/mtfg/ Be the best you can be

>>8202070
yeah that's why im gonna buy them

I'll always be shit

>>8202079
shit in what way exactly

>>8202079
*hugg*
That's not true

>>8202067
both
they can be useful for some people but they have drawbacks
they're not cool or clever
but they can be useful when all else fails

ben sen icerim, kitabi

I wish I had some drugs right now

>>8202077
Thanks

>>8202096
I wish I had some huggs right now :(

I wanna do relaxin my pregnant coworker was talking to me about hip pain and growth and I died a little on the inside desu

>>8202099
hugg

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>>8202096
>being a degenerate druggie

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ok so yesterday was my 6 month tranniversary so i made a thing

>>8202102
I'm afraid it would make my top wider too.

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>>8202019
I don't wanna do that again :(

I wanna be Amy ;-;

>>8202099
iktf
I'm missing that human touch.

>>8202107
That's amazing

>go to get food
>indian guy giving me death glare from back in the kitchen
w-what did I do :(

>>8202107
pinchable cheeks desu

>>8202006
>anon
That was me.
>>8202023
I'm listening to the radio.
>>8202049
Post pic.
>>8202067
I was a bit of a loser when I was straight-edge tbqh

>>8202107
So what fucking magic pills are you even taking.

As your friend I believe I should be privy to these secrets because jesus fucking christ, Sertii, just six months? God damn.

>>8202116
Do you want to be my friend?

>>8202121
post timeline omg
>>8202117
thx :3
>>8202124
i ingest about 6 pills of gay a day i think that might help

>>8202127
wtf why

>>8202118
Pick a different place to patronize.

>>8202107
Holy shit
I don't even look that good after 2 years plus ffs

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uwu

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>>8202096
me too desu uwu

>>8202125
we can try.
I'm afraid we are to far away to touch. Touch is what I need so badly it hurts.

>>8202107
why are there so many jawlets in this thread reeeeeeeeee

>>8202141
subtle.

>>8201899
Never wont the lottery. It was always muscle flab from the start, you can tell from the nudes that got posted.

>>8202150
thanks qt

>>8202131
i demand it, i heard you failed boymode yesterday
make one and unsee it TO ME ON DISCORD :3
>>8202138
wooow uhh i mean thanks i guess thats kind of too big a compliment idk if i warrant that already
>>8202146
sorry :/

>>8202146
iktf desu

>>8202145
Can you tell me your discord if you have it?

>>8202107
wtf
how old are you?

>>8202162
Looks about 22.

>>8202140
if i wuz born a female i wouldn't be an ugly tranny, nor can i change this because hormones only do so much and cant reverse puberty.

>>8202162
turned 23 end of february february

>>8202168
but don't you see the wisdom of mewtwo's words
what you DO with your life is far more important

>>8202159
Sorry, don't have discord or skype.

holy fuck this is hilarious
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wtcUdLzp5HA

I try to respect religion in a historical and cultural sense but this really makes it hard

>>8202127
sertii you well know im fucking gay as shit and i still just look like some total dork here. reveal your secrets or Die.

>>8202174
yes, and what I do is determining I am a tranny, rather than just being born a roastie

>>8202168
I bet you would be an ugly hambeast with amputation dysphoria instead. You can't win really.

>>8202179
5 D A Y S
D
A
Y
S

>>8202177
Aww okay :(

>>8202170
I don't understand. Why is it that some people such as you, Robin and Korra changed radically on HRT yet others such as me Edie and Trashy barely changed.

>>8202183
im going to dunk you into the thames (which will likely cause immediate death by severe poisoning) if you dont reveal your hrt secrets

im a very dangerous person

>>8202187
I think it's genetics..dunno for sure

>>8202187
Hmm, some people are already pretty fem and some have manly features mostly from muscle
I had a pretty broad jaw before hrt but it was mostly muscle and it was pretty ok after 6 moths

>>8202192
>>8202195
I heard a theory that HRT does less to you if you're intersex. Would explain Edie, maybe me but idk if Trashy is intersex.

>>8202187
i lost like 30kg, got laser eye surgery, let my hair grow out thats a big part of the changes too imo
>>8202188
it's adorable when you act like that
i bet as soon as you see me you'll melt into a little puddle desu, i'll tower over you

>>8202107
Cute to cute, well done.

>>8202178
The right wing is the freaky wing.

>>8202199
Edie isn't intersex
And some people i know are intersex changed more

>>8202200
there's absolutely nothing adorable about me. i'm VERY strong and i do NOT have trouble simply opening doors at my disgustingly posh university.

