/mtfg/ - Male to Female general

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>>8184521
Oh darn, but so there's a chance it'll be okay if I just keep it working? Right?

>>8184515
>remember to take your skittles or you're not a good girl.

I stopped taking estrodiol but I'm still taking spiro. I wanted to turn back before it was too late. But I actually think I should probably kill myself instead.

>technically cypro is illegal to prescribe in the US, but there's no penalty for owning it

So it must be illegal to buy it then?

>>8184528
I'm on cypro and I have a very high libido and a working dick

theres an ffs surgeon in philidelphia >...<
he might end up being my choice bc hes so close.
does anyone know about this guy
http://www.drshermanleis.com/facelift.html

franna thread

Hi /mtfg/

>>8184531
no
it's just illegal to prescribe / sell in the US, due to health risks

>>8184533
um.
i have never heard of this happening

>>8184528
yeah
you probably want to avoid cypro though
bica is the best one if you want function but spiro isn't too bad

>>8184548
Hey Marina. How are you?

>>8184541

what are you trying to get done?

>>8184531
getting legal advice from Anthony burch is not a good idea

>>8184528
I'm on cypro and it still works but there's no question it's not like it used to be

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>>8184548
Bist du heute froh?

>>8184515
we should put a not in the OP text for going to HRTgen for hormones questions.

>>8184520
ive barely gotten any breasts 6 months on HRT but i also lost 20 pounds

>>8184550
But I hate high libido, I love cypros effects on that
Also not gonna self med spiro cause I don't wanna die lol

>>8184550
What's this stuff I'm reading about bloodclots and AA? Am I gonna die if I take it

>>8184548
hi mari

>>8184530
or just start taking your estradiol again and don't kys

>>8184553
probably nose and brow first. when healed and i have money ill do my lower half.

>>8184551
Pretty ok
I feel kinda tired, but not in a sleepy way
My current internship is just kinda hard

>>8184566
Estrogen makes the blood thicker. Thicker blood means higher chance of blood clots.

>>8184566
Wow dying is a side-effect too?
nice desu

>>8184531
its not illegal to buy afaik its just not approved for doctors to prescribe

>>8184550
>illegal to sell in the US
nope, just not approved by the FDA for use on humans. So no sane doc will prescribe it.

I'm going to the salon in my nonpassing girlmode and I think I need ativan :(

>>8184548
hi :D

>>8184560
I don't feel depressed, so it's better than usual

>>8184568
Hi nimi

>>8184566
it's only an issue if you smoke or are very unhealthy

all the warnings and stuff are written with 50 year olds in mind who are at much higher risk than younger

>>8184576
hrt is just the gift that keeps on giving

>>8184586
>very unhealthy
What's considered very unhealthy

>>8184581
Hugg
I'm probably gonna do that too when I go back home

>>8184575
no, the clotting issue is with the breakdown components attached to the estrogen in the pill. Pills that are only 17b-estradiol, like Estrace and it's generics, don't have clotting issues at all.

>>8184584
Hi spicy :)

>>8184550
Can I fuck you to prove it?

>>8184581
watcha getting done at the salon?

>>8184594
like obese or doctors are telling you you need to change your lifestyle

>>8184565
uhh
i dunno generally disliking libido and genital dysphoria go hand in hand

>>8184566
self-medding is safe
it's better to be monitored, but plenty do fine without

>>8184579
you sure? everybody's said it's illegal to prescribe
i couldn't say myself

>>8184592
i mean dying is a sort of transition

>>8184601
idk i guess if you're cute

>>8184571

well i haven't really heard anything about this guy you're looking into, but dr raphael gabay in philadelphia is the one who did sarina valentina's perfect nose.

>>8184604
shit

>>8184602
A cut and color but I dont even know if it will mater because hairloss :/

>>8184597
The fillers or the hemihydrate group or valerate group or ethinyl group?

Estrogen should increase chances of blood clotting, that's why pregnant women sometimes need heparin.

>>8184581
Sounds like an adventure :S What are you getting done with your hair?

Hello ladies
what's going on, how far has the degeneracy level fallen to today

>>8184604
It's not illegal to prescribe, but no doc wants to take on the insurance nightmare if something should go wrong.

