feeling like outsider

>>8152480
Are you repressing and unable to fit in among cis men or stealth and unable to fit in among cis women?

>>8152518
Not op but I'm the first and I think if I transitioned I would be the second or I would be a twinkhon unable to fit in with cis women

>>8152526
How do you fail to fit in with men and how do you think you would also fail with women?

File: 13322131_201426963584808_6625842033060470445_n.jpg (15KB, 261x208px) Image search: [Google]

15KB, 261x208px

>>8152518
I'm boymode several years on hrt, and can't seem to fit in anywhere

sometimes people gender me male or female. that wouldn't change even after I went girlmode.


but people and their lives and their problems are so far away for me. never mind bullying and being laughed at behind my back on occasion, I literally can't empathize with their family, relationship, career, whatever problems and ideas.

When I go to a store, a shop, a mall, anywhere, there are male and female sections, for men and women.

When I go to some anime convention event, everything is for men and women and cis people and that entire thing about traps or yaoi/yuri is for asocial NEETs who stay alone in basement

when I go to fetlife, it's always man for woman and even tho it's not stated anywhere, it's obvious male to females in boymode wouldn't be welcome

I can't phone anywhere without people thinking im a woman and having to explain based on my voice if I give them male name. then when they see me for the first time, they always raise their eyebrows

can't get a male oriented job or course without people looking at me funny. can't get a female oriented job or course without people looking at me funny.

etc etc. it's like I am not welcome in the world. everywhere in commercials and posters there is a happy smiling cis heterosexual man and woman couple. fuck them.

thats the pain of being trans anon, no amount of hormones and surgery can ever erase your trans roots. even if you're accepted as your gender identity you'll always have that knowledge of what you once were. you're going to be different no matter how you slice it.

>>8152550
>I can't phone anywhere without people thinking im a woman and having to explain based on my voice if I give them male name.
Examples of this and the jobs?

>>8152561
I just have a woman voice, that passes as female on phone, and don't want to change it

>>8152570(you)
also I have tits from hrt and don't want to remove them either, even if I stay boymode

>>8152554
it's not about what I once where, it's what I am all the time

as far as, for example, relationship is concerned, gay men don't want me, straight men don't want me, I don't want women cause I hate them and im jealous of them...

>>8152570
But like, greentext a time it's caused confusion.

>>8152577
Why hate women?

>>8152598
cause they are privileged with things I will never have

>>8152602
iktf. which privileges bug you in particular?

>>8152612
having a passable cis body, cis sex organs, cis dating pool, cis society support

wtf are you even asking about?

>>8152624
specifically