Be a mentor to your babytrans edition
•Makeup for beginners:http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
•Male vs Female measurement data:https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
•Correct hormone levels:http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
•Checking your levels:http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
•Reducing Musclehttp://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
•Size charts:http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
•Transition time lines:http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
•Voice Training:https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
•Voice Help:http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
•IRC:https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
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>>8170241
first for this thread is cancer
Cindy thread
gay thread
Korra nobody likes you.
>>8170181
I take back my audio recording for you today.
>>8170192
>mfw the richest person in mtfg chastises me about providing a service that helps people while also allowing me to pay my bills.
Everyone knows that I invite ANYONE to add me for casual chats and advice/direction on their voice. I say that every time some asks about voice.
How much can I really help someone with their voice in a 2000 character limit or without 1 on 1 interaction? I charge because I sacrifice time in my life and as an artist, my time is literally my income.
>>8170248
Stop preying on a child.
can i get a mentor to bully me a lot
>>8170253
Good thread.
>>8170260
They're both children.
>>8170241
i like this edition. im looking out for two baby trans atm and hoping for them to make it!
>>8170256
>I take back my audio recording for you today.
But that was an audio recording tell her that she's a naughty boy
>>8170261
that's gay
Hey try not to ruin this thread like you did the last one. We were having a nice time.
>>8170248
>>8170253
Same thing desu
>>8170254
Just hide her posts and move on. Its what pretty much everyone does.
birdy
>>8170256
faye isn't rich
>>8170261
no bullying hamsters bullying isn't a gud thing maeve
so i think im gonna cancel my day out tomorrow, im too burnt out from work
i might go get my hair done or look at some s hoes or something idk
I just can't handle 5 hours of trains and being gone litearlly the whole day
esp not with my shift the next day starting at 9 AM
what are some good girl hats??? I kinda want one that isn't a baseball cap lol
s-sertii
>>8170280
>what are some good girl hats???
Berets.
You look French too, so it'll work.
>>8170256
How does it feel having to constantly force your voice to be feminine?
In a few weeks mine will pass with no effort at all
>>8170241
>Be a mentor to your babytrans edition
but most of the baby trans in this thread are fucking annoying
>>8170250
Do not let her put you into some quack fucking facility
You need to go to uni in New York. You need to get the fuck out of there and tell your mother what's been going on via a letter, or a text or a phonecall, literally anything that will prevent her from stopping you from transitioning,
>>8170240
Kit used to post pictures of some ruski girl and said they were her.
>>8170280
is zna okay with you going and looking at other hoes...
birby
>>8170286
Ah that's why you hate her because she disapproved of your VFS.
>>8170285
>scottish and polish heritage
>end up looking french
WHAT LE FUG
>>8170287
Teach them not to be
>>8170289
Dunno if she'd mind me bringing home a new plaything.
>>8170287
Cindy is cancer
>>8170287
you and elanna are a big help
>>8170286
And yet whenever you post a vocaroo you sound retarded as all fuck.
>>8170286
I don't "force" anything. I talk nearly 1.5 octaves lower than the highest point in my range when I do my girl voice.
"Forcing" is bad technique. Why are you being such a cunt?
>>8170292
??? But I don't disapprove of VFS. I think it's a personal choice and if someone wants it they should have it. Where did you get the idea I disapprove of VFS? I don't care what anybody does to their body.
>>8170287
not /all/ of them. like when you gave me advice and a push when I needed it I've been doing the same with two other girls here one is a trip and the other is an anon
it feels nice to see them taking steps to presenting :3
>>8170288
>Kit used to post pictures of some ruski girl and said they were her.
Linka's Polish, you RACIST. Also, to be fair, no one knew that at the time. Korra should have been smarter and timed her meanness better.
big ol floppy benis
>tfw I raised babytran Grace
Well I was there for the baseball games and dance recitals at least.
>>8170304
what does that emoji mean
>>8170293
you can't teach someone like cindy to not be annoying lmao
she's young af, she's supposed to be annoying. that's like bred into everyone's DNA. we were all even more annoying than we are now when we were 15 like her.
this is the problem with the baby trans in the thread these days
>>8170294
tru
>>8170295
i help sometimes idk. if ppl ask or seem like they need help wit something i know about then i do my best.
>>8170301
YOU WEREN'T MOST OF THE GIRLS ITT NOW THO
>>8170280
https://www.amazon.com/SIGGI-Black-Merino-Winter-Newsgirl/dp/B017MD9R1K/
This is what I use in seasons that aren't summer.
For summer I dunno, I usually don't wear hats, unless I'm hiking then it's a boonie hat.
>>8170303
>>8170294
But why
>>8170286
How does it make you feel that even after thousands of dollars spent on vocal surgery, I can still hit an octave above your highest note in my chest voice.
LUUUL
>>8170310
that image triggers me desu
i wish i weren't so androgynous.
wish my absurd testosterone could have saved me from being hated by my whole family
>>8170288
ye i know :(
i hate hiding stuff from her tho you know
Why did Faye and Shakira fail voice training? They're the only two trips I know that can't talk in a girl voice despite trying.
itt: annoying people claiming other people are annoying
We're all fucking terrible in our own little, and for some of you very large, ways.
>>8170304
how goes it in bird land i heard thru the grapevine stuff was kinda rough for a while
>>8170305
they grow up so fast ;_; my baby tranny is about to grow up too where does the time go?!!
>>8170308
i mean tru i actually did more than complain on mtfg and just pop pills lil BUT STILL MAN YOU GOTTA WAIT FOR THE RIGHT ONE TO HELP
>>8170316
Not everyone can reach a great range, that's not even a trans thing.
>>8170326
they quit too soon basically voice training takes diff amount of time for diff people since it's unique to the individual. it took me forever just to get my current gay boi voice and im just refining it as i go
>>8170324
right now what i need is to be normal ;~;
my hair is the least of my problems
hey it's me Faye
>>8170345
Good question, I opened up the previous thread and she posted two bitchy things about me so I'm just replying to her.
>>8170346
oh hey me too
>>8170326
Part T damage, part not having had the opportunity to develop female speech mannerisms earlier in their life.
>>8170298
>>8170302
huh
I wrote polish first but thought it sounded wrong
but yeah
>>8170323
yeah I get how you feel but you kinda need to to avoid being put in a bad situation
it's obvious that she's willing to do drastic shit to stop you from doing something she doesn't understand
I dunno b
Mums can be really tough because you love them but they can be really harmful to your wellbeing when they impose their will on you like that
>>8170326
i can't talk in a girl voice either :^)
>>8170299
tbqh i don't even think that's faye. this is the entire reason she doesn't use a trip tho lmao
>>8170345
just some stuff between you and another former trip here. shitty situation and I offer my condolences but what can ya do except keep on keeping on. what doesnt kill you makes you stronger ya know?