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>>8184585
>I don't feel depressed, so it's better than usual
I'm glad to hear that.

You know what they sya: the cuter the girl, the stronger the depression

>>8184618
All is well here :D

>>8184618
I want cocks in me

>>8184603
>like obese
nice kill me now. The drug itself though doesnr say not to take it if one is obese

>>8184615
>hemihydrate group or valerate group or ethinyl group
These, when they are broken down by the liver they produce clotting factors.

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>mfw mtf trannies will ALWAYS have a man's skeleton
honestly, how does it feel having something essentially male inside you, at your very core, preventing your body from ever being even apparently female?

>tfw you make your hair floofi for your passport photo
:3

>>8184627
I never knew that. Why would Europe/Australia prescribe estradiol valerate/hemihydrate instead of pure estradiol then?

>>8184624
yeah rn i feel like thi too
usually i don't like the idea of subbing but i feel really lewd rn
wouldn't mind letting a guy do me desu

>>8184618
>how far has the degeneracy level fallen to today
it's currently laying on the floor of satan's wine cellar

>>8184607
http://gabaycosmeticsurgery.com/results-2/
i like his work. that one girls nose is crazy different. also his body work is good too. i need to get fat so i can get my butt lift >.<

help im lewd

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>>8184628
>mfw mtf tranies will always have a skeleton inside of them
>mfw if your teeth accidentally touch when you kiss, you're touching skeletons

>>8184628
it keeps me in repression so i avoid all public humilation. my sadness is private.

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>>8184628
there's a skeleton inside you right now

>>8184622
Noone says that

>>8184629
Put on makeup for your photo

Or even better, put the makeup on i showed you yesterday

>>8184626
well it's not really a huge deal its still just like a few percents chance of anything happening. and desu being obese increases the risk for like basically everything. not saying you shouldn't take the drug or do stuff but it is a risk. sorry I feel like that might have been a bit patronizing you probably already know all that stuff anyway.

>>8184642
That's spooky

>>8184642
>mfw my skeleton isn't the only thing inside me

>>8184633
I'm a girl though

>>8184649
W-what else do you have inside of you?

>>8184649
hot

So should I take 200mgs of Spiro a day?

>>8184643
have you considered recognizing that you are mentally ill?

>>8184652
Metal

>>8184651
i know.......
it wasn't an invitation??

>>8184635

ye he's not bad! and you don't need a bbl tbqh

>>8184655

idk i mean sure

>>8184655
100mg

>>8184655
No!!!

Take 50mg at first, see how well it works. If you need your T to keep going down, go up to 100. Then 150. Then 200. 200 is a pretty high dose.

>>8184660
Wolverine?

>>8184655
What else do you have ?
Other than that 200mg is ok

>>8184659
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LB_TGZByOcg

yes

>>8184662
But I still want to fuck you

>>8184664
Ah okay. The website I was on said for hrt replacement it's usually taken in high dosages of 200-400mgs

>>8184665
More like metal plates because of surgeries and stuff

>>8184628
>mfw frog posters will ALWAYS have a human skeleton
honestly, how does it feel having something essentially human inside you, at your very core, preventing your body from ever being apparently amphibious?
>>8184613
it'll matter, hair can always get prettier

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>tfw sex drive is completely gone on 100mg of spiro

why do some girls take 200-300 like are you trying to die lol

>>8184675
because im not intersex like u and 200 wasnt lowering my t enough

>>8184675
BECAUSE YOU NEED TO KILL YOUR BALLS

>>8184646
no makeups is for girls :(

>>8184675
Because of tolerance I need 300mg daily.

>>8184671
oh
uh i guess that'd work too
i just generally don't try to see transgirls as tops because i don't want to make them feel gross

>>8184675
Im taking 200 and my drive is okay, I guess. I only really feel it once or twice a week.

>>8184672
yeah those are normal dosages but you should start out with a smaller dose and increase over time

>>8184680
But makeup is for nims

>>8184675
ikr
>>8184678
>tfw not intersex and 100mg nuked my T

>want to top
>dick isn't working

:/

nim is emily

>>8184678

you should try a stronger administration of estrogen desu

>>8184679

300MG WILL JUST KILL YOU, NOT YOUR BALLS LMAO

>>8184681

tolerance as in 100mg used to work and now it doesn't or tolerance as in your body just doesn't metabolize it well?

