Anyone ever think of detransitioning? I'm 5 years on hormones

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Don't fucking do it
It was dreadful when I did it after 4 years
At least don't stop hormones

>>8187814
>feel less trans than I ever have
why?

not really

t. 7 years

>>8187814
I started estrogen at 16, I am now a hockey star living as a macho male. After practice I let the whole team fuck me until I spew blood clots from my anus. If they are lucky I'll let them talk dirty Spanish words into my ear and let them ring their fingers around my fleshy areola.

>>8187814
im 4 years on hrt and boymode, but I will not stop

in fact, I have recently resolved myself to go further because at this point, even using male pronouns feels wrong and out of place

>>8187820
why hassle w meds and doctors if you're not going to finish transitioning?

>>8187862
what do you believe is a "finished" transition

>>8187866
living fultime as a female - eat, sleep, work, and date

>>8187875
oh i guess so

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>>8187862
That is the exact argument I made because trying to kill myself from dysphoria off my HRT

>>8187820
I can't really stop, I've already had SRS, FFS and VFS, so I dunno
It all felt so right when I did it, but everything's died out

>>8187941
whys that

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>>8187814
Consider this;

Maybe the reason why you feel less trans is because the HRT you have been taking all those years has helped your mental state in how you should have been born thus filling the empty void of dysphoria into a better and more positive connection with your mind and body. This can lead to the misinterpretation of doubting that you're actually trans when really you are just finally closing that gap in your life. (I am assuming you pass)

To understand this we have to go back to the fundamentals of what trans actually means. Trans just means you went from one way to the other so basically what i'm getting at is your dysphoria distracted you so much about properly developing that one day you suddenly wake up and realize you feel better not realizing maybe it is because the HRT clearing away negative emotions meaning you are now in all present cases a female and your body and mind can finally see that.

What I am trying to say is you don't realize how much better you are because of the transition process so doubt ensues because of all your insecurities of passing and shit but you finally do pass and can relax more. For me this bridge was crossed when I got SRS. I finally started to feel better about my self and body but for some reason i did have feelings of doubt. It is because you have more clarity in your mind about introspection. Just ask yourself "Can I really go back? Remember when you had a dick?" I bet you will feel a shock of dysphoric feelings hit you and come to your senses to clear that doubt and insecurity. If not then ignore my babble.

>>8187857
How can you still be boymode?

cispeople don't have any cis feelings
we don't feel unhappy not transitioning
we just feel fine

>>8190546
pay for my FFS and SRS and I won't

>>8187941
>I can't really stop, I've already had SRS, FFS and VFS, so I dunno
>It all felt so right when I did it, but everything's died out
fuck fuck fuck

>>8190546
check your passing privilege fuck face