ITT Post dysphoria inducing pictures
Pregnancy may be my fetish but
>actually wanting a fucking baby in you for all seriousness
>>8403712
I really really wish I could get pregnant and have a baby
>>8403721
>mourning sickness
>mood swings
>hunger cravings
>having to watch every last thing you eat
>only to push a giant fucking baby out of your body in something that can be lethal if you're very unlucky
>all for something you have to feed, clothe, and clean the shit off of for eighteen years straight and probably more than that considering this day and age
>>8403920
why do you do this?
>>8403920
Yes I want all of that maybe I'm crazy
>>8403920
>implying it wouldn't be worthwhile to see your baby smile
Someone put my hon existence out of its misery.
>>8405778
Nagisa's mum is my role model. I wanna be like her if I decide to adopt.
Breeders are mentally ill
Seeing how estrogen makes you want to be pregnant and take care of a baby I wonder if thought manipulation beyond that could be made by altering the hormones of a person.
>>8405842
Not every woman has a maternal instinct.
>>8405877
The vast majority do, though, as the vast majority of males have a strong paternal instinct. And it's easy to see why: the human infant is weak and fat headed. It required both parents to pay attention and work together to keep it alive in the days when getting your baby swooped by a raptor or a scavenger was a real threat. In animals where the baby's practically born galloping like the horse perhaps the parents can afford to give less of a fuck about their product.
Have fun feeling bad trannies.
Would've likely bawled at this if I was younger.
>>8403699
Hey man these are always good for a laugh.
Let me see what I have.
This is just a folder of cute girls if you're not a tranny.
>tfw I will never be triggered by some pregnant bitch taking a shower
>>8407876
It's just cute girls anon.
Weak thread. Are you even trying? I was hoping to finally gain the will to kill myself, but I'm left disappointed.
If anything, I actually feel better about my body because of >>8407868. Fuck.
>>8408537
Why does that make you feel better?
>>8408570
Do you not see her shoulders? They're wider than mine!
/r/ing some nice .gifs or .webms, like >>8408814 but with jiggling
>>8410779
>>8408597
Why would you lie on the Internet of all places anon?
A bit more jiggling.
>>8411498
BRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPP
*inhales deeply*
mmmm yes my dear
*sniff*
delectable
This thread just makes me more determined to achieve my goals. I will be a qt3.14!!
>>8411515
Godspeed young man!
>>8411515
I hope you reach your goals anon.
Anyone else torture themselves with the faceswap app like i do. I just cant stop.
>>8403699
Is it's weird that I use these threads to trigger my dysphoria so I know I'm not a weird fetishist and that I'm actually trans
>>8411494
???
Her shoulders are super wide though? Seriously, does no one else see it?
>>8411515
How do you plan to overcome your male skeleton? Your growth hormone levels have probably dropped tremendously, impeding your breast growth. Only under 17s have hope of anything.
>>8412173
Nigga if those shoulders are wide to you, you need to hit the gym brah.
You'll pass far better.
>>8407926
fuck this one hit me bad hhhhhh
>>8411534
iktf anon. it kills me, but I keep doing it, much like I keep looking at this thread even tho it makes me wanna kms
>>8408686
achievable dadbod
>>8414114
The death drive at work.
>>8414137
Lol I was wondering when someone was going to notice
>>8413892
Um no, these are objectively wide. Compare her shoulders to her hips.
Also why on earth would I want wider shoulders??
>>8408597
and she is a literal 10/10 to most guys
yall trannies need to calm the fuck down not every dude wants a 4ft tall 80lb skeleton with double Ds
>>8414252
Why does it matter? Her face still passes more than any of ours ever will.
>>8414278
>not every dude wants a 4ft tall 80lb skeleton with double Ds
Of course not. What all men want is a T H I C C girl.
>>8414295
oh fuck she's hot
>>8414297
im glad you feel that way, all im trying to say is that mtfs are obsessive when it comes to bone structure, dudes dont give a shit they like soft flesh and warm holes
>>8414295
Only beaners want that.
>>8414093
>>8403699
What's the difference between high testosterone taste and being "triggered" by extreme sexual dimorphism?
>>8414799
*between having
>>8406450
>>8407402
>>8408537
congrats, im triggered and lowkey want to die
how's this?
Maybe I should buy a gun from that site that Cara linked me to, and kill myself.
>>8414860
Post Cara's info first :)
i want to die i want to die i want to die
>>8414758
>implying your white bois wouldn't leave their pure Aryan frauleins to COLONIZE this womb
It's in them to seek out women with genes capable of breeding healthy children, or they wouldn't be ubermenschen. White dick belongs to Latina pussy.
>>8414860
You should get help instead of associating with a bunch of retards.
>>8414940
There is no helping me. I wouldn't have the money for SRS and FFS in five years, or even ten years. And I have severe genital and facial dysphoria, so I won't last that long.
