Idk I need to vent about this shit man fuck

>>8364622
talk to your friends , people you trust and wont judge you, idk

I don't get it, what's the issue? You're in high school. Most people stay closeted in HS, talk to people online about your gayness if you want, and just wait till after when all the guys from your class start coming out. It happens to everyone.

>>8364667
This is the first time ive stumbled upon this part of 4chan and I had basically no outlet for my life

>boston
>rich white school
Just tell your friends you're a fag, they'll be cool with it. Next time they're talking about hot girls or something, just mention it.

>>8364622
Don't tell anyone, no one else feels the way you do. No comedians are gay and you have to keep doing comedy or we'll kill you.

>>8364667

If everyone thinks that way, then no one comes out.

>>8364622
>>born in bad nigger neighborhood in boston
>>dudes gettin stabbed and shot all the time
Nice one you forgot to mention the worst parts of Boston aren't even that bad. I lived in Roxbury for years it's not nice but people aren't getting killed everyday in Boston. There is like 20 murders a year in a city of 500000.

>>8368198
I now live in West Roxbury
I used to live in Hyde Park

>>8368689
Just come out dude.

>>8368693
I'm terrified because 'Faggot' is that of a catchfrase there

>>8368734
I'd bet they use faggot in the south park definition, not as a slur for gays.
Ask a close friend their views on say gay marriage. Are they open-minded or not? If so then come out to them first, maybe ask their advice on coming out further.
I'm confident that they will be cool with it unless they are real dicks, in which case you shouldn't be their friend.

Trust me, I went through high school.

>>8365283
this

>>8368752
They go like "what are you doing you fucking faggot?" when somebody eats a banana or does something gay

I don't rally know who I can trust and who's open-mided

>>8368882
>I don't rally know who I can trust and who's open-mided
Girls tend to be more open-minded about this stuff. Also talk to your school counselor, they will gladly help you.
Are these people saying faggot making a joke or trying to be mean? If the latter, you shouldn't be friends with them.

>>8368936
These are the kids that practically run the grade. They FEED off gossip and spread it like a wildfire. I'm still on ok terms with everyone still, but this junior guy came out and he constantly got shit and got destroyed. It's hard to come out when the only other person that has done this before me had his social life ruined.

>>8368967
then come out and be someone that the younger gay kids at your school can look up to/feel like their life won't be completely ruined if they wanna come out?

i mean it's your life, and you don't have to come out in high school anyway, but you never know.. you could be the catalyst for change

>>8368967
>this junior guy came out and he constantly got shit and got destroyed
And what exactly do you fear will happen to you? That people won't laugh at your jokes anymore? That your friends will abandon you? Do you have any friends that aren't homophobic?

>>8368752
>falling for the south park meme

OP, they may be cool with it but they will never treat you "normal" and not the "other".

>>8368967
That's that for "they use 'faggot' jokingly" theory.