>>8170354
wigs also help. idk why they are so frowned upon here. where I live it'd extremely common for cis black women to wear human hair wigs weave or sew ins
>>8170359
What do you sound like?
anyone else know that feel when you get out of the shower and hair is still wet so you have like 2-3 hours of having normal hair before it poofs up again
>>8170360
i thought faye is cray and just namefags so faye can deny anything
>>8170363
nim sounds as cute as she looks (which is pretty damn cute)
>>8170360
shut up you're going to be the first to go once I get that job at ICE
I talked to this frog today in the cemetery
>>8170365
Yes I hate my life. I also just started voice training like just now because I was scared. :/
>>8170363
ive been feeling like shit lately so ive been bad and been skimping out on voice training
this is an old one from like a month ago
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1BbwuPILc1x
>>8170365
Nah. I have to spend at least half an hour with a blow drier and curling to get some volume or it just stays desperately flat and straight all day.
Faye doesnt use a trip so she can go on these crazy tangents and then claim it was someone else.
>>8170365
get a few cms cut off when you get to new york! that usually stops mine from being too frizzy. I'm gonna go get mine cut in a month or so because I've got split ends from cutting it myself lol
>>8170382
i'm not in swampland now anyway so i can't accept you
name is just sertii tho
>>8170382
>but I feel bad for the real victim in all this
the anons in /mtfg/, who can't be nice to basic anymore
>>8170365
lol, yes. Mine does that really badly and all the new regrowth came in curly at first so a lot of my ends are super frizzy.
Flat ironing helps a lot (use protectant) and so does a light mousse.
When I get it trimmed at the salon the round brushing with mousse makes it so straight and soft, it's like someones else's hair - it's amazing.
>>8170389
The Great Spiritual Hummingbird Octopus Dragon.
>>8170365
>tfw don't use a blow drier or anything so it takes an eternity to dry bc shoulder-length hair
>tfw humidity makes it frizzy
>>8170388
I don't care if basic comes back I'm still going to be nice to her
>>8170365
#hairpain #iktf
>>8170340
I think they're right that voice training doesn't work for everybody.
>>8170372
ngl i do personally prefer nautral hair but one cook thing about a sew in is that it super accelerates your nautral hair growth while you have it in so eventually you don't need to wear them because your actual hair has grown exponentially faster than it otherwise would have
I MEAN LOOK AT THIS CRAP THIS IS LESS THAN 1 YEAR OF HAIR GROWTH I HAD A MILITARY BUZZ CUT BEFORE THAT'S UNREAL FOR A BLACK GIRL
and ive seen ladies irl of many different races getting one to help with their hair. like rn if you got a sew in by December of this year your hair would be triple the length it is now and you'd get to enjoy having long hair while you waited on yours to grow out :3
>>8170396
the birdy/smiles/claire drama is so last year, now it's all about birdy and basic
>>8170386
i don't have split ends though i don't think, i don't really mess with my hair that much
but yeah im getting it trimmed when i go to NYC
>>8170391
i don't really know anything about mousse and flat ironing and stuff ;-;
i can't really go out all out and get 100% girlhair right now..
>>8170395
story of my life
AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
>>8170373
good luck, it's p annoying but you eventually make some progress
im starting singing lessons soon too, im hoping it helps me with my vocal range
>>8170409
please quiet down I'm trying to sleep
>>8170389
i know it's not that great but thanks
>>8170413
Sorry someone just posted a really amusing picture of themselves.
>>8170416
stop being rude please also
>>8170382
ya she's suffered enough I think. hopefully she finds a solution that makes her happy it was really shocking tho didn't see that one coming the mtfg writers still have a few tricks left i see
>>8170404
maybe so. but that seems really really unfortunate. mine was like Barry white deep and I managed to get it to sound good enough to get gendered female in real life
http://vocaroo.com/i/s11mEv3j6fYu
>>8170405
i'll consider it. You're the second person who's given me this advice
rn im more worried about how my shitty hairline will mess with the sidecut look i want
>>8170422
How did you even end up dating her in the first place?
tfw no one to play the obscure games you like with you
>>8170422
but weren't you in love with faye at one point?
you must have some insight to why faye is this way
>>8170426
i just started minoxidil tonight and im ordering bica
ill let you know how it goes
>>8170415
It passes to me, but it sounds like you have a dick in your mouth when you're talking.
>>8170305
why dont you love me, mom?
>>8170433
>it sounds like you have a dick in your mouth when you're talking
expand on this anon
>>8170432
idk, i've always had this, its not MPB, just genetics
i might get hairline advancement + rhino some day
>>8170428
is it obscure weebshit?
>>8170440
my temples have been receded since i was like 15, i know it's not as bad but it still makes me feel like shit :(
nim wants to hear about the dicks in her mouth
>>8170426
well ya i wanna see you with pretty long hair bc imo the only thing holding you back from passing is your hair length and possibly voice (idk about this one never heard u so in assuming)
i just think of it as a temporary hairstyle while my real one grows. idk about the hairline stuff tho honestly :x
I think I'm autistic
>>8170449
i don't believe you, sorry
>>8170395
Have you tried wrapping it up in a cotton tshirt while drying? It's pretty easy and it helps with frizz.
>>8170450
Then you're among good company here.
>>8170453
yeah i know about the hollowness, that's what im working on right now
thanks anon :)
>>8170354
idk what to do about myself.
i'm going to look for decent reasonably young people on craigslist to fuck me silly.
i think i found this het couple.
i'll try talking to them
>>8170452
no it's an autistic game where you have to learn a bunch of different mechanics before you can even start playing the game properly
>>8170465
is it dwarf fortress
or space station 13
>>8170468
the second one
>>8170465
Like all games?
>>8170465
just play as a clown lol :^)
>>8170462
>that pic
>>8170467
yeah mine is like that as well
only i have shittier skin lmao
>>8170467
god that picture is horrible fucking end me ok im out mtfg
>>8170471
nim, i think you might have autism
i'm sorry your chasers had to find out this way
>>8170467
>>8170446
same. temples have been steadily improving on finasteride + hrt though. It was really bad 2 years ago and over the last year my hair has basically recovered. It's a lot slower now but still happening.
>>8170473
im p bad at being a clown honestly cuz im not robust enough
i like being an engie or roboticist or detective
oh and the AI, that's my favorite
>>8170477
it's not so bad
you don't have fivehead
>>8170467
it should grow back slowly on hrt but i tell you what, ill ask my hair stylist friends if they know of any ways to help regrow that for you + nim since they all went to hair school for some years.
ill report back if they tell me anything
>>8170481
im going on bica and i just started minoxidil tonight
it's all i got to fight against the receding menace ;-;
>>8170467
I have this hairline too. The balding paranoia is real.
I check the shower drain every day for hair
Are there any bald trips here?
>>8170480
but it's FUN!
>>8170481
you're back! hi zhe!!
