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Hello! This is a fairly new community for MtFs that have decided to stay in boymode.
Boymode is a place for us who have decided to cope with dysphoria without transitioning, perhaps you feel like you don't pass well enough, you don't want to go on HRT/Get surgery or any other reason you might have. Whether you're coping by being feminine or masculine you're all welcome to talk and take on the struggle together, or just to hang out with people in similar situations!
Feel free to join the quickly growing discord server too at discord.gg/HVYUFKY
>You had one shot at life
>>8206477
Millions and millions of atoms came together to make me, a repressed tranny.
>>8206509
iktf it sucks
>>8206477
>if you only had one shot to pass....one opportunity....
>>8206509
We succeeded in taking that picture, and, if you look at it, you see a dot. That's here. That's home. That's us. On it, everyone you ever heard of, every tranny who ever repressed, lived out their lives
Is it possible live life without ever coming into contact with cis women ever again?
>>8206650
No.
and anon, cis women are great, much better than filthy ""bros""
>>8206675
Seeing them causes me so much pain though. I can at least feel feminine around "bros".
>>8206675
>cis women are great, much better than filthy ""bros""
explain yourself
>>8206458
24 years old I know I'm trans and accept it. I can't seem to transition though I just don't see the point when I know I will never pass and just look like a man.
You dont KNOW you wont pass though.
>>8206730
I fucking do.
>>8206684
Iktf I feel like shit around women.
>>8206786
To be 100% honest I see hope in you
>>8207326
Really? How? People in the other thread said that too. Am I missing something?
>>8207392
We're always our worse critics. You dont have that much of a manly face. With whoremoans, makeup, maybe ffs, the right hairstyle etcetc you'll probably make a cute girl
>>8206730
I guarantee I won't
>>8207888
You're probably right about being my own worst critic. I always figured it would be impossible to pass for me. I just can't help but seeing the most manly face when I look in the mirror.
>>8206458
Can I go here if I still claim I'm not trans and just take pills for weird reasons?
>>8206684
I guess I don't really belong here since I'm in the midst of transition already, but I get along much better with cis women and girls I can relate to them, I can connect to them emotionally, and if anything I feel feminine by association because the more I hang out with them the more I can tell that I have more in common with them than I do men. Men on the other hand: it's like there is a great rift between us. A vast difference in our understanding of our place in the world, and what it means to be human. Men just kinda suck for the most part. Plus some scare me just by existing so that probably doesn't help.
>>8208019
No, then you go to femgen.
>>8208019
By posting in this thread you acknowledge that you are trans.
>>8208128
Brb deleting my face app post
>>8208127
>Femgen
>not suffering in repression too
>>8208112
>Men on the other hand: it's like there is a great rift between us. A vast difference in our understanding of our place in the world, and what it means to be human.
This is how I feel with every human being.
Hey guys! We got a cute discord server going :3
Come hangout in voice, play videogames and watch anime together? Or maybe use the nsfw channels and post lewd stuff or just enjoy it..
Join in now! https://discord.gg/kMHssvy
>>8210166
This is not the discord server for this general...
Do I count as boymode if I have a long female hairstyle and wear androgynous clothes because I'm trying desperately hard to pass as a girl in boymode?
>>8210211
Yeah, you can be androgynous/feminine and still want to be seen as as boy
>>8210216
>want to be seen as as boy
read again
>>8210225
What else is boymode for, otherwise you're girlmode
>>8206650
Become a monk and live in a monastery.
>>8210253
No, I'm basically a femboy trying to pass as a girl, without anything related to girlmode.
>>8210268
So you're just trying to pass as a girl then, a tomboyish girl?
>>8210290
Yeah, I'd rather just go in girlmode but I'm not out as trans yet. It sucks
Honestly, how do you even find the will to live?
>>8210610
Because I supposedly pass (probably out if pity or politeness) whenever i go into girl mode, and fail boy mode regularly. It's just that I'm bdd and scared as fuck to go all the way. My hope is to just bite the bullet and do it anyway.
>>8210876
>fails boy mode
>Waaah I only get pity passed
People like you need to leave forever
>>8210913
Why? I'm still in boymode, which is what the thread is about.
>>8211460
I'm sorry? I don't understand why you're so upset.
>>8211478
Fuck off you piece of shit
>>8211486
No thanks. Luckily for you, though, I'll probably start going girlmode this year. Then I'll be out of this thread :)
I mean, the reason I'm here is because I'm boymode just like the others.
