Autism = Being too self aware to go out and interact with anyone, hiding yourself forever because youre not perfect and talking to a bunch of negative assholes with no life experience who destroy your confidence on an anonymous imageboard
Not autism = Knowing you probably dont pass but surrounding yourself with IRL friends who support you, directly contributing to society's changing definition of what women and transpeople look like, accepting that you are not everyone's idea of perfect but that it shouldnt stop you from having a happy life
edition
• Makeup for beginners: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Reducing Muscle http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
• Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
• Transition time lines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.reddit.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• IRC: https://www.rizon.net/chat#mtfg
previous: >>8080573
Nobody thread
colon-3 thread
have you girls tried the new faceapp?
>>8081790
>scratches ears
gay thread
>>8081790
Nope it's no ones thread
Please try again next thread
>>8081754
cis women don't have male skeletons
Tfw
Spicy potato
>>8081792
Nyaaa~
/r9k/ shot up a school in San Bernardino again lmao
goodbye cruel gen
actually we've been pretty nice today
I just need to step away from the skinner box and get control of my life desu
y'all behave
>tfw autism
>>8081806
Bye monkey anon.
>>8081805
interesting
>>8081802
Cool!
>>8081782
Valq endorses this edition
>brought to you by Valq inc. LLC
>>8081801
Lmao 4/20 is coming up, thinking of staying homeless just bugging around until then.
Then going back home and starting my life around the time I turn 21
>>8081806
buhbye if you are leaving
>>8081812
ICE COLD
>>8081775
im not complaining at all i know I'm basically in the top 1% of mtfg, but i guess before when i was just starting out i romanticized it too much and didn't realize going from sad and depressed all the time to happy and normal wouldnt feel like drastically different
the friends and a social life is nice as is steady work that i like. hm maybe a change in scenery since I'm still in my hometown
i probably will get happier once I get some hormones. it's been 2 months since I had any estrogen and I just ran out of Spiro yesterday. qhi probably gonna take a month + to get me my medicine
>>8081814
Why go homeless?
>>8081814
Who is this
If it's beanboy just suck it up and sleep at a shelter at least, being literally totally homeless is pointlessly dangerous
Hope you have a merry 4/20
>>8081791
I want to see Angie and Kayla use it
>>8081816
Aww, I am sorry I didn't mean to be :(
>>8081818
I'm surprised you aren't on official meds
>>8081790
:3
uwu
I have autism.
>>8081827
Nyaam nyaam fishies~
>>8081828
Good shit yo
How do I go back to feeling things and crying again
It's not fair I hate flipping back and forth every week
Being dead inside is fine for stability but nothing is exciting or interesting anymore
Is it the progynova and low E or did I just put up mental blocks again
kill yourselves
>>8081821
Nah
I hate myself
I just want sex.
It's all I think about.
I'm a fuckboy.
I have no me an in in life.
I just want a job b and direction in life.
I hate this.
>>8081820
I already am.
Idk.
Ima smoke some weed today at least.
Weed makes me so happy.
Just fucking sit and enjoy the moment.
But man I wish I had a job
>>8081832
not right now mby later
>>8081832
pls no
>>8081832
I failed
>>8081833
More power to you and I hope you find a job soonish.
>>8081832
but my family will be sad
>>8081824
it's gonna take a few more months at least because in the entire state of Louisiana, there is maybe 5 doctors total that treat trans patients and I don't have medical insurance
once it get some im going to try to get an official script. I've heard from other trannies that if you're full time and passing already they give you a script the first day. so my fingers are crossed
>>8081832
Okay
>>8081832
rude
>>8081805
jfc
Proof that r9k is a cesspit
>>8081831
>cypro
get labs if you can and lower your dose
>>8081832
I am fine. Why would I want to do that? Life is great :S
>>8081840
Yea.
Thanks.
I might go looking today.
im gonna do it
some fucker from greece bullied me into buying pesto
i dont know anything about food
>>8081842
GL with that!
https://youtu.be/-aTLXLhhavQ
Thread theme my niggas
Shoutouts my boy
>>8081848
Do what?
We love you.
I tried this faceapp thing
Literally all that changed was my cheeks got a lot puffier
Like ridiculously so
>>8081850
It has like 4 ingredients just grind them up and make it fresh
>>8081831
idk maybe meeting up with people you like. it helps sometimes even tho I still feel a bit more dead inside every week.
>>8081853
lol
>>8081850
dont talk about sertii that way
>>8081855
puffy cheeks are feminine.
>>8081864
shes my pal
>>8081848
same
>>8081855
Okay so
I tried the smile filters
Somehow the app knows exactly what my teeth look like wtf
I tried the hot one
Looks exactly the same just higher contrast
Tried the old one
Look like my grandmother
Tried the young one
Look exactly the same
Tried female again
Once again only change is cheeks are stupidly puffy like a pufferfish
This app is stupid
>>8081862
I used to frequent /pol/ when I was repressing, I guess it was more or less the same idea as browsing r9k
>>8081839
That's something at least
I don't have any experience with being homeless but I do have experiences with being manic and staying in coffee shops for 36+ hours
In a 24 hour coffee shop if you sit in a secluded spot and have enough to buy at least one coffee and maybe another if you're there for like eight hours, you can just stay on your phone the whole time and eventually pass out for a few hours until an employee wakes you up, or on rare occasion if you're tired enough that they can't wake you up the paramedics might get called because they think you're ODing on heroin in their shop lol but just make sure you have no drugs or drug paraphernalia of any kind including weed on you and answer all their questions simply and honestly (except anything regarding heroin use I guess) and you'll get out of that ambulance pretty quick
>>8081873
Aww no hope for a good face changer app :( Good for the luls though
>tfw used to have lots of r9k orbitters because I was a tripfag for ages
ummm
>>8081874
Pretty much. Misogyny, racism, all good ways to repress. Blame someone else for our problems.
Wish my flatmates would stop crowding me
Like seriously. I time my dinner making to AVOID you. Fuck off.
Remember when trappychan used to trip on /fit/
What happened to her? I need her trap advice.
>>8081885
Why blame someone else for our problems? Sure, you don't control your circumstances but you don't have to be your circumstances.
bring back chara
>>8081887
Why are you trying to avoid them? Something awkward about the situation?
>>8081884
im your orbiter now too okay
>>8081884
Can anyone just go to /r9k/ and tripfag and get famous?
>>8081882
Never heard of a 24 hour coffee shop (interesting idea) but we can do basically the same thing in mcdonalds. Lots of homeless people go there to stay for a few hours.
Yeah it was some youth shelter. I recently went back there just to say thanks for helping me out, it was really emotional. Sad to see there's still lots of homeless kids in there though
>>8081828
same
i did it
>tfw really happy all day after good sex
>>8081893
I miss her
>>8081905
i did u
>>8081896
aight
>>8081902
dudes want the underage tranny
I'm the Soviet Union now girls, my transition is going incredibly well.
>>8081909
what do i do
>>8081902
did you just recently try and fail
>>8081905
What did you do? :O
>>8081909
Oh.
Right.
Me too.
>>8081913
No my thread stayed up for a bit and it got good lie feedback and shit.
I don't browse /r9k/
/b/ is my board tyvm and I don't even browse there anymore
>sudden urge to start screaming and run around flailing my arms in public
>>8081917
Moderate feminists or female supremacists? It's hard to tell which one people are referring to in this day and age.
>>8081895
They crowd me. And all but one of them are cis girls.
It just annoys me that everytime I leave my room someone else follows me or coincidently appears.
>>8081915
my prediction is either cutting or masturbation
>>8081912
i dunno u can buy me some hot sauce and compliment me
>>8081917
I didn't change my tripcode between boards just used my mtfg one
>>8081687
most likely dead ._.
It's funny how I wanted to use it as an oracle.
Moth - I'll be ugly and never pass
Butterfly - I'll pass one day.
And now it's dead - hmmmmmmmm
BRUH DO YOU EVEN LIFT (yourself out of bed)
>>8081923
ok ur cute
i don't wanna buy you hot sauce tho is that okay
>>8081926
No that's not true
All it did was transfer its life energy to tou
Now that you completed the blood ritual you'll look 20 twice as long
>>8081926
noooo ;-;
why do you think it's dead?
>>8081922
Oh boy
>>8081923
I think I remember seeing you on /r9k/ once or twice
Dont really remember your posts
>>8081940
don't be so mysterious like that beep you make me worry
>>8081921
Are you a little paranoid about it?
feminism is good. communism is good. i like eating directly from the garbage bin. i will achieve machine immortality so help me god
What happened to zoekas?
I really hope she didn't kill herself ;~;
>>8081947
but it's still in it's little cocoon :(
>>8081943
sorry :(
>>8081949
I kind of no longer want to be your friend.
>>8081938
I just posted myself over and over again and bitched about looking like a man till I got compliments lmao
>>8081955
she's probably better off without you then tb h
>>8081947
Maybe it was on its way out and you can't blame yourself
When I was like 8 I found a half eaten pigeon a cat got to it was still alive and cooing at me
I put it in a shoebox and kept it in my basement with a warm towel
I found the pigeon tomorrow stiff and dead
I cried for like a few days and tried to bury it but my parents beat me and threw the pigeon in the trash
Anyway the point is maybe you couldn't have saved it and it was dying ;-;
>>8081949
Some garbage is OK
I have an appointment tomorrow where I can hopefully get a blood test, but it's in the afternoon at 4pm and I usually take my Progynova at 10 -
What should I do? Just breakfast normally and take my E or eat nothing and don't take my morning dosage?
So ima go tripfag and browse around in /r9k/
Maybe not fire up /hbg/ though since it's a chore to keep up and no one was responding anyway
Catch ya /mtfg/
>>8081952
Don't think she would sudoku probably just went somewhere else.
>>8081955
this is very rude
>>8081959
I tease someone and you always comment. You gotta cut it out.