>>8170490
>tfw hair falling out in the shower like a scene from a horror movie
>>8170492
Shakira
>>8170492
i'd hope not. i feel like few ppl here actually take dutasteride for their hair loss stuff tho. it's way stronger and better than finasteride desu
>>8170499
Shakira?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DUT5rEU6pqM
>>8170501
i was gonna do this but i don't need more depression rn
hoping bica is just as effective x-x
>>8170492
Syndie has a big bald patch from to many years of MPB.
>>8170479
>blogs often, w pic
>argues with people
sounds like a person who does care
>>8170508
we'll seeeeeeeee. i have lots of dutas but i have like 140 bica 50mg pills on the way so ima be testin it out to see the diff.
>>8170493
>but it's FUN!
maybe for you
a neurotypical like me doesn't really "get it" though
>>8170501
I agree dut is awesome. I have been on fin a year and I think in another year I will switch to dut. Hopefully I can just get an orchi before then so I can stop talking either.
no balls = very little DHT
>>8170509
not really honestly..
i just bought it because i saw many people using it in combo with fin and figured "why not?"
>>8170250
Nim, what is a neurotransmitter test? Isn't that just some kind of brain scan? Why would they test t?
>>8170514
Actually the scalp makes it's own T, hence the need for Fin. Duta shouldn't be needed as the T to DHT transformation in the scalp is fully blocked by 1mg Fin a day.
>>8170518
okay, just be aware before you start that if you stop using the minox the results wont maintain. It's basically a chemical wig of sorts. You should check out a great thread on HairLossTalk forums where a transgender woman has documented her amazing hair regrowth dedication and regiment. Minox causes accelerated skin aging but you can use a dermaroller to work around that.
idk its a crazy substance lol research it first please!
I might need to go part time at work or something, working overtime week after week is killing me
>>8170446
>>8170467
I have this and heavily receded temples with u shaped thinning on top. Ponytail hides bald spot but reveals hairline, hair down mostly hides hairline but shows obvious bald spot. Too thin for bangs. I'm pretty much fucked atm and I'm sick of guymode because hair ;_;
>>8170481
What was recovery like for you? I have a bunch that's grown in but it's in places I couldn't really watch closely. What I'm curious about are all the inch long thin blonde hairs coming in and if they will shed out eventually and come in thicker, or if they get to a certain length and start thickening without a shed? I have thousands and thousands of them that have been slowly growing but not really doing much.
>All these pills to take just to become feminine
I'll be more pill than girl.
>>8170526
rip alpha male scalp????????
less T please
>>8170528
If you can afford to work fewer days in a week, I highly recommend it. Life is so much more enjoyable if you don't have to spend all of it working.
>>8170531
I'm on injections so... more needle than girl maybe?
>>8170538
I can afford to, it's just, expensive hobbies, and transition, and I need to be full time to get promoted which would be handy for moving out. But idk.
>>8170531
>tfw your mom asks when you can stop taking the pills
>>8170528
I know that feel. Feels like all I do these days is work and sleep, and my body hurts from all the bending I have to do. I also cut myself badly on a knife at work last week, and it's healing really lsowly.
I just want to sleep.
>>8170545
For the rest of my life mom. For the rest of my life.
>>8170546
I cut myself pretty regularly...
>>8170525
>cut her hair off so she could wear wigs
Why would you do this?
>>8170546
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_FrOQC-zEog
Just keep grinding until you hit autopilot
You won't need sleep
You'll just miss feeling anything.
>>8170551
please be more careful, anon
>>8170533
Once the male cells are placed with feminine ones, the scalp T production drops. Every cell has a gender...they act different based on the hormone environment at creation.
>>8170550
>You mean skin damage. it interferes a small amount with skin grown, and that adds up over time.
okay good to know, so use a derma roller then huh?
>>8170513
what's not to get?
the fun in space station 13 is the fact that every round is different
sure, they all start the same, but shit hits the fan pretty quickly and depends on your job you could find yourself in interesting situations
ill lay out an example for you:
>playing as engineer
>3 other engineers, all seem competent enough
>power and solars are set up, things are running smoothly
>check the power monitoring station every now and again to make sure all the station is getting enough power
>suddenly all the batteries on the station drain to 0% charge despite there being more than enough power to charge them, lights start going out
>station starts getting an eerie vibe, everyone is on their toes
>comms are still up so i rally all the engineers together and after some discussion we come to the conclusion that a power sink has been installed by someone on the station
>we take to the maintenance tunnels in search of what we suspect
>about halfway through our sweep one of the girl engineers turns a corner in front of us
>BANG BANG BANG
>i look through a window and see some guy in a red hardsuit shooting the engineer in the head
>me and the other guy BOLT, the chief engineer has gone missing too, it's just me and this guy now
>we deduce that that guy must be guarding the powersink, we decide to tell security so we can restore order to the station and clone our engineer friend
>we arrive to security and only the head of security is there, apparently some security officers have gone missing
>we tell him about what happened and he immediately deputizes us and gives us guns
>we make our way back into the maintenance tunnels guns in hand and after meeting up with a security officer, me, the other engineer, the head of security and this security officer btfo of the redsuit guy
>after looking through some lockers we find the bodies of our engineering friend and a janitor
>i find the powersink and cut it out of the grid, power is restored soon after
>>8170553
Perhaps you need some sleep hmm?
>>8170527
oh gosh now you got me all scared to use it :(
maybe just bica will help on it's own, ive been getting a small amount of regrowth on my own with just cypro and e
now im confused again about whether or not to get on fin or just bica :/
>>8170563
HONK HONK
I hung out with another transgirl once as she played that game. It was entertaining.
>>8170553
>that song
I used to listen to so much Pink Floyd. The Wall was a great album.
>>8170564
yeah, i do
im not sure what ive been waiting to go to bed for
i guess maybe to feel like ive actually accomplished something today?
to shake this feeling of being dead inside?
working 12-10 sucks because your whole day is gone and you dont feel like you got to live at all so you stay up stupid late trying to compensate
i contacted the couple on craigslist.
i hope they treat me well.
i'm a little nervous.
they said that the last tran they met was too excited.
i guess i could ask them for a small drink & to chat so i could loosen up a tiny bit
>>8170563
i'll start playing it again when they de-retardise the controls
it's okay though, you can have your nerdy hobbies, it's cute
>>8170552
African-American hair is difficult to maintain so the women keep it short and wear wigs or weaves over it.
>>8170513
>>8170563
we didn't get to revive our engineering friend but we spent the rest of the round hunting down other redsuits with security
>>8170569
yeah it's p fun
FUCK CLOWNS THO
well, expect bamboozle..
bamboozle came and visited me in the hospital when i was diagnosed mentally unstable for trying to gauge my own eyes out
he even brought me a balloon
>>8170550
I've been on Fin for 2 years, hrt for 21 months. It's MUCH better than it was, but still far from usable.
I don't really know how long it had been happening. 10 years ago it was just thinning temples, 5 years ago it was pretty bad. I don't have any pictures in between there.
