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/mtfg/ love one's self edition

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Learn to lover yourself as is edition.

•Makeup tutorials : http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
•Male vs Female measurement data:https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
•Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
•Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
•Reducing Musclehttp://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
•Size charts:http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
•Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
•Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
•Voice Help:http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
•IRC:https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg

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Only death will accept me
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old thread >>8198475
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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vIcdbxzrtbI

Ohhh caaaanadaa
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With my huge 32" ribcage, I never had a chance
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I'm not sure we smell like what we eat. But I'm pretty sure we smell like what we do. So I might smell like trash when I've been taking it out. What's your excuse. Fall in love in love again that time that you said, fuck every cop who ever did his job. Fuck every bank that didn't get robbed. Fuck all the other Banks especially mine. I know that you've been dealing with that awful feeling that you're running out of time. And so have I. But you're not alone. No no no you're not alone.
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>>8200158
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>>8200166
32" is big?
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>GIC appointment in December roughly
>they're going to expect me to have legally changed my name already even though that means revealing to my landlord I'm trans which could fuck me big time because it's not against the law here to end someone's rent contract for being LGBT
>going to be expected to wear dresses and shit fulltime for RLE
>not allowed to play it safe and just let people gender me however they guess is correct anymore
>expected to act like a passing tranny even though I'm a disgusting mess and an embarrassment to trans people everywhere
GIC referral was a mistake, I should just keep self-medding
I really really really want to be dead already and all the posts I keep reading about people passing pre-HRT or transitioning at like 15 aren't helping but I don't want to become socially withdrawn either
h e l p
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>>8200166
32 is small. tfw 44"
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>>8200170
For trannies, big = n
Let n = the measurement you happen to have

Motherfuckers be cray
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>>8200170
It is for a woman
Most women I know are 26-28" unless they are fat
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>>8200175
If it were small, then how come I can't fit into a small?
Checkmate trannies
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>>8200178
can boylanna give me tips on hiding my long hair? so i can be presentable guy
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>>8200179
That's pre children.
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>>8200181
I actually don't have any good advice on this, I've only been able to hide it in a hat from front angles it wouldn't work in anything more than a photo.

Stuff it under the brim and move it towards the back. I suppose a hair net might also help
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>>8200178
Lol, I thought the average underbust was 30-32"
>>8200179
Most girls I know have a band size between 28-34" I legit only know 3 people that are smaller size and they are the exception. The rest are fat
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>>8200189
https://www.thestudentroom.co.uk/showthread.php?t=1814892

32" is a major outlier
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>>8200182
No it isn't
My sister who is 5'9 and is 22 has an underbust of 26"
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>>8200192
what about 40 inches lol
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>tfw my ribcage is smaller than my cis younger sister's and she's not even fat.
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I might have kissed you wearing a bullet proof vest but hell you kiss like a rocket
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>>8200197
You are majorly fucked

>>8200198
How small?
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>>8200180
like i have size similar to yours but still have to wear larger fem tops.
it's like the shoulders factor in even though it's not seen in bust measurement

>>8200178
it's weird but somehow i must be passable enough that people dont stare or laugh, even w my male torso
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>>8200189
It is
Trannies will bitch about any measurement
t. Someone who actively bitched about a jaw that was underdeveloped to the point of requiring surgery to correct weird profile/overbite

>>8200192
>~60th percentile
>"outlier"
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>>8200201
I want to die every single day
I wasn't suppose to live
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>>8200201
She's 36 and I'm 32
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>>8200204
That's bullshit you just wanna die. No one's meant for shit. I hate this thread for so many fucking reasons but logic like this makes me wanna hit someone. Like Christ I wanna blow my dicking brains out but it's only me
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>>8200192
zomg, You sure proved me wrong with your sample size of not even 300 people on a community forum. You don't even know how to statistics right that's more in the 60th to 70th percentile.
>>8200203
I bitch about myself all the time, but generally speaking I'm hopeful. At least hopeful enough not to off myself yet.
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>>8200203
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>>8200192
Oh and btw over 34 is within acceptable statistical measurements in your forum poll.
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>>8200210
>t f w y w n k t f
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>>8200163
why you up so late girl
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>>8200218
I'm awake early I work in 40 min

>>8200210
Hot
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oh wow I drank a lot last night

I hope I didn't admit I wanted to be a girl
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>>8200206
obviously if you take the deterministic route it was always going to happen, you know what I mean

I nearly died at birth, didn't breath for 6-7 mins and I barely had any pulse at all, they were pretty sure I was gonna die when I was born but against the odds I somehow pulled through with the help of technology
at any other previous time in history I would have died and someone as troubled and pathetic and devoid of hope as me wouldn't exist
it'd have been better if I had never survived
my otherwise healthy baby brother wouldn't have caught flu off me and died when I was 2 for a start
he probably wouldn't have been a disgusting hon tranny either
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It's way to way to late to call you anymore
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>>8200224
Parents failure to quarantine is what killed him

>>8200225
Hi Mado
Be my frend
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>>8200224
Big whoop? You're here now. Just gonna feel like shit about stuff you couldn't control and blame yourself.. neato. Healthy. Mentally stable. Keep hating yourself you should be in my position sooner or later
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>>8200224
you killed your healthy brother just so you could live as a tranny hon
baka
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>>8200212
Those women are FAT which is unacceptable
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>>8200236
K
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I look so girly today! HRT changed my life. Why did I waited so long! Why there were no Internet when I was in school!
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>>8200230
Hahaha Hahahahahahaha not if we were the last people on earth. Go back in time and stop me from ever meeting you in person and I'm sure we would have been great acquaintances. Not that this is even you anyway
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>>8200235
>>8200234
;-;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oIscL-Bjsq4
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>>8200239
I accepted reality
That's why I quit

>>8200241
I quit hrt
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>>8200254
How are you able to survive without hrt?

I'm weak
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>>8200254
hows it feel? im considering it too but im worried I can't do it
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>tfw no qt ftm bf to fempregnate
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>>8200249
I'm listening to ghost mice though
>>8200254
Do you want a medal? Go live your life faggot.
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>tfw IRL friends keep expecting me to get better and happier the longer I'm on HRT and are just unrelentingly positive talking about my 'new life as a woman' and shit
>don't know how to break it to them I feel like a gross freak because I'm too masculinised and it's probably not going to get better
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>>8200254
K, My reality is pretty decent aside from the not being a girl part. I'm ok with being a faggot so I'll try my best to become the girl that I want to be.
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>>8200259
really good do it right now stop asking questions take the goddamn pills
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REEEEE
I want to create gmail account with my new name, but every decent combination of firstname surname is already taken.
I could either take
FirSurname
FiSurname
FirsSurn
SurnameFir
FirstnameeLastname
Or some shitty number but that would suck
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>>8200269
i meant quitting hrt
i know it feels good and thats why im not sure if i can
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lol i was partying a bunch and went two days without taking meds and just feeling t come back for a few hours was majorly depressing and anxiogenic
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>>8200262
yeah i'm in a similar boat. prob just gonna gay up and be majorly fem, and yet i've even told one of my friends my female name, so there's gonna be a lot of disappointment from pals.
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>>8200273
don't do that idiot
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>>8200262
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unholy cannoli is it quiet
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>>8200293
that scene is basically my life in a nutshell
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>>8200293
I'm taking my life and leaving
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>>8200274
i mean i guess FirstnamexSurname would be possible, but even that would be cringy.
I think I just go with FiSurname that seems the most professional out of that
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found a petition about
https://www.change.org/p/tesco-tesco-to-restock-their-frozen-potato-alphabets-letters-pleasehelpruby
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>>8200279
That happened to me. It was hell
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>>8200258
Mental will power

>>8200259
It sucks but it's for the best

>>8200261
Ok hon

>>8200268
>wanting for be an Unpassable freak
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>>8200354
if it sucks whats the point in doing it
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>>8200359
Because I'm know if I continue transition, I'll always be a hon.
I rather be a man than a hon
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>>8200359
not ending up as a weird inbetweener forever i guess, thats why im considering it
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>>8200329
idg why people think autism is funny still
it ruins lives and fucks everything up
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>>8200367
Freaks deserve to be bullied
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>>8200367
t. autismo

also I forgot the word "nim" at the end of the post, which admittedly made it make no sense
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>>8200354
Either way I'm gunna end up dying may as well try not having that date sooner.
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>>8200230
It's been a while since Ive seen you, hows the chasing? Hows tranny house?
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>>8200365
why not live as a dude taking hrt then
>>8200366
many people find androgyny attractive, its not like you're guaranteed to be alone forever
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>>8200382
Well already you'll be at home with the hons here

>>8200390
No point
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>>8200390
>many people find androgyny attractive, its not like you're guaranteed to be alone forever
why does everyone (mainly cis people) respond to people complaining about people not passing with things like this, as if the singular goal of transition is to make it easier to find people to fuck you?

