Argument for suicide

I know that feel, anon. And believe me, I feel very sorry to you and I wish I could give you a hug or do something that would make you feel better. I'm sorry if that was your life. I feel the same way and also had a similarly bad experience myself too.

>>8094363
I would run away

>>8094363
Don't jump from buildings. Lots of times that doesn't lead to a quick death.
Guns are the same.

Drugs maybe if you have a lot of time

Exsanguination could work if you cut your carotid. I'd thought of doing that out of spite. It looks spectacular and it would give them a memory they'd never forget and ruin everything you bleed on and give them police problems for a long time. So its vengeance.

But there's no backing out on that. And there's no point in dying unless things were truly hopeless.

You should hang on and find a way to cut ties with that filfth who've been abusing you.

>>8094363

I had piece of shit parents/school life too anon, some of your stories are similar to mine, it won't get better until you move out from them, these degenerates have already chosen you as the family ventbox and that's not going to change anytime soon, but don't kys, you seriously haven't given things a chance to get better.

Think of a practical, workable solution to get yourself out of there and focus on making it a reality, even if you have to keep a tight lid on how bad you're feeling through interviews and interacting etc.

Hope your parents die OP. Absolutely no love for people who spawn entire new people just because they need something to take frustration out on.

>>8094503
I don't live with them. I'm just dependent.

I just met someone though that has a few houses in the area, and he promised I'd never be homeless, even in the worst case scenario. I still have to feed myself though.

I'll probably start camming for money since I don't want to work retail while I look like aids

>>8094533
I would drop-hang, but cutting my throat sounds beautiful. I dreamed of it as a kid when the abuse and isolation was ramping up with dysphoria.

I wanted to cut them off entirely at the end of February, but still needed time to work things out. Now that they're trying to starve me out, I'm just going to cut them off for good. I already blocked my mom's phone number, and have no intention of returning to my hometown unless an old friend offers me a bed or a couch to sleep on.

>>8094536
>Think of a practical, workable solution to get yourself out of there and focus on making it a reality, even if you have to keep a tight lid on how bad you're feeling
Already way ahead of you, and at this point, I have to keep it bottled up or I'll weigh everyone around me down with trauma and dysphoria and anxiety. I live away from home right now, and I enrolled in college just to give myself an excuse for them to pay my rent. Now they're trying to get me to pay my own rent lmfao.

My mother resented my very existence for a long time. She still complains about me to this day, even when she says she loves me.

She's a high functioning alcoholic and a TERF.

I asked her why she hasn't disowned me yet, and she didn't have an answer.

Honestly, it's so good to hear that other people want them to die. I've felt it for so long that the words feel empty.

>>8094464
It's been rough for sure... I could use a hug...

Although, the last time someone hugged me, we hooked up, and I got kicked out and was told not to tell anyone what happened.

It doesn't get better.

Smile, because that's all you can do.

>>8094363
Instead of doing a suicide, why not DELET all the troublesome people?

Consider Portland, Oregon.

Look into OHP and Outside In.

>>8094363
>>beaten and isolated for mediocre grades
>>sisters weren't punished at all for worse grades
i hate sexism ;_;

>>8094810

Huh, I assumed it was because they're younger. I guess that comes from the fact I'm the oldest but I and my brothers were all treated like boys.

>>8094363
what is that image from.

At least shoot up your family when you do it anon

>>8096164
kek bump

>>8094363
Mormons, are you from ut?

As always op left the thread...

>>8096164
Don't listen to this anon OP, just severely maim them for life before you do it.