>>8184687

are you on pills?

>>8184670
Remember when you left? Before all this, before Repression Gen? You were gone seven years. Seven years I waited, hoping that you wouldn't come back. Every year, I took a holiday. I went to Florence, there's this cafe, on the banks of the Arno. Every fine evening, I'd sit there and order a Fernet Branca. I had this fantasy, that I would look across the tables and I'd see you there, with a wife and maybe a couple of kids. You wouldn't say anything to me, nor me to you. But we'd both know that you'd made it, that you were happy. I never wanted you to come back to Repression Gen. I always knew there was nothing here for you, except pain and dysphoria. And I wanted something more for you than that. I still do.

>>8184694
who are you topping? did you find a gf?

>>8184694
tfw your dong still works :^)

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>>8184694

>>8184702
>tfw your dong still works :^)
Explain in detail how you know this

>>8184690
really

>>8184697
NO I AM NOT

>>8184694
hi sertii sorry for being autistic last time we spoke
i was having a breakdown i guess
idk i feel ok now

>>8184698
The former. 50mg Spiro used to erase my T before. Had to detrans. Needed 100mg after that. Had to detrans. Needed 200mg after that. Had to detrans. I'm on 300mg now and don't want to go to 400mg, the maximum possible dose without damage. Getting an orchi soon.

You can take up to 400mg if your body isn't metabolizing it well, it won't kill you, just make it really uncomfortable.

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>tfw no dicc in me RIGHT NOW

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>>8184697
emnimly

>>8184708
its ok just dont be stupid

>>8184706
when i think about stuff it gets bigger sometimes

>>8184694
:thonking:

>>8184698
Yes, 4mg estrace sublingual atm. I was on 8mg oral but had lowish e :/

Excited to see junes bloodwork.

all you low t nerds fucking check your low testosterone privilege some of us were high t we can't control these things :((((

>>8184713
i'm not gonna make any promises

>>8184710
iktf
i need to get my agp out before i do something i regret

>>8184705
omg >////<

>tfw not intersex but still infertile pre-hrt

>>8184717
what are you thinking about birdo

>when you cut your hair off and a boy cat calls you
>when you're making food and you suddenly have the idea of a boy bending you over a counter and fucking you stuck in your head

;-;

>>8184717
Do you want to get fucked in your ass?

>>8184709

you detrans'd 3 times??

>>8184719

>8mg oral but low E
?!?!?!? WHAT LMAO
I'M SO CONFUSED

>>8184720

I'M SORRY I HAVE LOW T NATURALLY OK

>>8184725
okay

>>8184702
What's your one cool trick

>>8184689
why so?

Can i just be a nim from here on out?

>>8184724
weirdo
>>8184726
no

>>8184716
What kind of stuff?

>>8184732
idk im just so alpha that cypro can't mess with me

>>8184716
what kind of stuff do you think about that makes it get bigger, nim

pretend i'm a doctor and you're coming to me with symptoms of the lewd disease

I like being on 6mg of E rather then 4, but mostly because I love when my breasts have a slight pressure and pain and my libido goes crazy and I just want to kiss and cuddle all day

>>8184727
Not terrible but like 260ish pmol/l which is something like 75pg/ml.

Idek O.o

>>8184668
Nothing I plan on buying spyro

>>8184724
He wants you to top him, obviously.

>>8184736
I know you want it

>>8184743

oh okie lol
still, that's surprising. how is the estrace working out for you?

>>8184727
First time I was kicked out at 14-15
Second time I was homeless and broke at 18-20
Third time I was dying or something and getting sugar pills at like 22/23

None of it was particularly voluntary.

>>8184737
girls

>>8184734
why

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>>8184721
yeah iktf
i wish i had a bf or something just to have some release so I don't do dumb shit
>>8184725
hot desu

>>8184723
>tfw scared of going infertile on starting hrt cause you still have sad dreams where you are a non dysphoric striaght man and it breaks your heart.