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>>8202187
>Robin

>>8202199
trashy has klinefelters

>>8202178
LOL
Also publicly praying. The bible says to keep that to yourself.

>>8202186
I had skype for awhile, but rarely used it, then a system upgrade broke it.

>>8202187
It's genetics.

>>8202199
Uhm um...sorry I don't know what intersex means..but maybe the dosage is different for you? Like you have to balance E and T differently for a good effect?
I'm hoping to start but I can self med here so I have to wait for approval x.x

>>8202187
Self medders vs prescription?

I don't think Robin or Korra changed that much beyond a good shave and a wig.

>Having pre-HRT pictures
>Not burning it into oblivion

>>8202207
the face got very wider

>>8202201
i was NOT cute before, i looked like a gross person imo
>>8202205
it sounds like you need me to help you grab stuff from the top shelf too :)

>>8202187
I mean I had a full beard senpai
and my hair grew

>>8202195
ye my jaw looks a lil less broad now i think

still broad tho

>>8202195
tfw my jaw actually got wider

>>8202215
Exactly my thought. I will collect em to make a time line for myself then burn every picture

>>8202178
what is it I can't watch rn

>>8202200
Could be the weight loss then. Korra lost a lot as well.
>>8202204
She said she was and she kinda sorta passed pre-hrt.
>>8202208
I knew it because of her height.
>>8202211
Intersex is when you have feminine traits as a male like wide hips, female pattern pubic hair, low T etc
>>8202207
>>8202212
Robin clearly changed a lot, Korra angles her photos a lot so it's hard to tell but she definetly looks a lot more fem than her boymode pic. Oh and add Basic to that list too, she changed a crazy amount as well.

>>8202209
Skype is botnet, discord most likely too, but nobody uses riot.im, tox or signal :/

>>8202220
>>8202195

I was thinking this about myself recently when i was looking in the mirror but I didn't know if it was imaginary

need hugg

tfw you take a picture of yourself almost every day cuz bdd autism but it makes you have a p comprehensive timelines

>>8202211
Intersex is a rare genetic disorder that most people don't have especially trannies but they hope they do so they can say they were never really men to begin with. It's one of those crazy things only trannies do and people born with intersex do not do.

>>8202228
>signal
All the druggies use it :^)

>>8202227
Wouldn't transitioning be easier then? Well mtf at least

>>8202215
Same.
>>8202218
I think you were, but I also have a thing for beards, I dunno.

>>8202231
ill give you a lot of huggs!

>>8202233
put every photo in a timeline together

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>>8202231

>>8202199
First time around I just got some hip width, B cup breasts, and a thicker feminine fat layer. I already had wide hips for a guy.

>>8202207
>>8202217
feminine fat layer widened the face.

>>8202235
1 in 250 people are intersex, and not all of it is genetic. Some is environmental.

>>8202241
I do need a lot of them...

>>8202235
Is intersex the xxy thing?

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>>8202107
damn sertii i hope i show half as much progress at 6 months!

>>8202235
>>8202249
i'd just add that intersex covers a multitude of conditions

>>8202218
why are you bullying me

i am a proud latin american alpha male, the blood of conquistadores runs through my veins

i do NOT need help picking up things from the top shelf i have NOT had this problem while grocery shopping at tesco and you will desist from this nonsense NOW.

>>8202246
thanks

>>8202235
actually its a lot more common than they used to think
just very underdiagnosed

>>8202245
no you'll make fun of me

>>8202248
:3

I never take pictures of myself and I shield my face when my friend tries to take pictures of me

>>8202256
i won't nim you're my bud!!

>>8202260
no but someone else will

>>8202227
Robin never used to shave and then suddenly started to shave.

It's like optical illusions, some people are more susceptible to them than others. You might see a big change but not everybody sees the illusion you see.

>>8202252
Im melting, the cuteness owo

>>8202107

Wow, your facial structure in the first picture looks a lot like mine. That makes me feel good.

Too bad I'm still tall with a deep voice and a broad chest...

https://vid.me/bqtk

im such a pig disgusting hon lmao
nothing feminine about that face

>>8202235
t. High test hon.

>>8202238
But that's a bad idea. If the police catches a dealer and he didn't use self destructing messages they can find out your phone number.

>>8202252
>i enjoy being lovingly bullied but act tsuntsun in public so people don't take notice
>>8202268
im 6'2" and voice can be trained :)

>>8202272
>not using self-destructing messages and locking after every message

>>8202249
Yes xxy is one of them and I forgot to mention they're really defensive about it as you can see from the responses I got.

