Anybody transition after hardcore repressing for years? What

Just transition.

>>8410928
I think most here have. I've repressed since 13 and I'm now trying to get help before I an hero at 21. About 20 days to go.

>>8410960
>tfw 23 in 1 month and been repressing since I was less than 10

>>8410928
Just become super rich and transition by following one of Dan Pena's YouTube videos to the letter. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ZYk18h1o5T0

>>8410981
>tfw everyone thought I was a gay before 13
>tfw I turned myself soulless after I figured out I was trans
>tfw family are Baptist and would rather see me dead then a tranny

I repressed since I was 15 but started transitioning at 22. Everything's going fine so far tho.

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>>8410928
I guess no one else repressed their whole life and is thinking about giving in but me

>>8413775
I'll never give in.

>>8413796
I just want to be happy, but it's hard to stop repress after you've done it for so long

>>8413800
Being a hon won't make me happy.

>>8413775
>>8410928
I've repressed for a long time and was gonna kill myself but I'm about to do HRT for laffs.

I'm 19, but I'm fully masculinized, full on jawline, full beard, broad shoulders, etc. I'm not going to present as female but I can at least try.

>>8413830
It wont make me happy either but nothing except being a girl will unfortunately. I have a chance to pass although not a good one.

I repressed until 26, transitioned, had ffs and srs, then detransitioned at 31

>>8413895
>detransitioning after ffs and srs
Why? What's it like now?

>>8413895
Really all that and you detransed? What happened? Did you pass?

>>8413906
>>8413916
I didn't really pass because my voice was still meh and my body is horribly masculine

>>8414078
But what's it like now as a man with those surgeries?

>>8414124
A bit weird because I have to take T but it's been ok.
It makes dating weird when I try to explain to people.

>>8414078
Is that the only reason you detransed?

>>8414229
Yes

>>8414242
Were you like 6'0 with linebacker shoulders or just bdd like most people here?

>>8414248
I was 5'9 with 42" shoulder circumference with 36" hips and 28" waist

>>8414259
>tfw we have almost the same stats
I'm 5'8 43" shoulder circumference no clue about hips and 30" waist. I'm not gonna make it am I?

>>8410928
i was fappin hard to sissy porn and rats kept climbing my walls. so i ran to walmart got a burner phone and called ten lgbt doctors in a row and made apt with every one. was scared as piss.

now i feed the rats because that was the best life decision.

>>8414259
Oh wow i'm quite a bit more linebacker than you and have yet to transition at 32. Glad I didnt, the world of today is not meant for masc trannies.

But why not be boymode and take your E? Doesnt T make you dysphoric?

>>8414259
Gonna go ahead and chalk this up to bdd or trolling

>>8414335
So you think >>8414279 these stats aren't that bad?

>>8414341
Of course not but on this board if you're not a 9/10 by cis standards you're an unpassable hon so there's that

>>8414347
Thanks for telling me this. I actually felt like complete shit there for a second.

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>>8414279
Probably not

>>8414347
My body looks like this
It's literally shit

>>8415184
I would bet money you're trolling

>>8415239
I'm not trolling in anyway.
My body is complete shit
I gained no hip growth and barely any breast growth from hrt

>>8415260
Your whole story though
>I was 5'9 with 42" shoulder circumference with 36" hips and 28" waist
This is no reason to detransition. I'm pretty sure you're just here to make these people doubt themselves.

>>8415184
Poe's Law except for bdd and trolling

You can kill yourself after transitioning; you can't transition after killing yourself.

>>8415266
My measurements are in the 75+ percentile for cis females and that is enough for me to quit.
https://www.humanics-es.com/ADA316646.pdf

>>8415328
Better than 25% of females? That's not bad for someone born as a male. Sorry your story seems a little unbelievable.

>>8415344
Only in some factors.
Most of it is the 10 percentile.
My under bust (33"), chest (35" A cup) are huge.
42" shoulder circumference with a 16.5 biletoid is very masculine.
If I can't reach into the 50th percentile (average female size), there isn't any point.

>>8415354
*90 percentile

>>8415354
You realize other than people that started younger than 15 and a few lucky people no one is 50th percentile.

>>8413775
I'm repressing my entire life, but I'm not thinking of giving in, not for a second. 10 years and counting. The emptiness inside and the determination is proof I'm truly a man, and not a girl.

YOU CAN'T GIVE IN!

>>8413830
Also this. I'm going to be unhappy no matter what, so I might as well be unhappy with slightly more currency in my bank account.

>>8415362
My friend is and she started at 23
She is my height with a 24" waist and 36" hips

>>8415425
I've wanted to be a girl since I was like 8. Basically 15 years of hell it's so tiring to keep doing this. I don't have good chances, but I'm definitely not hopeless in terms of passing and I know if I repress another year or 2 the chance that I do pass will be gone.