>>8184723
Why ?

>>8184733
at the beginning in case you have a bad reaction to it. after that you do blood test to see what you t levels are and if they are too high you increase a bit and test again later if they are still too high increase again etc.

>>8184754
its kinda fun being nim idk...sry

>look like a femboy with boobs
end me mtfg

>>8184755
i want a gf most of the time but sometimes i rly feel like i want somebody to top me ;_;

>>8184754
gay

>>8184740
well doc sometimes im an alpha male domming some girl

and sometimes im getting dommed by a girl

and sometimes im domming a girl

and uh, that's it.. >>

>>8184745
retard

>>8184736
why am i weirdo

>>8184761
Stop that

>>8184766
cause I said B)

>>8184764
where does getting dommed by guys fit into this equations

>>8184757
You can bank sperm if you like.

>>8184774
B)

>>8184749

:c i'm sorry, that sounds really awful

>>8184764
very interesting - i believe you have a case of terminal lewdness

my prognosis is that there is nothing we can do for you, we'll just have to monitor your symptoms for the rest of your days

>>8184778
C)

B)irdy isB) gayB)B)

>>8184762
>look like normal boy with boobs
Ok, not really, but you see, it could be worse

>>8184744
But everything else is better
Androcur, lupron, even bica

>>8184762
you could always get a tough butch girl to top you with a strapon
n-not that i've thought of that before

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>>8184779
I'm so bitter and sad all the time because I got to start transitioning at 14 but couldn't really do it because of life until 24.

>>8184768
Really?

I will if you're serious

>>8184787
omg :3

>>8184790
that's who i wanna be

>>8184789
isnt spiro cheapest

and i don't think they are necessarily better or worse more like different

>>8184789
Look at the trip :P

Inhouses cyproterone is legit right?

>>8184759
Can I check my bp at somewhere other than a doctors office?
And how does checking bp check t levels?

>>8184796
D:

>>8184798
It's not really cheap and kinda sucks as AA
Too much potassium can kill you, you have to pee all the time (which can give you bladder and kidney problems) and barely surpresses DHT

>>8184757
i stored sperm but i don't know if the small amount they could get is viable

>>8184758
id like to know as well

>>8184803
No she said do a blood test not a blood pressure reading. You need to have blood drawn from a clinic.

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>get height measured at doctors
>5'7"
>was 5'6" a month ago
Hrt is a scam desu

>>8184778
B-]
>>8184788
I'm not gay

>>8184803
it's not blood pressure test it's a blood test like you go to a clinic and a nurse will draw blood from your arm and then they test your hormone levels.

>>8184812
boo hoo

>>8184808
Hyperkalemia from spironolactone is really difficult to achieve. It's potassium sparing, not potassium retaining.

>>8184817
filter and don't respond

>>8184812
>wanting to be a womanlet
fun fact: most guys like tall women

>>8184809
My dick didn't even function normally before hrt
But it's better this way, i always hate hate hated errections

>>8184823
I don't like guys

>>8184819
I got it after eating some potatoes after only 1 month on it

How do I stop being afraid of sex

>>8184824
uh yeah i didn't have that issue..

it was kind of a punch in the gut when i found out tho :/

>>8184828
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

>>8184802
I've never gotten a blood test, but it's clearly been working for me

>>8184789
i guess
but
still :C

>>8184790
i guess, idk
strap ons have always been a bit of a turnoff for me
i do rly like butch girls tho

>>8184823
Actually not, smaller guys like smaller girls and really tall guys like small girls too

>>8184828
Most lesbians i know are pretty tall

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>>8184810
>>8184815
Nice. Never mind on hormones then. I am loath to doing anything hrt related publically. Self-loathing it is then

>>8184831
wtf I got hypokalemic because I avoided potassium rabidly on 200mg spiro. Were you self medding?

>>8184812
that happened to me
it's a bummer but not really that much of a problem

>>8184838
It's not really about what other people like
It's my own insecurity

>>8184817
I'm 3'1"
u jelly?

>>8184802
I can confirm, their 50mg procur knocked my T down to 9ng/dl.