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>>8202107
You looked MtF in the first pic; so, you're cheating.

>>8202254
Heart emote.

>>8202275
I do NOT like being bullied why are you doing this, what kind of monstrous betrayal is this, do I truly have no allies left in this world.

>>8202277
Sounds like they just WANT to get in trouble.

>>8202227
I think it's just the new fad
“ah, i'm not trans, i'm actually inter“

>>8202269
lol what are you doing do u have autismos

>>8202279
Well TIL what intersex means (googles*)

>>8202282
Balding = Female

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>>8202082
I only rarely think about sex with girls

>>8202282
either you mean FtM or your blind

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>>8202215
Can't delete your past. :\

Old pictures make me wince but I use them to find inspiration in how far I've come and how hard I've worked to be who I am today in order to remind myself of how far I still have to go.

>>8202249
Intersex is a lot of different things..

>>8202293
Really low passing standard

>>8202287
im a kinky mf

>>8202293
That is what I meant.

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>tfw by the end of summer ill have been on hrt for six months

>>8202286
It's actually an old fad you can find a lot of it on the old hon forums from the late nineties. It's an overcompensation thing.

>>8202282
>You looked MtF in the first pic
i posted pictures here and passgen when i was questioning and everyone said i had zero chance of ever being passing
>>8202284
:)

Hello all my lovely ladies and any gentlemen browsing the thread :D

If I could have one fucking customer today that didn't treat me like am abomination that'd be great

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so many cookies omg

i need to pack everything now, i've emptied my room but i've hit a wall of productivity

>>8202304
hey hot stuff :)

>>8202286
>>8202301
Why all the hate for intersex people?

>>8202305
tfw not beepbeeps customer..

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>tfw timeline never ever since you delete very picture of face you take pretty much

>have a really lewd dream
>still can feel his hands on my hips and the feeling of him push inside
>still no desire for bf or sex
I win again stupid sex drive ha ha

So i thought about it all day.

Im going to transition finally. Its always been on my mind since i was 4-5 or so...im manly looking now but i still have most of my fem features. The only thing masc is hair and muscles which i can get rid of. I still have a 12 year old babyface and my family has it also. I thought about it all and im probably not going to socially transition until i lose weight or whatever. I understand the human body so idc i can make my body hot.

I just have a few more things to do as a man. Its kind of scary actually doing it and thinking about it.

Everyone irl says im a girl anyway. Friends and family. Im going to try it.


My only question what happens when you're 40? Your chaser bf might leave you for a real girl especially since your man stuff is coming out. Theonly reason im still masc is because fem is better younger. Im older so masc is better now.

Idk im just thinking

>>8202304
Aaaaaye, Spicy.

>>8202275

I'm just under 6', which isn't horrible for a woman. But, I've also been called "the white James Earl Jones," which really sucks because I used to have a huge vocal range as a kid.

And the largest problem remains my chest and shoulders. Wish I could just crush them in sometimes... Cosmetic surgery science needs to advance faster. Instead, medicine is just working on things like... cancer.

>>8202302
>tfw everyone told you you had no chance and you still pass after 6 months

I won't loose hope yet ;-;

>>8202249
That's Kleinfelter's, and is one of the many intersex conditions. I'm a XX/XY chimera born with both ovarian and testicular tissues, and thus intersex from that. Likely most people who are intersex get it from the target sex changing during early gestation.

>>8202255
Yep, my doc thinks my XY is maybe really an XXY instead because I show some signs of Kleinfelter's. I'd need proper karotyping done to see if it is, but there is no justification to do it.

>>8202292
How often do you think about sex with boys? How often for fictional anime or game characters?

>>8202302
>i posted pictures here and passgen when i was questioning and everyone said i had zero chance of ever being passing
i got a mix of "yes wtf start now", "uhh idk it's hard to tell" and "nah you'll never pass"

and then my therapist asked me if i ever thought i could actually pass kind of in a "seriously?" kind of way

kinda hurt my self-confidence a lil >>

>>8202295
How long were you on HRT for from beginning to end and what age did you start there?

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>>8202313
i should think the goal is a healthy, stable long term relationship

everyone gets old and ugly

how old are you now? most people here are 20-25 but i'm 32 and only recently started...

>>8202326
I started HRT at age 24.

I've been on HRT for almost 10 months (10 months in 1 week).

>>8202301
Hmm, somrtimes i wondered if i actually have some inter condition since i was “mistaken“ for a girl a lot and my shoulders are pretty small (according to others) and i couldn't really get errections even before hrt
But i also had lots of manly traits like around average beard growth and lots of muscles
Oh, and bad acne

So i think i'm totally not intersex 2bh

>>8202295
>tfw because of genetic i look exactly the same anyway so it didnt matter

>>8202302
Well, when I look at that image and image your beard gone, you look so SOFT. It was like you were trying your hardest to look masculine.