I'd rather pass and be alone than be unpassing and be surrounded with people like I am atm, all the company in the world doesn't make up for the intense gender dysphoria I feel and makes me want to kms

we transition in an attempt to reduce the acute psychological distress caused by the gendered traits of our bodies, if transitioning doesn't get rid of enough of those gendered traits, the dysphoria is going to persist no matter how many faghags you have clamouring to do your make-up and saying how "glamorous" your sharp thick male features are
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>>8200403
jfc im not talking about getting people to fuck you, im saying ending up being visibly between male and female doesn't make you some kind of unlovable freak destined to be alone forever that only a mother could love
maybe it does in your case idk
also i'm p sure no matter what your life situation is you'd find a way to be miserable and complain nonstop
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yo
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>>8200415
hey bud
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>>8200418
hi hru
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>>8200415
oh hey nim i found a petition someone made for you
>>8200329
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>>8200424
pls help me eat yummy potato letters or ill starve :(
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>>8200410
>i'm p sure no matter what your life situation is you'd find a way to be miserable and complain nonstop
This
People stuck in the same negative thinking end up looking at everything in a negative light, it becomes them.
People with no arms and legs have better world views, because they have too, the alternative is misery.
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>>8200432
Those people just live in delusion.
Inside they want to die.
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>hrt making me attracted to women
no it can't. i wanted to be pure
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>>8200429
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>>8200432
that's not how it works in real life, stop watching so many wanky Showtime docs

I have disabled friends, some worse off physically than I am (I know a dude who was hit by a truck, I've had to stop about five suicide attempts in the last year, I know a girl with early-onset arthritis who has to keep getting her hips broken and re-set every couple of years and has titanium rods in her back and shit, etc. etc.), at the least they're depressed and in many cases suicidal and at the worst they're withdrawn to the point I have to actively visit them and encourage them to keep contact or they just cut everybody off out of shame and self-loathing
I'm actually one of the more functional people in my friendship group across two counties and I have active suicidal thoughts every day, don't act like you know our experiences better because you watched some video about a 5-year-old with palsy win a school race
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>7 months on HRT
>nowhere close to feminine

Should I just hang myself? I was gonna go full time in may, but it feels like this has all just been a fucking waste
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>>8200452
>I'm actually one of the more functional people in my friendship group across two counties
holy shit how is that even possible
maybe we should just let natural selection take it course and stop assisting those people so they can just rest in peace
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>>8200457
or they can sort out the completely fucked mental healthcare situation in the UK
and also prescribe druggos less ridiculously strictly, because they're the only thing that takes away the pain
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>>8200454
give it more time!
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I wish i transitioned instead of lifting weights
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>>8200464
I really want to start presenting as female soon, I'm kinda getting uncomfortable
Also there's so many people who have been on hormones for less time than me and pass flawlessly, it makes me think I should just blow my brains out now tbqh
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>>8200461
nah euthanasia sounds like the best option
why pour all these resources into helping people who don't want to live anyway
i honestly don't think all the mental healthcare in the world would help you
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>>8200472
Everyone should be euthanized desu
Life seems to suck for most people but they're too scared to end it and don't want to hurt others who are still alive, just let them all rest
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>>8200452
>I have to actively visit them and encourage them to keep contact or they just cut everybody off out of shame and self-loathing

So you encourage them and be positive for them?

You're encouaging the same positive thinking I am and you don't even know it.
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>>8200472
>nah euthanasia sounds like the best option
uwu
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>>8200452
It's true, society only shows the "b positive!" types. Most disabled people are actually depressed but society doesn't like to see that so they sweep them under the carpet.
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>>8200468
not too many people pass perfectly in less than 7 months i don't think
I get what you mean about being antsy to present female, what does your hair look like? that alone makes a huge difference for me at least
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>>8200485
Depressed people should be swept under the carpet anyway for being betas.
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>>8200475
I don't think thats really true
>>8200489
this
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>>8200468
it's angles, lighting and filters, nobody actually passes before a year unless you're intersex.
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>>8200489
Edgy.
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WE'RE NEVER GOING TO BE REAL GIRLS

WHAT THE FUCK ARE WE DOING

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
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>>8200492
Well I mean Nim just failed boymode yesterday and she's like 6 months so that's not true..
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>>8200477
>robin
>positive thinking
>literally ever
idk senpai
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>>8200494
trying
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>>8200495
I
N
T
E
R
S
E
X
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>>8200494
Doing the best we can
>>8200495
isn't nim intersex?
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>>8200498
Intersex isn't a real thing
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>>8200494
*cums inside u*
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>estradiol is 4 days late
[holds down 'A' key forever]
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>>8200498
>>8200500
People keep saying this but whenever I ask her she says no
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>>8200494
last night I dreamt i was in a dance class and was paired up with this tiny girl
I started crying because of how small her shoulders were and how much of a massive hulk of a man I am...I thought something along the lines of I should cut my hair, chop off my boobs and kill myself so I'd be buried as a man

then I woke up and felt weirdly happy
idk what it means
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>>8200505
no nim is not intersexed
its an incredibly rare thing that causes a lot of health issues
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>tfw still a man in my dreams
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>>8200492
Sure, but there's also people talking about their boobs that they supposedly have, whereas I'm basically tanner stage 2 (not even big enough to crease under). And I have a large torso, so I kinda need that to pass. I guess there's padded bras, though.

I'm not intersex, but I probably had some serious hypogonadism because my testosterone was like 120 ng/dl pre-hrt

>>8200487
My hair's pretty damn short, and it's just a guy's cut grown out. My bangs go down to just below my lip, and the hair on the sides of my head goes just a bit below the ear.
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>>8200454
Yes

>>8200465
Ok maddie
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>>8200508
That means you're not really trans, better throw away the hormones and start playing football

>>8200494
I like to think of it as a hail mary to prevent suicide
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Tfw not born with ais
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>>8200507
I guess she's just lucky then..
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hell hath no fury like a womans penis.
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>>8200508
i've had like 3 dreams where I was female
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>>8200477
some of them have possible treatment options open and stuff like that which they aren't pursuing because they're too depressed
in those sorts of cases where there's still options to be explored yeah I'm gonna encourage them to try them and keep going
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>>8200514
my friend angie
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>>8200501
Of course it is, intersex people were the first to transition because back in the 80s or whatever they were the only ones who had a chance of passing due to there being no FFS or even AAs
>>8200509
Is that low T? If so maybe you are and you dont know.
>>8200508
This was me for ages, my last dream was seemingly genderless though. It was a pretty shit dream, dreamt I was sleeping rough in a syringe infested park.
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>>8200510
I miss maddie :-:
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>>8200475
iktf
in the words of Terry Gilliam perhaps life could be seen as a virus, infecting the perfect organism of death

>>8200507
it's not actually that rare at all, just extremely underdiagnosed
globally the percentage of intersex people is about the same as people with red hair
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suicide booths when?
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I just farted on a bus lmao
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>>8200521
My sweet^2 Nim

>>8200523
Why?
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>>8200517
I get nightmares where I'm in girl mode and obviously don't pass and everyone stares at me and mutters about me
I'm still closeted to 99% of people irl, things like that don't help confidence
>>8200513
>tfw alternate timeline me played football past freshman year and got an FBS scholarship
h-haha
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>>8200452
>>8200520
*cuts ur benefits*
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>>8200528
They are 9 years late
Pretty disappointing tbqh
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>>8200529
like really audibly?
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>>8200530
She was nice to talk to on discord and was one of the first trips to help me when I was here as anon


>>8200531
I have really bad dreams where it mocks me with the vision of being a non dysphoric cis male and I have a girlfriend or wife

It painful when I wake up
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>>8200540
She isn't too bright
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free intersex test
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>>8200530
are you okay
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>>8200531
I get those dreams too.
>>8200542
>tfw off the charts
Man 4 lyf.
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>>8200540
Maddie turned out to be a materialistic bitch who wanted everyone in the chat to bow to her.
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>>8200547
>>tfw off the charts
same :(
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>>8200551
>>8200547
its at birth you dorks
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>>8200553
...how big is the average baby penis
pre circumcision of course
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>>8200553
Interesting, I have a pic of my wang as a baby, I'll have a look and try and guess the length.
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>>8200555
longer than an inch i guess?
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>>8200556
>I have a pic of my wang as a baby
AGP
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>>8200546
Yeah
I'm heading back home to Knoxville.
These past few days with my family has been rather depressing mainly due to my shit stain of a step-father.

I wanted to get out as early as possible so I can catch the train to Philadelphia and chill in the city until I have to head to the airport to catch my flight.
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*rubs ur belly*
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>>8200561
*burps in your face*
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>>8200561
*braps loudly*
much better, thanks
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>>8200553
brb asking mom about dong size
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>>8200559
oh neato

my trip is in three weeks and im p excited
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>>8200558
Every mum takes an embarrasing baby photo. For years I thought of destroying it, glad I didn't.
>>8200553
>>8200555
Is it erect or flaccid? Can babies even get erect? Loking at the pic it appears to be shorter than my little finger so I'd say it was under an inch. I'd have to ask my mum.
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>>8200561
*SCREAMS*
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>>8200571
nah babies can't get boners
at least it would really surprise me...
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>>8200569
I can't wait to get back home
I miss my bf and cat
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>>8200559
I heard on Reddit that Klan HQ is in Kentucky. is this true? That's a damn shame, i've always wanted to visit for the fried chicken.
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>>8200581
>unironically being afraid of the KKK in 2017
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>>8200577
How do you know?
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>>8200586
uhhh i uhhh-umm
don't uhh worry about it ok
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>>8200581
Not sure
There are plenty of places the kkk use in the south.
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>>8200583
Why do they even still exist in 2017? Germany banned the Nazis, why can't America ban the KKK?
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>>8200564
>>8200565
Oh stinky
>>8200573
AAAAH
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>>8200591
It's their freedom to hate which I think is dumb.
America gives out a bit too much freedom which is rather damaging
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>tfw made promise to go full time by 2018
>tfw nervous about if I'll actually make it by then
I need to let out my unrestrained faggotry at some point
>>8200561
rubb
>>8200581
Kentucky sounds about right
I mean the Klan is pretty small by this point but I'm sure there are other white supremacist groups accomplishing the same goals
There's always some report about a Klan member putting up membership information in the suburbs
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>>8200591
freedumb
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>>8200591
there are literally like 5000 members in the entire country
also what else should be banned then? where is the line drawn and who decides what should be banned
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>MY SEX JUNK
>IS SO OH OH OH
>MUCH MORE THAN EITHER
>OR-or-OR
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>>8200599
tugg trashy hair
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>>8200599
i'm glad trans awareness is spreading uwu
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>>8200597
Well somethings defiantly need to be banned, like conversion therapy for children
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>>8200591
They are literally small community clubs there is no national KKK
>>8200601
ow its too short let go
>>8200602
DUDE IT'S A SPECRUM LMAO
LET ME BE A RETARD IT'S MY IDENTITY
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>>8200607
tugg harder uwu
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>>8200603
thats an actual action on another person though so its different
but yeah the fact conversion therapy exists pisses me off honestly
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>>8200608
if u can't produce milk ur not allowed to be my mommy
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>>8200549
I was away for that. My mistake. It was during my 3 month repression attempt pre hrt where I tried to avoid all mtfg
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>>8200607
ironically, taking hrt and not presenting is what a lot of "retards" like that probably do too
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>>8200615
but my bubs are too small :(
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i think there is a 3rd gender desu
but we need to cap it at 3
no more than that
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>>8200614
They should just allow straight conversion therapy and cis conversion therapy
We must recruit
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>>8200627
maybe
I think that taking hormones can make you trans
people get mad at me when I say that though :(
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>>8200614
Well I got into a huge argument on Franklin Graham's fb page about this.
He mention that dems in California are proposing a bill that will end all conversion therapy for children and that dems are making the world an evil place because of this.