>>8184794
that's not me nim

>>8184808
the potassium thing doesn't matter at all I eat food really high in potassium every day and my levels are always normal or low when tested. the pee all the time thing is true but I never heard it can cause bladder issue I suppose it makes sense though. also I was under the impression that is your t is suppressedyou don't need to block dht since your levels will be low anyway

>>8184840
Yes also with 200mg

is this an old picture of Maeve?

>>8184582

>tfw 4'31
Stay mad hons

>>8184748
Thats actually what i started on but had to change to generic estrofem for insurance coverage. Levels were 230-260 pmol/l.
I tried taking the estrofem sl and my bloodwork was baad. Like upper male levels bad. So paying for estrace now and trying that sublingual. I think the estrofem had a slow release molecule so sub didnt work :/

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>tfw boobs have to be noticeable but no one says anything
h-haha

>>8184856

ya estrofem blows tbqh lmao

>>8184844
can i put you in my pocket

>>8184850
That would be why, need to check your levels as often as possible.

>>8184858
>tfw 99% sure people can see my bra but just are too nice to say anything about it

>>8184833
Why ?
Everything that indicated i had low t before hrt feels good to me

>>8184843
Deal with it

>>8184849
Spiro doesn't really make your t low, it just blocks the receptors

>>8184839
you don't actually need to blood test it's just not ideal since you won't be completely sure if your levels are best they could be.

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>>8184858
How do you tell someone they have gyno?

How many of you are MTF because of sissy hypno/daddy issues? Be honest you fucking degenerates.

>>8184851
uhh no that's not me

>>8184871
>believing this is how gender dysphoria works

>>8184862
YOU BLOW

but ye it does

>>8184869
Hey boobie boy

>>8184862
If someone was a greymarket self medder, what would be ideal to take then if estrofem is bad?

>>8184871
I'm not into sissy porn but if you are that's fine it doesn't invalidate you

>>8184867
finding out you can't have kids isn't exactly good news to find out

>>8184838
>Actually not, smaller guys like smaller girls and really tall guys like small girls too
That's not necessarily true, I'm a manlet who likes tall girls. It makes their legs seem longer (usually because they are longer).

Taller girls are genetically and sexually superior desu

>>8184874
Those could bring out GID in an AGP who would otherwise successfully repress.

>>8184871

me, all i ever wanted was a man to breed my tight boyhole and tell me he loves me so i started taking estrogen

>>8184876

lmao

>>8184880

i mean if you're going the pill route, progynova is better. otherwise, injections or patches. injections will make you kinda fat but feminize tf out of you. patches are a good middle ground.

>>8184871
what do my daddy issues have to do with being a tranny

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We're having a 3 way with a cis girl.
Wew

>>8184883
I really want kids
But not this way
I didn't bank sperm

>>8184871
yes i need someone to say a secret phrase to unhypnotize me

>>8184890
So he is cheating on you?

>>8184889

People with daddy issues end up gay / transgender or other such mental illness.

>>8184890
You don't think you wont get jealous when he fucks her vagina?

You don't think you wont get jealous when you see her full hips and small shoulders?

Terrible idea, DEsU.

>>8184890
that's p gay kayla
you're gonna see her vagoo and everything

>>8184893
JAMBALAYA

>>8184883
It is if you don't want to reproduce

Don't bank sperm and cut off balls

Fuck having kids

>>8184890
What position? How do you feel about cis girls, sex-wise?

>>8184879
No one will say that.
First it's flamingly gay implying that the speaker is flamingly gay. Second it also implies that the person spoken to is also gay. Not a good thing.

>>8184871
>parents divorced when I was 10
>lived with my mom, was closer with her anyway
>always felt so-so about my dad
you caught me senpai
:^)
>>8184890
pls don't complain about seeing a cis vagoo afterwards

>>8184867
what? from wiki article:
Spironolactone is an antagonist of the androgen receptor (AR) as well as an inhibitor of androgen production. Due to the antiandrogenic effects that result from these actions, it is frequently used off-label to treat a variety of dermatological conditions in which androgens, such as testosterone and dihydrotestosterone (DHT), play a role.