>>8170555
and the bruises from boxes I have to wear long sleeves or people think things
>>8170580
>trying to gauge my own eyes out
The fuck Nim?
>>8170561
Derma roller causes skin damage and inflammation...
>>8170574
it just takes getting used to
once you learn the UI layout and the keyboard shortcuts it's not so bad
it just takes a few rounds to get the hang of it, you gotta stick with it
>>8170584
why are the all the cute ones crazy?
>>8170584
space stress
You must be this thicc to pass
>>8170592
you must be this thicc to pass
>>8170592
>tfw not born a qt japanese girl in japan
Hello again dysphoria.
>>8170592
lord have mercy
hi, stop being so butt hurt pls! <3
>>8170589
well, i guess it's ok if i'm not particularly cute, right?
>>8170589
im not crazy :(
>>8170592
>>8170595
It hurts.
>>8170581
Any loss over 10 years ago may not ever recover. Lost hair will come in thinner, but should grow as fast and as long.
>>8170592
wacky swimsuit
>>8170599
take on a trip...
>>8170604
just a few month inches to my hips...
just a few more..
>>8170604
that whore.
why does she have to dress like that?
those groin lines remind me of my own
>>8170613
Be my gf.
>>8170548
i'm not sure she really know what the pills do
which is odd because she's the type to obsessively research everything
>>8170617
I hope you dont let her give you no shit.
>>8170616
idk.
i'm kinda picky about my men.
ashamed to admit it though :(
okay goodnight!
>>8170607
ur a wacky swimsuit!
>>8170609
go for these hips nim.
>>8170619
What about other girls?
But you're probably a size queen right? Oh well I understand it.
>>8170608
too lazy
>>8170623
size queen?
i guess i could date a girl
>>8170628
It means you like huge dongers.
>>8170630
well, it doesn't have to be big.
but if it's not gonna be big, it should be cute
>>8170632
A good philosophy.
>>8170638
So a gf yes?
>>8170365
Glad it's not just me. No idea what to do about it.
>going through some 30 questions to apply for a job in a supermarket
>finish answering them and click end test
>immediately told that i have not been successful at this stage of the process
who brainlet here?
>>8170641
sure
>>8170643
what were the questions they asked?
>>8170645
Success!
>>8170638
i'm a huge fan of p-reavz btw.
do you have a discord?
>>8170647
some were basic arithmetic, which even as a brainlet, i'm sure i got right
most were situational questions, asking you to rank some options from best to worst in a variety of what-if scenarios
>>8170649
o, you're a top?
>>8170650
>>8170655
I do have one but I dont really want to post it here.
And maybe just a little.
>>8170652
for those ranking questions you have to put yourself in their shoes to answer.
>>8170661
i'm alines#7777
>>8170665
Got them quads and everything.
>>8170662
yeah, i tried that - i usually went for the option that said "go talk to manager" for the best
i just need someone to sit me down and tell me how humans behave
how do i deal with being trans?
i have been talking pills for almost a year. I havent openly tell my dad (he's very homophobic) nor my friends (they would be ok but it would be awkward as fuck)
My mother knows but doesnt support me at all, every day she talks to me about how i will never be a woman and how almost every problem in the world is because of me.
I spend most of the time in my gf's house where I can dress as a girl without any problem, but now for some reason my mom is making it a problem, telling me its fucked up and i shouldnt do it because its not my house and it bother everyone in my gf's house.
Im in college's last year and i dont know what i will do with my life once i finish, i dont want to get a job at all, im too scared of being discriminated or to not be able to live as a woman.
Also my self esteem is all fucked up, and im always extremly depressed.
So I don't really see any good reason to keep transitioning or to even do it from a start.
>>8170674
hey, at least you aren't an hsts!
tfw brain dead all day
forgot to take my pills
notice I didn't take them sunday night too
been feeling more or less brain dead since last wednesday.
>>8170691
>hsts
Whats that?
alright, i had my last brownie.
time for yaoi :D
*cums deeply*
*begins to form cum cocoon to begin transformation into a woman*
>>8170707
heterosexual transexual
>>8170707
HeteroSexual TransSexual
hey mtfg
how are you?
everything gooood
>>8170241
>Be a mentor to your babytrans edition
COMMIT SUICIDE
>>8170699
set a reminder on your phone, anon
>>8170287
what the hecky did you say to me.
>>8170719
Is that a nose ring?
Im starting a new job but i dont feel like getting up and doing the bullshit that comes before the job.
Ive only gotten ten hours of sleep altogether the last three days.
experience transquility.
>>8170674
Just keep going because what else do you have to do? Become independent however you're able to do so and live your life the way you want to.
>>8170712
i'm excited about this 1.
i loved this animu
fug i took the lazy bitch path and now i feel like shit.
Any Australians here?
>>8170743
omg, it's so good
>>8170746
Happy Anzac day, ya cunt.
hmmmmmmmmmmmm
>>8170743
dont taint the pure yaoi genre with your degenerate trap shit
Now that my pills are taken, and I've eaten some, it's bed time.
>>8170751
y-you too
>>8170720
did you ever get bobs?
>>8170763
I mean I have some but they are pretty tiny compared to cis women
stop manspreading.
>>8170759
sleep okay anon
>tfw my headphones broke, and have to use earbuds now
This sucks :(
I miss my cats
>>8170773
go cuddle them then
Sorry. I'm just a weird person.
>>8170777
I can't, not anymore
Why am I like this.
apparently sertii & i look alike
>>8170797
well you both kinda have the short hair thing going on
>>8170797
if im remembering what you look like right I can see it.
so is this australian hours or euro hours?
>>8170802
Both.
>>8170771
earbuds suck, it's like having ear invaders.
>>8170793
I too have asked myself many times this exact question.
but in the end we are who we are and can be no one else.
>>8170806
Im sure there are in the archives somewhere
Fuck repression man. So much time and effort wasted because I'm a indecisive bitch who can't make up her mind. I've wasted the last whole year. How do you guys stop yourself from repressing?
>>8170810
ok , I'm back to bed.
i love u all
>>8170814
Just take the pills
>>8170814
last one.
you repress until you can't anymore, until the terror of becoming an old man in a dress pushes you over the edge and you realize that no matter what you do, you'll be some sort of man in a dress.
>>8170819
That sounds like hell.
>>8170819
>and you realize that no matter what you do, you'll be some sort of man in a dress.
You can't be a man in a dress if you wear man clothes...
>>8170825
Being a man is hell.
>>8170826
>tfw you only have jackets from your dad
>>8170831
Go to the shops!
>tfw my dad is fat as fuck and all the shops cater to the average person who is also fat as fuck
>>8170833
I kinda have a hard time finding comfy clothes that fit so I usually take oversized clothes. also I can't really put away my dads old army parka I really like it is that bad?
>>8170833
smol room
>>8170854
then it would just be another parka that doesn't mean anything to me. idk if you even can get these ones anymore it's over 30 years old.