>tfw your dog now whines 24/7 because your mom lets him on the couch all the time now and immediately lets him out when he starts making noises
my ears are ringing from how much this little shit is screaming
i wanna get a shock collar to shut him up but mom won't buy it
>>8081903
There's 24 hour coffee shops in NOLA, Portland, Grand Rapids, NYC, Cleveland and Columbus, I don't know about anything else. Maybe it's not a U.K. thing
>>8081940
I don't blame you.
help im worried theres no blood in my body
>>8081903
And yeah I heard that about mcdonalds around here, that is pretty cool of the workers to do that
>>8081974
I think this is the first time I've commented to you
>>8081981
there is don't worry okay
>>8081971
Anon ruined the fun of it, and now I don't know where to go from here.
SORRY
>>8081981
Dw anon there is
>>8081981
???
>>8081957
You should post your pic
I wanna see how you look
>>8081990
birdo
is 18 too late to start self medding estrogen?
>mfw I lost basically my only friend who supported me about a year ago and about cried about her today
>>8081957
Naughty
>nice day out in the city
>decide to go biking
>wear sundress
>feel happy
>stop at corner
>two STACIEES in a jeep pull up near me.
>they point and laugh at me
>Say "nice dress faggot" and one throws her soda at me.
>bike home crying
I FUCKING HATE STACIEES!!!!
I HOPE THEY ALL BURN IN HELL
I love my best friend
>>8081995
Never too late
>>8081985
for what its worth ive never actually eaten out of the trashcan
except the trashcan of ideology
>>8081985
I'm really sorry for ruining your fun
>>8081997
You're not dw
Meditate for 5 min ok?
i started too late at 20
>>8082000
Hahaha nice hon meme
>>8081831
>or did I just put up mental blocks again
That's what it is for me. I've been working on trying to figure out the triggers so I can do EMDR on them.
>>8081998
you already posted this stupid
>biking in a dress
>>8081953
Mhh but how long should I keep it? :<
>>8081962
Aww that's so horrible :(
My dad was working in the garden a few days ago, cutting some trees and he found a bird nest, but he was dumb and thought now that he touched it, the mommy bird won't go near it again, so he just put it at some random place in the garden where mommy bird would never find it in the night. I heard about it the next day and told him to put it back immediately, but the lil birbs prolly didn't survive the cold night and now I feel bad for the poor mommy bird trying to keep the eggs warm forever, but they never hatch ;__;
But maybe she gave up already after she couldn't find the eggs the whole night :(
>>8082010
birdo..
>>8082007
>Meditate
>5 min
What kind of babby shit is this
I also started too late at 16
>>8082014
how long has it been in its cocoon?
>>8082013
What's wrong with biking in a dress?
>>8082016
what nim
>>8082008
20 isn't too late!
Do I pass?
>>8082017
no 16 is good
>>8082017
Actually meditating for even fifteen minutes can be daunting for a lot of people so I like to just recommend five minutes if I don't know the person
>>8081995
i'm a nice thing, just sayin'
>>8082003
All this self-deprecation is really not selling me on your convictions for your ideologies. Have you been questioning your beliefs a lot lately?
>>8082006
You fucking better be.
>>8082023
it was for me
>>8082014
That's a false myth, birbs can barely smell at all and will go back to their nests whether someone touched it or not
>>8082028
I'm not actually but I think its just the thing you're supposed to say you know
>>8082027
nani?
>>8082024
Get laser, better angles, and hair grown out with new haircut and swept bangs
>>8082033
hello
>>8082034
you look girly dummy
>>8082040
hru
>>8082038
they want you to fuck them I think
>>8082034
If you can't pass when starting hormones at 16 it will have nothing to do with your age.
>>8082042
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>8081998
: (
>>8082047
oh they can stay in there for up to two weeks!
>>8081832
y-yes sir...
just let me tie this noose first
>>8082028
The only questioning I've done is "which sect of the radical left do I most fit into", I'm still very much committed to revolutionary socialism.
The self-deprecation thing is both a feature of my personality and the internet communities I spent my formative years on (The LF subforum in Something Awful, particularly).
>>8082050
you don't know how you are
>>8082024
as a big egg
>>8082052
But it has been over 5 weeks >.<
>>8082061
:(
why wouldn't it come out
>>8081998
hugg i bet you were a cute
>>8082047
:(
Poor birbs
A while ago some birbs made a nest in the rafters of a garage in some apartments
A cat climbed a car parked there and ate the whole family of birbs
>been out of food for a couple weeks
>literally starving to death
>have lost 20+ lbs in the last month
>too scared to go to the store because everyone clocks me and stares the whole time
>scared to order pizza as well
Guys what do?
>>8082069
go to the store
>>8082069
go to the store
wtf the only deal ive gotten so far is for costa rica
i wanna go to europe!!!
>>8082076
Cats are evil monsters
>>8082076
awww im sorry :<
maybe you can save the birds and raise them!
i heard you can teach them calls when they're little and they'll come to you when you call them :3
>>8082080
I thought about that too, but they prolly didn't survive the night anyways :(
And I wouldn't take mommy her babies away if she comes back >.<
>>8082086
:(
did you try to keep them warm?
>>8081944
Yeah.
At least they will be pissed off when I leave them to clean for flat inspection and block them on facebook
>>8082056
Do you worry the inevitable automation of almost all jobs and means of production, and the necessity of universal basic income will nullify core founding principles and purposes of your ideology?
I have gone too long without sleep, and I'm not sure if that was even somewhat cogent. But it seemed relevant.
>>8082089
I only heard of it the next day after they have been outside in the cold all night >.<
Does anyone have an current "faces of /mtfg/" pic collage? The latest I have is Nov 2016
>>8081848
>>8081954
>>8082051
Beeper I bought you some Coheed and Cambria shirts.
>>8081998
REKT guess you dont pass my man. Nice fiction tho even cis women are smart enough not to assault an unknown honbeast that could T rage on them.
>>8082082
Birdy how come you never participate in any of the Chaser threads with your trip on my faM?
>>8082094
im 6'1, iktf x-x
>>8082094
present male and buy a bunch of food in bulk so you don't have to go often?
>>8082094
i mean you gotta eat and get used to going outside even if you are a "hon" or whatever.
>>8082100
not interested
>>8082100
Could you please introduce yourself? I know your a know avatar chaser fag but that's about it.
T - 7.5 days
>>8082097
maybe they're still okay!
try to get them warm :(
>>8082104
you mean i can't just stay inside forever
>>8082102
I donated all my male clothes and forced myself into full time. Maybe it was too early for that :(
>>8082116
read the OP edition
>>8082117
how long hrt
>>8082121
10 months next week
>>8082110
You are on t for 7.5 days again?
>Lost GF, Family, and most close friends coming out
>Finally had the courage to Fem Present today
>Didn't get misgendered
>Realize I have noone to share this with so I came here
>>8082112
But that was a few days ago now >.<
Either the mommy birb came back and it's fine or they are dead for sure now :(
>>8082120
what if i don't have any irl friends
>>8082117
Did you seriously take Moap's advice?
>>8082092
So long as they're owned by the bourgeoisie I believe exploitation will remain.
I do think the automation question is an interesting one for radical left politics however but the current way capitalism is handling it is just using it as a way to drive people out of their livelihoods.
I guess a lot of it boils down to "we'll see".
>>8082127
im sorry :<
that would've been fun to take care of little birbs tho
>>8082128
not going to make them inside
>>8082122
Avatar with Pericles instead
>>8082123
oh im almost 6
i just look like kind of a faggy guy rn
>>8082130
Maybe? Was that her advice to get people more 'comfortable' with presenting?
>>8082133
where do you even meet people
>>8082125
congrats :D
>>8082131
You are very pretty, Nicole.
>>8082122
Aww you have my type of humor. You even do smilies like me. Too bad I don't like you ):
>>8082143
I fundamentally disagree but thank you.
>>8082138
behind the dumpsters at 4:00
>>8082137
No, her advice was exactly what you did.
>>8082150
am or pm
>>8082141
>where like a hoodie and jeans or something then
>tfw its 70 degrees outside
All the real girls get to wear tank tops and short shorts its not fucking fair at all
anybody heard from Smiles in a while?
>>8082138
I met a lot of people at the LGBT group in my uni.
You're going to uni soon, right? It's a good place to meet people.
>>8082138
along with the people i know from uni and my party, i'm planning on trying the student lgbt union and tinder over the next few months
>>8082148
i fundamentally disagree
>>8082152
both
>>8082156
yeah she's smilin
>>8082152
PM for Friends
AM for Lovers
I feel kind of shitty about it but if I don't find a job in 7 weeks, I'm going to kill myself
>>8082135
>Avatar with Pericles instead
Only when I am sad :(
Hannibal is much more fitting for what I am generally doing, and how I generally feel.
>>8082144
>Too bad I don't like you ):
Not many people on here do ....except BeepBeep she is the cutest transgirl on /mtfg/ she is my gf, or I guess you should say my fiancee, because we are getting married soon :^)
>>8082148
If someone responds with that particular non sequitur, they are calling you profoundly gifted.
>>8082161
in heaven....
>>8082156
i saw her postin on /fa/
that's what pretty girls do i guess
>>8082166
Pericles > Hannibal
How about Aristophanes?
>>8082168
r u sayin im smart
why does everybody say that and why do i still feel like a fucking dumbass
>>8082122
what true feelings
>>8082100
Obviously you don't live in NYC,
Asshole
>>8082168
cute pic but whys her bra string so wide?
does anyone here want to be friends?
Something brief about me is I like linguistics/studying language. I used to like making music.Then like games and stuff I suppose.
>>8082166
Do you know any nice bf material German chasers?
>>8082164
Its not worth it, and I really mean it. I failed a suicide attempt a few days ago (hung myself but the support wasnt strong enough and broke) and let me tell you. As soon as you 'pull the trigger' you will regret it. I tied the nose around my neck and jumped off the table and IMMEDIATELY realized i had made a mistake. Luckily it broke.
