22%
Verdict: Weak FEMALE

Weak emphasis could indicate European.

What did it mean by this

Why does everything fun have to be bad for you?

>>8433964
Herbie Handcock was addicted to coke for a while in the 90s

>>8433983

It means you're a little bitch

>>8433984
idk maybe because of how the brain works and too much of a good thing is bad, like eating sugar now is incredibly bad but if you had sugar hundreds of years ago it would be fine since you couldn't get a lot of it

i dont know shit though im a retard

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>forget you had to skype your parents
>have to hang up on her
ree

>>8433908

Well guess I found my starting point. Thank you. Now I just gotta find time make the trip because the nearest place is over an hour away

>>8433987
>whispers prove it into your lips

>>8433990
its ok il just be here hugging my pillow remembering how cute you are :)

>>8433995

>tackles you to the ground and pins you down

>>8433985
Is it? Makes sense, he didn't do much of value during that period.

>>8433990
At least you'll be able to skype with her later!
>>8433992
You're welcome, and good luck! Just so you know, I don't really know much about IC, I went through a gatekeeper.

>>8433999
>fights for dominance

>>8433983
>Weak FEMALE
its got you pegged
>Weak emphasis could indicate European.
lmao

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sad

>>8433970
Yeah coz i've been leeching off of others. Now they cut off my welfare and I can't find regular werk

>>8434000
Yeah lol. He talked about it in his book

>>8434007
Why sad?

my favorite compliments are being told i'm a good writer (song/poem) or that i'm funny

>>8434005

>fights harder than you

>notices bulge
owo what's this

>>8434007
wanna cuddle and be sad together

>>8434006
The second part was the real kick in where my balls used to be

>>8434007
hey why do you have a cam in my room
with a cute anime filter

>>8433968
>>8433753
I just don't get why people fall from it from someone who looks like Jay Leno

>>8434018
you have had an orchy?
you had better book in with suporn while you still can

>>8433964
>recovering
You're dying a drugged out coked out whore just like other black trannys.
Accept it.

>>8434023
it's because her personality fits perfectly for people that were abused and have shitty lives and she takes advantage of them

>>8434007
Stop being sad! Be glad with all these life saving financial tips from Dan Pena. He surely will make you feel happier.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ZYk18h1o5T0

>>8434027
No! I won't be a statistic, I'm gonna make it!

>>8433990
Hey lanna, what did you do to get that pear shape? How long have you been on HRT?

>>8434033

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ALSwWTb88ZU

Here's a documentary on what NOT to be

>>8434033
>3 blacks in mtfg
>only one addicted to drugs
>only one trading sex for goods
>one of two fucking chasers
>only one without a job
>oldest of them
Its game over. Ill buy you a fancy casket, don't worry.

>>8434012
stuff
>>8434017
i want someone irl to be friends
>>8434020
sorry

>>8434030
Yeah, but it fits who she is, she's been around for years but she only adopts a name for a little while til people find out how shitty she is then disappears again. Just sad that people haven't caught on more.

>>8434042
what do you mean adopts a name

>>8434009
why did they cut your welfare? were you bad?

>>8434044
i didn't go back to finland to do military service when they wanted

>>8434038
If I was American that would probably be me.
>>8434040
Mercury was exposed as a heroin addict and Korra is the oldest at 27

shakira is black and does coke and is a tranny? wow....

>>8434055

it's only a matter of time until she has AIDS.

>>8434053
> merc has def never done any drugs. just another memee.
>http://archive.loveisover.me/lgbt/thread/8421968/#8423221

>>8434052
they know you're a tranny right?

>>8434064
yeah and i got multiple doc statements that say i should be exempt from service for a bunch of reasons that are textbook case of a valid reason, but the military gets to break the rules when they want to as they're not supervised by any authority

>>8434052
don't you get welfare from the australian government though?

>>8434069
Kek

>>8434072
nah the finnish one

>>8434069
That's intentional, right?

>>8434075
oh right - that seems a bit strange to be getting welfare from the finnish govt when you're living in australian

i didn't know that was possible

Define "Chaser" for me. I need to find out if a ... friend... is a chaser.

>>8434078
yes, kayla likes to troll

>>8434043
Sorry I guess I should say actually adopts a name and identity for a while just to disappear when it becomes a problem, she pops up now and again in various dramas.