>>8414987
I'm sorry, and I know your situation is hard, but you can't just give up. You lasted until this point. You have to push through. Happiness isn't that far now. You have to push through, if not for yourself, then to spite the world that failed you. Don't let it win.
>>8414933
Since when did being "capable of breeding healthy children" mean that you had to have enough plastic in your ass to act like a life preserver?
Some of those insta models look borderline deformed. It's get even worse in motion, when they start waddling around.
Femininity should be lithe and graceful, something your average South American TV presenter is most certainly not.
i just want to be a happy mother someday ;_;
>>8407858
DELET THIS RIGHT NOW!
>>8415708
It makes me want to die tbqh
>>8412173
And yetvshe still looks undeniably female
>>8415501
>DELET THIS RIGHT NOW!
>>8415708
Do you think they still end up as hysterically insecure chubby manlets?
Even after the pregnancy and all?
>>8416119
I really like that bra/top.
>>8416128
Do you even need a bra?
>>8416255
No...
>>8415481
>plastic
I take it you've only attended white-majority schools, or you would know there's quite a range of naturally-occurring female bodies in the Hispanic population.
If I had photos of my classmates from high school, you would be astounded.
>>8416276
Just get implants.
>>8416280
I am not even American. This is a strictly American thing (South and now unfortunately North).
What does the range of body shapes even matter when everyone is trying their damnest to look like a discount Kardashian? Take the girl you posted for example. It's the latino trifecta of short, stumpy and on high heels. It just looks bad. At least she's not fat.
>>8408537
>tfw you will never have hips like those
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
>>8416370
There, there anon.
More hips.
>>8414093
Why?
>>8416373
Jesus fucking christ, this picture is the antihesis of everything i hate about my lower body.
>tiny waist
>wide hips
>smooth, dickless crotch
>thigh gap (my thighs touch slightly at the top)
>slender, feminine legs
>flat belly
>narrow ribcage
FUCK SEXUAL DIMORPHISM
FUCK MY LIFE
FUCK BEING A GODDAMN TRANNY
FUCK MEEEEEEEE
>>8416468
It's just angles anon.
>>8416113
She's nowhere near as bad though. Or rather I should say good. Geeze though. This thread is pretty weak for the most part but that first one really fucked me up. I need to drink until I get liver failure.
>>8416590
Drink responsibly anon.
>>8415708
FTMs have it so much easier. Even as men they still benefit from female privilege.
Being born male is a fucking curse. There is nothing good about it, just a complete and utter nightmare you can never wake up from.
>>8416373
yiiiiikes this one hits hard...
>>8416373
that's it, time to off myself
>>8416370
life is cruel
>>8416731
Bruh...
>>8416753
>tfw have hips like those as a guy
You think this is some fucking joke? I went through high school like this!
>>8417874
>I went through high school like this!
Greentext.
>>8417894
>girl and gay jokes
>cocksuckers trying to harass you on the bike ride home
>being a kissless loser
>knuckling
>crippling self hatred interspersed with furious rage bc god gave u a girl's body
>>8416380
How do I get somewhere close to this from the "dadbod" I have now? :(
>>8419466
You don't.
>>8418062
PS: It's not gotten any better at 22.
WHEN DOES THE T RAVAGING HAPPEN? I WANT MORE FACIAL HAIR THAN THIS SCRAGGLY TEENAGER MUSTACHE
>>8419542
Well, I don't need something quite as dramatic as that. Right now I have a WHR of around 0.7, but that girl I was talking about seems like she has a WHR of about 0.63 or so, I'd like to get down to around there.
>>8419563
God I wish I could trade with you. You could have my fucking Arnold Schwarzenegger like face and I could be cute.
>tfw you can never do a body paint cosplay.
>>8419581
I don't think it's about one particular part of your body.
It's more like the whole presentation, where your appearance becomes more than the sum of your shoulders, height and whatever else you can feel dysphoric about. Yes you might have broader shoulders but if everything else is on point no one will notice.
>>8420493
You can always wear those creepy Japanese masks?
Everybody ready for the beach?
Got your crew ready?
>>8421999
>It's more like the whole presentation, where your appearance becomes more than the sum of your shoulders, height and whatever else you can feel dysphoric about. Yes you might have broader shoulders but if everything else is on point no one will notice.
I guess so, but I just want to get to the point where I'm "beyond scrutiny", if that makes sense.
>>8422031
this one actually makes me feel better about myself. thanks, anon.
>>8422083
There is no point beyond scrutiny, that is the issue. There is no cut-off point after which you magically become a girl. You will have to pass for each and every person you meet. Whether it's someone oblivious you pass on the street or some experienced chaser who can clock you from a mile away.