>>8202300
I don't get that image.
>>8202313
>My only question what happens when you're 40?
You age like a woman if you're on HRT. How old are you?

>>8202307
I don't hate intersex or anything
I just said some trans people actually come around after a year and mean “oh, i'm actually intersex, lol“ even though you know they're not
I have no proplem with inter people at all

>>8202313

If you've had the thoughts since 4-5, why are you worried? You've gotta live life the way you want. There will be some people attracted to you no matter what. People with no limbs, with horrific burns, with facial mutilation still find love.

If you'd rather live and love as a female, go for it while it will work out well.

>>8202314
Hey there! :D How are you doing?

>>8202315
i think you'll be fine :o
>>8202316
never do!
>>8202323
:)
you'll be very pretty, emi
>>8202334
i meann i kinda was i guess..

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>>8202344
>If you'd rather live and love as a female, go for it while it will work out well.
What if nobody will ever see you as female

>>8202307
There's a history to it. Trans people that say they're intersex usually aren't but they use it to justify all sorts of things like shitty attitude. They're usually compulsive liars as well as revisionist trans kids so they can gloat about how female they are to all their community. It's stupid and crazy.

>>8202349
t-thanks

so will you buddi ^^

>>8202330
Thats impressive for 10 months, you grew more hair in one year than I did in two!

>>8202350
maybe living comfortably as something female-like and getting pity-gendered is ok too

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>>8202321
Don't judge me but
I think about sex with boys pretty much daily honestly...and usually first thing when I wake up in the morning

Fictional characters, not really at all

>>8202348
Good, spent my sunday doing yard work. How about you?

>>8202357
Thanks!

Oh sorry, my timeline isn't that clear. That first picture of me was taken 1 year before I started HRT. The 2nd picture a few months after. I've been growing my hair for about 22 months now.

>>8202344
Thats extremely positive tbqh i like that ngl...idk tho its just being a female what i always am regardless... Youre right tho idk

>>8202341
>>8202329
Mid twenties im manly as fug since i "manned up" tbqh at 21
big waste of time really

>>8202354
we're kinda like sisters since we started approx same time as well ^^

like its not a competition but its so cool to think of where we'll both be in another 6 months :D

>>8202350

That's a question I've asked myself every day for over a decade... I don't have an answer yet. The person I was responding to didn't seem to have that issue, though.

>>8202350
Im not sure..are you going on hrt for someone else or for yourself?
If it can help you against your dysphpria it's already a win

>>8202331
>>8202353
I can see where the impulse comes from to think maybe you were body switched at birth or maybe the doctors made a mistake. The fact is those sorts of thoughts among trans are common but real intersex isn't.

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>>8202360
Hi, I'm a boy.

inferior
:(

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>>8202363
you'll be fine dear

get moned up asap

>>8202361
I've been relaxing today :) What kind of yard work did you do? :D

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>>8202341
its from inspirobot

a ai that makes up random quotes

>>8202354
hey nim, do you ever find yourself accidentally doing a higher-pitched almost subservient pitch when you're talking to a man?

I'm going full time in a month
What's the worst that could happen, redpill me /mtfg/

>>8202360
I don't judge but that kind of frequency isn't common for humans except teenage boys.

>>8202365
yeah it'll be interesting :)

i hope that lady mistaking me for a girl yesterday was a sign of my progress and not just some fluke

>>8202368
It's not like there are no people who are intersex and “trans“
But especially on 4chan people often lie about it
On some people i believe it though

>>8202307
People think we have it easy. Medically we aren't considered trans, but have all the same issues.

>>8202313
Good luck!!!

>>8202315
>And the largest problem remains my chest and shoulders. Wish I could just crush them in sometimes...
iktf
If I only could remove 8-10 inches from my rib cage I'd be fine. Having a 44" under bust sucks.

>>8202331
I was mistaken for a girl often when I was young. So often that people who knew I had a boy name still called me miss.

>>8202375
yeah sometimes

Trying to build up my courage to tell my religious mother tonight

hlep

>>8202363
Manning up is usually reversible unless you took t shots or something.
>>8202374
Huh, neat.

>>8202349

I truly appreciate the positivity. Maybe one day I'll actually believe you.

