>tfw failed transition

>>8193675
BE MY GF

>tfw no HRT and you already know it's all a worthless effort

>>8193702
This

>>8193675
Have you tried presenting in girl mode?
HRT is not magic. It makes transition easier than usual, since girlmode is about clothing & makeup.

>>8193771
desu like just going even ehh girlmode just makes ppl gender you female imo.
even whe you look masc as fucckkk

>>8193773
I don't count pity passing as passing

>>8193796
>tfw 100% pity passes for over a year

>>8193675
It's only been a year, chill the fuck up.

>>8193675
get some nolvadex (tamoxifen) and get rid of that gyno and live as a male - i did it honestly i can appreciate being a man after hrt not working out.

>>8194198
Most of the changes are one year though. You can't fix manface

>>8195031
That's not true at all, I didn't start passing reliably until way further down the line.

>>8195190
How much further?

>>8195227
When I let the doctor play Ninja Gaiden on my face

>>8195807
So I do need surgery after all :(

Welp, time to end it.

>>8194751
>spending money on medication that doesn't do anything for no reason
seems retarded as fuck

>>8193675
iktf, except I'm almost 2 years HRT so it's even more hopeless.

I started when I was 18 too so I just got really unfortunate.

>>8193675
These are exactly my feels. I thought I had a lot of potential but that was just blissful ignorance. Not sure what to do now. If I'm lucky maybe I'll still pass for an ugly andro girl.

>>8193675
yeah iktf
ketamine is the only thing that helps me bear the pain of existing

>>8193773
kek if you don't have an alpha male bone structure maybe

>>8193675
Yeah kinda but it's fine, I don't even care. Gonna be calling myself 'non-binary' and just scouting by being called whatever pronoun, I still look way more fem than I used to and it's awesome, that's all I really care about

t b h

I just want a tranbian gf

>>8193675
OP BE MY GF

>>8193675
How do you guys find bf's when in boymode with tits?

>>8194198
>>8193807
>>8195031
Hrt full effects are around the 2 year mark

>>8197385
I'm not transbian though

>>8199348
If I was on a low dose for the first year then how long will it take to get full effects after that?

>>8199429
Maybe 2.5, or 3.

>>8197380
You don't… shut the fuck up. Some people have it way worse.

>>8193675
unless you look like super masculine you probably needed to try a lot harder. HRT isn't magic

The cut of my tops legitimately makes or breaks my pass. If I wear a good men's cut it will make my shoulders and back appear taller and even with a girly haircut gender me male. If I wear a good women's cut it shrinks the appearance of my back, it brings out my bust and hips and makes me appear female. In an ambiguous cut eg certain coats, that just make me look generally lanky, I get gendered fem by face and voice.

My face is definitely more tranny leaning though, ffs required.

I'm happy I can switch around because I'm fond of lanky styles which men's styles help me achieve. I just wish I could pull off a lanky female style though. I'm a hulk woman regardless of whether I pass.