I feel like if I transition I probably wont be happy since I

>>8155090
What motivates you in life?

>>8155115
To be 100% honest with you I kind of just exist. Nothing really motivates me.

>>8155152
This is probably a bigger problem for you than your gender issues.

>>8155164
You're probably right but I've seen therapists before and it's done literally nothing for me. I don't know how I would possible sort out all my problems.

>>8155164
Can relate, I am suicidal af... motivated to do nothing, barely eat anymore... meh at least I've go another week till school gets back.

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>>8155204
>>8155152
I think this is a generational thing. Everyone i know my age is just as empty as me, we all seem to not want to do anything. Just work and hang out occasional. Even when were 'having fun', were pretty unenthusiastic. Though i did ask them about trannies (they brought it up), and they both think they're disgusting. One said he would beat the shit out of a trannie if he found himself in bed with one the next day.

I even kinda sarcastically said "wait, so ya'll are telling me ya'll wouldn't have been born a girl if you had the chance?"and they pretty much said hell no.

>>8155090
Just get on hormones already. worst case scenario you can become a cute femboy

>>8155201
>therapists
Eh.

You need to find your own purpose. A partner might help that.

>>8155204
Studying and work are ways to give your life purpose. But don't rely on them entirely.

>>8155351
>>8155201
how was therapy? Im going to see one soon, not just about transgender stuff either. I don't know if ill be able to get comfortable enought to let out my thoughts.

>>8155358
I wasn't able to really get comfortable with them even after a few months. It just didn't help at all honestly. Maybe it will work for you I don't know.