>>8184889
I hate my dad because he gave me his dumb Y chromosome

>>8184896
I don't think they're really related desu

>>8184896
>believing this

there is no evidence of that, ya cuck.

>>8184897
That was kaylas intention all along
Kayla's actually lesbo, she just has a bf because of her insecurities to “prove“ she's not AGP

>>8184902
THE CURSE IS BROKEN
i can finally be the alpha male

>>8184915

Ask any gay/tranny and they'll tell you the same. It's true and ya know it.

>>8184905
We do all positions. He wants to line both our butts up and go from her vag to my booty and back and fourth. Im going to pour a candle over his chest. Also have 3 bottles of expensive champagne at the ready. Best way to spend my day off ever.

>>8184884
hi my legs are long

>>8184888
if i wanna gain 20 pounds do i switch to injections

>>8184892
I couldn't start without banking

i skimped out on the analysis cuz im cheap so i don't even know if the sperm stored is viable

>>8184904
my father passed away when i was young so it gave me feels about wanting to start a normal family

>>8184920
no, once you start taking the pills, you have to continue taking them or you'll die

happened to my friend brad

>>8184923
in the end it kind of amounts to the same thing anyway doesn't it
it's not like I really chose this

>>8184928

>if i wanna gain 20 pounds do i switch to injections
definitely lol
i'm like ~138 lbs at ~5'6" and before injections i weighed 110 lbs

>>8184928
stop switching your hrt every month

>>8184918
Kayla also lies. A lot.

>>8184906
Tbh, people just made fun of me having boobs and that super manly girl at work asked me why i have boobs
Or they call you faggot

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>>8184812
It's okay desu
5'7" isn't that tall, I'm sure you won't grow any taller

>>8184929
hella gay

>>8184926
that CAN NOT be healthy

>>8184918
not memeing I could see this actually being true lol

>>8184932
where did it go desu

>>8184933
this is the last time okay

>>8184935
faggit

>>8184932
Where do you order your E injections and syringes from?

>>8184942
yeah that girl is definitely going to get a uti

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>>8184942
Yolo, he has access to a beach house for the night, who cares if its healthy

>>8184928
>hi my legs are long
Yes, but you need to use them to lewd Eva

I hope you've been practising cracking watermelons between your thighs

>>8184944
I wasn't even memeing

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>>8184936
Yeah I guess it's okay as long as I don't get taller
Still kinda sucks but at least I can be closer to you

>>8184946
inhousepharmacy for injections(they're out rn) and allegromedical for syringes

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>>8184935
>Or they call you faggot
Ha, how wrong they were! The jokes on them.


>>8184957
Just how old are you?

>>8184952
what does crushing watermelons with my thighs train me to do

43 days to go until I'm free

I'm scarexcited

>>8184962
tfw you will never be the girl on the left

>>8184965
Make watermelon juice, duh

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>>8184951
the vagowner he's gonna infect with your buttjuice might care

>>8184959
Where does someone dispose of syringes without looking like a junkie and so family doesn't find them?

>>8184967
>tfw ur the girl in the back with wide as sholders
;_;

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>>8184965
>what does crushing watermelons with my thighs train me to do

>>8184970
oh cool

i dunno if eva likes watermelon juice tho

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>having sex with girls

>>8184965
it's practice for the real thing

>>8184978
I like it! But i prefer the unsquished fruit

>>8184981
Aren't you like asexual or something and hate being touched though?

>>8184975
my plan is to just put the broken ampule, syringe and cleaning pad in a grocery bag and just dump it in my apartment's dumpster once a week

>>8184975
I bought a sharps container for them
I just cap the needle, twist it off the syringe and put it in there...it probably would easily hold 100 needles

>>8184975
Put them into a bottle, probably something non transparent, like a bleach bottle

>>8184981
>not doing it to entertain your man

>tfw your floof is always compromised due to the wind and humidity

>>8184990
Sure

>>8184977
why are lookin smug

>>8184986
I like boys but they don't like me back

>>8184987
use a bottle or some other rigid container bb

no one wants to get stuck with a random needle

many public restrooms will have a sharps disposal container for diabetics etc., it's sorta worth locating one that you could use

>>8185004
Wait a minute, I thought you said you hate being cuddled though?