I tried to tell these fundies that conversion therapy doesn't work and is detrimental to a person's health.
All I got in response is that I'm an atheist, blind and don't follow "god's" word which is considered to be the only "truth"
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>>8200619
I've been taking HRT for a year and I'm still boymode.
>>8200627
This place is basically conversion therapy, spend just 5 minutes here and get 10 replies of "you're trans hun!"
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>>8200619
I'd present female if I wasn't manly and disgusting as fuck.
Random women trying to dress male and taking T without dysphoria is a lot more common than any boymode trannies
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>>8200614
it's not that it exists, it's that it doesn't work
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ayy gurl lemme se dat sex junk
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>>8200630
Wait kids are actually still being forced into conversion therapy? Holy shit I thought Mike Pence was just a meme.
>>
I want to hug Beeps
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>>8200619
One day I'll present
Though I've been on hrt for a year now
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>>8200639
Sadly only some states have conversion therapy banned. Fundies still believe you can pray the gay away.
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>>8200630
its funny, the bible says a lot of stuff about what is an abomination and what is sin, but they really really get hung up specifically on the gay stuff
its almost like they're using religion as an excuse to be a bigot
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>>8200629
but what can make someone start hormones in the first place?
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>>8200643
I WANT TO PRESENT BUT PEOPLE MAKE FUN OF ME IT'S NOT FAIR
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>>8200649
agp of course
its what happened to me
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:)
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>>8200632
To be fair, /r9k/ convinced me to transition, not here
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>spent $300 partying on the weekend
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>>8200650
I'd get made fun of too if I tried too
Though I'm moving to Hugboxifornia so maybe that'll change
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>>8200653
:^)
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>>8200647
These fundies are pretty much fake in my eyes.
They don't listen to 90% of the shit that is in their book.
And when people tell me I'm against freedom of religion, I just tell them that I have no problem with them praying to whatever mythical god they want but that their religion shouldn't make such stupid laws
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>>8200641
Wtf I'm pregnant
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>>8200664
I promise I'll be a good father that just so happens to look like a girl.
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>>8200654
what did they say
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>>8200627
isn't that what faceapp is for?
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>>8200644
I tried to pray the gay away when I was 19. It obviously didn't work, only ended up wasting 6 years of my life.
>>8200654
Really? last I was there (a year ago) they were vehemently anti trans.
>>8200658
Isn't Atlanta really LGBT friendly?
>>8200663
The irony is that America has no state religion but Europe does.
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>>8200663
people believing the story of noah's ark literally happening is funny until you realize how sad it is
almost no aspect of it makes sense if you put any thought into it at all
>>8200670
>black people
>lgbt friendly
no
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>>8200664
*takes u to an abortion clinic*
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>>8200670
It is but I'm just a paranoid fuck so i believe everyone is going to mock me and talk behind my back
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if i told my mom i was trans she'd try to get me to go to a conversion place, and it'd be a hispanic one

you don't know how much hispanic hate queers lol
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>>8200672
That's true but I heard that black people have a higher proportion of LGBT than any other race, which is odd because there are like 3 black people here.
>>8200678
Same. Maybe I'll come visit you and we girlmode together <3
>>8200680
Oooh Catholic conversion camp. Brutal.
I guessed you were Hispanic because you had a Cuban flag on your wall. You're gonna be hot then.
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>>8200670
What really bothers me is how so many Christians actually think that America was founded on Christianity.

>>8200672
Or that the earth is only 6000 years old or how they think dinosaurs never excited and were man made.
I favorite thing to poke about Christians is those that follow the billy graham rule
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>>8200685
wut a cuban flag

im english, irish and puertorican
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>>8200668
I can't even remember, I was having one of my episodes of anxiety about being too old to transition and it convinced me that if I was having anxiety about being too old to transition that on some level I probably wanted to transition

>>8200670
It's still majority that but also a bunch of trans people, and they post threads about it sometimes
It's weird and schizo
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>>8200653
;'*b
>>8200650
Quit being a little bitch who cares what other people think
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>>8200694
merc
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>>8200691
Cuban flag is the PR one with the colors swapped
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>>8200696
?
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>>8200694
IM WORKING ON TRANSITIONING RIGHT NOW DON'T BULLY
I MIGHT MOVE OUT OF GLASGOW I HATE IT
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>>8200699
hi
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>>8200687
>how they think dinosaurs never excited
I think most believe dinosaurs existed, they just think they lived alongside humans because the bible
I've been to the creation museum, I was raised to believe it until I was like 16 and learned about evolution and realized how stupid it all was
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>>8200673
I'm pregnant with nims baby. But the baby is also nim. I'm nim too.
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>>8200700
What's so bad about Glasgow? Other than people dying like 10 years earlier than expected
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>>8200680
what if it worked and you could be the manly man your mom always dreamed of
maybe you could get T shots to undo the damage of hrt and your beard will come back thicker than ever
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>>8200707
who am i
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>>8200691
Oh, the flags look really similar sorry.
One drop rule, you're a minority
ONE OF US
ONE OF US
ONE OF US
>>8200692
I don't go there anymore.
>>8200705
>Creation museum
How the FUCK did you guys make it to the moon?
>>8200708
It's cold, run down, no culture, full of gangs, everyone is on welfare, it's cold.
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>>8200711
d-do you really think i could be a manly man?

do you believe in me?
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>>8200705
It's amazing how religion can brainwash people especially children.
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>>8200707
Are there any other nims I should know about?
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>>8200708
>What's so bad about Glasgow
Everyone being literal trash, being the filthiest city outside of India, and the abusive culture that is around here constantly.
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>>8200708
lel i'm guessing it's all the reasons that cause that statistic
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>>8200714
n-no i look white so it doesn't count
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>>8200699
Why are you shooting up heroin?
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>>8200719
Is Edinburgh nice or should I just avoid Scotland entirely?
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>>8200721
i bet you have a huge butt
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>>8200712
Why your nim
>>8200718
Meow
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>>8200714
>How the FUCK did you guys make it to the moon?
honestly its shameful so many people deny evolution and believe that scientists are just trying their hardest to make people think god isn't real
they call it darwanism, like literally wtf I guess gravity is newtonism
>>8200716
s-sure nim!
you'll be the strongest, manliest man ever!
>>8200717
yup!
it sounds like it makes sense if you're never told actual facts based in reality
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my mom huggboxes me too much but I guess that is her job :\
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>keep getting semis all day because I ate a ton of red meat
>okay fine
>tug at gt all night and can't get it up
>GOD WHAT DO YOU WANT MAKE UP YOUR MIND
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>>8200723
I've heard Edinburgh is posh. Never been there though because it's 360 miles away from London.
>>8200729
Americans believe in gravity r-right??
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>>8200724
not really

it was bigger when i had a bit more weight on me tho

>>8200726
so im ur babbie?

>>8200729
oh good

so i can just throw this hrt out? ^^

>>8200730
it's not hugboxing if it's true!
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>>8200733
I miss living in Endinburgh
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>>8200723
Edinburgh is too far in the opposite direction it's expensive as shit and full of foreigners and it's a NO FREE SPEECH ZONE
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>>8200700
Ok move then
>>8200701
Hihihru
>>8200722
Kek
Cause I love it and it's great. That's why
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>>8200729
Should call it newtonism-einsteinism
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>>8200742
I don't have anywhere to move though.
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>>8200737
I don't know if it is :\
I don't think she is very objective...
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>>8200746
but you're a cutie

what's she saying
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>>8200742
You're going to kill yourself which is sad because you're quite pretty.
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>>8200733
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>>8200743
no just newton, because as with darwin no scientist ever worked on their research further
everyone is just following a sceintists doctrine
>>8200733
>Americans believe in gravity r-right??
no
if we did how could we have gotten to the moon?
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>>8200742
im okay

are you okay
>>
I do not look good desu senpai
10 hour shift and not feeling it at all
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>>8200749
lately she has been saying stuff about how nice my shoulders look and how my skin looks nice :\
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>>8200768
your shoulders are smol tho and hrt changes skin!
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>>8200759
Wew
>>8200761
Lol good point.
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>>8200759
christians do realuze that there's more to the universe than just our solar system, right?
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>>8200775
Blasphemy! There is nothing past Pluto! Nothing!!
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>>8200759
its really funny the catholic church imprisoned galileo for saying the earth orbits the sun because the bible said otherwise
but now I guess the bible doesn't say that and all christians now would say of COURSE the earth orbits the sun
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Post results: http://www.iwonderifyouareoutthere.com
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>>8200779

Pluto's a fuckin planet!
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>>8200759
why are we even trying to figure out how our universe works when this comic just told us all we need to know
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>>8200779
pluto isn't even a planet, also, the oort cloud is a member of our solar system too.
why not include the oort cloud?
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>>8200769
maybe, idk how to properly measure them...