>>8422089
I am glad I helped anon. That's just a bunch of models on their off day.
http://www.anothermag.com/art-photography/3054/aboard-the-model-train
>>8422123
>You will have to pass for each and every person you meet. Whether it's someone oblivious you pass on the street or some experienced chaser who can clock you from a mile away.
Isn't that what it means to be "beyond scrutiny"? To pass to everyone you meet? I would like to get to the point where I pass to chasers and other trans women tbqh
>>8422133
>To pass to everyone you meet?
That's nearly impossible and I am talking about the general population, not the people in the know.
Say you pass 99%. A nice, high figure. If you live in a larger city you are probably clocked once or twice a day.
And that's not taking into account the people who know all of the tricks of the trade.
Guess the tranny in this pic?
>>8422179
>That's nearly impossible and I am talking about the general population, not the people in the know.
>Say you pass 99%. A nice, high figure. If you live in a larger city you are probably clocked once or twice a day.
Yeah, that is personally unacceptable to me.
>>8422198
Unfortunately what you find personally unacceptable is irrelevant.
>>8422264
Are you saying that I can't achieve my goals? I wouldn't have started transitioning if I had thought that I would never pass. I made a pact with myself back then, that if I didn't end up passing 100%, I would just kill myself. I will honor that pact if I have to.
>>8422312
why do you use a name
>>8422312
You're asking for the impossible.
>>8422356
Why does it sound so impossible to you for a trans woman to go outside and pass as cis female to everyone she encounters?
>>8422179
I pass in the high 90%+ range (or so it seems but people could just be polite).
Its hellish to be so close but so far from being/looking normal.
Like, I want to tell someone I'm trans and them say I'm lying.
>>8403699
You will commit suicide before you're 30 lol
>>8419549
Someone get that woman a supportive bra.
>>8422019
I think the blonde looks really close to having a man's body.
>>8422031
>tfw you will never go on a trip to the European countryside with all of your female friends
Why live?
>>8422179
Using the comparative width of the rib cage and the pelvis, I can't be sure that the curly-haired blonde all the way on stage right, isn't the tranny, but I'm going to guess it's the one in black leggings.
>>8422031
yuck
there are females i would not want to be
>>8426787
You aren't really trans then
>>8426796
what am i
>inb4 cis
>>8426821
Fetishist
>>8407371
This one is pretty weak desu. Dresses like these hide the body
>>8408686
Idk, doesn't really do much for me, this one. It looks pretty doughbodish and can be achieved with a few years hrt and weight loss. It honestly looks sorta trannyish desu and I wouldn't be surprised if that were so. The ribcage is pretty big
>>8416373
This one fucking kills me.
>>8427521
Lol, my ribcage is 28 inches, stop bullying me
>>8427537
Huh? Who are you replying to?
>>8427546
You said that my ribcage looked "pretty big".
>>8427563
Well jeez, sorry. I didn't even know that was you. There's no need to be so sensitive, you know :/
>>8427590
You're pretending not to know that was me. I used to get much different reactions from those pics, and from all of my pics really, before people knew who I was. And if you want to talk "sensitive", I had to dry heave into the toilet after reading your post. It's just what life on this website is like for me now.
>>8427598
I'm sorry :( I seriously didn't know...
>>8416561
>smol feet
>smol hands
>narrow shoulders
>hips wider than shoulders
>thigh gap even with overlapping feet
>metal bracelets actually fit
>mfw
>>8427800
>the way most of them view women.
What do you mean?
>Everywhere I go, there's a man who makes me feel like a child,
How do they do that?
>>8427598
Did you post that pic in this thread? I mean, you don't look too horrible for a tranny. Sure, it might not be cis tier and therefore some might clock it, but that doesn't mean you should hate yourself for it.
>>8427894
>for a tranny
That's exactly the problem. I'm not a tranny, and I'm not comparing myself to trans women. I'm a woman, and I'm comparing myself to cis women. And until my body is "cis tier", I'm going to keep hating myself and my body.
>>8428021
What makes you not a tranny? What makes trannies not women?
>>8428071
Trans women are totally still women, but I just don't compare my body to most trans women's bodies, because the point of transitioning is to be indiscernible from cis women. I compare my body to cis women's bodies, so I can know what I still need to improve. Honestly, most trans women's bodies don't look like mine anyway, I would feel too good about myself if I was like "well at least I don't have a twinkhon bod", you have to be more realistic and realize you're still at the bottom of the barrel compared to the vast majority of women out there. And only through hating your body can you really improve it and get to a place where you can love it.
Also, it's really trippy looking in the mirror after I'm made to feel like a tranny on this site. I was just drying my hair, and it's like I saw a girl who I don't know, because I usually think of myself as looking like a man.