>>8170814
You can't repress forever. Eventually, you'll lose and the longer you wait the worse it will be. See a therapist if you need to and can afford it - they really help sometimes.
Repression creates monsters like these.
>>8170814
>wasted the last whole year
Try wasting nine :(
Just about done with the bedroom.
I shudder to think what's in the kitchen, but today is not that day.
>>8170867
Oh did someone say my name?
Yeah, don't end up like Homura, accept yourself.
trash is my favourite character itt, i want her to be my bf
I ama joke and my family hates me
>>8170871
When did you start? I was out to friends and making plans for transitioning at 14, then suddenly broke off with all those friends and repressed until 23.
I have so few people to blame, it's some kinda shit.
>>8170870
do you have your own place?
>>8170872
:^I heyy I need to be refered to nicely in private
>>8170863
Could always have a fancy tailor do some stuff to it but parkas aren't really that ugly if they are oversized.
>>8170872
>favourite character
>not favourite person or poster
do MTFs get actual female orgasms
or is it a meme
>>8170881
then u can't be my bf sory :(
>>8170879
For nearly two years now, where have you been?
Well, I'm renting, but still.
>>8170878
28, but I'd been questioning myself since I was 19. There's a number of reasons why, but that doesn't matter. Just don't make my mistake: this is one place where you want to trust your feelings.
>>8170878
Damn that's a long time to wait. I started at 19 and then started to repress halfway through this year and now I'm 20. I feel like that golden gateway into passing is about to close if I don't take the initiative soon.
>>8170897
Your skelleton isn't going to change if you can or can't pass is already determined
im gay
its my superpower
i exude gay
a gay aura
gayra, if you will
>>8170883
u won't trick me shillrobot, i'm woke to the simulation and know u all aren't real
>>8170902
There are other factors than height bib (not trynna be rude i swear)
>>8170905
that's a bad superpower
>>8170905
you superpower is gay
>>8170916
I didn't say height I said skelleton.
Anything that isn't skelleton can be changed with a bit of effort but if your shoulders, ribcage, jaw, chin, height ect are all large and masculine you might as well give up on trying
>>8170926
ugh, could you find a more reddit glass trashy?
>>8170921
yeah but you're gay now
>>8170925
precisely
>>8170928
that is a facebook glass
here is a reddit
>>8170926
Well I I was fat most of my years through puberty. Doesn't that help feminize my frame? I've always felt my hips being extra wide.
>>8170928
>>ugh, could you find a more reddit glass trashy?
it looks like the sort of picture my aunt would post on facebook, along with some comment like "Could really do with one of these right now!!! It'd be over-flowing LOL!!!!!!"
>>8170934
it's the SAME THING.
>>8170939
Everyone has middle-aged women like that on their facebook
>>8170806
this is my latest decentish one but i look like hot garbage cus of beard shadow
>>8170929
i was probably gay way earlier than you
>>8170942
I don't have a facebook tho
>>8170896
my memory isn't great it's not easy to know what's going on in everyones lives. anyways do you have a room with just your bed? like idk I always just had one room for myself so it seems a waste just having a bedroom with not much in it
>>8170902
this is why i hate all older/late transitioning trips (zheanna comes to mind). She started her transition 7 years older than me but my body is so much more masculine.
it's not fucking fair
i fucking hate my genes
>>8170948
how much money do you have? you look rich!
>>8170950
the gays clash
gay thunder rumbles in the distance
this summer
gay and gay do battle
>>8170958
how does one look rich in a t-shirt
>>8170953
what's your favorite fastfood sandwich?
>>8170956
Same I started at 16.
Now I get to spend the rest of my life as a disgusting ayylmaohon
>>8170964
For me, it's got to my the McChicken(tm)
The best fastfood sandwich
>>8170450
Me too, but the doctors keep telling me im not.
>>8170643
I fail those things all the time too, sucks.
>>8170825
Being trans is hell.
>>8170864
Tfw still a monster anyway.
>>8170962
Idk, there's just something about your face that makes you look like you're good at attaining wealth.
>>8170973
lmao
>>8170952
The apartment is a two bedroom. I spend most of my time in my bedroom, but there's a switch, PS3 and TV in the living room.
>>8170968
God, you're a pretty good memer.
>>8170968
would you rather live the same life as jack or be yourself? you'd be like the biggest failure in the world but you'd be too dumb to realize you should be sad about it.
>>8170977
I literally browse 4chan from the second I wake up till I go to sleep my life is utterly worthless
>>8170978
Jack is happy and enjoys his church shit
I am sad and enjoy nothing
It is an easy choice
>>8170982
You're cute. Can I be your girlfriend?
>>8170978
who is jack?
>>8170986
I like men but I've only ever dated transsexuals tbqh
>>8170985
probably not
>>8170991
Can I be your boyfriend then?
>>8170926
there's a limit to how much you can change your skin or hair after certain points. a lot of environmental effects actually alter you genetically
>>8170976
what do you do in your bedroom when the tv and the systems are in the living room? I live with my mom and have a two people bedroom with a tv, a stereo, my systems and stuff there so I barely use the living room. so idgi why have a room that is barely used you could do something else in there.
>>8170990
ja/ck/
>>8170997
probably not
>>8170999
You can just get botox and hair transplants they aren't even that expensive
>>8171005
can we be friends then?
>>8170991
Haha get memed on :^)
Whats everyones plans for today.
>>8171016
probably bully people on the internet
>>8171010
probably not
but maybe
>>8171014
fuck you the person I'm hitting on right now is just a gay guy!
they better not be a transsexual
>>8171016
getting contact lenses and will probably buy some fruit then my dad is taking me for discount italian food that will be loaded with carbs so I can't drink my daily milk today
>>8171021
Hey I didn't want to my life got considerably more complicated now that I'm not just a guy with erection problems :(
Hope he's not a tranny though that would be hilarious
>>8171005
try fixing this man's skin with botox and hormones
>>8171021
How do I get a yes to be your friend?
how long until the t comes back after quitting hrt
>cousins gf hitting on me
>6:30 am
its a blessing and a curse
>>8171005
do you have aunt myrnas party salad?
>>8171001
Play Overwatch, Heroes of the Storm, and Final Fantasy XIV
Pretend to be a girl on the internet
Watch Netflix
Sleep
>>8171025
You probably could
>>8171032
Talking to me online for long enough
>>8171036
My images aren't sorted but probably
>>8171016
try not to cry, I already failed :(
>>8171053
>something like cypro
Uh oh
>>8171054
>wanting t back
dics are not worth a tenth of the probs they cause
>>8171060
Do drugs and get over the problem desu
>>8171060
It's in case the counselling cures me and I am allowed to stop hrt for not being trans
I contextualise myself as a loser male than a girl. Which is a red flag for them
pls god make my hands and feet shrink
and my ribcage
and my face
and make my legs/torso shorter
if not kill me
>>8171064
i do. drugs called estradiol and spironolactone
I've had several family members text or call me and fucking first thing they do is bring my transition up and act like they've been my ally and how they read on buzzfeed or watched on cnn or abc ot whatever the fucking bullshit garbage place that they learned everything there is to learn about transition and then go on to ask me seriously personal questions. This is so upsetting, i just told my fucking cousin that no transition isn't rainbows and name change parties and parades. Its grim, rough, and downright miserable and i went on to say half of us kill ourselves so how dare you try to text me pretending to care for facebook brownie points.