>>8434068
how is it possible that you didnt get to change your official gender or even legal hormones over here, at least after RLE? weren't you fulltime long before you went to see someone about it? did they give you a reason why?

>>8434078
No one calls me cute and i just wanted a compliment

>>8434084
so she changes her name every time she gets called out?

>>8434086
>puru
>full time
Lol

>>8434087
i want to see your cute face with no angles or sunglasses desu
i'd (you) you for it

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>>8434080
it's for studying, i'm on a student visa and finnish gov pays all citizens who pursue a higher education

i mean it's not much but it'd get the bread on the table assuming i can pay the rent out of my own pocket

>>8434086
finland is a gatekeeping shithole, they wouldn't even give me a referral to get my levels checked because i didn't have a diagnosis, and diagnosis is something they gatekeep

yeah i was fulltime and on hrt for over a year before my first visit, finland has no trans rights basically, it's all up to the person seeing you, they hold infinite power over your fate and can't be held responsible

>>8434090
??

>>8434081
Likes trannies for dick, will dump if no dick

>>8434087
:(
at least you owned up to it

>>8434081
A chaser is a person who pursues transgender girls for sexual relationships with little regard for their feelings. Basically someone whose highest priority is satisfying a fetish they have for MTFs.

looking for cute gf

>>8434088
No she just drops to anon for months until people forget about her. I just remember originally hearing about something with like her and Adri I think it was? having drama, it's been a few years now. It's been so long and I don't normally care other than staying away form her so foggy on details.

>>8434102
yeah i noticed posts earlier that i know were her, she always defends her pookie abuse and talks shit about charlotte without her trip

>>8434057
>tfw chaser got me so high on coke that I nearly agreed to let him bareback me
I really gotta quit.

>>8434105
at least ur getting laid i guess

>>8434087

I'd say nice things to you if you weren't so...weird about stuff. You are actually cute though.

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I just want my /lgbt/ transfu to be kind to me once more before leaving forever. Even if she's just pretending to be nice.

>>8434108
Who is your transfu?

>>8434104
Exactly, anyone who knew about the situation was warning Pookie. I guess now theres stuff with her and Chara? I don't even know I only come in here once in a blue moon anymore.

>>8434115
now pookie is ruined because of emma

Not having balls anymore is the most strange feeling.

It feels like this great big weight lifted off my shoulders and chest.

But at the same time there's a profound sensation of lacking something that was there.

>>8434116
How bad? Is that still ongoing?

>>8434114
She doesn't come here. She roams other threads. (check /tgg/)

>>8434119
last i heard was that emma forced her to cut her name into her leg

>Just one more time won't hurt!
Stop it brain ;_;

>>8434120
But /tgg/ is the non-trip version of /mtfg/. Posters don't stand out in /tgg/.

>>8434122
addict

>>8434121
Yep, sounds like the abuse I expected from that one. Hope Pookie gets out somehow.

>>8434118
>ywn feel the breeze between your legs

>>8434121
Please stop spreading lies that was alice and emma scolded both of them for doing it. You can ask alice herself.

>>8434123
I know, but she managed to find me whining there and then I found her in some other thread. (the shit one where you draw yourself)

>>8434120
the satanist?

>>8434130
After SRS you can!

>>8434127
me too
>>8434131
don't whiteknight her you pathetic fucking failure

>>8434137
Yeah. lmao

do u wanna make-out?

>>8434141
>don't whiteknight her you pathetic fucking failure
shush you
i want to see how elanna being pulled into the chara/emma circle via cistits pans out

>>8434146
?

>>8434141
Calling out someone for lying isnt whiteknighting silly. Emma might not be the nicest person in the world but iv literally had hour long conversations with both emma and alice because of this and seen the text messages from kenzie and alice about it

>>8434150
keep believing lies retard, pookie is stockholm syndromed and says whatever emma tells her to

>>8434149
Some people treat this thread like a sitcom

>>8434152
Why would alice lie and admit to doing it when its making her so self loathing? You've got a pretty big hate boner for emma and believe what you want to believe.

>>8434145
yeah why not but I don't think you live close to me.

>>8434158
you are so gullible

>>8434161
oh that's too bad

>>8434162
Calling me that wont change reality.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V08tc-pBx9Y

>tfw "gay man" suffering from dysphoria
>only person who can take it away is him...
>treats me, a male with gentleness and dominant affection, makes me feel cute and loved.