I think she was mostly trying to cheer me up after probably hearing me cry in the shower again
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>>8200753
Lmao
Ok thnx for the warning
I've tried to kill myself a lot of other ways so maybe this one will do it, eh? :^)
Also put your trip back on Shakira
>>8200763
Ehhhhhhhhh I'm not terrible just eh
I'm tired tbhh like not physically tired, existentially tired
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>>8200775
Jack Chick is an extra special case
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glasgow looks pretty from the wiki page desu

>>8200783
this
science is a waste of time and money
just a bunch of eggheads sitting around blowing hot air

my mom once actually told me looking for aliens was a waste because the bible says they're not real and scientists should just read the bible
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>>8200781
Total people in US
640,124

% of population
0.1981027346006016%
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>>8200791
post more of these, this is great
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>>8200788
you could get your mom to if you really wanted
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>>8200787
pretty sure the Solar System is defined as where the solar wind ends. Heliopause or something like that. if you do it by gravitational influence it would go on forever.
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>>8200795
He's dead now, (un)fortunately
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>>8200781
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>>8200781
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>>8200685
I'd be up for that <3
>>8200781
8.7%
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>>8200796
I probably will some time
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>>8200700
lol you're in glasgow? definitely move out, it's the actual pits
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>>8200799
where does the solar wind end?
>>
>>8200801
these seem really close to satire desu
at least we know he's in heaven with god now
>>
>>8200790
Why do you think every anon is Shakira? That's called paranoia.
>>
>>8200745
Move in with me
I'm moving to
L O N D O N
O
N
D
O
N
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>>8200820
>moving to the same city as your stalker
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this guy might be better than ben garrison
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>>8200815
This is probably the most famous one for people who read them ironically
I'm gonna stop now I wanna go play league
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>>8200828
@ least there will be someone who knows you
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>>8200818
Ok
https://clyp.it/bqkysmt5
>>8200828
I think I have a few of them actually, I noticed this random person showing up in my recommended people on Facebook, which means they were looking at my profile
Meh
I actually have friends in London though lol
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>>8200829
>>8200831
>>8200801
CHICK TRACTS OMG
I had an American friend in high school who used to show me these
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>>8200781
Looks like I'm gonna be single forever.
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>>8200781
>doesn't allow me to check the box of interested in ages 1-18
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>>8200782
Actually the stars are painted on a sphere we live inside, check your era cistime scum
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>>8200846
It doesn't even work.
But idgi either, why I'm not allowed to date 18 year olds
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Really want some dick right now lasses
>>8200846
Lmao
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>>8200838
>Hating someone for caring about you
That makes sense I guess. Some anon came here to say that she saw you doing drugs with Rachel on FB, that was probably her in your recommended people.
>>
>>8200854
h-haha yeah
18 year olds...
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>>8200846
>>8200854
Because there's no good data separating 15-18 year olds from literal three year olds, I'm guessing
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>>8200856
Lmfao
You're getting trolled bud
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>>8200781
>tfw just want a white dude
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>>8200859
whats the median annual income for one year olds
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>>8200792
There is literally garbage all around there and it's not even a place where people live.
>>
Wtf I'm not stalking Mercury! And she sounds like Ursula Rucker.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0yu6DoLC6Ag
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>>8200820
>London
Please stop I don't want chucked off a roof
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>>8200869
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i want to be a cute girl that everyone wants to fuck

>>8200781
i guess i have some ok odds
>>
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Some of you are alright
Don't be passing tomorrow
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>>8200864
why don't you want to get BLACKED?
>>
>>8200877
don't worry I won't be
>>
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I love you, /mtfg/~
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>>8200876
Except for rich or smart people and niggers?
>>
>>8200876
why do you specifically want to date poor people who haven't graduated college?
>>
>>8200781
>can't pick transgirls
what is this a normie pol?
>>
>>8200877
death to all cis women and passers
>>
>>8200883
<3
>>
>>8200877
Don't have to worry about that from me :^)
>>8200876
>not dating smart or rich people
>not wanting a sugar daddy
baka desu senpai
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>>8200885
i want people i can keep as pets
>>
>>8200894
*holds out leash*
>>
>>8200894
o-ok
thats n-normal..
>>
>>8200894
>you will never be broken and turned into a girl by a dom
>>
>>8200894
>not wanting to be the pet
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>>8200867
i like this statue
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>>8200877
I was in that thread.
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>>8200903
no, i'm ok w/ being a pet, but i want to have a pet too
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>>8200907
is that where the some of you are alright meme came from?
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>>8200908
pets can't have pets silly
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>>8200894
How do I become your pet
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>>8200916
you're not allowed to work.
you let me take care of you.
i'll cook all the foods you love & give lots of hugs & cuddles
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>>8200906
Lol that's a near copy of the one in London. Same columns in the background and everything
>>8200913
Yes.
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>tfw ywn be a subservient pet gf to a qt guy
>ywn take care of his every want and desire
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>>8200920
>you're not allowed to work.
Yes please

>you let me take care of you.
Yes please

>i'll cook all the foods you love
Yes please

>give lots of hugs
Ehhh

>cuddles
; -;
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>>8200932
what's the point of even having a pet if i can't show my affection?
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>>8200938
>affection
Don't use words I don't understand
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ice cream
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>>8200629
So In theory quitting will make me cis

Right? RIGHT
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how much did this make u think?
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>>8200954
not a lot
no benis no fap
>>
nut, yea if you're richer than me, then, it's very likely that i'd be the pet instead

>>8200954
that woman fucking pisses me off
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>>8200954
makes me think i want to kill myself
>>
>>8200959
>that woman fucking pisses me off
ikr. what's with that gesture at the end of the first clip?!?? does she think she's better than me?
>>
>>8200954
That ass isn't real.
>>
>>8200879
no i dont
>>8200906
cone head wilin
guarding the modern 'art'
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>>8200966
so?
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>>8200968
Means her genetics aren't anything to be envious of she's just rich.
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hugg
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>>8200954
what's it supposed to make me think about
>>
>>8200920
Can I be your pet please?
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>>8200977
wait so you're telling me she's incredibly attractive AND rich? I feel much better now.
>>
>natural hairline is very far back so there is no hair line to regrow
>large and wide skull
>bug eyes
>not alpha looking but not feminine either
>super wide shoulders


Now I realise why past me is so desperate to quit. Fucking retard me gets lulled with delusional hon vision into taking hrt and gets all self accepty.

I've been taking 50mg cypro would it really matter if I just kept that without e until I got raloxi
>>
tfw unending boob pain
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cold
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>>8200987
my hairline never receded and there are new little baby hairs that are starting to grow
how tall are you?
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I only slept 4.5 hours should I try to sleep more?
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>>8200987
all that on top of a big jawline and buried in fat and unwanted muscle
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>>8200954
Not really desu
I'm content being ugly as long as I pass
>>8200987
>50mg cypro
Don't doses of cypro like that cause depression and suicidal thoughts?
That would explain a lot desu
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>>8200985
i guess before start thinking about hsving pets, i need to start making money 1st
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>>8200986
Lmao she looks like she's had work done on her face. I'm not jealous at all, anyone can look like that with enough money. She's not a real natural beauty, looks like a Kardashian. I saw a young Tyra Banks on the Fresh Prince show yesterday, now THAT made me feel.
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>>8200997
>Don't doses of cypro like that cause depression and suicidal thoughts?
i went through a really really bad patch probably due to cypro but it doesn't last forever
or at least it didn't for me
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>>8200997
Yeah and then I got suicidal off it

>>8200993
5"10

Even as a fully repressing guy I looked fucking weird. I have this fucking mutant look about me

Couldn't even be handsome as a consolation
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>>8200987
>raloxi
Don't do it, you'll regret not letting your boobs grow.
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watery girl cum
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>>8201003
idk I thought you looked handsome in your pics
i'd date you pre-trans desu
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is amy the dumbest /mtfg/ poster not named faye?
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>>8201000
>I'm not jealous at all, anyone can look like that with enough money
again, not seeing how her being rich AND beautiful makes this better. I think you have to have a pretty twisted and turned upside down view if something as arbitrary as fakeness makes anything change.
Also would never really pick out tyra as being particularly attractive. face too angular.
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>>8201005
I'll regret having tits when the rest of me is a hulking manbeast frame

Like at the gym. I'm fucking tank compared to even tall girls my height

It's all skeletal too. Cannot be changed. I need to cut my losses and find a way to live with minimal dysphoria and maximum social camouflage

I can lie about being gay. No one will need to know about that except my friends
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>>8201017
its so weird to me that you have an accepting family but you're so insanely closeted
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>>8200994
depends what you have to do today
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>>8200977
do you think people who are envious of her go "Ree, why aren't my GENETICS as good as hers??". People are envious of her looks, does not matter how she got them.
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>>8201023
I work at 6 PM but that's 7 hours from now
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>>8200999
Aww :(
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tfw attracted to old pre-transition photos of myself