>>8170974
I can't believe you were porky all along Sertii.
I will remember to weep for you when you're in the gulag.
>tfw not a housewife RIGHT NOW
>>8171068
>Which is a red flag for them
Hard to imagine why
>>8171072
lmao, just be happy theyre supporting you.
>>8171080
>supporting
That is a very abused word as of late.
>>8170948
>passing even with a moustache
This is some bullshit
>>8171074
>porky
beefy
>gulag
goulash
>>8171079
I'm happy tho. It means I get cured and got to go back to the old ways again
>>8170716
delete this
>>8171072
do people really do that? sounds awful :(
>>8171090
Yeah. Supporting family is codeword for fag hags
ok i think im gonna get a small trim today for my split ends because im scared im gonna fug it all up if i don't
last time i went to that particular hairdresser the guy commented on my male-pattern hair loss and sold me an expensive shampoo for old men
i hope he'll just be mostly quiet this time
everything is fucked and i want it over with
>>8171085
fine now im jealous instead of disdainful are you happy
>>8171072
family is shit. water of the womb/blood of the covenant
>>8171082
loooooool
thanks tho i needed that hugbox i feel horrible today
>>8171053
I drank a litre of milk
Saving my other 1,000kcal for some carbs :^)
>>8171107
you and your milk
silly trashy
you should have ice cream if you're gonna consume dairy
>>8171098
I'm waiting it out to see if it's really true though.
>>8171112
but sugar is chronic poison and I want some dick
>>8171035
that's gay
>>8171074
stfu gay nerd
>>8171120
please don't encourage self harm behavior
>>8171127
A comfy life is better than being laughed at in the street
>>8171122
>gay nerd
>Sertii !COMMunISm6
>>8171130
Testosterone isn't comfy at all
Just take HRT and dress like me and slug
>>8171131
post your ffxiv character and tell me that's not exactly (you)
hi i'm a boy but i want to be a girl is that weird
>>8171119
wtf is wrong with that person
why would you remove the delicious skin like that
also it's obviously possible for chicken to not be dry enough, did he cook that underwater?
>>8171068
detransing always seems like a huge mistake imo
>>8171107
Good job ~
>>8171139
no it just means you're not a boy rip
>>8171137
posting your ffxiv character is verboten
also i have an edgy haircut and people will call me a fag
>>8171144
you don't need to show ur haircut for that to be obvious tho
>>8171135
Life without having to take pills is easy
And I can eat and drink all the crap I want because male standard mean I can be a slob
>>8171149
piss off im an alpha male, all 170 centimeters of me
>>8171150
>Life without having to take pills is easy
Yeah if you don't get dysphoria and try and kill yourself.
>>8171140
>did he cook that underwater?
I think the real question is whether he cooked it at all.
>>8171163
salmonella is actually good anyway
>>8171139
r u me
>>8171165
but I don't have any dongs but I do have 5kg of chicken and some burgers and steaks
>>8171107
why do you drink this milk?
>>8171175
milk is good for u
>>8171152
I'm 10cm taller than u but I'm beta
but seriously kill me now please
how do i buy girls clothes without outing myself and getting called a crossdressing faggot?
>>8171176
not really. only reason it's included on all food pyramid or whatever is because of usa dairy industry lobbying
Cold outside and I don't know what to wear
>>8171181
tell them it's actually for your gf who is the exact same height and weight as you so she makes you buy her clothes
>>8171186
solid plan but then i have to pretend to like girls
is there a test for bdd
>>8171190
sometimes sacrifice must be made
>>8171190
I did this once to a cashier and it haunts me to this day.
>>8171166
are you a 26 year old repressor with bad genetics?
>>8171183
>food pyramid
a big nice fat, proteins and amino acids!
>>8171199
not really
sorry :(
>>8171196
>pretend
>>8171185
If you go right now I don't know if I would care
>>8171183
>tfw a massive chunk of the world is lactose intolerant but the milk lobby still jews people into thinking it's essential
>>8171204
delet this
>>8171208
>poor people are lactose intolerant
Sounds like milk makes you rich lmaooo
>>8171179
No you should live and you deserve to become happy!
>>8171210
I think you meant
le-moo-oh
8)
>>8171210
>russia is rich
>china is poor
Can't make this shit up
>>8171176
drink soymilk or yr literally a cow raper
I am not alive - nor have I received the gift of death.
>>8171208
Nothing like a tall glass of liquid racism in the morning
>>8171218
I eat them too
>>8171222
>I eat them too
Literally poor person-tier
>>8171222
I believe in the superiority of non chocolate milk
Heil
>>8171217
>china is poor
uhhh yeah
>>8171227
I make chocolate milk sometimes you just add a bunch of cocoa powder
>>8171208
i was pretty mind blown recently when i learned that lactose *tolerence* past infancy is a relatively recent (on a genetic timescale) adaptation that developed in europeans and that the majority of the earth doesn't have
>>8171208
What's the deal with Novaya Zemlya having such a high percentage compared to the rest of Russia?
>>8171208
well I don't think they are mostly Jews but that's close to what I was saying i guess
>>8171217
>much higher GDP per capita
Yes?
>>8171226
but I have money!
I usually just eat chicken tho
>>8171231
we wuz vikangs
>>8171236
much bigger penis
>>8171233
apparently the population is like 2k, and it's probably mostly indigenous people of the region, so genetically it would make sense
>>8171230
But China has a growing middle class and has the world's second largest economy. They're hardly struggling.
>>8171236
GDP per capita does not reflect distribution of wealth, which is what one would actually use to calculate an economy's health.
>>8171235
But I just wanted to be casually racist to fit in ;-;
>>8171231
Right? It's easy to forget how diverse the diet and genetics of the world actually is when we're exposed to mostly the same stuff as the rest of the anglosphere.
>>8171247
Ooh I see :o
thanks anon
>>8171239
>we wuz vikangs
what does this mean
>>8171208
What the fuck. Why are we (Australia) so lactose tolerant?
>>8171251
https://youtu.be/rZCrbG0GRp4
>>8171257
At least you have a tolerance to Listorine :^)
I feel overwhelmed, I don't know what to do anymore
>>8171254
https://www.cia.gov/library/publications/the-world-factbook/rankorder/2004rank.html
By your measurements America has an economy significantly less healthy than that of Qatar
>>8171239
>has money
>eats chicken when halloumi, tofu, paneer, all of these are a hundred times better
Are you sure you're not a fucking idiot?