>>8416311
mmm... implants
>>8428480
needs more jpg
cis woman here. Pregnancy is also one of my fetishes, but in all honesty, that's really not a good enough reason to bring a human into the world. Actually, seeing how bad the current situation is, I can't think of a single valid reason to bring another human into this shithole of a world.
>>8428707
>Pregnancy is also one of my fetishes
?!
>>8428480
Your lower body looks fine, but I can see that without it you'd have a very dudeish silhouette- your shoulders are... coathangerish, so to speak? I can't even tell if they're broad, but they look kind of weird.
For the most part, though, I think most people couldn't clock you in clothes. I'm a cis girl and only shack up with cis girls, but your hands kinda straddle the line well enough that I'd probably think "hey, she's got some really bony fingers!" instead of "that's a tranny wtf".
>>8428707
Genderfluid/heterosexual&romantic/biological male
Has a pregnancy fetish, really want feminine
Too bad I can't get pregnant even without a male donor
Not surprised if cis women (straight or lesbian) are into pregnancy or the thought of pregnancy
But women who had been pregnant will tell you the hard stuff that goes along with that
>>8403920
femanon? STFU WIMMIN Have moar babies xD
>>8415708
Pregnant men...nao I seen everything (not meant to be offensive), but trans-men can get pregnant.
>>8428181
boo hoo, fuck off
>>8416373
Now I feel bad for posting that photo.
>>8422945
Good luck anon.
>>8422485
Because you are talking about everyone. Everyone including that sweet old lady who is blind as a bat and someone who is constant contact with trannies.
You can fool some people all of the time and you can fool all people some of the time, etc.
>>8423701
>I think the blonde looks really close to having a man's body.
It's the shoulders.
>>8426787
You don't want to be a supermodel anon?
>>8427735
It's just a very large cup.
>>8428266
Geez nips should take up half of the tit.
Whenever you are feeling down remember that we are all going to make it... except this girl >>8428707. She is too much of a defeatist.
>>8428737
Well obviously people wouldn't clock me in clothes, I haven't been clocked or misgendered in public for years now. I'm more concerned about someone clocking me naked, I've been able to go on dates and make out with people without them knowing I'm trans, but we didn't get to titty-sucking before I came out to them, so I'm not sure how someone would react to my body if they thought I was cis beforehand. Also my hands and nails are probably the best aspect of my body, it's one of the few things I get consistently complimented on by cis women, almost to a weird degree. It's another thing where I didn't realize "big tranny hands" were actually a thing before I came to this site. Sadly, hands aren't really the first thing people think of when they think of good traits, so I'm not really as stoked about them as I probably should be.
I might have to go to a back-alley surgeon for my shoulders tho, thanks for the advice. They do look really weird compared to a cis woman.
>>8431950
I'm not "fooling" anyone. I'm a woman. I think you're being pessimistic about this honestly, and that's coming from me. Looking at things """logically""", not to go Reddit on you, but like...... I'm kind of a huge bitch in the sense that I complain about my flaws all day and I'm paralyzed by this sense of "I'm so ugly why me", when I'm actually better off than like 90% of trans women, and I'm almost all of the way there already. I just need FFS, SRS, and probably some lifestyle changes to get to where I need to be. So it would be kind of selfish of me to give up now.
>>8432019
meh. shes articulating poorly, but correct. lots of zoo animals dont reproduce because why give captors more?
im going to do orchi because i dont want to give birth to children who will be financial slaves to caananites and sruuounded by indifferent godless folk
>>8405778
Same , I could use my fingers but they're too short :( and he wouldn't let me D:
>>8432019
FUCK
>>8403920
Biological drive > autism
>>8407858
FuckjaidjSTOP
>>8432121
I think you are just setting up yourself for failure and disappointment with these impossibe goals.
Let's take you insisting that you are a woman, a 100% genuine daughter of Eve, contrary to the fact. And with that simple statement you invalidate all the hard work you put in your appearance, in your voice, in your mannerisms, etc. Because it's never going to be womanly enough, is it? You are pitting yourself up against some messed up idea of femininity that you hold.
Take for instance "just" FFS and SRS. They are not going to magically turn you into a girl. Heck you might even be unsatisfied with the results. And then what? Doom and gloom.
You shouldn't give up. You should never give up. But you gotta take your victories where you can get them.
>>8432136
Defeatist and self-destructive.
>>8433443
It's just Photoshop.
>>8434415
Fine. Last webm.
>>8436961
>Let's take you insisting that you are a woman, a 100% genuine daughter of Eve, contrary to the fact.
What the fuck does that even mean. Honestly if I were cis, I would roll my eyes at you calling me a "daughter of Eve", it's condescending and weird. I compare myself to other women, not some mythic or spiritual standard of "genuine womanhood".
>You are pitting yourself up against some messed up idea of femininity that you hold.