..is that normal or
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>>8200992
*warm hug*
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>>8201027
i know.
but i can't just adopt a person right now
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>>8201015
>>8201025
You're jealous because you want to look like that, you can look like that because it's just a matter of having money rather than genetic luck tht's why you shouldn't be jealous.
And leave my waifu alone.
>>8201017
How tall are you? You looked like a pretty average young person in your boymode pic.
>>8201020
Lmao that's literally me, my mum and aunt actually buy girl stuff for me yet i'm still too ashamed to live as a woman. My dad is an asshole but he's in another country now so who cares about him.
>>8201029
Trip on Basic.
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>>8201026
mby take a lil nap
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>>8201025
>People are envious of her looks
Americans maybe. She looks borderline deformed.
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>>8201034
>You're jealous because you want to look like that, you can look like that because it's just a matter of having money
Except not everyone is able to acquire wealth either. And even then, the surgical options are NOT the same for males and females
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>>8201010
I guess I have self image issues. No one else sees what I see

>>8201013
I'm just self aware , my only source of confidence comes from knowing I look normal

That will dwindle away the longer I'm on hrt
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>>8201035
I'm feeling my sleep debt reset. I don't feel particularly tired but I have that tingling pressure in my head that says what I'm doing isn't healthy.
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>>8201032
Can I be your friend at least?
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>>8201020
The family I care about is pretty darn accepting and I live in an accepting environment but I'm still closeted to everyone but my mom
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>>8201042
disgusting.
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>>8201020
Years of my own self correction from childhood made me not to want to be myself but look to society to see what behaviour is acceptable to emulate

So I adopt the easiest to maintain, closed off, reserved, depressed looking guy.


>>8201034
5"10

But everyone in Scotland is a midget and tiny frames
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>>8201037
Just escort or get a sugar daddy, that's probably how she paid for it.
That's true but you'd just end up looking like a bigger version of her. Guys like tall bimbos with large skulls too. Follow your dreams
>>8201042
They'll make this but not a dick-shaped rainbow cake.
>>8201046
Omg that's perfect model-tier height.
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>>8201046
>So I adopt the easiest to maintain, closed off, reserved, depressed looking guy.
I did this too honestly but at like 20 I stopped caring if people knew I was into guys
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check this shit out
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>>8201048
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>>8201048
>Just escort or get a sugar daddy, that's probably how she paid for it.
that won't get you big bucks if she was unattractive.
And I don't care what guys think(that much), I care what I think
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>>8201049
I'm ok when I'm with my friends. But I just shut it down in public or people or I don't know well

>>8201048
But models have small bones and don't have muscular frames
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>>8201051
oooooo that looks so pretty
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I want pizza
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bored, loneli, and hungry
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>>8201050
I recognize buck angel but who is the mtf supposed to be
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>>8201058
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>>8201057
C E N T R A L L I N E
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>>8201054
Trans models are fashionable now.
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>>8201061
me
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>>8201064
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>>8201068
"your eyes just can't see black people"???? WTF RACIST!!!!111!!!1
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tfw mum calls you son again
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>>8201064
>*look of disapproval*


>on hrt: "fuck hrt I don't need"
>off hrt: "holy fuck I need it"
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>>8201064
Yeah the ones that kinda look like masculine women, not just straight up (twink)hons
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>>8201063
is that richardino spencerino in the back
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>>8201072
uwu
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>>8201071
Are you unable to read, because you are black?
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>>8201065
u are pretty
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>>8201080
it kinda looks like it huh
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>>8201082
Did you know all babies are born black, and only turn white when they learn to read? Reading is an evil invention intended to remove the black baby from history!
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>>8201085
thanks :D
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who here /racewarnow/?
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>>8201087
hi
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>>8201091
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>>8201093
Hello
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Going to try and sleep a bit. Be back in a while, friends.
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>>8201073
You look like an 18 year old, stop wasting your potential.
>>8201079
Get BBL
>>8201082
Yes.
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>>8201091
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>>8201095
how are you?
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>>8201102
>stop wasting your potential.
why does amy get hugboxed so hard
I'm not even trying to be mean but people really go off the deep end with it
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>>8201087
I guess the meme about women not understanding humor was true.
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I WANT MY FUCKING HAIR NOW REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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>>8201109
this.
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>>8201105
I'm good wbu
Bit nauseous and lonely but good

>>8201113
How so
>>8201116
Same
REEEEEE
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>>8201109
Trip on Amy.
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>Why won't you shave anon! You have such a strong jawline when you do.

I want to shave so bad but I need my facial hair in order to repress :(
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>>8201119
*hugg*
me too
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>>8201125
repression beards never work.
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>>8201118
how big is your dick?
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>>8201102
That pic was in glare lighting. It doesn't show the true extent the masculinity
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>>8201128
good is good
You should always try feeling good

>tfw ket order got cancelled so now I have to wait even longer
BAD FEEL
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>>8201131
It's kinda irrelevant lol
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>>8201138
although I probably gained lots of weight and it makes me feel bad.
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>>8201146
Try not eating 'za all the time niBBa
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>>8201149
I haven't had pizza in a long time, but i still manage to eat too much :(
What's a niBBa?
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>>8201130
why not :c
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>>8201155
It's a bad ironic meme where you replace letters with the capital B emoji

Still no self-control, then? Iktf
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the future is here
now I can become obese with no worries or fears
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>>8201146
did someone say GAINZ baby
PICK UP YA DAMN MILK LADS
I HOPE YOU AINT EATING PROCESSED CARBS
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>>8201163
Thank you for explaining me and yeah :(
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is trashy what happens when a tranny browses /fit/ too much
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>>8201165
I don't understand what you're saying, but I had a Milkshake today
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are we posting boymode pictures and sulking about how we aren't going to pass
I'd do that but I'm nervous about posting my face online
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>>8201168
Only if they're jaded lmao

>>8201167
Try a diet :^)
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>>8201168
It's what happens when an ironic shitposter visits /fit/ too much
I'll stop browsing that board when I stop needing to lose weight desu.
>>8201169
Milk with PROCESSED SUGAR
NOOOOOOOO
>>8201171
I do that all the time
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>>8201173
But eating is nice :(
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>>8201171
yes
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>>8201174
Uhh i dunno it was milk with bananas in it.
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>>8201176
It is but getting fat isn't
Just sleep more and eat 2 meals a day
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>>8201183
sleep more eat less
its genius desu
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>>8201176
Eat high fat/high protein foods that you like and monitor your calories
>>8201180
milk and banana is oke just keep the fructose away from ur precious body
>>8201183
>2 meals a day
Never gonna make it brah
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>>8201135
I look like a big scary alpha male with short hair, no makeup, jaw tilted forward and a dude coat as well. It's all about how you present yourself. Stop repressing.
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>>8201184
Yeah it's unironically a good system

>>8201185
Who's the fatty here again
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>>8201183
:(

>>8201185
Okay I'll try to eat less fruits and more pizza
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>>8201189
my boy mode just looks like some manner of nerd trash goblin
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>>8201193
Life's no fun is it (or can't I say such things anymore)
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>>8201185
>keep the fructose away
Wtf I love fruit?
>2 meals a day
Wtf that's all I can be bothered to eat now my appetite has gone down, isn't that good?
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>>8201199
cute
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>>8201190
hey I'm not 'fat' anymore I'm in official skinnyfat territory
>>8201193
pizza is just carb tho senpai
>>8201204
I eat one meal a day which is usually just a litre of milk and a few pieces of meat
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>>8201204
why are you eating fruit
I thought you were /keto/
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>>8201199
cuuuute
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>>8201206
There is also cheese on it!
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>>8201206
Well I had to exaggerate to defend myself >:(
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>>8201164
What is the exact purpose of that thing
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>>8201206
why are you drinking milk if you want to lose weight
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>tfw not going gently into that good night rn
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>>8201199
Cute. I'd show you my boymode but I don't want to get recognized by you on the tube.
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no bully
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>>8201207
I-I'm Jamaican! I need mango and pineapple to live!
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Alright fine I'll post boymode and whine
tfw shoulders so wide it's a miracle I can fit through doors
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>>8201213
I only drink a litre a day which is like 700kcal it basically makes it easier to eat only one meal a day and control my insulin better.
I used to eat huge meals that was like hundreds of grams of pasta with half a kilo of meat in them and it was a lot harder to manage
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>>8201212
its to move patients in hospitals around who are too obese to be moved in other manners
>>8201225
you already have a girly face
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>sleep all day
>wake up at 2am
>try to go back to sleep
>can't
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Im a lightweight when it comes to alcohol
Why did i think doing shots was a good idea?
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>>8201205
>>8201209
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>>8201229
yeah, I have a feminine-ish face and a high pitched voice, which I'm thankful for
but that doesn't stop me from obsessing over the bad, even though I know it's unhealthy