Dont kill yourself. Its not worth it
>>8082100
GIMME
>>8082176
No, I was calling you stupid. But since I had to explain it, I guess we know where we're at.
>is this an acceptable level of teasing?
>>8082181
does it matter if I'm a boy
so whats a good way to screw over flatmates as goodbye "fuck you"?
>>8082191
start a fire
>>8082191
Don't stoop to their petty levels.
>>8082189
>I'm a boy
debatable tb h
>>8082187
you've been talking to sertii
>>8082191
do nothing but imply that you did something but don't tell them what and they'll look for it everywhere
>>8082189
>anyone
nope, it doesn't matter.
>>8082198
You know nothing.
>>8082191
get them pregnant
>>8082184
ID probably just shoot myself
I've slowly lost everything by transitioning, I'm highly skilled and educated and physically fit and no one wants me for anything, where my less qualified less experienced brother is landing great jobs with no degree
>>8082195
>ven if there was idk if id wanna join it
i mean at this point we all know why this is so yeah you have your answer, if you get comfortable you'll make more friends.
>>8082168
Hi Chara
>>8082191
piss in the washer
>>8082195
I've found LGBT Clubs really hit or miss. Doesn't hurt to check it out though, even if you don't keep going you might meet a couple decent people. Other student clubs are good too if you're interested in whatever.
>>8082210
How are you friend? :3
>>8081784
sorry to sound like a druggie but i really wish i had some
or something like it idk i'm anxious and i just want to not deal with stuff for some time
if i had more time i'd be ordering some right now
i think im gonna ask mum if i can have a benzo because im not very ok
>>8081762
but i don't know how
i don't hav ehte supplies and idk anything about smoking
>>8082211
dont steal my meme ya cunt
How do I get a bf if I don't pass and I'm not really into sex or love
>>8082205
*hugs* Keep trying.
>>8082210
yay, I'll add you in a moment. Mine is abokado, so you know it is me.
>>8082221
stop coming to /mtfg/ to own me
https://clyp.it/tc4mdbpy
>>8082205
You havent lost everything. In fact, youve gained something that youve never had before. A chance to be yourself. Isnt that alone worth living for? Not for some job or a relationship or something equally replaceable, no, this is much better.
How far are you on hrt? Yes a lot of transitioning sucks, but it does get much much better. Dont give up yet
>>8082223
obviously, and they do the same
why is that a bad thing
>>8082226
Do you have a nice ass?
>>8082223
and they are outed to you too.
>>8082237
Hmmmm
>>8082226
Post pic
Find someone else who doesn't pass and date them.
>>8082226
>not into sex or love
Why do you want a bf then? Those are kinda the two things you get out of a relationship.
>>8082230
its the only interesting thing to do in this hellhole
>>8082238
yeah idk i just told my lgbt club pals "lmao im a tranny" while my first order of hrt was still on the way lol
>>8082191
>>8082191
A vindictive, mean person might consider such horrific, unspeakable things such as filling curtain rods with shrimp (or really any place a shrimp could be hidden - under car seats, hollow places, a cored-out book...the possibilities are endless! As is the stench...), dropping some sugerglue in the deadbolt lock (whoops, thought that was lock deicer), the always-handy box delivery service... So many bad things can happen. And CERTAINLY don't do things like leaving raw sugar in the seams of the windowsills with the windows open, that might attract creepy crawlies!
Fortunately Amy is a sweetheart, not like that mean Spartan I heard about but never really saw, and wouldn't do such horrible things. ^^
>>8082223
Mine is full of 'straight but supportive' people. But yeah, you're encouraged to out yourself immediately which is kinda shitty.
>>8082248
good picture.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uqdxBh4ZUeM
I am coming out to anyone until they figure it out.
>>8082254
why would you go to an lgbt support group if you're not a member of the lgbt
>>8082259
NOT*
Rini said I should trip again, but I'm not sure ._.
>>8082267
:33333
why wouldn't you? you're great! ^^
>>8082247
>i don't think i come across as that type of person
what do you mean by "that type of person"?
>>8082249
makes sense
>>8082261
well, too bad that you are lol
>>8082267
good girl!
>>8082267
Do you still have acid?
>>8082267
HuggGirl
>>8082253
that would be kinda pointless since we are all leaving. but ill still screw them over by not helping them clean the public areas
>>8082272
i think i come off as masculine in my appearance so i dont think people would think i was trans..
and i think i could potentially be mad fun of for it
>>8082124
No in 7.5 days it's happening
>>8082261
No clue, I guess to support friends who are there. I live in a pretty small town so we don't really get enough people to run a student org with just lgbt members.
>>8082270
If only you knew what she is truly capable of.
>>8082281
cause at that point it's not much more than just a friend
>>8082289
scared!?!
scared of what?
>>8082286
i guess
seems a lil strange though
>>8082290
Will just a friend let me play with their dick once in a while?
>>8082282
>i think i come off as masculine in my appearance so i dont think people would think i was trans..
honestly nah you look like someone who's starting their transition, I wouldn't be surprised at all
>and i think i could potentially be mad fun of for it
that's an extremely unlikely possibility, given that the reason places like those exist is the guarantee that people dont assume you're cishet and wont make fun of you for it.
>>8082291
Everything ;__;
i hate interacting with people but i hate being lonely
>>8082289
Hopefully
>>8082267
Hi!
It's nice to see you.
>>8082217
just go to to the gas station buy tobacco, thin papers, a lighter and some filter tips maybe. you don't need anything else to roll joints.
>>8082297
Friends with benefits would. But I'm thinking you want sex and love a bit more than you're letting on. And to get a bf just go on tinder or something, or go to a bar or something, put enough effort into your appearance and anyone can pass enough to find someone that likes them.
i hate existing
but i don't think when i'm not existing
>>8082303
That soon already? Don't you have to plan it some more at least if you really want to do it? >_<
>>8082254
at all the lgbt orgs I've been to they specifically say you don't have to share anything if you're not comfortable and anyone is welcome
Anyone would like to play games while training voice together?
I play PUB, cs, sc2 or other stuff. Don't really care. My voice sounds like rammstein atm.
If so is interested my steam is http://steamcommunity.com/id/Franzilu
>>8082291
I'm scared of needles
and bugs
>>8082299
i dunno, id feel silly going with like full shadow and homeless person hair as well
maybe when i get that stuff figured out
>>8082323
eh, i'm kinda delaying a bit as well, also due to me not being around here a lot
probably gonna go there around the end of may
>>8082297
probably, but then it would be a fwb type deal and you said you weren't into sex or love so calling it a relationship is kind of pointless
I mean I'd let my friends play with my dick if they wanted to but I'd want more and a lot more regularly than just once in a while, as would whoever you'd call your boyfriend
>>8082295
Not strange at all, friends support friends, and you won't be made fun of. I've been a member of a number of LGBT support groups over the years and I was never made fun of by any of the people in them. The only places I've had issues is from bar patrons, and that is because I'm bisexual. That was also decades ago. Bi's are much better treated in the LGBT communities now. this >>8082313
>>8082181
I like the same stuff
let's be friends
>>8082312
No it's fine we'll survive
Maybe
>>8082336
how can we can contact each other?
>>8082337
I really hope it will go well >_<
>>8082328
Let me play with your dick birdo
>>8082344
do you have discord?
I swear my chin cleft has gotten way bigger since I started HRT
lord I hope it's not growth hormone fucking me over despite my nuked T
>>8082327
im only really out to my therapist, it's not an easy thing for me to come out
>>8081782
You really like what that anon said a lot huh?
>>8082348
Jumping on the rice train.
Get a rice cooker and huge bags of rice.
You'll always have food, shit changed my life.
Don't feel like going out this week? Rice.
Running low on cash? Rice.
Don't feel like cooking a meal? Rice.
Rice.
>>8081800
This isn't black and white. For example, Indian women might have more masculine traits when it comes to skeletal structure.
>>8082360
cursed image
>>8082364
I have months worth of carbs in storage around my house
who here /prepper/
>>8082360
Could we go ONE single day on this board without you posting your god awful butt ugly, horrific visage? It is literally giving me nightmares.
>>8082307
i could do that
thank you
still don't know where to get the weed itself and idk
>>8082364
Hi Ribbon~
I don't know you yet, do you want to tell us something about yourself maybe?
Please make sure you eat healthy, by adding some vegetables to your rice~
>>8082359
yes, it is saglik-abokado #0065
>>8082362
then just go check stuff out and don't come out if you don't want to
the lgbt space in my city's uni is like a lounge with couches and stuff people go in there and eat lunch or hang out
also the gay guys tell really funny stories about parties and stuff lol
>>8082360
recent pic for comparison
how do i be the prettiest
>>8082393
get THINN
>>8082393
b being my qt gf
>>8082393
give me moni
>>8082393
Bash everyone's face in.
Choo choo~
>>8082397
wtf no neck
>>8082372
Aww c'mon :( I heard it was pretty perfect~
>>8082405
^>^
Nyaa
>>8082381
if you have problems with rolling normal cigarette paper you could use longpapers it helped me alot. didn't you say you have some druggie friends from school? you could ask them maybe
>>8082405
https://youtu.be/LJ9vkt7BHYI
>>8082416
thank you very much for all the tips and info anon
i have one friend who occasionally does it and i'll ask him tomorrow
>>8082381
Always have the darknet.
>>8082423
Wow, you are extraordinarily strong.
>>8082414
ACTIVATE
>>8082410
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>>8082217
I could bring some
>>8082386
Small town girl, Lonely world, etc.
22 y/o, 1 year HRT next month
Got disowned when I came out and lost most friends/gf
Haven't been to 4chan in a couple years, figured I'd come back and check out this board.
And Hell yeah on the vegetables, Stir Fry life.
>>8082434
Canned veggies....
>>8082392
the album you posted earlier today seems good I think I'm gonna buy it. you have a good taste in music.