I'm not measuring myself up to some "messed up idea of femininity", gender roles are bullshit. This is about being female and being a woman, not about effeminacy. And I'm not sure how that invalidates any of my work.
>Take for instance "just" FFS and SRS. They are not going to magically turn you into a girl.
That's not the point, I'm already a girl. The point of those things is to reverse damage done and reduce dysphoria, I'm a woman who had some messed up shit happen to me, and it wasn't really anyone's fault or anything. But I need to work to fix it and get on with my life, all I want is trans shit to be something that is like... NOT part of my day-to-day. I just want an apartment, a girlfriend who I can smoke weed with, some Guadalupe candles, money to buy oreos, and MAYBE a degree that I can use to do something I'm proud of later in life.
This is probably a controversial opinion, but "trans" is not supposed to be someone's identity, it's not healthy for a trans woman to think of herself as "never a real girl, always a tranny forever". Because honestly, THAT'S what it means to put womanhood on some weird pedestal, where it's somehow mystical and unattainable. And I don't think I could stop contextualizing myself as a girl if I tried, especially after seven years of transition since I was in freshman year of high school, so please stop trying to tell me it's stupid or ridiculous or setting myself up for "failure".
I am not a settler, and I never have been. "Always second place" is not my jam.
>>8436964
actually raising a brood of rug rats for 20 years is what is defeatist and self-destructive.
or do you enjoy having tits down to your knees, an abdomen riddled with stretch marks and a cootch so wide you could park an ambulance within?
there are 7 billion dumb fugs crowding the world.
we don't need you mentally ill wankers making more.
>>8403699
What's the issue senpai?
>>8437205
>it's not healthy for a trans woman to think of herself as "never a real girl, always a tranny forever".
why? i'll never think of myself as a real girl
>>8437205
This is the person you've been arguing with probably.
>>8437352
the fuck are those lips? he look like a clown
>>8437215
Keep telling yourself the aging crisis means nothing anti-natalist scum. Enjoy refugees & muslim labor. You could've stopped this by ceasing to be a beta loser and sticking your dick into a hooch until cum but now you have to lay in the bed you've made.
>go through this entire thread without feeling anythang
does this mean I'm not a tranner?
>>8437205
> 'Always second place' is not my jam
Get used to the fact you'll simply never be able to compare to real women. You'll always have differences, so why put yourself against ultra high standards, when you yourself know very well you'll never be able to forget your trans past?
Seriously, why are all these trannies expecting to be able to be cis tier, if you weren't born with those genes, don't try. FFS will probably fuck you up more.
>>8437515
>Get used to the fact you'll simply never be able to compare to real women.
I am a real woman.
>You'll always have differences, so why put yourself against ultra high standards,
Is it now "ultra high standards" to want to pass as cis female in every situation? I'm not saying I want to look like a supermodel.
>when you yourself know very well you'll never be able to forget your trans past?
Everyone has trauma that they can't really "forget", but you can put it behind you so that it's not affecting you every single day. That's what recovery is.
>Seriously, why are all these trannies expecting to be able to be cis tier, if you weren't born with those genes, don't try.
Maybe because I started at 15 and I wouldn't have even tried to transition if I hadn't thought that I would eventually pass 100%? Seriously, what other reason would there be for transitioning, why do you think people transition? For fun? Just to be trans? How can you tell me not to try when my entire transition so far has been me "trying"?
And what is "cis tier" even? All of these people are "cis tier" because they're cis women, and look at their bodies:
http://www.mybodygallery.com/photos-40224-body-shape.htm?StartAt=12
http://www.mybodygallery.com/photos-53747-body-shape.htm?StartAt=20
http://www.mybodygallery.com/photos-53339-body-shape.htm?StartAt=21
http://www.mybodygallery.com/photos-5827-body-shape.htm?StartAt=8
http://www.mybodygallery.com/photos-46647-body-shape.htm?StartAt=6
http://www.mybodygallery.com/photos-36527-body-shape.htm?StartAt=35
http://www.mybodygallery.com/photos-51190-body-shape.htm?StartAt=51
The women you're posting? Do not represent all women. You're the one with ultra high standards. I'm not going to look like them, because I'm not them, and I don't want to be. I want to look like myself without the traces of testosterone. Transition is about healing, not living up to male standards of beauty.
>FFS will probably fuck you up more.
Nah.
>>8437809
>I wouldn't have even tried to transition if I hadn't thought that I would eventually pass 100%? Seriously, what other reason would there be for transitioning
>tfw don't expect to pass 100%
>tfw didn't transition
>>8437809
>15
>expecting to pass as cis
O i am laffin
>>8438397
>being trans
>expecting to pass
>>8437880
I'm sorry. I know that I'm kind of showing off my privilege in the way I talk about this stuff here. But maybe you shouldn't give up? Maybe things will turn out better than you think?