I also think my estrogen is too low but I don't know how to get it checked because my doctor doesn't do estradiol tests and you can't get labwork done without a doctor's prescription in my state
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>>8201239
>having alcohol to drink
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>>8201199
cuuute
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>>8201215
that's fair lol
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>>8201239
alchohol comes from FRUCTOSE
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>>8201241
i'd have dated you if you weren't a transgender lesbian desu
you have a nice face
>>
*hugg*
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>>8201239
Shots are good, that's why
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>>8201250
vodka is carb-free though
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>>8201257
But i ended up sobbing and could barely stand so my bf had to take me home
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And here's me standing in front of the same mirror in girl clothes and makeup. Both pics were taken only a few days apart. Moral of the story Amy is that you look like a man b/c you're in man clothes.
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didn't study once for my human anatomy class and just passed it ayyy~
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>>8201243
>but that doesn't stop me from obsessing over the bad
iktf
there's gotta be SOME doctor near you who is able to blood test for hormones
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>>8201261
>your BF
fucker
Do shots taste decently? Wine is disgusting to me and beer is carbonated, but I gotta get drunk somehow
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>>8201260
its not about carbs tho both of them turn to fat in your liver
>>8201266
>tfw look like a man in womens clothes
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>>8201267
okay
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>>8201267
>human anatomy class
hot
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>>8201268
I could ask my general practitioner, I actually go to the Mazzoni center an hour away because I wanted somewhere that did informed consent but I've already told my GP so I could probably get him to sign off on it
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>>8201248
Turn the dial to 88.60 FM.
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>>8201189
But I fear feminine presentation
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>>8201269
You could try a mixed drink if you don't like shots
>>8201272
Iktf
>>8201267
Nice
Should I keep studying for my chem final nim?
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is there any downside to training your voice and then getting yeson surgery?

seems like it's just assurance that you'd never accidentally slip up
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>>8201267
your so smart emi!
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>>8201277
>Mazzoni
you and beep should hang out
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>>8201266
I'm not ready for that yet. Maybe In a year
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>>8201272
Are you really serious that I can't eat fruit? Fuck that. I love fruit. I'm a weird fatty, I love fruit and cycling I really shouldn't be fat.
>>8201282
Same. But you see my point though what a difference it makes? Also when in girlmode I feel more confident.
>>8201284
It's a good idea but /mtfg/ hates Yeson because they can't afford him so they throw around outdated information and accusations of "laziness" look at all the hate that Faye got.
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>>8201293
yeah but faye didn't really train her voice before she did it
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>>8201289
><

not that smart
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>>8201269
I took mint flavourd shots
They tasted nice
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>>8201293
Yes.i get your point.
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>>8201296
Nim what the fuck are you talking about, I went to nearly a year of professional voice lessons at a hospital with a specialist
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>>8201303
thats cute but also horrifying
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>>8201303
choo choo!
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>>8201304
oh

post a clip that's not you trying to do a guy voice
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>>8201293
You can eat high fibre fruit
It's all to do with how much you eat relative to your exercise level cuh
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>>8201297
you really are!
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>>8201307
>>8201308
I just want huggs :(
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>>8201228
>pic
>o, cool, nightmare vision goggles
>everything looks the same, lol XD
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>>8201269
It's a matter of preference. Be sure to try out different kinds because not everyone likes everything. My favorites are vodka, tequila, brandy, and any dark rum. And don't instantly judge an alcohol based on a single cheap brand. I've had some whisky that wasn't even worth drinking it was so bad.
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>>8201316
Hugg
>>
Heeeey, how's everyone doing? Hopefully good.
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>>8201318
wrong meme senpai
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>>8201323
*hugg Hanna*
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>>8201269
I only ever drink vodka and it's pretty disgusting desu
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>>8201290
I wouldn't mind that, always nice to make new friendos
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>>8201312
you are too :)
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>>8201337
><
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>>8201322
the only kinds of spirits I don't like are whiskey and tequila
whiskey tastes like dirty rum and I just don't understand tequila
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>>8201333
I can drink it like it's water.
>>
Hey /mtfg/

>>8201135
Now try girlmode

>>8201189
ohhh, scary black man :P

>>8201199
Commi/10

>>8201266
Wow, total qt
>>
>tfw you're very attracted to faye for her non-passing; more masc qualities
>tfw faye is only attracted to meek, sickly, frail cis/intersex women
>tfw you're neither
>tfw you're largely Asexual and would rather have a cuddly bromance with her... a romantic best friend
>tfw she's a shallow self absorbed bitch at times and most of her mtfg posting is for self affirmation and attention seeking b/c nobody irl will hold her close, by her sides, and tell her she's beautiful to her stupid, derpy, angsty face
>tfw you have to post this as anon
>tfw her masculine qualities are just as attractive as her meek feminine qualities... which makes her the perfect partner.
Goddamnit faye
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>>8201332
Thanks c:
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>>8201352
trip on nim
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>>8201309
I tried to say oh my god I'm like so feminine rn
https://clyp.it/jb5ezkkx
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>>8201356
I'm not nim.
I'very been tripping on/off since 2014
>>
paaaaaaaanic attack
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>>8201352
hi sass
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>>8201346
I can understand not liking those. I used to despise whiskey with a passion. Tequila was the first alcohol I drank in large amounts and I have both fond and horrific memories from the experience. Gin is pretty much the only spirit that I have trouble drinking now.
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>>8201363
Not sass either.
I'm american.
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>>8201364
yeah gin is like a slightly grosser version of vodka
white rum dark rum and vodka is all I need
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>>8201356
wat lmao
>>
my lips smell like roses uwu
>>
>>8201352
Please come marry me
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>>8201370
sass isn't capable of typing out that many characters without something assfuck retarded that makes no sense popping in
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>tfw you will never be a hotheaded, edgy qt like ryuko matoi
why live, /r9k/?

>>8201364
Where can I even GET alcohol to try? Well, I guess the bar, but I feel really weird going to a bar alone and I'm pretty sure bars are expensive
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>>8201379
That lip balm finally come in?
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>>8201379
is it nice? I need something for mine
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>>8201358
hmmmm

im laying on the couch rn and i don't wanna get up to go to my computer

what a sticky situation im in
>>
someone help body is just twisting and i feel sick, like i can't move fucking christ god
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>>8201381
I've been on hormones longer than those two anyways.
Breasts, hips, fulltime, the whole 9
And I can hold a fucking job/my own place/cars
>>8201380
You're not interested anyways.
You feigned interest a long time ago. Now it's just alot of ignoring.
It's okay.
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>>8201386
ye :)

the other thing i got for them is getting here tomorrow

>>8201390
it smells really good and isn't sticky like the aquaphor i was using

too soon to tell if it helps with my chapped lips tho!
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>>8201253
thank you anon

its hard to appreciate from my own perspective but i think its just insecurity autism basically
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>>8201364
Whiskey is ok when you drink it in small quantities
Tequila is ok
I love gin

I hate hate hate Jägermeister, i once drank a whole bottle and now i throw up when i just taste it
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>>8201400
keep me updated on how it goes!
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>>8201392
Hmmm
https://clyp.it/qnwwtkxu
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>>8201400
What is that exactly?
>>
Stay away from mirrors, cause I still don't talk to strangers
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>>8201402
I like Jager, but it has too much sugar for me to want to drink it more than maybe once a year.
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>>8201399
I never feign, that was still really cute, I'd literally get very much into your personal space and express my dominance if you said that to me in person
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>>8201394
like just be yourself
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>>8201411
same
sad jaegerbombs are so unhealthy
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>>8201409
some thing made from papayas that's supposed to be good for putting on your lips overnight

>>8201403
i will!
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>>8201420
I also hate energy drinks
So that's like the worst thing to drink for me
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no apparent end in sight loool
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>>8201429
drink water okay
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>>8201429
energy drinks are crack to me
if they weren't so insanely expensive I'd drink several a day
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tfw no one here lives in wisconsin except for me
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>>8201422
Sounds faaaancy. Just hope it works.
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>>8201436
No
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>>8201441
Where in Wisconsin?
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>>8201443
i hope so

i want nice lips :(

>>8201446
but it's good for you
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>>8201441
What is a wisconsin ?
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>harry kane will never be your bf
Life is cruel
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>>8201451
this
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>wanna go skateboard
>it's sunday and busy as fuck outside
guess I'll do tranny shit lmao
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>>8201442
heyy i know who you are
never thought you'd be into faye lol
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>>8201351
>now try girlmode

maybe one day.
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>>8201458
wtf r u 13
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>>8201462
No, do it now
Go shopping on monday and buy girl clothes
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>>8201466
do it for me okay
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>>8201464
a-adults can learn to skateboard too ;_;
it is a legitimate sport
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>>8201402
I only like jager in jäger bombs or mixed
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>>8201448
milwaukee

>>8201451
>>8201456
its an alright place
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>>8201471
Ok, i'll drink water when you start girlmode
Or at least andro
Your mom knows anyway
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>>8201466
I'll wait until all my muscle is gone

4 months or something
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just gotta wait out this catatonic seizure til i have enough energy to kill myself
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>>8201480
no she doesn't wtf

she told me not to looks trans if im not trans today
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>>8201487
>she told me not to looks trans if im not trans today
what
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>>8201482
Hmm, ok
But you could start dressing andro
Skinny jeans, tight or light loose tops/t-shirts
And do something with your hair
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>>8201487
So she basically said you should dress trans when you are
Maybe she'd be more accepting than you think
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>>8201488
she keeps bringing up that i was confused as female yesterday and when i told her to cut it out she told me to man up my appearance and that if i wasn't "that way" then i shouldn't look that way
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>>8201449
What's it called?
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>>8201449
It's okay, sweet chiiiild.
You will.

>>8201474
Used to skateboard in middle school. Couldn't imagine doing it now.
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>>8201498
but she also says trans people are just gay guys and that id never look like a girl

but she also said yesterday that i look like a girl with my hair this long so idk
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>>8201501
pain your nails or something
put the nail in the coffin
kill shot
>>
anyone know anything about rhinoplasty
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>>8201508
Just do it
At first i thought my mother wouldn't be supportive either, but she actually was

Just tell her
She doesn't seem like she'd throw you out for it
I think the worse that could happen is she doesn't accept it and still calls you by your boyname
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>>8201512
as nim said earlier, don't underestimate how much hispanics hate queers
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>>8201503
smiths rosebud salve i believe

>>8201507
hope so!