>>8202377
Randomly blacking out with you waking up with blood on your shirt, a chipped tooth and five dollars in your hand in a shopping mall :(

>>8202302
auagaahgssa

>>8202385
44“ underbust ?
Wtf are you doing ?
Mine is ~30“, what's going on with you ?

>>8202386
hot
me too honestly

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>>8202378
Are you sure?
It doesn't feel that abnormal I'm a bit of a nympho though and I'm also hella pent up

>>8202369
lol..

>>8202320
I've been trying to get kayrotyped for ages. I had some of the symptoms pre-hrt like wide hips, female pubic hair, little facial or body hair, I don't know if I was low T but 200 mg spiro nuked it so maybe. The only reason why I never thought I was intersex was because my face didn't pass, however I've always looked really young.
>>8202343
>>8202353
> some trans people actually come around after a year and mean “oh, i'm actually intersex, lol“ even though you know they're not
Am I one of them? Ngl I want it to be true for validation but I don't think any less of XY MtFs.

>>8202393
s-spicy?

>>8202381
she didn't mistake you! she just saw a glimpse of the real you for the first time :)

>>8202393
That happened to you? Story?

>>8202400
Hey nim :D

>>8202397
it happens with girls sometimes too
>>8202402
my mom started yelling at me when it happened :(

>>8202393
Are you suggesting I could get mugged by a gangster tooth fairy?

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I'm here to be your boyfriend if you like

>>8202393
Made me laugh,..but I think not waking up at all could be worse

>>8202377
Nothing really happened to me
I was only misgendered once since going fulltime
Being Androgynous was probably worse

>>8202407
hru :)

>>8202406
Nothing happened to me! I am just saying what could happen!
>>8202410
No!

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>>8202411
Please be my boyfriend.

>>8202384
It's not impossible but there is a history on the internet of those two things combined being a clusterfuck of lies. If someone who is trans says they're intersex it immediately raises a red flag.

>>8202411
lolz

>>8202411
Sure, you look cute.

>>8202411
My boyfriend needs to have smaller boobs than me, sorry ;_;

>>8202373
Just laid back, huh?
Tending to the animals, hauling wood beams/boards to a burn pile or a stack for later use, just usual manual labor stuff.

>>8202411
My mum has that same mirror

>>8202330
wtf how did you grow all that hair that fast

>>8202416
I am good. Thank you for asking :D I am just relaxing before I take a nap!

>>8202425
Yes! :D It has been a very busy week so I need time to recuperate.

>>8202398
It's pretty abnormal, nympho is actually a mental disorder called hypersexuality.

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>bobs stagnating

>>8202390
True true. I guess my goal wouldn't be to look like a porn star lol but just a respectable woman that others would be like "wow i guess they arent all freaks xD" lol.

I just don't see myself as a man tbqh...

>>8202371
thx mommy ^~^

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One day my step-dad is going to die
:')

my femboy roommate's sugar daddy bought him cypro for some reason which he stopped taking bc depression
i'm going to trade my bica for his cypro bc obviously you don't want cypro if you're just a gay dude lmfao

how much are you supposed to take? is 50mg okay???

>>8202409
>it happens with girls sometimes too
same
I was working with my tutor in math and as I was talking i heard myself and it was a wtf moment

>>8202418
Me on right
>>8202422
Don't be mean

I'll fight you
>>8202423
Where do you want to go on a first date?
>>8202424
Hmmm I'm trying to get them smaller but I don't think they'll go down much more

>>8202435
same :(

hopefully injections start them up again

And as I lived my role, I swore, I'd sell my soul for one love
Who would stand by me and give me back the gift of laughter
One love who would stand by me and after making love we'd

Dream a bit of style
We'd dream a bunch of friends
Dream each others smile
And dream it never ends

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>tfw

>>8202399
Idk
I had a karyotype done before hrt and i'm xy
But i never had my t tested before hrt and there are other inter conditions too
On the other side there's a huge range you could have and still not be inter
I'm at least pretty good with my measurements so idc if i'd be inter or not

>>8202436
Glad you're finally going to, hope you are doing well

>>8202443
I can't even get a response about the hot flash thing :(

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>>8202411
i don't like boys, they're gross

smooth, cute effeminate feminist boys are kinda ok tho

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Wait, actually I'm curious about something
Guess how long I've been on HRT in this picture
The one on the left, the one on the right is a lie created by communists to make me feel dysphoric

>>8202440
ive noticed my voice is like that more often since starting hrt

but it's the deep one around my mom most of the time

>>8202439
25mg

>>8202447
:3
Same to you also

>>8202449
Oh well I don't have any hair anywhere and I'm very feminist and support your rights gurl

>>8202448
that's not right :(

>>8202452
1-4 months

>>8202399
I really don't care what you are Shakira and frankly I did not know this was something you were struggling with. I'm just relating what I've learned about it.
I try to keep my own bullshit in check and hope other people are responsible enough to do the same.