>>8438397
>>8438423
I already "pass" in the sense that strangers think that I'm cis, but I'm not yet satisfied with my transition. If I ever feel like I'm not going to be able to accomplish my goals, I will be the first to understand that and kill myself, I'll kill myself on camera if you want to see. But right now, I'm not ready to give up on myself. I think that my goals are within the realm of possibility, even if they're hard to achieve. Life is full of so much love and so much magic, and I would be stupid to give up on that so soon.
>>8438533
>Maybe things will turn out better than you think?
maybe they won't
>I wouldn't have even tried to transition if I hadn't thought that I would eventually pass 100%
>>8403699
What a retarded thread.
You do know 99% of females don't look like the pics posted here?
>>8438533
Please kindly fuck off.
>>8422485
Some people like to play trans spotting when they go out. These masterful watchers scrutinize every face, chest, crotch, ass, gait, hand and look fo that overall je ne said quoi that marks a tranny. But they are professionals, and do not always announce their discovery. The game is played for pleasure, not out of malice.
>>8439100
I'm not a tranny. And if someone were to do that to me, I would like them to tell me what it was that clocked me, instead of them saying that I just have the "overall je ne sais quoi", so that I can actually fix the problem.
Man some of you trannos have better taste in women's looks than /s/ does. Should all pornography be produced by people with crippling dysphoria? I think that the answer may be yes.
>>8438533
If it's true that you already pass as cis, then what the fuck is your goal? You want to pass as cis in every situation? You just showed pics of women who have some masculine traits, who would obviously not pass as cis in EVERY situation, yet you do want to pass as cis in every situation?
That's where you have high standards, you're hilarious.
Also you were already fucked over by testosterone by 15, it's not a privilege.
>>8440711
My goal is being able to look in the mirror or look at pictures of myself without wanting to die. And I want to be able to go outside and wear most anything and do most anything without being afraid of getting clocked, I haven't gone outside in a while except to get food, because it's so terrifying out there, after the things I've heard about myself on this site....
>Also you were already fucked over by testosterone by 15, it's not a privilege.
I am probably privileged compared to that person who was sad, privilege is a spectrum of experience, not a yes/no state of being.
>>8440736
You just have BDD because in other posts you said you pass to cis people and that would remove any reason to be scared of being clocked.
>>8439138
>I'm not a tranny.
>>8440736
What have you heard about yourself?
>>8416119
>hysterically insecure chubby manlets
o-oh okay
>super dysphoric MtF
>didn't feel triggered with ANY of the pics in this thread
I dont know anymore
>>8403699
http://www.towleroad.com/2017/06/matt-bomer-transgender-2/
>>8441718
>straight guy
>like narrow man hips
>lurks /lgbt/
>straight
kek
>>8442123
Only the pregnant ones got me.
>>8442130
I don't even want to get pregnant. In fact I'm thankful I don't have to deal with that.
I'm gonna adopt and make an orphan happy.
>>8441718
Straighter guy here. Dorky kids who use "aesthetic" in that slangy kid way, and who casually speak for all whites or Asians or whatever because it's cool in little backwater social hellholes like this one to devote 70% of your conscious mind to concerns about race, have hardly any perspective on the world and should be ignored. Those asses are hot, and so are smaller ones (if they are shaped nicely).
>>8442129
You fruitcakes are fun to watch and interesting to learn about. Also, >>8440475
>>8442150
good for you, people who put too much weight on biological kids are bringing someone into a shitty world for usually selfish reasons when they could make someone who's already here life a lot better
>>8442150
Raising in a mentally ill household will make them happy? I grew up in an unstable household, it sucks, don't do it pls.
>>8442381
Oh do fuck off. Please go and try to take some happy kids away from their trans parent, put them into a care and try to convince them you're a good person.
Why can't you guys play nice with each other?
>>8442372
>enlightened because doesn't believe there is a larger preference towards big asses in black and latino communities than white and asian ones
>Calls himself straighter than someone who called themselves straight because they used the term aesthetic and don't like big asses
>>8442440
Is that a bolo tie?
>>8442447
Trannies mang.
>>8442450
I have no idea.
>>8442447
>pulls hair and slaps back
>straight
kek
i love watching girlfights
>>8442123
What does make you dysphoric?
Why can't be a tall , lovable gay man with a bf that bf that respects me
>>8442455
what?
>>8442533
So it's a successful thread.
>>8442524
i feel the same way
t. avg height gay man w/no bf
>>8442524
pic seems rapey
Which one are you?
>>8442703
the little spoon, obvs
>>8440976
I don't contextualize myself as a "tranny", I don't even fully contextualize myself as a trans woman. After I go stealth, I'll probably call myself a cis woman if the need arises, but I'm hoping that after I cut trans stuff out of my life, there won't be many situations where I'll have to identify myself as cis or trans.