Also, what was wrong with the cute old man flirting with you the other day at work?

>>8185007
why would someone get stabbed with my used needle if it's in a dumpster?

>>8185004

*So far

>>8185004
You have to kinda make yourself attractive to them. Wear something out of the ordinary, walk in a provocative way, kinda ham things up a bit, that makes guys go fucking wild.

>>8185010
I don't like cuddling but sex doesn't always involve cuddling

>cute old man
He was like 30 and a homeless neckbeard mexican that was trying to find out where I live

its a nim episode

>>8185016
I've only had one guy really like me back and that was only because he was desperate and settling for me because I was his first and I'm not exactly getting younger

>>8185019
ffs kayla I have dignity and don't want to dress like a club slut to attract guys okay

>>8184945

my ass/thighs/hips and my tummy desu
but i have a really small torso, so there's nowhere else for that fat to go lmao

>>8184946
>>8184959

this
i ordered my estrogen from ADC tho cause it's like ... waaaaaaaaaay cheaper.

>>8185024
rerun

>>8185022
>I don't like cuddling
Jesus wtf kinda savage are you? Cuddles is the best part

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>>8184999
Because it's cute that you have to ask

>>8185015
you should hide them in your room with the cap off so if your mom goes snooping it'll stick her
perfect defense system

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>>8185022
>I don't like cuddling but sex doesn't always involve cuddling
Sex is basically just a really lewd cuddle though.

Why do you want to have sex with boys, but not cuddle with them?

>>8185015
the trash is transported elsewhere, and sometimes people need to go through the trash (like the time i accidentally threw away my wallet, or just scavenging poor people)

it's the responsible thing to do, i bet you drink soda or stuff that comes in bottles anyway

>>8185031
>I have dignity and don't want to dress like a club slut to attract guys okay
Dressing slutty is fucking fun. Having men drool all over me empowers me

>>8185032
okay good all the good places

i was gonna order from ADC but they seem a lil sketch idk

also inhouse has a restock date for their injections and ADC doesn't so i dunno if ADC is gonna get them in at the same time :(

>>8185031
2bh kayla doesn't know much about attracting guys irl
I mean she dates a chaser from 4chan who probably saw her miss cock posts on /b/ or sth

>>8185042

i've always done 10mg every 7 days.
and ye it does! i loved ADC when i was on injections and ordering mones from them. went really smoothly.
the only diff i think is that like ... with inhouse, if your package gets lost or something, they will send out another one free of charge
idk if ADC does that

>>8185048

wait when is inhouse restocking? i'm surprised since they've all been out for awhileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

>>8185037
is it

>>8185039
im gonna hide them in my halo reach legendary edition crate

don't tell her tho okay

>>8185046
can't i just put the cap back on

>>8185049
Oh get over urself

>>8185050
it says on their site they're expected to get them in on the 4th

i have email notifications on for both inhouse and ADC anyway so ill know when they're in either way

>>8185050
It sounds like you switched off injections, what are you on now?

>>8185034
Cuddling is for the underevolved that still cling onto their ape-like desires from millions of years ago.

>>8185045
Not really.. I can sort of like rough, dominant sex but despise intimacy and touching.

>>8185059
But at least this time i'm right

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hay girls

>>8185051
on the syringe? i mean, you really ought to put it in a secure container but you do you

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>tfw will never look like cute anime girl

>>8185071
seems like a hassle to do every week

>>8185070

>>8185065
>Cuddling is for the underevolved that still cling onto their ape-like desires from millions of years ago.
Then call me donkey kong

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>>8185065
>but despise intimacy and touching.
Are we using the same definition of "sex" here? Y'know, that intimate act that involves a lot of touching?

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>finally work up the courage to tell my mom I'm trans
> she didn't care much although she's was antagonistic
> ask her to not tell dad and she agrees
>she tells him anyways next day
>he accosts me about it and says I have until tomorrow to leave
>pack up some clothes, my charger and phone, and about $20 I had. Walked to the next town over that night because my town literally has nothing

>month later and still homeless
>at the town library, ive applied to 5 different places for a job but I've heard nothing back
>ran out of money about a week and a half ago and haven't ate since besides a piece of pizza someone shared when I was asking about a job at a pizza place
This place is about as terrible as my hometown. The rural midwest is fucking horrible. Idk what to do pls help

>>8185083
do you not consume anything that comes in a bottle?