>>8201509
no im scared

>>8201512
idk she'd also try to get me to go a church thing for gay guys and would probably berate me about it all the time

she's already kind of doing that already
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>>8201510
Edie is getting it done, ask her. IIRC Ash did too but it was to correct a defect.
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>>8201512
stop trying to force her into it, it could end up in conversion therapy being forced on her
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>>8201508
>but she also says trans people are just gay guys
I grew up believing this and it wasn't until I started talking to trans people online I realised that trans people were actually For The Most Part just regular fucking humans and not like circus freaks.
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>>8201514
Idk, when she talks about her mother it seems like they're actually pretty close and everything
I don't think her mother would give that up so easy
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>>8201514
But latina trannies are so pretty, why does the Hispanic community seek to deny us this treasure?
>>8201518
>Nim tells her mum
>Nim never heard from again.
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>>8201519
>not like circus freaks
is it possible for people born in the 60s to understand this
its 100% how my dad views trans people and he has no real reason to change his views I feel like
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>>8201518
You're probably right
>>
W2c relaxin??
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>>8201529
Show him a passing non-weird tranny like Laverne Cox or something. The only tranny boomers know about is Caitlyn.
>>
>the you want to get coffee with anon and nuzzle
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>>8201539
im relaxin rn
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>>8201539
cummies
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>>8201400
>>8201379

u will see
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>>8201542
shes married tho lol
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>>8201490
I'd be scared to do that when going to gym

All the scary alphas 0.0
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>>8201548
what will i see edie
>>
>>8201550
I know

Maybe I know

That's my guess too
>>
it's cool i'm getting exhausted, soon i'll fall asleep and hopefully not have this feeling when i wake up
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>>8201541
yeeeeaaah I mean even long before caitlyn jenner was a thing he would make comments about it
and you know I now remember him watching orange is the new black with my sister and as laverne cox was putting on a wig he said something like anyone who does that has mental issues while looking at me (he found my girl clothes once)

so I think I'll just consider it a lost cause and whatever happens happens
>>
>>8201555
yeah nobody else writes like that
think she doesn't mind you figuring it out
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>>8201556
same but not waking up would be even cooler
>>
>>8201553

pretty lips
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>>8201539
google relaxin-2 and you can find places that sell it for research purposes only that say not for human consumption
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>>8201564
i hope so

rn they're just chappy lips

but they're chappy lips that smell like roses
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>>8201551
In the gym lots of guys actually wear stuff similar to leggings and loose shirts are good for sports too
At least here, idk about scottland

Also you don't have to all the time, but you could try to make your clothes more andro over time

But i think it would make you feel better about yourself and helps you with accepting yourself
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opinions? is /mtfg/ entirely composed of people on the left side of this image?
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>>8201557
Yeah some people will never change their views. That's most people actually, society largely progresses b/c people die. How old are you? Can't you move out?
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>>8201571
I will over time
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>>8201575
Most people don't live in an accepting environment.
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>>8201575
I went down three on the right then looped and went up the left side
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>>8201581
im 23 and have my own place
that happened years ago
i'm like 5.5 months hrt and i look and act faggier than I used to so im getting more and more afraid of him
plus the less often he sees me the greater the changes appear
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>>8201575
I was the first on the left and then the one on the right
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>>8201593
WEIẞWURST
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> want to write a New song
> can't and It feels like I'm smashing my head off a wall to get a creative thought
Even though I don't believe in writers blocks, this is the worst
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>>8201595
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>>8201601
WILLST DU AN MEINER WEIẞWURST SCHLECKEN?
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>>8201596
Oh, because you asked yesterday
My favorite musician was kurt cobain
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Hrt made me more beta face lol
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>>8201575
It's hard to motivate myself to voice train when I'm so damn close to female that I get mistaken for female on the phone a bunch

I wish my voice were a bit more feminine but it seems like a lot of work when I'm already 90% of the way there
>>
>in high school
>constantly imagine what I'd be like if I were female
>think about the style of clothes I'd wear

>takes 5 entire years and so much other shit to finally realize i'm trans
>>
>>8201347
I had some bad binge drinking experiences now I can't stand it
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>>8201603
Nein

>>8201611
There's even a girl
>>
wouldn't it be cool if you could be a girl for a day

like no homo
>>
>>8201605
Ah, even though I wasn't sure when he died, I had a feeling it was him for some reason
>>
>>8201617
JAWOHL!
>>
>>8201596
Don't think causing brain damage will help.
>>
>>8201591
So just ignore him? I'm in a similar position, my dad keeps threatening to come to my house and invade my life, just gotta tell him no.
>>8201613
I thought it was just a curiosity all boys had.
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>>8201613
>thinking about female clothes
>wondering about being one
>trying to make voice sound female during high school years in private
>you know I wish I was female actually
....
>years later in college
>discover HRT is a thing
>cry for hours
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>>8201618
I'd sleep with so many guys hahaha yeah it wouldn't even be gay
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>>8201618
How bad is it I just day dreamed about what that would feel like and I'm legally female
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>>8201618
I'd be sooo happy
>>
>>8201625
>I thought it was just a curiosity all boys had.
I can very clearly remember thinking that it was kinda just something all guys wished for
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>>8201613
Reading books as 9 years old, self-insert as elvish princesses, and mages that use tranformation magic to make themself female.

Dislike for puberty changes etc. Trying IRL very hard not to be associated with anything female, although you want to more than anything

by year 17 after almost a decade of this, realize you probably are trans, decide to try to be a man and repress >.<, broke down at 22 years old.
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>>8201618
>tfw you're a woman for the rest of your life

:)
>>
>>8201627
haha yeah

wait i mean no

>>8201634
ye a lil especially with those jugs

>>8201635
what are you gay
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>>8201618
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>>8201618
Totally wanna be a girl

No tranmo
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>>8201644
What no wtf

I mean is it gay if you want people to call you a girl and they dont?
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>>8201638
>remember asking my sister if she disliked anything about being a girl, because it couldn't be as great as I imagined it
>"nah, not really"
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>>8201642
how
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>Mfw some monk in the city tried to convince me to join his religion.

I would but I really don't want to shave my head and wear those tacky robes
>>
All boys wish they were girls sometimes right? H-hahaha
>>
>>8201659
Whoa Knoxville has monks? What the fuck
>>
>>8201650
I just want to be pretty :(
>>
>>8201661
yeah i did don't sweat it
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>>8201648
ye
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>hair still not back to it's old length yet
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drugs pls
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>>8201661
Don't all men daydream about living happy full lives as a girl while putting on dresses and stuff

How about visualizing getting fucked in your vagina
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>>8201665
No, I'm in Philadelphia right now.
Heading back to Knoxville tonight
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>>8201674
trip on anna
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>>8201673
tugg eva hair
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>>8201638
Same.
>>8201659
Sounds like something out of GTA
>>8201675
How long have you been transitioning for? i'm amazed you haven't cracked and gone full time already.
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>>8201679
uwu
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>>8201677
n-not her desu
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>>8201682
Almost four years

And I did crack and go full time as a man
>>
pros and cons of suicide?
>>
>>8201661
....Got some bad news for you...
>>
is lauren ok, is she alive?
suddenly i'm worried :c
>>
>>8201693
pros:
• you're dead

cons:
• you're dead
>>
>>8201699
she's ok, she just left 4chan
>>
>>8201691
Holy shit Faye, what are you scared of exactly? I heard you have DD tits and got voice surgery so your family must surely already know..
>>
WHEN THE PRIEST COMES TO READ ME THE LAST RITES
I TAKE A LOOK THROUGH THE BARS AT THE LAST SIGHTS
OF A WORLD THAT HAS GONE VERY WRONG FOR ME
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>>8201703
I thought she liked it here

ok thank you <3
>>
>>8201709
people were assholes to her constantly for like basically no reason
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>>8201718
that's bad
i'm sure it was less toxic here before
i wish people were nicer
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>>8201718
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>>8201732
>I can't handle bantz so I'm gonna bully and harass a vulnerable person
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>>8201718
Lauren was severely mentally ill. It's for the best that she left 4chan because posting on mtfg literally all day and never leaving her room was only worsening her condition.
>>
Faye is gonna end up like Caitlyn, some old rich Republican who finally comes out the closet at 65 despite being on hormones and having surgeries since their twenties.
>>
>>8201743
no she was joking when she said that desu
I don't remember the whole scenario but she wasn't being serious
>>
>assaulted by my autistic nephew 4 times while making breakfast
I hate my life :(

>>8201661
I remember saying to a guy friend how nice being a girl might be and he looked at me like I was completely insane >.>
>>
people here got into arguments with lauren about her political opinions and then posted her pictures and bullied her when they couldn't continue. Toxic motherfuckers desu

