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is reverse gender dysphoria a thing? Im a cis male, and I want nothing more than to be a successful male with fulfilling relationships and life, but I have major depression from being abused. When I hit a low, I get the feeling that I don't deserve to be a man, and that I must be a girl/trans. I have crossdressed throughout my life with tons of guilt and shame and suicidal ideation following a dress up/masturbation session
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>>8252983
>That pic
i love when ftms and mtfs are friendly with eachother
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you might be repressing, although if the dysphoria isn't strong at all you might as well not transition.
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>>8252983
Did you crossdress before being abused?
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>>8253075
no, it was kind of forced/playing crossdressing by my mom/sister
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>>8253114
Was it just like "oh hey anon wear this cute dress" or did they like beat you and shit while in a dress?
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>>8253182
no it was more in depth than that. we were poor so I had to wear my sister's old clothes, and this led to things like "dress up" being the norm. As I got older I rejected it but remember times they forcibly pulled dresses over my head. This led me to be pretty shy and reserved, which idk attracted pedos apparently because I experienced "real" abuse as well. I always felt targeted for being small and feminine
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>>8253200
Well they are just clothes at the end of the day. It doesn't make you a girl just because you wore a dress.
Do you dislike your genitals and your body shape? Like would you be uncomfortable if you were more masculine or would you prefer you became more feminine?
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>>8253227
hmm not sure, I feel like the only reason Id like becoming more fem is because Id be more attractive when I crossdress
I have a slightly above average sized penis that I am quite happy with desu
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Being a girl isn't a "may as well" thing. It's a difficult path to finding lasting happiness.
You went through some hard stuff, but considering how much unhappiness and negativity you associate with being female, I don't think transitioning is the path for you. I think you need to see a professional, and come to terms with what happened in your childhood. Until you come to accept it and move on, it's going to keep on haunting you
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>>8253240
It might just be a simple fetish. Crossdressing isn't that horrible of a thing to do.
Do you think you would be happier if you could dress like a girl and look like a girl all day long though?
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