>>8211504
Fuck off and die
>>8211509
Nah, I think I have a bright future. Just need to get the bdd sorted out :)
@8211526
Kill yourself faggot you will never be a real girl
>>8211535
>being this new
>>8211535
Newfag spotted. Kek
@8211578
@8211597
>being this new
>>8211673
Refer to
>>8211460
>tfw people look at you weird in boymode but you don't pass in girlmode
>>8213663
why link the same person multiple times?
>>8214506
Autism
so how workable is perma boymode really? Is there anywhere to find pictures of what someone would look like in male clothes after like 4 years HRT? Like if they started with a masculine face, 6 feet tall, etc would they end up looking like an alien or something, or just younger than they really are?
dont bother with the discord
it's full of people who are feminine and complain they'll never pass, or people who are admittedly failing boymode but still say they're boymode because they wear a t shirt and jeans
and lots of early or mid teen transitioners too
>>8206458
You...you what? Man->woman->man(again)?
Why. Jesus. Gender-readjustment wasn't a big deal but changing your gender like you change your socks sounds fucking retarded.
>>8217771
Why not? If they're boymode, they're boymode.
t. Someone who transitioned at 16
>>8206722
23 here and I feel the same way. Honestly the best thing for me to do was to avoid this board and places like it, just stopped reading about this shit. I was seeing a therapist about it but stopped that too. But the feelings always come back, and here I am again.
Im 21
I started hrt at 19
Im getting electro over the summer and im presenting female at home now that i have my own place
End of summer i go fulltime
Its over then
>>8217751
I'm two years on hormones, I look no different except for tiny boobs that don't affect my ability to pass as a guy at all. Depending on how much breast growth you get that may or may not be sustainable.
>>8217771
Dodged a bullet there
>>8217751
Im a year into hormones and nothing has changed about my face but the thing people tell me like my family is I got really good breast growth and they notice it if I don't wear a sports bra or a binder or something like that. They say My legs are getting more girly too like my thighs are changing and guy jeans are starting to look weird on me but....I still get sired even if my boobs are free no matter where I go even if I try to girl it up non passing face just kills my transition so idk.
>>8217771
>tfw never pass and boymode is 2stronk
>>8217751
I started HRT at 16 and I've been on it for 4 years at 6'6''
>>8219634
you are really cute though.
>>8219651
I'm 'cuter' but I'm quite obviously a man and not a girl so it is safe to stay in boymode.
>>8219634
Do people ever think you're a trender FTM?
>>8219661
I'm 6'6'' obviously not.
>>8219658
I understand, at least you are cute so if you can manage to become confident in yourself maybe you can make being a non-passing mtf work or just be an extremely gnc femboy. Or who knows maybe "passing" is possible for you regardless of your height.
>>8219683
>if you can manage to become confident in yourself maybe you can make being a non-passing mtf work
That is what I'm working on right now I've lost 22kg and trying to get FFS on my jaw, looking into corseting to try alter my figure a bit
>>8219658
youre cute as a girl desu
>>8217751
>male clothes after 4 years hrt
Why yes, I have exactly that for you, right here.
>>8219248
How so?
>>8219876
Was thinking of checking it out but I'd just feel bad desu.
>>8218543
There is no way you don't look different, I mean your bones haven't changed but skin tone and fat distribution change. I've spotted boymode mtfs before this way, it's a very unmistakable ethereal look you get
why do we need 10+ mtf trans generals again?
ftms dont do this lol
>>8221853
FtMs don't have any problems passing or being hated by everyone for not passing
>>8221853
Why do you care? Make more gay threads if it bothers you so much.
>>8221904
>FtMs don't have any problems passing or being hated by everyone for not passing
Non-trans here. Why is this?
>>8221962
Because being effeminate as a male is a bad trait and being masculine as a woman is seen as a positive one.
Testosterone is just the far more powerful hormone years of estrogen will do less to you than just a few months of testosterone.
You're always gonna get a beard and tits are a lot easier to remove than they are to grow fill up with silicon
>>8221937
because this board is pretty much /tttt/ now
>>8220443
Not that poster but I really don't look different at 1.5y aside from no acne
There's no way I could pass. I'm also really hung up on final step, I hear SRS can feel great but it still makes me very anxious, and then there's the cost. I don't know if I trust a cheap doctor to do it.
Ive think its always been my fantasy to have someone make efforts to love me and the idea of being a cute femboy is very appealing but im afraid of the process, what other people might think,and above all i dont think i would actually be cute haha