>>8202436
Then go through with it, lass.

>>8202441
To a nice Italian restaurant please

I was gonna stop in but looks like faye is attention whoring, again.

>>8202411
Is that another fake news pic Edie edited to troll you?

>>8202462
Yeah this isn't /soc/, stop spamming your pictures for gods sake.

>>8202452
i'd say 1-4 months seems about right
naturally you seem pretty feminine

>>8202431
Figured it was a well deserved break. At least someone is getting a good chill in.

>>8202467
Exactly.

Faye is cute I just wish she wasnt so cray.

>>8202471
Yeah jeez Faye

>>8202462
f i l t e r
and
i g n o r e

>>8202415
>tfw 18 months hrt, 9 months fulltime and yet to be gendered female by a stranger for the first time
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

>>8202459
So you don't like me talking about being intersex? Ok I won't then, sorry.
>>8202466
I used to support Faye against Edie but now I realize that Faye is the crazy one.

>>8202469
>>8202458
try 6 months and 10 days

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>>8202433
Are you saying I'm disordered for just liking to think about doing lewd stuff with boys when I'm bored or sleepy?

It's not like it's intrusive or anything I just kinda like to think about lewd stuff

Does anyone have to picture of like the two traps in a bag and they were like always kissing and their dicks were always touching?

I need it for documentary purposes

>>8202411
>>8202411
>>>/soc/
>>>/soc/
>>>/soc/

>>8202415
>Being Androgynous was probably worse
people fucking stare at me sometimes and I hate it
especially in the men's room I have gotten some of the weirdest looks in my life
I exclusively wear a boy hoodie and boy jeans too

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>>8202481

>>8202461
Oh that's easy, I'll find something with good yelp reviews and I can ask you about yourself while trying not to let on how cute I think you are
>>8202472
Irl I'm sane, but I normally talk at the graduate level with friends and family, but that's way too boring here

>>8202477
Funny you say that, are used to dislike Edie but after having been here for a while I found that she was absolutely right about her and that I was just having too much faith in other people.
Edie is based as fuck.

>>8202485
...thats really hot honestly

I had a dream last night where I was in a public swimming pool thing
but like
I was just me
not future me
and it was scary and weird

>>8202396
It's part genetics, and I was pumped full of T and HGH during conversion therapy while I was forced to exercise. That caused a huge increase in rib cage size, and it continued to grow after. Note, my brother, and male cousins all have larger rib cages and wider shoulders than I do. It's genetic on both sides of the family.

>>8202399
I'm not sure as I don't have a pre hrt T level, but I think I was running low T with high E until they removed the uterus and ovaries when they cleaned up the endometriosis. Before then I used to get tingling in my nipples every so often like I got when I got on HRT. I also had a thicker fat layer over my pecs.

>>8202411
Could you really be alpha to my beta.

>>8202485
.....
I have such a confusing boner rn

>>8202457
I don't know what to do

>>8202486
I love you

>>8202479
You said it's a lot every day especially whenever you wake up. It might be a symptom of another disorder too.

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>>8202479
I don't know about that; penises are pretty intrusive.

>>8202492
Embrace it.

>>8202493
keep pressuring him!

>>8202487
same here

>>8202411
do you keep your hands in your sleeves to hide the dysphoria?

>>8202498
I can seem to even get in contact with them right now

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

>>8202502>>8202498
can't*

>>8202505
What's wrong?

>>8202502
go to the office?

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>>8202495
No it's like when I wake up in the morning I'm all sleepy still and my mind wanders and I just start thinking about sex
Or when I'm laying in bed waiting to sleep I'll think about it

It's not like I spending every waking hour thinking about sex.

Also like 9 times out of 10 it's straight sex so yeahh

>>8202512
I should've listened to you as well, you and Edike warned everyone about Faye and it turned out you were absolutely correct.

>>8202485
this series of pics is hot af
do you have the rest saved?

>>8202505
Ima stort screamin on that ass. I be like aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

>>8202485
Holy....

I was at a party today and this guy on lsd said let's burn the table so we threw it into the bonfire.