>>8171257
settled by europeans who killed all the natives
aussie aussie aussie
Whats better to use for doing cardio? Treadmill, eliptical, stationary bike, or stair stepper? I'm trying to drop weight while retaining my butt and leg muscles.
I will be glad to rest.
>>8171266
No I am saying the average american has less money than the average Qatar national, which is probably correct. I don't know why you keep referencing health of the economy
>>8171260
you gotta work on y0r reading comprehension tgirl
the reason dairy industry is so strong in usa is because in WW1 the government needed some food that they could send over to Europe in high quantity and not have it spoil so they started increasing production of powdered milk a lot. when the war was over the dairy industry was like we got all these extra cows now but nobody drinks milk wtf. so the government started promoting dairy hardcore so the companies wouldn't lose money.
>>8171273
Dividing wealth by population does not accurately reflect the purchasing power of an average citizen.
milk tastes good
>>8171270
not expert at all but I think elliptical or bike is best because of lower impact on joints
>>8171265
drink some milk
>>8171279
running being bad for your joints is a myth
>>8171278
you taste good...
>>8171277
That's not what I wanted to reference I was making a tongue-in-cheek remark about how countries with high rates of lactose tolerance are on average much wealthier than those with low rates. Of course there's exceptions like Qatar, Japan or Singapore, but by and large it's striking.
>>8171267
I eat tofu occasionally but it has nowhere near the amount of nutrients as chicken how on earth is it better. Never heard of those cheeses either.
>>8171283
that's lewd.
>>8171282
see that is why I say I'm not expert. sorry if I'm spreading false
>>8171286
that's bc you're poor
>>8171284
Honestly you're pretty dumb so it's hard to tell when you're pretending to be retarded.
find yourself
>>8171292
I'm not dumb at all I just use hyperboles a lot :^)
If you didn't see how me saying milk makes you rich is not a serious hypothesis your critical reading abilities must be pretty bad.
>>8171075
I get this response whenever I ask a noble lord.
yummi highly processed instant noodles
>quit hrt for one day
>i should get a haircut
that was fast
>Stomach hair, specifically that typical male line stretching upward from the belly button is getting darker and more visible when its been peach fuzz forever
>Have had nuked T and E in good levels with Dutasteride for over a year
Just how do I communicate to my body to stop doing this if HRT isn't cutting it?
>>8171313
Communicate with your wallet and get it to pay for laser and electrolosis
is it weird to go to a supermarket and only buy new blades for your manual razor?
>>8171317
It's weird to be square
>>8171328
*It's hip to be square
>>8171315
oh god i laughed pretty hard at this
>>8171317
Yes
>>8171336
Left or right hotter?
>>8171287
Can I drink your milk?
Would it be easier to find a daddy as an 8/10 musclebear or some failed straight guy chaser as a 2/10 tranny?
>>8171344
I do not produce significant quantities of either kind of milk a tranny could potentially produce, lewd anon.
>>8171348
I want to try both
>>8171343
left
>>8171343
Both too old and too faggy
>>8171353
w2c box of 100 blades
>>8171231
Lactose intolerance is often mild though, and even most white people who are lactose intolerant don't realise it because their symptoms are so mild (e.g. slightly runnier shits after eating cheese or drinking milk)
>>8171356
like this (not that I use astras)
>>8171300
>playing a female on M&B
It's like opposite land - life on hard mode instead of life on easy mode
>>8171353
ya need to have sex
>>8171363
>tfw I use Astras because they're so cheap and a box lasts me forever
>>8171343
That guy is even more retarded than the average girl here.
>>8171068
stop being dumb amy
IWTTS4MCOH
>>8171341
Fuck i want that, it would be perf to toss in my purse when i spend a few days at my bfs place
everyone forgets me, I dont know why I am guilted into staying when nobody even wants me around
>>8171380
>tfw never actually use it on the go and usually skip shaving for a few days when i'm out of the house
it's pretty handy though
the clamshell case is very small and the razors are usually pretty good
>>8171385
ohayo buddi
i am EXTREMELY gay
>>8171400
prove it
>>8171385
You're fat and hace never made any improvement to make yourself better. Every (you) is enabling your disgusting lifestyle. Just the fact that you're still around despite being a huge disgrace to transgenderism as a whole proves this place is a hugbox.
>>8171400
[citation needed]
>>8171409
I get wet every day when I take a shower, I don't see what you are trying to say.
>>8171409
Have you been taking a shower or are you sweaty?
>>8171416
You peed yourself omg
>>8171416
I think you need to give more details here and stop
>implying
>>8171418
wow sertii is gross
>>8171424
wow
girls are my wife constantly
>>8171364
tbqh being a warlord is probably still easier male.
>someone comes along and eat 3/4s of the container of ice cream in less then a day
I love her so much I can't control myself.
why do bad things keep happening?
reminder it's okay to like boys or girls or both or neither or anyone in between
>>8171477
that's gay.
>>8171214
m-maybe
>>8171487
>>8171471
i don't know but i wish they'd stop
have a hug :/
>>8171416
Can I be your wife?
>>8171495
I used to like only girls, then i kinda started to like guys, then mostly guys and now mostly girls again.
>>8171497
I keep getting hot flashes from my e being too low but my doc won't respond and now I have no way to try to cool down :(
I love life and everyone in it.
>>8171510
i've read you can also get hot flashes from the drop in your t jsyk
https://www.healthplexus.net/files/content/2003/February/0602hotflashes.pdf
which aa are you doing?
I hope you all have very nice days today.
>>8171518
spiro
>>8171506
Pls say this can't happen
>>8171524
It did happen
this is a cis woman
I have been brainhecked by 4chan's passing standards
>>8171525
Fug :DDD
>>8171522
i hope you can figure something out, i'm sure it's unpleasant
the treatments mentioned in that pdf seem accessible, maybe your doc will be willing to try something
>>8171529
she's cute i want one
>>8171540
if he ever responds...
>>8171497
*hugg*
You're a good girl~
I hope elanna can get the girl dick she craves so much
tfw you get misgendered and start doubting any time you ever passed
>>8171559
Thats every day of my life ~
But its okay youll make it im sure you do pass.
today is a kink mood day
>>8171562
paging myrthe and anna
>>8171562
that sounds like it would be fun for maybe 10 minutes, but by hour 4, i imagine you'd probably want to stretch
>>8171561
a-at least my friends call me a girl, right?
>>8171577
yeah I agree, ideally you want it semi-submersed in nice lukewarm salty water for maximum comf sense-dep feels
>>8171369
True.
I went outside and only got yelled at by two people today!
What an improvement I can imagine my life would be much better if I had done it wearing a dress with a wig on.