>>8082417
yeah, i know
i tend to get stuck doing mental gymnastics if you havent noticed lol
>>8082459
well stop doing it IMO
>>8082462
how
>>8082436
Birdy you haven't been yourself for a while now. I worry about you.
>>8082466
honestly when it comes to things like coming out you just have to temporarily avoid all rational thinking
but keep in mind my way of doing this involves alcohol, which is not precisely healthy advice.
welp the seat post on my bike broke while pedaling uphill
not very cool
>>8082471
Eh
S
>>8082423
>ok!
good we r getting married whether u like it or not u qt3.14
>>8082424
yeah he probably knows someone then. if you are going to buy more than just once or twice you should get a pocket scale too so people don't trick you.
>tfw you get depressed bc a friend shows you her cooking while you're completely fucking inept at coooking absolutely anything
>>8082474
Your advice is almost as bad as mine.
hi I'm here now
>>8082443
Welcome back :')
>>8082443
Thank you for introducing yourself~
I'm from a small town too and lonely, but which part of the world are you from? And how would you like to be called? :o
I'm still 20 and around 7 months on hrt~
Aww that sounds horrible. My parents are pretty religious, but they didn't kick me out or disowned me or anything so I guess I can consider myself lucky ._.
I don't have any irl friends anymore either, so at least I don't have to out myself to them :/
I only started browsing 4chan 2 years ago, but I only went to /lgbt/ like shortly before starting with hrt i think.
Can you give me inspiration on what to do with rice? :O
>>8082471
I feel lonely mostly and life is scary and won't get better ._.
>>8082493
hugg gloomers
>>8082489
I am not someone to look up to in terms of "living in a healthy and sane way". Even my academic success is built on overworking myself until my brain doesn't work. I also have probably like more mental disorders than I can count sooooooooooooo...........
>>8082487
how tho? there are so many easy meals you could cook.
>>8082480
3.14? Pii!? :O I love pii! It's the best number in the word!
>>8082487
No worries, everyone sucks at cooking until they start cooking a lot, you have to just realize what tastes good and what doesn't. And of course you could just use recipes, it's just following directions.
>>8082499
*hugg*
Good luck with your running away plan. I hope it will go well and you'll live a long and happy life together >_<
>>8082493
Depends on the type of rice senpai.
>>8082512
thank you
i hope it'll go well too
>>8082505
I think you view yourself as far worse than you really are. You must be comparing yourself to your ideal you... something that is probably unobtainable.
>>8082506
My mother is literally such an insanely controlling person that I was for the most part actually unable to use the kitchen at all back home, what basic cooking skills I have I learned from my ex, so now I'm bumbling around from near 0 and trying to figure out how to stop sucking at things.
>>8082508
Yeah it's what I'm trying to do right now but I have so much to learn.
>>8082493
Red thai curry and mango sweet sticky rice!
>>8082519
I'm just saying that while I've gotten pretty far I'm also carrying a lot of mental trauma and a lot of is is self-inflicted so generally I think living like me is bound to make you miserable.
>>8082524
Brown rice is very healthy!
>>8082493
The states, Michigan. So not like deep south homophobic, just like Grandma's good ol' American phobias.
My parents are ultra Catholic so I knew I'd be getting kicked out beforehand and had everything ready to go.
I usually just look up recipes that involve whatever I have leftover in terms of veggies. Or just toss shit together. Rice is magical and just absorbs all leftovers into pretty easy dishes as long as you aren't mixing flavors too much.
>>8082525
Aahhh that sounds complicated, but maybe I can try the mango rice :O
>>8082528
It's still high in starches which get digested into sugars real fast.
tfw I'll likely need to get rid of all grains in my diet due to autoimmune reactions I'm having.
This thread is creepily superficial today
>driving on bumpy road
>boobs keep bouncing and jiggling around
>keep laughing the entire drive
>>8082527
My spidey senses are telling me this conversation could lead to some hot fucking. Do you want to take this somewhere private?
>>8082524
Yeah, luckily two really close friends stuck by and even if they don't really get it they're willing to help with errands and shit if I really need it.
Have one really good support group because this one girl worked super hard to get in contact with everyone that was out and is willing to host on her farm.
>>8082550
Use a proper sized bra woman! They shouldn't be bouncing around!
>>8082535
Ahh~ So far away >.<
I'm from Germany and my parents are ultra religious as well, but I made my dad promise to not kick me out under any circumstances, before I told him :/
But he will never call me by my girlname and never accept me as a girl. Too bad I'm a neet and dependent on him. I'm too scared to look for a job, but I really would like to move out >_<
And now I want some rice >.<
i wanna look like a girl but i just ended up looking like a femboy with tiny boobies
>>8082472
might be because I don't seem to be able to feel anything anymore whoops B)
>>8082556
I actually think your spidey sense is failing you this time dear.
There's nothing less erotic for me than talking about my mental illnesses.
I appreciate you trying though.
>>8082561
Or no bra.....
Freeedommm
>>8082568
lol Freedom is for home not outside! xD
>>8082564
>>8082564
Get bigger blobs
>>8082566
FUCK
I meant that we would explore tangential avenues. Are they working now?
>>8082520
it's like any other skill you just have to try it over and over again. timing is important too. I just get motivated to cook again after I make a imperfect meal. you could start with something like rice, sauce and meat or noodles with sauce there are so many different combinations for both to try out.
>>8082572
Nah, bruv...
I only wear a sports bra at work for protection from injury..
Otherwise, I let them freeee
>>8082575
Avenues are innately tangential. Why am I speaking in pleonasms? I need to sleep. Fuck it.
>>8082564
*makes ur boobs big*
>>8082565
That happened to me for a few days :(
I hope you feel better soon
>>8082579
Aww :(
>>8082584
go to bed u dork
She's mine and I love her.
i could have never predicted this
she's just
my perfect ada
<3
>>8082583
Is your estrogen levels are already high. Stahping a dosage to drink won't do anything.
>>8082583
Mine seem to like my morning ritual of 16oz of lactose free milk mixed with 8oz coffee.
Imma look into lupron on my next re-up
>>8082597
give headpatts first tho
>>8082561
I wasn't wearing one
>>8082601
English is hard.
>>8082604
fine
pat gumball
>>8082608
mini ^^
RESPONSE JSON:
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"face": [
{
"attribute": {
"age": {
"range": 5,
"value": 13
},
"gender": {
"confidence": 98.6317,
"value": "Female"
"race": {
"confidence": 97.5519,
"value": "White"
this dumb thing thinks im a 13 year old white girl now wtf
the problem isnt my boobs u dummies its my face
>>8082606
I figured as much xD The bouncing hurts like hell though :X
>>8082612
nini.....
>>8082614
*makes ur face bigger*
>>8082598
Cute desu
I feel the same about Myrthe desu
>>8082612
night!
>>8082619
cute
let's just
be happy asf c:
>>8082613
That's odd :S Why so young?
>>8082615
I usually don't if I am or can wear a jacket, I was at the time. I do if I have to wear just a tshirt like at work.
>>8082614
No, it's your boobs.
Your face doesn't matter when you have 5 gallons of no bra having tiddies poking into the front of a tight shirt.
Youre cute enough to get away with it.
>>8082624
Too Cute
>>8082624
idk
I think that machine just generates completely random numbers every single time
I get anywhere from 56% certainty male to 80% male or 99% female
Ages vary from 13 to 17
>>8082630
Strange
Oh, it's great being black in a white neighborhood
>White boys wont DARE start a fight with you
"intimidates whites guy*
>You get to fuck EVERY white girl whitin a one mile radius with your beautiful black...
*cuts to interracial sex scene*
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tyhmlS-CMsQ
>>8082565
Why?
>neglect voice
>grow sweet tits
>have man face with beard
>suicide when
Ugh I'm too scared to get electrolysis :-x
>>8082634
how can white bois even compete
>>8082646
this is why white bois have to transition
>>8082643
Why is that? Is it because of the pain associated with it?
>>8082634
>dating blacks
Disgusting
>>8082649
too scared they will know im trans
>>8082643
>Get electrolysis
>Follicles are taking multiple treatments to get results
>End up with dark red faded spots on every hair follicle on my face so I look like I have permanent beard shadow
FUCK
>>8082634
this video really made me thinky winky
>>8082644
*makes your arms smaller?*
*blocks ur path*
>>8082640
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I haven't felt anything since I let him go
BUYING MORE CLOTHES I NEED THEM
>>8082663
Post face you silly
>>8082557
Cool that you have somebody. Being totally alone sucks.
>>8082663
Panic!
>>8082667
Sounds like depression.
>>8082668
Don't forget em all next time
>>8082669
here i am
So this is what I would have looked like had HRT actually worked on me.
>>8082663
>every time Nim post's her noodles arms
>>8082680
ayy lmao
>>8082668
Heck yeah :) Having more options to wear is always nice.
>>8082652
Sounds like you need a different electrolysis technician.
>>8082663
*snaps youre arm like a twig* heh.... not so toungh now, huh ?
>>8082668
Newly bought clothes = Best clothes
>>8082677
My only pair of shoes was destroyed in my sudoku attempt!
>>8082695
did you try to dip yourself in a vat of acid
>>8082682
The picture reminds me of those pool loofa flotation devices things. It's pretty cool
>>8082686
Yup. I told her that I won't be scheduling another for a while because I have an /mtfg/ friend coming over in a months time, and while thats true I don't plan on going back to that office.
>>8082695
The heck did you do to them? :(
>>8082699
wtf do you mean
>>8082699
The hell?
>>8082454
thnx
not enough people listen to prog-pop
>>8082663
PUNCH
>>8082698
No but being unconscious and overdosing I probably made a big mess of myself
>>8082667
What happened with """"him""""?
>>8082683
Do I really look like an ayy? Well I'm glad HRT didn't work then. Weirdly I actually prefer my real girlmode pics, I just look so basic in that CGI image.