>>8202484
I get stared at a lot by women. Men still ignore me so far.
>>8202487
Yeah Edie is actually quite nice, I was wrong about her.
>>8202491
Exercise causes your ribcage to grow?? that's really sad you won the tranny genetic lottery only to have it all taken away from you by bible bashers

>>8202514
EDIE
stupid windows mic

>>8202484
Yeah, people stare, tell you you're in the wrong toilet
Or they look at you strangely
Some even get aggressive
Sometimes people asked me about my name and when i told them my neutral boyname they became even more aggressive
Some directly gendered me female though which was nice, but also strange since i didn't know what to do since i wasn't out

>>8202511
I can't

>>8202477
Faye was easy to call early on almost like a stereotype. Only the naive got sucked into validating her lies.

>>8202515
https://www.hentai-foundry.com/pictures/user/Orjalaiva/417235/Fag-Bag
he(?)'s got a couple more pics in the series

>>8202500
...yes
>>8202494
<3
>>8202491
Of course, I know how to be a true alpha, not those fake insecure male alphas
>>8202477
One of us is a sociopath that is constantly lying due to her bpd making everything about her sound like sunshine and rainbows

And the other is real, honest, and faces life and its struggles and does pretty well for herself. She doesn't say she's perfect or try to hide.

I mean it just depends what you need, I'm not here to create a fake personality to lie to you, I'm here to be an equal and deal with our issues in a group setting

>>8202512
I think about marrying a guy and bitching at him all day in a dress about how he's not working hard enough .__.

>tfw no floral design dress

>>8202485
I CANT TELL IF THIS IS FUNNY OR HOT

>>8202525
jeez idk what I would do if someone started questioning me like that
even just the stares are enough to make me try my hardest to not make eye contact with anyone
>>8202522
>Men still ignore me so far.
wear your wig

>>8202530
That's why she prayed on the young and more cinnamon roll type girls. I am always trying to warn them too.

>>8202536
it's hot

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Thank you based Sasha Grey

>>8202536
Why not both?

>>8202486
>but I normally talk at the graduate level with friends and family
tfw I know so much more than family and friends know so it is hard to talk with them. What's worse is I'm the only one in my family without a PHD.

>>8202492
tfw I've been bagged like that...

>>8202522
Volume for lungs...I have a 7 liter lung capacity now.

>>8202539
yeah..
yeah
>>8202541
true
for some reason the phrase "their gay tongues" was funny to me

Be back in a bit! Nap time!

>>8202512
It's not about straight or gay so yeahh?

There's nothing unusual about normal intimacy whether straight or gay. You're saying you think about it more often than normal.

>>8202543
Is it as good as it sounds uwu

>>8202544
"Fag Bag" had me in fucking stitches.

>>8202527
idk then :(

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>>8202514
Live and learn I suppose.
I just wish this place had slower turnover so people could actually remember the long list of drama she causes it's the same cycle.
Now she went and scared off ash but it wouldnt be the first person she's scared or bullied off the board.
>>8202535
Hi makii
>>8202547
I mean you said it's normal for teenage boys maybe I'm one of those I sure have the voice of one when I try

>>8202556
but ash left for family stuff

I'm in a weird mood and I don't know how to describe it or why and the fact that I can't just makes me moodier

>>8202538
She had this whole obvious age fetish thing going on. She would make friends with the youngest trips and then squeeze them for compliments. Another thing she did was to anonymously compliment herself and say she's only 15 or some shit.
She did it years before she was even with Edie too.

>>8202532
I've been your only ally for ages but you definetly have issues. When I first came here i thought you were exactly as you said, real honest and struggling because you genuinely couldnt transition while Edie came across as some kind of popular girl bitch at first glance. What I see now is a 30 something year old who'se been on HRT for years yet still repressing for no good reason and spending all day on a japanese cartoon imageboard posting AGP pictures and occasionally sperging out at people. Edie on the other hand actually seems to have her life together and is helpful here. So idk what went on in your relationship but over time you've definitely come across as more nuts than Edie has so I'm inclined to believe her side.
>>8202537
Soooon
>>8202543
Fuck, I cycle a lot, am i fucked?

>>8202553
It's a bad situation :(

>>8202569
we gotta find you a better one!

>>8202558
That is what she said but given the timing I sort of doubt that is actually what happened.
I wasn't born yesterday.

>>8202535
you on skittles yet?

>>8202556
Maybe you are, maybe you should stop being coy b

>>8202573
i think something actually did happen with her mom tho

maybe there were elements of both i don't know

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This is the part, isn't it? Where everything settles, the idea of actually being a girl isn't so novel anymore, and it's just a long, hard slog. After feeling so energetic and awake, now it's like, meh.

>>8202573
Yes I think ash is too polite to say anything or didn't want to stir drama so she bowed out.