Thank god Gay man exist. Maybe one day I'll be able to see myself the way he see mes. If someone else can love me as a male. Maybe I can too.
First time here. Is love more important than identity?

>>8434165
whiteknighting your crush won't do anything either

why is Faye so cool and cute?

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>Have staff meeting at 2
>Was waiting for Nintendo E3, so at 8 am be like "I'll just take a little nap"
>Wake up at 215
>Fuck
>Lay back down in despair
>Now it's 7

Why am I like this?

>>8434171
>your crush
You know i turned her down right? Oh god you dont even know anything about the people you are shit talking do you. This is hilarious

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>emma will never do this to me

I slit my wrists today... I never thought I'd be one of 'those people', I like to think I'm a relatively happy person..

Except when I'm alone, and its just my thoughts and myself, I want to end it.. While the people I've told about my desires of being a girl have said that my face and personality are already feminine I still feel that I couldn't do it..

I'm scared stiff of coming out to family, I feel like there are 2 "me's", where one has a shield up that can wear the facade of masculinity just fine, and there's the girl me which comes out when I'm alone, and I feel so ashamed of myself..

I'm sorry for rambling, I've never really done this stuff online, but I'm going to admit I need help.. I dont think I could ever pass and I'm running low on willpower to keep going and running low on confidence. People are noticing my sadness and I just have no idea what to do :(

I don't know what I want people to reply with.. I just know I want something :'(

>>8434142
arc?

>>8434177
>implying i was talking about emma

>>8434175
too poor to buy an alarm clock? or just a failure?

>>8434182
Don't slit your wrists anymore.

>>8434184
What?

>>8434188
ah moving goalposts. Your trolling really needs work, very low effort. Apply yourself.

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>>8434042
this is literal insanity
just making up lies
complete lies at this point
can we start getting charlottes friends to help her get checked into a ward?
im worried about her if this is all she does
>>8434104
i literally always trip, im not someone whos scared to post with it
>>8434102
im not even sure who adri is? is that a trip here?
>>8434121
i have posted logs disproving this in its entirety

its so fucking annoying to come back to my discord and see "oh charlotte is on anon talking to herself again about you in mtfg" like im seriously concerned for your mental state at this point

>>8434182
I hert myself 2day to see if I still feel

>>8434193
you dropped it last thread

>>8434190
I know, i'm stupid.. I don't even know what came over me and I majorly regret it now, I didn't do it too deep but it hurts.

I guess I just don't really know where I'm going anymore

>>8434175
Always be sure to check yo alarms.

>>8434182
hurting yourself doesn't fix anything

>>8434193
hey please reply to me i will pay you
>>8434180

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>>8434189
>>8434199

I actually normally set an alarm for this meeting but I didn't today because I wasn't planning on deep sleeping, I just wanted to get warm and rest a bit.

Then my brother turned off the light. Fuck that guy.

>>8434191
Nevermind, you just said she recognized you in the that draw thread, so I thought I saw that post.

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>>8434196
i did not, i always post with it, if you see a post without it it isnt me
>>8434204
i mean i guess i could do that but the last time i tried to add someone from this thread like that they were pretty boring, and honestly as far as money goes id bet i have more than you

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Now that hormonal dysphoria is gone I regret taking hrt
Then I'll end up quitting and having hormonal dysphoria return
Repeat

This emotional seesaw is fucked up

>>8434212
suuuuuuuuure you do

I guess I'll just sleep.

Tomorrow, Sertii will be in London.

Good night.

>>8434208
I did reply to her in the ambiguous draw thread where everyone keeps posting themselves instead of their ideal partner. I think I disappointed her/made her nervous or sad, and I regret it now. I should've let go days ago.

>>8434182
well at least it's not like after of years of repressing and losing everyone you love you start getting your shit together and starting hormones and coming out to those you love and everyone accepts you and finally you starts seeing life for the awesome experience that it is and then you feel a little sick and you get diagnosed with anemia you get a colonoscopy and gastroscopy done and the doctor tells you that although you don't have cancer, you DO have pre cancerous lesions and you'll probably get cancer in the next ten years so start making what you can out of what little time you have left.

so don't worry. irreversibility comes when you least want it to.

>emma will never take control of my body and mind

I just want fat stacks of Benjamin Franklins

>>8434214
i'm on the same ride since october
i stop periodically because people start giving me weird looks even in tryhard boymode
then i start feeling awful and start again

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n062B5gurp0

>>8434198
Just be happy. Watch some motivational videos on YouTube. Dan Pena is pretty motivational.