>>8082619
best mtfg couple desu
>>8082704
This
>>8082651
>too scared they will know im trans
Most electrologists are trans friendly; we make up a lot of their business
>>8082714
no the program just makes people look weird
>>8082720
MY ARM IS STRONG IT DOESNT LOOK LIKE THAT
>>8082729
You have nothing to worry about then :)
>>8082644
I'm the only opinion!
>>8082720
Pool noodle... Pool Loofah... I can't.
>>8082713
he changed and I let him go
>>8082706
yeah there are alot of of albums I only listen to alone. my friends like electronic music mostly so that's what we listen to.
>tfw bought a whip
>tfw doing adult shit for once in my life
>>8082735
I did try xD IDK what it's called.
>>8082737
how did he change
time for some warm milcc
>>8082729
your daddy was an intersex tranny mommy who ran a preschool and had pool noodle tier arms
>>8082739
>roasties knowing anything about feels
>>8082745
Almond milk!? :Q
>>8082746
DON'T CALL MY DADDY A TRANNY REEEEEE
>>8082746
where did this meme come from
>>8082751
>roasties
lol?
>>8082757
cis girls are known as roasties
they have vaginal flaps that look like roast beef because they fuck a lot of dudes and they really have no problems
cis girls like the ones who did the starbucks girl in the pic you posted
>>8082761
This was me two years ago. Cringe.
>>8082753
fine
your daddy was an intersex transwoman mommy who ran a preschool and had pool noodle tier arms
>>8082756
it evolved over time as we learnt more about how nims daddy liked being called beautiful by nims mommy
>>8082761
I, too, am a mouthbreathing misogynist faggot.
>>8082649
No it's because I legit don't trust any of the so called "specalists" I've met. I keep asking them how it works and they keep me unscientific meme answers like they're trying to sell me on the emotional value vs the tangible effects. I know from research what I'm looking for, I just haven't found a specialist who seems interested in helping and doesn't view me as a cash cow. It's like tattoo shopping. I don't just want any artist.
>male best friend keeps looking at my boobs
>>8082765
>stopped hating cis women two years ago
why?
>>8082769
its mostly jealousy desu
>>8082767
he wouldn't have been able to have me and my sister if that was true >:(
>>8082761
please kill yourself
>>8082775
suck his dick
>>8082775
grab his hand and make him touch them
>>8082776
Well a year ago and it's because I stopped repressing and transitioned so wasn't jealous anymore.
>>8082782
this
>>8082779
he got lucky
your parents must have been at it like rabbits and your mom must be super fertile
>>8082786
That's pretty nice :D Happy for your transition.
>>8082761
roasties btfo
>>8082789
but my mom was 41 when she had me people aren't super fertile at 41 wtf
>>8082781
I really should
>>8082786
I am actively transitioning too
but things do not get better
I will never have a fraction of what a cis woman has
so I might as well be dead
>>8082775
>female best friend grabs my boobs every time I see her
how did you all come out to grandparents/older relatives, if you did? no idea how to handle talking about this with my super religious 85 year old grandmother
>>8082799
just convince her you were always a girl
>>8082794
your mom was and your dad might have been intersex and on hormones but a few wriggleys made their way in
Ok this one is better.
how common is it to have an emo/scene phase before you transition
asking for a friend
>>8082802
my dad wasnt on hormones wtf
>>8082801
how
>>8082806
please post pics of your scene phase oh my god
>in utero androgen levels determine transgenderism
So my mother was defective, and I have to suffer from it?
>tfw when don't really want to be a cis girl, just a cute passable tranny
is it just me
>>8082803
drink more
>>8082803
next time you catch him looking ask if he wants a better look
>>8082810
its too embarrassing
>>8082799
My parents told my grandmother and she understood it perfectly because she's secretly bisexual and didn't want to marry my grandfather but she got pregnant when he got (baby boomer) back from the war blah blah she was drunk and said all this. I visited her in Florida and the infamous Sarah with no bangs picture was uploaded when she brought me to get my hair cut. The rest is now history. I hope I can see her again before she dies when I'm like full fem. I'm almost a year HRT now but still not full time probably won't be for another 6 months. My grandmother is also religious it really surprised me how much she already knew I guess from watching that tween jazz lmfao
>>8082816
i actually can't really imagine what it would look like based off the pics you posted
>>8082806
I always liked emo/scene stuff but all I did is dress black for years. I guess I like it more on others.
>>8082808
I dont see evidence that he wasnt
>>8082806
i did, it's a good excuse to be feminine and cut yourself
>>8082812
my mom was selfish and tried to have a baby at 40 after being told she probably couldn't have one due to her age and the fact that she had had a tumor removed from her uterus
oh and my dad had already been diagnosed with terminal cancer so he wasn't in the best shape either
>>8082821
I was basically experimenting with feminine aesthetics for like half of my life and now I'm like whoops I guess I'm a tranny.
FFS WHEN
>>8082820
didn't look like a girl
>>8082823
you're genetically btfo. you'll probably die by 40
>>8082826
tomorrow okay
>>8082823
My dad had me when he was 63+ years old
True story
Motherfucker
>>8082828
yeah probably
p selfish right?
>>8082827
thats not evidence that he wasnt
>>8082830
my dad was like 57 i believe
>>8082831
at least you get to be a girl :)
>>8082737
You let him go? Like he broke up with you?
>>8082838
i dont though? lol
>>8082840
like when you have to put the dog to sleep
Why did HRT do nothing to me?
>>8082825
Basically same story.
Excuse to have long hair and dress androgynous
>>8082844
He killed him? That's a little dark even for a chaser
>>8082845
Maybe you have estrogen insensitivity syndrome and you're actually an XX male. wouldn't that be a cruel twist
I am literally counting minutes until new gf gets here. Holy shit estrogen is crazy
did anyone else just not look at themselves in the mirror and went into a deep depression in high school instead of experimenting with girl stuff cuz it was gay af
>>8082843
yeah you get to be an intersex tranny mommy with pool noodle tier arms
>>8082851
apparently there's only been one case of that ever
>>8082855
to me it was good because it was a good way to be gay af but have a cover story
>>8082855
being gay is bad and wrong but being a girl is good
Need to go to work. Hope someday this wage slavery will end. Tired of working for literal pennies to try and make ends barely meet.
>>8082856
im not intersex :(
>>8082855
you aren't trutrans if you think being a girl is gay
>>8082855
yeah kissing girls is gay af but kissing boys
thats straight
you want to be straight dont you nim?
>>8082855
i was in a deep depression since 4th grade
>>8082851
>XX male
woudn't that mean I would have passed more easily?
>estrogen insensitivity syndrome
How do i find out if I have this?
>>8082863
how do i be a girl when im tall and manly
>>8082855
I did but I tried to compensate the depression with video games and drugs.
>>8082868
but you have dem hips and you are taller than either of your parents and everything
you have klienfelters tho
>>8082881
and incredibly low sperm count
Hi i'm new here, can I possibly get feedback on whether I'm passable or not?
I've spent about 5-6 months on estrogenic herbal pills and almost consistent dietry control. Not too sure if that'll be enough.
I looked into getting an antiandro as well but overbudget atm.
>>8082855
Mirrors meant heavy dysphoria for me so I never looked unless I had to.
>>8082886
Herbal route is terribly ineffective, but if you want our opinion on how you look then go for it. But get on real HRT asap.
>>8082886
you're taking snake oil
>>8082875
You're just a tall girl
>>8082873
>tfw depression since 3rd grade
>>8082875
How tall are you talking? You don't look manly though from your arm pictures, so stop thinking that
>>8082887
I had a server every year for 4 years but it gets boring over time. I bought so many games and rarely play them alone anymore.
>>8082875
>tall
literally doesnt matter
>manly
ur babytrans dont worry
>>8082886
>herbal pills
>>8082840
I'm the one who did it
>went outside in shorts for like the first time in years
>it was super comfy and nobody even looked at me twice even though they were short girly shorts
this Spring is gonna be fun
>>8082904
>literally doesnt matter
Even 6"1?
>>8082917
You'll be okay, lil nim.
>>8082891
i just never liked how i looked
>>8082917
6'1 is sexy tall girl status.
>>8082886
herbal is more expensive than legitimate HRT and also herbal is also mostly ineffective
If you never get clocked on omegle does that mean you pass?
>>8082929
nah
you can push the supermodel meme but they don't have male skeletons
being taller also means you have more masculine features for the most part
>>8082917
I had a ww2 mod server once but usually it was me and my friends building shit in vanilla mode. it always ended when we set too big goals and just gave up.
>>8082931
I mean, I'd get into HRT but I'm kind of doing this in secret, and the country kind of has this arbitrary legal barrier for anyone trying.
If there's a way to just get them all ordered and guided online I'm all ears.
>>8082929
Models are 5'9" - 6'0"
>>8082913
But why? How did he change?
>>8082935
-_-
>>8082937
i always wanted the server to be really big and have an active community
i really liked the idea of having different clans around the map fighting for territory and stuff
we had like a site with a live map of the server so you could see all the clans and players on the server
just no one stayed long enough
i guess technically im 6'0.5 but they rounded up in the doctors office so i do too
tfw you want a tall girl to throw you around and be the big spoon
>>8082955
use centimeters instead of this nonsense
>>8082943
inhouse.vu
qhi.co.uk
alldaychemist.com
4mg of progynova or estrofem
50mg of cyproterone OR 200mg spironolactone
>>8082954
I wanted something like that too but as you said you never have enough people to do it long term. I haven't played in over year I think.
Almond milk tastes weird
>>8082969
Brit sympathizers please go
>>8082979
I live in Britain though.
>>8082975
>>8082966
thanks you guys
>>8082993
because the doctor rounded up
>>8082957
hey bby
>>8082986
I have 4 bottles of 500mg purera mirifica pills
fml
I guess I could just use them supplementary to the HRT pills when I get'em
>>8082993
>almost no-one here uses centimeters.
except for everything that isnt height
how tf do i get rid of frizzy hair
will taking super female vitality make me a real girl
>>8083002
Shave it all off.
