Second thinks

>how should i tackle these thoughts
what do you want to do?

There's literally nothing wrong with keeping boobs and staying a guy socially. Just pick whatever is comfiest for you.

>>8182576

I don't know. I just want something good to happen in my life and it seems everything is leaving the further in I get.

>>8182595
why would going guy mode make something good happen in your life?

>>8182576

Should I keep doing hormones or should I just try to be cisgender again.

>>8182608
what do you want?

>>8182604

I'd be cisgendered, and that would make things easier? perhaps? I'm also scared of what testosterone will do to me.

>>8182610

I just want to make my life better and I can't tell if taking my next round of estrogen is going to do that. But i don't know if stopping is going to help either.

>>8182610

I just really want this girl to like me again and it seems that being transgender has just made her go farther and farther away.

>>8182615
>>8182620
>being cis will make things easier for me
why did you transition?
because living with dysphoria was hard for you i assume, would it really be better if you went back to that?
>i just want to make my life better
are you gonna be happier and not go back to feeling dysphoric?

>>8182625
fuck off

>>8182635
I transitioned because dysphoria. I had a lot of things wrong but that was a big issue. It's gotten better but it's still not perfect. And a lot of people seem to be treating me like shit and it might be because I gave up my masculinity.

>>8182640
just please bear with me a little bit. I've just got a lot going on.

>>8182644
find new people, you are not hanging around friends it seems

>>8182662
I'm trying but things haven't progressed for six months. I feel like my head is going to explode and all my favorites the people I wanted in my life are gone.