>tfw everyone your age is getting engaged, advancing in careers, buying houses, traveling and all you've managed to do is not kill yourself while taking female hormones
That's great. Don't compare yourself to others. They aren't you and they don't face the same difficulties you do.
>>8344890
yes i guess you are right
>>8344885
Lmao @ this thread.
Lmao @ you, OP, for believing that just because you face more challenges doesn't mean you are barred from doing the things other people are doing.
Sure. Don't compare yourself to others, but don't forget about your own future.
>>8344885
lmao late starter BTFO
>tfw having a decent day just to be completely ruined by walking past a cute smol girl
>>8348711
I can't even leave my house anymore. Seeing any decent looking female makes me want to kill myself.
>>8348711
i actually ran into like a 6'3 cis girl the other day, and she was really cute! seeing her body language on somebody that tall made me want to ask her to pick me up and kiss me.
i didnt because normie but she was very cute
>>8348737
How do you know for sure she was cis?
>tfw just look like a teenage boy
>tfw the person I'm living with is so gross she came home drunk and opened up some canned fish and ate them while burping and farting loudly and the whole place smells of corned beef now
suicide is quickly becoming a choice for little sam
>>8348795
Is she trans or cis?
>>8348795
>for little sam
excuse me thats a boy name
>>8348809
trans
abusive as fuck too, I actually sit on the streets in the cold till she goes to bed so I don't have to be around her
>>8348829
I'd move out...
>>8348855
I got nowhere else to go and rent for a room would be 75% of my income and I'd just be living with strangers
at least this way I can eat okay, I don't wanna go back to the food bank. The people who live on the streets here are not so bad, the creeps are obvious
>>8348862
Get a boyfriend?
>>8348885
that seems horrible to date someone just to live at their place
I would like a bf though, but not a lot of guys go for homeless trans girls
>>8348922
Years ago I slept with many people I barely knew just to not have to sleep alone.
>>8348932
Do you sleep alone now?
>>8348922
Men date women for sex and loneliness.
Women date men for security and loneliness.
>>8348968
Back then everybody was going home with each other for the sex...love was hard to find. This was in 1980 pre AIDS in the NY fashion community.
>>8348994
Well, I'd prob do more stuff but no one's interested.
>>8348968
>I've been used before and it was on the worst things I've ever had happen to me.
What happened?
>cis gf bought me a skateboard today
>endo appointment and hrt prescript in the next three months
Feeling pretty good today desu. Hope y'all get headpats today
>>8349038
I'd reply but I'm about to fall asleep sorry
>>8349024
I went clubbing, and found my sex/sleep partner for that night that way. It was funny how many people I had multiple "one night stands" with. I wasn't the only one doing it. A lot of us in the fashion industry were young, living alone, and in a big city for the first time like I was. The clubs were also our place for gossiping and also making connections in the industry. The good gossip usually didn't come out until 1-3AM after the normies went home. It took coke to fuel that...
>>8349084
I will never ever get headpats.
>>8349222
Not with that attitude
Tfw see your crush get together with a cis girl because you are not good enough
>tfw I can see T destroy my body daily while I hopelessly wait for HRT
>tfw literally nothing on me is even slightly feminine
>tfw I will never ever pass
>tfw disgusting unlovable wannabe-androgynous pervert-looking mess
>tfw gonna spend the rest of my life alone
>tfw too weak to kill myself
>>8348968
Don't use him than, find a man and get close to him. Never ask him to pay for things, if he decides that he wants to help out than let him help out. Otherwise don't pressure him and just have fun together
>>8349855
I cried
>>8344885
More chaser feels here:
>tfw she doesn't like her dick being touched
>tfw you can't leave for 15 minutes without getting a barrage of text messages
>tfw she wants to cuddle too much
>tfw your favourite MTF commits suicide
>>8350604
You specifically go for girls that have all of those traits. It's like touching a kettle and complaining your hand got burned
>>8350604
>>tfw she wants to cuddle too much
Everyone remembers things that make mtfs look like fetishists but nobody remembers the bits that just make them look like sad, desperate broken people...
>>tfw your favourite MTF commits suicide
Why?
>go to er cause no idea where to go after friend tells me I need to leave cause I didn't wanna see her coding project
>Tell them I'm sucidal and show self harm cuts
>Cant do anything expect say go to the homeless shelter
>Discharged
Time to jump off a bridge
>>8351683
Would you be allowed in a homeless shelter? I know most beds are reserved for women and shelters have a bad record on accepting mtfs, even when they have their paperwork done.
>>8349855
i haven't seen this posted in like 8 or 9 years
thanks anon
>Causing myself dysphoria because I can't stop reading this genderbending story
>Then feeling depressed and suicidal because my brain fucks with me like that
On top of that add a layer of loneliness and regret because I've let all my friends drift away or they've just changed too much for me to like hanging out with me and viceversa.
I went to a fancy restaurant tho. That was nice.
>gay guys hit on
>straight girls hit on you
Just wanna blend in as a plain Jane
>>8353837
>nobody hits on you
>people avoid making eye contact
feels good man