Help.

disgusting

>>8200295
Whoops I forgot to mention that as time cross dressing evolved from just a fetish to something I like to do casually too.

>>8200299
You can fuck right off buddy. A trans woman can still like girls.

>>8200295
>wanting erections
lil t r i g g e r e d tbqh

>>8200295
what meds are you on? switching to bicalutamide will help preserve your dick.

Or instead, you could switch to cypro and sublingual estrofem and you will start craving dick and get super horny for guys, which will solve your problem another way

>>8200324
How does that trigger you? It's my body, I'm not asking you to have erections.

>>8200337
I'm on Cypro and sublingual Estrofem lol. Idk the "dick craving" might be a placebo as it hasn't hit me yet. I'll look into the other med tho

>>8200306
yes but generally they don't want to literally fuck them like a guy would
usually the idea would make them super dysphoric

>>8200344
It doesn't make me dysphoric at all. I love women and being able to be passionate with them and make them happy makes me feel good. Wether I'm en femme or not. If I love a girl I want to be able to make her just as happy as she makes me.

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>>8200356
>It doesn't make me dysphoric at all.

wonder why

Well if you become a girl than the girl you're with would be a lesbian or at least bi, and would expect lesbian sex with you, so she wouldn't need/want dick anyway.

>>8200358
>wonder why

Because girls can like each other (that's the L in lgbt) and just because I want to be a lady doesn't mean I can't like ladies. So if you don't have any useful input for me, and just snarky judgements of how I need to be oriented as a trans person, then please take my earlier advice and fuck off.

>>8200342
>the "dick craving" might be a placebo as it hasn't hit me yet
What is your estrogen dose? i didn't get dick hungry till i increased to 6mg

>>8200371
Ya know lesbians use strap ons right? Why am I gonna go and get a strap on when the real thing is so much better?

>>8200373
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>>8200377
Only 4mg. I'm following the guide that's posted in those hrt gen threads. Didn't know we should increase to 6 at some point.

>It started with stealing panties and rubbing one out
Dude, for the love of God, don't transition. Get off the HRT right now and wait a year and see how you feel - you're not a woman. You also obviously don't experience dysphoria. It's okay to like it as a fetish, but you don't want to transition. Like, as a rule AGP is a meme, but yours is the genuine article. You gotta stop this, buddy.

>>8200373
>I want to be a lady
Jesus Christ.

>>8200391
>Implying a ton of transsexuals didn't used to do this before transitioning

>>8200391
My friends do agree that I should temporarily stop the meds (weening off of them of course) and just try cross dressing in public and social situations for a bit. To see if I actually enjoy the lifestyle.

>>8200399
yes, a ton of transsexuals are men

>>8200404
Then why are they happy to live as women even after they no longer get aroused by this fetish, which people who go on HRT and live as women generally stop being aroused by after a few years? Do you genuinely think they're throwing their lives away to act out a fetish? You can be trans and "AGP", which is not to say that every "AGP" guy is actually trans. If OP doesn't experience dysphoria then they shouldn't transition.

>>8200412
> Do you genuinely think they're throwing their lives away to act out a fetish?

no im just lashing out because of trauma

>>8200416
I'm sorry. I hope things work out for you.

>>8200426
y-you too

>>8200412
OP here
I would say I experience some dysphoria. I'm not a person that knew they wanted to be a girl since they were young. However, as time goes on I feel that I am more uncomfortable in my male body. I wish that I could dress openly without public backlash. Maybe it us just a fetish that's spun out of control, but either way I wanna get a game plan together before my doctors visit.

>>8200377
I went from being bi to strictly liking girls and hating men.

>>8200430
At the very least your therapist should be able to help you work it out.

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>>8200386
>tfw the guide i wrote is being used, T_T I'm so happy.
Have you been checking your levels though? 4mg is a standard dose but the aim of hrt is to get your levels into the optimal range. Many people can need 6-8mg, and there was one girl in hrtgen who wasn't in female range until she increased to 12mg.

You also might not necessarily need a blood test to know if your estrogen is high enough either. When i was on 4mg i had realy bad crying episodes, and my nails were brittle af, which is tel-tail sign of low estrogen. Now I'm on 6mg my nails are amazing and i cry no where near as much :)

>>8200436
Definitely. How long do you think it would take for me to get an appointment with a therapist? I was hoping my family doctor would be able to refer me to one. I'm seeing him in 2 days.

>>8200444
I love your guide, thank you! It really did help me start out. Well I'll be at the doctors in a couple days and I'll get my levels checked out. About 45 days in tho. Right now I am quite emotional. I'm not crying terribly but I come close to crying a good amount.

>>8200295
>erectile dysfunction

Anal cures it pretty well, if that doesn't make you feel like less of a guy, you could try butt plugs? Or talk to urologist and get viagra on prescription if they'll let you.

>>8200725
>buttplugs
I'm perfectly fine with trying that actually. I've messed around with that stuff and it's pretty fun imo.
>Viagra
Ugh I'm gonna feel really crappy getting on Viagra at 22.