>>8434212
that was me last time too

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>>8434182
Hello

>Two me's"
Are you me?

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>>8434214
maybe you should stop being a baka and try to do some girly stuff that makes you feel better
get a cheap wig and do your makeup again
you will cry happy tears and fan them like the girly girl you are :)

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>>8434238
oh
you just kinda sperged a bit
im not really into like straight BDSM normie porn stuff i guess

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Fun Fact:

Amanda Palmer once got so upset at her GF for getting SRS that she wrote an angsty song about it

See here:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2BYem65368M

"boys will be boys will be girls with no warning"
lmao

>>8434246
me neither

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>>8434240

>>8434240
Probably not.

Its like.. For example I went to the councillor at my uni and told her about all of this, but I struggled to fully feel feminine and in the right frame of mind to come out... It got dead awkward as I still had this barrier up. I got home and cried and regretted every second of it, partly for trying and partly for failing to show the real me..

Its tough with people too.. I have a few really nice freinds who are girls, and it hurts to tell them about my desire to transition as I bet if I stayed away from wanting to be mtf then I could have had a chance and would probably be happier than I am now, but not talking about my feelings makes me feel really sad and the help they give is so nice.. Its tough to explain :(

you girls are my best friends thank you for being rad

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>>8434251
try not to be a degenerate loser who only talks about giantess feet and maybe ill bother with you then~

>>8434258
>tfw no friends even on mtfg

>>8434244
I get severe guilt and shame after a time and try to retcon them.

I even delete my makeup and faceapp pics out of embarrassment.
Hopefully with my psychologist I can find a way to stop that behaviour.

>mtfg's reaction to people going through tough experiences and bad times:
kawai uwu desu sugoi baka!

lmao thia shithole is worse than susan's hon house

>>8434224
tfw I've held a couple dozen Grover Clevelands.

>>8434259
I didn'ttttttttttttttt

>>8434262
dun worry fren, it takes a while desu.

>>8434218
Try not to dwell on it. Just try to move on. I'm sure she meant a lot to you, but you need to move forward.
It may be hard, and I don't really know much about your relationship, but obsessing over her isn't doing much for you expect making you feel like crap.

>>8434265
It's the same with updated language and more sex

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>>8434262

I know that feel. But I've been learning not to rely on others for my self-worth.

>>8434265
in the time it took you to write this you coulda just closed the tab like 20 times i bet

>>8434247
I can be a boy or a girl with no warning o.o

>>8434256
I get snapbacks quite often

Psych: would you like me to call you Amy?

"Uh yes pls ;____;"

>30 seconds later
"I'm not sure, it feels wrong"


>talking to close friends "forget I said that, I didn't mean it"

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>>8434270
sure you didnt anon

>>8434036
I've been on HRT for 7 years this July
I started early enough, had wide hips to start, and then they grew on HRT.

>>8434281

and I'm totally fine with that.

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>>8434263
upload them to imgur and link them here

>>8434283
Say you're a girl Amy, and no prefacing

>>8434221
she's busy controlling someone else anon

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>>8434281

Faye do you have a tumblr? I'm just wondering.

>>8434293
I said I feel like a girl inside but my fear and self loathing drives me to create a social armour so the world won't attack me


But

I'm a girl ;-;

>>8434290
I don't want to be laughed at

>>8434283
YES...

I'm so glad you understand.. I feel quite lonely with all this

Do you think I should start transitioning and tell a doctor? Is simply wanting to be a girl good enough for now, or is there something I should do before I'm ready?

I keep going in circles and its making me ill

>>8434284
never happened

bully me

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>>8434281

Are you more of a mommy or more of a daddy right now?

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>>8434304
>I don't want to be laughed at
nobody here laughs at you okay

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>>8434297

I do.

>>8434304

I know what you're going through, I do, and I believe in you

>>8434311
that pic repulses me on a deep level for some reason

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>>8434304
Here's my faceapp... :)

>>8434308
Dont hesitate. I've been fighting the voice inside me that's tells me to stop and it's made try to quit 4 times and only ended in me going on a drug booze bender

Hrt helps you understand and know

i know exactly what I am inside but it's just my own fear makes me want to hide and make excuses

>>8434262
you can still pretend!!

>>8434326
I'm almost 21.. is it too late?

when will society invent at will shapeshifting so I can be maximum species fluid?