>>8185060
4th? I'm seeing 11th, are you looking at Progynon Depot 10mg/ml?

>>8185060

>considers ordering even more injections and just being on super high E and being BPD af

hhheheh

>>8185062

i'm on injections at the moment, but i'm transitioning (lol) to patches.
i've been on injections for years, so i don't necessarily need to be on this high of an amount of estrogen.
i just need to maintain the feminization i already have and boost it a bit more if that makes sense.

>>8185088
Holy shit thats so sad. I'm glad i have accepting parents.

>>8185065
I actually see us humans as animals and we should be in touch with our roots kind of
But i also like new technologies and social progress
We humans should be both
We should be intelligent animals

>>8185093
i drink my milk out of a carton and i drink my water out of a bottle i fill with filtered tap water from the sink

>>8185088
there have to be homeless shelters and whatnot available
or at least food kitchens
idk, after going to the psych ward i got a case worker who helped me a lot

>"you're a handsome young man you should cut your hair"
T-thanks

>>8185088
>>8185100

this
also how old are you? if you're underage you could prob go through some legal routes to get housing or at least force them to let you back in

>>8185095
shit they moved the date :(

>>8185096
no don't steal mine

>>8185087
Sex isn't intimate to me. It's visceral. I don't want to be touched, I want to be used. I don't want him to hold me and appreciate me, I want him to hold me down and force himself on me. I don't want him to care about what I want, I want him to force me to orgasm whether I want it or not. I want him to control and own me, but not touch or get intimate. Anything that's not that in sex is just cuddling without clothes on and that's boring or disgusting.

>>8185088
A little too late but I'd have told you its illegal for your parents not to give you two month notice to leave.

I'd do everything I could to get resources:

Homeless shelters
LGBT centers
Get A snap card asap
Employment centers

Everything, use the library to email and research any LGBT any homeless youth any work programs in your area

>>8185099
I bought my sharps container for like $3 or something along with the needles
the lid is like impossible to take off and it has this kinda neat mechanism to permanently seal it if I ever fill it up to give to a doctor's office to dispose of

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>>8185111
Are you okay?

>>8185088
can't you find other relatives that would let you live with them? maybe tell them you had an "argument" with your parents and was kicked out

>>8185108

too bad they're all mine now nimmy

>>8185100
Homeless shelters do not provide shelter for males 99.99% of the time. Best possible bet is to find someone that's really empathic and work at their place for a bit of cash and maybe sleep in the back or something.

>>8185111
what's this about not surrendering to animal instincts

>>8185113
what's a sharps container

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This makes me want to cry

>>8185111
Sounds like you're into some kinky shit there

>>8185120
wtf edie

>>8185122
idk it's just called that
it has a biohazard symbol and it's red, you've def seen it at a doctor's office before
Google it

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>>8185118
Yes?

>>8185122
I'm not an animal.

>>8185125
Yes.

>>8185123
wow faye wtf

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>mfw some 22 year old guy is trying to ask me out on a date on instagram

whO TF TOLD THESE CHILDREN THAT THIS WAS A GOOD IDEA LMAO
i'm almost 26 i'm literally sitting here like "does your mother know you're doing this???"

>>8185111
Im like that but i also love the sensual touching and kissing and cuddling. But yeah rape sex is hot, feeling totally helpless and out of control is the best

>>8185131
be nice im emotionally very fragile rn ;-;

Everyone wants me to be a boy though so I am

>>8185130
>"Honey what is this red biological hazard container for?"
>umm i-its for a project at college I swear
>"Aren't you taking computer classes?"
>....yes?
>"Oh okay sweetie, dinners ready in 30 mins"

>>8185140
im disappointed in you.

you should live for yourself not others

>>8185133
Doll pls, that isn't a huge gap at all.

>>8185133
eh, i'd understand if he were 18 or something, but 4 years isn't that much

>>8185151
>>8185133
I'd never date a guy 4 years my younger

eww