I just wanna scream, ED is the only thing keeping me from committing 100% to transition =/

>>8200767
kek i got on viagra at 19 bc i couldn't maintain an erection (this was before hrt) and it still didn't work

>>8200823
That's a bummer. Do you think it stemmed from you wanting to be female tho? Like perhaps dysphoria had a mental effect that prevented you from performing?

>>8200295
Just fap with your dick once a day and you'll be fine. You'll still go sterile, get shrinkage, and you won't have random erections anymore, but if you just keep fapping regularly you won't completely lose functionally. I'm a little under 1 year of hormones and I can still get hard just fine.

>>8200847
no yeah i think it was definitely that - in fact the best way to maintain an erection (e.g. when receiving oral sex) is to look away and imagine a vagina. tho naturally that isn't perfect either

>>8200848
I can try that but hrt is killing my sex drive. I like not needing to masturbate, but it also makes it hard if I want to masturbate. A double edged sword I guess.

>>8200860
I can relate that it is mire difficult to stay hard during oral than vaginal sex. Idk for me the physical sensation is a small part of arousal. I crave the intimacy, and that passionate bond is what fuels my boner lol. That's prolly why I've never been big on random hookups. I'm the hopeless romantic type.

>>8200897
It killed my sex drive too, I just masturbate to pass the time honestly.

>>8200912
i mean - just bc i'm non-certain if it was clear - as in to imagine having a vagina. imagine being eaten out, rather than getting head like - i only fuck dudes

>>8200373
>Because girls can like each other (that's the L in lgbt) and just because I want to be a lady doesn't mean I can't like ladies.

But you already said you want to be a man.

>and on the other I still want to be able to be the guy if I'm with a girl

Fuck off, you retard. Until you figure out what you really want, don't make stupid threads like this as if you already knew, because clearly you don't.

>>8200373
You're still missing their point. Being lesbian is totally fine. Wanting to fuck women with your penis like a guy calls the legitimacy of your desire to transition into question.

But personally, I think it's fine; you shouldn't blame someone because they don't hate their body enough, and a distinction between "legitimate" and "illegitimate" transsexualism is meaningless. If HRT is something that benefits you then it's something you should do.

>>8200402
>My friends do agree that I should temporarily stop the meds (weening off of them of course) and just try cross dressing in public and social situations for a bit. To see if I actually enjoy the lifestyle.
It's strange that you didn't do that first and went right to ordering titty skittles off the internet. How long had you been experiencing what you could call dysphoria, and how long did you seriously consider HRT before ordering it? I'm just curious.

>>8200295
>and my biggest fear is that one day I'll meet a great woman who likes me for who I am, but I won't be able to satisfy her sexually.
The kind of women that are going to be into femboys on HRT or transwomen probably aren't going to mind too much, and might even actively reject the idea of you penetrating them like that. There are plenty of other ways you can please them. It shouldn't be a matter of worrying about satisfying them so much as a matter of what you feel comfortable with happening to your body.

>>8200934
Oh. I see now; well hey that's cool too. Sometimes with my ex I would kind of imagine that too. If I was all dressed up, my preferences seem to change if I am.

>>8200935
Listen here cunt, I do know what I want and I made it pretty clear too.
I want to transition and live as a female, but I also want to have a gf and be able to stick my penis in her. It may be weird and out of the ordinary, but that's pretty much my goal.
If you don't like that then take a look a few posts up and fuck off. The subject of this thread is to discuss erectile dysfunction on hrt. If you don't have something useful to say on that note then just leave this thread.
Jebus I would have expected lgbt to be a more supportive community, but whenever I make threads there are miserable twats like yourself that just need to shit on everyone else's parade.

And of course this is not directed towards the helpful members of the community, you are the reason I come here so thank you.

>>8200937
I do understand it's very odd to want to be trans, but also have the desire to penetrate women. That's just a big part of my masculine side I guess. And as much as I want to indulge my feminine side I can't just completely ignore my masculine side. I am going to talk to a therapist soon tho.

Yes it is quite odd that I went out of order in that I started tit tacs first and now I'm trying to be publicly feminine. Maybe about a year ago I started to accept my cross dressing as a casual part of,me and less of a fetish. Then a couple months ago I ordered the meds.

So it is a wierd out of order ride. But I think I will stop for a little bit and restart the proper way.

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>>8200295
>Hey gyes im not trans but I'm taking hormones. How do I take them but still stay a man.

Stop taking them you fucking idiot!

>>8200991
I take it you only read the first post.

>>8200975
>to want to be trans
dude this is so many steps away from the right attitude. it's a red flag when people even talk about 'wanting to be a woman', as people should saying 'i am a woman'. your whole rhetoric is so far out - at the moment you're talking about 'wanting to be someone who wants to be a woman'. it's a mess, man. none of what you're saying's right. don't try to transition.

>>8201044
I definitely think you are right about that to a degree. That is why I want to stop the meds for a while and figure it out with a therapist.