>>8434333
lmao no you'd even almost be an early transitioner.

how to deal with being a hon, i cant live like this

emma emma emma emma emma emmaemkmalcmkzlkckmowqifhjiwdnzkjxcnzxc

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mtfg if u were a car what kind of car would u be?

>>8434344
just be androgynous until you're more femme, and if your face is just fucked, then save up for FFS and if you're fat just do cardio. Easy peezy, babe.

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>>8434325
Cute.

Mine are weird and alien looking

>>8434353
ffs is very very far in the future

>>8434354
you actually look like a girl though!!

>>8434355
You could try to get on an insurance plan that'll cover it

...actually I should look into that...

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>>8434356
she has a girlface

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>>8434351
i would be a bicycle

EMMA TALK TO MEEEEEEEEEE

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>>8434351
Sleek, sexy and totally impractical.

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>>8434325
Faceapp fucks my shit up

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>>8434364
-_-

>>8434351
ferrari

>>8434374
it might be the angle

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>>8434351

Hands down I'd be a Tesla.

>>8434374
>>8434354
You both look nicer than I do :( I don't think I could do it

being a daddy < daddies < mommies < being a mommy < being a mommy married to another mommy, in a non kink way

does anyone have examples of nice mtf muscle butts

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>looking for repression avatars
>"hicks is more hot than I remember"
Damn

>>8434385
>tfw not the last one

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>>8434351
feels bad :/

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>>8434285
>Tfw you're talking to a transgirl about their transition
>Haha yeah ive been on hormones for 15 months its going great hbu
>5 years
>Their face when

I thought you had been on hormones for longer than me, being senior tranny is fun, early transitioners are by a default fascinated with you.

How old are you atm Elanna? Did you start hormones at a later age than me?

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>>8434380
It barley does anything

>>8434399

That means you already pass as a girl.

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>>8434386
Why not have a soft, squishy butt?

>>8434388
have you watched terminator lately?
>tfw no kyle reece boyfriend

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...does anyone really know anything about me? Am I that reserved? Or do people just not care.

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>>8434406
I liked the new Kyle reese. He was cute. But classic is best

>>8434400
Sweet, eventhough im the manliest one here.

Ugh my phone is fucked, imma gonna cry now

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>>8434367
-_-

>>8434370
>>8434376
>>8434381
oh yall fancy

>>8434397
yikes

at first i thought i'd be a subaru but then i remembered im not lesbean enough

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>>8434413
You could be happy if you'd just go full time. Youd probably start passing, too.

>>8434413
>im the manliest one here.
not even close

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>>8434351
Cute smol bug :)

Elanna is a vampire.
We must unite to defeat her

>>8434413

Kayla please seek help

>>8434420
But then how do i get work? No company wants the headache of employing a tranny

where is chara

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um, so, apparently the only people in my entire extended family that don't approve of my transition is my mother and father.

>>8434426
Im ok with her preying on me

>>8434436
*sucks ur neck*

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>>8434351

>>8434389
bad feel, ara ara~

>>8434399
if it makes you feel any better
my brother who is staying here for a little while just said
>who is that
in a pervy way

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>>8434433

I need to follow up with mine, but they seemed to be understanding at the very least.

My Dad's Mom I like, but if she's going to be an ass about it I can just quietly cut her out. My mom's dad lives about 45 minutes away and keeps inviting me over, and his new wife is the kind of person who is going to just destroy me when she finds out. He's...mostly chill, but he's more of the subtle manipulation type.

My biological grandmother and her husband must never find out. My step-Grandpapa? He's probably insulted every member of my family at least once.
>Calls my sister fat
>Says my mom didn't raise us right
>Calls siblings lazy and entitled.

Anyone else hate society? I just hate people they are just the worst,everyone is greedy and spiteful and I hope the human race dies out

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>>8434432
I've been summoned?

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>>8434430
No one said this was easy, Kayla. Plenty of places will hire you, drug peddlers, pimps, gas stations, janitors, the sky's the limit for you!

>>8434432
I dont have the energy to feed on her atm she can come back another time. Let her have some private time to serenade neets.

>>8434454
I met my bfs co worker and he thought i was cis, my bf said he talked about me all day in a positive way. I still feel like thor or a super soldier of masculinity

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>>8434351

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>>8434426

fuck that I wanna be a vampire

Elanna please sire me and don't make it weird