Crossdressing gives me dysphoria but i keep doing it because it's my fetish.
When I dress up and look in the mirror, I can't stand to see my beard shadow, crimson chin, lack of cheekbones and balding head, among others, but I really don't give much of a shit outside of the days that I crossdress.
It's very strange, maybe it's a form of OCD, a fetish taken too far, perfectionism, dysphoria: or maybe it's as simple as reality blue balling my feminization fetishes by making me appear very masculine, and i've just emotionalized this sexual frustration into mental frustration.
Just wanted to vent really, I probably shouldn't even give a shit in the first place about this problem (faggot whining). I've narrowed it down to once every two weeks but i could further decrease the frequency to once a month or something.
>>8115733
Nice blog
>>8115787
thx glad u liked it
enjoy your worthless life faggot
>>8115809
Why? My life is at least 10x better than yours because I'm attractive when I Crossdress and attractive when Im normal boy mode.
Get fuckt
>>8115819
because you consider a post of 5 mini paragraphs a blog, I may not be attractive but atleast i'm not retarded
>>8115851
You sure? Because you're arguing with a qt boy over what constitutes as a blog post when I should be treated like a prince and told how cute I am and how I'm always right ^~^
>>8115863
>pretends not to be retarded by attempting to act in a humorous way as a way to show he's above the discussion
>act 2, proceeds to flaunt stereotypical moe anime memery
you're not doing yourself a favor here
>>8115863
Kill yourself holy shit
>>8115733
A G P
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>>8115945
What's this agp thing? accelerated graphics port?
Sorry if im wrong i studied IT for many years.
>>8115733
I am deeply sorry, I didn'st read your post but I am acutely Amazed at the work of art you've used as a thumbnail. May I ask who the author of it is? Rembrandt, Monet?
>>8115953
>i studied IT for many years
AGP confirmed
>>8115967
It's a paint drawing you scumfuck
>>8115953
Autogynephillia: the act of being sexually aroused by imagining oneself as female