Any other fully transitioned MTF/FTM(reverse around details of your ftm) feel this?
>be 23 mtf
>lying in my bed high one day
>it hits me
>after 4.5 years of transition, FFS, voice work, SRS
>after changing all my legal documents including birth certificate
>it hits me
>I'm kinda.... stuck as a woman
>I sometimes forget I look and sound female
>it blows my mind people I meet everyday think I'm a young woman
>scares me since I have so much dysphoria and don't even see myself as a woman
>I just look like some basic white girl
>I question how did my life got to this point
Any other trans people smoke weed after years worth of social and medical transition and kinda think "holy shit I did it" ever?
*Anyone who is on hormones but hasn't put any other effort please DO NOT comment. I want to hear from people who actually socially transitioned and leave the house, thanks.*
>>8119729
>*Anyone who is on hormones but hasn't put any other effort please DO NOT comment. I want to hear from people who actually socially transitioned and leave the house, thanks.*
Haha, fuck you, mate. I post and shit where I want.
>>8119729
>>it hits me
>>I'm kinda.... stuck as a woman
>>I sometimes forget I look and sound female
>>it blows my mind people I meet everyday think I'm a young woman
This sounds bizarre. Can you describe it further?
>>8119799
Like in my mind, in my sub conscious state, I still see myself as that little 17 year old boy.
I am now a 23 year old young woman physically and socially and it trips me out sometimes, sometimes it's not like i forget but it's like an "oh, yeah, right" moment.
IDk this probably sounds super weird it's hard to discribe
>>8119799
It's kinda of like a "no going back anymore, this is my life now" moment
Good but scary + humbling
>>8119729
All the time. All I kinda think to myself is: "damn, this actually worked"
I wish I had that perspective when I started years ago, cause I was a nervous wreck. I wish I could have told younger me that it'd all be fine.
>>8119729
>mfw repressing de-transitioner
>>8119877
It's scary and humbling when I face casual misogyny
It's scary and humbling when I'm walking at night and actually kinda feel scared when I see anyone else walking around me
It's scary and humbling when I get hit on by men who would snap me in half of they wanted too
>>8119866
>damn this actually worked
Yeah, that's what I'm talking about, it's a good but fucked up feeling..
>>8119883
How far did you transition?
>*Anyone who is on hormones but hasn't put any other effort please DO NOT comment. I want to hear from people who actually socially transitioned and leave the house, thanks.*
Fuck youuuuuuu
>>8119729
I cannot wait to feel this feel
>>8119747
>>8119997
It's not that I don't think you guys are trans, it's just that I know you won't be able to relate to this, and I want to find people on the same level as me.
It would be like asking a baby what they think of college. They haven't experienced yet, but maybe they will one day if they work hard enough.
repressor here.
keep youy candy and cupcake realm to yourself.
i live in reality.
life is a grey desert and i am the prophet.
>>8120125
cis males can go where they please. i answer to no one.
>>8119729
I know this feel. Have it every day
>>8120125
Wow. Some tolerant liberal is both sexist and genderist. I'll have you know that I would never exclude anyone due to their gender or sex although I am a cis male and due to net neutrality I can post in this thread.
>>8120145
Ironically, this guy is the biggest faggot on the board.
>>8119729
ffs i am 22
i should just kms
There's only 3 people in this thread that know this feel
>>8119729
yeah I feel this, not so much being "stuck" as a woman but I forget I'm trans pretty often
>>8119947
What's the casual misogyny you encounter?
>>8120125
>repressor
>cis male
What did s/he mean by this?
>>8119729
Minus srs i have this feel. Terrified that my name and gender shit is all done and i had an orchi so im stuck like this. Too bad srs costs a hundred million bucks so fuck you for being rich op.
>>8120274
ur a cis male until you grow some balls and do something about it. im not going to call someone who benefits from male privilege anything but a male.
>>8120326
kayla ur literally a man who has not transitioned yet, leave this thread hon.
read what i wrote, socially transitioned females only.
>>8120427
You benefit from male privilege bro.
>>8120453
7 years ago, yes, since the last 7 years, no.
thats how transition works :^)
>>8120464
>he thinks passing means he loses his male privilege
>>8120477
ok this is the funniest thing ive read in a long time, im gonna steal this actually and shit post with it, ty
>>8120492
>he doesn't have a single argument against his male privilege
>>8120520
t. hon
>>8120881
That doesn't work when the whole point is pretending I'm not trans.
>>8120437
Well thats hurtful and mean because I am full time and passing so go suck start a shotgun cunt
>>8120477
Wait what?
I WANT TO KNOW THIS FEEL BUT IM ALREADY 22
>>8122384
ME TOO
SUICIDE PACT?
>>8122393
NO WAY I HAVE TO AT LEAST TRY FIRST
fuxking faggit why r u a girl if u don't care? like are you apathetic or something? get a grip hahaha
>>8122417
HOW FAR HAVE YOU GOTTEN?
I HAVE SPENT 20 MONTHS AS A NEET ON HRT AND AM NOT LEAVING TWINKMODE ANY TIME SOON
>>8122489
7 MONTHS
IM GONNA COME OUT TO MY MOMMY SOON
>>8122504
I HAD TO COME OUT TO MY PARENTS AT 4.5 MONTHS BECAUSE THOSE FUCKERS WOULDN'T STOP BOTHERING ME ABOUT CUTTING MY HAIR OTHERWISE
GOOD LUCK
>>8122549
THANKS ANON I HOPE EVERYTHING GOES WELL FOR YOU TOO GOOD NIGHT
>>8119729
I'm 24 and mtf, I also smoke weed.
I kinda get this feeling too sometimes, might be the weed, lol.
>>8123244
>little boy
please don't assume my gender!
>>8119729
omg how can you forget your a girl?
>>8119729
How did you get SRS and FFS after only 4 years of transition? Sounds like privilege.
>>8131035
Bait thread detected.
>>8130865
Tfw will have ffs, srs and vfs after 2 years
>>8119729
once a month I feel this
>>8119729
sometimes I forget everything and I'll reference playing sport or something as a kid. People look at me weirdly and it's like 'oh yeah.. I'm a girl now.. right'
life is pretty surreal hey
>>8119747
DESIGNATED POSTING THREADS
>>8131124
Older AGPs who already had jobs and money don't count
>>8131197
I'm 23 senpai