>>8202565
I'm going to let you describe to me what benefit you have here and your self worth, because I'm really not interested in doing insane value judgements on people I don't know

>>8202571
I hope so...

>>8202556
It was nice of you and Edie to warn ash. You two are the most helpful and contributing trips we have.

>>8202576
not yet. Im working on my other female stuff tho ngl tbqh like posting like a girl and cleaning my room like a good girl ngl tbqh ._.

But honestly tho tbqh i still got some man business to do before i do it but im going to do it tbqh...

>>8202556
hi

>>8202565
That and Edie doesn't stir the pot like Faye does.

>>8202565
Edie is still just a camwhore but at least she's a person not a predator.

>>8202581
Living with it is interesting, it's more about not having those little freak outs when you're excluded for being male then it is about gaining a lot being female

Other then partners and sex, that's one huge change for the better

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>>8202530
>>8202538

>>8202549
It was interesting. Not sure I'd do it again. I much prefer having a bunch of people playing with me all at the same time.

>>8202565
It won't help...Your body responds to what It need by increasing capacity where it needs to.

>>8202565
>yet still repressing for no good reason
Fear is a powerful force. Don't discount it.

booper in pooper.

>>8202598
AKDJDKLH this needs to be the next op desu

>>8202581
>so energetic and awake
When is this supposed to happen

>>8202581
Life is that thing you do after the climax of the story doesn't come and the credits never roll.

>>8202585
NYC will have good ones

>>8202602
idk the last time that pic of faye got used in the op she posted gore and dead cats and porn

Faye is like 10 years older than me and was fun for a while as a reminder that I could be way more fucked in the head but I just ended up filtering her because seeing a 35 year old trans woman scream "i'm a boy! i'm a boy!" for 24 hours a day is fucking tiring as hell.

>look in mirror
>breasts got bigger again
ffs

I need to eat less

>>8202599
Yeah having a threesome cuddle pile with one trap sucklong on each breast is very uhm

Yeah so much better

https://desuarchive.org/d/thread/7028076/

>>8202610
WHAT
THE
FUCK
you're joking...right?

>>8202619
no
no not at all
very serious

>>8202605
Reminds me of Dead-eye Dick, where the narrator mentions how he believes at some point in everyone's life, there's a climax, and the credits roll, and then they never really do anything else with their lives

and how for some people, that moment comes before they were even born

That was a weird book, not as good as other vonnegut shit

>>8202583
Well I was an angry autist here for ages, I like to think that I've changed and am now helpful to others here. So I'm definetly not perfect either but that doesn't mean I can't say you have issues. I still like you, I just want to see you step forward with your life and not end up another Kayla.
>>8202599
Well to be fair I'm also still boymode partly out of fear but it hasn't been 4 years.
And fuck, I fell for the health meme and fucked myself, shit fuck what do I do now? I mean I haven't noticed a large ribcage but maybe I will after I lose weight.

I really hate being around family but they're not bad people. what do? like I unironically wanna kill myself every time I'm around my parents but they're really nice. So what do I do? I can't just cut them out of my life without cause?

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>>8202619
Nah she even bullied me in that thread

>>8202619
Nope it happened, like the day I started posting in mtfg, lol.

The filenames indicated she took the pictures herself

>>8202619
its true and also she very much does not use a trip specifically so she can have plausible deniability when she does this kind of shit. what a detestable woman.

>>8202621
....I'm legit scared for anyone that has come in contact with her

im gonna complete my lip regimen with a sugar scrub :)

it's p cheap, just brown sugar and honey/olive oil/coconut oil

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>>8202578
https://clyp.it/v0a0nxr3

>>8202580
I agree with >>8202582
Ash would never stir the pot if something happened she would do pretty much exactly what she did

>>8202590
How soon til hormonessss I'm glad you're gonna do it

>>8202589
I wouldn't go that far, but yeah i do try to warn people when I see red flags

I prefer it when the world moves slower

>>8202614
It's not any less tiring if they're 25. Faye represents that it's entirely possible it might not get better with time if you act like a dumb fuck.

>>8202632
same here
but hey she's only 35
who DOESN'T take 4chan that seriously at that age right

>>8202563
Need a distraction?

>spending three hours watching gamecenter cx instead of doing anything productive
I forgot how fucking comfy and addictive this show is

>>8202630
>>8202628
>>8202627
holy shit ash had her at her house WITH CATS
gen spooked af rn

>>8202615
tfw haven't known that feel in a few months

>>8202635
she was getting stuff for her mom to make her feel better on snapshat tho

but then again mother's day is coming up soon..

i don't know, it'd make me sad if something happened and she just decided to duck out