Masturbating as trans?

>>8092265
It took me a while to find out that I've never once masturbated like a dude (by jacking off), I've only ever masturbated prone, so I've never actually seen my parts when I masturbated, and it helps lessen the dysphoria. But sometimes I still feel guilty.

>>8092265
In a position I don't have to look, focusing mostly on my clit (got easier once it grew a little on T), building more on fantasy and written erotica than visual pornography, looking into ftm porn, projecting onto people in fantasy rather than imagining myself, packing and going slow, touching a lot from outside my underwear, on my chest with a packer (I can grind a little on it). Going slow and teasing myself to build up to the actual touching.

>>8092300
I don't want to know *how* you physically masturbate, I'm asking how you're able to with dysphoria.
I don't use the dysphoria hole at all, sometimes I'll get curious and fuck my ass with something. I jerk off really quickly but the guilt I feel before and after is really gross to me.

Like this >>8092300 kinda.

Touching other parts of the body until horny then quickly and without thinking about it too much putting head of dick against stomach & rubbing it in a clit-like way 'til I come.

Pre-dick touching masturbations can just include rubbing space between thighs or w/e, as long as I can project a kind of proxy-feeling there and imagine it doing something.

>>8092265
>wake up horny I feel borderline suicidal knowing I don't have a dick.

Just use my dick bro, think of it as your own if you want.

>>8092302
I never had much issue with that, and the guilt is something I got over when I was like, fifteen. I don't think body positivity is the key to trans issues (for example my nonexistant sex dysphoria turns into a 10k beast when I'm with someone else) but it can definitely help ease it and make you more in tune withy our own body. If you're feeling guilt that's probably related to other things, and not just/neccessarily your sex dysphoria. So you might want to work on that.

>>8092265
I feel more sorry for the trap in your pic OP, he can't even masturbate with those broken wrists

>>8092265
I jerk off with a small cheap naturalistic dildo. I've cut a piece of a peen sleeve with nubs on it in the shape of the base of the dildo and place it there so the nubs are pressed against my clit (not on t), then I just jerk the dildo like it was my peen and get off like that.

I'm actually kind of surprised at how effective it is and how much it feels like it's my dick while I'm doing the deed! Off course, it's always a bummer when I have to remove it from my body and go wash it in the sink... but at least I have a way to jerk off now, after going for a very long time with too much dysphoria and just ignoring my lower regions completely.

Getting rid of the bad feels connected to your lower bits is a tricky thing, I've just learned to block it out most of the time. But yeah, I don't really have a magic spell that makes it go completely away, sorry 'bout that.

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mtf here.most of my feeling is only stimulated around the tip,and sometimes it takes half an hour of honest work but the orgasms are much more intense as a experience as a whole.. looking forward to the day i can do it proper after srs.