Anyone else here feeling very suicidal?

Life is unfair. In so many ways, it bothers people for you to expect it to be otherwise, either because they are so spoiled they can't understand why you'd share this level of pain publicly, or because they are insipid shallow cunts in general.

Don't kill yourself over other, shitty people.

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>>8129152
For a long time now, I've been feeling very suicidal. I never admit it because last time I did I was put onto so-called "antidepressants". I know they help some people but for me they did the opposite and made me even crazier. Now I don't just want to hurt myself, I often want to hurt others and for no good reason. Instead I have been trying some very basic breathing meditation to help me think more clearly but honestly my condition is degrading, my family sees it, my roommate sees it, even if I refuse to discuss it and keep myself under control I am mentally ill and only getting worse.

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>>8129152
kys, faggot. One less white faggot in the world

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>>8129237
>implying you're not also a white faggot

I have come to believe that it is too late for anything I do to matter and change enough to be happy. Sometimes it seems like the only way to not be sad is to be dead.

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>>8129255
>Think that only whites have internet

kys too faggot.

>>8129152
I often feel suicidal life sucks what can you do

>>8129152
From time to time. It's strange how I was really dysphoric and suicidal a few days ago but now I'm feeling fine. Life is a mystery.

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Op here

>>8129168
>Don't kill yourself over other, shitty people.
Thanks for this post, I promise to stop feeling so much empathy for people... But I always fall into this trap again.
Ironically, these people do not live a difficult life compared to mine. They are neets, live with wellfare or with family money. I am a gay with almost 30 years of the Third World.

>>8129205
I prefer to avoid medication. Tough and independent man thing. Meditation really helps. If you have family, enjoy and accept any help. Don't let pride get in the way.

>>8129237
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=duV9XLlMNzY

>>8129152
I'm killing myself pretty much just because of this site. And also because of other personal failures, but it all got dredged up by this place. It's some dark bizz.

Should we start up a chat where people can discuss their problems?

This may come as a surprise to you, but people usually don't sit around analyzing your mood.
You gotta reach out, and hopefully they see it. I can guarantee you that each sad person you've helped? There's like a million times they were sad and you didn't. It's just not a realistic expectation, nor is it their responsibility, and, I mean, how disingenuous would it feel if it was?

I created a lgbt emotional support chat.

https://discord.gg/58tK3wj

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>>8132403
I'm suspicious, is this group serious or a prank?

>>8132435
It is serious. I just left the house. I will be back in about a half hour.

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>>8129168

I'm fucking depressed.