>>8442094
>What have you heard about yourself?
>>8414137
>achievable dadbod
>>8427521
> It looks pretty doughbodish and can be achieved with a few years hrt and weight loss. It honestly looks sorta trannyish desu and I wouldn't be surprised if that were so. The ribcage is pretty big
These comments have kept me up at night and are in my head every moment I'm awake, since they were posted. And there's someone else on this site who keeps talking about how much my face was wrecked because I had "bad genetics" and most early transitioners have better genetics and turn out better than me, and I looked like a 20-year-old man when I was 15 or whatever the fuck (I've never posted pictures of myself from that age). I don't know who they are, but they probably also made the genetics > age thread about me, which also made me cry and kept me up for a while.
It used to be, whenever I posted pics on here, people would say I looked "100% cis" or "cis tier", people would freak out about how good my tits or my WHR looked, and I could post my pics on Discord and guys would react positively on voice chat. Now it's nothing but "dadbod", "manface", that kind of thing. Now my life is a living hell. And it's not like I can lose weight to fix my "doughbod" or anything, because IRL my body already looks like this girl >>8416119, I can't lose any more weight.
>>8423701
>>8443107
Trigger me baby, show me what you look like.
I'm a late transitioner, started when I was 29. I need to know you are more passable than me so I can hate my life. That triggers my dysphoria more than anything, more passable trannies.
>>8443107
>I don't contextualize myself as a "tranny"
I see Cara's got to you.
>>8443107
How will you go stealth when your pics are online and anyone can dox you and publicity out you easily? Not saying that people would, but that's what happened to Scarlet from the other thread.
You're not an early transitioner by the way. That's why early transitioners turn out better than you. Still, I get the feeling that people dislike you for your attitude. You used to come off as extremely smug and arrogant, flaunting your """early""" transition and looking for attention wherever and whenever you could. You put down less passable people (calling them disgusting late transitioners) while hating on more passable ones. These days you still come off as incredibly narcissistic and self centered, especially since you're a namefag. It's no wonder people hate you. And you'd go into discord servers doing the same thing.
If you're smelling shit, best to look under your own shoes.
>>8443767
What's wrong with being self-centered? We're all here for our personal reasons.
>>8443767
>You're not an early transitioner by the way. That's why early transitioners turn out better than you. Still, I get the feeling that people dislike you for your attitude. You used to come off as extremely smug and arrogant, flaunting your """early""" transition and looking for attention wherever and whenever you could. You put down less passable people (calling them disgusting late transitioners) while hating on more passable ones. These days you still come off as incredibly narcissistic and self centered, especially since you're a namefag. It's no wonder people hate you. And you'd go into discord servers doing the same thing.
you described them really well
>>8443767
>You used to come off as extremely smug and arrogant, flaunting your """early""" transition and looking for attention wherever and whenever you could. You put down less passable people (calling them disgusting late transitioners) while hating on more passable ones.
Oh wow, I didn't know she did that. So she really is a terrible person and not just unlikable.
>>8406457
>Thigh gap
Fuuuuuuck, I hate my fucking body!
>>8444154
t. rv-chan
can someone summarize the beef with commie-chan here, cos I don't get it.
of course it's reasonable to expect to be perceived as a girl all the time? isn't that the point of transitioning?
>>8444206
you can get liposuction for that
>>8414295
how the fuck does she not have more visible stretch marks on her hips
>>8444440
It's possible to get them removed.
>>8444519
damn, really? might look into that.
I've got 'em around all my hips and a bit on the outside of my thighs, too. have to wear one pieces to hide em.
I'm cis and this thread is triggering me as fuck because it's mostly gorgeous, genetically blessed woman and not ugly, big-nosed, hairy gremlins with weird boobs like me. So whatever, it goes both ways.
In a way it's even more pitiful for a ciswoman to not look like that because at least trans-girls play in a whole different league.
>>8444745
if you followed all the intructions right then your breast should have gotten A LOT bigger.
>>8444740
"Let me tell you why you're so lucky not to live in my materialistic society!"
>>8444758
People judge trannies on a whole different level. Blaire White is a great example, she's called beautiful, gorgeous and whatnot because she is trans. She has a ton of male orbiters and fans. It's a fact.
If she was a cisgirl, she would be considered "average" looking at best for her age and amounts of make-up.
>>8444765
Youtube comments != real-life.
No girl ever got dumped because her boyfriend decide that instead of her ugly big-nosed hairy ass he wanted an ugly big-nosed hairy girlfriend with a dick.
>>8444318
it'd probably just be better to make a new thread about it.
>>8444765
>poor trannies
>they get called beautiful when they're just average!
>>8444773
Youtube is pretty real. Most of our generation is online and lots of people show their true colors online and tons of people meet online these days.