>>8082998
no dont bother
they will compete with your real estrogen
>>8083005
oh okay ill do that
>>8083009
dont do that!
>>8082998
You could experiment with how they work together. Regular estrogen will likely be much more effective and they PM may compete with it. You could use them up fast before your pills come.
>>8083012
but the frizz!
>tfw nothing to talk about but can't leave
>>8082998
Just get the actual hrt
Herbal is trash
today is stupid, first the seat on my bike breaks while i'm riding and now the hot water is broken at my apartment
i just wanna be clean and take a nap or something comfy
>>8082997
hayyy
>>8082993
>That banana republic idiot
lmfao why are you still bitter about me?
>>8083018
planning on it, kind of worried about how to change dosages later on though.
chest is 2/3rd way A cup after 5-6 months so I guess it is worse off.
Hella sensitive though.
>>8083020
i'll throw you
into the cold shower
>tfw staring at mirror
>didn't transition yet
>wearing only underwear
>when in my peripheral vision, my brain sees a skirt where my underwear is
Wow
I guess repression isn't working so well.
>>8083020
Heat up some water on the stove and take a sponge bath.
>>8083027
transition!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>>8083026
um i like hot showers
>>8083018
you mean this thread or some irl situation where you can't leave?
>>8083016
the metric system is far better than the imperial system tho
>>8082947
feelings changed
>>8083032
too bad
Brits are so fucking obsessed with their shit measuring system one of the reasons they're destroying their own economy by leaving the EU is so they can bring it back. What a pitiful country.
>>8083035
idk lass I'm not the only one with literally zero irl friends, i don't need /mtfg/ to feel i matter.
>>8082904
Really gets my noggin joggin
>>8083034
it is, but idiots don't know that and are afraid of change.
>>8083041
Don't bully Brits gaining their independence by leaving the EU just because of their measuring system
>>8083041
I'm not the one*
>>8083048
*non-decimalized currency
>measuring myself for clothes
>remember why I try to die
FUCK
Time to take a hammer to my ribcage and end it all
>>8083048
>muh 1/299792458 of light speed is rational
:^)
>>8083048
Aren't a lot of Brits also really hyped to bring back the death penalty once you leave the EU.
>>8083040
same I usually just listen to music or watch something most of the time. I watched apocalypse now today which was great.
tfw I'm the one with literally 0 friends who needs mtfg to get I matter
>>8083027
my brain did this...
>>8083052
i bet your ribcage and shoulders are lil my dude
>>8083041
If you don't like England then why not go back to Chile?
And I rarely come here anymore whereas you're here every day.
if you're so rational Carol why do you want to fuck cats?
>>8083059
anon matters
>>8083035
I think they look close to the pic you sent me
Idk the exact differences
>>8083057
Nice
Yeah I end up watching YouTube videos all day and wonder what people with irl friends do for fun
>>8083027
>stare at mirror
>sort of see a girl, sort of see a guy
I don't even know anymore senpai
>>8083053
what about inches, feet, etc. is rational?
Metric makes sense- IE 1000m to a km and so forth
Imperial makes no sense
>>8083055
Yeah
but voters have wanted that since the 80's
no politician would actually bring it back and even then it would probably go back to the policies around the 60's which was basically to almost never use it. The last execution in the UK was in the mid 60's, even though it wasn't abolished for years afterwards.
>>8083064
wut
o.o
>>8083048
There are people out there who want to bring back a pre-decimal currency??
>>8083063
why don't you make me leave lmao
and i dunno lass, I use the internet a lot, makes a nice distraction when reading and working on university stuff and advancing my career you know. met some actually okay people here, compliments all the people i've met irl pretty well. You on the other hand? Does anybody actually like you?
>>8083069
Oh, got it a little wrong
7%, not 19%
https://twitter.com/JoeTwyman/status/847017907800412160/photo/1
but yeah
p r e - d e c i m a l c u r r e n c y
>>8083051
eep!
let them die off...
>>8083068
Only countries using the imperial system have put men on the moon so it must be better
>>8083062
it is big tho and its a terrible shape
>>8083079
NASA uses metric...
>>8083083
>big rib cage
Iktf
32.5" here ;-;
>>8083085
But they don't drive to work in kilometers per hour
Fucking checkmate
>>8083083
im 33 inches pham with 18 inch shoulders
If you had to murder a trip here who would you kill and why
>>8083088
neither does my dog
>>8083085
And since they started using metric, they've retired their most important space program and now rely on ferries from the Russians to get them to the ISS...
>>8083067
I rode my bycycle tonight around 9pm and saw alot of people my age doing stuff together outside while I just go to the bank.
I have friends but if I just lay around depressed I do nothing anyways because nobody texts me first.
>>8083092
me how badass would that be
>>8083085
A fairly recent change, it wasn't used during the moon missions.
>>8083092
hips
because they are a rapist and all around terrible person
>>8083087
34.5 underbust
more like
underJUST
It's flared out quite a bit at the bottom too and my sternum is super far forward
>>8083091
i cant measure my shoulders myself
>>8083092
myself.
This girl showed up to hook up and she's like wearing this scented oil that is so powerful I literally just told her to wipe it off. Like I'm going to get azmah or however the spell it. Total mood kill
>>8083092
Do past trips count in this? There are a lot of contenders for this.
>>8083068
Know what made even less sense? A non-decimal money system. Small change in the UK used to be a headache.
>>8083099
He's dead now
The second man on the moon used imperial and he's still alive
>>8083103
i have the opposite, pectus excavatum
iktf about rib flare too put it potentially means we can brace it smaller
>>8083064
nekoboys =/= cats
>>8083104
asthma.
>>8083109
At least if it goes inwards its not visable to 99.99999999999% of people
>>8083113
I'm just memeing metric is much better and I am used to it
>>8083104
>azmah
do you mean asthma? get a dictionary and surround yourself with people who can enunciate words properly
>>8083119
they are also bringing back blue passports for some reason
it just seems all really unnecessary
>nobody wants to kill me
Why even live
>>8083076
Please bring back smoking in restaurants.
>>8083109
I have it too :(
>>8083124
I DON'T WANT AN EU PASSPORT GIMME A PROUD BRITISH ONE
>>8083116
it is very much visible lol
it's not as extreme as some other cases but its enough to make me not look normal without my shirt off
just another thing to worry about i guess
>>8083067
Seriously? I think they both look way more feminine than the one you saw but thanks anyway.
>>8083068
The public don't know what they want. Sure they have this rosy eyed image of chid killers and terrorists getting necked but when some 18 year old or attractive young woman gets it they suddenly find it not-so-palpable. Literally why it got canned in the first place, People had a lot of sympathy for Ruth Ellis etc. And of course when innocent people go to the gallows... it's just unsustainable and actually more expensive than prison. Even America is slowly turning their back on it.
>>8083074
I don't care where you go, I'm just pointing out your hypocrisy of complaining how shitty things are for trans people in your own country yet you call my country "pitiful". I'm not even conservative and that pissed even me off.
>advancing my career
You have a degree in sociology, get your head out of your ass.
>Does anybody actually like you?
I have men I'm seeing and of course my family. Enjoy your shallow college friendships I suppose.
>>8083076
I've lost some faith in humanity.
>>8083124
Lmao
>>8083131
>give you Scottish EU passport
hi there. mind if we move in a few thousand muslims to your block?
so i have a uk passport because i have dual citizenship
what's the difference between a EU one and a british one?
>a full year of wage slaving at new job
>6k gain
JUST
>>8083133
>the year is 2025
>britain left the EU 6 years ago
>online shopping is impossible due to pre-decimal currency
>no one understands the imperial system but everyone has to use it anyway
>you can't go into a mcdonalds without catching cancer from the smoke
>everyone works in factories for a 3-pence an hour
>people love all this because its just like the good old days
>>8083140
same here except I'm x5 that amount. Just kill me senpai
>>8083141
that seems like a lot just to get a passport
>>8083147
how do you get one
>>8083136
An EU passport lets you go anywhere in Europe
A British one is a document that makes old people nostalgic
>>8083150
No idea. I'm a filthy Canadian and idgaf about Europe.
>>8083125
Because nobody wants you dead, duh.
>>8083143
Honestly, repealing the smoking bans is the only thing that makes sense in that poll. Well, that and bringing back the death penalty, but it should be applied only to tax evaders and people who wear white socks in sandals.
>>8083155
idk i like the one my aunt makes when i go over there
whatever the posh one is, she's like all dignified and stuff
>>8083160
im gay
uni soon
reeeeeeeeeee
want to spend more time with her
reeing in unison
You only want to be a girl because your testosterone levels are low. Just like how female hormones change your thinking, testosterone makes you think like a man. Why didn't you start taking testosterone to become the real man pack alpha you were meant to be instead of giving up and become a sissy faggot?
>>8083171
reeeeeeeeeeeeeee
>>8083173
>not wanting to be a sissy faggot
>>8083155
earl grey is the best
have you ever tried putting just a touch of lemon juice in it
>>8083178
AGP failed male detected
>>8083173
But my testosterone was average levels 424
>>8083173
>He will never fuck you
>>8083180
I won't deny it.
goalz
>>8083184
this! uwu
>>8083181
424 is the test level of a 45 year old decripit man not a healthy young buck
>>8083179
No I haven't actually, Thanks for the tip.
>>8083173
i tried, it's just a meme. testosterone makes dysphoria worse
>>8083182
He would never disgrace his Aryan bloodline
>>8083124
I had a purple one. Great way to move through customs fast and never get your crotch felt up.
>>8083173
Do I drown in more gt than I can handle by being a sissy faggot or do I T up and risk having to compete for sorority bimbos in a market I don't like because it requires me unironically wearing a backwards baseball cap? Hmmmmmm...