>>8201718
this p much
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>>8201745
Lauren was sweet and scared and niceposting here was one thing she had to escape her shitty life
>>
>>8201764
>sweet
>niceposting
ehhh maybe thats a bit much to say desu
>>
*sprays rancid ejaculate everywhere in order to attract a mate*
>>
>>8201774
d-does that work??
>>
>>8201779
*starts thrusting towards you and screeching since you showed interest*
>>
>>8201575
really hate people that like pepe better than wojak.
>>
>>8201789
pepe is a dumb meme character whereas wojak is actually Highly Relatable
>>
>>8201764
I mean I don't hate Lauren but let's not kid ourselves here. She had the mind of a child and had to be taken care of 24/7 by her parents and would post asking what to do to change her situation then say I can't or I'm too afraid for every response. In between those posts she would make a few political ones and also shitpost with images. All the bullying was messing with her already fragile mental health so it's good that she's not here anymore. I legitimately think she was special ed or something close to that.
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>>8201793
>not being able to relate to pepe
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>>8201795
>She had the mind of a child
no
> had to be taken care of 24/7 by her parents
no
her father was extremely abusive and her mother neglected to help her
> then say I can't or I'm too afraid for every response
you know anxieties and phobias are real things that can ruin a persons life if they have zero support in these things from their surroundings right?
> I legitimately think she was special ed or something close to that.
no, she just had a really shitty enviroment coupled with very common problems found in trans women
>>
>>8201802
i cant relate to a dumb fucking smug cartoon frog, i can relate to the original version of wojak which is just a bald man with a sorrowful expression
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choose your fighter
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>>8201795
i don't think you ever met her
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>>8201806
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>>8201805
she was literally afraid of the dark lol
unless she was kidding
>>
>>8201814
>phobias and anxieties aren't real lol just get over it xD
>>
>>8201795
No she was a lot more sane on Skype, she said she just had hardcore anxiety. She was taking boatloads of xanax.
>>8201807
Are they trannies? If no I'm not interested.
>>
Need (yous)s

Mean posters need not reply
>>
>>8201818
but...afraid of the dark?
>>8201820
>Are they trannies?
yes
or i'm told they are
the left for sure is
the middle is so pretty it upsets me kinda
>>
IT'S CODEINE TIME
GETTIN FUZZY

WHO NEEDS GENDER DYSPHORIA AND BEING SUICIDAL WHEN YOU CAN BE SO FUCKED UP ON OPIATES YOU CAN'T THINK PROPERLY OR HAVE A PERSONALITY
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>not just relating to anime girls
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>>8201821
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>>8201823
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qEja72NSg5Q
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>>8201830
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>>8201825
that's sad tho :c
>>
>>8201825
you should find a medical professional to put you into a coma for the rest of your life
>>
>>8201834
iron maiden is
1) good as hell
2) see above
>>
>>8201823
Damn they must have started at 16. Middle one is my favourite too, if you find any more pics of her let me know.
>>8201825
>Codeine
Lol I graduated to cocaine like a month ago. Codeine is for babbies.
>>
>>8201820
>Are they trannies?
The image is apparently from a video called Stunning trans women part 2
>>
>>8201850
but you don't take an upper if you want to forget yourself
>>
>>8201825
have fun
>>
>>8201843
kek i wish

also im gonna go on kageshi and do shit with candlewax in a min once i set up my vape

/reallifeexperience
>>
>>8201853
I don't want to forget myself anymore I want to feel amazing. Why do you think I became so positive?
>>8201852
How do I apply for the next shoot?
>>
>>8201707
My breasts are much smaller now, I often skip estrogen for days and don't take any other pills

Everyone knows I'm ok da treated way worse now but it's w/e

I just want a wife and you can't get that as a woman that doesn't pass

>>8201748
I'm liberal
>>
>>8201852
>reading the comments on the video
w e w l a d
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>>8201867
>How do I apply for the next shoot?
https://www.youtube.com/user/AnitaLasenza/videos
>>
>>8201825
Seek sunlight pinhead

How are you too stupid for a personality? Doesnt even make sense...
>>
>>8201888
robin should just be put out of her misery honestly
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The college I willl be going to this fall covers HRT for trannies via student insurance, and the page about it says to email the LGBT department for further information, but I'm too autistic to email them.


abort me s'il te plait
>>
>>8201879
>won the breast lottery
>threw it away
Fuck you Faye.
>>8201885
Kl thnx
>>8201894
All she needs is FFS.
>>
All these people taking shots at Robin, what's y'all's problem, you so pathetic you're envious or her escapism?
>>
>>8201879
i hate your life
>>
>>8201894
I mean im nearly retarded but cmon now...lets at least pretend were not...i relate to robin a bunch but idk im a little bit smarter than her in many ways.
>>
why can't everyone just be ok
why can't i be the only one that gets hurt
everything would be a lot fucking better
>>
>>8201072

tfw sisters will always call you brother because you'll break ties with them before coming out to them
>>
>>8201899
>All she needs is FFS.
that won't even do anything
she'll still talk about how she's incapable of doing anything because of how all the ways she's disabled
and thats ASSUMING she's even satisfied with her results

plus you can't fix that ribcage she's always posting
>>8201907
start actually reading her posts and look at how miserable she is and all the things she's incapable of doing
like a week ago she told me phones are an enigma to her ffs
>>
>>8201914
She literally can get a cam going buy codeine and i believe she has saod that she has posted from ger phone before. How can someone get a kageshi account and a cam going but not a phone? Im calling bs. I got kicked out of military for bot folidjng clothes and fired from fast food for being too dymb and cant drive or tie my shoes in mid twenties but still...im skeptical to her claims.


Also i dont read her posts. I have one life and im not wasting it on her posts but im at work.
>>
>>8201905
she literally lives for the escapism, I'm not even trying to be mean
very much may as well be put into a coma for the slight possibility of being able to someday let her live as a brain in a vat
>>
>do injection while drunk
>shit ton of blood underneath the skin
oooops
>>
>>8201905
robin is nice
escapism is nice
no problems here imo
>>
>>8201914

Ok well I dunno what to suggest then.
>>8201922
That's why you tie a cord around your arm when shooting heroin.
>>
>>8201920
where do you work?
>>
>>8201920
i can't hear people at all well on the phone due to audio processing issues, that's the main issue I have with them and why i cant work call centres and struggle organising some stuff
voices end up sounding like dalek voices on the phone to me, unintelligible

the buttons are dificult for me but often feasible at elast so i do text when possible and i can use the interne t o phone

also you can sign up forr kageshi on pc dummy
>>
>>8201920
>she has posted from ger phone before. How can someone get a kageshi account and a cam going but not a phone? Im calling bs
I think she meant being able to talk on the phone or hitting the buttons on the phone...which still doesn't make it make any more sense but whatever
>>8201926
>Ok well I dunno what to suggest then
quite honestly a medically induced coma is probably ideal
which is something she tries to do to herself as often as possible anyway
>>
>>8201926
no no it was an E injection
don't worry I'm not like mercury
>>
>>8201805
Not having support sucks big time.
>>8201814
if her dad came in the middle of the night to abuse her, I can see why she was afraid of the dark.

>>8201899
having large breasts isn't the be all to end all of transition. Fears can make even the most beautiful person a shut-in.
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help I think I may be a fag
>>
>>8201941
is this goat poster
>>
>>8201922
popped a blood vessel. Time to use a different one. You need to use a bunch of injection sites, not just one.
>>
>>8201944
me too someone rape me plz it can be a little secret
>>
>>8201950
No, didn't notice my trip had dropped.
>>
>>8201944
same
why are guys so cute now
i swear it didn't use to be like this
>>
I want to go bother the black Zionist Christians that hang out downtown but I have to get ready for work
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ok that anon may have been on to something about looking better if my face is framed by hair

Didn't even faceapp this one. I need to stop frowning perhaps outside...
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>>8201944
Lol faaaaag
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I wish I was a girl.
>>
>>8202013
no
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>>8201879
>skipping estrogen
>>
so slow on a sunday afternoon. I wonder what people are doing.
>>
>>8202010
I may be fag but you are a double fag
>confession2.jpg
>>
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>>8202023
I bet they're all outside hanging with their friends and being girls and stuff
>>
>>8202023
probably suffering from depression
>>
>>8202023
4chan is doomed
>>
i just bought 4chan and im shutting it down okay
>>
>>8202023
I only just got up in the last hour so taking pills and eating between reading. I'm now editing the notes in my clutch.
>>
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>>8202023
I'm waiting for my train to the airport
>>
>>8202026
That cancels out and makes me a straight girl
>>
>>8202023
I'm phoneposting @ work lol
>>
>>8202031
Ok
>>
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>>8202023
Some dumb school stuff
>>
>>8202027
normies
>>8202031
we'd all just migrate to another chan or website and loathe there.
>>
>>8202027
tfw no friends live close to me.
>>
>>8202042
what if i buy those too
>>
>>8202023
I spent all day carving jewelry from wood
>>
>>8202035
Same, I've also had a hella unproductive day and accidentally dropped a jar of pasta sauce
>>
>>8202033
Where are you going?
>>
>>8202034
>you
>straight
>>
>>8202055
My mommy said I could be anything I want to be
>>
>>8202052
>>8202052
Going back home to Knoxville.
I was staying with my parents for a few days in south jersey.
>>
>tfw ket STILL hasn't arrived
>>
r drugz gud or bad
>>
>>8202067
Bad
>>
>>8202047
"Other websites" are actually worth something, though.
>>8202067
they r gud
>>
>>8202065
>>8202065
>>8202065
new thread.
>>
>>8202067
Neither
Shit isn't black and white
>>
>>8202067
Drugs are bad but lots of fun so who cares haha
>>
>>8202067
Mot often bad.

>>8202063
Cool, have a safe trip.
>>
>>8202023
This >>8202028 and watching animu
>>
>>8202067
both
they can be useful for some people but they have drawbacks
they're not cool
but they can be useful when all else fails
>>
>>8202051
lol we have the same job except I work in health and beauty section

>>8202061
I don't think straight girls fantasize about having sex with girls
>>
>>8202067
good
>>
>>8202073
uwu
>>
>>8201879
I don't think you're liberal. Maybe you're a dem but you strike me as moderate right which is what most dems are. Liberal is a bit more to the left.
>>
Over the last couple days I've really lost all my respect for Faye.
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