>>8171595
>I went outside and only got yelled at by two people today!
what a couple of wee skelpers
i hope you flung your bottle of ginger at them for giving you snash and doofed it right off their domes
i hate everything and wish it would end
>>8171599
https://youtu.be/DZthGdjGX0E
No I continued walking while thinking about killing myself for being such a fucking huge failure
is it me or have all the old trips become huge giant sluts? even Anna is post lewds now
>>8171576
h e c k
>>8171613
I'm not I'm just a sad neet
>tfw ur looking for a barbershop to cut ur split ends but every barbershop u know is full and u just wander around for a bit thinking about stuff and being sad and all u end up doing is buying energy drinks
>>8171613
anna posted lewds?
>>8171613
hrt turned me into a slut
Kek, thats gonna leave a ugly ass scar, at least he'll never forget her.
>>8171613
i'm purer than ever
>>8171601
I love you
>>8171639
why didn't you make an appointment?
oh my god this guy i'm gonna end up living with is fuckin ridiculous and i already hate him ugggggh
he's not got a great memory and is some kind of autistic which i'm usually fine with but jeez
and yet i am running out of options if i don't want to be homeless next week
i made the mistake of letting them know i'm transitioning and he just asked me if i was going to have mood swings and shit i wanted to tell him to go fuck himself, you wouldn't ask anyone else that shit why did this so called "conscious" person think that was fucking acceptable
UGH
>>8171676
Calling is scary :(
>>8171680
From what you're saying is he just wanted to know if you'd react just like you did
Dysphoria aside, I guess he just wanted to know if you weren't gonna freak on him later on
>>8171680
sounds like a lad desu
>ask tranny if they're gonna have mood swings
>they instantly get upset and hate you
>>8171375
haha holy shit.
angery + despairing
>>8171694
he's being very micromanagey
you wouldn't ask a cis girl if they're gonna pms and freak out would you? of fucking course not. you wouldn't ask anyone that shit.
>I see you list you menstruate regularly, are we going to have issues with mood swings??
if you want to find out potential problems ask for references, i'm a great fucking roommate, i don't need some uppity sperg all in my business.
i got a look @ all my save files in ocarina of time.
file 1 - Bowie (100%, no deaths)
file 2 - Zappa (spirit medallion remaining, 3 hearts, no deaths)
file 3 - Capital G (0 dungeons cleared, 3 hearts, no deaths, have 2 bottles, a chicken, & the lens of truth) [i guess the "Capital G" could have stood for "God", or "Glitch". i was & still am a huge fan of ambiguity, it's yet another reason why i love traps. it's also a nine inch nails song]
i was a weird kid
https://youtu.be/0v2WY2y0ssI
>>8171681
I know but you can do it. just call the one you are most comfy with or walk in when it's full and make an appointment for the next day.
comf lil degen
>>8171697
also me
>>8171715
Cute!
>>8171708
Hmm yeah you're right, anon.
I'll try going to the one I'm most comfortable with soon.
Thank you c:
>be off hrt for 3 months due to no money
>finally start back yesterday
>feel better finally having estrogen
i never want to take just AAs again it fricks my mood so much -_-
im three months into hrt and i have no idea what to do from here wew
>>8171706
so who else was weird in high school?
>>8171734
are you even a tranny if you aren't fucking weird?
>>8171734
>implying we all stopped being weird
>>8171715
is this your favourite nge character?
Should I take cypro and Dutasteride together? Or is that over kill?
>>8171741
i guess i'm still weird too, considering how easy it is for me where i was coming from on something i haven't thought about for more than 3 years?
i also loved david bowie & especially frank zappa b/c of their irreverent style in music.
i liked when my younger brother played nine inch nails.
i was very angry & depressed @ the world & myself & my body & my family.
n.i.n. gave me that bit of solace i needed, & it still does sometimes
>>8171743
ive only just been exercising (sad fatty before hrt) and of course taking girl pills
I know i can be doing more but im clueless desu
I'm going to tell this country kid I have a dong
>>8171705
yeah that would really irritate me too
still if he's not maybe very smart that could be some of the reason he asked and he's just genuinely curious or something and doesn't realize that its obviously not an appropriate question to ask unless you're close with the person
>>8171753
lmao ty anon <3
>>8171773
I'm depressed
>>8171758
anyone have any advice? I heard dutas really helps with regrowing hair and works better than fincar.
>>8171784
I don't think cypro is really for hair regrowth other than what reducing testosterone does
>>8171781
why? :(
>>8171791
I'm talking about the dutas.
>>8171792
I'm lonely, cold, tired and scared ._.
>>8171784
I've heard that cypro alone in some people isn't enough to regrow a hairline, and that only after starting duta along side cypro is it noticable
>>8171796
I was talking about the overkill question
honestly idk much about either duta or fina but I've read on here duta is more powerful and more likely to cause depression
i hated myself when i was younger.
i hate myself a little less than i hate my younger self.
why couldn't he have just been more masculine?
why couldn't he just have had a better body for being masculine?
why couldn't he hace wanted to be masculine?
who am i kidding?
i know why.
i'm not angry.
i'm sad. i'm just about to cry.
fucking ghost pms, being on time on wrong fucking week.
my bobs hurt
>>8171764
Oh exercise is good!
Have you been working on voice? That's the biggest part of passing imo
Outside of that I mean there's not a lot you really have to to "work on", it just comes down to what you wanna do. If you have money to spend you can start replacing your wardrobe if you think you're ready for that, or lots of people here like makeup so you could buy some and practice with that. I'm a big advocate of skincare, I think it's always worth the investment. All depends on your goals and such
>>8171798
sorry to hear that i wish i could help :(
>>8171812
it gets better bb just hang in there. once you're able to present female full time and start passing often you'll feel lots better about yourself especially once you find work. ur fine just his you are now no reason to hate yourself for not being cis :]
>>8171813
ive looked into both voice training and vfs but im not sure if the latter is worth the investment/provides decent results
>>8171822
ToT
>>8171826
gay I wish I was there to give you a big hug with some headpats and reassure you. sorry life is shitty rn but if you stick with it and don't give up it will get better. just keep on keeping on qt pie. for what it's worth you're being a good girl ~
>>8171832
gosh* lol
>>8171832
ok.
thanks ;_;
>>8171825
There's lots of guides to train your voice, so you may as well start with that anyway. If you struggle with that or can't get good results you can always hire a voice coach (my friend Zheanna teaches, she pops into these threads from time to time so you can ask her about them if you see her)
>Wake crying up from a surrealistic dream
>some of the last images I remember were of my aunt
>the aunt who never had kids
>go check family photo album mom gave to me about a decade ago
>see an envelope tucked into the back
>it's from my aunt
>dated 10/21/79
>it would have arrived when I was in the hospital
>letter ends with a post script "I heard (dead name) had done some modeling. These are some clippings are from when I modeled."
>a few magazine & catalog clippings are folded in with the letter
>all are my aunt from when she modeled back in the '60s
>she's thin and tall like I was
feel dysphoria kicking in
>find a recent group photo online with her in it
>She's gained some weight, but not much
>she's still has the thin bone structure.
dysphoria intensifies