>>8083194
thank you we don't get enough stories like this, sometimes i get paranoid
>>8083190
np i learned it from a friend who also considers earl grey the superior tea
>>8083195
Must be pretty insecure to wear a t-shirt like that. Just saying...
>>8083202
I thought you stopped HRT for a while before, don't you know from that?
>>8083207
Leave my husband alone!
>>8083207
>crossdressing beta male calling anyone insecure
If you knew what it was to be a man you wouldn't be a failed male.
>>8083133
t. NEET
>>8083212
Why pick him when there are much better looking guys on that show?
>>8083213
This bait is stable
>>8083226
>But I had high T pre hrt ;~;
Same and it made me completely miserable.
>>8083202
I mean, you can just refer back to puberty. Or at least I can. Literally everything about T puberty was shit and I hated it, and the idea that it would just keep on going until I was a fully developed adult was bloody awful.
>>8083211
You kidding? I was just in a horrible depressive spiral that whole time
On the other hand the summer of 2013 when I had made up my mind to transition and was working out a ton and got decently muscular I felt great but i was also finally exploring my feminine side AND fulfilling my one vaguely masculine fantasy of getting a powerful body if only temporarily since I was gonna get on HRT in the fall or winter (ended up being spring 2014 rip) and I did Warrior Dash and that was fun as shit and I want to do that again sometime though I'm soo much weaker now so it should be more of a challenge, but I was pretty high-T relatively speaking for sure because of how much i was gaining muscle over those several months
And then after I quit HRT I also quit my mood stabilizer and antidepressant at the same time because it was like lmao i'm not refilling any prescriptions if i'm not refilling hrt because that's too depressing so the following ten months were basically a horrible indiscernable blur but then my best friend caught up with me and found out i had been off hrt for almost a year and basically lowkey flipped out on me and told me to get back on hrt
So I do wonder a lot when I'm particularly depressed if I just deluded myself into having "dysphoria" as an obsessive compulsive revulsion instead of real gender dysphoria and if testosterone would fix my overall depression but i just gotta remember that that's probably like 98% certainty not the case.
but sometimes i wonder if i were on the proper medications and started really working out again idk
i guess that basically describes what i'm already doing right now except on hrt lol
so yeah
What opiates are the best to OD on I don't really wanna shoot up mind you
>>8083234
Overdose on Tren you faggot so you'll die a man
Jesus christ
>>8083234
you want to die but dont want to shoot up? what?
>>8083238
I only just retransitioned after detrans a few months ago
>>8083234
if i pat your hed will you not
>>8083241
I'd probably fuck it up and inject it into my muscle or something
I'd jump in front of a train if the station wasn't so busy
>>8083243
Tricked yourself into giving up and becoming a girl yet again huh?..
>mfw reading mtfg posts rn
>>8083243
omg yay that makes me happy
>>8083253
ooga booga jungle nigger
>>8083243
>that time I told you the detrans was just a dumb autistic spergout and you denied it
>not sure if someone called you ma'am or man
Ahhhhh
Every time
Ahhh
>talking in complete manvoice and not presenting female
>definitely an M sound at the end but why would they do that????
sometimes i feel like
can someone choke me to death please
but then i remember
i can't even take a short choke
>tfw male to fujoshi
>>8083258
lmao i hate that
>>8083257
It doesn't matter I'm gonna try kill myself again
>>8083261
It's called AGP
>>8083259
YEAH YOU WUSS
<3
>>8083268
Don't transition based on your fetish creep.
>>8083263
Hope you don't fail this time I guess
I'll miss u though
male to male
Hola familamadingdong
>>8083275
>tfw children now universally call me "she" at work
>>8083233
The main concern ought to be whether or not you're currently satisfied with your transitioning body. You can have doubts every now and again about what it would have been like to stay on T or something, but prioritize, girl! If the tiddies are good, the tiddies are good.
>>8083234
There's a patch of poppies growing near my house and I want to pick the seed pods and make tea, but I dunno how, and the last time I tried I just vomited all day.
>>8083253
S'a matter?
>>8083275
male to male with tits to skelleton
>>8083253
It's a mess desu
masc man to masc man
I want to pin down trashy and fuck her ass while choking her until she stops breathing for being such a sissy little faggot.
Anyone else?
>>8083280
>tfw children point and laugh at you
>>8083289
no just pat once tbf
>>8083280
it's a mess
>>8083282
p much this
>>8083291
kids are legit scared of me
>>8083262
I'm just gonna assume he said man
Don't want to get my hopes up
>>8083214
Yeah but Saturn V could go further and with a bigger payload. It was more useful than the shuttle. With some nuclear upgrades it could have gone to Mars
>>8083219
Who cares about looks? I want big muscles.
That guy looks like a woman 0/10
>>8083217
There you go again mouthing off about your "intellectual superiority" but when I tried to hold a conversation with you about aerodynamics you didn't have a clue which is why we fell out because I pointed out that I know things you don't despite not having a degree therefore you shouldn't be so quick to look down on me, your ego couldn't handle it.
>>8083226
I have an idea, let's hang out at powerlifting events in revealing clothes!
>>8083234
She-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named recommends fentanyl.
>>8083248
I wanted to do the train method too. Protip never tell anyone because you'll get all the "think of the driver" spiel.
>>8083256
A-am I a nigger? I'm 1/250000000 th white!
>>8083300
Well, she is a woman, actually. Until proven otherwise, at least. And totally my type, anyway.
>>8083300
Great idea desu
>>8083303
Just by me as per our peace agreement. The other black trip, the LA one.
>>8083323
quit being so creepy
>>8083323
time for the bitcoinz
fix me
>>8083280
my tits are basically the best desu
>>8083331
*hands u the suicide pill*
>>8083296
i pass pretty consistently from like 5 yards away apparently which gets extremely awkward when, like, the DMV register lady calls me up from the line, how far away were you when he said it?
>>8083331
ok on it
>>8083343
right? like get me in on this action jeez no need to hoard the supply
>>8083347
>Comparing a gun to a single gram of powder
:^I
>jokingly ask friend to do my make up
>she actually agrees to
>awkward silence ensues
>>8083347
Guns will almost always get seized
Usually with drugs unless you buy a crapton they won't bother investigating - they don't care that much
>>8083295
Kids just stare at me
Especially girls
>>8083300
I just don't much care about your opinions.
I find you annoying because you're a loud and stupid autist with an atrocious personality.
You literally started blathering off about me because of metric vs. imperial.
Frankly my dear you're fundamentally incapable of voicing any opinions in a way that isn't absolutely grating.
So seriously, you're just fucking obnoxious as hell, consider chilling out for once in your god damn life.
>>8083364
cuz ur qt
>>8083366
It's like
Unless you live with someone who will open your mail you're probably gonna be fine
>>8083366
>You get 5 years for possession of a gun and like 7 for the powder though.
lmaoooooo
drank hot milcc but still not tired wtf
wooow why is actual fentanyl so expensive
>>8083381
g-d save the queen
how to get my GP to give me dutasteride
>>8083393
suck her dick
>>8083393
hmmm...
>>8083366
sent the pix
I feel like shit i dont want to work tonight called in last night got 5 hours of sleep im miserable.
>>8081782
>Autism = Being too self aware to go out and interact with anyone, hiding yourself forever because youre not perfect and talking to a bunch of negative assholes with no life experience who destroy your confidence on an anonymous imageboard
Im literally near retarded i cant do normal stuff...i have to create a non normie existence of complete loneliness yet hard working on things that I enjoy and self studying career stuff and hope for the best. Go fu k yourself outside is not where i belong.
girugamesh
>>8083381
Yeah I know, I wouldn't mind owning a gun for target shooting or something.
>>8083365
Lmao if you didn't care about my opinions why did you respond?
>atrocious personality
When we first started talking I offered you 3 months worth of HRT for free and advice on where is good value to rent in the city. After our argument about Marxism or whatever I accepted your apology and apologized myself, putting it all behind me in an attempt to move on and be civil but yeah I'm totally an asshole.
>>8083412
Let me log in, sorry I was busy preparing squash.
>tfw went on to /y/
w-wew
I forgot about this whole shakira vs nicotine thing
>>8083423
also see shakira v. mercury, shakira v. quid, shakira v. elanna
>>8083422
>tfw no bf
>hiding yourself forever because youre not perfect
Hiding yourself forever because you are plain terrible everyway more like lmao
>>8083340
I was a few feet away
I don't pass at all so I know it wasn't a ma'am
Getting my hopes up
Maybe once my hair is twice as long and more time on hrt and once I get voice I'll be better
>>8083420
it's cool i appreciate your get i just got weed for the first time in a month and a half and it's amazing
HALP
Is it possible to take HRT to stop becoming ever more masculine, while also having NO permanent side effects? (fertility, etc except boob size)?
>>8083432
i could beat you up desu
but this still counts as boymode right?
>>8083433
voice changes everything fo real
>>8083429
One day™
Hopefully I have some luck with boys back in SoCal
>>8083356
being able to talk to cis girls you're friends with about makeup and stuff is really great desu, you should let her do it
>>8083445
those are the weirdest looking tits ive ever seen
>>8083444
You can if you want
>>8083441
no not really
>>8083452
wtf you're not supposed to want it
>>8083450
they arent tits
why don't people get this
wish i had someone to send lewds to
>>8083456
Why would I not want someone to beat me?
>>8083457
sweet pecs bro
>>8083445
Idk it won't help if I look like a weirdly half feminine fagmo
>>8083441
Yep, but you'll have to be careful of your bones. Just block T production with an AA like Spiro, and do the things they do to treat osteoporosis.
>>8083474
>weirdly half feminine fagmo
still better than a man though right?
thats what I always tell myself
d-do i pass?
>>8083471
THANK you
they are pretty badass right obviously i never skip pec day
>Mention that I had an unhappy childhood to my mom when trying to talk to her about my depression.
>"Actually, you had a really happy childhood."
I give up.