A transgirl will also be considered better looking IRL than a cisgirl because she starts out as a man. I see weird asf looking ladyboys in Thailand considered as GORGEOUS by the people there and tourists because they are trans. If they were normal girls they would be... one random girl and that's it.
I'm not arguing that transgirls don't have it harder in life overall than cisgirls, just that I personally feel more like a failure for being cis. It's subjective.
>>8444783
It's not a judgement, faggot. I explained the effect of people judging trannies differently and perceiving them as more beautiful compared to a cisgirl who has to look better to be considered beautiful.
>>8444792
If you want to trade lives let me know
>>8444785
But then again those trans girls are the very luckiest of trans girls. A vastly higher percent of cis girls are of that attractiveness or more, and the number of cis girls who are at the level of the all too common terrible hons are insignificant.
>>8444808
I'm a mentally ill 27-year old kissless, dateless NEET virgin who had several painful surgeries that left me with nothing but scars and ugliness outside and inside. Maybe I got still nothing on you, but it's not all fun.
>>8444843
I'm only 24 but other than that same
>>8444843
>who had several painful surgeries that left me with nothing but scars and ugliness outside and inside.
What surgeries?
>>8416373
>that waist
How the hell is she not on the verge of death? That's TOO small.
>>8443111
FUCK. THAT SEXUAL DIMORPHISM. THAT GENDER SEGREGATION. FUCK.
>tfw you will never be grouped with the girls
>tfw you will never look good in a bikini
FUCK FUCK FUCKKKKKKKKKK MEEEEEE
>>8442703
The large spoon!
>>8403699
>>8443111
the 1st and the 5th have honbods
>>8445639
>be me
>repressing tranny
>class is split up in 2 groups divided by gender
>girls group is shy 1 person
>"hey let's take anon in our team he looks so feminine anyways"
>lead the girl team to victory
>get lots of hugs
I cherish this memory so much it borders on autism.
I decided to transition later the same day btw.
Gender segregation is the best senpai!
>>8446409
>I decided to transition later the same day btw.
Powerful.
>>8446409
How old were you then?
>>8443767
>How will you go stealth when your pics are online and anyone can dox you and publicity out you easily?
That does scare me. When I was younger, I really wanted to be famous, and I was scared of being a nobody, because I felt like nobody would need me or remember me. But the most important thing is to be happy. I won't be able to pursue my dreams of being famous anymore, because going stealth is more important to my mental health and recovery. There are other things I can do to help other people than to be an activist or a celebrity. And I'll probably look slightly different after FFS anyway, if I change my name and move away, that might provide the distance I need.
>You're not an early transitioner by the way. That's why early transitioners turn out better than you.
Yes I am. I've decided not to let you take that from me, I tried my hardest to start at 14 and it wasn't my fault that I had to work even harder to get hormones online by the time I was 15. And you guys shit on early transitioners like Eli and Jazz all the time anyway. Earlier transitioners don't necessarily turn out better than me. Amber has some better and some worse traits than me, and Noelle transitioned earlier, but looks worse. You're not going to make me carry the stigma of being a "late transitioner" for the rest of my life, or hate myself for being one or two years too late.
1/2
>>8443767
>>8451844
All the rest of the shit you said, never even happened. I think I expressed a fear of being a "gross late transitioner" once, that doesn't mean I was hating on later transitioners in general, my self-hate shouldn't be used as a weapon against me. Cara has actively shit on people way worse, calling later transitioners illegitimate and all this BS, and yet she's an angel?
So who are you and what is your problem with me? Since I came here, I feel like I'm the only person on this board who's tried to be chill, who's tried to be positive, who's tried to stand up for trans women. I hate that the word "tranny" gets thrown around like candy here, I hate the negative culture around age of transition, around appearance, where not even cis women can measure up to these ridiculous standards. It's not healthy for anyone here. It sent me to the hospital and it's hurt Kitty and so many other people.
And you? You come into every thread with me in it, just to tell me that I'm ugly, that I'm a late transitioner, that I had bad genetics, that I'm a bad person, a narcissist. You purposefully go around making me feel like shit. You are a bully. You are abusive. And this is me exercising my right to tell you that you have hurt me badly, and I'm not going to let you hurt me anymore. I've already been abused and made to feel like shit by too many people in my life, and my low self-esteem is the root of all my problems anyway. I can't afford to sit down and say "well, I guess I'm the bad guy and I should just go rot". I already spend too much time thinking that, and it doesn't help me or anyone else. So please, leave me alone.
>>8451844
>There are other things I can do to help other people than to be an activist or a celebrity.
What kind of activist would you have been? How would you like to help people? I guess trans people specifically?
>>8451873
>he thinks only one person on here believes he's a horrible human being
>he thinks it's all just one person
Yeah, keep thinking that, hon. You're the bully who's now playing the victim.
>Yes I am
lol no you're not