>>8201044
Jesus, every time someone says "they want to be trans" there's someone bitching about it. it's a matter of semantics; they mean it as in "wanting to be someone who transitions". That's not the more commonly agreed upon definition but it's hardly unheard of and it makes sense. It's usually people who aren't really involved in the LGBT community and are just starting to figure things out that do it too, which makes it even more stupid to attack them for it.

> it's a red flag when people even talk about 'wanting to be a woman', as people should saying 'i am a woman'.
And really? You don't think having an entirely male body, being perceived as and treated as male for your entire life, and not even knowing how to socialise as a woman because of those factors might make it a little difficult to consider yourself a woman? Never mind the extremely common situations where the dysphoria makes you feel so disgusting and inadequate that you don't feel you even deserve to be a woman. Maybe they don't even make a distinction between sex and gender and therefore they actually can't consider themselves women unless they're that way physically. Some trans people always considered themselves women, but many more haven't.

>>8201089
>>8201084
u fucking idiot, read the rest of the thread. op doesn't have dysphoria

>>8201098
should say:
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>>8201089
see:
>>8201084
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>>8201098
They explicitly said they did (>>8200430). Also my point still stands: saying "I want to be a woman" instead of "I am a woman" doesn't mean you're not really trans, and saying "I want to become trans" instead of "I want to transition" is literally just using a different definition of "trans".

>>8201126
honestly it's not them saying 'i want to be trans' that sets off alarms for me so much as them saying 'I want to be a lady' as in 'just because I want to be a lady doesn't mean I can't like ladies'

it's clearly a roleplay to them, and their way of discussing femininity is very externalised and doesn't bear any apparent traces of naturalness or interiority - they want to take their roleplay up to a permanent level, is how it sounds to me and really should sound to anyone

and maybe i'd agree with you if it were pre-hrt, really early days, a person just starting out thinking about it - but at 45 days hrt it's odd to still be phrasing it that way

>>8201089
>>8201126
Op here and I have to agree with this poster. I'm still sort of new to the community. I know I'm a little confused with the terminology of the community and am probably making things worse that way.

You pretty much hit the nail on the head tho. When I say I want to be trans that just my way of saying I want to transition.
My family is insanely conservative in their views on the lgbt community, and I myself have only started to embrace all of this in the past year or so. That's why I get so frustrated with everyone trying to attack me because I don't fit in to the community perfectly. Thanks for sticking up for me =)

>>8201151
Honestly I shouldn't have started self medicating, even tho I am 45 days into it I only looked into this a couple of months ago. I am going to stop for a short period and consider restarting through a doctor and therapist.

>>8200295
if you don't like erectile dysfunction than maintain it yourself. 'morning wood' is testosterone doing that job for you. people here that don't maintain it seem to be turned on by atrophy

>>8201419
So just using it regularly can prevent ED?
How often?

>>8201792
I can only speak anecdotally but I'm going strong on 6 years. Forcing an erection a few times a week though recently it's been every day or every other day at least with a few rare breaks lasting less than a month. It used to hurt when it was atrophying but it hasn't hurt since using it regularly.

>>8200295
Pretty AGP. You should probably stop transitioning. "I'm afraid I, like, can't get pussy omg" is a huge red flag.

>>8201900
theres no such thing as a red flag lol

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>>8201908
red is a lie
it never existed
resist red

>>8201900
Don't make me sound like a fag, ya fag.
>Also read the thread

>>8200960
>cunt
>twats
op consider that finding it alluring to be feminine as someone with a heterosexual male sexuality (this whole thread is about how much you want to use your dick on women) is a lot different than what womanhood or living as a woman means to most trans women and certainly cis women, and that's why people are getting upset at you

a good AGP wants SRS so she can get fucked by her gentle-femdom-gf's strap on, not wants a huge throbbing dick to fuck straight girls
t. normal AGP

>>8200391
literally l i t e r a l l y kys triptard

>>8202004
Forgive me, I was under the impression that the lgbt community was here so that we did not need to conform to standards. So that a man and a man can love one another. So that if a woman likes both men and women, that's okay. So that if a man wants to be a woman that's fine. So that if someone wants to be gender neutral that's perfectly fine.

But damn, I wasn't aware that it's forbidden to be a man and want to become a woman with a penis, and like girls. I wasn't imformed that, that is where we're gonna draw the line.

All of you who look down on me for having these desires, and this mindset are no better than the straight/cis homophobes that look down on the lgbt community.

>>8202020
Thanks Jebus for letting us know what is good and bad, and who is accepted and who is not.

>>8202122
I don't mind you having your own mindset.
But where mindsets differ they will clash.
Also AGP I a a meme here

I think you should ignore posts where they hurl insults at you. You are you and you can have whatever opinions you want ffs.
I'm personally not well versed and can't answer your question. I myself hope to dart hrt soon but I don't care about my dock being functional or not. I have major dysphoria so yeah.. If you are fine with it go for it.

>>8202130
you are welcome

>>8200358
>futas shouldn't exist
Kill yourself my man.