>>8083483
Yeah
>>8083483
don't you pass irl every day why are you still asking on here
but yes
>>8083483
thats a good pic desu, you look nice
why do humans need to sleep
>>8083469
cuz it hurts duh
>>8083491
is your mom older?
that seems to be the way my grandma would think
still its shitty for you anon, I'm sorry
>>8083495
attention
>>8083501
because we're made in the image of god
>>8083460
sure
https://unsee
cc/sadetuzo
i'm getting implants at some point after my tracheal shave but just tiny ones to make my boobs look less far apart
>>8083495
so i could get more (You)s :c
>>8083420
You "accepted" it until I committed the cardinal sin of interacting with Mercury.
People can't be expected to remember all your petty grudges you know.
>>8083505
In her 50s, she ignores all of my issues because it's easier for her and she takes the idea of me being unhappy as an insult to her parenting.
It's pointless. She's never going to help me.
>>8083514
nah you gotta post them not in an uncee to see if the mods call them boobs or not
cute nip tho desu
>>8083428
The first two feuds deep down I like some aspects of them despite the constant falling out. The other I cannot stand at all.
>>8083513
god is a stupid bastard
i'll fucking kill him
>>8083535
is this the start of a jrpg story
>>8083550
I hope so desu
>>8083525
i already did that in the post i screenshotted and they accepted it silly
"i do have perfectly non-nsfw male gynecomastia however"
I meme on here about being a trans girl but I am of course just a cis chaser who happens to have gynecomastia that they use to get closer to girls
so funny to troll with sparkys pics on soc
>>8083501
so we dream
>>8083519
sorry anon :(
just probably don't even bother bringing this stuff up to her anymore, at least I think for me it would just upset me more and it seems totally pointless
any way you can pursue help on your own? are you looking for/on hrt?
>>8083562
>I am of course just a cis chaser who happens to have gynecomastia that they use to get closer to girls
its genius
>>8083467
no not here
fugg I love how gay estrogen makes me feel
>>8083501
To stop suffering
>>8083525
I have never been prescribed hrt and my gynecomastia is from intersex conditions from birth resulting in low testosterone testosterone for a male and female levels of estrogen, publicly I present as a male and I never act as a woman except ironically on message board with that in mind heres Wonderwall
>>8083483
The weight regain has helped you a lot, best pic so far.
>>8083517
She was obviously indirectly trying to stir shit between us and it worked. That's why. Olive loves her yet I get along fine with Olive so there goes your stupid "grudge" theory. Fact of the matter is I had enough of you not because of the Marxism, not because you became her mouthpiece but because you constantly looked down on me for dropping out of university. I can be friends with someone with different views, I can be friends with a person misguided by others but I cannot be friends with someone who thinks they are above me.
>>8083535
Din du nuffin.
>>8083570
thank you for appreciating this this has been like a 4 year long ruse so far i went fucking deep and nobody gets it
>>8083575
post an uncee and it won't be in the archives
you know you want those two to four sweet sweet (You)s
>>8083596
people will know who i am though
>>8083588
>>8083593
a /pol/ anon here a few days ago told me that I started hrt because I was too afraid to talk to girls and guys bullied me, and that I'm really a straight male who is just pretending to want to date guys because thats what women do
so I can relate to being pretty deep undercover desu
>>8083598
people will recognize you from your lewds? slut
>>8083570
I'm on HRT, but it's costing me. I'm trying to get her to pay for a psychiatrist basically.
Depression is an easier thing for her to understand than me being trans. But, apparently even it's too hard.
I wish I were Korra.
>>8083608
hi korra
tfw no oniichan to gently coax me into an eternal sleep
there's something bout the way
the street looks when its just rained
>tfw started my first cycle of progesterone today
>>8083606
leave her alone you bully
>>8083593
Can confirm.
Quid is a chaser that just wanted sex with me when we met up.
>>8083624
hi kiwi
>>8083624
how r ur bobbers doin
>>8083606
no you can see my face and stuff >_<
i wish i could stop disappointing everyone lmao
>>8083639
hru desu
>>8083592
I actually don't look down on people who drop out of uni lol.
I was pissed off at you and wanted to be a cunt.
My best friend is an university drop out and she's legitimately somebody I would go through hell for.
Also, I'm only my own mouthpiece, I represent only my own opinions.
yay my boyfriend is home
cya losers
will my shoulders ever pass?
>>8083626
sorry
>>8083628
that's why you had to knock her out right
tfw not intersex
>>8083624
im waiting till im 2 years hrt to start
Wow this thread is going long
>>8083656
there's less avatar-fagging
>>8083657
i could
>>8083656
I'm proud of /mtfg/
>>8083652
iktf x(
>>8083663
Is Cindy absent today or something?
>>8083668
>elanna gone
>cindy gone
>chara gone
>thread at nearly 1000 replies without hitting image limit
are avatarfags the true cancer?
>>8083671
she's in detention
>>8083666
seems like a solid option
you'd get a new location away from everyone you know, you could live together...kind of a best-of-both-worlds deal
>>8083650
Yeah
>>8083677
>are avatarfags the true cancer?
yes but I still like elanna even if she is an avatarfriend
>>8083677
Kayla is
>>8083686
same
>>8083680
i would be for me
but for her it wouldn't change much as it doesn't eliminate the same stuff as me going abroad does :(
>>8083685
lizbiz
>>8083701
Nimmers
>>8083686
Elanna is actually pretty shitty at times. I think the only reason people look up to her is because she's a low standard to achieve.
>>8083624
>tfw my doctor wouldn't prescribe prog
I'll see if a doctor back home will at my next blood test, I'll be ~18 months by then
>>8083705
hru budd
>>8083644
>I wanted to be a cunt
At least you finally admit it. Look I don't want to continue this bullshit any longer, I don't like you and you don't like me, let's leave it at that. I'll hand you the same deal I handed M; you don't bitch about me and I won't bitch about you. Take it or leave it. Adios
>>8083706
Ayy glad someone finally said it. Laughing at my income when she's a checkout girl? Like what was she thinking?
>>8083706
shitty in what ways? when she bitches at people i usually agree
>>8083696
which part, the being away from everyone you know part?
I guess idk how it is in europe, but in the US once you're ~45 min-1 hour away for school its the same as being 4 hours or 32 hours away, you won't know anyone anyway and you get a totally fresh start
desu it seems like anna just likes the idea of "disappearing" more than satisfying the actual reasons of WHY someone would want to disappear
>>8083624
wait your first ever?
it's basically like a period only every 3 months, if you're getting the quarterly shot
otherwise idk
>>8083710
>mfw trannies know more about hrt than doctors
>>8083720
that's how it usually always is
that's why i'm trying to be an activist in trans medical care
>>8083718
Where did you go on discord?
>>8083706
>I think the only reason people look up to her is because she's a low standard to achieve.
fuckin wrong
she's been a bitch to me before for sure, but even with all her flaws she's genuine and rational
people look up to her because she is an experienced tranny who has genuine wisdom to offer
if all we wanted was a nice low standard to try to be there are MANY better options here than elanna
>>8083720
he's the specialist for LGBT services in town or so I've heard. It's a little annoying desu
>>8083718
?
i just started my first cycle of micronized progesterone for about 8 days of every month
image limit get
>>8083713
Elanna is just shitty in general, to this day I never understood mtfg's obsession over her. I guess low standards or something.
>>8083715
She would randomly lash out at people when she had mood swings and is a fucking drug addict that would try to get on moral high horses and talk down to other trannies like she was in any position to do so. It was just annoying to see her act so uppity.
>>8083739
10 posts too early.
>>8083720
this is my fear for my physical next month, I'll have been self medding for 6 months at that point
>>8083739
get
>>8083717
yes, that one.
it's something she greatly desires.
hmmm i see
in this case i think she would just continue her studies with me doing my own only one year below her, and our apartment would be in the city centre, from which she currently lives like 45 min away
i too wish i could just disappear (don't we all desu), but i'm just absolutely terrified of scaring my family and seeing all the things they'd do to find me/us
thank you for talking to me anon. i needed this.
>>8083739
i actually tismed at this a little for a half second
>>8083740
I was going to say doesn't she do a lot of hard drugs
>>8083743
get
>>8083748
get
>>8083750
get
>>8083748
can you not? there's no reason to rush the image limit
I wan fren
>>8083753
got
>>8083744
>i too wish i could just disappear (don't we all desu),
I definitely know that feel
good luck to you both, I hope you're able to work out something that makes you both happy without compromising your futures
>>8083754
this thread is way too long
>>8083757
you can have kayla
why are you spamming pics
why isn't my hot water back
where am i
>>8083762
>>8083762
IT WASN'T LONG ENOUGH
WE COULD HAVE HIT 1K
...I hate you
>>8083760
Thank you very much anon
I too hope we'll be able to work out something like that and I wish you good luck as well
thanks again for talking to me about this
>>8083773
don't h8 me cuz you 8nt me
Lol I have a boner
>>8083758
idg this picture
pls explain
get
>>8083778
I dunno, cis male friends would probably be more appropriate. I didn't make it
someone make new thread
gdi I made this strawpoll like four hours ago and forgot to post it cause too high http://www.strawpoll.me/12718762
>>8083706
wrong.
>>8083803
you get out
elanna had flaws but I will always love her
I heard back from my doctor's office regarding my question about antiandryon. Their reasons were was I suspected they'd tell me. He didn't want to overload me with medications. He wanted to start me with just the estradiol and then see how I do in three months. Is this a positive or negative sign?
>>8083800
Why are you whiteknighting her
>>8083809
>didn't put mtfg in the subject
shaking my head
1000 get
>>8083809
delet and fix pls
100...1 get
>>8083815
naicu
>>8083817
I shan't
>>8082931
Just tried to order some of the HRT pills
89 AUD total as opposed to the 37 I spent for the herbal pills
Guess I'll try the other sites for a price comparison
Some one make a new thread
>>8084049
yeah but HRT actually works